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jsyk there's been an update on nex's pronouns and it's been said they actually preferred he/him pronouns, although people did use they/them for him. (https://www.nbcnews.com/nbc-out/out-news/vigil-friends-remember-nex-benedict-fiery-kid-rcna140440)
Thank you for telling me! I'm also glad to see an interview with friends of Nex. Its good to see people remembering his life.
#im gonna add nex to the archive of transmasc violence now#i held off bc even tho the list does include people who dont self-ID as transmasc (such as a cis woman)#i didnt want upset people by seeming to put any FTX person on there#m.#ask box#nex benedict
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the thing that i love so much about my relationship is that i feel absolutely zero pressure for us to be in eachother's pockets constantly. not just in the way that we like to have our own space sometimes but that i don't feel guilty for getting fixated on a project and not texting him or leaving him on read for a few hours. we have a system where i just say "i'm so sorry, i fell down the Art Hole again" and he says "that's ok, was the art hole fun, can i see what you did in there?". or if i have a feeling i'm going to draw until late at night i'll be like "pre warning, i might be in the art hole this evening" and when i'm done he's texted me goodnight anyway.
tldr: find someone who doesn't get mad at you for crawling into a hole and instead helps you out of the hole and asks what you saw down there
#ramble#G i know you don't tumblr but if you ever see this i adore you#context: one of my exes got upset when i started my webcomic because it meant i would be giving her slightly less attention#and another one asked me to stop sending her my art entirely and that kind of thing doesn't leave you y'know#i'm very glad i'm with someone that doesn't make me feel like we need to be texting 12 hours a day to reassure myself that he still loves m#because i already know he does :')))
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i thought we were gonna kiss up here are you still not over your dead girlfriend
#the walking dead game#twdg#violentine#clementine twdg#violet twdg#theres no casual explanation for clems reaction to that why did she look so upset#wide eyed middle distance stare brows drawn mouth open girl please relax#if your friend was wistfully thinking of their dead gf why would you be upset by that 🤨 hmm interesting#part of violets route will be about how she feels she failed minnie and so refuses to fail clementine and continuously makes that choice#and i still have to hear people yap about how she never got over minnie bro i swear some people are playing with their eyes and ears closed#i think her complicated relationship with her not dead not ex is fun and interesting actually and she tells clem not to worry Immediately#i just like poking fun at my girl for being a little jealous 😏 this and the way she looks at them hugging in the woods. i know what you are#her immediate reaction to seeing the v+m heart is also questionable girl why are you making those faces#spaced art 2024
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hawkeye who makes jokes that are followed with an uncomfortable silence hawkeye that says awkward things a little too loud hawkeye who is over exaggerated and does childish things that anyone else would be embarrassed to be caught doing or be around and trapper who always catches his eye and smiles at every flat joke trapper who sometimes mouths things at the same time hawkeye says them because he knows him that well trapper who happily indulges in hawkeye’s silly shenanigans . i am sick . i am sick
#i can’t even explain to you guys how trapper just going along with hawkeye makes me emotional#when you grow up as the weird kid with people looking at you funny when you did silly things it is more upsetting than i’d care to admit#it’s implied that trap is more ‘ normal ‘ so the fact that he just goes along with hawkeye#i .#y’all i .#he’s important to me#mash#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#trapper john mcintyre#trapper john#john mcintyre#trapper mcintyre#piercintyre#piercentyre#hawktrap#traphawk#lgbt#lgbtq
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in first grade i got in trouble for reenacting 9/11 because only and my friend michael had watched it on tv and we decided to build the twin towers with megablocks and use a toy car as a plane to show everyone what happened. this was like. a week afterwards. the teacher was not amused.
#m#like the two times i got in trouble in elementary school were just me being autistic#and not understanding why something would upset someone#and you know#i dont think we should have lost recess for our twin towers reenactment????#we were lil kids we didnt know????
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"Wahh! Jiang Cheng strangled Wei Wuxian whilst in the middle of having a mental breakdown after losing his parents! He must be abusive! >:("
LWJ literally forced a kiss on WWX without his consent and dreamt of r*ping him in the incense burner dream extras. How are y'all playing the morality police when your fave is just as problematic? Lmfao
#canon jiang cheng#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#canon jc#jiang cheng positive#novel jc#im not adding anu md/z/s tags because i actually know tagging etiquette and i dont want to upset l/w/j fans#something jc antis can learn from!#jc anti cringe#jc antis getting humbled#their reaching is laughable#everyone in m/d/zs is problematic#get over it
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Adler x fem!Bell (mostly a bit of Bell character study tbh)
This is as close to madness as Bell has ever felt, which sounds like an exaggeration even to her. This op has had its fair share of hair raising moments, let alone a career of working in the shadows; but it’s this that has her actively trying to keep her leg from bouncing.
The safe house is quiet, beyond the constant, steady beat of Lazar whaling on the sand bag in the corner, so far he’s the only one whose noticed, since he was the only one present when she came out of the bathroom with a length of hair in her fist. He was complimentary, said the new cut suited her, while gently reaching for the scissors to put them away in one of his personal drawers. Funny how he trusted her with high caliber weapons but not the simplest of office tools.
Since then, people have slowly filed in. Park and Sims, returning from the shops; Mason and Woods, only to walk back out a minute later. Hudson, into the back room, clearly sporting a bloody nose. And then Adler, who triggered this horrible fucking foreign feeling.
Cutting her hair wasn’t vanity, she was just sick of the weight of it, of tying and tucking and fussing with it. And Bell operates under no delusions when it comes to Adler. She finds him attractive, has from what it seems like as long as she’s known him. But the sudden ache for him to notice settles new in the pit of her stomach.
That, in itself, is weird. It can’t be the first time she’s changed her appearance in Adler’s vicinity, not when it’s been years, not when he recruited her himself. Still, trying to remember feels empty, like words on a paper without images. Like knowledge without experience.
If she focuses, she can sort of see East Berlin. Wet pavement and a dreary day, Adler’s face before the scar, a deal struck. But it’s interspersed with the unrelenting heat of Camp Haskins; an incongruous heat, since the memory is of a dry sort of hot, a space heater instead of tropical wet.
The thought makes her hair fade to the background of her mind. Bell tries to focus, when did she first meet Russ? Where? Berlin? Moscow? Turkey?
When did she start calling him Russ? A voice sneaks into her awareness, disembodied but true, solid like a proud hand on her shoulder: Do not trust Adler.
Bell looks up to see Lazar walking away from the board, from Adler. And then the man himself makes his way to her, glasses glinting in the overheads.
“Looking sharp, Bell.”
“As a knife,” she smiles, like a dog showing teeth.
#m: cod#r: gen#personal#russell adler x bell#russell adler x reader#idk what this is i was upset people weren’t noticing my new haircut and then we ended up here#i haven’t played 6 btw
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#mairuma#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun#alice asmodeus#iruma kun mafia what if story#m!ik#wtdsik#there was og a background but i was so upset with how it was looking so it deleted
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hi just thinking about how in s9e9 (taking the fifth) hawkeye gets a response to his bulletin for a night of bordeaux in the supply tent thats literally says "i really love good wine, and i think it would be fun to share a few belts with you. signed, chastity"
are we supposed to believe that's not implied to be mulcahy?? sir???
#the continuing saga of “em watches mash for the first time and has fallen in love with hawkahy”#i cant believe ive fallen on the hawkahy train but here we are#i continue to think theyre neat okay#can you imagine either an ep au where hawk takes “chastity” up on the offer???#or maybe a scene after the ep where a upset mulcahy is a little salty at hawkeye for not choosing him???#the POTENTIAL#im kinda obsessed with them your honor#...this would be a good fic idea actually#👀👀👀#hawkahy#idk if im sold yet on this tag but#otp: button up your overcoat / you belong to me#father mulcahy#francis mulcahy#hawkeye pierce#em starts mashposting#mashposting#m*a*s*h
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ok so we all know the “MASH is all happening inside Hawkeyes head; the laugh track, his behavior, the timeloop etc” but what about its actually Radar’s timeloop:
-gary burghoff playing Radar in the mash movie and the show
- the psychic behavior (he knows whats going to happen because its happened before)
and then he is freed from the loop when he transfers the teddy bear to Hawkeye—-which remains until they bury it and then all go home.
#time loop theory#im tagging it because i also block this tag bcs it upsets me so much#time loops are my worst fear besides immortality#m*a*s*h#radar o’reilly#hawkeye pierce
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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not artful metaphor ive been like this for a week 👍 alas
#[.art]#self#i don't know why this specific thing happens every time I have a scab but that thing is NOT staying on. I am picking it and eating the thin#anyways if you know a solution to it aside from me needing to put bandaids on every single thing that scabs or else I make it worse: tell m#I'm not particularly annoyed or upset by the fact I do this tbh but it would be good if I didn't methinks. for the environment
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i'm going to scream i got accused of being a transmisogynist by someone on twitter because of this specific part of my t4t steddie art
#ramble#the thing is 99.9% of people thought it was VERY funny#i've had 1 person genuinely have a problem with it and it was because i kept eddie transmasc#basically they were upset because i didn't make them both transfemme bc i just. didn't want to#twitter hasn't learned that not everything is for you and if you don't like something you don't have to interact with it#and just because you don't like something that doesn't mean it's Bad#and also sometimes queer things aren't made to be understood by everyone#it was specifically because they thought it made them into 'just another straight couple'#as if that isn't a MASSIVE erasure of trans people's queerness#trans people in m/f relationships doesn't make them any less queer or somehow inferior to gay relationships#it boiled down to 'but you could've made them lesbians :((' YEAH BUT I DIDN'T#idk it was just absolutely infuriating trying to defend myself without saying 'idk what the fuck you want from me at this point'#anyway transfemme stevie is very big on twt but i didn't know whether to post it here or not#but i might if people want to see it because i love it a lot#twitter would die if they saw the olden days when we called them genderbends and there wasn't any trans content at all
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if only elenwen knew that in another universe her male counterpart shows signs of aging
#my art#genderbent elituli is a nauseating concept seriously . watch the appeal dissapear#i think tullius would stay the same in terms of personality with a little tweaking but elly wud be like#deceitfully and overly polite; gentleman-ly#the stone faced apathetic personality i spent a year perfecting on her would be soooo unattractive on a man LMAO#when it's related to her#he looks like he owns a steak rastaurant or a casino#elituli only works in their origin and as lezzys#genderbent elituli and m/m elituli is disgusting LOL#like soup with no salt in it#also it upsets me cus the ulfr*c x elenwen yaoi would be plenty if she was a man#Traitors
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The Mario movie was cute, best scenes are the ones with the bros just being. Bros.
Peppino is their cousin. That's it, that's the funny.
And per tradition? I guess? Some more (unfortunately Mario-less) doodles under the cut.
... Yeah. Twinsomnia again. These damn sibs are still on my brain. They're here to - Oh? Oh, Peppino's not a kid? They had the wrong address? Oh well. Might as well help him get through the tower!
Something-something functioning as a single character, something-something throwing each other around, something-something basically Gus and Brick.
Some more self-indulgent crossover'ish nonsense...
Same mirror, same man, different time, different reflections. Shoutout to @/rascal-rose for the idea of young Peppino having curly hair!! I cherish him.
And some wholesome stuff to top it off. (I feel like my handwriting is especially bad on the last one, so just in case, it goes "Buongiorno, ranocchio. Do you want the coffee?".)
#mario movie#LMAO AS I WAS TYPING OUT THIS TAG TUMBLR SUGGESTED ''m*ri om*ri'' (censored to avoid infiltrating that tag)#imagine.#anyway#mario mario#luigi mario#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#twinsomnia#not gonna use the f///nf tag because i feel like i'd be pushing it#like listen. so many times i go into the tag of a thing. and i'll see posts just briefly mentioning that thing and barely having it.#maybe i'm more upset than i should be but i just UGH!! someone out there may be STARVING for g*stavo content and me mentioning him here-#-brings that person to this post.. BUT THERE IS NO G*STAVO!!!!!! NO BLORBO!!!!!!!!!!!!#i could never do that to someone. i know that pain all too well to put someone else through that.#also why i wanna refrain from tagging people i don't personally know. like yes awesome artist look at my insanity that has one brief-#-mention of your awesome idea. obviously credit is necessary but emnemnemne i'd rather do it quietly
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I made this post before we knew Focalors and Furina were different people, and the fact I still find it accurate to Focalors but not Local Fatui Harbinger Fucker Furina is rly funny to me
It is my humble opinion that Focalors and Arlecchino WOULD argue about who is worse for Furina, tho
#Focalors: Furina ilu so much ur like a little angel to me — but wtf is THAT?? *pointing at Arlecchino*#Furina: m…my boyfriend…?#Focalors: put her back where you found her now#Furina: but—#Arlecchino: that would be quite difficult considering I’m the one who snuck up on her#Furina: Arle you’re not helping—#Focalors: you motherfucker—#Arlecchino: I suppose you’re right. the children do consider her their mother these days so I am something of a ‘’motherfucker’’ aren’t I—#Furina: you’RE NOT HELPING ARLE—#Focalors: NEUVILLETTE WE’RE REINSTATING THE DEATH PENALTY#Neuvillette: I-I’m not doing that…#Arlecchino: why not? it’D BE LESS CRUEL THAN WHAT SHE DID TO FURINA#Focalors: YOU DON’T EVEN WANT TO START WITH ME ABOUT ‘’CRUEL TO FURINA’’#Arlecchino: SHE’S HAD CRIPPLING DEPRESSION FOR 500 YEARS AND WHERE WERE YOU? YOU DIDN’T CHECK IN ON HER EVEN ONCE#Focalors: I WAS ALWAYS THERE#Arlecchino: THEN WHY WOULD YOU EVEN LET ME ATTACK HER IF YOU WERE ‘’ALWAYS THERE?’’#Arlecchino: YOU WERE JUST GOING TO LET HER TAKE THE FALL FOR YOUR BULLSHIT PLAN???#anyway that’s how I imagine a typical Focalors and Arlecchino conversation goes#Focalors is the local absentee big sister and Arlecchino is the motorcycle riding boyfriend (who also does some murdering on the side)#both of them think Furina would be better off without the other#and then there’s Furina who is just so mentally ill and loves both of them#and Neuvillette is the only stable one and he lets Furina cry to him when both of them are upsetting her#I think about all this a normal amount. ahem#Arlefuri#Furina#Arlecchino#Focalors#Neuvilette //#Genshin Impact //
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