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Just to let you know there’s an unfinished paragraph in the Jonathan sequel - about 3/4 of the way down:
“The room was attached to a long hallway of doors which were tucked away in the back of the building. You hadn’t been paying much attention when Jonathan had led you here, too focused on your questionable decisions to think about memorizing the layout. All you knew was that the”
And then it cuts off- letting you know in case this was an error?
Ah shit, thanks for letting me know!! I’m honestly surprised that this doesn’t happen more often! (Although there was an unfinished sentence in ch 3 for like months before I noticed it bc I rarely read what I’ve written once it’s published)
It’s fixed now though!
#I’m pretty shit at editing after a certain point in the writing process#I’m trying to be better though#ask#anon
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I’ve been inspired to make more parents for trolls characters help
#there’s a difference between making up an idea and then coming up with the color scheme and design I’m just saying#cause you have to take into account the kids colors too and then ya gotta analyze and make up other genetics to make it make more sense and#……..yea#it’s a lot but I’m LOVING IT#it’s my favorite pass time#we vibing with making families boys#my stuffy stuff#trolls#🐛my stories🦋#might make angst with certain parents who knows#IM ALSO WORKING ON A NEVER CAPTURED TROLLS AU#it basically just means their tribe was never taken by the bergens it’s gonna be fun#so y’all better be excited#I know I don’t really post my art but that’s because I’m a procrastinator#I’m sorry#I can’t help it#I’m trying to be better though#so hopefully I can give y’all something
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Finarfin Fades.
No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.
He’s so tired.
He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.
His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.
Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.
So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.
He sits. He waits.
And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.
…at least he’s smiling again.
#au i guess#Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels#and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house#my poor guy deserved better#I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war#the Valar didn’t expect this though#and they can’t make it better#Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired#tired like his half-brother’s mother#and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out#maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin#they’re waiting in the Halls btw#the whole fam is#they’re proud#and Arafinwë finally gets some rest#Finarfin#Arafinwë#war of wrath#fëanor#fingolfin#they’re haunting this whole thing#you can decide where Eärwen is in all this#I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one#or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back#not my best work but alas#midnight writings yanno#silmarillion#ITHOF Writes
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Daily TMA 218 - A Gerry to match the Michael :D
#tma#the magnus archives#mod moth#tma gerry#gerry keay#gerry’s hair was super fun to draw in this piece#I was trying to capture the bad dye job better than I had in previous designs#I’m not so keen on shorter hair for Gerry though#I’ll make it longer next time I draw him#I’m doing artfight at ferni-doodles btw - I’m on team stardust
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my favorite bookworm
#ok as u can tell (like everything I post here) super rushed and scribble bahahahahahahahahah#trying to get likeness without many lines & as fast as possible…🥲#I hope I get better😆#today all I did was art#my hands have finally stopped shaking so much since I had Covid for a whole month (🥲) and I started tattooing a lot#but lots of practice bc it’s been so long🥲🥲🥲#I love how the tattoo turned out though#then I did an acrylic underpainting for an oil self-portrait I’m going to do tomorrow#bc the last one was in 2021😳 I posted it to my Twitter if u want to see#and then I went and bought LOTS OF BOOKS for my 2 year old nephew…need to get him started early😆#and then I got home and I had…15 min for this little scribble#idk I wanted to post it even though it doesn’t look like him#but the last eloise drawing I did didn’t look like her either😆😆#anyways bookworm Sebastian supremacy#I love the posr so tbh I might redo it sometime soon but like. actually good#and I need to do the next illustrstion for my fic I already have it sketched out and everything!!!!!!!!!#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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A.. peace offering? (Comic practice)
#uhhh uhhh doodle comic?#I’m trying to learn how to draw like. sequences of actions. it’s a process!!#anyways I think this is after Loop and Odile have been staring st each other for a week#and Odile notices that they’re. not that cool with being looked at really.#so.. peace offering! until they can get something better it’s coat time.#she’s getting it back though#in stars and time#isat#isat odile#isat loop#loopdile#<- platonic#ISAT spoilers#fawntonguesart
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I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life and. I just feel like crying over that fact. a few years ago I was sure I’d be an anxious miserable wreck for my entire life but now I wake up and I love the world and I promise one day you will too. please keep going please hold the world tight. you will giggle at something silly with a stranger. a staff member at a place you frequent will smile when they see you. an elderly person will look at you gratefully for helping them. you’ll cry about stupid stuff and laugh about it later. you’ll drink cold water during a hot day and it will be the best sensation ever. being alive is the best thing I’ve ever experienced.
#WWWAAUUUGGHGH#IM VERY EMOTIONAL. I love living I love the earth I love my friends so much#it was. so bad a few years ago#panic attacks every other day. miserable most of the time. unhealthy habits. every day felt like a bad day#but then I managed to get out of an awful situation. and I made an effort to try and love the place I live now as WELL as being homesick *#* for my home country. and I fought to notice the little things. and I went outside even when I haaated the idea of it#and now???? I’m still disabled. I still have anxiety. I’m not yet back in my home country#but my god I’m so happy in life. it does get better. everyone was right#even though I experience severe chronic pain on the daily. even though I live somewhere noisy and hot and crowded.#life is silly that way :3 I promise it gets better. it’s so cliche and it never sounds true but it is. it is#hopepunk
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If you're in the mood to reveal: what's something sexy you've done lately that involved your sneezes?
I'm looking forward to just melting when I read the answer. :)
I was contemplating if I wanted to answer this, so sorry for the slow reply. Turns out today I thought fuck it!
I have two things:
I was masturbating recently and needed to sneeze. I sneezed a wet sneeze into my hand and then put that same hand back down my pants. The wetness made it feel so much better😅😳
I was having one of those days where my nose just doesn’t stop itching. I have NO idea why… but it was tickly all day long. At one point laying in bed, I kept feeling the urge to sneeze, building up, hitching and then nothing. After 5 or more itchy false starts I’m starting to feel incredibly turned on… I desperately want to get these sneezes out naturally, but I also just want to induce and sneeze myself into oblivion. I resist the urge to induce and instead just start to touch myself. Now I’m a horny, hitchy, itchy MESS! Rubbing myself, my nose, hitching, false starting …. And basically getting more and more wound up. I do eventually sneeze which feels amazing of course. Fill in the blanks for the rest I guess.
#Turned on by my own sneezes is such an intense thing#I can barely survive a nose tickle without starting to feel myself getting aroused#I am also so stubborn about inducing#I’ll try not to even if I’m false starting and being teased cos I’m scared it’s cheating#Even though it’d make me feel so much better#Also I’m not even into wet spray but rubbing always feels better with spit#It wasn’t even intentional actually I just happen to spray into the hand I was touching with#But it made me imagine doing the same to someone who IS into spray … that’s hot#Anyway#snz kink#sneeze kink#snz fet#snz asks sneezarify#snz asks#snz fucker#snzfucker#snzblr
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I love your Diana so much but Please🥺 give her body hair 🥺
The lack of body hair had been a conscious choice originally because I wanted her skin to seem more like clay than animal (thus all the texture too). However the moment you sent this I went 😳 omg hairy Diana 😳. I am a firm believer in Diana having a lot of body hair in other interpretations, and I’m going to experiment over the next while to see how I can a) better render her skin to be clay-like, and b) see if body hair works.
But in the meantime, have some hairy Diana! ❤️
Version without clothes:
#I am VERY pro-body hair and think that on Diana it adds to the earthy vibes rather than subtracts from them#an added difficulty is that for the most part I’m trying to colour & ink like#the original comic style#which doesn’t lend itself to a bunch of details & complicated rendering#I have been adding some gradients though#also I do like the anatomy on this in terms of head:body proportions better than the previous but since the reference I use was so skinny#I struggled making her as muscular as I would have like#hmm#my art#dc comics#wonder woman#diana of themyscira#diana prince
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Kaneki Goes On A Trip Part 7 - Kaneki at the gift shop! He buys a macaque plush and a new sweater with a mountain pattern!
#kaneki ken#tokyo ghoul#ken kaneki#my art#kaneki adventure#almost finished with this series!#it’ll be a bit before the next Kaneki Adventure series but rn I’m considering a beach theme for the next one#if I stop having the passion for it though I’ll do a poll and we can vote for where he goes next :)#btw how much are we feeling a closing portrait for this#there’s still 2 pages but if y’all are invested I’ll do a larger picture of him in winter clothes as a finale for this series#I kinda wanna do something else already though#I might send him to a flower forest at some point but that would be shorter more like a mini series#idk when I go back to school I don’t think there will be more series pictures I wanna be a better student this year#and try to not prioritise art over school#that actually happened bc I considered Kaneki more important than anything else#I think he would want me to put school before him though#he was a scholarly boy as well#I JUST NEED TO NOT BE INSANE THIS YEAR#NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS DONT GO CRAZY
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21/6 🎉🎉
#fanart#kitos art#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#happy birthday till#I think it looks so mid but I do not have enough brain power to like#try and fix it#auhghhf#I’m so sorry Till I’ll do you better with a future project#it may take a few days though
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Sun Eater Amajiki ☀️
#finally posting art again#I usually don’t know how to feel about posting uncolored sketches…#friend of mine told me to give it a try though so here I am#I know I got his hair wrong#but I’m claiming art style difference#no one shall stop me#so anyways-#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#the big 3#amajiki tamaki#mirio togata#nejire chan#fanart#mha fanart#sketches#doodles#my art#cookie’s art#just realized I gave Mirio a big forehead but ah well better big forehead than no forehead :)
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I need me a permanent Optimus and Megatron team-up and alliance
I know Earthspark technically did that, but it wasn’t in the show itself, it’s set years after the fact. And also I know Megatron becomes an Autobot in IDW, but shush, I’m picky and I want it in a show specifically
#I don’t know it came to mind earlier during today’s g1 watchings#since Optimus and Megatron briefly teamed up to defeat the Insecticons#and my brother was talking about wanting them to properly team up at some point a bit before that#though I’m also remembering now that I’ve had a weakness for hero-villain team ups long before this Transformers craze#so I guess it makes sense#but yeah I want to see them permanently team up#because I’m basic and I don’t like once the alliance crumbles#though despite my dismissal of Earthspark here I wouldn’t be opposed to another crack at what they did there#namely having a show set after Optimus and Megatron have mended their ways and Megatron is helping him rebuild#and trying to atone for his crimes and be a better person#transformers#optimus prime#megatron#random stuff
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Blyke and John: the Followup
In my last entry, I pointed out the similarities between chapters 249 and 121, but I had hit the image limit and wasn’t able to embed screenshots. I got around this by linking the chapters, but this is probably my favorite parallel, and to do it justice I think I need to really put them next to each other.
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It’s the same fucking scene but backwards and in a different font.
They’re the SAAAAAAAAAAME!!!!!!!!
This was definitely on purpose. Shit like this ^^ doesn’t happen by accident.
#unordinary#blyke unordinary#john unordinary#you know you’re deep in when you think you’re editing your draft and you’re wondering why the pictures are formatted all weird#Then you scroll down and realize you’re looking at the actual episode#i clicked the wrongfucking tab#T_T#I’m actually insane because when I first realized how similar Blyke and John are I denied it#I was like “nah but they’re nothing alike”#what was I on#girl wtf#AND NOW IVE MADE FIVE WHOLE ENTRIES ABOUT IT#I don’t think i’ve ever made more than one entry about a topic before#The most boldfaced lie i ever did tell myself apparently#Analysis#Blyke and John parallels#i can’t believe i just made an actual tag for that#How many times am I gonna write about this?#this one better be the last#But Really I’ve got no idea what essays my future brain has in store#Speaking of which. Essays is apparently the proper term for what I make#I’ve been calling them “little literary analyses”#which is also true#but I was trying to find a term for fan-nonfiction#nonfiction fanwork#like this#meta#and my brother was like: “you mean an essay?”#Yeah i guess that is what I mean#I like fan-nonfiction better though
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The whole time I was watching the ‘Best of Both Worlds’ two parter I thought Picard’s Borg name was ‘Le Cuitous’ and I found it really funny the Borg let him stay French, and it was only when I had to look up drawing references for this did I find out it was in fact ‘Locutus’ and decidedly not French
#very good episodes#Picard is hard to draw though#it might have something to do with me typically never drawing boys or old people lol#but I’m trying to get better!#Star Trek#star trek tng#star trek art#star trek the next generation#tng#captain picard#jean luc picard#locutus#Borg#star trek borg#will riker#commander riker#commander data#Star Trek best of both worlds#is there a tag for specific episodes?#idk let me know if there is and I’ll add it#my animations
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Fuck it the second I get my iPad back and my period ends I’m just doing my own sketchbook week (it’s the exact same as normal sketchbook week but it’s a week later and the universe stops trying to kill me)
#I cannot. do an entry today because#and this is going to sound so pathetic LMAO#I do not have the strength in my fingers to draw on my phone#and I can’t hold the thought required ?? like it makes me focus on the pain too much#and I can’t sit at my desk to draw on paper#because pain#and I can’t write because to write I need silence and when there’s silence all I can focus on is the pain#it is not my week!!!#I’m hoping my iPad will be back by the end of this week though#and then I want to go back and do the prompts the next week#because I had so many ideas!#so yeah it won’t be official hashtag branded sketchbook week but imma try and do it anyways#textpost#blethering#sketchbook week 2024#will still try and participate this week if I’m feeling better before it ends though!#but I won’t be able to the prompts to the best of my ability regardless#so I want to try again when my old is better and I actually can lol
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