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don’t nothing pmtfo more than somebody looking at you like the antichrist when you say you don’t like/want kids.
#I didn’t say I wanted to eat them#I just don’t like being around them or have a desire to birth one relax#don’t even get me started on the doctors that get to tweaking when you talk abt reproductive stuff#bc the first thing out of their mouth is#‘you may want kids in the future—‘#lemme stop you right there#I’m suffering now#fuck them kids and fuck you too#I could go into an hour long rant abt why I don’t want children#but I really can’t stand when ppl get so offended by it#that’s been the one constant and thing in my life I’ve always been sure on#don’t worry about me#worry about the ones who want to have a gaggle of them and CANT give a non selfish reason why#I have terrible anxiety and depression#and a kid would make this shit worse
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Stress from exams anf I bevan so sobimg bc of this

Who are these unholy twinks…
#wonderful#why have you shown me this#I’m suffering now#bsd rp blog#bsd dazai#bsd rp#bungou stray dogs#bsd blog#dazai osamu#bsd#bungou gay dogs
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positively freezing into an icicle if anyone was wondering
#i had the heating off in the car bc of the engine temps#i’m suffering now#if only i had a hot shower!!#💭.yaps
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering#50k. it’s been over a year since I made this post. I’ve grown and changed so much and I’m so happy I have. but. I stay silly :3#okay random edit bc PSA: don’t tell ppl to kill themselves! even as a joke in response to a silly pun!!! some of us are mentally ill!!!
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STOP COS LOOK AT HER SAD PUPPY EYES
#I’m so happy that we get to see more of Sevika’s emotions this season#but now I just want to jump into the screen and hug her#wifey suffered enough we need to put an end to this#arcane#arcane x reader#sevika#sevika arcane#sevika x reader#sevika imagine#arcane fanfic#sevika x you#sevika x female reader#sevika x y/n
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The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.
#it’s just???#at the end of the day all these people want to do is draw and write their stories and share them with the world#why is death from stress the end game for so many of them#this should not be part of the package when finally deciding that this is what you want to do with your life#rambling#I still never got over miura’s passing man#and Togashi is still here but he’s been suffering from the consequences of overwork#it’s just… all so bleak#fans just need to learn to be patient if these changes are ever made and to be respectful#your fav series is not gonna die just because you can’t get it right now#I’m glad that gege does this now like he takes a break every 2-3 chapters and that’s good#this should be normalized
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this shit is so funny
#emmrichs lichdom is antithetical to his character and is objectively the wrong choice#i’m not even sure how he passed the lich test because saving manfred is indicative of how he can’t handle lichdom because of the whole#outliving everyone he loves#and based on in game interactions and other notes the way emmrich reacts to losing manfred is regret#and there’s a note somewhere where a companion notices crying coming from emmrichs room#like how did he not fail the test like hezenkoss had because deep down he is still afraid of death#it’s now not his own death but now everyone around hims death#anyways#this game needs more bad endings and angst#let them suffer i want a TRUE bad ending#dav spoilers#spoilers#emmrich spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv#emmrich volkarin#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#also i feel like lucanis’s reaction is less ‘wtf’ and more sad because he also knows this sort of thing isn’t going to make emmrich#not afraid of death
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How… Do I recover from this…?
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#i’m just… after the episode my mind went blank completely… and then i started sobbing… because what the fuck…#i feel even more heartbroken than i already did and literally can’t stop crying…#bruh i can’t… i’m completely shattered… i couldn’t take screenshots without stopping for few moments to cry over dabi…#he has suffered so much… endured so much… i feel sick to my stomach omfg…#and some of y’all want me to change my mind about endeavor??? HELL NAH I NOW HATE HIM EVEN MORE ACTUALLY#so congrats to all of you that wanted dabi fans to be more understanding toward the walking garbage: it didn’t work#and never will. he needs and deserves to rot in fucking hell
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trips into the room spilling everything uh sorry i’m late
#this is technically still a wip tbh but i don’t know when i’ll be able to work on it next so i’m posting what i have for now lol#anyway live and suffer 🤞#my art#trigun#trigun stargaze#vash the stampede
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Day 12 Donnie and Leo
Geeks in their natural habitat ✨ idk I just really loved the episodes where donnie geeked over space/alien tech and Leo gushed over living his Space Hero fantasies. I can’t stop imagining them gushing over constellations and space bodies despite viewing them from diff areas (Don via science and tech lens and Leo via scifi fan) I couldn’t stop thinking of the time I went into planetarium and how breathtaking it was. Figured they’d get a kick out of it as well and that Donnie could build something similar. Also they’re ninja so they could also just break into one but ayeeeee I wanted an escuse to draw a blanket fort sue me
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt donatello#tmnt leonardo#tmntember#12yearsoftmnt2012#tmnttember2024#tmnt2012artchallenge#tmnt 2k12#I think I got a little unwell over them this week ngl#I couldn’t stop thinking about them and found an author who was even more obsessed and wrote several incredible fanfics w these two#I was in cloud nine but i shoved off real life so now I’m suffering consequences rip#Regardless I love them Sm#Awzominator art#There’s like three?? Real Constellation in here plus a shitty attempt at the Little Dipper aha
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Fever Whump Details
Being just as — if not more — uncomfortable closing their eyes and resting as they are keeping them open; because every time they close their eyes, they get caught in a never-ending loop of thought that is just incomprehensible enough to manifest itself as a brightly-colored whirlwind behind their eyes that is more of a bad trip than a fever dream.
Being unable to breathe through their nose forces them to breathe through their mouth, which leads to their becoming severely dehydrated, which leads to feeling nauseous and like their heart is moving their entire body with every beat.
Not being able to talk, but having just enough energy to periodically swear under their breath and say “oh god”
Not being sure if they have a stiff neck from the fever itself, or from pretzeling themselves into uncomfortable positions because of the discomfort
Regretting their life decisions
Feeling like their eyes are getting cooked in their skull because they’re so hot
Knowing they need to spread out their limbs and cool off; but being unable to get their body to stop shoving their hands down their pants or into their armpits to seek warmth
Still being painfully thirsty no matter how much water they drink
Getting nauseous from drinking water
Chugging apple cider vinegar water to get rid of the flu and then having the most awful acid reflux an hour or two later
Having a scabbed over wound that didn’t faze them at all when they received it; but now that they’re sick, makes them gag to look at it
#fever whump#sickfic#Because every time something bad happens to me I have to make a prompt list about it#It’s funny… even though I objectively was very much uncomfortable and in pain#I was kind of enjoying myself in some sick twisted way#plot bunnies#how to make your characters suffer 101#I’m good now though lol
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not now mom, I’m think about 30 year old Benítez, after living his entire life in the church, Finding Out™️ and having a real religious awakening. 30yo Benítez coming back from the hospital and noticing the quiet labor of the nuns that were taking care of him. 30yo Benítez squirming in his seat a little after a bigoted comment from a peer. 30yo Benítez breaking bread with minorities that were cast aside by the church and coming to terms with his own diversity. 30yo Benítez finding God and communion in a more real way than any other cardinal.
#i’m suffering for a fictional catholic that’s where we are at now#conclave 2024#vincent benitez#implied spoilers#i guess
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Will in the shinji chair (dark heir edition)
#dark heir#dark rise#dark heir spoilers#will kempen#my art#scribble#SOMOENE GIVE THIS BOY A BREAK#has he not suffered enough#what more do u want#anyways it’s gonna take me 5-10 business days to process this book#I’m not ok#I can only offer memes for now#scribbles
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lute is a pick me bitch and adam is the misogynist who picked her. i love/hate them sm
#adam hazbin hotel#lute hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#guitarspear#adam x lute#i’m a sucker for ship dynamics where they’re both just awful#like they SUCK but they found each other and now everyone who meets them has to suffer twice as much bc they egg each other on#it’s great#really tickles me
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In the back of my mind, John Price thinks he’s the most terrible, most horrible, and most despicable person to ever roam the Earth, and he can’t really pick an explanation as to why he feels this way.
He’s tried talking to a therapist about it, but the session ended within thirty minutes because he got upset(conflicted) with himself and decided that he wasn’t as fragile as he was making himself out to be, because why would a thirty-seven year old Captain of a TaskForce need mental and emotional support? Beats him.
It all comes crashing down when he and Nik get into an argument(as all couples do sometimes) and end up in a shouting match that eventually leads to Nik saying something that triggers a gear in the back of John’s brain, and suddenly the Brit is spewing things back at the Russian with more venom than anticipated.
By the end of it, he notices that Nik has calmed down and is inching towards him slowly, muttering something in Russian that he can’t care to translate. And just as Nik wraps him in a tight embrace, John registers the wetness under his eyes and down his cheeks and is embarrassed because— since when did someone like him cry? When was the last time he cried? Has he ever cried before??
Long story short, Nik makes sure to tell the boys that their Captain won’t be in for a while, he hires a good psychological therapist that can help, and they all get ready to dig deeper into the enigma that is Johnathan Michael Price Jr.
#call of duty#nikprice#cod nikolai#john price#cod angst#sad!Price#depressed!Price#sorry if this wasn’t as good#I just wanted to put this out#this is actually based off of myself! just minus the therapy part#if I suffer and cry then so does John#my mommy comforted me so I’m okay now#thought this was a good prompt#bc it’s based off of what happened#not even 15 minutes ago#take care of your mental guys#whatever is stressing you out get rid of it#and don’t be afraid to ask for help either#the faster you get help the longer you’ll be able to stay#on this floating rock and be the coolest person ever
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love poem (typical)
#my writing#my stuff#words#poetry#poems#i doubt that these tags will go anywhere so mainly for archiving purposes#guys (slamming head into table affectionately¥) i fear your favorite mr worldwide manwhore is once again In Love#i have this disease where everywhere i go i fall in love with people and then i write about them#what can i help it though she’s devastatingly lovely#i texted my friend three weeks ago and i was like#i am suffering from an excess of kind beautiful and extremely hot women in my life and she was like#this is a good problem to have. i mean it is also kind of giving’will hsge to do crazy troubleshooting later’#but for now i’m love love and i get to write poems about a beautiful girl so#wahoo! and yipee! and the like#hope love is with all of u too. in every shape. love of friends and lovers and family and all the other things and people
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