#I’ve been up for a while ngl
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Something that I find interesting about any kind of algorithm, or lack there of, on social media apps is the way some people now get their news. Like my main used social apps are tumblr, YouTube, and YikYak (this app has a point system for when people find me funny and therefore has a dopamine chokehold on me) and I never have any idea what is happening in the actually news unless I go looking for it.
Like right now on tumblr the popular tags make no immediate sense to me until I dig into what’s happening and look for myself. The tags seem very random, but if you know what’s going on you can see that it’s Palestine, social justice, and human rights because a big political war is going on and something just happened with it. The superbowl and Travis Kelce are trending bc the Super Bowl just happened and Travis Kelce was in it and something just happened. The Deadpool trailer just dropped and people are excited, something is happening with the Sims, and photography is really taking off. I didn’t even know those things were happening.
And if you look at either my for you page, or my following page, I am seeing none of it because my fav bakugou x reader headcannon writer just dropped several posts and I will be devouring it all immediately.
#it’s just strange how information travels now#like if something major used to happen#you’d see it immediately on the news somehow#but now I’m watching Hulu and not seeing any of it#it’s crazy how curated and shaped our individual worlds can be just through the apps and social media we consume#like over the summer I didn’t even know about the one billionaire submarine sinking until a week later when a doctors office had news on#and it reminds me that I need to put effort into hearing about current events because it’s not just handed to me anymore#idk if this makes sense#I’ve been up for a while ngl#palestine#human rights#sims 4#photography#deadpool#bakugou#bakugou x reader#might delete later
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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Guess what? I've got more Jamil x reader for y'all. You can also find this on ao3. No warnings, just 866 words of kinda fluffy(?) caretaking stuff with gender-neutral reader.
At this point, you know Jamil’s schedule almost as well as he does. So, when you have the chance, you head to Scarabia’s kitchen, hoping to spend some time with Jamil while he and the other students prepare dinner.
However, when you enter, it takes you but a moment to notice Jamil’s uncharacteristic fumbling and the tired look in his eyes. The way Jamil’s chopping the vegetables has you worried about him cutting himself with that knife he’s usually so adept with, and it seems it’s only force of habit that’s keeping him on track.
You frown, and when your eyes meet Jamil’s, you can already see him put his guard up.
So he knows what state he is in, huh? And still, here he is.
It seems Jamil is reading your thoughts, all of him telling you drop it before any words are even said.
At least he still lets you lean in and give a quick kiss to his cheek in greeting.
“Hello love. Do you still have a lot on your agenda for today?” you ask, keeping your tone low for at least some semblance of privacy in the busy kitchen.
“Nothing I can’t handle,” is the response you get.
Of course.
It takes a little more pestering before Jamil actually answers your question. Your lips purse. That list is far too long to your liking.
You take a moment to think, juggling your own plans and to-do list against the urgency of the things Jamil mentioned.
“Will Kalim be eating from that?” you ask, pointing at the food Jamil is preparing.
“Yes.”
“Alright, I won’t be touching that one, then. I’ve gotta do a few things but I’ll be back when you’re done here.”
“Don’t,” Jamil says with a glare, clearly aware of what you’re thinking.
Yet even his disapproving look doesn’t have the usual weight behind it.
“Yes. I will,” you say firmly, even as your heart curls inwards with another bout of concern.
Really, when did he get so tired?
And how did you not notice it earlier?
You leave the kitchen before Jamil can protest further, hurrying through the dorm corridors to find Kalim.
Soon you have an enthusiastic – and concerned – supporter for your plans. You have Kalim point out a few reliable Scarabia students to help with a few of the most urgent matters Jamil mentioned – cleaning up the common areas, delivering some paperwork to Crowley, preparing some dorm-wide notices – while you see to Kalim getting his school supplies in order for the following day. You even recruit a couple of third years to help Kalim with his homework.
You’ll see to the rest tomorrow – after all, you do also have a boyfriend to look after.
Your conversation over dinner can hardly be called anything else than an argument – despite Kalim’s best attempts at acting as a moderating force between you two. It is very tempting to ask Kalim to tell Jamil to take the rest of the day off – it’s not like Jamil would be willing to openly disobey a direct order. Still, you really don’t need to remind Jamil of his position on top of everything else that you’re already doing more or less against his wishes.
Eventually, however, Jamil’s had a square meal, the most urgent things on his to-do list are being taken care of, and you’ve managed to drag him to his bed.
“I really wish you wouldn’t push yourself so hard,” you murmur, your arms wrapped tightly around Jamil. You’re telling yourself you really do just want to cuddle, to offer some respite to Jamil. Still, there might also be a part of you worried that if you were to let go, he’d just jump up and get back to working himself to the bone.
Yet, for all his protestations, just the fact that you’ve gotten Jamil to lay down with you speaks volumes of his current exhaustion.
“I can’t just leave my duties, albi. You know this.”
“Making yourself too indispensable, is what you’re doing,” you protest.
Oh, you know it’s not so simple. Not with his background, not with all the expectations and assumptions.
But sometimes you really wish it would be.
Jamil merely scoffs in response to your words.
Still, it is undeniable that he is slowly beginning to relax in your arms, slowly bringing his head closer to yours. His eyes are starting to flutter, too.
“I will still need to help Kalim with his homework, at the very least.”
You wonder who he is trying to convince more, you or himself.
“Amin and Khalil are helping him. They’re basically top of their classes, aren’t they? I’m sure they’ve got it.”
Still, Jamil frowns.
You sigh. He really is not letting go, is he?
“Do you want me to go supervise?” you ask.
And leave you, unsaid yet hanging there right after your words.
“Don’t,” Jamil eventually says, the word barely more than a breath.
It seems he has accepted his fate.
You softly caress Jamil’s hair, listening to his softening breathing.
And when you wake up, wholly unaware of having been lulled to sleep in the first place, it’s to the lightest of touches from Jamil’s fingers.
Tagging @diodellet @twstgo @crystallizsch @jamilvapologist @jamilsimpno69 as per request If you'd like to be tagged for any future works, let me know!
#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twisted wonderland x reader#jamil viper x reader#woop it sure has been quite the burst of creative energy lately#especially since this has apparently been sitting in my drafts since last august#but now you have it#I certainly can’t promise to keep up with this rate of writing (in fact I can promise I won't) but hey let's enjoy it while it lasts#and yes I’m hopping on the “jamil using arabic terms of endearment” train#I’ve read so many fics doing that that at this point it feels more natural than english ngl#even if english would probably be more canonical#also is it a *good* way to go about it to just pretty much just force someone to rest like this? probably not#is it sometimes the only way to get stubborn people to stop for a bit? perhaps#and is it something I might do?#...possibly#also oh boy can you tell that I'm avoiding jamil's dialogue like the plague lately?#I really need to reread so much of his stuff to get a hang of his voice again#(also if you notice typos pls tell me because they always bug me)#(or other wonkiness because I'm not a native speaker and sometimes things just go silly)#anyways hope y'all enjoy!
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#ngl ever since restarting the arcana i’ve been wanting to try the art style & while i used a reference for julian can i just say—#he’s too pretty i cannot clean up the line art 😭#so yeah have this sketch of julian doing a spongebob quote#julian devorak#ilya devorak#the arcana#julian#dr devorak#julian the arcana#quinn’s art#syrvamp
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Imo its more of a mass thing, not individuals. Annie is not a very present character in the sense we don't learn much about her. She's an accessory to a male character which is not good in itself.
So because of how little page time she has, there's no single way to "correctly" characterize her. But I see a lot of hatred towards certain tropes people assign to her. Expressing annoyance that some choose to have her come from an unstable background, annoyance that she has a certain trait. I would understand if it came from a view of infantalizing her due to her mental health issues. I agree with the takes saying that she shouldn't be portrayed as incompetent, due to the implications it has about mentally ill people.
What I'm talking about is constant complaint about backstory choices people make for he r/traits they give her. It's been a while since I've seen people actually just enjoying themselves in the odesta fandom. It's good to discuss differing opinions and viewpoints but the way it is sometimes done on here does not open a welcoming space to discuss these views. Instead they appear to try and assert an objectively "right" way to portray her personality and backstory.
There are others who feel like this, I am aware. I enjoy the debates in the fandom. Whether she was a Career and volunteered, or reaped. Those things. They open for an interesting and broadening discussion. What, and this is only *my* opinion, makes the community unwelcoming is the aforementioned. Constant complaints about the unimportant things that do not serve purpose other than to just re-express personal fanfiction preferences.
I think people need to be more open to other interpretations of Annie.
Yes, I agree people should stop being ableist about her character. But a lot of the community doesn't seem to understand there is a difference between an insensitive portrayal of Annie, and one that they just dislike. To try and discourage the latter and make it out to be the wrong characterization is what makes myself and others feel unwelcomed.
I'm pleased that there is greater awareness of how to write mentally ill people. But the Odesta tumblr community has started to feel like a large but tight private club that you have to gain validation to get into. Rather than being a place to share love for a ship, it has become a community you have to earn a relevant place in by having the "right" opinions.
Not aimed at anyone in particular, I must mention. I have yapped a lot but I hope somewhere I am coherent. 💜
you know what i have been thinking about this too, and i totally agree. We should be wary of portrayals of Annie that are disrespectful but i think that can sometimes be conflated with portrayals that aren’t to our personal tastes.
I also feel like the fandom on here has sort of attributed traits to Annie that have become widely accepted which can make it harder for people to suggest new or contradictory ideas.
Also I’m just going to throw my own popular opinion out there: when it comes to characters like Annie who don’t have a lot of canon info, phrases like “no one understands her like i do” just perpetuate the idea that there is only one possible interpretation. I am aware people say that as a joke and that’s not necessarily a bad thing but like…i don’t know how you can say that when there’s not a lot there to understand in the first place.
Thanks for clarifying!
#ngl when i got the first ask i was like#did i do something wrong?#but yeah i do agree with this#I’ve been in the fandom for a while and i know many others have as well#so it can be hard to understand what it looks like from the outside#thank you for bringing this up#i think it’s important to talk about#annie cresta#asked and answered
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Does anyone know what’s going on with ‘the girls I’ve been’ movie adaptation?
I swear all news just stopped & I can’t find anything from later than 2021😭
Have they even started filming?
All ik is that Millie Bobby Brown is playing Nora & that it’s “predicted to come out some time in 2023” wich, if you havnt noticed has been and gone already…
#this book was so good I’ll be so mad if they never end up making the movie#ngl I completely forgot about the movie adaptation for a while…😭#BUT NOW IVE REMEMBERED AND IM UPSET#WTF IS GOING ON WITH THAT#LIKE WTF?!?#LITERALLY NO NEWS#the girls I’ve been#book#books#movie adaptation#Nora#Nora O’Malley#the girls I’ve been book
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Henlo I drew a bit more + oc
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl oc#ngl I didn’t expect my first post to blow up so much and it actually makes me really happy tyall :’)#I’ve been doodling a bit more#I’m up to Silk Cradle now! ngl I feel kinda bad for the Bishops ):#can I spare Shamura at least ):#still very fun game though I’m excited to play to completion#oh yeah and my oc-#she’s a fire salamander who sells you high level items for a high price#Also while she travels the map I think encounters would be most common in Anura#because Reasons
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Pondering bottom surgery in the tags I mf guess
#I’ve been. thinking abt bottom surgery again after having accepted for a while that I would probably never get it#for context early on in my transition I was dead set on phallo but then T and my other surgeries satisfied me enough to not need it#+ for phallo I would have had to keep an arm or leg free of tattoos and I just did not want to wait on that#not considering it would probably be at least a decade. tattoos were and are more important#+ the more I started to enjoy using what I have I was like. it is simply not medically necessary anymore#like would I like to have a **** yes. do I need one to live a happy life no#being bi complicates things for me too bc it depends a little bit who I marry#don’t want to tailor my body to a specific relationship esp if it doesn’t last forever but it does make a difference#current partner is nonbinary and wants phallo so that does not make things simpler lol#I want a body that allows the most affirming possible relationship w the person I intend to marry#I also don’t want to end up hindering things w future partners should that not happen#anyway I say all this to say. I had never considered meta as an option bc I didn’t think it would do much for me#lot of effort and money and healing for not as drastic a change. wouldn’t solve my biggest bottom dysphoria issues#however. starting to think it could be the middle ground I’m looking for as a gnc/genderfluid person#it would be less surgeries. less complicated n expensive. less changes to my current anatomy#esp if I don’t do everything you Can do w meta. I could do like half of all that or less#I don’t wanna risk giving up the things I can do now without knowing if I’ll enjoy the new possibilities#but this could be a way to just kinda feel more affirmed without it changing my life all that much#I think just the act of undergoing bottom surgery would be affirming. like I’ve done Everything I’m a binary male thru and thru. transexual#and I wouldn’t have to keep wondering if I’ll do it someday or if I should#not that I can any time soon I’m uninsured. insurance prob wouldn’t even cover it#but just. the more I look into it and think abt it + the more serious my relationship gets the more I lean towards it#my partner talking increasingly abt wanting bottom surgery asap is influencing me too ngl not even in a jealousy way#just. I can’t deal w the possibility of a partners phallo fucking up my relationship w my body Again. I would need to know what I want#man. I can’t even go to therapy to talk thru it. on account of being uninsured#mine#txt#personal
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also princeofyorkshire > princeofchristmas we are getting festive
#for the holidays#ngl i’ve been wanting to change princeofyorkshire for a while to something shorter but i can’t come up w anything#but i feel like ppl know me by my url snd icon so idk#**
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well I think the watcher update was very mature for the circumstances. it probs would have been better if it came out this weekend, but they apologized, addressed all the (valid) criticism, and massively walked back the streamer launch, what more could you want them to do? I just feel really sad for them now after receiving such a vitriolic explosion of hate, esp the really nasty things people were (and still are) saying about stephen. the damage this has done to their reputation is going to be so much harder to recover from and it just makes me sad for them
#ngl I’ve been worried about a situation like this for them for a while now. they got so rapidly popular last year and I was afraid that when#they screwed up (cuz they’re just regular people and everybody screws up eventually) that people wouldn’t forgive them for it. in large part#just cuz they’re popular and people find popular things they aren’t personally into annoying and will take any opportunity to jump on a#dogpile#and also? honestly? this isn’t even that bad of a YT fuck up like they made an insensitive business decision none of them are cheaters or#saying racial slurs. people need some perspective
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Wip but you know what
I was initially SO bothered by this guy not having a nose or eyebrows but the more I make art with him I’m just like “oh thank fuck the little guy doesn’t have many facial features this is way easier than making Poppy or whoever else”
#Welcome Home#Welcome Home fanart#clay art#clay figures#clay figurines#clay sculpture#polymer clay#art wip#wip#ngl right now he looks like if ET dressed as Elvis Presley#I just need to finish his other foot and clean him up some and bake it#but it’s been fun to work with clay again!!#I feel like anyone who’s followed me for a while and maybe saw me post one or two things art wise#are now probably confused and concerned by the sheer amount of art I’ve produced in a short time#for a fandom I’ve just joined#however I fucking love these little guys’ designs and they translate so well into other mediums#it’s made me enjoy art again which honestly like#I’m sure it won’t be long before I’m bored again and I just stop making art for this fandom lol#but it’s been nice to give in and just sketch and doodle whatever and whoever#my art
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oh yes you were at court! i forgot that was at the start of that post lmao. i've been to court twice when i was super young for drinking underage and then smoking lool it was so boring and long and shit but thankfully you were just there for moral support, i hope it wasen't such a bad thing your friend had to deal with! I remember seeing you post about moving but i forget if it was TO or AWAY from your parents but that clears it up. I totally get you on that though, i'm living at home right now and i feel kind of similar about not feeling comfortable in your own home. Its a bit different for me, but similar enough. Hell my stepdad even sleeps in the living room too! hes always done that so ive always felt like i had to be on eggshells when night time hit. I used to sneak smoking in the backyard back in the day myself, i got caught once when i was in highschool he made me throw all my pieces out which sucked big time. ahhh i love that, art! you should totally show more stuff on here too, at least if you're comfortable and its not stuff you'd wanna sell, i would absolutely love to see any of it 🖤i've dabbled in writing poems and things i planned to make songs, although only recently. I've always wanted to be a musician but my attempts at learning guitar over the years have never ended up lasting long and i try to learn singing but i just dont really think i can. plus i was always afraid of self expression so i never wrote until a few years ago. i still do, because music is so important to me (which is why i did pick 🎤!) and it makes me so happy but yeah. i have 2 shows im headed to in a few months even so im so excited 🥰my day though has been so boring, i mostly played video games and watched youtube videos. watched another episode of a show i've been watching called Silo, which i absolutely love. im so surprised you had room in your tags still after myself lmao, but i do that same thing i always talk in the tags! also i'm giving you tons of hugs and kisses 😘🥰 - 🎤
Hi hi hi ☺️ how are you doing lovely? 🥰
#I’ve actually never even been inside a court house or room (still haven’t since my friend didn’t even see a judge thankfully)#but it was interesting ngl walking in especially felt like I was at an airport lol#sorry to hear you had to deal with it twice :( I hope it all ended up ok!#also sorry that you understand the pain of not being comfy in your own home#it really really fucking sucks ngl#dude I would have been SO pissed if my parents made me throw out my pieces 😭😭😭 like 1 that’s my babies and 2 that’s fucking money!!!#lol I was caught in high school too once or twice (but I was a dumbass and smoked inside LMAO still can’t believe I did that????)#I still remember my mom walking in while I was spraying the room and I just fucking fell to the floor for some reason 😂😂#my moms friend was over and apparently told my mom ‘I’m getting high from the fumes’ and ughhhhhh I was so mad#it’s funny now cause wtf who says fumes????#show art like more of my Etsy paintings or my personal paintings?? honestly I don’t have thaaaat many personal paintings#I have one that is a tree that is probably my favorite and I have a few pour paints that I saved when I was first starting#if you’re ever comfortable and want to share a poem or two please feel free to send me them!! (lmk if you don’t want me to post it)#I’ve always been in awe of people who can write poetry or lyrics#I’ve wanted to write songs ever since I can remember tbh and I did back in high school#I had a few classes that I actually wrote songs in but it was just the instrumental - I could never figure out the lyrics#almost failed a class cause I couldn’t figure out the damn lyrics lol#trust me I totallyyyyy understand wanting to learn an instrument but it not *clicking* buuut I personally think singing is different#don’t get me on a rant about how I think it’s sad how most people don’t sing or do art because they aren’t ‘good’ at it#also singing is sooooooooo subjective (think that’s the right word lol) so I think anyone can sing if they want to#music is important to me too!! what type of music do you like to listen to?? like do you have a fav genre or even a fav artist/band rn?#2 shows??! like concert???? who are you going to see?! fuck I’m so jealous! I don’t even remember the last concert I’ve been to ☹️#I’ve never heard of silo but maybe I should check it out! I’ve been looking for a new show to watch ☺️#sorry it took me a lil bit to reply to this :(#my depression was hitting me HARD the past few days#I’m feeling a lil better now but still kinda funky#I’m dogsitting Wednesday-Sunday and I’m super duper excited for that!!! just gotta get to Wednesday ☺️#thank you for the hugs and kisses 🥺🥺🥺 they’re super appreciated 🤗#you’re amazing 🥺 I’m squeezing you and giving you the bigggggggggggest hug 🤗🤗🤗#🎤 anon
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Good morning, 6 AM, 3 hours till we start to move (!!!!) and I’m both dreading it and sosososososososo excited
#but I can also feel myself getting Cranky and Sensitive if I don’t keep track of my mood today#I need to take apart our bed frame and put our blankets and pillows into space saver bags#and then take apart the mirror and wrap it up good#and. ngl. hope that my partner does stuff where they can bc while they’ve been packing their stuff obviously#I feel like I’ve been responsible for Literally Everything Else#but I think I’m just feeling overwhelmed bc shockingly cleaning up and packing up your entire life isn’t easy to do in like 2 weeks !!!#I just feel like I’ve had to do and plan everything bc I’m much more of a planning person#I physically can’t do ‘we’ll see how it goes!!!’ and I probably just need to talk about that more#like no we need an itinerary ESPECIALLY for something as big and hectic as a move#and I just feel like literally everyone else is like ‘Nono we’ll just See! No plan just See!’#and I feel like at some point today I’m going to get into some sort of altercation w at least one of my parents#this is why I took up smoking for the week lmao
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#vent#delete later#ngl I was trying to keep it in but that shit literally ruined my fucking day#should I kms#why does everyone think I’m a terrible person?#what did I do to deserve this?#I can’t do anything without someone deciding I suck bc of it#twt is down rn otherwise this would go on priv sorry I need to express this somewhere#I should kms#I’m sick of being painted as this terrible evil person just bc I experience human emotions#I should do it#but what should I try this time#I don’t want to deal with the itching if I fuck up the preferred method#I wonder if my emergency rope is still around it’s been a while since I’ve considered it#I must be a bad person#I kinda was thinking about trying to make friends with a mutual or two but#I’m not good enough everyone just ends up hating me#I don’t deserve anything#I must be doing something wrong#kill me and make it stop#I am the worst person alive#I am so unhappy#Haha I’m starting to get paranoid now#I need to blow my brains out#the gun shouldn’t have been empty last time I was sabotaged#this emptiness is unbearable make it end
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I know it’s been a hot minute but I promise I haven’t forgotten y’all
#nanami fic incoming#been a while since I’ve been able to write anything#this new job takes up a lot of my energy and ngl I’m struggling to keep myself focused on my hobbies
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Listening to my landslide playlist gets me feeling things
#GOD THEY ARE SO IN LOVE#and so sad….#I’ve been thinking abt max and Lucas a lot cuz I’m working on the story for school#making it a comic book#just….changed the names lmao#I’ll post abt it when it’s done#also fun cuz I gotta finish the story for class so I’ll have a very concrete plan for the ending whereas rn it’s just kind of…there#I don’t smoke by mitski ahhhhh#a lil more toxic than they are but ughhhh the vibes#one day I will return from the war#I’m graduating in a couple weeks so hopefully I can mess around with my guys#I’m also moving in a couple months and getting a desktop so my game won’t be a chore to jump into#like it is now#I really miss posting and working on my sims stories#I also miss reading them#one day#I will not rest until landslide and garcias is done#I have an ending for garcias btw#not for a while but a natural end with a pick up if I feel like it#ngl sometimes I feel like restarting#but it’s okay I won’t I’ll just rework some stuff and make a more concrete story from here on out#in my personal version I’ve rewritten so much#anyway#I’ll prolly disappear again for a bit#kk thoughts
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