#I'M SO UNSTABLE RIGHT NOW
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HE SIGNED IT "Calvin Benson"?!?!?!?
I'm going feral, I actually can't- 😭😭😭😭😭
Calvinnnnn... you sweet little bean, you are too good for this world 🥺
Also, this is confirmation to me of Boy Mom Olivia Benson, and I LOVE IT
#I'M SO UNSTABLE RIGHT NOW#BOY MOM OLIVIA BENSON CONFIRMED#svu#law and order svu#law and order: svu#svu rambles#law and order special victims unit#olivia benson#calvin arliss#he's actually so sweet WHAT
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LOVE THY GOALIE. GIVE THY GOOD BOY HEAD PATS.
#bruins lb#jeremy swayman#david pastrnak#brandon carlo#pat maroon#linus ullmark#boston bruins#hockeyedit#nhledit#j made a thing#gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane#gifset series: jeremy swayman brainrot#ok now i've got the tags out of the way#i have THINGS TO SAY#SO MANY THINGS#FIRST OF ALL I'M ACTUALLY GOING OFF THE RAILS SEEING SWAY LOOKING SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIMSELF#like that is the most 'did i do good?' smile i've EVER SEEN#LOOK AT HIM!!!#second of all#pasta clinging to sway like a teddy bear is something that can be so so personal !!!!!!!!#THIRD OF ALL#'NOBODY WANTS TO LEAVE CARLO' BE ECHOING AROUND MY SKULL RIGHT NOW BC YES#WHO WOULDN'T WANT A HUG AND A HEAD PAT FROM THAT MAN ???????#FOURTH OF ALL#I DEFINITELY DID NOT HAVE SWAY AND MAROON EYEFUCKING LOVINGLY ON MY 2024 PLAYOFF BINGO CARD#i'm sorry it's 4am and i'm unstable so :)#also the footage of the goalie hug wasn't great so this is all we got. there was a close up but the colouring doesn't match the other gifs#so maybe i'll gif that separately tomorrow or smth
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I'm going insane as I write this. The Unstable Universe brainrot is taking over me right now, so all y'all have to listen to me.
Spoilers to Unstable Universe's "Doomsday": After Wifies joins the invis mafia and then eventually has his stasis chamber pulled by Ash, he dies, obviously. What is driving me up the wall is the fact that the "Wifies left the game" message never pops up meaning one of two things.
A. This was just an accident on Wifies/Parrot's part and Wifies didn't log out after he died and Parrot didn't edit it
B. WIFIES IS STILL ALIVE
From what I've seen, there has never been an episode of Unstable Universe (Parrot's pov) where someone hasn't logged off immediately after death. It would be a massive screw-up if Wifies just so happened to forget to log off and it also seems very unlikely.
It has to be the latter, but that leaves the question; why didn't Wifies get death-banned/what does The Director have to do with this?
Ash said that The Director had much more power than he ever did and that The Director could and would have Wifies killed if he so wanted it. Does that also mean that The Director could make sure that Wifies doesn't get banned? (Which, also implies that The Director may be the in-universe server owner).
Semi-Unrelated Rant: Who is the down bad mafia member that is still with Ash?? Like, dude, you don't even need to be invis anymore and you're still invis and serving Ash!!
#unstable universe#parrotx2#wifies#ashswag#invis mafia#rant#I'm like actually feeling physically sick I'm so worked up over this fact#like I need season 2 of Unstable right now#also I kinda wanna write a fanfic about ash with this last invis mafia member
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every time I see someone do the "evil art style" thing i remember when I did it and everyone was saying they liked the evil one better LMFAOOOO
#imagine making the opposite of your normal art and everyone begs you to start drawing like that like oh okay#i think i deleted it out of shame LMAO#its like when you wear something you hate and everyone says you look so much better like oh!#you dont think I'm at my best when I'm the most authentic okay#anyone else feel desperately lonely not to be emo but it feels like nobody understands me or like#im being dramatic or something i think I'm just very unstable right now#NOT THAT BEING EMO IS BAD I'M SAYING THAT SO LIGHTHEARTEDLY#a lot of my friends are emo#i think i picked it up from them
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Fellow mentally ill people out there, how do I get my mind to let go of a constant anxious thought that won't leave me for days on end when none of the typically suggested things work?
#over and over I keep coming back to the thought that I'm now 30 and still financially unstable#constantly beating myself up over not making better decisions#and honestly not being sure if I need to be kinder to myself#or if I need to keep doing it more because I actually need to shape up#beating myself up clearly isn't fixing anything but I don't know what will#its the biggest thing that's been getting in the way of my continued creative work right now honestly#because anytime I try to start I get overwhelmed by this dread feeling that this is time I am wasting not actively making money#so I just get stuck and I hate this
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I'm frustrated because I want to request alter packs for Vergil or something like that (I need inspiration again) but I don't think there's a lot of build a headmate blogs (Trans-ID/RQ-friendly) ones that are active/taking requests, it just gets me frustrated not because of them, I know people have lives, but I don't know why I can't just request one from other (non/anti Trans-ID/RQ-friendly) blogs. Or something. I might start doing that on an alternative account if it comes to that, but I feel like this post is going to give it away anyway, plus I'll keep asking for the same character because I need inspiration for him, or something. I don't know. And I can't just randomly reach out to people I'm friends with (I don't really have friends on here or in general I've learned, and the ones I had we don't talk anymore,) and ask for their headcanons/other stuff assigned to him just because of his vibes, or something.
I don't know, if you run a blog like that/can do something similar (even just NPT packs would be fine,) please interact with me or something and we can talk about it. I just need any inspiration, I really don't have the motivation right now and I need to find something I really like, but I don't know where to look. Plus it feels nice to have stuff (literally anything) made for me in general.
Also, resources/anything in general shouldn't be gatekept from people just because they're in a community that makes them feel accepted. It makes no sense.
#🌈🍓#I'm exhausted again I don't make sense I'm sorry.#I'm just so very mad and frustrated I feel like I'm at a roadblock or something right now. I'm not sure but I know I'm overreacting.#Probably because I'm tired or something. My sleep schedule is messed up and it makes me feel unstable and (probably) entitled sometimes.#transid#transid safe#transid community#pro transid#rq 🌈🍓#🌈🍓 safe#rqc🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#radqueer#radqueer safe#radqueer community#pro radqueer#transx#transx safe#transx community#pro transx#radq#radq safe#radq community#pro radq
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these days i keeping think about how i sorta have friends and that people like me and are nice to me and willing to hang out or at least just chat with me even for a moment or two and it makes me tear up each time like... really? :,) you'd hug me? you'd smile at me or laugh at something i said? you'd start a conversation when you see me? you'd like to see me again next semester? thanks i'm crying now :,)
#it's so silly because like. i know i'm a friendly funny kind person#and i know that people like me#and i know i have friends#i like myself lots too! i think i'm cool and awesome!#but for some reason i've just been feeling so so blessed and emo that people actually like. like me and enjoy having me around#i'm also super emotionally unstable right now so there's also that LOL#but thanks to anyone on here and irl who is nice to me <33#i love you#i will hopefully get to asks soon but i've got to get back to work#much love muah muah#. >> mari monologues !
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my last week, a visual demonstration
#Robin processes emotions on main#hi yes I came back early. it's in order to process. I needed to like.... spill my guts on the dashboard tonight#IM STRUGGLING..#I have GOT to get a job#just one (1) more visit to a friend this summer and then I will be APPLYING for things again#also I'm having the very devil of a time trying to get myself to contribute to this household. I hate it#I hate that helping out makes me feel like I'm losing my agency—losing myself—like I'm dying every time. I want to be BETTER than this#but I also need to feel like an adult with agency but also I need to BEHAVE like an adult but even just saying that makes me feel nauseous#I need. something. to change. I hate this. I feel selfish and cowardly and I hate feeling selfish and cowardly#I need to . communicate. work something out with my mother so that I stop feeling perpetually behind and ashamed#if I could manage to feel good about chores and not just like I'm scrambling to keep up..... that would..... be... more... motivational#the problem is that I feel unsafe/unstable right now and my instinctive response is to close myself off to all demands#WHICH AS YOU CAN IMAGINE IS NOT CONDUCIVE TO BECOMING MORE STABLE.#demand avoidance makes me bad at contributing to the household AND terrified of applying to jobs and AUGH... AUGH.#I DO BETTER WHEN I LIVE ON MY OWN#living on my own‚ I don't have to deal with the whole soul-crushing horrorshow of negotiating my own emotions about doing chores#chores are GOOD and ENJOYABLE when they're for ME. they're only psychological torture when they're things I do as part of my ''rent''#ok. bedtime. I've sufficiently spilled my dang guts all over the place. it will get better eventually I think#I'm just having a horrible time Right Now#I'll figure this out though dangit#I KNOW the answer is to just Do the stuff and face fears and communicate and whatever I KNOW. but if anyone tells me that I'm going to bite#ok I'm done thank you and sorry to anyone reading this far <3 it really will be all right
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ok but if all for one had taken overhaul's quirk, it would have been a very different story. 🙄
#this really annoys me#afo is an extreme planner and the fact that#he put so much faith into an unstable drug that works like eri's#is so ooc to me#also give afo his red wings since he's a demon lord???#why miss out on the opportunity#when he steals hawks' quirk???#i was so sad when it happened too lmAO but anyways#afo is my oc now#the battles would have been far more interesting#if afo had taken overhaul's quirk am i wrong i'm right#hehe good thing i'm a canon divergent blog :) :)#* ⟢ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ━ ( clench your asshole super tight & scream it from your heart )
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Buckle up, y’all. I just discovered the ability to type the words “agents of shield” into the Tumblr search bar and I’m about to queue the ever-loving hell out of anything and everything that makes me finally feel something for once
#briefly pinning this in case anyone is confused#sorry - I’m kinda going through it atm#enjoy the ride I guess#or block the tag#agents of shield#there will almost certainly be spoilers#my apologies#I’m so emotionally unstable right now just the thought of the bus babies is making me tear up#there’s like a 90% chance I start rewatching this series today#omg I'm going to start by bingeing the blooper reels#those things are like quintuple espresso shots of pure joy
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I'm just so under-slept and overstimulated because I'm losing my mind about the silly weewoo show and I want to talk about it but have no words and I need to watch the episode again but I feel like that might kill me right now because of how filled to the brim with exclamation points I am.
#I'm too autistic for this#My whole routine and life have been upended#Feeling so unstable right now#don't mind me#Shut up fraddit
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Prayer circle for Georgette (my computer). The demons overcame her with just 15 minutes of up time tonight.
Pretty sure the demons live in the Nvidia card because that thing 👿GROWLS 👿 like you wouldn't believe when it becomes possessed hangs up.
In what I'm sure is a total coincidence, Dell has an emergency Nvidia driver update now available, marked critical for system stability. I installed it immediately, if not sooner.
Now, please say it with me, frens...
Dear Lord,
Please remove the demons from Georgette so she can be the awesome computer friend she was meant to be and we can have many fun times together playing Halo (and the various other games in my Steam account that can't be installed right now), vidding and GIFmaking as well as just surfing the Internet without dying multiple times.
Amen.
#ageless aislynn#computer issues#computer problems#georgette#prayer circle#i'm so tired of my computer having the demons#i just want to play halo again#and mass effect andromeda#i just want to be able to turn the computer on and trust it will still be on in 5 minutes#to be able to watch a youtube video without it crashing#to have it sit frickin' idle and crash anyway#she's so unstable and untrustworthy right now and i want that to change#it's got to be a driver compatibility issue but when there are no new drivers available#what are you supposed to do???#*sigh*#i'm not even joking about this right now#if you pray please pray i'm at the end of my rope with this#alternatively good thoughts or whatever you do at times like this are also welcome
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god it's like i'm living a constant nightmare. i don't do this shit for my health. this stupid bullshit got so far that my friend is suffering both emotionally and through his income and none of these people are comprehending how massively serious this is.
#im so fucking tired. it's so scary seeing this shit happening to my loved one and cosplayer man is complaining essentially#that i'm not being mature or rational about this shit#like i'm supposed to continue being pleasant and amicable like i usually would be#like i'm not seeing how massively this is affecting my loved one#and sure you can be sorry all you want and i'm sure you are! but you can't expect me to 100 percent be on board when you say that to me#and then in the same breath call my friend mentally unstable like i'm not gonna be hearing about it#and this so called mental instability has a very clear root cause! he knows it and i know it! so!#like?? am i CRAZY??#i think it's fairly reasonable that i am not acting like a NIce Person right now!#i could ATTEMPT to impress upon him how serious this shit is but if i did would that even get anywhere??#sure as shit wouldnt be right now because i have shit going on irl and it's taking up 99 percent of my mental/emotional capacity#i just. fuck.
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i have never been more angry about climate change getting to the point that it has than i am right now. i don't remember the last time i moved around without having to very carefully consider how much pain i am in and how much effort it will take me to move from bed to wherever i need to be.
the weather is COMPLETELY DIFFERENT every four to five days or so (40degreeF temp fluxes anyone?) and my body is predicting the changes about four days in advance, getting worse as the front moves in. I have No Fucking Respite from this and I am... very slowly losing my mind about it. it's... it's been at least a few weeks now that it's been back and forth rapidly and i can't fucking MOVE.
I can't sleep, laying down hurts too much. sitting hurts. standing hurts *and* wears me out almost instantly. the otc meds aren't really doing anything anymore and all the weed does is make it so it's not the forefront of my mind (and also makes it so i don't really feel like moving around a whole bunch anyway). i can't think. i can't focus.
and i know i'm not the only one in the household feeling poorly because of the weather - we're a barometric body household, we've got everything: migraines, old injuries, other stuff. and it sucks. it all just sucks a lot and i want the weather to stabilize and because of the fucking melting ice the jetstream is all wonky and that's what's causing the back and forth ESPECIALLY this far up north, and it's absolutely WRECKING my shit.
so if we could get to work on maybe not making climate change worse and even potentially putting some of that ice back on the north pole so that the transition seasons are maybe less fraught with pain, i would be greatly appreciative.
#obviously also because of all the other reasons climate change is bad we should fix it#like i've been on this train a while but my god learning that the weather being unstable as fuck like this is because of it?#FURY. ANGER. RAGE.#that i can't do fuck all about because i'm stuck in my bed because moving more than 20ft in one direction is Too Much and nothing is Comfy#i'm also approximately a week out from my period i've got my echo tomorrow#AND i'm failing miserably at deliberately Ignoring my mother's birthday#we're moving in like a month and i have so much to do and i can't fuckign MOVE enough to do anyof it#we'll just say i'm not doing *awesome* right now#and none of the answers we're currently looking at are ''fixable'' just... managed#and ugh. the prospect of that is just... very daunting sometimes#especially when i already feel like shit#i want to *write* i want to *draw* i want to *create*#and all i can do is play minecraft and phone games because i literally do not have the brain capacity to do anything else#i hate this
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selfless by the strokes rips me open exactly the same way as thomas and varian from transatlantic
#this is a very me niche but i need to speak on it#THE LYRICS ARE SO VARIAN AS WELL#i'm so unstable about this#BITE MY TONGUE I WAIT MY TURN#I WAITED FOR A CENTURY#WASTE MY BREATH NO LESSONS LEARNED#I TURN AND FACE THE ENEMY#I DON'T HAVE FUN WITHOUT YOUR LOVE#LIFE IS TOO SHORT BUT I WILL LIVE FOR YOU#MY SELFLESS LOVE???????????#throw me off a cliff!!!#do it right now!!!#it's the tenderness and intimacy!!!!!!!!!!#julian is unhinged in the tags again#but i will not be stopped!!#the strokes#transatlantic#varian fry#thomas lovegrove
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Man, there's some kind of something in the way that both Chris and Jon Kent literally grew up too fast, that that specific tragedy struck both Clark's sons
But Mon-El and Kon -- Clark's older and younger brothers, respectively -- were frozen in place
How he himself has grown so much older than Kara, the cousin who was meant to watch over him. How she now finds herself his student, his charge. The baby she once helped feed and wash and sang lullabies to now teaches her to fly and fight and navigate this strange and alien world, to cope with the unimaginable loss of their home
There's something here but I don't know what to do with it
#yes i KNOW Lar and Kon both got better but that's not the POINT#the POINT is the echoing tragedy -- the life denied in opposite ways#Lar got lead poisoning and had to go into the Phantom Zone#Chris was BORN in the Phantom Zone and i'm like. 80% sure that's part of why his aging is unstable#i don't know it's hard to tell what's going on right now#i'm also not sure why Kon's aging was arrested -- they mentioned it was the after-effects of some disease in his crossover with Kyle#but i don't have enough context to say more there#i ALSO don't have enough context for why Jon is suddenly big now#so i guess if you wanna call that enough of a parallel we can#but i don't think that's how that works
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