#I’m so tired of it all

[flowercrowngods]

fun fun fun to realise you’ve got a month left before you’re officially unemployed, uninsured and still without functioning mode of transportation (read: never got around to fixing my bike and don’t have the several hundreds to get a new one)

[christmaszombies]

I swear every time I hear some shit take from radical feminists I feel less proud to be a woman. Seeing all of those ‘biological’ women celebrating with champagne outside the Supreme Court after excluding trans women from the ruling of what a woman is does not make me feel particularly proud to be a ‘biological’ woman. The fact that so many of these women also identify as lesbians is baffling to me. 30 years ago straight women wanted you crucified and considered you basically men and now you’re just passing on the baton of hatred over… Pissing over the queer community is somehow a victory to them.

[yautjalover]

I don’t know if anyone here is reading my fic “Kira”, but I promise I’m working on the next chapter! Depression has hit me hard again, yay, so it’s been hard to do anything productive.

I’ve put down 2k words and may just upload it as is. This particular chapter I wanted a big thing to occur, but I feel it deserves it’s own giant chapter. Plus, I just haven’t had the brain power. I’ve been stressing about everything. 😅

With my country actively participating in a fucking genocide in supporting a fascist neo-nazi colonial settler regime, day to day life becoming harder with artificial price hikes by corporations that own everything, both presidential candidates being unfit for office and too old, and then just dealing with my own personal baggage has been exhausting. I’ve found it hard to really continue writing these past weeks. It’s hard to do anything knowing my country is collapsing, the world is burning but no one cares, and then watching evil win again and again just really kills motivation.

I’ll never give it up. Writing is one of the few true joys in my life.

Life has just been a lot.

I hope my readers will understand. 😭 I know I’ve made a post like this before, and I know I can be a “negative nancy”, as I’ve been called before, but since I can’t provide an update on Ao3 like I can WP, then I’ll update here! 🥲

[questwithambition]

Spending the summer after I graduate in a semi constant state of anxiety because of medical issues and appointments really wasn’t on the bucket list

[beautiful-songbird]

You know what I realized…I actually just don’t like when people have strong opinions about people who disagree with them.

You didn’t like that book? Cool. You’re fighting with the people who like it? Not cool.

You loved that book? Cool. You’re fighting with people who didn’t like it? Not cool.

People have different opinions, especially when it comes to media. Why can no one seem to respect this? Don’t insult someone just because they didn’t like your favorite book series. Don’t insult someone just because they like a series you think is bad.

Why are full grown adults insulting each other on the internet based off of book tastes??? You guys do realize that no one is going to agree with you 100% of the time, right????

[xxchubby-pubbyxx]

Literally!!! No double chin! No rolls! No saggy tits! NO ARM FAT!!

IF👏SHE👏IS👏AN👏ANGEL👏WHERE👏ARE HER👏WINGS👏

y'all want everything on the woman to be fat except the woman.

the number of art pieces I see where a wide woman has a stick thin neck or a thin woman has a disproportionately round stomach or the fucking twitter hips phenomenon of "this is my character Fat Fuck" and its a thin woman with mile wide hips and thighs is annoying.

learn some fucking anatomy or im taking away your "I fuck with fat bitches card" until you know what a fat woman actually fucking looks like.

[arandombiped]

I know it’s really early for me but I’m really worn out

bedtime post

overall 3/10 day

had to deal with that one guy. ruined my day. tried to talk to my mom about it. she couldn’t even bring herself to try and see my side. she agrees with him. she thinks it’s ok to misgender me. even though it hurts. she couldn’t bring herself to be on my side because she thinks God would have a problem with it.

i am so tired.

songs for tonight

Gn yall <3

[pangur-and-grim]

I feel like if you’re bed rotting from an autoimmune disease you should get to stop paying bills. just for a little bit. just as a treat.

[rosescented-tears]

I hate AI so much. Idc. I love people, I love REAL things. I love knowing someone dedicated their entire life to do one thing and I love seeing the result of that thing. I love knowing there’s a living breathing person behind something. I love knowing someone poured their heart and soul into making that something. People are so beautiful and AI is so devastating.

[merlins-art]

Pathetic podcast protagonist is such a male dominated industry

Petition for more women to be pathetic podcast protagonists. Like yes queen, experience the horrors

[ptsdickgrayson]

“Cis is a slur” like damn I wish we actually did have a slur for cisgenders cuz I fucking hate them

[youknowitslove]

sometimes i hate my brother for being able to sit on his phone while my mum and i make tea, for being able to walk around in shorts and not feel embarrassed or self-conscious, for being able to go to prom wearing shorts and a fucking hoodie and no-one pointing it out, for being able to walk around the streets without fear of being kidnapped, for not flinching when he hears footsteps behind him, all because he was born with a dick.

[fight-nights-at-freddys]

i am. so tired of people acting like the internet is made for kids, or is in any way kid-friendly, bc it’s just not. are there sites that are more catered to kids? yes, but that does not make the entire internet *for* kids.

social media sites in particular are not for children. just because an app says “13+” does not mean that A) 13 yr olds should be on the app, or B) that you suddenly don’t have to monitor your kids online experience, or block/filter certain things.

i’m also tired of pretending that the “you can look up anything on google and find explicit content” is a valid argument bc that has nothing to do with the creators of the content, but everything to do with the algorithm (and i’m tired of ppl acting like safe search doesn’t work. half of the time it censors perfectly normal content).

just. watch your damn kids on the internet. it ain’t my responsibility to do it for you, and i’m so over nsfw artists being blamed for, god forbid, putting what they want on their own pages.

[chloesimaginationthings]

Oooo I love the way you draw Jeff he's cute <333

I hope I did Jeff justice.. gotta love tired men

[apostaterevolutionary]

Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao

Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…

(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)

Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it

And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else

But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh

[shorthaltsjester]

when people think delilah just completely takes over and laudna has no control. when people think jester is just an uwu child who has been manipulated by every man she’s met. when people think vex is an empty husk of daddy issues without her brother by her side. when people think fjord is an arrogant asshole who doesn’t pay attention to the party around him. when people think scanlan saying that vox machina doesn’t care about him is an accurate assessment.