#I’m useless at work
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#tw#I’m case anyone ever doubted it#I am absolutely worthless and getting more so every day#I’m a failure I’m not smart I’m not pretty I don’t have talent I’m slow and I can’t talk to anyone#Im a burden to my friends if I do talk to them (which I try not to so they don’t have to deal with me)#I’m useless at work#I can’t get callbacks or auditions or roles#so I’ve wasted every cent my parents ever invested in me#which is absolute sh*t considering the first thing I ever did in life was almost k*ll my mother#so like how ungrateful and disgraceful#I’m nothing but a shell and a monster and a useless waste of space actually#I’m not important or special or worthy#now that I’m old it’s even more pathetic as well#wondering if this should just be it lads lol#Glindy’s Posts
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gale origin playthru from astarion’s pov or smth like that
#bloodweave#astarion#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#ihhhhhhhhhuuhhhhh bad idea to make a comic that’s not required for work#but finally fucking finished it. excuse the horrible lettering I cannot be fucked#tbh when Tara came in with that fucking ring of agility like#first rest I was like. girl why are you giving me something useful#and I rushed to find the most useless object I could#thank you Komira you’re a real one#also I’m so sorry to astarion for simplifying the swaggy gold decor on your outfit but I was not drawing that twenty times#also yeah this is like early act 1 no one knows about the netherese orb or astarion’s vampirism (supposedly) yet
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Ghoultober Day 1 - Eyes
#my art#kaneki ken#tokyo ghoul#ghoultober#I’m thinking to draw his hands for I think it was day 3#it’d be a good time to capture them in detail for myself#I don’t really like this picture it was very hard to draw#I planned to do all of these over the course of the holidays but an art contest came up and I had like 3 other things I wanted to work on#so in the end I got very little done on everything and shifted Ghoultober over until I did my contest piece#and then I didnt submit my artwork because I was 30 minutes late to the submission trying to take a picture of it 😊#woes of traditional art you have to wait for daylight (day after you finished)#I might post that one later anyway just bc it’s infuriating having worked on something so much only for it to be completely useless
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This is one of the oldest Mareach blurbs in my docs. I wrote this blurb sometime in June or July of 2023, and every time I try to revisit it, I have absolutely no idea what to do or where to go with it. So if anyone wants to do anything with this, feel free, because it deserves better. 😅
#I’ve got some good stuff in the works! I’ve been kinda useless the past several months but I’m trying to work on it!#thank y’all for your patience 😭😭😭
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The amount of fans who say that they wanted the Team Black family, specifically the kids, to have more arguments in order to make them more interesting like Team Green are confusing.
First, saying that Team Black should be ‘complex and interesting’ in the same way Team Green is, is the least complex and interesting development ever. It would be repetitive, with absolutely nothing new. No characterization, just a useless parallel that would contribute nothing besides another both sides are bad argument. Which we’ve all heard a thousand times by now, we don’t need to hear it again.
Second, that’s just too easy. Team Black is a very messy family - it’s got an uncle/niece relationship that’s been separated for 10 years, illegitimate Velaryon siblings that look nothing like the rest of TB, two black twins that haven’t been raised in Westeros, who all have to juggle being both step-siblings to each other and betrothed pairs, two very new half-brothers, and absolutely none of them have a very similar personality, except perhaps for Daemon and Baela. That’s got to be one of the most confusing and chaotic families ever made.
So the expected development would be for them to break apart. To have arguments. To never get along. That’s the easy route, because writing it would come without thinking. Jace doesn’t like Daemon? Super easy. Daemon wants to kill the Velaryon boys for his own sons while being sexist towards his daughters and their prospects of becoming Queen/Lady of High Tide? Boring and easy, no effort required. None of the siblings have a relationship with each other unless forced to? Don’t even have to write a line for that.
It’s simply not complex by a writing standpoint, because all of it can be written without putting in effort. The lines will write themselves, without needing to think of how everything affects the characters. In fact, nothing would affect the characters, because none of them would make the effort to be with or interact with each other. Nothing could develop or characterize them in a new way.
The better development would be for them to all come together despite those differences. To care for one another after having their initial families torn apart. The development as they all try to get along can result in arguments, and it won’t be perfect. However, everything that could happen would come from a place of love, and trying one’s best even with an odd and imperfect situation.
Jace might be uncertain about Daemon’s feelings toward his illegitimacy, but couldn’t they both be dedicated towards protecting the family? Daemon might want his blood on the throne, but shouldn’t it be easy for him to pass it through his daughters - it’s not like Baela is about to be submissive and take orders she doesn’t like from Jace. Joffrey isn’t Daemon’s son, but he will be raised by him his whole life - what’s that dynamic like? Rhaena doesn’t have a dragon, but could she be willing enough to learn diplomacy and politics and fashion from her stepmother? How does Rhaenyra even take being a stepmother, after such a bad relationship with her own? How did Rhaenyra and Daemon fully get back together - what arguments did they have, how did they resolve them, what were the better times they had together before the war? How did everyone take Rhaenyra being pregnant with Aegon after Laena just died of childbirth?
Exploring development like that would be better, and it would also be new. Not just ‘oh I wish Team Black wouldn’t get along so well and it’s so uninteresting, look at what it does to Team Green.’ We don’t need the exact relationship repeated.
It would also be nice to see a family that shouldn’t work at all, make it come together because of how dedicated they are to protecting and loving each other. That would actually be complex and interesting.
#i don’t need a useless parallel#i need an interesting step-family that’s chaotic and wild yet still somehow works#I’m actually kind of glad that hotd did not decide to go through the 6 years cause I know they would have gone with the 1st theory#I’ll just leave it to fanfiction to give me that stuff#also the way TG sees misogyny as ‘interesting’ is…I’d call it a choice but I think it’s genuine from them#it’s certainly disturbing#pro team black#team black#house of the dragon#daemon targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#daemyra#jacaerys velaryon#baela targaryen#rhaena targaryen#joffrey velaryon
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i think the most cruel thing you can do with boone is completing his mission and then telling him to be resentful
While that is very cruel it is partially a conclusion Boone comes to himself. I was speaking more thing are like direct actions you do to them rather than your influence.
Like yeah it’s really fucked I’m listing to this guy who clearly needs therapy and to move on and then saying he never should causing him to harness it into bloodlust. But you don’t directly force his hands to that. It’s a technicality but then you can actually trick him into shooting an innocent person which is like super fucked since you just met the guy.
#like I know our words are powerful but the things the courier can do outside of influence is insane like#you can sell arcade like that’s more cruel than most bad resolutions you can give to the others#but Boone clearly doesn’t handle realizing the reality of his actions and taking innocent lives#so having him kill his former closest friend or even just a random neighbor is likely really damaging#especially since you can’t help him work through anything after he’s probably just gonna kill himself#like realistically outside of the hard coded ending he has for when you do this like it’s cruel in the useless trivial sense#like I’m talking things you really do to them outside of their knowledge like crazy you can just tell him you wanted to#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#craig boone#boone fnv#ask#0sbrain
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”What would mom think?”
#he was just a boy who missed his mother i will DIE on this hill#bro when hannes died and he felt he failed her again#‘I’m useless mom#‘I haven’t changed’#‘I didn’t achieve anything’#my heart will rip itself out of my chest#and on that dramatic note#i have to go to work..#farewell#eren jaeger#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#aot#eren#eren yeager#anime#mothers#moms
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I’m not going to request anything this time, I just want to know your honest opinion about “LawLight”.
I have never seen as much yaoi content in an anime as in Death Note in my 30 years… I’m sooo old, and maybe that’s why I’m so sick of Tumblr suggesting me these kinds of posts and it has revived my hatred for this “ship”.
I mean, I’m not even sure if those people have watched the same anime as me…
Cartoons are fictional to start with, so buying into this is like double-dipping in make-believe, I don’t know if I’m making myself clear, lol. I know some people might say… We read ‘x reader’ stories, okay, but we reaaaally know that this is not real, instead of affirming something that doesn’t exist…?
Anyway, I just wanted to vent, hope I didn’t bother you, and that you understood my limited English.
Greetings from China!
I love Lawlight because I hate Light Yagami and I think he would hate Lawlight irl and any enemy of my enemy is a friend. That said I personally do not know how feasible it is as a ship. Im not anti Lawlight or anything— the fan content for this ship is great— but I do not know that the characters are all that compatible. I would normally leave it at that, but this is a prime opportunity to shit talk Light so I’m taking it. Here are my top ten implied realities of Lawlight which sink the ship in my opinion.
1. It implies that L would date a man he doesn’t even trust enough to believe isn’t a serial killer, which is ridiculous.
2. It implies that Light as Kira would not be so stubborn as to just refuse to be vulnerable with L out of spite.
3. It implies Light Yagami is capable of love.
4. It implies that neither of them wouldn’t view physical intimacy solely as an in to gain information from the other person.
5. It implies that either party would be content with just leaving well enough alone and not trying to destroy each other.
6. It implies that Light would deny his repressed (if you want to be nice) homophobia (which I cannot prove he has but believe he does with my whole entire heart) long enough to allow himself to get with L.
7. It implies that Light (and possibly L) would be cool with Ryuk watching them do couple things, sexual or otherwise.
8. It implies that Misa Amane would not beat the shit out of L for encroaching on her man.
9. It implies that Light would either top or not view bottoming as losing.
10. It implies that Light has the ability satisfy a partner in any way.
That said, their messy hypothetical relationship is undeniably fun to speculate about. Loads of fun fan works have come from the ship, and Light would despise the ship in real life, so who am I to knock it?
#death note#l lawliet#death note lawliet#dn lawliet#light yagameme#light dn#light death note#light yagami#light slander#hate that guy#but seriously none of this matters even a little#there’s backing because light is Like That#it’s just that Light is incapable of serious emotional connection#or open communication#he got real lucky is all#he is otherwise useless#I do not believe in Lawlight because Light is a goober is what I’m getting at if that wasn’t clear#and I stand by that shit#but the fandom work is great so y’all rock on
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I’m allowed one (1) vent of the colossal amounts of pressure my body and mind are under per month and i usually do my best to bury it in the early hours of the morning, so now that i’ve provided this valuable and important context:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#my stuff#i need to be beaten to death i need to be eaten alive i need to be slashed and stabbed and burned to ash#nothing i do will ever EVER be enough to make up for the existential guilt that gnaws at my soul#i’m hungry i’m tired i’m stressed about work and the safety and well-being of my family and friends#i miss my goddamn ex over a year after the end of a 6 month relationship like a pathetic wretch#i will never be pretty the way i wanted to be as a child and can only make myself enough of a freak that i don’t care#i want to be brutally harmed so the flesh of my body will show a fraction of the damage i feel inside#these wounds do not heal no matter how much i try to treat them with friendship and food and music and life#it is all insufficient. i was not supposed to live this long.#i try every day to be kind and to make the world a better place so that maybe just maybe i can say i earned the right to live that day#it never feels like enough. it probly never will#i’m so angry i’m so sad i feel incurable lonely no matter how much time i spend with friends#as soon as the call is over or i head home the darkness washes right back in and i feel like an abandoned cat on the roadside again#i want everything to be okay. It’s not right now#i want everyone i love to be warm to be safe to have enough to eat but I AM NOT GOD#i can’t fix everything no matter how much it makes me writhe inside#i’m a broke fucking grad student with a useless fucking project and they should bury me alive in the field research camp#perhaps a vegetable would cause less despair
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anyways i haven’t been on here in a while because i haven’t been doing well at all after my kitten died, i can’t find a job, i keep going to interviews and nothing comes out of it, i’m completely broke and on top of that my tmj is getting really bad again, i either starve or binge, i can’t sleep, i have no energy and no will to live anymore
#two uni degrees for nothing#i should’ve started working at 10#to get the experience they want#i feel useless#and completely worthless#i’m very depressed#personal
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if I see another person saying that tone indicators are fundamentally useless simply because they don’t need them i’m gonna start biting people
#ITS ALL I SEE#ITS SO FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I DEFINITELY NEED THEM#YEAH MAYBE THEYRE USELESS TO YOU BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOUR EXPERIENCE IS UNIVERSAL????#I DONT NEED MOBILITY AIDS THAT DOESNT MEAN THEYRE USELESS IT MEANS THAT THEYRE NOT MEANT FOR ME#i’m so frustrated with this whole thing HKFHDJ#‘tone indicators don’t work at all they’re useless’ THEN!!! DONT USE THEM!!!!#BUT I CERTAINLY NEED THEM SO THEY ARENT USELESS#is this discourse#i’ll tag it anyway#discourse#tone indicators#tone tags#wren wrambles#rant post
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Just need to make it through my open to close bookstore shift tomorrow & then I’ll get to do nothing on my day off ❤️
#going to sleep all Monday I think 💤#& my birthday is Tuesday!! so I’m going to be useless at work bc I’ll be goofing off
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fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfucfk f u c k~🎃
#welp. here you go fellow frankie whores#fuck. me.#jfc#i mean#not literally#bc he has jamia#and his two boyfriends#👀👀👀#but christ#his curls#his face#his scruff#his fucking tattoos#this is a very bite-able frank right here#doing things to me#thank god i’m not at work for this picture#i’d be useless#(as if i didn’t queue this up last night)
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Celebrating the last day of the full time job before I get to go back to only 1-2 days because of school. GET ME OUTTA HERE
#I should work more otherwise I’m gonna struggle even harder to pay tuition next year#but hey the worlds gonna collapse by 2050 anyway#I shouldn’t be complaining but my job could not get more boring#you’d think it be fun. it’s a record store#well#it’s not doing well business wise and so I have literally nothing to do#if I have to try and make alphabetizing the store stretch on for 7 hours one more day I might in fact implode#if I have to pretend to be busy for 7 hours I’m going to cause the apocalypse myself#I hope one of the pet stores get back to be about my applications#at least my boss and coworkers are nice#pet store hire me I know how to take care of turtles#back on the nothing to do thing I am not exaggerating this has been my life for like two months at this point#I have never felt more useless#but I have anxiety so finding another job will be hard#people don’t like hiring obviously anxious people as their customer service workers#besides I’ve already applied to like five different places and have heard nothing#grrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Demyx is a mood
#Wait training!? That sounds like work which means sweating. Which is gross#you gotta play it smart like me#i’m useless i’m a chicken 🐓#How boring would have been the organisation xiii without our lazy boy#kingdom hearts#kh demyx#kh saïx#organisation xiii#kingdom hearts 358/2 days
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