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Academy Award Nominee Cynthia Erivo
Academy Award Nominee Ariana Grande-Butera
HOLY SHIT 😭
#wicked#cynthia erivo#ariana grande#ariana grande butera#im so god damn proud I can’t breathe#I can’t think#I’ve just been screaming#oh my god#Ari my love we made it we’re finally here#elphaba thropp#glinda upland#galinda upland#academy awards#academy award nominee
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in honor of the nimona movie (it’s so good i’m gonna scream and cry for the next million years) i must share my favorite nimona art ever
drawn by ND stevenson ofc and posted on twitter a few years ago i believe
do i even have to SAY anything? the shark, it’s not rocket surgery, baby nimona, the DOMESTICITY of it all im gonna explode
UPDATE!!!! GAY DADS AU THREAD https://twitter.com/gingerhazing/status/1676058949504892928?s=46
#anyways stream nimona#and buy the book#and read it#god.#i’ve been here for a year and a half welcome everyone#so glad i’m finally getting some nimona CONTENT#nimona#nimona movie#nd stevenson#ballister blackheart#ballister boldheart#my only question is why did they change his last name#i mean i get it#but still#ambrosius goldenloin#just found out this is called the gay dads au by nd#what if i scream and cry#amnesty original#gay dads au
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there are literally no standouts in downfall because everyone sat down at that table and said hey you wanna see something cool and proceeded to Become their characters but idk if it’s because they’re beside each other and that aids the dynamic or just because it’s the delicious similarities and insurmountable distance between the god of death and the god of (in various ways) life but ayden and emhira’s interactions were so chewy and delicious. i’ll be thinking of their exchange fairly early on after ayden cast lesser restoration on that old man and emhira not cruelly but just simply stating “you cannot heal everything.” and ayden’s equally simple reply “we can always try.” emhira seeing the family trist has built and wondering at the presence of children, “surprised there is laughter in such a horrible place” and i know she’s speaking of hawk’s hill but i wonder if she is also speaking of exandria itself in some ways. the delicious space between in and out of character that only really happens in improv stories where as brennan is narrating and says “in this dark room” and nick interrupts and adds “it is not dark.” brennan’s incisive point in the cooldown that while the love that ayden and trist have for mortals and for exandria is warm and the kind of love someone would likely Want from gods, there is something maybe more honest or whole about emhira who says . actually these mortals are little shits that will kill you not because they fear you but because they hate you. whose very existence should be (and still often fails to be) a reminder that the gods can be usurped by mortals. the insight nick shared in the cooldown that ayden does not forget emhira’s origins but in a way dismisses them, that the god of death is a different beast. ayden wanting to find. way to save the people of aeor, insisting that the prime deities Win if they can find a way to do so. emhira reminding everyone that death is inevitable (and she does not add anything to clarify that she intends such a statement to only exist for mortals) as she argues for them to work to take down aeor and the people in it. the fact that the god with the most present connection to mortality is also the one given the most explicit clarification that she Is the god we know as SILAHA calls her the matron, brennan’s narration clarifies purvon is her champion, taliesin as asha asks for clarification on the recognition of emhira as a god and prompting the familiar spectre of a woman in a white mask.
i want to be very clear that when i say there are no standouts i Mean it because i’ve been awed and endeared and intrigued by every single character choice everyone made and as always brennan’s narration is so incredibly well suited for the mission impossible greek tragedy vibes that comes with this story and i’m so fucking delighted by the fact that laura, ashley, and taliesin are playing gods that their characters have known quite well in the past. i’m incredibly excited by what we’ve already gotten to see from abubakar, nashir, and nick and cannot imagine what other greatness is to come. i’m psyched to see the relationship between asha and the law bearer and am delighted that (perhaps for now perhaps for the whole arc) it is being seen through the lens of “my wife promised me a visit with apples and all i got was a rock ice emissary”. i also have many incoherent thoughts about the fact that, of the players who appeared as the same character in the opening and the story, taliesin’s ash and asha are the ones whose name remains the most unchanged.
i’m obsessed with the fact that this creature sent as a stand in by the god of law and duty believes his primary gift is love. while there is a certain mourning and sadness to every god we see, that SILAHA has a certain playful whimsy and jofyful curiosity about the world. that the only one of them who has been mortal before stops to steal an imp necklace from the neck of a drunk on the train (and that moment between brennan’s narration that this man will be dead by morning but, with death standing invisible in front of him, he is incapable of seeing it coming, and then laura as emhira breathing in deeply and brennan having that spark a coughing fit. they are Story Telling). asha seeing the erased image of a god, of a family member and saying “there’s a hole in all of us.” brennan narrating “this is a place where they tried to kill a story. it’s a very frightened thing to do.” (and god. the motif of fear. especially given the very present fear felt by the gods in current day exandria. they’re doing insane things in the critical role 3 part departure).
trist reminding ayden “he never tells the truth” and asha contesting “he only tells the truth, it’s just rotting.” emhira and asha both as perhaps the less Good™ much more neutral but doing so in such different ways, asha as bitter and hungry while emhira seems uncomfortable but there’s a familiarity and a certainty in her discomfort with mortality (the law bearer would also be included here but the emissary seems much more like trist and ayden (for now) than emhira or asha). something as insignificant as trist and her husband speaking to their children and affirming that little lies are okay while trist has lead a significant part of her life likely dishonest about who she is. the fact that there’s a certain childlike quality to the emissary who they’re all charged with ensuring makes it to the end of things even if they cannot. the fact that nahal (unclear which god they were, and i’m assuming it’s the first god of death but regardless still an absolutely compelling development in a short amount of time) in those opening moments is horrified by the concept of away which is unfamiliar to them only to soon after look upon their family and say. maybe away was better. Especially if those were words spoken by the god who would one day be replaced. these three episodes are going to haunt me and i’m excited to meet the ghosts.
#this 3 part series was made to target me specifically#it’s going to kill me and i’m going to love every second#i like everyone else am not immune to the poetry of laura bailey as the raven queen who was once called a raven bitch as liam obrien asked#for his character to be taken instead of laura’s .#nor am i immune to taliesin being the god that caduceus asked to put the soul back into molly-turned-kingsley and who Listened and did so#nor am i immune to ashley playing the god that pike will someday build temples for and bring back into import#i’m screaming i’m crying i’m pissing i’ve never been so excited#even for calamity i was invested but i think just as a consequence of like. These Are The Gods We Know (and don’t know as much)#is making me so deliciously excited. and also the already obvious. ludinus is a stupid bag of bricks and#like much of the fandom who sympathizes with him. has no media literacy (or any literacy at all ig)#critical role#cr downfall#cr spoilers#cr3#emhira#asha#trist#ayden#SILAHA#the emissary
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Good morning 🙏🏼
I want to thank everyone their support with reblogging my stuff over the years and reblogging some of the context of the situation.
Tumblr and Instagram is filled with the most supportive people I’ve ever had the chance of meeting. The last time something like this happened, I didn’t have much support, not even from people I thought were close to me. It took me a year or two to be okay with being perceived again in fandoms. So I’m very grateful for everything.
I just wanted to post that I appreciate all of the asks and I’ve been reading all of them. I actually get anxious I’m spamming everyone too much so I probably won’t reply to everything. Please don’t feel pressured to support me financially, there’s is a free option on patreon to follow. I’ll post future project plans and occasional updates because I still love comics and I still love DC/Marvel. I do enjoy having people following along for my art/reading journey so I would always be okay with people just following for free. My brain is telling me this post is too long now so I will go 🙏🏼😭
#my brain to me: what in the retired YouTuber ass type post.. (screams) ok#I just received a lot of anons about the situation and I wanted to clarify it’s okay!!#I know the usd conversion rate is crazy�� so I’ll try to wrangle my head to post some stuff publicly. I had a friend who supported me from#brazil.. I was like what! ily but if it’s breaking bank please don’t do it!!!#I also didn’t want people sending me asks thinking I didn’t read it.. listen I’ve been a fandom lurker for a while. yes I do get sad when#people don’t reply to my asks… because I’m like I want to know your answer so bad#sorry I’m not doing a very good job replying 😔 I’ve actually never had a fandom blog of this level#I’ve never gotten more than 5 asks over the 3+ years of tumblr usage..#I’m also an ultra perfectionist where I’ll reread what I wrote 2–5 times before posting. yeah it’s a bit crazy! if you send me a list of#recommended comics before I will probably read every single one and then reply 7+ months later…#😭😭😭#let me not ramble more 👍🏼#going to go get breakfast
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weird (not quite) autumn- one layer practice Mae with some vague leaves stuck on for funsies
#nitw#night in the woods#night in the woods fanart#nitw fanart#mae borowski#mae nitw#mae night in the woods#nitw art#night in the woods art#my art?#i have neither the hands nor the spoons for proper lined stuff so I’ve just been messing around w lineless maes in different colors#i do know she doesn’t have a tail but i did not consult a ref and also she should. tails r fun#she remains one of the hardest things for me to draw and this didn’t rly help with that but i Did actually learn to draw simple leaves#which has also been a difficulty for many years#so I guess that’s something#i seem to have severely damaged my right arm/elbow trying to Sleep. life is so much fun rn.#i literally just lightly leaned on it and bam three days of screaming stabbing pain why are my limbs made of fucking glass this is absurd#anyways. look a rare fanart appears#at midnight. because i simply cannot be arsed anymore
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Fellas, he’s back on my mind like a mold. Do I scrape this bitch off?
#He’s literally so baby girl#With the two beetlejuices next to each other. there’s right is my old interpretation and the left is Collettes#fuckin love Collette’s beetlejuice#Just screaming 24/7/365#beetlejuice#beetlejuice art#beetlejuice the musical#beetlejuice the musical art#beetleposting#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice fandom#Juno#Juno Shoggoth#is that her name actually? I’ve been deep in the trenches with fanfics#stars art
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First impressions on Fake Peppino Friday (aka how Pep and Fep first met in my interp):
(Context: Back in the earlier versions of pizza tower, the tunnel chase was a lot harder, and there’s this one drop that immediately goes into an overhang. When I say that I tried SO many times to grab slide through it but because of how little space there was I just KEPT GRABBING AT THE WALL OH MY GOD
Anyways, I like to keep my failures in my interpretation. Adds a je ne sais quoi to some of the character dynamics [judgement and concern])
No because this is actually so funny if you think about. Imagine being in Fake Peppino's shoes, right?
You're alone in in your restaurant. Waiting. Anticipating. And then you hear it. Footsteps.
You turn around and you see...You. You, but not. The You you've been watching on static riddled TV screens. The You you've heard your pizza-headed creator curse out so much, yet fail to measure up to.
It's the You you should've been.
You scream and you scream with him. "He can't get past you. Don't let him get to staff only." It's the one task your creator drilled into your head, above pizza making.
You attack.
And you can't keep up with him as you fight. Even in person, giving everything you've got, even getting some hits in, you still fail to compare to him.
But when the floor beneath both of you breaks, and he speeds away running for his life, he crashes into an overhang in the tunnel you've fallen in.
As he panickedly scrabbles against the dark stone, you finally catch up to him and. Bite. Down.
The world goes black. Then you're standing back in your restaurant. You aren't entirely surprised, nothing truly stays dead or destroyed in this tower. From the levels to the pillars to even the people, they all come back one way or another.
You hear footsteps. You turn around.
It's You.
...[TWO HOURS LATER]...
Oh Cheesus Crust it's You again.
You don't know how many times he's gone through your boss room, and at this point you're too afraid to keep count.
He doesn't even scream after walking in anymore. Neither do you. You're unspeakably worried for this man's sanity, assuming that it exists in the first place (you're less and less sure it does with every reattempt he makes).
You're not actually sure if he's even trying to get past you at this point. If anything he's decided to have a blood feud with one particular overhang in the tunnel and is somehow sorely losing.
Again.
At this point, you're pretty confident you know every single Italian and American swear in the global lexicon, along with some new ones that were invented within the last two hours alone.
As you once again catch up to him, you don't even bother biting him. Clearly getting repeatedly crushed into pulp is not the deterrent it is for every single other creature in this tower. You scruff his shirt with your teeth and carry him out and he just lets you like he did for the past hour or so. Soon enough he'll be back re-doing the same song and dance you've done for 2 hours straight before racing off to fistfight The Wall.
You don't know what this man's malfunction is but maybe you should be a little grateful that you aren't entirely like him after all.
(Bonus doodle for the peeps that read through it all):
#pizza tower#fake peppino#peppino spaghetti#call this cringefail tower the way everyone’s cringing as I fail repeatedly to not suck at pizza tower#fun fact: if you lose to a boss enough times Peppino just skips screaming at the beginning. I would know.#sprinkling a lil world building in there too lmao (it’s like a single sentence)#I’ve been sitting on this idea for a long while just because I had so much trouble with the tunnel chase#Does this count as a fic post? Idk. You could call it a drabble. You could even call it a oneshot-*the audience boos me off of the stage*#yes the usage of 2nd person is intentionally vague and confusing at times as you can see I am a ut/dr fan#scribbleshot
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Who else up losing their minds about this “reunion”
#tpp#the penumbra podcast#juno steel#peter nureyev#junoverse#tpp spoilers#juno steel and the vanishing act#hi lol. turns out i’m not dead i’ve just been going nuts about this episode#very special thanks to the creator collective for the enthusiasm about this lol#my art#sketches#really wanted to do the whole scene but i severely underestimated how much these two talk#anyway. can’t wait to hear the screams about this one <3
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#heartstopper#nick and charlie#nick x charlie#nick nelson#charlie spring#happy valentine's day#valentines day#I know I’ve been a bit MIA#but that’s just because I need to restock my queue#and have LITERALLY NO TIME#it’s not because this blog is dying#or my hyperfixation on Heartstopper#that’s still going strong 2 years later with no signs of stopping anytime soon#but I had to post something cute for V day#also can’t wait for more s2 content#even though this blog is more comic than show#I will be SCREAMING about the show as soon as things start up again#I’m thinking late July/early August?
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💃🏼 💀
#yall ever feel#like literally nobody cares what you have to say lmao#because that’s how I’ve been feeling lately#literally being interrupted by my friends when I speak these past couple of weeks#or I’ll say a whole ass thing and then five minutes later someone says the same thing and acts surprised when I say#…yeah I just said that#ah well#at least I can always scream into the void in my tags on tumblr#personal#me#selfie#my face#dyed hair#piercings#alt girl#goth girl#emo girl
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Art dump (again)
#alien stage#alien stage fanart#alnst#alnst fanart#Ivan alnst#alnst Ivan#till alnst#alnst till#ivantill#ivantill fanart#mizi alnst#alnst mizi#sua alnst#alnst sua#mizisua#mizisua fanart#fanart#digital art#guys I have things planned I’ve just been having phone problems#anyway#screams#explodes
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in my opinion, qphil isolating and exiling himself is only going to make things worse or delay the inevitable: as shown yesterday the enderking wants qphil to isolate, to not tell anyone, and luckily for our evil demigod that is exactly how qphil operates. he holds secrets in hopes of not hurting others, not getting them involved. and we just saw what happens when he has a support network helping him, he broke free from enderking’s grasp even for a moment. but that bit is not the only reason why his isolation is playing straight into enderking’s hands: it’s his insecurities as well. ”i’m a shit dad” ”i need to prove myself worthy of protecting” ”i need to provide better for the family” ”i need to be stronger” - all insecurities that are qphil’s downfall. enderking has already played into his need to provide for the kids as well as the want to be stronger (the buffs in the dungeon), what’s stopping him from digging his claws further to qphil’s core, his insecurities and weaknesses now that he has no one to break him out of his self-deprecating loop? when all he has are his thoughts, the caws of a crow and the voice of him? if no one finds him in exile, i think he will lose himself again, betrayed by his own mind
#historically isolating yourself has always worked and been a great idea /j#literally the only way i can see him making it out of this is if a deity finds him#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp phil#philza#shey rambles#literally every piece if mental health advice i’ve ever heard and read started screaming in my head the moment he decided to leave#of*#like you’re doing the exact thing that you’re told NOT TO DO IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE#my god#when he said in a zombie apocalypse qphil would hide being bitten and just leave quietly to die he was not kidding#also melting point of wax… ’throw caution and myself into the wind’#you sure are!!!!#’i hear the voice of reason screaming after me’ YOU SURE AS HELL DO#THAT’S ME. I’M THE ONE SCREAMING AT YOU#FUCKKKKKK
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When I hang with a male coworker to go see comics and make the mistake of mentioning it to my parents
“Don’t trust people too much” I have the trust capacity of a pea every bad decision i make is on purpose
#I’ve been through the whole grooming thing already my innocence died at 13#like I get they’re just being protective or whatever but constantly accusing my friends of being awful while they themselves have a history#of being awful makes the Raph in me scream#khaotic
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how does one find phannie friends
#like I’ve been Being Insane about Dip and Pip since 2012#but I don’t know how to make internet friends so now I’m 27 years old just kind of screaming into the void about two gay men I’ve never met#I guess if you’re 22+ years old and also insane about Dan and Phil dm me?#personal#my dads#dan and phil#daniel howell#Phil Lester#phan#phannie
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butch!141 moodboards? 👀
butch!141 moodboards 🙂↕️ - links to each fic attached
simon price
gaz johnny
inspired a little bit by the fic ideas i’ve got planned for them and their characters overall,, i have a reason (though some are admittedly Dumb) for every item on these moodboards so PLEASE yap away with me about them
#i should say *almost every item - like sometimes the flowers are just there for texture and vibe i’m sorry the inner fine artist in me#is screaming but for like 90% of it i have reasons!!#i tried to keep them within the lesbian flag colours but green looked so damn good on them all that i couldn’t stick to oranges and pinks#and purples and reds through out it all so idk if you could actually tell that i’d tried to do that without me saying so#also if anyone has any suggestions for the moodboards please go ahead (just be nice?) bc i’d love to hear more ideas#stellewrites asks#i hope you all like them!! i had sooooo much fun making them nd it’s been a good creative outlet as i’ve figured out what i want to write#and how to write it#i’ve got the johnny fic almost half done now i’m on a bit of a roll with it atm#a lot smuttier than the simon one#butch simon#butch soap#butch price#stud gaz
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[PART ONE] - PART TWO (you are here!)
“Sorry,” Skulker bites out as soon as Plasmius loosens his grip. “I only meant, once I find it, it’s going to take a while before he’s back to normal.” - (Our Pupils Grope for the Shape of What We Know, CH 3.)
second part of the comic, original fic by @ectopal here on tumblr and ao3!
OKAY SO LET’S CHAT!! welcome to cap’n ney’s art context corner!
the layout for each page was something that really gave me a headache, and tbh i would probably have no idea how to assess if they make any sense. but my favorite page, by FAR, is in part one where vlad is yelling at skulker (“i gave you a job…”) etc. the idea was depending on how angry someone was, they’d break through the panelling more and more.
this. took. forever.
well not forever, only like. four days. but that’s because this had such a fucking grip on my brain that i genuinely dedicated almost all my spare time to it. i did a couple other doodles (that you probably saw yesterday) but man. i haven’t drawn this much in one sitting in a while.
this whole thing gave me so much more respect for the new graphic novel that’s coming out btw, because holy shit this was draining. i can’t imagine doing literally almost 200 pages.
thank you so much again to ectopal for sharing your fantastic works with us. and thank you to all of you for indulging my nonsense o7
i’d say i’m sorry for the spam, but really this will probably happen again someday. can’t help it if fics blow my mind :’D
#danny phantom#danny phantom fanart#dp#dp fanart#vlad plasmius#skulker#vlad masters#ney’s art#ney’s comics#CAN I JUST#SCREAM FOR A SECOND BECAUSE#GOD THIS HAS BEEN BUZZING IN MY VEINS FOR DAYS#i got through so many drafts… it’s all a blur tbh#and i’ve now drawn skulker WAY more than i ever thought i would#holy hell
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