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People only care if you stop eating never when you are overeating

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i think I have a body dysmorphia. i know i've lost weight bc i can notice it on my clothes, they are looser. but I look at myself and i'm fat.this is just so stupid. i don't even know how to explain. i'm not thin enough. some parts of my body are thinner, but it's still not enough. i could be so much thinner that i think i'm fat. tf is wrong with me?

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they dont tell you having an eating disorder means the only way you imagine yourself fulfilled is by being severely underweight and that it becomes the only thing you care about instead of building a career you will spend your 20’s in bed, planning how to spread 800 calories into a days worth of energy, and fantasizing about being so thin people worry for you

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My fatass whenever I stand up like a normal person:

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anyone feel like this isn’t even serious? like yes it is one of the most deadliest mental illnesses but i genuinely cannot take myself seriously crying over eating a certain amount of cals like shut up omg ur so dramatic 😭😭i feel like it’s my 3d brain and rational brain fighting for who’s gonna win (3d of course)

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your stomachs not growling it’s applauding

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freaking out about c4l0r!es but then you remember that you’re out with friends and they’re watching

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when everyone is worried about your health but you‘re just a chill guy who wants to lose some weight

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Reasons to be skinny

1. You run 2 seconds faster per mile per pound of fat you lose

2. Always have a pretty face ; no double chin or chubby cheeks

3. Boyfriend being able to lift me up like I’m nothing

4. Not being so hot in the summer

5. Pretty privilege

6. Being able to buy size 0 and XS

7. People taking you seriously when you talk about nutrition

8. Being able to run in a sports bra and low waist shorts without worrying about your belly

9. Old ladies saying you’re too thin

10. Being able to borrow your bf’s clothes and everything being huge on you

11. To be able to borrow anyone’s clothes without worrying they’ll be too small

12. Not having to “get ready” for beach trips or summer.

13. Outfits look so much better when you’re skinny

14. Being able to see all your muscles because fat isn’t covering them anymore

15. Everyone who fumbled you regretting it // bragging that they used to have something with you

16. Making more tips as a server because you’re prettier

17. Your bf’s arm being bigger than your waist

18. Sitting in the backseat with other people and you thighs are smaller than all of theirs

19. Being able to make thirst traps without them being cringe and posting photos of just you

20. Being able to pull off glasses without just looking like a fat nerd

21. Guys asking for your number in public

22. Not worrying about your belly when you sit down

23. The two man NEVER disappointing

24. Being the small one of the family

25. Look tiny even in baggy clothes

26. CHISELED perfect jawline

27. Eyes and lips looking bigger because the rest of your face is small

28. Getting drunk so easily

29. Thighs never touching when you run

30. You can wear anything you want

31. People saying “body is tea”

32. People staring at you out of admiration instead of disgust

33. “You look different” or “did you lose weight?”

34. Make people jealous of you that looked down on you before

35. Hip bones + Collar bones

36. Never miss plans because you ‘don’t look good’

37. “You look like a completely different person, I hardly recognized you”

38. “Have you seen ____ recently? Holy shit she got hot”

39. Not surprised with disgust when you open your front camera or someone takes a picture of you

40. Mom saying “you’re too skinny, you need to gain weight” just because she’s jealous you lost weight and she didn’t

41. Being weird and unique is a plus when you’re pretty, but it just makes you more ugly when you’re fat

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real life thinspo >>>>

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at this point I’m not even hiding my disorder from some of my more mentally ill friends bc I kinda like seeing them worried about me

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I fell like that everyday XD

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I'm tired of this life. I'm trying my best to l0se we1ght but my parents feeds me. fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you fvck you

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i want to hear:

“wow, you look different.”

“dang, you’ve lost a lot to w€ight.”

“you’re so sk!nny now.”

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Anorexia Watchlist

Movies

For The Love of Nancy (1994)

When friendship kills (1996)

The Perfect Body (1997)

Girl Interrupted (1999)

Sharing the Secret (2000)

Huger Point (2004)

Emma Wants to Live (2004)

Maledimiele (2004) about mi@

Thin (2006)

Feed (2007)

Starving in Suburbia (2014)

God Help the Girl (2014)

My Skinny Sister (2015)

To the Bone (2017)

Feed (2017)

The Brief Life of Catherine (2019)

Shows

Everything Now

Heartstopper

Pretty Little Liars

Red Band Society

Skins uk

The O.C.

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