#I’ve gone off the deep end
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I bet you guys are so jealous of my 12 pages of fallout oc ideas
#I’ve gone off the deep end#wtf.txt#ok two of those pages are dedicated to Sadie’s bulletwound brain injury but still#but it includes a white glove society oc training under Phillipe#a weird cult guy that mega sucks#and a Caesar’s Legion OC who is incompetent and constantly fucks shit up#how Caesar hasn’t killed Timmy Magnum idk but it’s very funny to think about#Caesar: Did you find the Courier and kill them like I asked#Timmy-Bob Magnum: *pulls out an envelope* I got a courier!#Caesar: …a courier? how about THE courier#Timmy-Bob Mangum:
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#I’m not gonna tell you what I’m doodling but just know#I’ve gone off the deep end#y’all are gonna HATE ME#AND LOVE ME#[ rambles ]
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me? writing a joel x reader x tess mess? of course not…
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The lengths I’m going to just to make sure my farmer lives her best life are a little much. It’s just stardew valley, my guy, chill.
#I’ve gone off the deep end#lost in the valley sauce#she’s dating most available people already and it’s year2 Summer#like 20 significant others lol#so many good character mods…I can’t resist….#b.txt
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He’s going in my soup later /j
Saw this post and I knew what I had to do to him
#I think I’ve gone off the deep end#Reminder that you can do anything you want to your blorbo. Even put them in a carrot costume. Nothing can stop you. It’s YOUR special guy#portal#portal 2#cave johnson#shitpost I guess#I’m still working on SC ch 20 so have this carrot to sustain you
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I love looking at pics/fanart of P1 Dude and being like “that’s my boyfriend I love my boyfriend sm”
#marv speaks#I think I’ve finally gone off the deep end#soon I’ll be hallucinating him in my room#and in my bed#WHAT WHO SAID THAT#postal dude#postal 1997#postal 1
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Unsolicited tmagp rant no one asked for part 3 (hang in there guys this is a very all over the place one):
So. Idea. We know someone, presumably the OIAR, is listening. They’re able to tap cellphones and things too, not just listening through the office computers. It definitely could be the OIRA, they do seem like a likely suspect, they’re a government branch, they’d have the power, but what if it’s not them?
It’s not unreasonable to say the OIAR is connected to the eye, if the fears work the same in this universe (I’m running on the assumption they do) the it makes sense. Cataloging supernatural statements, sounds familiar. But we don’t know how long the recordings been going on. My thinking is that it’s Jon, maybe Martin? And Jonah, who is the most likely Augustus. So we’ve got two eye avatars in these computers, how do we know it’s not them listening in and tapping the phones and everything? We don’t know how much autonomy they have currently, I don’t think Jon (Chester) would choose to listen in, but maybe he’s making an exception since it’s a new universe? Or it’s involuntary, that he’s not able to control it, just needs to watch.
There’s also the case of Colin. He knows something for sure, whether that’s mainly paranoid driven conspiracy theories or actual information is yet to be seen. But it’s not hard to figure out whatever is going on is connected in some way to FR3-D1. Now the fact that Colin is sneaking some time on the computer in episode 10 is pretty telling. He knows he’s that messing with them could raise suspicion, seeing as he asks Celia to not tell Lena. He was using the work computers specifically so he needs to access something in FR3-D1’s program presumably. If he’s poking around in that code, digging through stuff he knows he shouldn’t, it makes me wonder if he knows about Jon, Martin, and Jonah(?). Because this man is thoroughly obsessed with this system, has spent nearly two years trying to figure out how it works. The voices have been reading out statements for a year.
I think the big thing about how much he’s noticed has to do with whether or not Jon and friends are actually coded in. Ofc with eldritch powers and stuff it’s possible they’re just there, consciouses stuck in there by spooky magic stuff. But to me at least, having their brains coded into this computer on its own is scarier. Think back to tma 65. About how you just couldn’t code someone’s mind into a computer, how the one story of a man who tried ended up stuck and awful and in pain. “The angles cut me when I think.” And I’m terrified that’s what’s happening to my boys right now, that they were somehow coded into this, and in pain because of it.
So if that’s the case and they have actual code there’s no doubt in my mind that Colin has seen that. And of course he’d know it’s not right, even if he doesn’t know for sure what it is. He also said that a YEAR ago (around the same time the voices would have started) he figured out it was “written with some kind of propriety German source code,” further supporting the idea that Augustus is Jonah. I also find it interesting the use of “propriety” here, maybe I’m looking into it too much, but a code isn’t something I’d describe like that. But the thoughts or brain of Jonah Magnus or something? I’d describe that as propriety. But if that is why it was in German, then they can affect the code in some sense, again, likely written in. He read what that code said, and if it said anything about Jonah, he would have seen it. He’d combed through this whole system enough to see something was written in German for god’s sake, IF THEY’RE CODED IN HES SEEN IT AND HE KNOWS.
I also find the interaction with Sam a bit weird, obviously, but I don’t mean the paranoia about being watched. When Sam brings up the email, he brushes it off. “If you’re going to get this worked up over a weird email, you’re going to freak when you see the real stuff.” I initially assumed he meant the statements by “real stuff.” But he doesn’t actually deal with statements. He could definitely mean the OIAR and how they’re (maybe) surveying them all. But just because the branch they work for is terrible and spies on them, that’s not really a good reason to brush off a weird INTERNAL email so quickly. Okay.
The OIAR is probably awful and evil. But they’re not gonna start sending emails from their servers from people who don’t officially exist. If I (someone who knows next to nothing about computers so don’t take my word for it) heard that there were internal emails being sent by someone not apart of the company, my rational assumption would be hacking, or some sort of security fault. But that’s not even a possibility to Colin, he accepts it’s weird without even thinking, and just says that there’s worse things. So if he’s not worried about it being hacking, I’m ready to guess he knows the emails are coming from the little computer men. So this isn’t a new thing. And I wonder if Jon tried sending Colin something before. So if a weird email is normal to Colin, and he knows where it’s from, then that’s probably what he’s referring to as “the real stuff.” Because the real stuff to him is computers, nothing else, to the point he dumps therapists cause they’re not tech savvy enough.
The bit in episode 1 is clearly suspicious too, “Best Colin can figure, something broke and whichever genius made the program ran some redundancy through the sound card.” BUT THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS. It was such a bad reason, that even Alice and Sam (who don’t have much knowledge of computers as far as I know) saw through it. Knowing Colin there’s no way in hell he’d come up with that theory and just be content to leave it be, and not spend all his time trying to figure out WHY. It was a lie, it has to be.
Now that was a very long and chaotic ramble, so uhh, to sum it up for folks who are smart enough not to read this, I think It’s Jon, Martin, and Jonah listening in and tapping phones, not the OIAR. And I think Colin knows they’re stuck in the computer, and is choosing not to tell anyone.
#jonathan sims#the archivist#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmapg spoilers#rambles#tmagp theory#chester tmagp#norris tmagp#augustus tmagp#colin becher#oiar#guys i think i have a problem#I’ve finally gone off the deep end#either that or#connected all the dots /j
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no guys the atlitw brainrot is catastrophic. i don’t think i’m gonna survive finishing the only light left burning because once i finish that book that’s it there’s no more of them. but i NEED more andrew and jamie content. i may have to start writing fanfiction. they consume my every waking thought. and i have NO ONE to talk about this dumb book duology with so i have to make all the content myself. this is getting out of hand please someone else talk to me about them or at least listen to me talk about them because every post i have made abt it has got little to no notes and i know why but PLEASEEEE
#someone sedate me#you thought the tota fandom had no members? try the atlitw fandom where the only people involved reviewed it once and maybe drew one thing#and then NOTHING ELSE#is there anybody out there#tota reference slipped in there#i think i’ve gone off the deep end#all that’s left in the world#erik j brown
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You’re scarian deity au ia fucking me up/pos
it’s literally everything ❤️❤️❤️❤️
THANK YOU!! I am so happy people are liking it. Every ask or comment i get makes me a little bit crazier.
#I’m already at like 40k+ words written for this fic overall#when i start writing the sequel series that’s when you KNOW i’ve gone off the deep end#mitos asks#desertduo#deity au#btdom#deity scar#mortal grian
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I think this year for lent I’m gonna try to not go insane. That’s my spiritual goal. Hold onto some sanity. I think Jesus would approve.
#roman said a thing#religion mention#every time I’ve tried to give something up#something has gone horribly wrong to ruin it#so I’m not giving anything up#I’m gonna read a gospel#probably matthew#and mind my own business#and do my very best to try to not fall off the deep end
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after 687 episodes of one piece, i figured my blog should match my obsession
#lauren rambles#I’ve gone all in#all in and off the deep end#it’s just us and the grand line now homies
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Hmmmmmm…. Need to go snoop a more encompassing Rebirth Superman guide because I think I should be reading the Superwoman title too at this point
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The Cookie Run: OvenBreak devs somehow making every Yogurca update even fucking worse than the last
#also in case anybody asks no new Yogurca update has been announced as of now#I’ve just been thinking about In the Shadows of the Dunes and I felt like ranting a bit lmao#pre-release Peppercorn was worse than how she is now but considering both her and the blast jelly set were dropped during Ramadan… the fuck#also centipede cookie’s design is mid as hell lmao#I feel like I should mention I have nothing against the studio behind Kingdom#because I think a CM said before that OB and Kingdom are by two different studios under the devsis umbrella#and Kingdom hasn’t COMPLETELY gone off the deep end yet#even then tho neither games are getting a cent outta me lmao#cookie run ovenbreak#cookie run rant#cw rant#tw rant#rant#gif warning#< just to be safe
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I almost never listen to country music nowadays except for when I’ve been around my family. It’s kind of like greeting an old friend who you haven’t seen in many years.
#personal#music#I don’t have anything against most country but it just ended up being something I dont listen to on my own a lot#there’s a nostalgic edge to it#like if you made me grab something that said what my culture is#it’s country music#as a white American girl with deep southern roots and grew up in the countryside it’s like that’s the sound of my childhood#there’s a homeyness to it that very little else makes me feel#idk I’ve cut off so much of my past for my own sanity and survival but music is just something eternal#like there was once a context and a frame of life that I saw as home#until I started to feel like a stranger there too#yes I’m listening to a country music station on the radio now#it didn’t have to be this way#but then it got to a point where it did#I’m glad that little girl didn’t know how fundamentally her people would let her down time and time again#not all of them of course but….#it’s not even all down to politics#a friend once suggested I find somewhere I do feel more at home and I just said that it doesn’t exist#because in many ways the only context I didn’t feel like an outsider in is gone#I could’ve kept my head in the sand but I didn’t#if you read my fic Secret Gardens these feelings are going to be just inherent in that fic#and yes I’m not delusional to believe there weren’t problems when I was younger#OBVIOUSLY there were#but that’s not the point
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How are you doing today?
🪐 :: hm I’ve recently started posting art for the first time on tumblr and Twitter. But now I don’t know where to go from here, hell I don’t even know what I’m suppose to be doing💀
I’ve been really shit ngl, I’ve been (in the front) dealing with a lot of stuff irl shit other people (in my system) have managed easier than me but also trying to manage my art lack of a better word “career” with what sanity I can grip on to. self reflection is a gift since, I now see I have a problem neglecting myself for my work as if it was an addiction.
my now ex metric of success has made my personal view of the ‘big ass project’ suffer because I had the wrong metrics of what “success” was for that project and it fucked with my personal mental issues. Which I wasn’t aware until after the ups n downs. Now I simply see it as a snapshot of that time based on what metrics it was placed under. Self inflicted masochism without consent hurts, so I chose new metrics that have so far helped me not make the work or the artist suffer.
I’ll give my @ later if anyone’s curious I just dont feel like it rn probably some grammar mistakes
#new artist#I’m the main creative in the system#it’s been just me in the front and I’ve kinda gone off the deep end#self reflection#personal vent
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