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Recently I’ve developed more of a “this is something I usually overthink about but right now we’re going to do it anyway because I refuse to live my life in fear” mentality and I’m kind of loving it
#it’s in a controlled way obviously#I don’t do really risky things because I do overthink things later#no but I’m so done of being in a constant state of stress and anxiety#I’m trying to make the best of it here#I’m trying so hard to grab that little moldy part of my soul that won’t let me live without worry and rip it away and put it in a container#random post#tw anxiety#unfortunately#ppl always talk about anxiety as if it’s a causal little thing but no it takes over my life#it has physically hurt me#and mentally but no one talks about the physical part#anxiety#relatable#maybe#midnight posts#health anxiety too#I’ve begged my mom to take me to the doctor because I believed something was actually wrong with me and I was going to die#heart palpitations still scare the shit out of me#when I was younger my parents would literally have to sleep with me because I thought I was going to get sick or that my pains were serious#I still stay up all night sometimes because i become too aware of my heartbeat and breathing#tw health anxiety#my biggest enemy#I would do anything to not have this#mental health#mental health is health
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I’ve been starving for quinobi content lately, so I made my own 🧡💛💙 (still a wip)
#quinobi#obi wan fanart#obi wan kenobi#obi wan x quinlan#quinlan vos#i love these two dumbasses#they make each other worse in the best way and I’m SO here for it#this is still a work in progress#i may or may not finish it#wip#this is my art pls don’t steal it or try finish it for me#thanks#star wars#starwars fanart#young obi wan#padawan obi wan
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One of the earliest examples of Leo’s “I’ll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team first” is in episode one. It’s super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.
When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.
It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and it’s honestly okay that he didn’t consult everyone for something so small when it’s such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.
To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#im just ranting at this point feel free to ignore me I’m tired lol#anyway#Leo constantly just goes off and does his own thing#and yeah honestly his own thing often works??? but he alienates his brothers/team in the process#BUT also this isn’t necessarily a one way street#when Leo DOES try to consult his brothers or give his thoughts on matters he’s not really taken seriously#best example here is bug busters where he CONSTANTLY makes his worries and suspicions known only to have them ignored#so it’s almost understandable that he doesn’t often open up about his thought process when it’s easier to just do it#than to try and fail to justify it#after all it almost always works out for him when he does so why not?#and then the movie happens#and that line of thinking doesn’t quite hold up does it?#BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE#like I said episode one is super good at setting characters up#from showing off Donnie’s preference for tech vs magic/mystic#from showing Mikey’s innate talent for mysticism#from showing Raph’s anxieties and how easily they can stack up#there’s more but I’d have to do a closer deep dive on the ep and man am I tired#so off the head rambles it is for now#sorry everyone for my constant spam of Too Many Words into things that are prob Not That Deep#it’s honestly just fun haha#EDIT: bc I saw someone mention it! yeah all the boys have communication issues through the series and it’s super interesting and realistic#Leo in particular stands out to me here because his communication issues are a constant theme that pop up much more often#but each of them experiences this in some form
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Liu Er Mihou time!!!
#or at least I’m trying or2#my second designs are never as good as my first#I dunno how I feel about this but it’s the best I can do for now#liu er mihou#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#six eared macaque#digital art#my art#jttw fanart#jttw macaque#guys did I at least bake#am I baking chat#I wanted him to contrast my swk design with cool tones#I dunno about the palette tho :/#I love mihou I wish they kept him in#damn you swk and your short fuse and murderous tendencies#big fan of the spared macaque blog on here#I wanna draw their macaque next I love their design for him he’s so cute and fluffy#covered his face cuz he steals identities#my skindeep symbolisms at play once again lol#lmk was cookin making him like a shadow chefs kiss on that concept
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You know what? Fuck you *hits Father Ardelian with the shoujo filter and babygirlifies your priest*
@stjohnstarling
#wmom#father ardelian#victor ardelian#Victor wmom.. my favorite blonde tortured white boy turned babygirl.. I love u#what manner of man#tbh this is not my best work but I am working under trying conditions ok (iPad is dying on me and is determined to quit me out of procreate#5 times while working on this 😔#I was less worried abt proportions and such and more concerned with the fact that my iPad is a sickly victorian#child and keeps rejecting my gentle coaxing and attempts to clear storage on it and trying to make sure#it doesn’t corrupt any of my projects#anyways idk if anyone saw this but like two weeks ago I posted this drawing except it was my oc Gabriel#the Hans of the southern isles lookin guy#I decided to redraw this (aka make some minimal changes) to make it Victor#so if anyone saw this same drawing but a redhead w glasses… no u didn’t <3#priest tag#My art#art#priest art#Sorry to tag u St. John#I know you probably like seeing stuff about your oc but like. Every time I do it feel like I’m gonna explode#like please don’t hate me. But I drew your guy. please accept my humble drawing. Sorry to bug you but here he is#anyways uh I hope someone likes my pink girlypop priest drawing. Happy pride you little freaks <3 (affectionate) (I’m freaks)
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You know what? I woke up today, feeling like it’s gonna be a fabulous day. But then my mind does whatever the fuck it’s done for the past eight months and betrays me again
”Bitch, you remember the fact that Jere and Bojan both admitted to having a crush at Eurovision??”
Do you have a Eurovision crush?
Maybe! But I can’t tell more.
Is there flirting going on backstage?
Maybe!
But, yeah. Something crazy happens.
X
Now, based on your experience, can you find something for all tastes at Eurovision and how was it with crushes? Oh, Bojan definitely found something for his taste
Ohhh, I don’t know… Everyone here has probably been to summer camp, right? Well, at summer camp there’s always someone you have a bit of a crush on, right. And Eurovision is exactly the same. Of course there’s someone you’d have a crush on.
And what do you do when you have a crush on someone?
Well nothing, you hang out a lot, and dance, and sing… And you give them condoms so they can use them with someone else
(Credit to JO Subs)
#jere excuse meee WHAT CRAZY HAPPENS??#I’M STILL WAITING#he’s the giggliest school boy with a crush almost falling over and blushing and his heart probably skipping a beat#while bojan is trying his best to stay cool calm and collected#jure’s supportive grip on bojan’s shoulder always gets me#and pls not the angsty ending with bojan 😭#hmm i wonder who makes jere feel like that it’s almost like i’ve seen him act like that with someone?#any theories who they might be talking about here?😌#sad bojere bitches support group#bojere#bojan cvjetićanin#käärijä
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do you know what was the biggest fumble in sitcom history….
not establishing this fucking chaos duo as a pairing
#ok maybe not the biggest fumble#but still pretty big#they’d of been so good together#like she comes up with the best schemes and he has zero concerns about his own safety#tell me that wouldn’t be perfect#arrested development#gob bluth#maeby funke#they could’ve been perfect#bluth family#but instead they kept trying to make michael and maeby happen#chaotic duo#can you tell that i’m currently re watching arrested development#lol#and also while we’re here#buster bluth was so underused#like buster x anyone always banged#he had the best chemistry with everyone because he was just an entirely different level of deranged#and i loved him for it#justice for my boy#buster bluth#ok that’s all
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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some people in this fandom are going to be really disappointed when winds of winter comes out.
you guys. you cannot treat the POV characters as stepping stones for other characters/other POV characters.
the POV characters must have a fitting end according to their character arcs, themes, foreshadowing, etc.
to clarify, the POV characters chapters are about THEM. their storylines are about THEIR journey. you cannot use their hundreds of pages of character development as a brick to build the castle your fav will live in.
this is especially true for the key 5 and for the other younger POV characters. their endings have everything to do with them, they do not revolve around your fav.
us readers out-of-universe reasons for wanting x or y characters deaths does not matter. what actually matters is if you can support your theories with textual evidence from the chapters of the POV character that you want dead.
#i dont think there’s anything in the books that supports a theory of a member of the key 5 dying permanently#i think you could make a case for dany temporarily dying like jon for her third death and rebirth. but that’s it.#maybe winds of winter will set up the permanent death of one of the younger POV characters.#but so far there’s really not enough evidence to be sure of x or y characters deaths#and if you want their deaths based on ‘feels’ or due to unobjective reasons then i’m afraid that you will be unhappy#wanting a marginalized characters death especially as they’re igniting hope/recovering from abuse/trying to make change is very gross#i want to say that i totally understand what it’s like to be put off from a character due to that characters fandom#(happened to me with the sansa stans on here. they’re real nasty)#but the best thing to do is to distance yourself from that portion of the fandom and to try to not let your hate color ur opinion#i’m acting kinda self righteous sorry guys 😞#just a bit sad cause i’m seeing a lot of jon hate today <\3#asoiaf fandom critical#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire
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I don’t hate kiwi yul bo however I absolutely respect wylans Gay Rage™️ towards him and would hands down back him up in pushing him in a river. And I think that’s an important distinction to make
#I see ppl who hate kuwei and I’m like#why???#he was kidnapped and was making the best of it???#bro was like ‘yk what. I’m stuck here so might as well try to get myself a mans🤷♀️’#and i respect that#however wylan hating him is so fucking funny lmaooo#six of crows#wesper#six of crows duology#soc wesper#soc wylan#soc jesper#soc kuwei#kuwei yul bo#wylan van sunshine#wylan van eck#crooked kingdom spoilers#crooked kingdom#jesper fahey#wylan x jesper#wylan hendriks#six of crows wylan#six of crows jesper
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This is one of my first embroidery projects that was completely designed by me! Going forward, I’ll be making mostly all my own designs and then stitching them once the sketch is complete.
I had a lot of fun with this one! It’s got a great blend of colors, stitches, lengths, and words to consider. Inspiration really did just hit me out of no where and I basically sketched this out on the fabric (I know, not ideal, but I now have a whole sketch book dedicated to becoming embroidery patterns).
This item is for sale, DM me if you are interested. The item is a completed embroidered piece. This is not a pattern.
This is an original design. Do not repost. Do not sell any finished embroidery piece(s) from this design.
#shenzi rambles#embroidery#dmc#original design#I’m trying to get a start on selling what I make and I do not know the best way to go about that#or how best to protect myself from getting scammed#but I guess here is better than no where#idk are you guys interested in seeing the other pieces I’ve made??
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I’ve seen some outrageous takes in fandom but some helluva boss fans truly have a way of shocking me
#this is referencing stolas and blitz hate btw#like—#did you miss the whole show?#obviously it’s not a healthy relationship but that’s also— the whole fucking point???#this isnt real life you don’t have to have a definitive person that is at fault for their situation#they are both trying their best?? that’s the whole fucking thing— that’s why it’s so devastating—#I don’t get people who hate a main character of a show and continue to not only watch it but continue to proclaim their unpopular opinion#to everyone they come across#as if it makes them better somehow#just say it once#that’s it#you are in the minority here#also people saying stolitz came out of nowhere#I’m sorry—#were you paying attention?#I think the lack of consensus with people trying to find who’s ‘at fault’ is proof that no one is#I have seen an equal number of people say both blitz and stolas are toxic#helluva boss analysis#helluva boss#helluva boss trailer#helluva blitzo#helluva stolas
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It was a critical hit. (Why yes, I do play Kingdom Hearts.)
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#skylldraws#tododeku#my hope for this comic is that when i finally get to the end people can look back at the first page and be impressed#like wow homegirl really learned how to draw#i promised myself when i started that i wouldn’t shade anything#because i wanted to focus on getting better at actually drawing and doing linework.#yet here i am#it is admittedly very lazy shading#although this page was slightly less lazy than usual#anyway I’m trying hard!#I really appreciate all the notes but especially the nice tags and comments I’ve gotten#it makes it easier to keep trying my best#so thank you!!#tddk#tdiz#todoizu#tddk fanart#todoroki x midoriya#todoroki x deku#shouto x izuku#izushou#bnha#tddk au#tododeku au#quirkless deku#bnha comic#tododeku fantasy au#bnha fantasy au
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i feel bad for everyone saying nolan can’t get a redemption arc or that he’s gonna be some big final antagonist
his redemption arc is a huge part of the plot of the comic guys they can’t not do it. Doesn’t mean anyone needs to like him or anything but yea don’t worry he’s gonna pay in his own blood for his crimes. mark got his proneness for getting his ass beat from his father
#and yea the BEGINNING of his redemption arc is gonna start next episode I’m sure#doesn’t mean he’s suddenly a great person but that he’s trying and failing rly hard#also he’s not forgiven by like *most* of the characters in the comic#bc too many of y’all conflate redemption arc with ‘everyone forgives them’#that’s a v christian way of thinking#and also I’m making this post bc I’ve seen too many people with like these wild ass theories ab what will happen and I’m just#sitting here in comic reader#also also I don’t like everything in the comic and how it’s done the show does it better#but nolan is arguably the best written part of the comic#ok I’m done#cris rant#text post#invincible#nolan grayson#invincible comic#omniman
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Sometimes I forget Misha got eyelid surgery done but then there’s a con and I’m like why is he staring at me like that
#I feel like I need to put a disclaimer here:#this is not crit!!!! he can do what he wants I’m not judging at all#but I see so many cas gifs I get lulled back into this safe sense of familiarity#and then boom. photo op and he’s like 👁️👁️#studying a man’s face for close to 10 years trying to get the best likeness in your art will make you hyper aware to changes#that aren’t caused by the natural progression of time#and I get jumpscared by it every time djdjndnc#txt
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not to bring tiktok drama on tumblr but like every time a ‘scandal’ comes out with one of these ‘production companies’ that make fan films i always hope we’re finally gonna discuss how they professionalize something that should be an hobbyist endeavor… and yet every single time i’m disappointed.
#like I know we’ve been talking about it here on tumblr and i remember seeing like one or two videos on tt about it#but other than that creators really don’t seem to be engaging critically with the impact that the very nature of what they’re doing has#and look i truly do love the art that some of the people involved in the project make#like arone is truly one of the most talented cosplayers i know#ethan is an amazing actor and I’ve followed him since before he was even in the marauders#dorian is a great writer and idk the others as well but I’m sure they are all great artists#((naming the just cause i feel like being vague would be worse in this case))#and i do believe they engaged with the project with the best of intentions#without knowing or trying to afford grace on past controversy#and it truly is a horrible predicament to have your work be tainted like that for something you had no control over#but like i do think we should be questioning the very idea of how this fanfilms have been made is inherently a problem#like fanfilms are essentially fanfiction on camera#so as long as a few cosplayers want to get together with their iphones write a script and shoot at the local park I don’t have a problem#but if you are putting in place a product that somehow requires you to fundraise consistently for two years then I have a problem with it#ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE SELLING THE SCRIPT TO DO SO#cause even if that script hadn’t been ai generated#that script is fanfiction and you do. not. sell. fanfiction.#seriously like… do we need to go over our abc again?#like fanart and cosplayers are a bit different in the sense that people sell fanart/do commissions and they can be professional cosplayers#but for any other fanmade project that requires you to put pen to paper (or keyboard to chatgpt ig)#you need to be engaging with several ethical questions regarding any exchange of money#and personally i don’t think that there’s been engagement with those ethical reflections#and this isn’t about any of the people involved and not even about mischief productions specifically#it’s about a wider issue in how we have been collectively normalizing a way of doing things that should not be normal#and like yes star using ai and being overall not good is bad but like can we talk about EVERYTHING ELSE please
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