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GUESS WHOSE MOTHER LET HER GET A CALORIE TRACKING APP ‼️‼️‼️
#I’m very excited if you can’t tell#Finally#ill be able to log my calories every day without having to do the math and such#It has foods and brands pre-programmed into it so all I have to do is look up what I ate/how much#@n@blr#@n@ tips#i just wanna be thin#i wanna be perfect#i wanna be sk1nn1#@na motivation#@na blog#light as a feather#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️rving#light and pretty#i wanna be slim#calorie restriction
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Working on my own Disco Elysium skills! Individual art pieces and descriptions (in the style of the game) below the cut :]
DIALECTICS
Examine verbal landscapes. Get to the truth of the matter.
Cool for: Logicians, Philosophers, Asshole Devil’s Advocates
Dialetics urges you to look beyond the basics of conversation. It encourages you to discuss theories, truths and falsehoods, until you exhaust everyone around you with your sheer affinity for taking the most convoluted routes to your deductions—but, hey, it works! Those people are only *really* annoyed because you very accurately psychoanalyzed them.
At high levels, Dialectics will help you reason with even the most convoluted of situations. You will be an unstoppable detective, who may occasionally suffer from some unintended side effects such as: your brain and mouth moving too fast, overcomplicating little things, becoming an insufferable jerk, and joining your local debate team. With low levels of Dialectics, you’re going to have a difficult time seeing through both worldly and interpersonal deceptions. You may find yourself being taken advantage of.
EVOCATION
Recall emotions and imagery. Paint complete pictures of the past.
Cool for: Visualizers, Chronic Observers, Witnesses Of Crimes
Evocation allows you to call forth memories that may otherwise be lost in the recesses of your mind. Previous instances of sound, touch, taste, feeling, sight—all of these are at your beck and call: able to be summoned within and around you in a great miasma of experience. You will be able to relive important events, even those that were only mere seconds, and examine them closer to reveal what you couldn’t comprehend in the moment.
At high levels, Evocation will help you reimagine scenes that may have happened years ago, lasted the length of a blink—or, perhaps, even allow you to picture memories that you were not present for. You will find yourself constantly transported to the past: a single whiff of a familiar perfume enough to completely derail your senses. With low levels of Evocation, you’re going to have a hard time remembering simple conversations and potentially important visual details. You will have to rely on others in such scenarios.
BODY OF LAWS
Know your rights. Remember fun courtroom trivia.
Cool for: Lawyers, Law-Evaders, Stick-In-The-Muds
Body Of Laws is responsible for your ability to follow the law at any given time—or don’t! Just because you know the rules doesn’t mean you have to play by them. Regardless, it certainly allows you to recall a, frankly, embarrassing amount of your government’s regulations, and may encourage you to ‘stay in your lane’, so to speak, regarding them. Governments aren’t the only entities that enact rules, though: you will also find yourself privy to understanding unspoken boundaries set by people, nature, and even your subconscious self.
At high levels, Body Of Laws will either make you an *extremely* insufferable goody-two-shoes, or a *wildly* effective cheat-of-the-system. You may end up feeling suffocated by all these restrictions you can so clearly see, causing you to become complicit with the movings of the machine—or potentially apathetic to why we need some of these restrictions in the first place. With low levels of Body Of Laws, you may find yourself accidentally violating boundaries you didn’t know existed—whether they be legal, personal, or cultural.
#WOW the quality is. Yikes. maybe i’ll fix that later idk i can’t be bothered#i have ideas for most of the rest of my skills which im very excited abt but i wanna finish up the logic set first#VERY excited for the one abt eloquent/charismatic speaking which is either going to be called loquacity or purple prose haven’t decided#leaning towards purple prose bc yknow. I’m a writer.#can you tell i love em dashes. can you tell.#EDIT: okay i played around w quality a little u might need to click for better bc its tumblr. also i still wanted to keep it a little#-crunchy. lmao#disco elysium art#disco elysium#disco elysium skills#my art#100+
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Decorating for Halloween at Waterspark Bay!
(for the love of all that is Tiki please ignore the floating cart I forgot to fix it and when I realized it was too late)
Let’s just pretend Sun is lifting it for the sake of stopping the package from falling over
#yay pumpkins scarecrows and spiderwebs galore!!!#you should see the park at night! it’s open later for this season and wow it’s quite the sight#resort is open 24/7 of course#man I know it’s just a sketch but my errors gonna haunt me#just like the ghosts in the park OooOOoOo!!!#Waterspark bay#Waterspark bay au#waterpark au#dca au#crunch art#I’m very excited for Halloween if you can’t tell
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met a VERY charming lil friend yesterday who i have never (knowingly) seen before!!! 🖤💛
this is the Sequoia Pitch moth (Synanthedon sequoiae), yes, moth! these fascinating little creatures bear an incredible resemblance to members of the family Vespidae, like common paper wasps and yellowjackets, and that’s no simple coincidence!
the appearance of these moths is an example of Batesian mimicry, a type of mimicry where one species mimics the warning signals of another species, but without having the same harmful or undesirable defences.
in this case these moths look like they may give you a nasty sting, but really they’re about as harmless as a moth can be! (plus they have gorgeous slightly iridescent black-lined wings and fluffy little shrimp-like tails! absolute cuties!)
#i’m tired and my phone keyboard is lagging like crazy i’m sorry if this reads all jumbled#i just thought they were super cute and cool and wanted to share#this is the second time in a row that i’ve gone to this friend’s house and gotten overly excited about an insect i found on their deck#honestly i think they’re a little sick of my overexcitement but like#c’mon you can’t tell me this little stripy shrimp-tailed cutie isn’t cool af#i think they were injured in some way (legs it looked like) but they were still alive#so after a small photoshoot i left them to do their thing and told myself if they were still there in the morning#and they had passed away that i would bring them home to pin#but alas they were gone by morning#i miss u little friend#i hope you’re alive somewhere#or at least the reason some spider or bird has a fuller belly#Sequoia Pitch moth#photography#(kinda. i didn’t have my macro lens on me and was VERY sad about that)#insects#moth#Batesian mimicry#lepidoptera
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Slightly suggestive⚠️⚠️⚠️
This came to me in a vision 
*Alphonse singing with a poor Elvis impression using a spatula as a microphone* 
”🎶And you the cutest jailbird I ever did see~🎶” points at Seth 
*Seth shaking his head*
“🎶I sure would be delighted with ya company! COME ON AN’ DO THE JAILHOUSE ROCK WITH ME!🎶”
Seth cups his hand to his mouth like a megaphone
“you’re a big dork!” Alphonse turns down the music ”according to the YouTube rabbit hole I went on when I accidentally ate my parents special gummy bears at 16 -dork means whale penis…so what ya telling me is….I sound like I got a big dick energ-” Seth pulled him by his collar into a quick kiss  “there. will that shut you up now?” “…. I don’t know….Maybe you should tested a couple times for good measure” “IF YOU TWO LET THOSE POTATOES BURN CAUSE YOUR MAKING OUT. YOUR SLEEPING ON THE COUCH!” They hear Sugarboo yell from the backyard 
“guess I’ll have to do my testing’ later maybe on a broader scale~” he gently traces his fingers down Al’s stomach ending at his belt 
“…..oh well may-be😏”
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I have no idea what this was 
it’s the only thing I’ve been able to write without it turning to dog shit 🤷🏻
#Spotify#if you can’t tell I’m very excited for the bittersweet trio sleep aid#yuurivoice#bittersweet trio#seth yuurivoice#alphonse yuurivoice#yuurivoice boo#suggestive⚠️⚠️⚠️#fluffy
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The new TUA episodes with the sentence long descriptions and omg. I am so pumped for the last season and I can already tell I’m going to be devastated that one of my favorite shows will be ending. But the thing I’m questioning most is the first episode, the unbearable tragedy of getting what you want, and it talks about a birthday party.
Obviously in the trailer it shows Diego and Lila at a birthday party probably for their child is what I was thinking, but what would be the tragedy of having their family? I’m also wondering if the title is referencing towards Alison and how she got what she wanted, Claire and Ray back, and maybe there is going to be a switch that is going to make her realize this isn’t what she wanted.
Is Alison going to start her redemption in the first episode and maybe she will try and find her family because this world isn’t really what she wanted.
But all in all I think it may be hard to fully redeem Alison after what she did to Luther because no matter how far your life has gone down it does not excuse SA. But I’m really excited to see how it all plays out and this final season I hope will bring everything together.
#if you guys can’t tell I’m very excited#I wanted to talk about it since the trailer came out but I’ve been so busy with finals#but I have so many theories to think about and I want to talk about#coming up will be more rants by me#yippee#crap post#tua season 4#tua s4#tua#the umbrella academy#the umbrella academy season 4
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Forces you guys to look at all the art I put up today
#IM SO HAPPY#I normally like. refuse to post school art BUT IM PROUD#this is all art from classes I’ve been taking the past year and a half btw!#I know you can’t see most of it very well but if anyone wants to see a clearer version of any specific pieces tell me I do not mind showing#spacey’s doodles#I’m just excited and need to post this everywhere#edit- not ALL but a significant chunk
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I need to play more Hades <- girl who spent all of last night playing Hades
#shut up alli#‘did you only just now start a game that came out years ago?’ yes. next question#it’s so funnnnn so fun I’m having a lovely time#dungeon crawlers are one of my fave genres so I’m in my element! (I have died many times)#but the fun part about it is watching me get better and stronger with every new attempt. it gives a very solid sense of accomplishment#and the characters? oh my godddd they’re all awesome#I’ve always been very autistic about Greek mythology so obviously it is impossible for me to dislike anyone#Hypnos and Chaos reign supreme for me but everyone is very likeable#like idk props to the dev team I can tell they put their souls in it#it makes me even more excited for Hades 2 when it releases#I wonder if they’ll put it on switch or wait for the next console#I really can’t believe such a sick ass game was so cheap too. like 24.99 for me to have the best time of my life? bitch I’d tip if I could#I mean it was a bday gift too so ya know but still
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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?
can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit
#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me#i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to#me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited#still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free#and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk#and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted#tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt#and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought#that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners#bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever#especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but#despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people#or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend#i’m just. noticing behaviors#they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i#idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it#so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all#bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting#ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel#discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all#and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth#which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about#but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them#humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol
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He finally arrived!!! My very own Poptart!!! Took him on a field trip to the farmers market, found this handmade Poptart pillow. I really wish I could have bought it, but the creator was so nice and let me snag a photo!
#rottmnt#2AL#Poptart#poptart keychain#2 arms left#2al merch#just a little guy#I mean just look at him#i’m so excited#im so flippin’ excited#i have my very own Poptart#I already love him so much#he’s so cute#he’s gonna come with everywhere#even to work#HE’S JUST TOO CUTE#THANK YOU ELL!!!#i can’t even tell you how much I love it
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SNOW DAY TOMORROW YESSSYESYES YESYESSSSSSS AHHHHHH
#currently very excited abt that as you can tell#I GOTTA WRITE TLLR GUYS I GOTTA GET MY SHIT TOGETHERRRR#IM SO SORRY ITS TAKING SO LONG#wyrms says stuff#very very hyper all of a sudden i’m so fucking happy i don’t have school tomorrow#you know what#something i kinda did like when i first started writing tllr was making up this thing to motivate myself to write and draw tllr#called “Dew days” so kinda a play on words with due date#and by specifically calling tomorrow a Dew day#it’d make me more productive somehow and that was during the summer so literally every day was Dew day because i was excited as fuck about#tllr. so yk what tomorrow is a Dew day i am going to spend all day writing and drawing tllr because I WANT TOOO#i’ve been slacking badly. i wanna get to the good parts. chapter 12 and 13 are okay. you guys will Definitely like them but im more focused#on future chapters. so i gotta just sit down and WRITE and then… i really really wanna AHHSHGHHHH talk about the mystery character#but FDSJHHSDFJHKDFSJHH i can’t yet#anyway yeah new chapter maybe tonight or tomorrow I FUCKING HOPE
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just me life updating about moving and other ramblings in the tags lmao
#self obs#not snz#this shit is so stressful what the fuck?????#i also have a million projects due on sunday that i’ve barely started so saturday i move sunday i library#i am so happy to get out of my current living situation cause the people i live with couldn’t give two shits about me#it’s giving my childhood lmao🧍♀️#also i got diagnosed with pcos this week and am going to be starting meds for it next week so if anyone has any suggestions lmk#i heard back about my research and i got accepted so im super excited about that!!!!!#anyways my life is all over the place right now but hopefully after this weekend i’ll be on the up?#all my finals are in the next two weeks so i’m just so stressed#i can’t wait to eat a real meal i’ve been living off of energy drinks this week like 800mg of caffeine plus my adderall#yeah my doctor is very concerned about my heart but like fuck it we ball#anyways i’m stressed so i took a few shots lmao i hope you all are well#hopefully i’ll be more active and posting snz stuff soon#TELL ME WHY I FORGOT ABOUT MY OCS lmao i’ll write for them soon i promise#ok goodnight i need to pack more
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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽
#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again#i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it#and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again#everything I am everything I do has to be for other people#im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her#and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too#also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset#she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits#all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged#sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining#here’s to a better day for us all#melifails#now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on#im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap#😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face#our football field is NOT kind in this way#hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long#im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor#so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did#bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah
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Reenactment is so fun. I’m going next week.
#I can’t believe I was so nervous I nearly didn’t go#everyone was so lovely and nice#big wedding going on which was some added comedy#next week it’s a 5+ hour drive to upton! big event!#I’ve not got my firearms lisence so I can’t partake in the battle#but I’m very happy#going from a small campsite of 9 to one with hundreds of people is gonna be#uh.#I’ll burn that bridge when I get there#for now! I’m so excited and I’m so SO happy I went!#I’ve got my job as fight choreographer I might borrow a sword#it was such a blast#my body is ruined#talked about the Franklin Expedition with a guy in his 50s for a while that was so much fun#’DID YOU KNOW —‘ ‘OHMYGOD DID YOU HEAR—‘ ‘I WANT TO REALLY SEE THE SHIPS!’ ‘SAME!!’#talked about Cornish mining history <3#got very excited to tell people about the underwater mines at Levant/Geevor/Botallack#and all abt Hannah Snell#I MET SOME ARCHEOLOGISTS!#AH!
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i’m fr gonna lose my mind :)
#been a minute since i’ve ranted in the tags on here hi hello#so i have this friend who is driving me absolutely insane#we’ve been friends for about a year or so and when we first met we clicked right away and got super close and hung out all the time#we met at work but neither of us works there anymore and it feels like our whole friendship is falling apart now that we don’t#i literally have not seen her in person once since the last time we worked together (march)#and even before that we didn’t hang out outside of work since december of last year#and i have grown very used to having friends that just do not put the same amount of effort as me into our friendships and it’s sucks#so i was starting to make my peace with the fact that we just weren’t really friends anymore#but then a few months ago she started texting me asking me to hang out all the time and she seemed way more like her old self#and immediately i got sucked back in and was all excited to see her again and have her back in my life fully#but she completely flaked on me three times in a row (not even cancelling our plans but waiting until the next day to give me an excuse)#which like i said i’m unfortunately used to but she literally was the one who invited ME to hang out every time#like why are you initiating plans with me and then ignoring my calls and texts when it comes time to actually hang out#then a few weeks ago she texted me again saying we should go to a concert together bc we hadn’t in a long time#and there happens to be a concert i’ve been wanting to go to on the 31st but had no one to go with#she said she was totally in and really excited and i bought the tickets a couple days later and texted her to tell her i had#got zero response for almost a week and then she texted me yesterday saying we should hang out this week#so i said yeah let’s do it but also this concert is literally in 2 days are you still coming with me#and no response! again! so now i have 2 days to try and find someone else who can go last minute bc it seems unlikely that she will#and i’m just so fucking confused bc why do YOU keep reaching out to ME just to flake out at the last minute every single time#like at this point it feels like she’s doing it on purpose just to see if i’ll keep tolerating her bullshit#and part of me wants to just cut her off bc she’s been a terrible friend to me for months at this point#but i can’t bring myself to do it bc i miss her so much anyway and when our friendship was good it was really fucking good#like i considered this girl one of my best friends and now it feels like she’s just playing games with me bc she’s bored#which sucks extra bc last year she was there for me when literally none of my long time friends were#like it’s bad enough that it seems like our friendship was conditional on us being coworkers#but it hurts more and more every time she reappears in my life just to ghost me again like genuinely why would you do that#so i’m really upset and pissed off rn and i have no idea wtf to do about the concert bc idk anyone else who likes the artist enough to go#vent#lj.txt
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@lady-assnali tagged me in this fun little tag game as a sneaky little tactic to get more peeks at the chapter before I post and guess what? It worked 💕 (love you mon bien-aimé, nobody loves rawnsyf like you none of this would happen without you xxoo)
1. Share the premise (as much or as little as you’d like) of the WIP that’s been haunting you lately.
RAWNSYF CHAPTER 6 MY MORTAL ENEMY MY BELOVED I have been stuck with her for so long I think my brain is made of jell-o.
We left off with a steamy drunken makeout, but how will Marcia react when there’s no alcohol to blame her decisions on? How will Marcia and Anetra’s friends react to the news of their kiss? Will Anetra ever catch a goddamn break??? Tune in next week* to find out ;)
*hopefully this week
2. Share the last line of your latest WIP
Anetra’s decision was made for her before she could think about anything.
“Okay.”
3. ctrl + f for any of these words: hand, gold, bed, brown, money, tea, smile, water. if any of those are in your wip, share those sentences too.
Here’s the tea, bestie. I cannot do that because hand alone has 62 hits. But I can pick and choose an assortment for y’all
She was trying to be a gentleman. To keep her hands and teeth to exclusively PG-13 areas
It felt like ages before Marcia moved, raising her hands slowly as if she was worried Anetra would flee out the window
She felt her breath catch in her throat as she straightened the towel, running a hand through her damp hair
She broke off and Sasha squeezed both her hands encouragingly
“So… about Marcia…” Anetra began, half-wishing she had ordered a drink just so she would have something to do with her hands
“But my bed is available for cuddling, if you want.”
“That bad,” Anetra sighed, pushing off her bed to sit at her desk chair
Anetra smiled in spite of herself, sending a half a dozen hearts so she didn’t have to think of a real response, and groaned when she saw the message below
Anetra traced a pattern of water stains on the wooden table with two fingers, wondering if she could drown on dry land from the absurdity of the situation
4. No pressure tags:
@eyeslikewatercoolers @marciax3-appreciator @goodemethyd
#hi beta I know ur seeing this and are ready to scratch my eyeballs out for posting all these snippets before you can edit :) I love u#I’ll buy you a pastry at brunch this weekend so you are legally not allowed to be angy with me#and miss assnali thank you for tagging me you truly are my beloved#I write for you this marshie is for you you love her the most#anyway if you can’t tell I’m very excited to post this chapter#I’ve been waiting so long#enjoy your sneak previews I tried not to spoil anything 😈#but if you’ve been looking at every preview I’ve posted I bet there’s some puzzle pieces you can put together#rpdr 15#drag race#anetra#drag race 15#rpdr#marcia#anarcia#asks#running away will never set you free#anarcia fanfic#anarcia fanfiction#rawnsyf#tag game#also I did this on my phone so sorry if the formatting is fucked up#my writing
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