#I’m so fucking excited bro
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I can’t remember what Athena’s reasoning for not liking Percy was in the books (was is that he’s Poseidon kid? or that he wasn’t good enough for annabeth??) but show Athena is gonna HATE Percy for basically corrupting her daughter and helping her go from the perfect little soldier she wanted into a an independent/free thinker
#I’m so fucking excited bro#this is why all the changes they made to the show are gonna hit likc CRACK in the end#annabeth chase#percy jackson#pjo#pjo tv show#f’s pjo show thoughts#f’s post
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multiple tears ran down my leg.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire (2022)#amc interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire season 3#i screamed so hard hearing ‘long face’.#i’m so fucking excited bro#THE CURLS
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Spy Another Day is so soon!!!!!
#i’m excited#so so so fucking excited#tin can bros#spies are forever#spy another day#tcb#joey richter#corey lubowich#brian rosenthal#lauren lopez#mariah rose faith#joe walker#tom lenk#mary kate wiles#james tolbert#matt dahan
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Badly made comic of And So The Moon Wept bc it just finished and I’m devastated
‼️CHAPTER 15 SPOILERS‼️
I wanted to make one more page between the second and third bc pacing, but I didn’t wanna rethink all three of those pages’ compositions. It’s pretty ass bc it’s all sketches, but the last ones came out pretty decent I think👍
(Don’t look at the house too closely, I really didn’t wanna look at a reference so I just freestyled it)
Scrapped versions bc idk
Now that that’s out the way, I’ll start with the ranting, you can leave now this is for me
THE ENDING⁉️ DAMN⁉️⁉️⁉️
I would start rereading immediately to see all the details and analyze the psychology of the ‘tsukuyomi world’ characters BUT I unfortunately have my global exams next week 🥲
Warning for -1000 media literacy‼️ while writing all this I remembered that my memory is bad an my analytical skills are even worse! So be warned :p
BUT ANYWAY!! This was a top tear fanfic, seriously at no point did I consider the infinite tsukuyomi as a possibility. And I think this has to do with the fact that the psychology and individual lives of the characters in this dream were so well developed. There’s so many POVs! And they’re so complex and detailed!! Really makes you wonder if this was really the tsukuyomi or if Kakashi’s consciousness was sent to a different world all together. Which is what makes it so terribly tragic. Kakashi lived so many years in this perfect world just to regain all his memories and find out that it really was all fake, a world made up entirely of his own fantasies.
Oh and what a fantasy it was, getting hit by that boulder and fucking dying! The only reason he got to live was bc of ‘Hound’ (which could be interpreted as his consciousness telling him to wake tf up). Everything felt so wrong to Kakashi not because he noticed this things weren’t right, but bc he was never meant to live in this world. This was the prefect reality for everyone around him, his dream, a world without him (FUCK BRO💔💔💔💔). Which is the reason why I think the characters are so three dimensional in this dream, maybe, idk bro I just made this up.
But even then, things don’t exactly add up (if you think about it they do BUT SHHHHHH LET ME DREAM). Why did some characters suffer so much if this was meant to be a better world for everyone else? Why did Rin’s parent’s die? Why did Sakumo try suicide so many times?
We know Rin’s and Obito’s relationship started declining when Rin didn’t believe Obito when he swore up and down that Kakashi was somehow alive (which IS Hound’s fault in a way, he saved Kakashi and that’s why Obito saw Kakashi sinking into the ground, making him believe that Kakashi didn’t die), but it goes farther than that. Rin’s real problem with Obito was that he was so stuck on his dead teammate that he neglected the rest of his living team, Kakashi was literally everything he thought about to the point it started negatively affecting others (which, yeah him being obsessed is pretty normal considering that Kakashi was part of the reason he activated his sharingan and THE reason he activated the Mangekyo). So what did he do? Go hang out with the one other person who would ALSO only think of Kakashi all day, Sakumo. Obito eventually accepted that Kakashi was dead, but he and Rin never reconnected.
Was this really the perfect ending for them? Come on tsukuyomi, you’re more creative than that.
For some reason I think that the tsukuyomi was freestyling all this. Bc (by my interpretation) the point of Kakashi’s dream was that he died at Kannabi Bridge instead of Obito, period. The rest is extra stuff bc their lives have to go on ig? Or maybe the infinite tsukuyomi is really big brained and depicted a realistic depiction of 🖐️🖐️🖐️HOLD THE FUCK UP I’M DUMB I JUST FIGURED SMTH OUT
Bro this is why I need to reread this instead of talking to myself when I don’t remember half the details in the fic.
OK SO HOUND DID FUCK SHIT UP🔥🔥🔥
I was trying to think why Sakumo would be alive (if my shit theory above was true, which it isn’t but I’m not deleting all that) AND IT WAS BC SAKUMO NOT KILLING HIMSELF IS HIS PERFECT WORLD 😭😭😭😭. The one thing I’m not so sure ab is Kannabi (I bet if I keep writing this I’ll find the answer) bc Obito WAS gonna get hit by that rock, but hey, he entered the dream after the Obito reveal so maybe his consciousness already knew he would survive, so maybe he’d just appear later in the dream idk. BUT BRO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WAS HE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO COME BACK HOME TO HIS DAD??? AND THEN HIS CONSCIOUSNESS KICKED IN AND HE SAVED OBITO INSTEAD??!!,.. oh I’m sick, this is so evil
That would literally make everything make sense. He derailed the dream so bad that it fucked everything up, making it no longer a perfect world but more similar to reality. If he really was supposed to die, then why did his death have such negative repercussions on everyone he loves? It that was his dream, wouldn’t it be a better world with everybody happy? He wasn’t supposed to die at Kannabi but Hound appeared and saved Obito from a rock, causing a massive butterfly effect.
Pretty romantic if you asked me, “I would leave behind my perfect world just to save you form getting hurt” like damn, it’s not like he remembered that Obito survived at this point in time, but still STOPP I’M DOING IT AGAIN I’M FOCUSING ON THE DETAILS AND NOT THE BIGGER PICTURE AAAA
El cazador de elefantes by Def Con Dos is a pretty good song, hm
Where was I going with this? Don’t remember tbh
This is kinda long, I’m stopping here. Bye internet void ✌️
#and so the moon wept#astmw#kakashi hatake#obkk#kakaobi#kkob#obikaka#obito uchiha#fic rec#bro imagine this wasn’t tsukuyomi but Kakashi’s consciousness really was sent to another reality#obito salty bc it’s midnight and they have a mission tomorrow: wtf do you mean what colour is the moon#kakashi stressed bc he just regained all his memories and all these years might’ve not been real: just respond bro#obito being sarcastic: well obviously it’s red! 😒🙄#and then kakashi fucking dies#it would be so funny actually#oh YOUR kakashi’s dead#ours is just fine over there#points at the most depressed man alive#the reading comprehension devil got me bro#dw I just need a few days to think all the story over#i’m just too excited now that it’s over and am focusing too much on details#and many of the details I don’t remember yet bc my memory is ass
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So I just read all 914 pages of Fool’s Fate in one day. I don’t think I’ve ever read that much in one day ever. These books are so good holy snickerdoodles I love the politics and the amazing worldbuilding (robin writes matriarchies and different societal structures SO GOOD) and the realistic characters and Fitz’s unreliable narration and also the gay ass ‘friendship’ between him and the fool (fitz ‘no homo but also my bond with you is deeper than my love for anyone else including my other half bonded wolf and my wife and also sex’ farseer)
So uh. Yeah. Excuse me while I go cry in the corner. Again.
#aint no way you’re convincing me fitz is less than bi he’s just got internal homophobia so he can’t recognize it#lowkey canon if u disagree I’m sorry but ur just wrong 🤷♀️#the way some of his lines with beloved mirror lines he’s had with the women he’s slept with is just#robin#robin hobb#why must you torture me so exquisitely#I love these books so goddamn much aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#don’t even get me started on the ‘beloved’ thing#fools fate#fitzchivalry farseer#farseer trilogy#tawny man trilogy#fitz x fool#fitzloved#the way literally everyone else was like ‘they’re fucking’ and fitz over here like ‘uh uh no way nope love you but no homo bro’#meanwhile beloved over there just dying inside#also when he died I almost laughed bc I couldn’t believe robin was going to kill off the only canon gay character after torturing him#SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE OF HIS GAYNESS#glad she didn’t bury that gay after all#these books are so aggressively straight with all this talk about men and women and how different they are she couldn’t handle beloved#and his genderfluidity#jk I’m glad they even exist at all their bond is very compelling both platonically and romantically and I fear what may have been written#if they got together canonically#I love them so much#really excited to read the fitz and the fool trilogy hopefully it’s just as compelling with their relationship#might do fanart at some point if I feel it
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Do you honestly think tcb will reach their goal?
I have to believe that they will but I am fucking stressed and fucking scared
The thing is there’s literally no reason they SHOULDN’T. Yes it’s a bigger goal than they’ve ever had but shipwrecked raised that amount for headless and starkid raised almost double that for returns with a smaller slate of projects. Even in TCB’s own kickstarters they raised 100k for a single staged barebones workshop reading. Yes 200k is a lot of money, but for how much they’re doing with it?? It’s TINY
Two concert screenings, one of them international. A full month international play run. A brand new musical with performances in LA and eventually internationally. A concert performance of a show we’ve never heard live yet. A brand new pilot reading. And multiple performances of a live comedy game show
I do think the niche-ness of the campaign branding means they have to work harder to reach a wider audience, but for people who are already aware of what they’re doing, I don’t understand why it’s not showing in the numbers
Please, if anyone’s on the fence, tell me why and let me convince you why this is worth it
#sorry to turn your simple question into a whole rant but god i am FRUSTRATED#i just don’t fucking get it#at first i thought maybe it was complacency#like people are used to kickstarters getting funded so they skipped right ahead to being excited for the projects#but they CANNOT do this without our help#and i think some people keep writing tcb off as a cute little sk side project#and don’t appreciate how incredible the work they’re doing is#in the writing itself and in making it accessible to as much of their audience as possible and in trying to take things further#and i’m gonna stop there before i go back to sounding like i’m dragging starkid#tin can bros#tin can brothers#tinlightenment#tcb#starkid
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starting any new medication with intended or unintended mental effects is so weird. it’s not exactly like waking up with a whole new brain but it definitely feels like my mind got reformatted. this latest nervous system one is doing some what it’s supposed to physically (thank god) but it’s definitely doing… something to my thinking patterns and emotional responses. i’m not sure what. it has some overlap with the symptoms of an early manic upswing in the sense that the “regard for consequences” segment of my brain is sending an out-of-office message, so i thought it was that at first, but that’s definitely not it. but. something.
#and it’s NOT good for my job or relationships until i learn to manage it#and before you point at me the ‘girl you are experiencing a category 5 fandom event’ is a symptom and not a cause#maybe the hyper focus that tech bros abuse this thing for is just misfiring??#it’s like the brain fog moved from inside to outside??#i’m clever again but can’t see the road ahead or the people around me#i mean ‘nice’ is a deeply ingrained habit i’m not telling anyone to fuck off#my sister gave me extremely good news and i AM happy for her so that cracked through it!#but i have never thought ‘i don’t care’ in my life before unless i was manic lol#maybe posting into the void will shake it off#my exciting mental health#the symptoms
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#tw for mention of puking#I have a mild case and I’m super grateful#but I’m still up for round three tonight of worshipping the porcelain god and round two of diving for the bowl straight after waking up from#sleeping after cramping died down#this doesn’t happen to me often#and I’m so glrateful for that and for how good my symptoms are overall 90% of the time#that being said#gastroparesis. is hell.#health#shh katie#all the way back down to 100% liquids only I go#I was so fucking excited for the pot pie. I WANT MORE VEGETABLES this no diegesting stuff is not fair#please body please keep this water down so I can go to sleep and not wake up falling over from dehydration#gastroparesis#future me you’d better backfill this into your journal tracker I did not waste energy typing up#a post while this wrung out for you to waste my record keeping bro
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bro ……. you’re damn fucking RIGHT I bought the bat chain and septum set, asked for a matching philtrum piece, AND commissioned nose studs with tops made out of ethically sourced bones and carved into spikes to match with all this so I don’t lose having my spikes because I love my opal ones.
and when I can afford to get my lower nostrils pierced and buy the jewelry from her after they’re healed, I’m going to order a set of those claw nose rings in the right picture to go with the whole bat set up, just in silver instead of gold.
and she’s been so kind and lovely throughout all of this, I can’t wait to receive them 🥹 I’m so excited. 6-7 weeks for customs since she has to make them. the chain and septum are already made, she’s just gotta do the matching philtrum and the bone spikes but she said she’ll try to work fast 🥹
IM SO FKNG EXCITEDDDDDDD
#I’m so fucking excited like the BATS BRO OMGGGGG#the second the bat one crossed my fb feed I messaged the business immediately to check costs and whatnot#I was getting those damn things lmao
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Had a nightmare that I’d gone to Spy Another Day and then developed event-specific-amnesia(??) and was unable to remember it. In case anyone was wondering about how excited I am for this Friday.
#I can’t believe I’m gonna see Spies with the OC live#so fucking excited#spies are forever#spy another day#Tinlightenment#tin can bros
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I cannot believe the wicked games Drabble was 5000 words long like basically a full ass fic and the low amount of notes it got…
#it makes my heart literally SINK like…#now how am I supposed to post wg4 which is 25k words????#it will not get any interaction and I’m just done#like I just cannot post it#it’ll legit kill me 🥲🥲🥲🥲 to see it flop#after I poured my heart and soul into writing something so fucking long and making sure it was good#just bc I knew I had to give you guys something long and exciting to read#but what’s the point#like I cannot believe it… I literally just cannot believe it and I don’t want to post anything anymore#omfg#I know many people will read this and roll their eyes and find this annoying#like I’m complaining or whatever#honestly think what you want to think#I’m just so shocked and legit unhappy#like so fucking unhappy#like bummed the fuck out#that it’s come to this#I don’t wanna post shit anymore lol#idk if it’s the algorithm or genuinely people don’t fuck with my fics anymore#I just don’t understand#but you guys have to understand how it would kill me on the inside if I posted a 25k fic and it got next to no interaction#like I just….#I’m scared it would make me quit writing completely#bc I’m THIS close#I feel so fucking sad bro idek#like it makes me wanna fucking cry#how… a few months ago everything was fine#now it feels like everyone’s gone#and I wasted my fucking time writing a chapter so fucking long that no one’s gonna read#WHY DID I WASTE MY TIME
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Atreus is sooooo fucked up.
#I miss him dearly#I miss drawing dearly#can I sacrifice school for the good of the community and my well-being please#CHRISTMAS BREAK IS ON ITS WAY I AM ALMOST FREE#three more weeks and then I can be free I’m so excited#not mil#atreus#but like fr bro is fucked up look at him hee such a worm I want to dissect him
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Bro I finally picked her up. I have my practice injection on Tuesday morning and I should have my needles and syringes coming in by the end of the week
I thought this was going to be so much more difficult. If anyone wants to start hrt or transitioning or gender-affirming care and you live in a safe state and have decent insurance it’s really not that hard. It’s not that expensive either (at least with insurance) please don’t wait and put off your happiness like me, do a little research and get started.
I haven’t even started hormones yet, but my depression and anxiety have already lowered considerably and my self-confidence has shot up.
Please please please do this for yourself if you are able to 💚💚💚
#haven’t even started yet but I feel a world of difference#trans#transgender#transexual#tranmasc#I also haven’t even come out to my family yet bc I come from a very catholic family#but I decided I’m doing this for myself and they don’t need to be involved and they don’t need to approve or disprove of my decisions#eventually they will know bc I live at home and I don’t plan on hiding the changes I’m looking forward to#but it feels so nice to just have this to myself and the friends that love me#I can worry about coming out and explaining things to my family when that comes#for now this is for me#this joy is for me and the people I love and trust to share it with#idk bro I just feel genuinely happy and excited and hopeful#also been looking more into top surgery and it doesn’t seem as impossible as it once did#even though I live at home. don’t have any type of steady income. and am disabled. it all just feels possible now#truly did not think these thing would be possible for me. or at least not for very far in the future#I don’t think I realized how deeply harmful not receiving gender affirming care was to me#truly feel so much lighter#I’m just rambling now#but I don’t quite know where else to put these thoughts#I’m just fucking happy and hopeful and it doesn’t feel like that’s gonna be taken away from me#me posting
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ain’t nobody who will care here but i won a genshin geoguesser event on the childe main’s server and i am very proud of myself and also i spent 5 hours straight on it and then continued off and on for the next 24 hours trying to find ONE location so fuck yeah the agony was worth it
#there were two winners so technically i tied? but it is still a WIN#i got me a welkin out of it mwahahahah#there were like ~20 locations. four difficulty levels with five locations each#shoutout to my bro tho bc he was a key factor in discovering the one i was pulling my hair out over#he hasn’t even played the game. he hardly even knows what it fucking looks like. he’s just a Smartie Pants#ahhh the fruits of labor.. feels nice#obligatory i’m not bragging im just so excited i needed to share with the class
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aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAH I need someone I can just talk to about all the shit going ooooonnnn 😭
#I’m not used to iiiiiiittttttttt#I’m mildly cocky via text but bro idk how I’m gonna react irl 😭😭#I’m both nervous but excited#I also just need someone I can tell about how much of a FREAK#he is#cuz good GODS#a freak in a good way#matched very well with mine lmao#gonna be genuinely ruuuuuuuiined#I was so confident being like ahaha I have so many kinks there’s no way you can find out more than what I already have#and then he does#like ?!???!!??#okay wow#and none of them are bad and I actually really like the thought of the ones he’s brought up 🥴🥴#the way a few months ago I’d be like ew no I’m not dating/fucking a guy#then Joost shows up and I’m like 👀👀#and EVERYTHING in my brain shifts#last year me would slap current me X3#but they’re dumb and still with our ex so they get no say 😤#rambling sorryyyyyyyy
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So hard being an “I hate attack on Titan and think it’s fucking bad” bitch in an “I love attack on Titan 🥺” world
#‘eren was right actually’#bro you might as well admit you are highly susceptible to falling face first into fascist ideology lmfao#it’s blood libel. the entire series is blood libel like can we fucking not#also even aside from that. it’s just not??? good???? like i genuinely don’t get it#every single character has the personality of wet fucking cardboard they ALL are so goddamn boring#it’s obvious the plot had no idea what it was doing until WAY too late in the series#and oh man that fucking ending. man. don’t even try and tell me that shit is good you are all fucking lying to yourselves#I am excited for it to get animated tho jfjddjdk it better get the game of thrones treatment I swear to god#if y’all still try and tell me it’s good I’m gonna start fucking losing it#kaz rambles
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