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Academy Award Nominee Cynthia Erivo
Academy Award Nominee Ariana Grande-Butera
HOLY SHIT 😭

#wicked#cynthia erivo#ariana grande#ariana grande butera#im so god damn proud I can’t breathe#I can’t think#I’ve just been screaming#oh my god#Ari my love we made it we’re finally here#elphaba thropp#glinda upland#galinda upland#academy awards#academy award nominee
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in honor of the nimona movie (it’s so good i’m gonna scream and cry for the next million years) i must share my favorite nimona art ever
drawn by ND stevenson ofc and posted on twitter a few years ago i believe
do i even have to SAY anything? the shark, it’s not rocket surgery, baby nimona, the DOMESTICITY of it all im gonna explode
UPDATE!!!! GAY DADS AU THREAD https://twitter.com/gingerhazing/status/1676058949504892928?s=46

#anyways stream nimona#and buy the book#and read it#god.#i’ve been here for a year and a half welcome everyone#so glad i’m finally getting some nimona CONTENT#nimona#nimona movie#nd stevenson#ballister blackheart#ballister boldheart#my only question is why did they change his last name#i mean i get it#but still#ambrosius goldenloin#just found out this is called the gay dads au by nd#what if i scream and cry#amnesty original#gay dads au
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there’s just something about ticklish men that makes me so fucking feral and i genuinely do not know what it is
#i’ve been trying to figure it out for years#especially since i am bi and loveeee women#i thought that the biggest reason was just the way men tend to laugh while women tend to scream (which i don’t really enjoy)#but like#out of all my absolute favorite /f videos#i’d still take a /m video every time#there’s just something about you guys#i just cannot put my finger on it#it genuinely drives me crazy sometimes lol#i neeeed to know the reasonnnn#anyway#kat is confused#kat is curious#kat rambles#kat needs to go to bed#shitpost#want a ticklish boy to tickle and tease the shit out of rn
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so, i thought i would hate this scenario, the quick reconciliation. i thought i would hate not seeing lisa groveling, repenting for what she spat out at carla and carla being hurt and keeping some distance. but the scene we got was so realistically acted, the love between the characters was so tangible that i’m not mad about it (i’m actually overjoyed).
because it’s so typical carla to give up her own place, even with her heart broken, just to make sure that lisa has somewhere safe to sleep (please let me care for you, even at a distance) (i’ll give you what you need even if what you need isn’t me). and it’s so typical lisa to need a little push to realize that she doesn’t have to do it all alone, doesn’t have to self-destruct by rejecting all the love she craves (i don’t need space, i need you). and when all lisa wants is to be loved and supported through the horrors and all carla wants to do is offer that love and support with open hands - leaping to shower lisa with affection as soon as it’s safe to do so - then it’s just perfect, isn’t it? there’s not really any reason to hold out on that, to let resentment grow and poison everything.
and it’s just carla’s relief when she realizes lisa still wants her, her family still wants her (i don’t mean to impose but this is it for me, if you and betsy will have me) (i thought i had lost you and that was for more hurtful than you lashing out at me).
and it’s lisa’s relief when she sees that she wasn’t successful in the attempt of pushing carla’s away, that carla is still there, solid and warm, wiping her tears, looking at her like she’s still precious, still deserving of love (please love me) (please take me for who i am, hormonal breakdowns and hurried apologies) (don’t let me destroy this).
it’s carla not doubting for a second that lisa’s hurtful words are a tiny dot in the constellation of ways lisa has shown her that she loves her. not insignificant, but still tiny. (it’s okay it’s okay it’s okay) (you came back) (i forgive you).
it’s lisa’s inevitable gasp when carla tells her the one thing she’d been wanting to hear since becky passed (it’s not you two against the world anymore, it’s US three) (we can share the baggage) (it’d be my pleasure actually).
it’s carla giving a better shot at consoling lisa than the all sunshine and positivity one she tried at the hospital (betsy will hate you but i will be here) (the hate will be more bearable if it’s balanced by my love).
it’s lisa looking at carla like she hung the stars the moon and the whole fucking solar system in the sky (she did more than that) (restarted her heart) (gave her a safe haven in her flat and in her arms) (loved her when she hated herself).
and it’s carla finally squeezing lisa, cradling her head to her chest, so gentle but so tight (i’ll make it impossible for you to escape my grip again) (i love you) (i love you).
so beautifully done, actually. so much love. how lucky are we.
#swarla#carla connor#lisa swain#coronation street#I’ve been left speechless and the same time i have so many thoughts#we should really count our blessings that it’s ali and vicky portraying this love story#literally a masterclass in acting in love#not even screaming just tearing up
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I’ve finally had time to finish my wips anyways lark is still just a scared kid 😻
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#dndads#dungeons and daddies#lark oak garcia#artists on tumblr#dndads fanart#dnd art#fanart#he’s silllyyyyy#this is silllyyyyyyy#god I’ve been relistening to s1 and anytime lark does anything I want to scream and cry#that like applies to all the kiddads but just lark especially bc he is my favorite character so#it’s an obligation#lunarrosette’s shit#lunarrosette can draw
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me rn~🎃
#lunch break is absolutely golden during orientation bc holy fuck teams meeting suck#like it’s all pretty standard shit#but i’ve never been so excited to get to do online learning#means i get to get comfy on my bed with blankets and cats for a few hours#and maybe scream about frank a little#just a bit#yk casually#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#my chemical romance#mcrmy#my chem#frnkiero#frnkie#ilhsm
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weird (not quite) autumn- one layer practice Mae with some vague leaves stuck on for funsies
#nitw#night in the woods#night in the woods fanart#nitw fanart#mae borowski#mae nitw#mae night in the woods#nitw art#night in the woods art#my art?#i have neither the hands nor the spoons for proper lined stuff so I’ve just been messing around w lineless maes in different colors#i do know she doesn’t have a tail but i did not consult a ref and also she should. tails r fun#she remains one of the hardest things for me to draw and this didn’t rly help with that but i Did actually learn to draw simple leaves#which has also been a difficulty for many years#so I guess that’s something#i seem to have severely damaged my right arm/elbow trying to Sleep. life is so much fun rn.#i literally just lightly leaned on it and bam three days of screaming stabbing pain why are my limbs made of fucking glass this is absurd#anyways. look a rare fanart appears#at midnight. because i simply cannot be arsed anymore
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butch!141 moodboards? 👀
butch!141 moodboards 🙂↕️ - links to each fic attached


simon price


gaz johnny
inspired a little bit by the fics i’ve got planned for them and their characters overall,, i have a reason (though some are admittedly Dumb) for every item on these moodboards so PLEASE yap away with me about them
any extra 1fem1 fics can be found on my main masterlist
#i should say *almost every item - like sometimes the flowers are just there for texture and vibe i’m sorry the inner fine artist in me#is screaming but for like 90% of it i have reasons!!#i tried to keep them within the lesbian flag colours but green looked so damn good on them all that i couldn’t stick to oranges and pinks#and purples and reds through out it all so idk if you could actually tell that i’d tried to do that without me saying so#also if anyone has any suggestions for the moodboards please go ahead (just be nice?) bc i’d love to hear more ideas#stellewrites asks#i hope you all like them!! i had sooooo much fun making them nd it’s been a good creative outlet as i’ve figured out what i want to write#and how to write it#i’ve got the johnny fic almost half done now i’m on a bit of a roll with it atm#a lot smuttier than the simon one#butch simon#butch soap#butch price#stud gaz
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Fellas, he’s back on my mind like a mold. Do I scrape this bitch off?
#He’s literally so baby girl#With the two beetlejuices next to each other. there’s right is my old interpretation and the left is Collettes#fuckin love Collette’s beetlejuice#Just screaming 24/7/365#beetlejuice#beetlejuice art#beetlejuice the musical#beetlejuice the musical art#beetleposting#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice fandom#Juno#Juno Shoggoth#is that her name actually? I’ve been deep in the trenches with fanfics#stars art
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Who else up losing their minds about this “reunion”
#tpp#the penumbra podcast#juno steel#peter nureyev#junoverse#tpp spoilers#juno steel and the vanishing act#hi lol. turns out i’m not dead i’ve just been going nuts about this episode#very special thanks to the creator collective for the enthusiasm about this lol#my art#sketches#really wanted to do the whole scene but i severely underestimated how much these two talk#anyway. can’t wait to hear the screams about this one <3
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For a very long time, I’d have sort of a visceral reaction when seeing top surgery scars— not distaste or disgust, I’ve always found them beautiful, I just felt very overwhelmed emotionally in a way I couldn’t articulate. Shortly after starting T, I was finally able to put a name to that feeling: jealousy. The more and more I came to live my truth, the more I realized I wanted those scars, too. Seeing people enjoying life with their scars out hurt, because I wanted that to be me, and I didn’t know if I could ever attain that.
I’m in a couple different support groups for top surgery right now. It doesn’t hurt anymore, and my happiness for others who have attained it is no longer tinged with bitterness, because that’s gonna be me! That’s gonna be me in a few months! It’s such a strange and giddy feeling.
#I’ve been beating myself up for ages for feeling so jealous when others are happy#it’s not their happiness that made me feel bitter. I was sincerely happy for them#but at the same time I’d tell myself ‘what if we could feel like that too? will we ever get that opportunity?’#and it seemed so distant and complicated that I just assumed that would never be me#so on top of finding my own happiness and seeking closure#I can stop feeling like such a horrible person 😅😅😅#peaches screams into the void
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Art dump (again)





#alien stage#alien stage fanart#alnst#alnst fanart#Ivan alnst#alnst Ivan#till alnst#alnst till#ivantill#ivantill fanart#mizi alnst#alnst mizi#sua alnst#alnst sua#mizisua#mizisua fanart#fanart#digital art#guys I have things planned I’ve just been having phone problems#anyway#screams#explodes
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in my opinion, qphil isolating and exiling himself is only going to make things worse or delay the inevitable: as shown yesterday the enderking wants qphil to isolate, to not tell anyone, and luckily for our evil demigod that is exactly how qphil operates. he holds secrets in hopes of not hurting others, not getting them involved. and we just saw what happens when he has a support network helping him, he broke free from enderking’s grasp even for a moment. but that bit is not the only reason why his isolation is playing straight into enderking’s hands: it’s his insecurities as well. ”i’m a shit dad” ”i need to prove myself worthy of protecting” ”i need to provide better for the family” ”i need to be stronger” - all insecurities that are qphil’s downfall. enderking has already played into his need to provide for the kids as well as the want to be stronger (the buffs in the dungeon), what’s stopping him from digging his claws further to qphil’s core, his insecurities and weaknesses now that he has no one to break him out of his self-deprecating loop? when all he has are his thoughts, the caws of a crow and the voice of him? if no one finds him in exile, i think he will lose himself again, betrayed by his own mind
#historically isolating yourself has always worked and been a great idea /j#literally the only way i can see him making it out of this is if a deity finds him#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp phil#philza#shey rambles#literally every piece if mental health advice i’ve ever heard and read started screaming in my head the moment he decided to leave#of*#like you’re doing the exact thing that you’re told NOT TO DO IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE#my god#when he said in a zombie apocalypse qphil would hide being bitten and just leave quietly to die he was not kidding#also melting point of wax… ’throw caution and myself into the wind’#you sure are!!!!#’i hear the voice of reason screaming after me’ YOU SURE AS HELL DO#THAT’S ME. I’M THE ONE SCREAMING AT YOU#FUCKKKKKK
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When I hang with a male coworker to go see comics and make the mistake of mentioning it to my parents
“Don’t trust people too much” I have the trust capacity of a pea every bad decision i make is on purpose
#I’ve been through the whole grooming thing already my innocence died at 13#like I get they’re just being protective or whatever but constantly accusing my friends of being awful while they themselves have a history#of being awful makes the Raph in me scream#khaotic
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how does one find phannie friends
#like I’ve been Being Insane about Dip and Pip since 2012#but I don’t know how to make internet friends so now I’m 27 years old just kind of screaming into the void about two gay men I’ve never met#I guess if you’re 22+ years old and also insane about Dan and Phil dm me?#personal#my dads#dan and phil#daniel howell#Phil Lester#phan#phannie
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PHENOMENAL NEWS!! My horrible boss who would scream and throw things everywhere got fired REJOICE!!!
#my mental health has already improved significantly#bro he was SO BAD about yelling like he had the shortest temper I’ve ever seen#I work at Pizza Hut and he would see an order pop on the screen and be like ‘of COURSE it’s a fucking PEPPERONI LOVERS FUCK!!’#like BRO??? this is the PIZZA HUT????? WHAT ARE YOU EXPECTING??????????#his screaming made me have a panic attack one day n every shift I worked with him I’d have an anxiety attack like UGH#I’m so glad he’s gone#I’ll be back to regularly doing fun tumblr stuff again sooner than I thought#since I won’t be spending all of my free time recovering from mental anguish anymore YIPPEE!!!!#like half the reason I’ve been gone for so long is from having to lay on the couch and just rot to recover from my daily anxiety attacks#(the other half is I’ve been out of town and then friends came in town and planning wedding things all that)#samaras yapping
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