#I’ve been so sick lately
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Me be sick on the holy day? On Friday the 13th? When there are spooky things to do? Disrespectful.
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Sick days
#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel lucifer#radioapple#alastor#I’ve been really sick lately#so I drew this#to make myself feel better
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….
a few recent commissions ⬇️
been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!
#i’m like out of options LOL#like everyone else i’ve been applying to probably hundreds of jobs and like everyone else i can’t get SHIT#my options are 1) stay out here and suffer 2) beg my parents to help me move home and REALLY truly suffer (this one isn’t really an option)#or like 3) go lay in the dirt indefinitely idk i’m in over my head and i made a mistake moving but it���s too late to back out!#going home wouldn’t be good for anyone least of all me!#idk i feel like everyone is judging me for thinking i had it good then falling flat on my face anyways#i feel like it was some kind of sick joke that i finally for once felt stable and happy just to get it yanked away from me#and be worse off than before#sorry i’m really emotional because i’ve been going through it so hard for so long and i’m really exhausted#i hate getting on here and begging for work but idk what else to do right now#mine#arty art
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TOP JOBS GEN ZOOMERS WANT
•npc
•endangered species
•bearer of the curse
•ibuprofen offerer
•visitorrrrr
•flop post self-reblogger
•bard
•college dropout
•anon hate receiver
•cat in a classical painting
•bog body
#i am so so so so so so sick and suffering hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it’s been a wacky past 48 hours here lol. some very good and a lot of very bad#and this is before you factor in the amount of schoolwork i’m totally behind on lol#feeling overwhelmed lately and trying to avoid being perceived for when i’m online cuz i’ve been getting paranoid about stalkers#so if you’re my beloved mutual and i put your post in the queue instead of reblogging right away i’m sorry#peach rambles
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mmmvery questionable doodles of @/ghostofreach117’s diluc bc i’m SO!!!!!! bored and don’t know what to draw :(
#sorry i only realized how nonsensical some of this drawing was when i had to start coloring it#which is why his hair is. the way it is#my bad guys#umm sorry for the art desert as of late i cant draw anymore#also fun fact!! i’ve been sick with a mysterious illness for a week (not covid) and i finally went to the doctor and they were like#umm we don’t know what the hell yiur problem is. and gave me steroids#so !!!! life update!!!#genshin impact#diluc ragnvindr#diluc#wiklm art!!
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Hey bro, your wings are looking so sick tonight lmao. Yeah, they’re really growing in well. What was that bro? You need help preening the ones in the back? Of course I’ll help you man, that’s what bros do for each other. Whoa… your wingspan is pretty massive dude… You must get crazy high off the ground, right? …Yeah…That’s so fucking sick… No yeah don’t worry, I’m organizing them and making sure they’re all going in the same direction. Yeah man, I got you.
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… Not to be gay but your wings are so beautiful, bro
#angel kin#bird kin#bee speaks#idk I’ve been thinking about preening lately#wings are so fucking sick dude#wing au#wing kink
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Photographs of blue jays: majestic, adorable, straight from a Disney movie
Real life blue jays: fucking assholes, bigger than expected.
#my bullshit#bird watching#since I’ve been so sick lately watching birds from my apartment window has become one of my most treasured hobbies#and the blue jays are so damn aggressive#bird posting
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He loves me.
#sorry I haven’t been active lately 🥴#I’ve been preoccupied and also sick and also lacking in creative inspiration#and school starts again tomorrow and I’ll have an internship starting soon#so I’m a little 😵💫#but hi I am still here and alive#very behind on fics (both reading and writing 😅 sorryyyyy)
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I thought it would be fitting to post a sick-fic snippet, considering the upper-respiratory infection I’ve had for the past week has been kicking my ass.
So this is a little Bucky taking care of sick Buck fic.
Thank you for reading.
Gale went to sleep at Thorpe Abbots.
When his eyes shot open, he was in complete darkness. The only sounds in the room were the soft even breaths of his fellow officers.
Something was balled up in Gale’s stomach. This must’ve been what woke him.
God he hadn’t felt real nausea like this since he was a kid.
It’s alright. He tells himself. Just lie still and it will go away. Just calm down. Breathe, in and out. Calm yourself. It’s fine. It’ll go away.
Another roll of pain and discomfort had him up on his feet and bolting out the door before he could think twice.
He just made it outside behind the building before the contents of his stomach emptied into the grass.
Gale leaned against the bricks, heaving, tears streaming down his face.
God, how he hated it. The lack of control, the inability to stop it. Forced to endure until it’s over.
He felt himself drop to the ground, curling into his own body, trying to slow his breathing. Trying to get rid of that awful scratchy feeling in the back of his throat.
He blindly wiped at his face with the bottom of his tshirt, hoping he hadn’t been loud or interrupted anyone’s sleep.
It reminded him too much of the terrible nights of his childhood, fresh bruises already blackening around his cheek, under his ribs, the pain swirling behind his eyelids causing the sickness before little Gale could get it under control.
“Buck?” A voice called out, whispering, but still too loud for the dead of night.
Gale didn’t have the energy to respond.
Footsteps grew near.
“Buck! Hey,” a body crouched near him, gentle hands settling on his shoulders, like a blanket.
When Gale didn’t lift his head immediately, Bucky, softly, barely touching him, placed his rough hand on Gale’s cheek, calling the other man to meet his eyes.
When John felt the wetness of tears under his palm, his brows furrowed further in concern, if that were possible.
“Hey, doll, what’s the matter?” He whispered.
Gale must’ve been really really tired. The term of endearment didn’t seem out of place, it didn’t jolt his system the way it would in any other instance, it just seemed right.
As if he were expecting John to call him that.
A second hand moved, so Buck’s face was effectively caged in by John’s grasp. It was only then he realized the heat Gale’s skin was radiating.
“You’re burning up, Gale. We need to get you back into bed.”
Gale finally lifted himself from his hiding place, meeting John’s eyes. He’d never seen that kind of worry there before.
“You called me Gale.” He mumbled before he could think about it.
John huffed a laugh, shaking his head.
“Because I knew it would get you to pay attention.” He stands, and gently places one of Buck’s arms around his own broad shoulders.
“I can walk.” He mumbled, yet disproving his own point when he practically slumped into John with all his body weight, tucking his face into his neck. Gale huffed, wanting to be embarrassed, but finding he was rather annoyed at relying on John for yet another thing. Relying on anyone for anything is bad enough, but John doesn’t need a burden like him. He should be free, like a bird.
Gale is beginning to think, in the only rational part of his mind left, that there may be something wrong with him.
Maybe he’d been poisoned.
A snort followed his poor attempt at being right,
“Sure, doll. If you say so.”
Bucky practically carried him all the way back inside, he smelled like fresh air and lucky strikes with just a hint of something simply titled ‘John’, it could never be recreated, Buck knows.
Once settled under his blankets, warm and content, John smiles softly at him.
“Get some rest, Gale.”
“Thank you, John.” He whispered, watching the silhouette of the other man freeze and the continue his journey back to his bunk, without looking back.
A sad, pathetic sigh escaped him before he drifted off into an awful, fitful sleep.
When he woke again, he was sweating, and it was bright enough in the room to blind him when his eyes creaked opened.
Then he caught onto the silence of his surroundings. No quiet murmurs of morning. No shuffling feet.
Daylight.
Silence.
Oh God, the meeting, the mission.
“Oh, fuck.” He says before he can remember he isn’t supposed to.
He’s up and getting dressed before he can even breathe.
He’s late. He’s so incredibly late, the captain is going to have his ass.
Oh, no.
“Whoa, whoa.” A hand on his chest settles his rushed movements. “Slow your roll there, cowboy.” Bucky just walked through the door, holding, what looks like, soup in a cup?
“Bucky, I’m late. What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be helping Curt with flight check?” Gale is confused as to why either one of them are still here talking, and why no one woke him up.
A small smile appeared on John’s face, stilling Gale once again.
“What’s with the face?”
Bucky shook his head,
“Leave it to you to be deathly ill and still be worried about flight check.”
Gale looks at him like he’s crazy, which makes it even funnier.
“I’m not sick, John.”
“Tell that to your hundred and four degree fever.”
“What-how do you-“ Buck stopped, huffing in a breath. He probably looks ridiculous, one pant leg on and no shirt, with a sock halfway rolled up his foot. “Why are you here, then? If I’m sick, you could catch it. I shouldn’t even be in here, I should stay in the med tent.” He’s babbling.
Bucky has been watching him with wide eyes. He’s never seen Gale so ruffled, and stuttering.
He’s never seen him so not put-together.
He loves it. He’s drinking up the sight like water, though he does feel a pinch of guilt and hurt that Gale had to be sick in order for him to see this side of him.
“It’s a cold, Buck. Your body just needs some rest and it’s forcing you to get it, the only way it knows how.” Bucky turned back to something that he had discarded on his bed.
“You are not late, so you can stop having a panic attack and lay back down. I already told the Captain that you were sick. It’s not contagious. And I’m not leaving you here, sick and alone.”
For once, Gale went without a fuss.
He was exhausted.
“I brought you some pills. Doc said they should help.” John said, offhand.
The words send Gale spinning into a future he’d never imagined before. One where he and Bucky are living in a nice humble house with a few acres out back. John brings home the paper from town and they gossip about the neighbors while they drink coffee in the morning, huddled together on the porch swing. Maybe a good hound at their feet.
“Buck?” That warm hand returned to his face, this time feeling his forehead.
“Jesus, Buck, I’ve never felt skin this hot.”
“Careful,” Gale huffed a laugh. “You’re gonna give a fella an ego too big for his boots.”
John seemed to think this was funny too. Fond amusement colored his eyes, clear skies on a moonlit night.
“Maybe you could use a little ego, Saint Cleven. You’re too humble.” The hand that had previously taken his temperature by touch, carded its fingers through Gale’s hair. Sweaty blond locks that had fallen over his forehead were pushed back, cool air on his face more prevalent. It felt good while at the same time, sent shivers down his spine.
#from the drafts#john egan#gale cleven#fictional characters#of course#buck and bucky#clegan#it’s slash but before they get together#all my clegan clips are slash#also forgive me I’ve never actually been inside an army base circa 1940s#might be a little inaccurate#buck has a fever#no one ever took care of him#protective Bucky#motherhen bucky#I will also be writing the reverse with sick Bucky instead so lookout for that#masters of the air#masters of the air fanfiction#slightly funny to picture Gale in cursing in a panic because he’s late#mentions of Gale’s abusive father#fuck him#probably tense issues#but I’m only human#give me a break I’m sick#soft bucky#but Bucky is always soft#sorry for the novel in the tags
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August family lore anyone? I’m too tired to go too in depth about it right now (though if anyone is curious to learn more please feel free to send asks!!! Would love to chat abt them) but tldr is that Jack (August’s dad) left August with her grandpa for him to raise after his wife and her mother died. Years later he ends up marrying one of his coworkers and starts a family with her but then his new wife finds out he has a daughter he just completely abandoned and demands for her to be included. It’s a hot mess situation and everyone’s miserable! Yay!
#stardew valley#sdv#sdv farmer#sdv fanart#sdv oc#farmer august#sorry y’all I PROMISE I will get back to regular sdv posting soon#I’ve just been rlly emotional lately in general abt life#and with that comes a lot of thoughts abt my ocs and their stories#Like August’s grandpa loses both his son (technically)#and his daughter in law (who he loved so dearly)#in the span of a year#and suddenly has to raise his granddaughter all by himself#sick and twisted fr fr
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anyways this is where i’m at
#.jpg#sona art#the vibe is a mix of trepidation and carsickness <3 though i don’t actually tend to get sick on buses#so we should be fine#also the lack of sleep i’ve been getting lately since i’ve been trying to go to bed earlier#which sounds contradictory but my body is weird
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I haven’t shared my baking journey lately, so now here we are with some of the cupcakes I’ve made in the past few weeks!
Blackberry, s’mores, mixed box: hot chocolate, caramel chocolate, peanut butter chocolate, mint chocolate, snickerdoodle, lemon raspberry!
#razzy bakes#cupcakes#i’ve been sick lately so baking kinda went downhill#but I’m back and now making more than just cupcakes!
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Disgusting creature (begins sobbing)
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#isaac castlevania#castlevania isaac#isaac laforeze#castlevania curse of darkness#curse of darkness#art post#my art#castlevania artists#Castlevania fanart#fanart#uhhh idk tags#some of these are based on panels from the manga and other official art but yeah#he’s truly a character that’s for sure#one one hand yeah he did all that he did kill people and committ war crimes#but on the other hand oaughaughogh but but what if what if he could’ve gotten better—#the game and mangas do a very good job of showing you how he’s like the opposite of Hector but so so similar#like Hector was two steps away from being that too they both came from such similar situations#augh I could make a whole analysis rant of the whole game and have before but not in the tags lmao#bro had to be put down and was a horrible person in the end but it was still sad#he’s like the classic cursed Castlevania rival character except completely unsavable this time#like imagine if you couldn’t save Maxim or Richter or Hugh or whoever else like that’s how it feels#anyway yeah he’s also fun to draw :3#his haircut is unreasonably cute#I wish I didn’t have curly hair that conflicts with that kind of hairstyle oof 😔#unrelated but I’ve been sick again lately ugh#at least this time I’m getting treated for it tho but idk if it’s working or not yet tbh ughhhhhhhhh
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Crying over gyu :(☹️ I love him😭
#his music taste 😩>>#he’d literally love Jeff Buckley I’ve been saying this for so long and also the carpenters#pls let me give you refs omg we have the same taste#also crying bc he’s literally the only pretty person ever#his hair ☹️😭😭😭#HIS MOLES#I LOVE HIS MOLES SO MUCH#Omg we both have a mole on the left near our mouth that literally means we’re soulmates 😍😍🤞#also him talking about how he doesn’t get why people judge people over mbtis#and saying how everyone is very different and he doesn’t judge people from the start like that SO TRUE#WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO STOP USING 16 PERSONALITIES IM SO SICK OF IT 😭😭😭#use cognitive funstions instead or soemthing 😭#I want to have deep conversations with beomgyu so bad like#he’d literally be the best person to have late night talks with im so upset he’s not my friend#ALSO WHEN HE LIKE SCOFFED AND SMIRKED AT SOOBIN AND SAID SOMETHING LIKE ‘YOU KIDDING?’#DYING WHY IS THE ONLY FINE PERSON TO EVER EXIST#I’m so in love with beomgyu 😭😭 I’m so upset idk him platonically curse the people who know him irl and are friends with him 😪😪
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Y’ever have really strong feelings about something and wanna write it all out but nothing’s coming to you? Just strong but unspecific emotions?
Mareach… good fluffies… happy feelings… wanna write… but write WHAT???
#admittedly I’m quite sick at the moment so that might be part of the reason for the brain fog 😅#I feel like I’ve been getting sick a lot more lately. planning to barge into a walk-in tomorrow and say ‘hey what the fuck is going on’#but for now I find immense joy and comfort in smoochy smoochy princesses and plumbers#eventually I’ll find words for all of it… hopefully 😅#I know I’m kinda unpersoning myself due to my inactivity and I wanna un-unperson myself because this ship and fandom mean a lot to me#I think that’s something I’ll have to worry about when I can actually eat and retain a solid meal 😅#peaches screams into the void
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