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Anyone wanna help me with my code????
#I’m so stuck lol#I’ve been working on it all day lolz#am trying to create a schedule#but my objective function keeps breaking#I’m using Google or-tools optimization package but#I do not understand it very much#shawna speaks and no one listens
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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the opening lines of the shadow of the erdtree trailer remind me a LOT of a certain quote from another game:
and with this in mind, i really hope that the direction they go with miquella is less like the manipulative griffith-esque archetype some people are theorizing, and more like N’s characterization in pokemon black and white: someone very intelligent and powerful but naïve, whose honest attempts at creating a better world might bring about more destruction in the end.
#there’s also miquella’s curse of eternal youth vs N’s trauma and abuse keeping him stuck in a childish mindset#but idk how to fit that in here so it’s going in the tags#(and yeah of course i’m an N enjoyer it came free with the fucking neurodivergence)#and tbh i don’t think miquella’s goals will innately lead to destruction#i just think that would be an interesting direction to take it#but having him actually succeed in making a better world might be even more interesting lol#i just used what i did as an example for comparison purposes#elden ring#shadow of the erdtree#elden ring theory#miquella#pokemon black and white#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#speaketh#greatest hits
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Hi welcome to snippets and doodles of what’s been plaguing me for well over a week
#I wanna at least get their references sheets cleaned up but welcome to a peak behind the veil lmao#dndads#kiddads#dndadstuck#gotta bring it back to the -stuck suffix lmao#sparrow oak garcia#lark oak garcia#grant wilson#terry jr stampler#nick close#nicholas foster#sorry the prince outfit is among the silliest so one of the serious characters needs it#the trickster versions of Lark and Terry are sour cherries and those gummy vampire teeth respectively lol#if I ever need to get silly I will absolutely put more effort into those designs#anyways sorry I’m haunted#my artwork
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Women please eat enough
#I’ve been struggling with eating enough lately and it’s made me kind of insane#also that’s not good for a powerlifter#I am GONNA EAT A LOT TODAY#I feel like I’m dying lol#having regular and nutritious meals is actually difficult#at least for me#I didn’t have that growing up so it’s just stuck with me my whole life
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I FINISHED THE GUY!!!!!!
(Pattern by @ghost-cinnamon)
He’s perfect and I love him
But Echo! some of you might ask, isn’t the body supposed to be red like his bones? To that I say! 1: I’m impressed you saw it under the layers of clothes! /silly and 2!
BAH BAM
Embroidery!!!!! (I’m so proud of this hehe it turned out way better than I expected. Also faceless doll jumpscare>:3)
And of course, credit must be given to my amazing little sibling whose immediate reaction to seeing my doll was “ooo he’s spooky! He needs a top hat!!!!”
(She proceeded to make not one but two top hats hehe)
#I’m so so happy by this guy hehe#it’s so silly#thank you sk much for the pattern ghost!!!#my art!#I speak!#don’t mind the odd locations of some of the pics haha#I forgot to take a pic of the embroidery after making his clothes and I made the sweater slightly too tight to take off easily#not pictured in the first image#my sister literally on the floor laughing from how large his head is#none of my family members understand what he’s from and all have been trying to guess what inspired me to make him XD#honorary mention of my moms reaction: oh he’s such a handsome guy!#the top hat truly makes it thank you sibling 😁#I’m kinda tempted to make a couple drawings/comic of the adventures he’s had since being created lol#especially since some people (stares at siblings) /silly#seem to find him the hottest thing since sliced bread (that’s how the saying goes I think?)#to the point where youngest sibling has shown him to the other children of the neighborhood#who were equally fascinated XD their reactions have been great for my crocheting ego /j#every time I make an original post I ramble for longer and longer in the tags lol#congrats to those who stuck through and read them all! I commend you! have a cookie here at the light at the end of the tunnel#undertale au#utmv#error sans
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#since I did a fast eloise only sketch yesterday#here are some Sebastians😇🙏#he got tired after sneaking into the restricted section and…I feel like classes are kind of boring to him#I’m almost done with the most wretched book ever🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#it’s so terrible and depressing I am just hate-finishing it at this point#it just solidifies in me that I was just meant to read old books over and over again lol#like…this book is SUPPOSEDLY really popular and I DONT GET IT !!!#I also HATED The Overstory which is also popular…it’s weird though#bc the first part was genuinely one of my favorite things I’ve ever read#so i stuck with the rest in the hope it would keep that momentum and it…didn’t…#oh well I just keep reading and rereading novels I already know I’ll like😇😇 and avoid this author forever and ever 🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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~~Delightfully inspired by being at home~~
Bakugou Katsuki is an only child. No siblings - because one gremlin spawn is enough to take care of. All of Katsuki’s cousins are older than him. Katsuki IS the baby of the family. . . Which is why when he meet you, and then proceeded to meet your family, he was in a total culture shock. You’re one of the oldest kids in your family. When the two of you arrived to your families summertime reunion he was absolutely flabbergasted. Once you stepped into the house you were gone in a flash!
I mean he expected as much since you lived so far away now and had such a good working relationship with your family. But he didn’t expect for you to DISAPPEAR ON HIM.
To be swallowed by a hoarde of similiar-faced relatives all shouting about how you’ve been!! the L/N genes were strong apparently . . . you really all do look alike, huh.
Bakugou had barely stepped into the house, your luggage’s still in hand, before becoming an obstacle for children. One of your little cousins actually barrelling into his muscular thigh with a little “oof” and “sorry mister! hey! wait for me!”
Before bounding out the wide open front door to chase their playmates back around to the backyard, and then through the entire house again . . . as children are often prone to do. Now, Bakugou tried to find you amoungst the little gaggle of children and sometimes teenagers that blew around his ankles, as they giggled and shouted and whooped as they weaved their way around him. at least let him find you, or one of your parents or siblings, so they can tell him which room you’d be staying in. he’d meet them on several occasions before and secretly reveled in watching watching you and your siblings engage throughout the few visits and events he’s been invited on. All these other people and rambunctious kids he wasn’t all too sure about . . . ——————
now Y/N was having the time of her life relaxing and catching up with her family
Her boyfriend, Katsuki, was not finding this relaxing. Bakugou Katsuki felt totally out of his element: a fish out of water. Or rather, an explosive man in water. ———— his ruby eyes would snap open most mornings, at some inhumane hour from some early bird kids stomping around and giggling in hushed tones (not so hushed in his opinion) as they moved down the hallway and past your door. And Bakugou would squint his eyes into the blackness; the void. And stare at where the door was supposed to be until they passed and burrowed his face back against your perfectly sloped shoulder and slept until some kid was send by the older folks to slam open the door and wake you up. Bakugou absolutely couldn’t fathom this part of the routine. He absolutely hated it.
You however only ever seemed a touch miffled. And always informed the tiny correspondent with a playful pat on the head that you and him were now awake and would join the rest of them downstairs. . . . but eventually the little cousins would soon come running around the side of the bed to make sure he was awake too. . . and Bakugou couldn’t help but turn, pick the kid up, and playfully wrestle the flailing and giggling kid on the bed into submission, and they revealed the menu for breakfast. And they would giggle and dart out of the room so fast saying, “Y/N’s awake! And her boyfriends Bakugou’s awake! He wants extra eggs!” And it definitely wasn’t his idea of relaxing playing UNO with about 10 players every other evening. And constantly hearing you and the older kids and adults all explaining what color card the youngest one needs to put down. Or GO-FISH for that matter!
Since apparently that silly game of chance seems to be the only one every age group can play without explaining the rules. What’s the point of a game of guessing who’s got what card? Especially when he never even gets close to winning. (Yes, he was terrible at it.)
Your family even plays for second to last place, and lo and behold he’s somehow duking it out with a 9 yr old now. And Katsuki Bakugou definitely doesn’t enjoy participating in the family water balloon fights, or watching and dodging the stray streams from squirt guns fights as he stands at the grill with all the other men, or chasing down the muddy dog in the house, or the epic made-believe quests. And you definitely believe him when you pass him walking through the house on morning after finishing the dishes in company with a fairy princess, pirate, and a mermaid “but-she’s-got-legs-right-now-cause-she’s-on-land.” as he walks about wearing an eye-patch on his face and a tutu around his arm
And he’s no longer “not in his element” by the end of the trip when he takes his turn to make breakfast for the whole family. Going upstairs himself to wake up the little ones and the grumbling teens. Making sure to let you sleep in and it’s a pleasant surprise when you make your way downstairs a little later to see him manning the kitchen. everybody sat down or standing around as they chow down. And you get greeted with a swift kiss to your temple and grumbled “g’morning.” your mom chirping up, “Katsuki’s made your favorite sweetpea!” ——— And you’re pleasantly surprised once again as Bakugou joins you in on the last day of your visit. Finally stepping foot into the mattress/sleeping bag kingdom that’s set up in your house. He comes in to find you sitting at the front of the room waving your hands across the air as you engage in the last saga of this thrilling interactive bedtime story you’ve been narrating the whole trip. And Bakugou walks in and tosses all the fallen blankets back over peoples beds. Shuffling himself underneath a blanket he’s just rescued and making himself comfortable as he squeezes in next to the teens. And it’s at some part in your story that he furrows his brow and opens his mouth muttering something to the two adolescents squished beside him. His arms crossed across his chest as a dinosaur stuffed animal rests, precariously balanced, on his broad shoulders because, “you need a stuffie for Y/Ns storytime” and the three of them wave their hands and signal for you to pause and Bakugou grumbles out “- hold on babe, who is this dragon prince character anyway?” And all the kids erupt in laughter shouting, “YOU, YOU SILLY BOYFRIEND.” and his mouth is agape. And you simply shrug, “well duh ‘tsuki. who else? Now where we’re we? Right so then the Dragon Prince, the Swordsman, and the Dashing Runaway Prince of the Kingdom decided that they . . .”
#bakugou headcanons#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#bakugou x reader#bakugou fluff#bakugou drabble#katsuki bakugo imagine#this actually turned out way better than I thought#I’m shocked lol like it just fits him so well#anyone else relate?#He’s definitely won the approval of everyone I’d say 😂#The Fantasy AU is actually just Y/Ns marvelous make-believe stories in my head!!#Oh! PS - yes the tutu is stuck around his forearm bc his bicep is too beefy!
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Some more sfth doodles I did without references
Caravan lover/brothers (it’s best not to ask 😭😭) Old Lady Margaery, Spirit of Somerset and Xavier
#Yes the spirit of Somerset’s jacket doesn’t have a back#Yes I only just realised and can’t be bothered to fix it#Fun fact that if you memorise the numbers of the plays#(I haven’t quite memorised them all yet but I’ve got the gist)#You can use a random number generated to draw things from those plays#Like if you’re stuck for motivation lol#Very fun#until I get a number I don’t know and I’m like >:[ I want to know but don’t know#Anyway lol#These aren’t excellent but they’re ok-ish#So#:)#sfth fanart#sfthposting#shoot from the hip#emu draws
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The worst thing about getting into a fandom long after the source material has ended is that you literally cannot look for fanfiction EVER because it’s ALL SPOILERS
#catch me out here flipping my desk over because I can’t read Rusty Quil Gaming fanfic#i can’t always listen to podcasts! as much as I want to!#but I have no supplemental content in the mean time that won’t spoil it!!#so instead I’m stuck in my own head making a self insert like the dork ass loser I am#I’ve drawn art and everything#screams in agony#rusty quil gaming#RQG#if anyone in the fandom sees this please talk to me I have no one to talk to about this LOL#I’m SUFFERING#captain's log
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My end of the art trade with @undeadvinyls ! Sorry this took so long!! :]
Choco Praline my beloved <3 I love her design so much
Version without lighting if you want it!
#womnen#i was stuck on this for like 3 days but I blacked out for like three hours and finished it soooooo#not stuck anymore lol#still don’t know how art trades work but this seemed pretty close#I feel like I didn’t draw Choco praline right and I’m stressing aughhhhbh#crk#teethart#cookie run fanart#cookie run kingdom#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#I don’t think Choco praline has like. a widespread character tag?#caramel arrow cookie#art trade#caramel arrow crk#oc x canon#cookie run oc#If I ever stop drawing characters with cool noses know I’ve been killed and replaced#I still don’t think I did Choco Praline justice she’s so slay and here she just kinda looks derpy#anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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fascinating…………………………..
#vee queued to fill the void#interesting…………………………………..#intriguing………………………..#maybe i do need to have some faith in stage bat they actually stuck jyushi with posse after i griped about it in new encounter hold awn#are we getting dohifu my home round 2 but this time it’s hitoya yelling about it lol?????#ik i really shouldn’t be lmao but i am genuinely shocked to see that ichiro and kuukou are actually interacting in some way lol#they didn’t in new encounter and i don’t really remember if kuukou even alluded to him in the bat parts#and legends era the stage didn’t get around to it so hirono-san had to take charge of the naughty busters stuff at the end lmao#i’m going to not dig for spoilers tho lmao i want to be surprised this time around lol#i’m already hearing nice things about west end mafia it sounds like it’s another lit stage lol!!!!!!!
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And another thing….
Steve is the only character we see on screen who attempts to apologize repeatedly within the narrative (I say “attempts” because he never makes it to Nancy in season 2). He apologizes to Jonathan and Nancy almost immediately in season 1 which is the entire reason he’s at the Byers house for the fight; he goes the Nancy’s house to apologize to her after she’s essentially told him she doesn’t love him which, again, is the whole reason he gets roped into the junkyard fight; when it becomes clear that Nancy has feelings for Jonathan and not him in season 2, he reassures her and tells her it’s okay even though she cheated on him (and this is not to vilify Nancy, I love her—but I know people argue that she didn’t cheat, but we do not see an actual breakup on screen); he apologizes to Robin in the bathroom (he doesn’t explicitly say the words “I’m sorry” if I recall correctly, but that’s essentially what’s happening, even after a week of being called stupid and a dingus, etc for really just being terrible at flirting with girls); when he hurts Dustin’s feelings in ST4 in the car he immediately apologizes to him. People are regularly calling him stupid and insulting him and we really never see anyone apologize to him (only Eddie! In the Upside Down! Who apologizes for making assumptions!). Even at the end of ST4, Jonathan is STILL insulting him, despite Steve protecting the kids at all costs even though he doesn’t have to at all (he’s not related to any of them, it would really just be 10x easier for him to walk away, but he DOESNT). I love Nancy Wheeler for sticking up for him there. Common Nance Wheeler W.
Like, I guess I just don’t really get why people really want to see him as a bully (even a former bully). If we take all the evidence we see on screen, his asshole behavior is really just being overly emotional/overreacting without communicating and being self-absorbed/self-centered to the point of not noticing people who are framed as outsiders by the narrative anyway. Typical teenage behavior??
Again it just seems like a disservice to both Eddie and Steve to create a bully dynamic between the two of them. I just don’t like it 😩😩😩
#idk why I’m so stuck on this#I mean psychologically it’s clearly because I identify w Steve lol#so perhaps I am also projecting like I accused other people of doing#steddie#eddie munson#stranger things 4#steve harrington#I have to rewatch the series because sometimes I feel like I’m missing major stuff but idk#my posts#stranger things meta
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Eddie, who brings Steve random stuff (pebbles, bits of string, a weird looking stick), and Steve who is the kind of guy who can MacGyver shit, are a perfect match
#steddie#Steve x eddie#i have a whole fic I’m working on about this (minus the macgyver part) but I figured I’d post this#there was this lovely art about Steve keeping all the things Eddie brings him which might be how this stuck with me#but I can’t find it! it was from a few months back I think???#pizzaqueentxt#anyway everyone laughs at Eddie bringing Steve stuff until they’re in a sticky situation and he makes something from it that saves them#my brain has turned off so I can’t be cleverer than that lol
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part 2 to “while i die” is in the works, my loves 🤍
lmk if you’d like to be added to the taglist, but it’d be better for us both if you follow my blog where i reblog all my works @belleloves! be sure to turn notifications on to get notified when i update! 🤍
#i’m stuck in the hospital on christmas eve and day lol#nothing better to do cause i’m all alone (besides the mandatory nurse in my room) so might as well get some writing done for y’all!#also i promise i don’t have my tumblr display like this i just set it like that for a second to screenshot this#just thought it’d look cool hehe#belle speaks
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