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Zinaida Nikolaevna Gippius, translated by Babette Deutsch, from “You Appeared,”

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The Blue Lagoon (1980)

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I leave a pawprint on your heart ݁ ₊ 🐾

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another little health update

so i got my spinal tap results and they found oligoclonal bands in my cerebrospinal fluid which basically means there might be some kinda demyelinating disease, they wrote in my results that the bands have the pattern that’s found in guillain-barré syndrome but it’s not a diagnosis, just a suggestion, i have to wait for my next neurologist visit and that’s gonna be in november, there’s probably more tests and more diagnoses and i’m so tired, my veins are not strong enough for all those needles

as for my spine, the doctor that they consulted while analyzing my mri wrote a degenerative disc disease as a diagnosis which is not good but i’m guessing it’s early stages, the neurologist from the hospital suggested another mri for my upper back to get the full picture

overall i’m feeling much better physically on venlafaxine but i think my nervous system is agitated or something bc if i get even just a little stressed or upset i start feeling faint and my body is ready to check out. i’m super sensitive to light and loud sounds and i feel random sharp nerve pinching in my hands and feet

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