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Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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I’d imagine he took the time off to increase in knowledge and learning or smth
More art of his vacation under the cut hehe
The only reason that bird isn’t flying away from him is. Um. His unfailing charm?
(thank you for the ask anon! :D)
#Four swords#Tloz#loz#triforce heroes#four swords manga#My art#Vio four swords#Tloz vio#How do people tag him help XD#purple link#Sorry abt the wonky perspective on that room I need to work on that sort of thing#Also I’m projecting onto vio my love of birds and wearing of claw clips ehehe#The only reason I drew three things was because I didn’t like the first one and then second felt incomplete on its own#Also because drawing different outfits and hairstyles is fun lol#Requests#asks and such#Vio and botw Zelda would be besties change my mind#Vio link#four swords vio#Fs vio#fs
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I saw a meme about Spider-Man being bi and felt inspired to draw this lol
#Kirby#Kirby fanart#my art#Taranza#headcanoning all of my favorite characters as bi because I am bi 🩷💜💙#in my little fanart universe/fan interpretation of things Taranza became the king of Floralia after the events of Triple Deluxe#and he became close friends with Dedede and they bonded over both being self-made kings/Dedede helped to show Taranza how to be a good king#but in the process Taranza developed a bit of a crush on Dedede lol#he eventually confessed his feelings to Dedede but Dedede was like oops sorry I’m married (he and Meta Knight are married in my AU)#but Taranza was fine with it and was glad to have had the courage to confess his feelings even though Dedede didn’t feel the same way#and they continued being good friends after that they’re king besties lol
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oh I hate, hate, HATE how some mlw shippers act like they are targeted and oppressed; I hate hate HATE canon!izu///ocha because I genuinely believe it’s harmful for the characters (yes, it does reduce her to a love interest as her character would get fulfilled only by confessing and dating him, instead of accepting her feelings and guilt/mourning for not saving Himiko and still work into reach out to others; it reduces their whole story into “love this boy” and it’s disrespectful towards them as if she is a better girl, an actual good one that deserves to be dating the guy they both like; it would ignore the weirdness Ochako felt when she was liking him, and how the only times she was able to not feel something negative towards it was when she was admiring something heroic/cool he was doing; it literally sends the message of the story not being over unless girl and boy date, even if girl and boy never wanted to get closer to each other like that; it ignores Ochako’s heroism, it ignores her drive to be a better hero and how her storyline is about accepting her own negative emotions without isolating herself, to be able to rely on others like Izuku and Tsuyu; if this ends with them dating, it means her story was about accepting to learn that her heroic actions that involve him, like saving him, aren’t actually heroic, just romantic, and to accept that her greatest heroism is just her liking him; this was never about her needing to confess but about being envy of him and Himiko for showing their faces more than her, for feeling like she is so far behind and not wanting to bother others with her sadness. It would mean her story can’t end accepting her feelings and choosing to stay single/not dating him, it would mean Izuku’s story can’t end without getting a girl just because she likes him even tho we clearly see he doesn’t think about romance when he’s with her or tries to support her, there’s no togetherness about them but a common objective and goal to support others, and I think that’s way better than girl and boy get married; it would literally mean Ochako’s heroism is based on her love for him, not her having the heart of the hero too when the point is she is like him, helping everyone and putting everyone else over themselves).
#grrr talking#bkdk#dkbk#Sorry bkdks I’m just a hater and I really dislike it sksksksks#“You’ll get humbled” girl who are you talking about?? Worry about your het ship being “implied” for no reason lmao#Also can we stop saying bkdks harassed hori without a single proof? I would love to actually see it but the only thing you can find is ende#Endeavor antis hating his arc and he still kept it lol#So if he wanted to make them date he would this wasn’t him being scared of queer shippers#He just knew that wasn’t what the characters needed#Grrr being a hater#Ppl didn’t read what izuku said in 429 at alllll#those moments of ochako saving him wasn’t about her having a romantic need it was her heroism#That was her being strong for others#and Izuku doesn’t want to rely on her like that as he wants to be heroic too#He is helping her and reaching out to her -like he does for the people who need someone’s help
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning#But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk I’m just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse#I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font#I think I’m breaking down#Yeah I’m breaking down#<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#🌾#<- atp it’s a vent#Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working
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i find john winchester rly interesting and dislike a lot of wider fandom takes on him and when i think about him as a character i’m almost fond of him but i still like. totally 100% get it when people just fucking ferociously hate him. and i do too! i mean at the end of the day no matter how fascinating he is as a character, he’s an abusive father. he’s pretty directly responsible for all of sam and dean’s shit*. i feel like it’s understandable to vicariously hate him
#*imo a lot of sam’s arcs/issues aren’t john related but he certainly didn’t help and usually made it worse. i do genuinely think john#is responsible for like 99% of deans dysfunction though. dean learnt to behave that way from somewhere lol#idk i am passionate about john mischaracterisation and i do think he loved his kids and often tried his best#but like. that doesn’t mean anything in regards to how angry i am at him as a person. i totally get wanting to kill him with hammers#people will be like Everyone hates john more than any other character!!! and it’s like well. other characters aren’t our main characters#abusive dad.#sorry whenever i talk about john it’s vagueposting about fandom takes on him and usually i’m going the other way round and getting#irritated at simplistic portrays of him#but. this annoys me too#spn#john winchester#supernatural#oliver talks
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#last night was really so so so fun and it was super hard to get myself to go out? like#in the sense of I really wanted to because I knew it would be fun but I also knew my anxiety was eating me alive#and it would be an obstacle getting through that without alcohol and I need to be … careful#but I got fun drunk and didn’t have too bad of a hangover and didn’t feel super anxious once we got out :#and a different friend wants to make plans for tonight but I am really bad at making plans in advance because sometimes I physically can’t#do things after work bc tired bc neuro disorder and it’s frustrating to my friend with severe control issues#bc she needs to make specific plans like a week out and I’m like erm babe I can’t like#do that? and then if I don’t feel well day of and need to be home she gets (rightfully) frustrated because I’m bailing but it’s#challenging. and you don’t understand unless you live with it.#and it’s frustrating for us both. I don’t want her to think I don’t value her because I do and I force myself out often enough bc I#genuinely feel bad. but it’s so fucking hard sometimes . she also lives sort of far so going from work and having#to drive an hour to her place to then go somewhere and be out like#I’m spent before I even get there#friend I saw last night and I don’t talk consistently but when we do it’s always the same vibe and so fun and we just catch up about life#I feel like when I see my other friends they have things to always talk about because they’re in a discord call almost every night#I don’t have the energy!!!!!!!!!! like I’m so sorry that’s so much for me#idk she isn’t answering me now but if she wants to do something I need to know in the next hr bc if not I’m literally going to bed#I love her but there’s a disconnect between us rn and I don’t know how to mend that gap#but I do love her friendship so I’m just like. sigh#idk it would be different if she was closer and I know that#I hope getting back on medication helps get me being more social again. I’m just so tired this week that speaking is hard lol
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pov a huge twewy/ntwewy nerd visits shibuya part 2
ramen town baby!!! yeah i was not about to climb that whole hill even though it really wasn’t that steep. dogenzaka beloved
you only visit this place once in the main game but there are so so many things i could say about it. man the neku-josh-sho week 2 dynamic was the wildest and funniest thing in the world
spain hill (from above) (idk uhh what’s iconic about here?) (i didn’t trip on any haunted step that much i know)
the vibes of this place… not accessible until so late in the game (in both games) but so good both times. like the story beats that happened here were always excellent. i always loved being at shibuya stream in ntwewy it was beyond surreal stepping out of the station and just actually being here irl
le susukichi boss fight (and some more cool puzzles)
shibuya hikarie! not much to say here but the food you find here in ntwewy looked so good man i need to actually eat more while here
there are a few more actually oops! part 3 momentarily
#peach rambles#twewy#the world ends with you#neo the world ends with you#ntwewy#neo twewy#subaseka tag#mine: twewy#yeah sorry og twewy but ntwewy was a much stronger representation of what this town looks like#the twewy map was so confusing honestly#the 3D really helps in this case#only things i still could not instinctually find were o-east and udagawa#i didn’t find cat street but i think i would’ve if i had kept going i just didn’t feel like it#i mean we made it to tokyu plaza and takeshita street the other day but i wasn’t paying attention to the route we were taking#maybe we took part of cat street idk#i’m just thinking about the first time ya visit cat street in twewy and that fake mission lol#y’know it didn’t feel like it took me that long to get across all the corners of town#sure it was far away but like#y’know if you were walking and dealing with huge crowds and also trying not to be rude yeah it would take you wayyy more than fifteen min#but like neku was a ghost he didn’t have to worry about other people or his own physical stamina right#i feel like fifteen minutes was a doable challenge maybe?#if he’s running and has no physical drawbacks and also knows where he’s going already
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Nabu Malikata once bled into the barren earth, greenery springing forth from her feet.
Now her descendants do the same.
#L-L-L-LORE DROP….#this is pretty important actually because I’m doing threads that are talking about Bloom and I realized I lowk have no idea what it is and#Then I pulled this out of my ass and thought damn that sounds cool so here it is#(Read the image description I tried to sound mysterious)#I would’ve drawn her bleeding to death on mourning flower leaves but I can’t draw blood so I’m gonna leave that up to the imagination.#Haha I just gave away her entire lore with that one statement but does it even matter I’ve literally done the thing where rukkhadevata was#like LOL imagine if a bloom was a leaf… bye okay why am I yapping I’m done#Somebody tell me that was so mysterious and I didn’t sound stupid#the art looks goofy help I’m sorry may delete this later#But lowk I was not about to write a detailed scene of geegee bleeding to death I have to stay mysterious… also I don’t wanna do it#help I’m gonna sleep on this one gn! 😭😭
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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*Kicks down door* HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD AT DRAWING KISSES?! TEACH ME YOUR WAYS SENPAI!
(Maybe I want to practice drawing my girl Hailey kissing a certain blue-masked turtle…)
TBH GIRL IDEK EVEN KNOW HOW I DID IT MYSELF-😭
I just recommend looking up, References! This is the one I kinda used as reference for that Mistletoe drawing✨
There is many references out there! Just find whatever’s easiest and just happily practice! I always go on Pinterest for refs💕
#sorry if this didn’t really help🥲#I’m just kind of an artist that just goes with the flow#and if it comes out ok#IT COMES OUT OK✨#my hand just like to move on it’s own lol#ask#mj answers#mj rambles#art
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So, uhm. Tomorrow will also be a reblog? Hope you guys don’t mind.
More info in tags.
#Sorry for the delay guys!#Sooo#I planned to have the first part of the fanfic ready tomorrow?#But uh I got an allergic reaction and my eyes are fighting to stay open#I’m having this typed by a close friend of mine since typing blindly didn’t help lol#Once I’m able tho expect the first part of the fanfic to drop~!
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what i’ve been working on recently is antagonizing people less and part of that is identifying a positive feedback loop in my thought patterns that feeds into that and it goes like this:
antagonizing people -> bad faith interpretation of every action by misrepresenting all actions as somehow hostile -> defensiveness and righteous anger -> judging other people the way i assume i’m being judged -> difficulty feeling sympathy for people even when they need or deserve sympathy -> antagonizing people -> etc forever and ever
luckily i think i’m okay about not being actively hostile to other people lol even if i feel like they might be hostile to me but it’s pretty mentally exhausting to see everybody as a potential enemy and carrying around all this paranoia over whether or not they’re taking little jabs at me or undermining me or being rude or judgmental or condescending or even slightly standoffish like stopppp you don’t even care about other people’s opinions so why does it matter. and why is it literally every single person you interact with every single day, not every single person in the whole city hates you, especially total strangers. settle down
#it doesn’t help when i feel let down by people and it’s like see???? can’t rely on anyone!! can’t trust anyone!! etc#like okay one person one time did something you didn’t like. why do you need to latch onto that experience#instead of all the positive experiences you’ve ever had with other people#but tbh i hate feeling naive like that so that feeling cuts through the part of my brain that#wants to believe that people are generally well-intentioned#i guess i believe that people are generally well-intentioned. i just think that other factors of people’s behavior have greater influence#and i think people are mean lol and i think people cling to whatever bolsters their own egos#anyway sorry to be a hater. i’m working on being less of a hater
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Don't fan these two specific series. If they're on your list. I went to them and suggested it anyway. Would see Rex Salazar and Mike Chilton back to back.
heck yeah I can do that
#couldn’t do the pose you want me to do so I hope a separate art is fine with you#i mean i did draw but it looks bad so uhm yeah have this instead sorry ;u;#I’m familiar with these shows but I didn’t finish all seasons lol#i appreciate you sending the references! really helpful#rex salazar#generator rex#cartoon network#motorcity#mike chilton#disney xd#fanart#my art#art by me#ibispaintx#✏️ request ✏️#<- new tag if anyone wanna see requested drawings :D#ask#batstickblog
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hate hate hate the feeling of turning in a part of an assignment and being hella embarrased abt how it is :3 like, feeling someone’s just gonna email me like ”hey?? what the fuck ??? what are u doing here this is garbage” like yeah dude i dont know what to tell you, things did not go well this week
#doing one that’s like a bigger thing but has weekly deadlines#and this week hasn’t been good for that so it’s like very fucking pathetic of how little I got done#and it’s all basically shit anyways like i know it doesn’t work and won’t work with the way I’m going about it#also I’m only submitting the previous version bc i don’t even fuckin know what’s going on with this current one#like the code’s all bad and all over the place and I have no clue where i’m trying to go with it#so it’s like i basically didn’t get shit done this week#only made myself more confused#i need to take a step back and like really fuckin think what I’m going to do with this bc it’ll just get worse if I just keep trying to go#with this shitty thing i have on my hands rn#and also im like over an hour late already bc gotta write a weekly report and idk what the fuck to say like#’’oops sorry dude it’s shit rn i have no clue what’s going on but also dont have anything i could ask help with bc im too confused so it’s#just uhh this thing now; a mess <3’’#the way i’ve been handling this course like ?? uh oh will i ever have the audacity to step a foot to my campus ever again lol#yes im now writing this to procrastinate writing that weekly report thing#ughhh yes im hella positive rn all is shit#(also there was parliamentary election today and it didn’t end well so that might be why everything feels 5x more shitty rn)#april 2023#2023
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y’all ever feel like you’re trying to diffuse several bombs while a bomb is also strapped to your chest? cause my friends are sad and angry and not feeling well so i’m trying to take care of them and cheer them up and be the comic relief and also my parents are stressed so im trying to help them calm down and do the cleaning and stuff for them so they can go relax and my dog is crazy so i have to help wear him out so he doesn’t stress my parents out more and im constantly trying not to have a meltdown and also look like im not about to pass out every time i stand up and it’s just like UGH. i can physically feel tension in the air and it’s like aghhhhhh i can’t breathe
#sort of vent??? idk i’m not upset im just stressed the fuck out#some dumbass girls in my choir thought it would be the funniest fucking thing ever to touch my neck and set things on my head#like YOURE NOT QUIRKY YOURE NOT CUTE STOP TOUCHING ME???? I DONT KNOW YOU#i don’t think they’re bullying me or anything i think they just think they’re really funny#whatever#anwyays that got me super overstimulated and i couldn’t get over it until like 8th hour which is stupid my brain sucks#and then i almost had a meltdown when the library didn’t have the book i need for ap lit (which i felt like a baby for like i need to chill#and then i had to come home and do precalc and take care of the dog and do the dishes and clear off the table#and i’m just exhausted#i’m taking iron now which is definitely helping but it’s really only making it so i have enough energy to pretend like im all good#which dont get me wrong im not complaining#and being out of the flare up is GREAT#i have more energy than i have in a year#but like…… that still doesn’t mean i have energy yk???? i still feel like shit just less#anywaysssss we ball#it’s all good honestly i’m fine now it’s just been a long day#and idk how to keep everyone happy while also keeping myself functioning#alas i shall have to figure it out#if you read this sorry lol ily <33
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