#I wish people would wake the fuck up

[yautjalover]

I don’t know if anyone here is reading my fic “Kira”, but I promise I’m working on the next chapter! Depression has hit me hard again, yay, so it’s been hard to do anything productive.

I’ve put down 2k words and may just upload it as is. This particular chapter I wanted a big thing to occur, but I feel it deserves it’s own giant chapter. Plus, I just haven’t had the brain power. I’ve been stressing about everything. 😅

With my country actively participating in a fucking genocide in supporting a fascist neo-nazi colonial settler regime, day to day life becoming harder with artificial price hikes by corporations that own everything, both presidential candidates being unfit for office and too old, and then just dealing with my own personal baggage has been exhausting. I’ve found it hard to really continue writing these past weeks. It’s hard to do anything knowing my country is collapsing, the world is burning but no one cares, and then watching evil win again and again just really kills motivation.

I’ll never give it up. Writing is one of the few true joys in my life.

Life has just been a lot.

I hope my readers will understand. 😭 I know I’ve made a post like this before, and I know I can be a “negative nancy”, as I’ve been called before, but since I can’t provide an update on Ao3 like I can WP, then I’ll update here! 🥲

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

[possum-tooth]

today sucks i have so much socializing to do 😭😭

[thriftdyke]

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[kabutone]

like not to sound like some edgy piece of shit but that is also why horror is like such a breath of fresh air to me lmao like in almost all the horror media i've seen

[samtoairmissile]

I'm so tired of feeling so alone

[hiraya-sa-dilim]

did i just go on my first ever date?? who knows

[fragglerockopinions]

You're supposed to ask for help. If you don't ask for help you're never going to get help and you will be condemned for being useless and taking no actions to help yourself. If you ask for help. no one is going to help you. you are not allowed to wish that anyone help you or expect anyone to help you or you are a selfish piece of shit. you are not allowed to wish things were better. You're not allowed to ask for help actually because you are selfish and you didn't think about how others might feel being put in the vulnerable and intimate position of being asked for help. your friends did not consent to being asked for help or explained why you've been having problems and you should have thought about the way they felt before you forced them to read your texts asking them for help. I'm not even joking I should just kill myself because there is actually genuinely no such thing as getting better or getting help or being a good friend ?

[scarletcomet]

there's really no help for feeling suicidal when you're not in immediate danger

[lovethisfatcryptid]

I love seeing shitty people end up in shitty situations they created themselves. If you're gonna quit your job so your abusive coked up gf can support you with her inconsistent sugar daddy income, push away everyone who tries to help and support you, and refuse to acknowledge how fucked up it all is, maybe you deserve to be evicted 🤷🏻‍♀️

[malachitezmeyka]

It's that "spend hours sobbing my eyes out in bed for several reasons, including but not limited to the fact tomorrow is Monday, the fact my social battery has been completely drained and won't recover anytime soon, the fact my landlady is due to show up tomorrow evening and will likely piss me off again, the fact I've had the urge to write since Friday and ended up not writing even a single fucking word, the fact exam pressure keeps rising and I still don't know what to do with my life after I'm done with school, and the fact I'm both completely overwhelmed and so terribly lonely at the same time" kind of Sunday evenings

[hypnowave]

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[diegoshargrieves]

listening to my parents talk about me is so fucking funny. "she's dealt with us for so long that at this point she's done. she's mentally checked out from having to give a shit about anyone. can you believe how corruptible she is just because she's almost an adult and she thinks that we're not her problem anymore?"

like man you are literally so close. so fucking close.

[omarfor-orchestra]

I'm so mad I can't sleep

[sensitivegoblin]

Vent

[glorified-red]

Your majesty frothing at the mouth? Well I’ll be damned.

but the thing is … passion twists don’t last 💔 but I know box braids will last 1-2 months. Then again, then mfs hurt!

you could be talking about Havana twists, or maybe Senegalese twists

-knight anon

I could go on an entire rant about how much I love natural hair and their styles.

I actually looked into the braiding styles and wanted to learn how to do them because you never know. I want to foster so I want to do everything I can to make sure any person in my life feels seen and safe. Hair is just an extension of safety so 🤷‍♀️

And yes!! I actually think my favorite style is this one

Tbh they could be passion twists (they look like them). They're just so bouncy!! I wanna stare at them forever. I think women with this style hair just look like goddesses I'm sorry, they're so regal and everyone looks hot with them in.

Ugh 😩

Ngl, I know pricing and time is a huge thing when choosing hairstyles but idk which ones are more expensive or more time consuming. I just know that braids hurt and owie.