#I’m so excited and so emo and so stressed and so happy

[hyacinth--girl]

Arsenal open training session happening tomorrow before I get to Melbourne: it’s so over

A random sports store holding a meet and greet with Steph, Caitlin and Kyra on Saturday morning after the game: we’re so back

[kweebtrash]

Literally forget the fact that i havent been active for like 2 years or whatever i was in my feelings and wanted to write about this.

Im not into kpop anymore, i mean not as hardcore as i used to be; constantly keeping up with comebacks, spending hundreds of dollars on traveling and concerts and hi-touch, buying albums and furiously hoping for my bias’ PC,etc.

I was already on the tail end of getting out of kpop but when i got with my partner i just fell out of it completely (they listen to kpop occasionally even before they met me.) But kind of the terrible mistakes i made on here and me working so hard on stories and them falling flat made me dip out completely.

BUT lately i’ve been wanting to listen to kpop just casually. I’m actually listening to my faves playlist now and “Shine” came on and it’s like my whole body stopped and i really wanted to cry?? Pentagon means a lot to me. They’re one of my ult groups and i legitimately almost threw up at the concert because i was so excited. I cried when Dawnie got kicked out, i was there watching the youngest three grow up, listening to Jinho being talented Jinho, all that stuff. But Shine was what got me back into Kpop in 2017.

I’m a second gen stan so i started in 2011 or so, all the way back to when BigBang was nice and wholesome and amazing and the music videos were way weirder and cringey-er. I fell out of it and Shine just grabbed me by the hair and was like COME BACK BITCH. And that song makes me so incredibly happy? It flooded back all these memories of going to KCon 2018, back when i didn’t even KNOW the member’s names but i was like I LOVE YOU ALL. It led me to stray kids and of course i had my obsessive BTS phase (and the NCT one after that. Hello Johnny) I made so many friends and genuinely enjoyed it so much, not only as a hobby but as a way to meet people. I miss talking to the people i’ve made friends with on here, the people who enjoyed my work, and not necessarily the people i made mistakes with lol but it was still a learning experience. All of those memories came back at once and i was suddenly just so fckn sad that i dont have that same feeling of happiness or those friends anymore. That i CANT write anymore because i just havent been able to create ANYTHING that i like. No fanfiction, no DND stuff, no worldbuilding. Just a few OC’s here and there that i’ve just thrown out because nothing seems right.

Kpop used to be so special. Back in 2011 when i was in high school, kpop was weird. It was all like “Why are you listening to music when you don’t even understand it??”. It felt unique and so fresh and for the weird emo kid that i was i was like a kpop hipster. That sounds terrible but that’s what it felt like. It used to be impossible for me to get ANY kpop merch and ever since BTS took over America and all the other groups after and we have merch left and right and kpop stores in the states it doesnt feel as special anymore. Not to mention the fanbases are younger and it weirds be out when like some teenager is over here calling Felix daddy when that child doesn’t even know the first thing about being dominate. Also my birthday is at the end of the month and im old now, lol. The groups keep getting younger and it’s kinda like in anime. I can enjoy it as a whole but it feels strange to have the children sexualized and not very many older members. A lot of them are older now in the groups that i like but it still feels strange to be almost 30 and fawning over people younger than me. My partner is 3 years younger than me and i still feel like i’ve robbed a cradle.

Anyway, i’m just in my feelings and stressed because i have life things going on but i basically only talk to 2 people that i’ve met from kpop and while i love them dearly it was nice talking to a lot of people online. But now i wonder if i could find other friends who will talk to me about shit outside of kpop. I know everyone has other hobbies besides this but i’ve never gotten to know that side of the people i talked with. Like, i never really got any writer friends and i DESPERATELY need some, i’m not that up to date on anime but like i’m shoving down 1000 year war and chainsaw man and Tuca and Bertie (that’s not an anime but an in general animation). I know everyone and their mom like’s DND now but let me see how you play it, the worlds you created, your OC’s. it’s kinda sad that i’m almost 30 and cant actually make friends lmao. I guess i might feel a little sad bc my partner has like a billion online friends and i would just like other people to talk to again about our interest, even if it’s still kpop from time to time.

Shine just made me think of some happier times in my life and all the good feelings i had and it’s kinda gone now and i just spent like 30 minutes at work writing this because my playlist made me sad. Let me leave now lol

But wait quick embarrassing PS: yesterday while i was stoned i realized that my partner is messy Johnny (minus the fuckboi). Like bad at expressing emotion, looks cold but is an actual baby, actually really sensitive, a mama’s boy, a stoner, constantly trying to make straight A’s and working hard and stressing. I really wrote about my dream guy lmao

ok, now bye. im embarrassed i wrote this

[theramblingsofadork]

⋆｡°✩ Mini Update: ⋆｡°✩

UPDATED: Hey. So I’m not back yet, but I did want to deeply apologize for being so emo and cringe in my last two posts. Like— yikes. I feel very embarrassed I posted all of that, and admit I probably have some deeper issues I need to work through.

(_ _ 💧

While the feelings expressed were (are) still very real, I hate looking back and seeing myself being that internet person who brings down the mood to such a depressing degree like that. I may be going through a rough time IRL which doesn’t help my confidence, but even so. This was supposed to be a happy account, with happy things, and it’s my bad that it didn’t remain that way. ✋ I’m going to do my best if I go forward to not do that any more.

In other news.. in my short time away already, I did manage to successfully pin down exactly why I was having such frustrations. And the clarity helps a lot. (You’re welcome to skip the next half if you want.)

1. I’ve felt very isolated and like I will never be able to fit into in this fandom for almost a year now.

— As someone who is used to being open about my interests and often hangs out in group chats with other fans, this is the first time I’ve felt isolated because of my hyperfixation on Starline and my want to write his redemption story. Almost everyone was cold or uninterested after hearing my excitement over him, and for a while I didn’t understand why.

Then I read Imposter Syndrome. And I understood. They’re very valid for hating him.

However, my hyperfixation over him didn’t go away, nor did my desire to write out a happier ending for him and my OC. A better ending where they could both be happy and become better people.

But with hatred over people with certain favorite characters being rampant in the fandom at the time, I was sure my happy end AU would make people come for me too. That they would think I was a morally bad person and should be ashamed for ever daring to consider shipping Rivet with him, much LESS give him a happy ending on top of that.

So, I was pressured to isolate and keep everything a secret, even from my friends. Make a new account where I was practically unknown. Where I could write my story and draw my fluffy art without having to worry about nuking my main if it all blew up in my face. And it worked for a time!

2. But then, I began to fear not meeting fan expectations.

— I was nervous but tentatively excited when people started noticing and liking my art and the AU. Surely his fans could enjoy this story! I wanted to make you all proud, and do Starline justice at the same time!

…But, I soon realized that I got some things about Starline’s personality wrong in the story. And suddenly, a new fear blossomed. A fear that if I ‘butchered’ his character in any way, or took away that haughty, arrogant confidence people adore him for, (even if it was for a good ending!) that his fans would start to turn on or give me a cold shoulder too.

*(Seeing as I was in a very bad spot at the time, with the AU being the only patch of happiness in my life, that thought terrified me. (And yes, I know it’s sad if an AU is the only positive thing someone has going for them, but we all do whatever we can to keep going.)

So, I’ve tried to quietly change things from what I envisioned to hopefully please the few consistent regulars I had who most likely had a specific vision of where I was going. Tried to gauge reactions based on my few likes, (or lack of likes), and adjust things accordingly, even if it made me more stressed. :’^)

…Needless to say, it… hasn’t worked out very well lol. I still did the exact thing I didn’t want to do, and have made a massive fool of myself. ^^; I’m big enough to admit it.

Honestly, I think… if I had just been brave enough to stick with my original story and not been afraid to be OOC or of people’s opinions on my writing, we probably wouldn’t be here now. In this awkward “should I stay or go” stage. But, we all live and learn. 🎸

Which, of course leads us to the present. Where does this leave us?

I still don’t know.

My revisions to make this into a story I think the fandom would prefer aren’t working, and I’m not sure my brain’s going to be able to come up with anything that will.

I still love the concept though, and will fight to the death to give Starline a better ending, so don’t think I’m ready to hit the delete button on this account yet.

…Nor am I sure if I have the guts to just write him OOC so the story can work.

(Honestly— you brilliant people out there who write crazy, dramatically different AUs and have no fear about it, I give you kudos. Y’all are legendary. ✨)

So for now, I’ll go return to my shadows and work on other things. Maybe focus on my characters’ canon for a bit, or take up fishing with Big and go live in the tundra as a monk instead. 🤣 Who knows? The future is wild.

If you’ve somehow made it this far, thanks. If I come back, I’ll try my best to make sure I make up for all this and just do the fun art you came here for.

Till next time~ 🍵

[suffocatingalways]

I hate pmsing. Especially when I’m already trying to fight my fomo. I knew this week could potentially be rough emotionally cause she’s out of town and at a concert that I wanted to go to with her. But I felt good at the beginning of the week, happy for her that she gets time with fam and excited that she’s getting back into doing things. But now I’m pmsing and emo and sitting here wondering when I will see her again. Once she gets back she’s going to be in full work mode. So who the fuck knows when we’ll be able to see each other and it’s starting to stress me out. Ugh I hate this. Like not self deprecation abandonment stress, but the “things were going so well a while and I don’t want to break that momentum” stress.

[mcrvmance]

BACHELORS’ MUSIC PREFERENCES… | sdv headcanons

CONTAINS: sfw, nothing worth noting :)

NOTES: I’ve had this saved in drafts for quite a while now and I’m tired of seeing it there—might edit these

HARVEY —

✩ Genres: Soft Rock, Singer/Songwriter, Lo-Fi

☆ Artists: Fiona Apple, ABBA, Queen

☆ Songs: Getting Down The Germs, Age of Consent, Mr. Brightside

Harvey is constantly playing music. In the clinic, while he does paperwork, working out… it’s all day, everyday. Based on a headcanon I saw, Maru introduced him to Lo-Fi and now it tends to be his go-to music station to play at work. Plus his patients seem to enjoy it too, bringing a with it a calming vibe. He’s an anxious person and gets stressed out easily but music is very therapeutic to him.

SHANE —

☆ Genres: Metal, Hard Rock, Alternative Rock

☆ Artists: KoRn, Alice In Chains, Nine Inch Nails

☆ Songs: A.D.I.D.A.S, Closer, Rocket Queen

Shane has a lot of feelings that are undealt with. Loud, aggressive, angry music is usually his go to as well as some slower songs about heartbreak. He’s incredibly horny too :)

SEBASTIAN —

☆ Genres: Alternative, Punk, Hard Rock

☆ Artists: My Chemical Romance, Ghostemane, Taking Back Sunday

☆ Songs: Cute Without the ‘E’, Sound Effects and Overdramatics, I’m Not Okay (I Promise)

Sebastian identifies as being emo which is shown a lot through the music he likes. He feels incredibly alone and misunderstood - his father abandoned him at a young age and he doesn’t get along with his stepfather, he’s criticized for spending his days in his room, no one understands his passion for coding. He just wishes he could escape to the city and leave it all behind. His music offers him the validation that he can’t get from anyone else.

SAM —

☆ Genres: Alternative, Punk, Rock

☆ Artists: Nirvana, Green Day, The Misfits

☆ Songs: In Too Deep, Mrs. Robinson (The Lemonheads), Disorder

The music Sam listens to shape him as a musician. Bands like The Misfits and Nirvana heavily influenced what his band sounds like. Sam is usually happy-go-lucky so his music gives him the opportunity to express other emotions he keeps suppressed.

ELLIOTT —

☆ Genres: Alternative, Singer/Songwriter, Classical

☆ Artists: Hozier, Pearl Jam, Mother Mother

☆ Songs: When The Sun Loves The Moon, Black, Northern Downpour

Elliott romanticizes life… and he’s just romantic overall! He’ll definitely associate a song with his love interest. He’ll turn on music in the background while he reads or writes, whether to set the mood or ease his excited mind. It fills the lonely silence of his cabin along with it.

ALEX —

☆ Genres: Lofi, Hip-Hop/Rap, Pop

☆ Artists: 1nonly, Shiloh Dynasty, The Weekend

☆ Songs: My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark, Bad Idea, My Girl

Alex needs music to accompany him while he works out. Chill music like Lofi to play in the background while he concentrates, or Hip-Hop to pump him up. He might even listen to music while he reads to help manage any anxiety he might feel.

— want to request something? you can do that here!

[punkscowardschampions]

JC & Cobby & JJ & Bimmy & Bibi & Janbi Pt.4

Janis: [‘we’ve gone through loads of shit, we can get through this too, can’t we?’ having to make that a question because you still are the one that just fucked up, the hope is obvious in how you’re looking at him though]

Casey: [a very serious and determined nod because he believes it and there’s the same hope in his eyes too obvs because he’s that bitch ‘yeah’]

Janis: [giving him a quick kiss like a . there like that’s settled then ‘if later, you want to be fuming, I’ll get it’ genuinely because we will and we’re not expecting this to be issue dealt with but at least y’all are on the same page about it not being the end, which is all you care about]

Casey: [‘what I want’s to get it sorted somehow’ because he do, it must be exhausting being as angry as he is for how long he has been ‘in a bit though’ as he again manages to pull her closer somehow like don’t worry I’m not gonna go and phone a therapist right this sec lol]

Janis: [rubbing the back on his neck as you snuggle into him, kissing the top of his head like I know, the sigh because God would we all love all of this to be sorted but that’s not life and clearly not y’alls lives but we’re not full emo about it in this moment and we try not to be]

Casey: [have an earned and deserved snuggle pause because everyone also needs to calm down truly, the stress levels are once again through the roof, just repeating his earlier ‘it’ll be okay’ softly and quietly from within it]

Janis: [‘maybe I can take some time off, we’ll just be here, sort some of this out’ matching his tone and volume here, like we can fix this flat, decide if you want to go get a new job or what you’re doing, these are the sorts of things we’re envisioning getting under control]

Casey: [such a genuine smile at her because that’s such a good idea under the circumstances, taking a deep breath knowing she’ll do the same to mirror him like yeah exactly that’s what we’ll be able to do, breathe and just have a minute to feel less out of control the way they unavoidably have since this began]

Janis: [of course we’re doing it back, the smile not intentionally being mirrored but we cannot help but smile back at you ‘I’ll be less of a liability for it’ with a little shrug, because yeah, you have NOT been focusing on your work properly and no one is there to be accountable to because your own boss but you don’t want to ruin your reputation with your clients so this is for the best all ‘round, even if you have to reschedule a few people, it’s chill ‘might be too soon to do anything in the spare room but-’ leaving that like, it is, ‘cos you are not that far along but we all know you’re too far gone in excitement anyway so you could start this nursery, it’d be shit if you lost this baby now regardless]

Casey: [a look down at his hands like too relatable bestie, because he’d be a liability too if he got another job immediately or tried to, we all remember he got sacked from his other new one after literally a couple of shifts lol, but he’s amused and still smiling not gutted or anything cos as we discussed in the previous convo’s brackets he isn’t happy working in clubs any more anyway ‘same, like’ and only smiling bigger when the idea I mentioned in said former of him getting a day job and them being on the same schedule for once in their lives occurs to him ‘but maybe I can find some work in the day, once her room’s done’ because obvs he’s so excited about the nursery and it isn’t a maybe it’s a definitely that they are gonna get that done]

Janis: [shamelessly 😏 because we want you with us more than we want you chucking yourself into whatever job you can find immediately, fucked hands aside, and we know you weren’t feeling that job, even when we could make it tolerable by turning up, that’s about y’all, not the gig sis ‘like seeing Dracula out for lunch’ because for as long as he’s been an adult working, this has been the vibe, so we’re so used to it but of course, we’re actually excited by/approve of this plan for you ‘what are you going to apply for, when you can’ tapping the knuckles of both hands on the end of that sentence, tilting our head to one side to just gaze adoringly at him nbd]

Casey: [shamelessly giving her the most extra lovebite ever on her neck for that Dracula comment after he’s done his standard OTT excuse you kind of offended face about it with raised eyebrows and said ‘ oi, who you calling a bloodsucker?’ because big nerd 5ever ‘might be feeling undead for the first few days but soon be used to it, and more of you’ with a shrug like he’s not super buzzing about the prospect, which we ALL know he is ‘reckon I’ll be well qualified as a decorator, aside from the obvious’ for the bants of all the DIY and decorating he’ll have done when the nursery is finished and the cliche of them all being gay ‘let’s say I haven’t done my wrist off all the painting, nor started to fancy lads, it’ll have to be pubs til the tourists do my head in and the regulars remind us of my dad’]

Janis: [doing such an OTT B-movie horror victim reaction so you don’t derail this moment you’re having by making it a MOMENT with a realer more 😳 reaction about it, which will inevitably make Chubby come to your rescue so you can shoo this boy away slightly and love upon this pup like yes, well done, sir; shaking your head lovingly at this boy ‘you’d clear up with the housewife crowd, should your wrists not get that limp, yeah’ because the thirsty way some people act around men just trying to do jobs is shameless lol, nodding now at his more serious plan because it is a good idea and more sociable hours and all the benefits of that ‘can’t get enough, eh’ with a look down because literally living above one rn, that will soon be opening for lunchtime, I am sure, it’s usually like 11, is it not, idk]

Casey: [likewise giving Chubby all the love, calling him a hero and a good boy and so brave and all those kind of things because gotta lay it on super thick after scaring him earlier and thinking she’d have to take him in the jc split and he’d never have these moments again ‘been there, done that’ because we all remember his school therapist and I’m sure she was middle aged or at least seemed it to his young teenage boy self ‘and again on [whatever cringe name the club night would have that somewhere he’s worked at, probably the most cringe clerb for his first job of that sort at 18/19, would put on full of cheesy nostalgic music for that crowd because always a thing in rubbish clerbs], can’t get enough, them’ like he’s * correcting her comment about him and pubs, shaking his head at all these sad old ladies like oh gals ‘when my little mate’s here, probably be a shout to have another think’ because not fully going into his wanting to be a stay at home dad thing again rn with it being too soon really but he do clearly wanna do that, as for the pub opening, in redditch it was 10am but idk if that’s cos it’s a shithole haha]

Janis: [Chubby, this is your time to shine, you deserve it, you sweet little fool, undoubtedly bimbling off to get yourself a toy or a bone, like good day parents, catch us rolling our eyes so hard into the back of our head because of course, why are clubs and middle-aged ladies just the cringiest of cringe at all times ‘you poor boy’ sounds like sarcasm but we honestly mean it like ew, hate that for you babe; you’re probably right about 10am, I literally have no idea but beside the point lol ‘always’ because we’ll support you in your endeavours, whenever ‘who knows what we’ll all be up to by then’ because truly, nothing is that stable regarding this baby and we know why]

Casey: [mimicking Chubby when he was getting all the love and fuss when she calls him a poor boy like yes comfort me, rolling about on this bed and being a fool the same way she reacted to his vampire style lovebite earlier because if we’re not silly otherwise it’ll be extra af and after her look down and all this talk of pub work he’s aware that it’ll be opening soon so not trying to instigate a loud af hookup, lol good luck with that hun, we know what y’all are like with self control, ending up with his head in her lap looking up at her like 🥺+😍 because she’s so supportive and they are so back on track ‘least we’ve an idea of what we will next’ cos he’s always buzzing to have a plan and they’ve made some progress about next steps here genuinely]

Janis: [‘you’re not nowhere near as cute’ as if you aren’t looking right back at him fully 🥺+😍 too like okay liar, you can’t help being entirely about this too and the way you’re stroking his hair is somehow indecent and you have to lean down to kiss him as confirmation of how buzzing you are that there are plans and they’re tangible and you’re both working towards them ‘it’s going to be good’ an upgrade on okay because how you feel]

Casey: [‘nah, I’m not’ as he makes whatever kiss she instigated even more indecent and thus is being the opposite of cute, and emphasises this after she’s spoken again by pulling her down further as he simultaneously leans up to meet her, using such a hot move, grabbing her via her throat and fully pressing his fingers into the extra af and extremely recent neck lovebite he did, injuries be damned]

Janis: [moaning into his mouth, the fact you are fully turning this into a makeout and he has his hands around your throat do a lot to dampen the volume of this but there is no denying how guttural and from somewhere inside you beyond your control this sound is, pressing both your hands into his chest, as if you’re trying to fuck with his breathing the way he is yours because rude of you to have this effect on us]

Casey: [doing his own moan because of hers as standard because can’t not when she’s giving him such a good one and it feels like a thousand years since they did any feral antics even though it absolutely is not, the way his chest is heaving at how she’s touching it isn’t stopping him from not at all casually dragging this girl around by her throat until she’s in his lap and he’s doing a second moan about it]

Janis: [not y’all getting withdrawals, truly, the way we’re reacting and continuing our puppy dog eyes about this, you would think it had been years, never change lads; biting your lip and whimpering when you land in his lap like this because you truly can’t deal ‘please’]

Casey: [for once I’ll let y’all off cos things have a reason to be this heightened, even though you’re always like this, god bless, the way he’s pulling her lip into his own mouth and biting down on it harder to try and draw blood the way he wanted to when the vampire comment is so blatant and so indecent, as is what he’s then doing when blood is inevitably happening, could not be doing more because gotta let his own desperation be known]

Janis: [if there’s a time to be dramatic, my boo says, as if you’ve ever been any different, we love you for it lol, in fairness you may be a little hesitant considering what you’ve just done but at this point, this girl can’t be so there isn’t any holding back with your LOUD reaction to this blood play moment, getting as much on his face as you are able to so you can LOOK at him and see the absolute mess]

Casey: [one thing about these two, they love a messy makeout sesh and there’s no holding back for this boy either, once their faces couldn’t possibly be more covered making sure his hands are, because biting his own lip to match hers for more blood, and then repeating his earlier crushing her boobs with them move so it’s on them too and it goes without saying he’ll be LOUDLY and !! sucking and licking it all off starting with her face and throat and then working down her neck to said boobs, just absolute scenes]

Janis: [whilst he’s here cleaning up the mess he has made of you, which you are DYING about in all the ways you can be, no shame in how blatantly turned on you are, you’ve got to be doing the opposite and making more blood happen however you can, as if you want this to be a neverending job for him ‘cos yeah lowkey, not to mention the pain of this is really grounding you in this here and now and you need that as desperately so]

Casey: [doing a hot lol about all the work she’s making for him which would sound especially hot because he’s already basically panting from how turned on he is and how he’s basically choking himself with how hardcore he’s sucking on her boobs in particular cos duh, grabbing her booty with the same !! pawing energy, pushing her into him as he’s thrusting his hips to meet the movement ‘put me inside you’ like if you need something to do gal, like she’s just being naughty cos she doesn’t have an instruction to follow, but actually also do help him because injuries can only be damned so much and it would be a struggle trying to get clothes out of the way and all that]

Janis: [‘I warned you’ as if this is the work y’all have planned and were discussing beforehand, I’m sure it will feature heavily into however long you give yourself off but lol, know you’re absolutely losing it, throwing your head back so you can arch your back as much as you possibly can, to give him even more access to your boobs as if that help is needed, because the sensitivity increase has you feeling all types of ways about this, calling him baby ‘til it loses meaning and your voice gives out, being mad about how you would have to move off him to take off what are definitely leggings because you were at work but you can take this as an opportunity to kiss your way down his body to help him out of whatever he’s still wearing at this point]

Casey: [throwing out the odd ‘your’ or ‘yours’ to her almost endless ‘baby’ when he isn’t just shamelessly reacting or making her react in every way possible until he’s also so mad that she has to move to remove clothes he asked her to and do need to be lol, STARING at her the entire time she’s taking them off like he’s never seen her body before though, so that’s nice for both of y’all, as is the GASP when he’s finally being helped out of these clothes as though he’s never known relief like it]

Janis: [‘poor boy’ again, at the fact he’s been trapped in clothes this entire time, of course the way we’re saying it now is ENTIRELY the mood you were only flirting with earlier when you were trying to behave slightly, obviously the solution to this is to help relieve him with your mouth so he can keep staring at you too, getting yourself into whatever ridiculous position you can to give him the best view]

Casey: [giving her a ‘good girl’ back with the same energy for all the help she’s giving him and the view she has contorted herself into letting him have as well, INSANE levels of eye contact ofc happening but there’s no need for him to be mirroring her rn in essentially dribbling except that he feels every need to let the blood and spit from his mouth fall on her face after having bit his lip again, undoubtedly, when she put him into her mouth]

Janis: [we’d always be out here doing the most for a good girl but right now especially we could not be trying harder to prove that as true and give you everything you could possibly want with this effort, can’t even help the moan that is more vibrations than sounds due to what you’re doing when he is spitting on your face like that, rocking back and forth on the balls of your feet slightly too]

Casey: [he’d definitely be out here reacting to the most to everything she’s doing so I’m really glad the pub isn’t open yet cos this boy is being LOUD and nobody needs to hear that, least of all Fearghal thank you, he’s too old for this, probably getting the pillow to muffle it slightly but that’s only because of it reminds him of earlier and not because he cares about anything else rn]

Janis: [it won’t be loud enough at this AM lads, not that either of you is thinking about that but hey ho, there’s too much for us to prove to this boy and too much emotion right here and now to be doing anything but the most]

Casey: [live your best lives honestly lads, it’s deserved and needed for what we’ve put you both through]

Janis: [would you like to move on to someone else or do a lil skip here, as we’ve resolved this well?]

Casey: [we very much know the vibes we are leaving y’all on and the plans y’all have made that you’re actually going to see through so I’m down to move if you are]

Janis: [probably works I think, are you thinking you want to Casey and Bobby or?]

Casey: [it very much makes sense as a logical next step yeah and I’d in theory like to, I just have no idea how I’m gonna go about that lol lol]

Janis: [lol, I think you just have to, there’s no way to soft launch it]

Casey: We can’t keep on how we’ve been, if you reckon it’s bollocks an’ all or you’ve owt else to say, here’s your chance, like

Casey: up to you, take it or don’t

Bobby: One chance, is it?

Bobby: and you won’t, what, come and smack me

Casey: 1st, never said only, what good’d that do

Casey: about as much as giving you a smack

Bobby: Not us who’s ever thought it’s a solution to anything

Casey: nor have I, not really how it works, mate

Casey: far as thinking goes, I ain’t when 

Bobby: Losing control’s nothing to be proud of

Casey: who’s proud of it, name us 1 dickhead you know

Bobby: You’ve never seemed prouder, like

Casey: alright, ‘course that’s how it seems

Bobby: So, what is this? Because I don’t have a wife for you to take or a life to ruin

Casey: what I said it is, but I get it, you don’t fancy nothing changing

Casey: why would you

Bobby: Don’t matter what I fancy, you two have upended everything

Casey: does to me, be why I’m here

Bobby: What do you reckon you’re going to do?

Casey: depends what you want me to

Bobby: Get Jim to leave with me

Casey: I’ve no way of getting him to do anything, never have done

Bobby: There we go then, I’m still stuck here

Casey: have a word to him, he’s not proper got his head ‘round how you feel but if you keep on, might get somewhere

Bobby: All he cares about is her and Libi

Casey: I doubt it, pisstake how hard he’s always cared about you

Bobby: Not now

Casey: shit like that don’t go nowhere, he’d have a job to just turn it off and managing it’d make him the only dickhead who ever has

Bobby: Says you

Casey: yeah, says me, I’d know

Bobby: You’d just rather you and him didn’t have that same priority

Casey: him who’d rather not see me same as neither of you, top priority, that

Bobby: Can’t blame him now, can you

Casey: nah, can’t and don’t

Casey: but, smart lad like you’ll heard of a self fulfilling prophecy, won’t he

Bobby: Oh, so it’s HIS fault

Bobby: maybe YOU should talk to him, you’re on the same page about all of that

Casey: weren’t just him saying it, that’s my point

Casey: you’ve lived your own version of all that bollocks now with what people go on about and shouldn’t need telling how it goes

Bobby: You picked the wrong side and then felt like an idiot for it when dad left you, that’s never been Jim’s fault

Casey: there was sides long before dad pissed off and long after too, I’ve not once had either of you pair on mine

Bobby: Perhaps you shouldn’t smack people you apparently want around, or steal their missus from them, whilst you’re at it

Casey: bit late to undo them if there was any undoing of it but tah for that

Bobby: You started it, what do you expect him to do?

Casey: I expect sod all off him, why it’s not him I’m having a word with, is it

Bobby: What do you reckon I can do? I told you, he don’t listen to no one but her

Casey: you’ve us wrong, you’re a kid it ain’t up to you to sort none of this and I’ve not come ‘round begging for no help off you

Casey: I’m only here to say, if it’s doing your head in he don’t listen, I will do, whatever the fuck you’ve got to tell me

Bobby: I’m sick of talking

Casey: whenever you change your mind then, you’re stuck about and I’m off nowhere

Bobby: How about you 2 take Libi in, what about that

Bobby: She don’t have no need of a room here 

Casey: weren’t my idea to chuck her mine, she’s got 2 others already, how many’s the 1 lass need

Bobby: Janis should be looking after her

Casey: Janis ain’t her mum, she’d be best to find herself in the middle of nowhere with them lot for a bit, out of everybody’s face

Bobby: She’s not got one, Jim wouldn’t leave me with nowhere to go 

Casey: she’s loads of places to take her off to, with or without a mum, her family’s massive

Bobby: Whatever, she don’t need to be here

Casey: she’s only hanging about to do your head in, our kid

Bobby: No she’s not, she thinks she can fix everything for us but she can’t and it’s doing my head in

Casey: maybe she were, but she’ll be after ruining what she can now you’ve put your foot down and some distance between you pair

Bobby: There’s nothing left to ruin, that were made sure of

Casey: gutted for her, she’ll have to stay 💔 and ‘round

Bobby: well, you aren’t but I don’t care

Casey: nah, I’m not, you heard, she’ll be alright, spoilt lass like her has a million people there waiting when she’s 💔

Casey: about time she didn’t get her own way, it’s the bloody 1st

Bobby: She wants it to be about her, as bad as it is for me

Bobby: but Janis ain’t her mum and she can go elsewhere, I can’t

Casey: yeah, exactly

Casey: you pair ain’t the same, she’s taking the piss

Bobby: I’m not allowed nowt without her so

Casey: from the off, good on you for seeing the light

Bobby: They came as a package deal, for some weird reason, it wasn’t my fault

Casey: nobody’s blaming you, she never gave you chance to make none of your own mates, suited her to have you all to herself

Bobby: Not now, he’s sorting me a translator or something, apparently

Casey: be a start

Bobby: I guess

Casey: least she’s no reason not to piss off no more when you say that’s what you’re after, excuse’ll have gone

Bobby: Sure, if Jim didn’t want her around instead, which he’s made dead clear he does

Casey: you know he can’t let fuck all go, in his head he might as well be her dad or something, there’s never been no telling him he ain’t

Bobby: I’ll just find other places to be, I don’t care, they can play happy families all they like

Casey: I’ll shout you a drink whenever they are, you’re old enough to hack a few pints, take the edge off

Bobby: I don’t need a drink

Casey: only twats like our dad need one

Casey: be somewhere to bring your new mates when you’ve made ‘em, though, and you can order an orange if you’d rather, like

Bobby: I’ve already been [wherever you went with China when you were out on Libi’s bday, we know the cool kid vibe]

Casey: whoever you went with would probably have a laugh in [some places you know because you’ve worked in clerbs forever and have loads of friends and are just that bitch]

Bobby: 👍 alright

Casey: and I’ve a mate who’s done some work for [some band of the correct cool kid vibe] if yours is into them, don’t leave it out chucking tickets and merch at every dickhead he’s ever met

Bobby: Why would you bother doing this for me?

Casey: it’s no bother, hardly putting myself out, am I

Bobby: Not made you bother yourself at all before

Casey: I said, I don’t wanna keep on how we did before

Bobby: You’ve never been nice to me, my whole life

Casey: you don’t remember, I do, you didn’t always used to be shit scared of us or only bothered about him

Bobby: You all say that like I just gained consciousness last year, I’m 13, not 3

Casey: I know how old you are, mate

Casey: took care of you loads when you was younger, before that were taken off me

Bobby: Whenever they made you look after me when they went out, you’d make it known how fuming you were

Casey: about them, not at you

Bobby: not how it felt

Casey: I was a twat for taking it out on you, I were a twat most of the time, still am

Bobby: Yeah, you are

Casey: and Libi did my head in, still does

Bobby: You who’s stuck with her

Bobby: we’ll leave, eventually

Casey: *you’ll

Casey: he’s chuffed to bits to be stuck with her

Bobby: He’ll want to be gone before long, there’s a deadline here

Casey: maybe, but he’s not gone yet

Bobby: She’s no bump yet

Casey: be realer when she has, yeah, even he’ll struggle ignoring it

Bobby: He don’t want it

Casey: what’s he said

Bobby: Nothing

Casey: so how do you have a clue what he wants

Bobby: If he wanted it he’d have to tell me about it, obviously, not pretend it’s not happening, if it is

Casey: he dunno what he wants at the minute

Bobby: Not how it seems

Casey: other than her back, I mean

Bobby: What are you going to do then

Casey: there’s fuck all I can about that

Bobby: Couldn’t exactly come back, even if she hadn’t filled your old room with shit

Casey: there’s no coming back from this, it’s happened, me and her are together, they’re not no more

Bobby: Dunno why you’re telling us, try telling them pair

Casey: I can’t force him to talk to me, if he fancies it, he knows where I am

Bobby: You could talk to her

Casey: and say what

Bobby: I don’t know, maybe stop coming over every day and acting like you’re still together

Bobby: he hasn’t imagined it

Casey: she won’t be coming over every day, nor acting like his missus still

Bobby: Good

Bobby: believe it when I see it

Casey: she were trying to make it a bit easier for him, not harder for you

Bobby: We don’t talk to each other, she gets that much

Casey: same as me and Libi

Bobby: She’s probably just scared of you

Casey: she wants to be after her party, nearly did earn herself a smack for it

Bobby: You can’t help yourself

Casey: nearly means I can 🤏

Bobby: I’m sure you weren’t let anywhere near

Casey: long as you’re sure, Bob

Bobby: If you wanna say she’s stopped giving any sort of fuck, that’s a weird choice but yeah, not unbelievable 

Casey: ‘course it’s not what I’m on about

Bobby: She’s annoying but she’s a teenage girl, you shouldn’t say things like that

Casey: I wouldn’t hurt her, nor you, I haven’t ever done and it weren’t for being held back by no dickhead but myself

Bobby: Not how it felt

Casey: I’m sorry for how it felt, alright

Casey: I tried to keep myself away from you when I was like that but it ain’t been possible every time

Bobby: and I tried to keep out of your way

Casey: yeah, I know

Bobby: Can’t have it both ways, you didn’t want us around or to be around us, how could I leave you out?

Casey: it’s my fault, not yours

Casey: I fucked it, that’s the only way it was

Bobby: yeah, I know

Bobby: You never picked no good role models so, is what it is

Casey: there weren’t none going spare

Bobby: He’s older than you too

Casey: don’t mean he’s a good role model for me, I’ve no interest in being how he is

Bobby: You picked Ian, just another mistake

Casey: he needed us, he had no new missus at that point, somebody had to be about for him, be dead else

Bobby: What a loss to the world

Casey: I don’t wish it on him, whatever he’s done

Bobby: You’ve only wasted your time

Casey: my time to waste, we’ve all heard that one at school

Bobby: I suppose so

Bobby: again, you can’t blame Jim when you sided against him with dad

Casey: I can blame him for siding against me before, for being younger than you and being wrote off by my own brother

Casey: nobody but her has ever bothered trying to help me sort my head out, he could’ve had a go

Bobby: It’s not worked though, has it

Bobby: and it’s just bribery if you think she’s going to reward you with attention

Casey: it was left too late, but I’ll do the work myself now that I’m not a kid

Bobby: Alright

Casey: alright

Bobby: None of that will change what you’ve done so

Casey: I can’t undo it, just try not to keep on fucking up from here on

Bobby: You expect him to un-write you off when you’re saying you’re ‘together’ now, with his wife

Casey: I expect nowt of the sort, he’s made up his mind about who he reckons I am, and he ain’t even that far wrong with loads of it

Casey: but we’re together, whatever he reckons, and there’s no changing that neither

Bobby: Here’s hoping you’ve not made another shit choice, like

Casey: tah

Janis: [Let’s assume that she sends this after work for him because just logical but still, having given it a couple days or so but not a long amount of time ‘cos just wouldn’t]

Janis: Let me know when you can talk

Jimmy: 👍

Jimmy: go on

Janis: Alright, you good?

Jimmy: What do you want to talk about?

Janis: You know, unless you’ve forgotten which would be insulting as it would be concerning so

Janis: I shouldn’t have let things escalate like that, it was really selfish and fucked up and went against everything we were doing right before

Jimmy: But they did, and we can’t let that just be chucked to one side

Janis: We stopped working, and it’d take a lot more than this one thing to make us work again

Janis: We’ve never been friends, not really, that’s something new, that we can have

Jimmy: I’ll do owt to make it work again, I said

Janis: Neither of us even knows what that would entail, or we’d not be here

Jimmy: How would we, ‘til we have another go?

Janis: Because we gave it a really long time, the best we had

Jimmy: I’ll do better, all you have to is let me

Janis: I’m not asking you to, you gave your all, so did I, we should be proud of that at least

Janis: not push it into something that it shouldn’t be

Jimmy: My all weren’t good enough, that’s nowt to be proud of

Janis: It was a joint effort, can’t do it alone

Janis: and who’s to say

Jimmy: You’d rather be with him, is what you’re saying

Janis: Us being back together isn’t a choice, that just can’t happen again

Jimmy: I can’t be your mate like none of it happened

Janis: We don’t have to pretend, there’s no point in that

Jimmy: You’re sat there asking us to pretend I don’t love you

Janis: I’m not

Janis: I know this is my fault, entirely my fault, that I pushed us past where we were

Janis: that you’ll need time, we will, for things to go back

Jimmy: Go back to what? I’m alright for not fancying waking up of a morning and only keeping on going for our kid’s sake

Janis: You can’t put that on me, we can’t do shit like this to each other

Jimmy: If we don’t have to pretend, there’s the reality

Janis: I’m the same person I were when you didn’t fancy waking up in the morning for however long it was

Janis: that hasn’t changed

Jimmy: I can’t do this without you, I need you, that’ll never change

Janis: We’ll learn, we have to

Jimmy: No

Jimmy: we don’t have to

Janis: We do, it has to be different

Jimmy: It could be different, us together, there’s no need for you to stay with him to force it

Janis: That’s not why I’m with him

Jimmy: Why then?

Janis: Because it’s the right relationship for me to be in

Jimmy: How is it?

Janis: We want the same things

Jimmy: It don’t matter what he wants, you won’t be able to bring a baby up with him

Jimmy: any future you’ll have will look like history repeating itself, you might as well drop the kid right at Ian’s door

Janis: That’s not true

Jimmy: What happened to the one lass he went out with before you?

Janis: That’s entirely different to what you’re saying is going to happen

Janis: when he’s never hurt me or any kid, I know you’ve a right to be pissed off with the pair of us but I’m not going to sit here and agree

Jimmy: There were a time when Ian had never hurt no kid, go back far enough and it’d be true of no missus either

Janis: Alright, he’s had no chance but I trust him 

Janis: and if I’m wrong, I trust myself not to stay

Jimmy: 👌

Janis: I’m the one that wanted this baby, I’m not going to let anything happen to it

Jimmy: Debbie wanted us 2, top job she did, were that easy no dickhead would be smacked about ever

Janis: I’m not your mum, he’s not your dad

Janis: not everything can be viewed through that one relationship, or should

Jimmy: Except he is my dad though

Janis: No, he’s not

Jimmy: 🤞 Janis

Janis: I’ve known him the best part of a decade now, too

Janis: it’s probably easier for you but don’t act like I have no clue

Jimmy: I’ve known him all his life, he’s my brother, there’s nowt easy about having them clues to follow

Jimmy: I’d be chuffed to bits to be wrong, don’t act like I want none of this to be true

Janis: What’s it going to take?

Jimmy: Him sorting himself out, proper

Janis: Right

Jimmy: How much of the flat’s in the same state you moved into? He can’t keep on how he is

Janis: And you can?

Janis: No one asked you how much of a tip you’d let yourself and the house get into if left to your own devices, it’s bullshit, we all need to sort ourselves, it doesn’t mean it’s perfection or nothing

Jimmy: I’m not raising this kid, you and him are

Janis: It’s our child, you and me

Jimmy: You’re together, you and him

Janis: That doesn’t mean you’re not the dad, that that’s not your role

Jimmy: Yeah it will

Janis: No one is stopping you

Jimmy: Bollocks

Janis: How is it?

Jimmy: Kid’ll be calling him dad, I’ll never see you nor it

Jimmy: same as every other divorced dickhead goes on about at work

Janis: I’m not going to do that, Jesus, if anything have we not learnt I’m fucking appalling at appropriate boundaries

Jimmy: Asked a bit ago, I’d have not said you’d cheat on us neither but

Janis: Yeah, fair enough

Jimmy: There we go then

Jimmy: good chat, mate

Janis: I didn’t see it going no better but

Janis: I’m sorry all the same

Jimmy: Me an’ all

Janis: I won’t bother you time being but please let me know if you need help with anything that I can do

Jimmy: 👍

Janis: Okay, Jimmy

Jimmy: in a bit, Janis

Bobby: Are you going to listen to me now?

Jimmy: ?

Bobby: [send him whatever socials Libi has done herself, oh the teen tit for tat drama]

Bobby: That’s China’s ex, and he’s a massive twat

Jimmy: How massive a twat the lad is, that’s for Libi to work out

Bobby: She’s only doing it to make my life harder, why are you not supporting me about this

Jimmy: What would you have us do? I ban him from the house I’d need to your missus an’ all

Bobby: Er, ban her, I told you, she’s got no business still coming around, it’s fucking weird

Jimmy: And I’ve told you why she still is

Jimmy: she’s not even brought him ‘round, she might not do as you pair often are

Bobby: For God’s sake, she’s nothing to do with you, you’re leaving yourself open for all sorts 

Bobby: it’s not just about me, you know

Jimmy: Leave it out

Jimmy: I’ve all but raised her near as long as I have done you, I’m not stopping bothering with her ‘cause you’ve fallen out, it’s not just about you, you’re right there

Bobby: She has family, she’s no need of you

Jimmy: There’s no such thing as too much of it, mate, she can have me an’ all

Bobby: So make yourself useful and parent her, if you’re so insistent 

Jimmy: I’ll have a word, alright?

Bobby: Want to hurry, what I’ve heard

Jimmy: What’ve you heard?

Bobby: That he’s already a body count, obviously

Jimmy: Don’t mean Libi’s about to add herself to it, but I’ll talk to her, I said

Bobby: yeah right

Jimmy: She only had her birthday a minute ago, I doubt she’s in a hurry herself

Bobby: Her mum had her by her age

Jimmy: Your missus’ mum had her older sister when she were young, I’m not having a go at you and her, am I?

Bobby: Not that young, get the social involved age, so’s her nan and her nan before her

Jimmy: I reckon she’ll know enough off the back of all them lot doing it not to then

Bobby: Ha

Bobby: numbers are in my favour not yours

Jimmy: You could sound a bit less like you’re chuffed to bits about it, mate

Bobby: Why would I care?

Jimmy: Why would you want her life ruined?

Bobby: Reap what you sow, I haven’t made her throw herself at him, have I, be her fault if it does

Jimmy: You ain’t exactly made it very easy for her to do owt else, but alright

Bobby: Nah, I’m not going to take on the blame for her being a slag like you do, don’t start that

Jimmy: You dunno she is a slag, you know how she feels about you though

Bobby: Wouldn’t go out with him else, so yeah I do, actually

Jimmy: It’s obvious what she’s going out with him for, yeah

Bobby: She should get a life then

Jimmy: Come on, Bob

Bobby: What?

Bobby: Are you going to force me to go out with her so you can have your fucked up happy family thing, what?

Jimmy: I can’t force you into doing nowt

Bobby: It’s weird, it’s so fucking weird that she’s still hanging about and won’t just piss off, and you just enable it

Bobby: you would if you could, yeah, got that message loud and clear

Jimmy: I’d have you talk about her like less of a dickhead, she used to be your best mate, what are you calling her a slag for or 🤞 she’ll have her own kid as a kid?

Jimmy: I brought you up not to be that lad

Bobby: Because, some girls are slags, it’s a fairytale to pretend otherwise and you just look like a total idiot

Jimmy: Steady on, she ain’t some girl, it’s Libi

Bobby: I don’t give a shit about her!

Bobby: Jesus, will you please catch up

Jimmy: That’s up to you, I’m not listening to you chat shit about her

Bobby: You never bloody listen

Jimmy: Not to this bollocks I won’t, I’ve already said, I’ll have a word, it’s the most I’m doing

Bobby: She’s weird and she made me weird because I couldn’t have no other pissing friends

Bobby: and you just let it happen and did nothing to help me

Bobby: I don’t need your useless help now, thanks

Jimmy: I did nowt to help you? Bloody charming, that

Bobby: Side with her, I don’t care no more

Jimmy: I’m taking no sides, there’s none to

Bobby: Which in your language means you’re taking hers

Jimmy: It means, I care about the both of you, I always have done and I always will do

Bobby: Take me off the to-do list, save yourself the bother

Jimmy: No can do, our kid

Jimmy: you’re stuck with me bothering

Bobby: 🙄

Jimmy: You’ll live

Bobby: Unfortunately 

Jimmy: She’s only after a reaction from you, when you don’t give her none this lad’ll piss off

Bobby: She’s an attention seeker, we all already know that

Jimmy: Might grow out of it 🤞 but some never do

Bobby: Yeah, wouldn’t bet on that either

Jimmy: Least I can ban this lad if he’s the sort you reckon

Bobby: Everyone knows, it’s not a secret, hence she deserves everything she gets

Jimmy: You’ll not need to see her about if I do and she’s off with him, take your 🏆 there and stop worrying about her falling off the podium 

Bobby: I’m not worried, he won’t keep her around long enough for that to mean anything

Bobby: then she’ll be back, crying again, doing my head in

Jimmy: I can’t hack no crying either, she knows where else she’d be best off going, we’ll be alright

Bobby: They won’t have her, not after the stupid party bollocks

Jimmy: Janis’ mum will, or her granddad, he’s a soft touch far as any 💔😭 lass goes 

Bobby: 🙄 

Jimmy: You said it, she’s not short shoulders

Bobby: She’s spoiled, why she acts like such a baby, you’re no better about her

Jimmy: I spoilt you an’ all, hold my hands up

Jimmy: I’d do it no different given the chance again, both needed some, rest of the bollocks there were going on

Bobby: We’re not the same

Jimmy: I never said you were

Bobby: Yes you did

Bobby: everyone wanted her, even her stupid dead kid parents, no one has ever wanted me, not even you

Bobby: just another job for you to be miserable about

Jimmy: Where?

Jimmy: I’ve not once regretted taking you on, heavy handed-ness with the word slag aside, you’re a good lad

Jimmy: if it’s just a job, it’s one I’m chuffed to bits to put every shift in

Bobby: Yeah right, who do you think you’re convincing with that?

Jimmy: Be convinced by the fact I’m here, I want to be for you, it’s all there is I’m not miserable about right now

Bobby: Right

Jimmy: I get you fancy going away proper, and I can’t give you that or no promises about it, but we could still piss off somewhere for a few days, us

Jimmy: no lasses, sort our heads out 🤏

Bobby: No thanks, I’m good

Jimmy: 👍

Bobby: No offence 

Jimmy: 💡🥉 I’ve heard you, do listen some of the time, like

Bobby: I don’t need a holiday, that’s all

Jimmy: Right

Bobby: Maybe you should take one yourself though

Jimmy: We need the money more than I do a break

Bobby: Not what it sounded like with that cry for help, like

Jimmy: Oi, only get more charming, you

Jimmy: remind you what you’ve said when you’re next after having the 🎻🎻 out for yourself, mate

Bobby: Not going to happen so, yeah, alright

Bobby: think about it

Jimmy: No need, but tah

Bobby: 🤷

Jimmy: You and your missus won’t be chucked the house to yourself that piss easy, weren’t born yesterday

Bobby: As if, why would I copy Libi’s shit ideas, see how well that worked out

Jimmy: Before you crack on calling her all sorts ‘cause of the state of her family, that lass you’re seeing’s big sister near enough had the word slag invented for her, I’ll let you have a think on that while I’ve work to crack on with myself

Bobby: So?

Bobby: I already told you she went out with that lad too

Jimmy: So, use your head, I already told you

Bobby: Why would I care, you who thinks I would

Bobby: be no point going out with her else

Jimmy: You who should

Jimmy: unless you reckon it’s a good shout to copy Case’s shit ideas instead

Bobby: He’s got what he wants, you ain’t

Jimmy: There we go, that’s alright then

Bobby: I dunno why you reckon I’d be in love with her, only went out with her because everyone knows what a slag she is

Jimmy: I don’t reckon that, I reckoned you’d treat any lass as more than just something to get what you want off of, but I’m the dickhead, not you

Bobby: She bullied us first, I owe her nothing

Bobby: and you’re the one who’s pointed out several times what her and her whole family are like, not treating her any different to what she is

Jimmy: I were pointing out what a twat you’re being, this lass acted one to you when you were 5, for fuck’s sake

Bobby: Oh then pissing white knight for her too, Jesus, it’s beyond creepy at this point

Jimmy: Piss off, I’m at a loss for words with you, honestly

Bobby: Yeah, that’s what I thought

Jimmy: Have at that, bighead, chuffed for you having all the answers and being dead right all the bloody time

Jimmy: must be nice, and nobody reckons you’re a dickhead for it

Bobby: I don’t care what you think, you’re the dickhead

Jimmy: ‘Course you don’t, and ‘course I am

Jimmy: 👍

Bobby: Don’t wait up tonight

Jimmy: *be in by [a time because he’s fuming and setting a curfew lol]

Bobby: No, tah

Jimmy: You heard

Bobby: Yeah and

Jimmy: And I’ll be knocking on your missus’ door if you’re not in by the time I’ve just said, having a word to her mum

Bobby: because I’ll be there, how stupid do you actually think I am

Jimmy: You’ll not be allowed there, mate, keep on

Bobby: ‘cos what, you’re going to tell her her daughter’s a slag? 

Bobby: Good plan, mate

Jimmy: I’ll be a bit busy walking the streets for you, dickhead

Bobby: Calm down

Bobby: I’ll come back when I want

Jimmy: You’ll come back when I’ve told you to, or I’ll find you and bring you, up to you, that

Bobby: You’re so ridiculous, what do you think you’re achieving 

Jimmy: You’re 13

Jimmy: What do you think you’re playing at?

Bobby: Hanging out, having actual friends of my own

Jimmy: Taking the piss, be in by [the time] or don’t

Jimmy: you know what’ll happen

Bobby: Whatever, Jim

Jimmy: in a bit, Bob

Bobby: I’d avoid coming ‘round here for a while if I were you

Libi: Well, you’re not me

Bobby: Well, you’ve upset Jim

Libi: No I’ve not, but clearly you have

Bobby: Yeah, you have and he’s planning on having a word when you do 

Libi: When he does, if he says he doesn’t want me ‘round, I won’t come, I don’t need a warning off you, tah very much

Bobby: Don’t take it then

Libi: I’m not, Bobby

Bobby: What do you want, round of applause?

Libi: From you? Absolutely nothing

Bobby: Ta-ra, then

Libi: Okay, bye

Janis: Alright, I’ll bite, who’s Jake?

Libi: Just a boy from school, you can put your teeth away

Janis: And is there a second reason he deserved a place on your feed, like?

Libi: I don’t know what you could POSSIBLY mean…

Janis: Uhuh 😏

Libi: Fight 🔥 with 🔥 right?

Janis: Certainly a tactic

Libi: It’s a fight he started, not me

Libi: they’re his bullshit tactics

Janis: I’m just glad he’s age-appropriate, about the level of interest I should show, I figure

Libi: Yeah, you’re nailing it

Janis: A background check seems a little unnecessary when you actually have no interest yourself, so

Libi: I know where he’s been, obviously, it’s where my interest does lie

Janis: Go on, no longer in that [their school name] loop

Libi: You’re losing your touch 👵🏽

Janis: That’s charming, if I were keen to know the who’s who of [her year]’s boys, I’d be looking to rekindle my relationship with Lucas an’ all

Libi: It’s an easy guess, nothing about this has or needs much finesse to it

Janis: Someone to do with China? 

Libi: He’s her ex, THE ex, really, as in her only and the one she cheated on

Janis: Oh, okay

Janis: How does that piss off Bobby though?

Libi: I doubt it will, he doesn’t care what I do

Janis: I’m sure he does more than he’ll let on to you, like

Libi: Maybe, but he doesn’t have mates I could hang out with, and Casey isn’t age appropriate or available, so

Libi: making it about him wasn’t an option I had

Janis: You’d have to wait for him to make some, yeah

Janis: Not coming for your lack of finesse with it, don’t worry

Libi: He’s only interested in the one at the minute, and calling her a mate is a stretch

Janis: If you’re buying the socials, which could be as fake as yours

Libi: I’ve had IRL front row since then

Janis: I’d probably be skipping dinner there myself, personally

Libi: Running away’s what you do, I’ve a dog there to walk, thanks to you

Janis: A dog you want, we’ve been over that

Libi: Geographically, still where she is, whether I want that or not

Janis: You could take her to nan and granddad’s too

Libi: I couldn’t, Jim loves her

Janis: Well, there’s nothing I can do about that

Libi: I’m not asking you to

Libi: you’re the one who’s trying to tell me what to do

Janis: I’m just saying, you don’t need to be around them

Libi: You’re just saying upset Jim and Peach cos Bobby wants to upset me

Janis: Don’t then, good God

Libi: Don’t have a go at me for something that isn’t my fault

Janis: I’m not having a go at you

Libi: Yeah right

Janis: I’m not, Libs, I’m just saying you could focus on yourself and not them

Libi: But I can’t, and you don’t get it if you think I just could

Janis: Of course I get it

Libi: I don’t know how to stop, I’ve never known

Janis: I can’t make any assurances it’ll get better, wish I could

Libi: I’m the same person who was told off for kissing him all the time

Janis: Yeah

Janis: He’s going through a lot, it might not be this way forever, nothing’s the same forever so that’s a guarantee actually

Libi: What if it’s worse?

Janis: Then that’ll end too, eventually

Libi: He’s so angry, I wish there was an end in sight for that

Janis: There’s a lot to be angry about

Libi: Yeah

Janis: I know it don’t feel fair, it ain’t but you can’t force nothing

Libi: Can I force you to give me a 🔑 to over the pub if I promise no parties?

Janis: I dunno about that no more, anyway, why would you need to be there when I’m not?

Libi: For the same reason it’s keeping me sane to know there are other lads who want to hang about with me and every negative thing Bobby said isn’t true

Janis: You’re welcome here any time, you know that

Libi: When you can keep an eye on me, like a little kid

Janis: You are

Libi: You used to look after me when you were my age right now

Janis: I’m an inspiration and in any way aspirational when it suits, yeah

Libi: I only need to grow up when it suits, cos you’re fuming about how immature I’ve been

Janis: You don’t need a place to be on your own, not like that, you have endless places to go to get some space

Libi: No I don’t

[lillylvjy]

My friend

This word feels so natural yet so wrong in my mouth

While i talk about you

We did not spend

A lot time with each other, but i think about

You more than my others mates

And i really hope you do too

Cause when we talk i can't stop smiling

You're a highlight of my day

I really appreciate your presence

Your help, i know you willing

To do anything to make me feel happier, may

I ask you - do you feel the same? Is essence

Is it enough to make you feel better? 

I would die from happiness when you would say yes

To the one question, i’m gonna ask you soon

I think you’re the best person in the whole universe, and you’re so smart you can have phd

At the age of 16, and you make my feel stress

When I am around you, kinda like a racoon

But you know, I am very pretty racoon, you call yourself racoon, together we can be 

Two emo gay pretty racoons, with cats and shit 

“I'm so glad I met her”

Thats what im saying to my friends

And it's true, since i let you into my life

I feel so much more like myself, more real, more me

And yeah, it depends

On my mood but I’m happy were together in this drive

Also i hope we can go on many dates and drink together tea

So yeah, i'm really proud 

To call you my friend 

(and hopefully soon more)

And i do wonder if you’re on the same page

With you, i'm not scared to be loud

With every conversation we have or every message you send

I attach to you more and more, i change 

To the best version of myself.

(-lizzy)

:(( that’s so cute oh my-

I’m so excited to see what she says! Best of luck my dear!!!

[chrizbang]

Pairing: Lee Know x female reader x Han Jisung

Genre: smut

Warnings: threesome, unprotected sex, cream pie, oral sex (m and f), anal sex (m), porn with plot

Word count: 2.507

“Hey, baby,” Minho greeted you as he sat by your side. “Hi,” you said, taking a bite of your sandwich. “Did you come late today? I didn’t see you at the hall earlier.” “Yeah, I slept too much,” you yawned. “Awn, sleepyhead,” Minho mocked you, pinching your cheek. “Hey, guys,” Seungmin said as we walked by your table along with Jisung. “Hey, Seungmin,” you greeted him before turning your attention to Jisung. “Hi, Jisung,” you smiled. “H-hi, Y/N,” he said before looking down, holding tight on the straps of his backpack. “Are you guys going to have lunch with us?” Minho asked. “No, we are just going to buy something to eat and go to the library to finish a project,” Seungmin explained. You noticed that Jisung looked away with a nervous expression when he locked eyes with Minho. “Cool. See you later then,” Minho said, shrugging. “Bye,” Seungmin waved as he left. “I think Jisung has a crush on you,” you teased as they walked away. “I would say the same about you.” “I don’t have a crush on you, Minho,” you rolled your eyes. “I just like your cock.” “First of all, you totally have a crush on me, I’m hot as fuck,” he complained, munching on his slice of pizza. “Second, I meant that he has a crush on you.” “Do you think so?” “Have you seen the way he looks at you? I’ve seen him checking you out plenty of times.” “Awn, that’s cute. Maybe we should invite him to our party.” “Hmm, I don’t know,” Minho pursued his lips. “I’m not in the mood to share you.” “Maybe you won’t have to share,” you said with a malicious smile on your lips.

You became friends with Minho ever since the first year of college. His beauty and cocky attitude caught your attention, making you fall for him instantly. Both of you didn’t want to be in a serious relationship, so you became friends with benefits. It was your idea to have a big party at Minho’s house. His parents were away, traveling because of work, so Minho had his house all for himself. It was a little hard to convince him at first, but a few blowjobs later, and he was willing to do almost anything you asked. He only asked for you to help him with the organization, and then with the cleaning. You invited Seungmin and your friend Felix, knowing that they would love to help. Well, maybe not Seungmin. “Minho, why don’t you help me to make the playlist?” Felix asked before turning his laptop on. “Sure! But we’re not going to play your emo songs.” “Excuse me?” Felix frowned at Minho.“It’s not my fault you don’t have good taste.”

Felix and Minho walked to the kitchen, leaving you alone with Seungmin while you decorated the living room. “I could be home sleeping right now,” Seungmin complained. “Shh, you have no right to complain when you’re the one who eats and drinks the most,” you whined. Seungmin rolled his eyes. “Of course, I do. I’m the best guest at parties, I’m super fun.” “That’s why you should help us, dude. Come on,” you said, playfully slapping Seungmin on the arm. “Hm.” “Hey, Seungmin,” you purred, trying to sound nonchalant. “You should invite Jisung.” “Sure, I don’t think he would come, though. He is not into parties.” “Just give it a try,” you smiled. It was nine pm, and the guests started to show up. You were excited about the party but most of all, you were happy to see Minho having fun. He was stressed and overworked because of college, so it was nice to see him loosen up a little. Half an hour later, the house was full, everyone was drinking and having fun while the music was blasting up. You frowned when you saw Seungmin arriving at the party alone. “Where’s Jisung?” you asked, opening the door for him. “Well, hello to you too, Y/N. He said he couldn’t come because he had to study.” “Oh, I see.” “What’s with the sudden interest on Jisung?” Seungmin raised his eyebrow. “I like him. I think he’s cute.” “Who is cute?” Minho asked “Jisung. Seungmin said he is not coming.” “He is such a pussy.” “Minho!” you looked at him with wide eyes. “I’m sorry,” he said, raising his hands in the air. “Come on guys, let’s enjoy the party.” You were having fun, taking shots with Felix. Soon enough, the alcohol made you loosen up, making you forget about all your worries. People were dancing in the living room, and you decided to join them. You were feeling yourself when you felt someone holding your hips. The person grabbed your waist, holding you against their chest. You began to grind against them on the same rhythm as the music, shaking your ass vigorously. Suddenly, you felt something hard against your lower back. You turned around to check who was dancing with you, only to see Minho smiling widely. You kissed him. He kissed you back, grabbing your ass. “You are such a naughty slut,” he whispered in your ear. “Stop,” you whined, laughing. “You know how that makes me feel.” “Your little crush didn’t take his eyes off you ever since he arrived.” “Hm?” you looked at him, confused. Minho pointed in a direction with his head. You looked where he was showing, only to see Jisung standing at the corner of the room. He looked completely out of place, almost like he didn’t want to be noticed. He was looking at you, and when you locked eyes with him, he looked away. You giggled. “I can’t blame him,” Minho kissed your cheek. “You are looking extra delicious today.” You smiled, noticing that Jisung was trying hard not to look at you and Minho, but he was failing miserably. You rubbed your ass against his erection. “Y/N,” he warned you. “What?” you looked at him with innocent eyes. “I’m just dancing.” Minho held your wrist as he pulled you to the bathroom. Once  inside, he pushed you against the bathroom cabinet. He got on his knees, lifting your skirt up. He grabbed one of your thighs, putting it on his shoulder. Minho practically shoved his nose on your clothed cunt, sniffing your essence. “You smell so good,” he purred. He ran his tongue on your folds, making you whine. “Please, don’t tease me, Minho.” “I’ll do with you whatever I please,” he said, scolding you, but doing what you wanted seconds later, as he pushed your panties to the side and sucked on your clit. You had to hold in a scream, hoping that nobody would walk through the corridor and hear your whimpers of pleasure. You shook your hips vigorously while Minho ate you out, swallowing every drop. “Fuck,” you threw your head back, grabbing his hair. “Please, I need you inside of me.” Minho smiled as he got up. He unbuttoned his pants, looking at you with a dirty look on his face. You kissed him, sliding your tongue in his mouth. Your taste on his lips turned you on even more. Minho grabbed your waist, lifting you up and making you sit on the cabinet. He spread your legs, standing between them. “Are you gonna take my cock like a good girl?” he asked, looking deep into your eyes. “Yes. Yeah, please, Minho.” He released his cock from his underwear. You grabbed it, stroking it with your soft hands a few times. While he enjoyed the feeling of you touching his dick, he kissed your neck, licking and biting it. “Ah, I need you inside of me, baby.” Minho aligned his cock at your entrance before filling you up slowly. “Yes, ah,” you groaned, feeling every inch of him. “So fucking tight,” Minho moaned as he went deeper inside of you. He wasted no time, pounding deeply into your pussy. You bit his shoulder, trying to hold in your moans. You were lost in your feelings, keeping your eyes shut as you felt every hard thurst that Minho gave. Suddenly, you opened your eyes. You could clearly see that someone was behind the door, watching you. The person walked away after you noticed them. “J-jisung.” “What?” Minho asked, looking at you. “Jisung was watching us behind the door.” Minho stopped. At first, you were worried that he would get mad, but it changed after you saw the expression on his face. “Are you sure?” he asked. “Yes.” “Wait for me inside of my room,” he said, putting his pants up. “What are you going to do?” you asked, curious. “You’ll see.” Minho walked away, closing the door. You went to his room, completely confused. You sat on his bed and waited. Five minutes later, Minho walked through the door with Jisung following behind. Minho locked the door, and grabbed a chair, putting it in front of the bed. “Sit here,” he told Jisung, who immediately obeyed. Minho walked around Jisung with a serious expression on his face. “Y/N said that you were watching us. Is that true, Jisung?” Jisung raised his head, looking at you with wide eyes and red cheeks. “Answer me,” Minho demanded, raising his voice. “Y-yes. I’m sorry.” Minho grinned. “Do you like to watch people having sex? Did you enjoy what you saw?” Jisung shook his head. “No, no, I’m sorry.” “Minho,” you tried to intervene but decided to stay quiet after the look Minho gave to you. “Since you like to watch so much, why don’t we give you a show?” You gasped when you felt a tight grip on your hair. Minho yanked you from the bed, making you kneel in front of him.

He unbuttoned his pants once again. You felt flustered at first, but you didn’t hesitate. You grabbed his dick, shoving it in your mouth. Minho moaned softly as you went as deep you could, filling your throat up. He thrusted inside of your mouth, making a little bit of drool run down your chin. “Such a good girl,” he praised. Minho took his dick out, rubbing it on your face. “Do you like what you see, Jisung?” Minho asked. He grabbed your t-shirt, pulling it up as he helped you take it off. He reached behind your back and undid the clasp of your bra. He grabbed your boobs and asked again. “Do you like what you see? Answer me!” “Y-yes, yes, I do.” “Do you wanna touch her?” Jisung nodded. “Get on the bed,” Minho told you. He took the rest of your clothes off. “Come here,” he said to Jisung. He walked next to the bed slowly, not knowing what to do. Minho stood behind him. “Why don’t you give her a reward for being such a good girl, hm?” he said, running his hand on Jisung’s hair. You giggled when you saw the way Jisung shivered at Minho’s touch. Minho grabbed Jisung’s chin, kissing him slowly, taking him by surprise. You saw when Minho’s tongue entered Jisung’s mouth, making you feel goosebumps because of how turned on you were. Once they were done, Jisung sat on the bed, looking at you. You smiled at him. “It’s okay,” you said, trying to reassure him. “Come here.” He got on top of you. “Do you wanna kiss me?” you asked. “Yes.” Jisung’s kiss was different from Minho’s. Minho’s lips were soft, but his kisses were always deep and hungry. Jisung looked like he wanted to taste you, to enjoy every peck. He kept on kissing you, going down slowly. He kissed your chin, your neck, your shoulder.

He kissed one of your boobs while he massaged the other. You bit your lower lip, running your hand through his hair. You looked at Minho, who was sitting at the chair, palming his erection as he watched you. Jisung kept going down your body until he reached your pussy. He took a moment to take a good look at you, admiring your beauty. You smiled at him. He ran his tongue through your pussy lips slowly, tasting you. He dipped his tongue in your whole, earning a loud moan from you. You heard Minho chuckling. You didn’t look at him, too caught up on the pleasure you were feeling, but you knew that he was amused. You grabbed Jisung’s hair, moaning louder and louder as he penetrated you with his tongue. “Fuck, don’t stop.” Jisung rearranged his position on the bed before he began to suck harshly on your clit. It was all you needed to get to the edge. “I-I’m so close, please, don’t stop,” you whined, shaking your hips. You whimpered and squirmed as your orgasm hit you hard. “Good job,” Minho said, clapping his hands. “Take your clothes off.” Jisung took his clothes off slowly. After he was done, you and Jisung were both naked while Minho was fully clothed. You would be lying if you said it didn’t turn on. Minho told Jisung to get on top of you again, then he sat behind Jisung. “If any of you feel uncomfortable, you can stop any time, okay?” he said. Both you and Jisung agreed. Minho began to kiss Jisung’s neck, making him whimper. “You are so sensitive,” Minho whispered in his ear. You ran your hand on Jisung’s chest as Minho pumped Jisung’s cock. “I’m gonna fuck you as you fuck Y/N, okay?” Jisung bit his lip, closing his eyes. “Yes.” “You go first.” Jisung began to slide himself into you. His dick wasn’t too big, so it wasn’t hard for him to fill you up. You heard Minho spitting, and then Jisung moaned as Minho penetrated him from behind. “Fuck,” Minho moaned, stretching his ass out. Jisung kissed you, thrusting inside of you and taking every thrust Minho gave him. Your muffled moans mingled with his, and you knew it wouldn’t take long for your second orgasm to hit you. The room was filled by the sound of moans and skin slapping on skin. Jisung’s pelvis rubbed on your clit, which helped you get closer and closer. You closed your eyes helplessly. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum.” You whined as you came, feeling your body trembling. “I’m getting close,” Minho moaned. “Please, cum inside of me,” Jisung whined, moving his hips at a faster pace. Minho grabbed Jisung’s hair, yanking his head back as he sucking on his neck. You bit your lip as you watched Minho cumming inside of Jisung’s ass. “Are you getting close, baby?” you asked Jisung. He nodded. You smiled as you watched a drop of sweat run down his face. “F-fuck,” Jisung said, taking his dick out of you. You began to quickly pump his cock. “Oh, fuck, I’m gonna cum. Can I cum on your chest, Y/N?” “Yes, anything for you, baby.” Jisung came hard, moaning loudly. He got his cum all over your face and chest, but you didn’t care. They both lay by your side, exhausted. “We should do this more often,” you smiled.

[dreamcatcherrs]

streamers finding out youre pregnant?

the mcyts reaction to finding out their s/o is pregnant

+ this is a reaction to if you had been wanting to get pregnant, and that you and the specific mcyt had been wanting this for a while. so only fluff, no angst :) I can do an angst version, though?

dream:

after you told him the amazing news his whole face just lit up

he’d lift you up in the air

and spin you around

would set you down and then give you a big fat kiss on the lips

“I’m gonna be a dad?”

you don't think you'd ever seen him that happy before

he’d tell everyone almost immediately

and would want to go out and buy a bunch of baby stuff

just to be ready

would shower with you in the bath tub

with, like, a specific bath bomb you'd mentioned before

and washes your hair for you

always has an eye on you

and doesn't want you lifting heavy stuff

ever

won't let you do anything that contains more work than lifting a finger

very protective over you

georgenotfound:

would be really surprised at first

just imagine the grin on his face

I mean, he would be smiling till his cheeks started aching

pulls you into a hug and kisses the top of your head

“this is crazy. I just…I can't wait.”

would make sure you go for walks together

because he says then your baby will learn the area quicker

and you explain that the baby can't actually see out of your stomach

but he just brushes it off

will rage eat with you

just buys a bunch of fast foods and eats if with you

whilst simultaneously making sure you're eating all of the right things

he literally has a list of foods you should eat

speaking of lists, he also has a list of names

boy and girl names

he’s just so excited to be a dad

sapnap:

“are you serious?”

would punch the air in happiness

and then hug you tightly

but not too tightly cause he'd be afraid to hurt the baby

even though there wasn't really a baby yet

would take so much care of you

you need a snickers bar?

he’ll buy every single candy in the world

your back is hurting?

he’ll be your personal massager

or he’ll get you one

he’ll take days off just to be with you and the growing baby

LOVES touching your belly bump once you get one

and will definitely be talking to it

and calling the baby “he” because he is so convinced that it's going to be a boy

he’s cute or whatevuh😩

badboyhalo:

“you’re pregnant?!”

immediately gets on his knees and rests his forehead against your stomach

“that’s my little baby in there... I can’t believe it, pumpkin.”

gives you kisses all over your face

he will always remind you of how beautiful you are

and how you have a natural glow to you now that you’re pregnant

and he tells you how much he loves you all the time

and that he’s so excited to have a baby with you

makes sure you’re fed all the time

because now there has to be enough for 2 people

also makes sure not to eat the things you can’t eat during the pregnancy

would do everything for you and always looks out for you

technoblade:

when you told him the happiest smile broke onto his face

techno is a softie when it comes to you

so having a baby?

he is gonna be the sweetest dad is all I can say

hugs you and kisses you

he’s just in awe that he’s gonna be a dad soon

treats you like royalty

even if you're just calling for him because you're hungry

he will stop his stream and be with you for the rest of the day

or for multiple days if that's what you need

he’s still his usual techno self

(and by that I mean he still takes care of you quietly)

but you do feel his stares on you sometimes when you're doing literally nothing

like, even just when you're standing up from the couch once you have a bigger bump

he’ll be ready to be by your side if you need help

afraid you'd fall

very soft (but that’s just a fact we all know)

wilbur soot:

“really? baby, that's great!”

like dream, he’d spin you around

and then gently place a hand on your stomach

and just smile at you

he’d always be smiling

and makes sure you're never uncomfy

would buy you a special soft pillow

so you’d sleep better

he’d almost always have a hand on your bump

or look at it from a distance

wilbur as a dad is just🥺

would probably want a little girl

so he could braid her hair

(even if it looks horrible)

but nonetheless he’s just so happy to be a dad

skeppy:

I could just imagine him screaming “are you serious?”

he would then grab your face in his hands and then just stare at you

until his eyes gazed down at your stomach

he would be panicking

because he didn't know what to do

at the grocery store he would've made a list of things to get you

and would be running around trying to find them

has his eyes on you at all costs

“don't lift that!”

“are you trying to slip and fall?!”

even if you were literally just walking to the fridge

is a little scared about the whole birth thing

but doesn't want to scare you as well

so he just pushes it to the back of his head

because how bad can it really be?

for him, at least

would want to do a gender reveal as a youtube video

but only if you wanted to

very dramatic

but very loving

karl jacobs:

he would have his hand over his mouth when you told him

then starts laughing

“we’re gonna be parents?”

he’s honestly just so speechless

cradles your head in his neck and just smiles

almost cries

almost

he’s gonna be such a great dad

I mean have you see him with tucker?

he’s just so cute (yes, I’m a karl simp)

will rub your feet

or your lower back

or wherever you need to get those muscles loosened up

can get kinda scared sometimes

about the whole dad thing

but feels a lot better after talking to you about it

just like he makes you feel better, you make him feel better as well

buys cute little socks literally 8 months before the due date

bc he thinks they’re cute

fundy:

his surprised expression would slowly turn into a smile

would mumble out something in dutch

before hugging you so tightly

like, you actually had to say you couldn’t breathe for him to let you go

“I’m sorry baby, I’m just so happy!”

buys a bunch of baby stuff… the day after you told him

he just can't wait

always holds your hand during doctor’s appointments

and makes sure you're seated or laying down comfortably

especially once your bump gets big

talks to the baby through your stomach

so they can recognise his voice once you've given birth

always makes sure you feel beautiful

by complimenting you every day

multiple times

because if anything you look more beautiful than ever

will brush your hair

and brush his fingers through your hair

makes sure you feel loved all the time

quackity:

panic

as in pre-parental panic

but quickly recovers and tells you how fucking great it is that you're gonna have a baby together

and that he just can't believe he’s gonna have an actual baby with you

you bet he’ll be looking up tips for being a dad

he wants to do everything perfectly

and tries his very best to be there for you

does all of the chores

and still makes time for you

you'd get worried about him overworking himself

but when you tried to help him

he’d just make you sit down again

“you're not doing any work. too dangerous for little q.”

you'd accomplished making him stop doing all the work by luring him over with cuddles

he’d get you any food you wanted

fast food, healthy food

whatever you wanted, as long as you're always full, he’s happy

punz:

“really? you're serious?”

mans’ smile is brighter than the sun

pulls your shirt up to kiss your stomach all over

and then rests his hands on your hips and kisses you gently

“you're gonna be the best mom, you know that?”

like dream, he gets very protective of you

won't even let you get something that you can't reach by an inch

never drinks any liquor or coffee while you’re pregnant

because he knows you can't

highkey really loves your big bump

and tells you all the time

as well as how sexy you are

and will stay up late until you fall asleep

especially on those nights where it seems unbearable for you to fall asleep

the two of you would paint the room for the baby together after the gender was revealed

and then buy furniture that matches the room

he’d suggest exercises you could do for pain relief he’d seen on the internet

and even do them with you if that’s what you wanted

anything to make you happy

awesamdude:

HE’S SO HAPPY OMG

would cry if he wasn't so fucking excited

squeezes your hand

while putting a hand on your stomach

he can't wait to see the growth

he wants you to feel absolutely no stress

because he can't imagine the amount of emotions you must already feel with your baby growing inside of you

so he does everything for you to avoid that

and if you do feel stressed he suggests cuddles

then yoga for pregnant women

and then more cuddles

cooks delicious food for you

and buys cute little outfits for the baby

and tiny little shoes🥺

eret:

picks you up right then and kisses you

all over the place

“holy fuck, y/n. this is just… I’m so fucking happy right now.”

does literally EVERYTHING for you

laundry? he’s got it

dinner? he’s got it

waking up early because you can't sleep and then massages your shoulders because he's an absolute sweetheart? yep, he’s got it

fucking loves everything about you being pregnant

but he’s sure you don't like it just as much

I mean, you're the one who’s carrying a literal baby

so he believes it gets pretty goddamn hard for you sometimes

and therefore takes many breaks from streaming

just to hang out with you

you’d go to baby furniture stores together

until you found the perfect things

feeds you loads of chocolate

or ice cream

whatever you want, really

he discovers that he fucking loves pregnancy

hope you enjoyed this! never written something like this before, but it got me all soft…

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[princess-of-inarizaki]

Hello, can you do Karasuno, fukurodani and Nekoma with a reader. She really love bake and making sweet, she usually bring cupcake, brownies, Daifuku,.. for the team but she always make healthy food for the team (because she know that too much sweet is not very healthy). She has a small bakery shop, she usually invite the team come and she never take their money. She is very small and always smile cutely (cute like u), she don't talk much but her voice is very cute UwU

Hello Anon-chan!! This is such a sweet and adorable prompt, and I'd be honoured to do it. I might even make this part of a series because I love it so much.

Thank you so much for the compliment. I think you're so cute too 👉👈💖

Is it okay if I add Inarizaki to this too? :D

Sweetheart Bakery manager-chan

Characters: Karasuno, Fukurodani, Nekoma, and Inarizaki

Warnings: none :D

Karasuno

I think our darling sunshine Hinata would be the one to recruit you. He goes to your bakery shop one day with Kageyama, after practice, and orders two chocolate cake slices.

As you're cutting and plating it, he curiously asks you which school you're from, which you answer with “Karasuno”

His eyes literally sparkle up so bright and he smiles. “I'm from Karasuno too!!” and he begins chatting with you about school and volleyball.

“Hinata boke, what's taking you so long?” Kageyama walks up to the counter to see you talking to his friend, and he blushes, apologising.

You smile and tell them to enjoy their cake, waving goodbye.

From then on, the team often comes to your bakery after practice. Hinata started bringing the other first years besides Kageyama, like Yachi, Yamaguchi, and Tsukishima.

“I'm telling you guys!! She has the best cakes, they make me go uwahhh all the team” says Hinata excitedly, the first time he brought them over.

Tsukki loves your strawberry shortcakes, and sometimes even packs some for takeaway. You smile at him, liking him instantly, and even share your recipes with him.

The first years think of you as an angel, and they're close to you in class because you're always so kind and gentle.

One day, Yamaguchi suggests you become a manager so you'll be able to keep Yachi company when Shimizu-san graduates, and spend more time with them, your friends.

You immediately agree, since you're fond of Yachi, and high-five Yamaguchi, excited at the new suggestion of joining the team.

The next day, you bring a box of macaroons to the gym and softly and politely introduce yourself to the other members.

The first years (with the exception of Tsukki) immediately run up to you and give you a huge hug.

Daichi smiles and thanks you for your kindness to his teammates, and immediately accepts you as the third manager of Karasuno.

The whole team enjoys your macaroons after practice, and Tanaka and Nishinoya are incredibly impressed, taking pictures of the pastry to send their "city boy" friends in Nekoma.

As a manager, you are always soft-spoken and the team adore you very much, similar to Yachi.

You're also always bringing them to your small bakery after practices so that they can have a slice of cake, or a daifuku after a hard training session.

You never accept their money, and with a small smile on your face, tell them to dig in, and enjoy the dessert.

The team adores you very much, and would never let anyone harm you. You can definitely rest easy knowing the third years are always there if you ever need anything, the first years to protect you, and the second years if you're ever feeling lonely.

Fukurodani

I feel like Akaashi would have the hugest crush on you. He stumbles upon your adorable and quaint little bakery by accident, and after a stressful day of practice, and he's so thankful to see this darling little angel bringing him a slice of cake.

You seem to notice him, a customer and classmate of yours looking so unhappy, so you join him at his table with a small mug of hot tea. “Are you okay, Akaashi-san?” you ask softly. He shakes his head, but he's so touched by your gesture.

He starts coming by the bakery more often, because you calm him down and radiate such gentle and positive vibes. He's also began to get closer to you in school.

One day, you stop by the gym where he's practicing with the rest of the Fukurodani team to pass him a small box of cookies. You're stunned to see an owlish looking boy, inspecting you curiously.

He suddenly breaks into a huge smile and shakes your hand. “Hi!! I'm Bokuto! Why are you here?”

You softly explain that you want to pass something to Akaashi, and when he sees you, his face turns red and he walks to you and Bokuto. Akaashi bows deeply and blushes as you pass him the box.

Suddenly, Konoha spots you and smirks. “Oh Akaashi, you've been hiding her away for pretty long, haven't you?”

You nervously explain that you were merely Akaashi's friend, and that you owned a bakery near school, where he met you.

The team's all gathered around you at this point, and they collectively gasp after hearing you say that. They're determined to make you their manager now, after all, you can bake and you're obviously so small and sweet.

“But Konoha-san, we already have two managers.” says Akaashi, in desperate attempt to dissuade his friends, but their minds seemed to be made up.

“Y/n-chan, if it's okay, would you agree to be our manager?” asked a hopeful Bokuto, and his earnest expression was something you just couldn't refuse. You nodded shyly.

Since then, the team are so excited to have a new manager. Whilst Yukie and Kaori handle the strategical aspect of the game, you tend to the boys' needs by managing their nutrition and morale.

You're always there to put a smile on their faces through your soft and gentle gestures, and you're one of the few people who can cheer up an emo-mood Bokuto, which makes Akaashi love you all the more.

You also bake the boys cupcakes and cakes all the time, but are careful to use different alternatives to sugar and other ingredients which shouldn't be eaten in access.

You are, after all, very health conscious, and you try your best to make sure the team always feel good and healthy.

Bokuto loves carrying you around, since you're so small, and Konoho and Komi often visit your bakery too, and help you out sometimes, since managerial duties have filled your schedule.

In general, the team think so highly of their small, sweet manager, and they come up with nicknames for her related to the things she bakes, like "cupcake" or "shortcake"

It's very cute, and when you blush, they laugh and ruffle your hair, loving her more.

Very wholesome and adorable, and (similar to most Fukurodani manager fics), you're part of their family now. They'd do anything for you.

Nekoma

I think you somehow accidentally became their manager. You walk into the gym to pass some papers to the coach and he mistakes you for the person who's going to become the new manager.

“Ah, I've been expecting you!” you smile and hand him the papers and he looks confused, “you're here for the position, right?” not knowing what coach nekomata meant, you nodded and he looked satisfied. “Kuroo will show you the ropes” was all he said before ticking something off in his clipboard.

You walk over to Kuroo, and the confusion further intensifies, as you realize there's been a grave mistake, but you're too shy, and Kuroo seems to be too excited at the prospect of having a new manager. He keeps ruffling your hair and saying “You're going to have so much fun with us, y/n-chan!”

I guess I'm the Nekoma volleyball club manager now. You think quietly, trying to map out a new schedule to fit club duties and your bakery duties.

You get better acquainted with the team, and they're all so excited to have you, with the exception of a blonde boy who looked tired and frankly looked like he couldn't wait for practice to be over.

You bowed and exit the gym, running over to your beloved bakery as you frantically checked your watch. The team was puzzled at your hurried actions, and curious.

“Maybe we should—”, “no.” interrupted an uninterested Kenma. “We shall not snoop into our new manager's personal life.”

Kuroo pouted, but knew his friend was right, and walked home with him quietly.

The next day, Kai came early for practice, and since you were already there too, offered to help you understand some of your duties, when an excited Yaku ran into the gym.

He wasn't present yesterday when you officially became the manager, but he was here today, and he stopped in his tracks when he saw you. “You're from the bakery, aren't you?” asked Yaku with a look of awe.

The team was extremely impressed at having such a capable manager, who knew how to bake, manage her own store, and undertake managerial duties.

Kuroo was all the more excited, and he follows you to the bakery whenever he can, sampling the cakes and cookies, and helping you bake, all whilst singing the dorky periodic table song.

You warm up to your new team slowly but surely, and as they start becoming such a huge part of your life, you can't help but appreciate them for their individual characters and quirks.

They too, fall deeper in love with you, and go out of their way to show you they care and make you happy. Each member of the team comes by your bakery at least once a week on different days, to keep you company during the evening shift.

I also think that Kenma would try to remain cold and unbothered with you, but deep down he loves it when you stroke his hair and bake him cookies.

Lev is your baby, and he follows you around partly because you smell so nice, and partly because he's addicted to the calming vibe you have to you.

Kuroo would be so addicted to holding you close to him and sniffing you, because you smell amazing. Like lemon, and sugar, and baked goodies from your bakery, he's practically addicted.

You bake them cookies for their team games and training camps, and they love bragging to other teams about how their manager is the best, and how her cookies taste better than ones from any store.

Manager-chan just blushes quietly, grateful for that one tiny slipup, and accident which led her to become the manager of this group of crackhead angels.

Inarizaki

I might just make this a series in the upcoming future because I love this prompt so much hhhh.

You're assigned to be Suna's lab partner in class, and he's pretty glad, because you aren't one of his fangirls, and you're always so quiet and smart in class.

You grow to be close friends with Suna, because he's quiet, just like you are, and you're comfortable being yourself around him.

He realises you own a bakery one day, and ask you if he could visit, and you're more than happy to agree. You bring him to your beloved bakery after school one day, and let him sample all your cakes on display.

He's quiet about his reactions, but his eyes are expressive and he widens them after each taste, showing you how much he likes it.

He starts spending less time with the team, in favour of helping you with the bakery. The twins are obviously not happy.

“Suna, what're ya hiding from us?” groans Atsumu, with a pout. “yeah, as dumb as he is, he's right. Yer barely spending time with us afta' school anymore” says Osamu, visibly upset.

Suna just reassures them that it's nothing, and the twins, definitely not believing him, follow him after practice one day.

They see him walk into your bakery, wrap his arms around a girl, enveloping her in a hug, and then waiting by the counter. So he had a job, then?

The duo causally walked in the bakery, and Suna rolled his eyes. “I'm just helping my friend.” he said, as he gestured towards you.

The twins finally get a chance to look at you properly, and they think you're so adorable! You have a shy smile, and beautiful eyes, they can't stop staring, feeling warm and happy themselves.

“Would you like some brownies?” you ask them in a soft and mellifluous voice. “I baked them today.” and without waiting for a response, you cut them two thick slices and expected them to try. Atsumu and Osamu were still speechless, and quietly munched on the treat, their eyes not leaving your face.

“Yer adorable.” was all Atsumu managed to say, before blushing a deep shade of red. Osamu elbowed him, and bowed, thanking you for the treat.

You assured them it was alright, and refused to accept their payment. The Miya twins were now genuinely convinced they were in love. You can expect them to be so fond of you, and try to convince you a thousand times a day to be their manager.

You disagree at first, worried that it might clash with your duties at the bakery, but the twins assure you they'll help you here, and so will Suna, which finally makes you agree.

To be honest, they all just really want to spend as much time with you as they can.

You meet Kita, the day you hand in your application, and he inspects you, finally deciding that you were perfect for the job. He welcomes you to the team, and as expected, the other members fall in love with you and your shy and generous personality right away.

Suna's always there for quiet times with you, and sometimes the team finds the two of you asleep on the bleachers together, his head on your lap, before practice starts.

Osamu loves sharing recipes with you, and making you things to eat in his bento box. “Y/n-chan, I uh, I happened to have two onigiris in my bento, would you like one?” with the sweetest smile on his face.

Atsumu loves carrying you around, since you're so small, and telling you cheesy pickup lines. Although he dismisses them as jokes, he's secretly hoping you'll realise he means them all. Very protective of you too! His fangirls don't dare hurt you, in fear of him.

Kita appreciates how wonderful you are, and finds himself thinking about the way you tuck your hair behind your ears, or look so focused when you're baking something, determined to do a perfect job. It's only when he's up till three does he realise he might be in love.

Aran is always there to help you carry anything, or lessen your burden with managerial duties. Although you've assured him countless of times that it's fine, he insists on helping you with anything he possibly can!

And finally, Akagi brings out the giggly side of you, which definitely flusters all the boys. Seeing their adorable manager giggling when Akagi is telling her a funny story? Priceless.

You always bring them baked goodies during practice and allow them to visit you in the bakery anytime they want. If they're not at the gym, they're definitely at the bakery. It doesn't matter to them, as long as they're near you.

Are worried to have you follow them on training camps, but you assure them it'll be fine, and always remain their comforting and sweet manager to congratulate them after good games, and comfort them after bad ones.

Each and every one of them love you with all their heart, and dedicate all their wins to you in hopes of making you proud.

Taglist!! ~ @k-sakusa-old @osamusriceballs

[angelicamerlinbarnes]

Severus Snape being an awesome teacher and human being

Au Volant - Elsa & Emilie

He makes sure to let students work on their own when they brew Amortentia. They only have to pass in a list of things they smell and he draws little smiley faces on them because he knows a lot of kids are very insecure about their feelings. (Once a kid passed in a list that just said, I’m sorry Professor but it doesn’t smell like anything, and on their paper Severus drew an ace and aro flag and a time for the student to be at Mcgonogall’s office that weekend for tea, along with a smiley face and an O grade.) (The student was Newt.) (Hailee’s just read, People are gross and if I fall in love with one I want you to kill me, to which Severus responded, Valid, and drew her a picture of a turtle.)

He makes fake batches of Felix Felicis and gives one to every student secretly before their O.W.L.s and N.E.W.T.s so they feel extra confident going into the test but aren’t actually cheating.

He knows his area is Potions, but he teaches defense spells to students who come after class or report bullying anonymously. Severus Snape does not fucking stand for bullying in his classroom or outside of it. If you dare to pick on one of his students, he will burn you so hard with his mere words that you will wish you were dead. Do not fuck with Severus Snape’s kids.

On parent-teacher day, he drinks different batches of Polyjuice Potion to imitate certain students, all of whom hide away in their dorms after drinking a fine batch of invisibility potion. He then follows these select parents around and endures their horrifying, demeaning remarks about their “failure of a child” so his students don’t have to. He makes sure to give these students glowing praises to their parents when it’s his turn to offer feedback (after making up an excuse to go to the bathroom as the student), and takes mental notes of the parents’ most prominent criticisms so he can be sure to compliment those parts of his students during their next assignments (and also just because).

He brews sleeping potions for students he knows stay up all night studying and sometimes slips it into their drinks if they refuse to take it willingly. He then gives them back their (usually almost flawless) tests with the note that if they want a full O they need to sleep more.

He invites kids he knows don’t have many friends to have dinner and lunch and breakfast in his classroom whenever they’d like. He tries to make friends with some of them too, hoping to make their lives a little less lonely than his was.

He keeps an eye out for abusive home situations. He does his best to come up with excuses for those unfortunate students to stay at Hogwarts over breaks or to visit often over the summer. He tries to find them friends that will help them the way James helped Sirius and Regulus, and speaks to Mcgonogall about opening a home for these kids on campus. He does his best to be the parent he knows these kids don’t have, and is open about his own horrid past in hopes of getting some of them to fess up so he can help them better than he can without hearing it explicitly from their mouths.

He uses his Pensieve to collect happy memories of and for his students to reflect on when they need to and they sit in the corner of his classroom. (Among them are his wedding day to James and Lily, the day Harry was born, a couple playdates with the other Marauder children, Sirius and Remus’ wedding day, studying with Remus, pranking James with Sirius, Sirius and James asleep cuddled together with Remus on the couch in ugly Christmas sweaters, his son and many nieces and nephews playing dress-up, reading with Hermione and exploring with Luna and Newt, dancing with Draco (he likes to dance but was always ashamed to do it at the Malfoys), going on long drives with Regulus, the Blacks’ funeral (Regulus and Sirius performed a very gay stripper dance on top of their graves, it was beautiful), and many, many more.) Sometimes he can see his saddest students watching them and smiling, and their sad eyes twinkling make him smile.

He brings in a box of small kittens, puppies, and bunnies one day and lets them wander around the classroom. Some kids start crying because they haven’t felt this loved in years. After an incident with a bad potion and a rainbow puppy, he stops bringing them all out during class, but they’re there on the weekends and whenever a student needs to hug one (or borrow one, much to Mcgonogall’s chagrin).

He works to break down House biases and help students develop inter-House relationships and friendships. He wants every student to be proud of their House and not to treat anyone differently because of theirs. He creates (with Dumbledore, Sirius, and Regulus’ help) an annual House Pride, in which every student dresses up in their House colors and has their nails and skin painted and everyone is smiling and laughing and waving flags with their House emblems in the air. Even the teachers get in on it.

He stresses the importance of friendships, communication, and choices. He urges students not to make his mistakes by treating their friends well, talking about their feelings even if they’re ugly, and making the right choices in life for you and your loved ones, even if those choices are hard. He invites Lily in to talk about this too sometimes.

He sends out his Patronus every night to wander around the school. Often it comes back to him with nothing, but sometimes he can hear a student crying through it. He’ll instruct his doe to sit with the student until he gets there, and then he’ll walk around the castle, pretending to “accidentally” happen upon the crying student. He’ll sit with them until they’ve calmed down and listen if they want to talk and then take them to their dorm, bidding them goodnight and get well soon.

He gives students hugs when they want them. He didn’t want to originally, but Harry would greet him every class with a hug, and then one day Draco came in crying and attached himself to Severus like a sloth, so he patted him on the back and continued to hug him. Not long after, Hermione couldn’t figure out a potion and burst into tears out of frustration, turning and burying herself in his chest. After Luna wrapped her stick arms around his neck for no reason, Severus just accepted his fate and let his students hug him.

A lot of first years get scared in the hallways, since the staircases move and everywhere is incredibly crowded and they are oh so very small. Severus will often hold the hand of the most anxious ones for the first few weeks and walk them to class. Eventually they become more confident with the castle and themselves and stop needing it, but the occasional sixth year will slip their hand into his just because sometimes.

He walks around campus with students sometimes. He can tell when they’re nervous or sad or angry and he takes them on walks around the outskirts of campus and lets them vent. He also teaches them how to throw curses at the Whomping Willow just because (it’s for Remus but nobody’s gonna say it out loud).

He teaches students how to walk dramatically (as he should). He puts on student drag shows in the Great Hall with James’ help (who always kisses him way too enthusiastically because of it) and Dumbledore’s permission (so long as he gets to be the finale). The students work with Sirius on their drag looks and Sirius and Remus both join in the drag show for the opening act. Sirius’ job is to design and create the students’ looks while Remus tells them they look pretty and tames their stage fright. Severus just sits in the audience smirking while Lily screams in delight. (Regulus also shrieks with excitement eventually, though he does usually spend the first half trying to look disinterested.) (Peter’s job is to get the cookies and sweets (and underage alcohol).)

He turns into his snake Animagus form sometimes without warning when his students aren’t looking and just slithers around the classroom scaring the crap out of people. His favorite students are the ones brave enough to pet him. Harry and Newt are the only ones brave enough (and allowed) to wind him around their shoulders. Severus and Harry sometimes have conversations in Parseltongue.

He invents spells to help with dyslexia and other learning disabilities in his spare time. When he’s done with that he plans to try looking into some cures to mental illness. He’s thinking possibly a potion that treats PTSD by replacing traumatic memories with pictures of puppies, unicorns, bunnies, cats, and parrots. What do you think?

He tries hard to come up with solutions and modifications to his lessons for students with ADHD. He often talks to James about what the best steps to take are because James has ADHD. (So does Sirius, but his insecurities are bad enough that he won’t talk about it with anyone but Remus and James.)

He plays the violin sometimes during tests and uses Sonorus to make it echo throughout the classroom. Occasionally he cancels class and just plays until most of his students fall asleep. Those who want to work on extra work can, but he tries to keep their stress and general teenage angst to a minimum. (Though he encourages the emo phase.)

One of the first things he does after the Prank is get to work on a lycanthropy solution for Remus. After a couple years he invents the wolfsbane potion, but it doesn’t quite do the trick. Eventually he manages to figure out the cure, and when Remus finds out he cries so hard he can’t breathe right for days. (Sirius also cries. So does James. And Peter. And Lily and Regulus and Mcgonogall. Seriously, everyone cried and everyone hugged him and Severus tried to get away by transforming into his snake form but toddler Harry just grabbed him and refused to let go, so that didn’t work.) (He also helps Remus become a wolf Animagus when he asks almost a year later.)

He teaches certain kids Occlumency and Legilimency after school. It’s strictly for kids he knows come from abusive homes, whether they’re open about it or not, so they can tell when it’s going to be a bad night and get away or protect themselves. He teaches Occlumency for those who need to hide things from their parents (like Sirius and Regulus used to) and Legilimency to all, just in case. He focuses on stealth and untraceable versions of the craft to earn the kids as much time and protection as he can.

He figures out how to remove the Dark Mark from his own arm after the war. The next person he calls is Regulus, whose he also removes. He writes down the entire process and when the war starts up again, he keeps an eye out for students suddenly wearing long sleeves. He speaks with those he does find and helps them to make the right choice and join the right side of the war, starting with removing that horrid tattoo. (Draco bawls uncontrollably when Severus removes his.)

When they do the lesson on Veritaserum, he’s extra careful to make sure students don’t test it, especially on themselves or their friends. It, along with Amortentia, is the most guarded potion in his stash. The only times he uses it is when a student from an abusive home is too scared to tell him what’s going on, in which case he finds them somewhere private, asks them if they’d be okay with it and if so which teacher they want to be there to ask the questions (usually Remus, Sirius, or himself), and then administers the potion and leaves or begins to ask yes or no questions. It’s helped a lot of kids escape their families.

He tries to ease trepidations about himself early in the school year, since he’s aware he can be intimidating and the rampant stories regarding his time under Voldemort (though entirely as a spy) do not help. His friendships with Remus and Sirius often serve to alleviate students’ fears though, as they tend to tell embarrassing stories about him from their own Hogwarts days that make him seem more human (and make him want to strangle them, but that’s neither here nor there).

Every year, he works with Remus and Lily to arrange Muggleborn Pride. It’s an incredibly popular event with tons of Muggle inventions and artifacts floating through the air over students’ heads. At any time they can reach up and pull one down to study it. Many students dress as their favorite Muggle icons and characters. Because of this, Muggleborn students are more comfortable being who they are than ever before. (Some have even reclaimed the word Mudblood by setting up mud pits during their Pride.) (They also have more Slytherin Muggleborns now than any other time in recorded history.)

He tells Regulus’ story to every class of students, to teach them what true bravery is and how love and family, even if not blood, can change the course of history. Regulus survived his encounter with the Horcruxes and worked to destroy them and eventually Voldemort, but now lives away from the public eye in a secluded part of Muggle London. He and Severus are friends and visit often, and Regulus will occasionally come back to Hogwarts to say hello to his brother and mum (Remus), but for the most part he keeps his life intensely private. He allows his family to tell his story because he wants other kids to know they are not alone and that there is a way out, and that you are not a bad person for things you did in your childhood. Severus does his best to do it justice.

He has incredibly loud arguments with Dumbledore until he finally agrees to implement sex ed as a mandatory class at Hogwarts. Severus works with the other Marauders on the curriculum and they try to include multiple angles and identities in their lesson plan. At first they try to trust Remus with it, but Remus doesn’t go anywhere without Sirius who is less than tactful and Remus himself has some deadpan sarcasm and a lack of shame to rival James Potter’s, so. They try Lily. She can’t stop giggling. Finally they beg Regulus to come back and teach it. He’s surprisingly… perfect for the job. (He steals parenting books from Amir, that’s his secret.)

When James visits, everything becomes chaos for a bit. While he mostly hangs out with Sirius and Remus and causes trouble with them, he certainly seems to enjoy sitting in the back of Severus’ classroom and bothering him during lessons. The only way to get him to leave is to turn into a snake and wind himself around his shoulders, which makes James shriek and sputter and run away (James has always had an irrational fear of snakes; odd that he married one then, innit?). But when James isn’t causing chaos, he’s following Severus around adoringly and grabbing at his hand, whispering jokes in his ear and kissing his cheek. Despite all of the times he’s a pain in the ass, there are always these little moments that remind Severus why he fell in love with him in the first place (entirely unwillingly and with much stubborn pride on both ends, but, well. It is what it is and they got here eventually, so that’s all that matters).

When Lily visits, everything is calm. She reigns all of the Marauders in and forces them to have picnics under the tree where they all used to do homework. She often holds Severus’ hand and dances with him there, turning his insides to useless goo. She’s always full of laughter and fairy bells, and though she makes every student question their priorities and life decisions, she’s a favorite of them all. Not a day goes by that someone doesn’t pull him aside and say, “You’re a lucky, lucky man.” (Or, in James’ case: “Fuck, love, how’d we bloody manage that?” (Severus just shrugs. It’s not like he knows.))

He helps kids with autism feel more like they belong. He also works to educate non-autistic students how to better socialize and respect those who are, and takes extra care to dispel myths about autism and its causes, effects, and characteristics. Lily helps when she can.

Above all, Severus tries to give his students the education he never had. Anything he can provide for them he will. He’s been given a second chance and by Merlin is he going to bloody use it.

[daydreamingsora-fics]

hi! i was wondering of u could do headcannons for how bokuto, kuroo, kita, tsukki and iwaizumi would react to their girlfriend who had really long hair for a while impulsively cutting it at her shoulders. I recently did just that after growing my hair out since the 5th grade and I like it but my mom says it looks terrible. thank you so much <3

<sora's memo> hello! I only chose three of them, I didn't put Iwaizumi and Tsukisima. But don't worry, I planned on making another part for middle blockers + aces, so I prolly would add them there! Anyways, I believe no matter what hair style you have, I think it suits you because who short hair makes you look more fresh and mature... well... for me hehehe. I hope you're doing great would enjoy this headcannon. Sorry for making you wait! have a great day!

<another memo> hi everyone sorry for not posting very often, my schedule is very hectic for the past few months. but here's a headcannons of hq captains reacting to their s/o who cut their hair short impulsively. I prolly would do part 2, so if you want to see any hq charac just sent me an ask. Stay safe everyone!

Haikyuu Captains reacting to their s/o impulsively cutting their hair short

CHARACTERS: BOKUTO KOTARO, KUROO TETSURO AND KITA SHINSUKE

BOKUTO KOTARO

you haven’t cut your hair since you entered middle school ‘til your last year in high school.

and you started dating bokuto on your second year.

bokuto already loves your long hair, he loves to touch your soft hair and loves the smell of it too. 

but when he saw you enter the gym with a short hair

the big baby was shock. 

it’s  just like yesterday when he saw you with long hair but now your long hair gone short.

the whole team too are shock when they saw you with short hair.

bokuto is excited and happy to see you with your new look.

he was about to walk towards you but his teammates went to you first.

“y/n, you cut your hair...”

“short hair looks good on you”

“I never thought you will cut your hair that short” 

the boys complimented your short hair when they saw you.

“well, I did this impulsively yesterday sooo... yeah”

you said as you reach for your shoulder length hair

“wait! I heard that when a girl cut her hair short, it means she’s moving on something right?” 

konoha asked you teasingly which make the baby owl anxious 

“konohan-san” akaashi said with a warning tone because he lowkey don’t want to deal with bokuto’s emo mode.

the third year just chuckled while their captain is now lowkey in panic because of what he heard. 

“Y/N!!!!”

“IS THAT TRUE? ARE YOU BREAKING UP WITH ME??”

“PLEASE DON’T” 

bokuto continues to say something about you breaking up with him, while konoha chuckled and akaashi is shaking his head

“i will do-”

“bou, I am not breaking up with you”

“wait, really?”

“yes, please don’t believe on what konoha had just said”

when you said that, bokuto sigh in relief then gave you a squeeze hug

“I got scared there a little”

“yeah, a little”

you mocked him which makes him break the hug and looks at you with a pout.

“HEY!!” 

you chuckled which make bokuto’s heart pounded.

in his eyes you look even more pretty with your shoulder length hair. 

actually for him, he doesn’t care if your hair is long or short

for him you’re pretty no matter what style of your hair. 

“anyways! why didn’t you bring me with you when you decided to cut your hair!”

he pouted then crosses his arm which caught you off guard 

“uhm because you should rest” 

“awwww you love me so much, y/n”

“your hair looks good on you baby”

and the boy started to shower you compliments about your hair and you as a person. 

KUROO TETSURO

we all know this dude prefers long hair

anw, I think when he saw your short hair this man will be shocked 

he will be like: /insert shock pikachu/

“WHY?”

that’s only thing he will say, why did you cut your hair. 

you have your hair long since you are in high school 

also you and kuroo are actually schoolmates during your high school days

you know him because he play volleyball but for him, he didn’t know you until the two of you became classmate in college.

anw, the two of started dating in college because the two of you are blockmates. 

you’re now in the last year of college and you know shit became so stressful 

out of stress, you decided to cut your hair short

even though you know kuroo loves your long hair, you still did because you’re an impulsive girl

so, the day after you cut your short, you’re in the living room of your apartment with your laptop, finishing some of your requirements

then kuroo entered your apartment and called your name, to know if you’re in there.

“y/n, are you there??” 

“I’m at the living room, baby” 

kuroo went straight to the living room and he suddenly let out a loud gasp when he saw your hair. 

Kuroo: /GAAAASP/ 

dude was really shocked while you, you looked confuse because you literally forgot that just cut your hair short. 

“did you just cut your hair?!” 

“oh, yeah I did”

“WHY?!?!?!” 

he asked you hysterically while you just shrugged. 

“because I am too stress and also impulsive af” you answered him, unbothered with your boyfriend slowly having a mental breakdown. 

“but-”

“shush you pretty mouth of yours, I know you love my long hair but I am really feeling this kind of look” 

you cut him off, while your boyfriend let out a defeated sigh and took a sit beside. 

He rested his arms on the back of the couch while you instinctively lean on him. 

he just looks at you and observes your new look and he can’t help but agree that you’re looking fine af with your new look. 

‘maybe short hair is not that bad’ he thought to himself. 

KITA SHINSUKE

Kita will actually like notice it immediately. 

he will be the one to pin point it, that you cut your hair. 

though he will not show that much of reaction to you.

but when his other teammates notice he it and showers you compliment about your new look.

boy, this dude will lowkey warns his members because he is actually jealous that you’re getting a lot of attention. 

you kept hair long since your middle school but one time, in your 3rd year high school, you thought of cutting your hair which you actually did. 

so when you go to the school with your short hair, everyone was shocked, like your classmate.

your classmate told you that you look great with your short hair, something like that. 

during your lunch time, when Kita first saw your hair, he immediately pointed it out. 

“you cut your hair short” 

“yes, I did” 

you answered, waiting for your boyfriend to say something more. highkey waiting for him to compliment you

“you look great” 

“uh- thanks” 

‘is that it? is that all he gonna say to you?! I just look great? not beautiful?’ 

you sighed deeply trying to calm yourself from smacking your boyfriend’s head because you demand more compliments.

kita looks at you and asked if you’re okay and you just answered him that you’re tired. 

later that day you went to the gym because you want to watch your boyfriend’s team and of course him as they practice. 

when you entered the gym, everyone are still chilling and haven’t start their practice yet. it seems like they are waiting for their coach come. 

the boys greeted you, like it’s normal for them to see you watch because duh you’re the girlfriend of their captain. 

as they greeted you, one of the twins noticed your new hair style. 

“Oh! you cut your hair short!”

Osamu pointed out excitedly which catches everyone’s attention. 

the team gathered around you and showers you compliment.

“wow, short hair really suits you!” 

“you look cute with your hair short” 

your fellow third years complimented you while you smiled at them and gave a little thanks. 

“I think like I might have a crush on short haired y/n-san” 

Tsumu said out loud which catches everyone attentions, especially your grey haired boyfriend. 

“As much as I hated to agree with this dumb dude, I can’t help but to agree with him”

suna commented which made you blush and feel flattered. 

Atleast these boys gives you compliments unlike the other grey headed boy⏤ I AM JOKING PLS DON’T HATE ME

you gave them a small thanks as they continued to shower you compliments about your hair. 

Meanwhile, Kita, who’s watching you silently, can’t help but feel a little bit jealous because he noticed how you suddenly felt flustered when Suna gave you a compliment. 

And as he continue listening to his teammates giving you compliments, he gets even more jealous. 

so to catch his teammates attention, he cleared his throat and gave them his famous cold look. 

everyone went silent when they saw their captain looking at them intensely and each one of them gulped. 

everyone knows that kind of look that means, and they are scared for their lives. 

Aran looks at you like he is asking for help but you just chuckled. 

“good luck with your training guys!”

after the training, you and kita walked together and as you both were walking he held your hands brought it up to his lips.

he gave the back of your hand a kiss which makes you blush

he looks at your flustered face with a flirty smile plastered on his face

"you look very beautiful and sexy with your new hair style, my love"

[xnchxntmxnt]

Hi! Can I request headcanons (if you want you can change it!) about Bokuto reacting to this dialogue with reader:

Bokuto: How are you

Reader: Pretty bad actually

Bokuto: wait wha- why???

Reader: cuz ur not holding me in ur arms :)

Hope this makes sense haha! Male reader. Fluff. Thank you in advance!

Makes perfect sense! I hope you don’t mind I put some drabbles in here too cause they’re wholesome and I just felt like adding them. Anyway, for headcanons, I do anywhere from 3-5 characters so I threw in a couple of my favorites (that were coincidentally from my ‘hq!! Wheel of misfortune’ lol 

𝐹𝑙𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑢𝑒 𝑃𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡

i can’t name things, can’t you tell?

Post timeskip just because living together ideassss

tw//cw: mention of food like once in Noya’s, caps text, me slowly turning into a simp for this short mf, cursing bc I do a lot I'm sorry

Reader Info: male reader, adult

Characters Featured: Bokuto Kotaro, Kuroo Tetsuro, Nishinoya Yu

Bokuto Koutaro

It was a long practice for him

Lots of up and downs and he just had a headache

Heading home in emo mode was no fun after Atsumu yelled at him too (he deserved it but still) and it was just 

Not fun

Didn’t like

You knew this the moment he walked in the door and you didn’t see him smiling

So it was distraction time

You run at him and he hugs you like he usually does but you could tell he just wasn’t excited as he usually was so you decided to let him be for a while. Get a shower, all that jazz

He walked back out to the living room, hair still wet & dripping when you sighed from the couch, playing up how you pout and slumped your shoulders

Immediately worried, he proceeds to ask what’s wrong 

Because “what's wrong with my boyfriend? Did I do something wrong? What did I do? Is he mad about something? Did he get bad news?”

And you sigh, shaking your head, and just mumble “I dunno--I just feel bad”

And he runs over to you like ??? no?? Bby??

“Cause ur not holding me in your arms yet!”

When I tell you this man is whipped--

Even when he’s in emo mode/bouncing back from emo mode he’s w h i p p e d 

Bokuto stared at you for a moment, his head tilting to the side in confusion. His look of confusion melted as he registered what you said, his face melting into a grin. 

“Well, then, c’mere, baby!” he exclaimed, opening his arms for you. You could tell right away that any stress and worry off the day melted away as you knocked him backward, curling into his chest. He placed one arm behind his head, the other rubbing up and down your arm gently. “This any better?”

You nod and hum in reply, turning your head to face him. “You know I wasn’t really sad, right? I just wanted you to be happy, too.”

` His smile only broadened, leaning forward to kiss your forehead. “I didn’t, but I appreciate it.”

The two of you sat in quiet for a little while, just enjoying each other’s company until Bokuto spoke up. “Hey, babe, do you wanna switch me spots? Like--I dunno do you wanna hold me for a little while?”

You chuckle and sit up, perfectly willing to switch spots with him. He flopped down on your chest the second you laid down and you knew you wouldn’t be moving for a while. 

“I think I’m just gonna sleep here,” he mumbled with a yawn. “Night, handsome.”

“Night, Kou,” you chuckle, lacing your hands through his hair. Within a minute or two, he was out cold, no doubt exhausted from the long day and late practice.

 Kuroo Tetsurou

You were actually texting him on his way home from work on the train (because we do not stan texting and driving, be safe out there kids)

You just sent him a bunch of sad emojis and he started laughing to himself

Of course, if you were really upset you wouldn’t be this overdramatic, so there was nothing seriously wrong 

“teTSUUUUU”

“Yes, baby, what’s wrong?”

“I'm sad”

“Why are you sad kitten”

“Because you’re not holding me and I want my Tetsu cuddles”

Safe to say he didn’t even get changed from work before tackling you and laying with you on the bed because he’s a cutie (can y’all tell I'm in love lol)

Kuroo never felt more at peace than when he was holding you in his arms. He laid on your shared bed, still in his suit, but couldn’t care less. The moment you texted him saying you wanted to cuddle, he picked up his walking speed a little and got home in less time than usual. Almost immediately as he walked in the door, he found you and dragged you back to your room so you could cuddle. He barely remembered to take his shoes off at the door. 

Now, he laid with his face buried in the back of your neck, enjoying the quiet moment. Every once in a while he’d mumble something about how much he loved you or how handsome and adorable he thought you were, but most of it was lost to the pillow behind your heads. 

Eventually, you rolled over to face him, a soft smile on your face. He couldn’t help but grin--that was his boyfriend smiling at him, and he couldn’t love you any more than he did right now. Well...maybe he could, but that was a thought for another day. He’d have to find you a ring first. 

“So how was work, baby?” you ask, making him roll his eyes. 

He ducked his head, resting against your collarbone. “Work is work and work is boring. I just wanna be with you.”

“I think we can make that happen,” you chuckle. “I gotta make dinner, though. Unless you’re cooking.”

“Five more minutes.”

Five more minutes about ten times, sure. But both of you knew that the moment he complained for more time and neither of you moved from your spots. He only pulled you closer, perfectly content to stay there for the rest of his life.  

Nishinoya Yuu

Similar to Bo you do this as a prank type thing

Whew boy

Does he fall for it fast

Like

Really fast

He’s out with Asahi or something and you call him cause he said he’s on his way home already 

(you’re not gonna pull him away from his friends of course but like,,, if he’s already on his way home and you’re clingy? That’s fine)

He calls you to say he’s on his way home and you’re like *sigh* okay and he's like?????? You good bby?? All worried and stuff

And you’re like “no it’s fine I’ll tell you when you get home”

THIS MF

God, I love him

He takes his ass to the nearest dollar store and buys you plastic flowers (cause real ones are expensive damn I was gonna get some for my mom)

But plastic flowers + your favorite candy/sweets/any kind of comfort food you like or just a comforting thing if you’re not the biggest fan of a lot of food

Maybe goes to smth like Walmart and gets you a (cheap bc he is but he cares) throw blanket

Idk something cute tho gniebebg I love

HE THINKS YOU'RE UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING AND WANTS TO MAKE IT BETTER OKAY

Anyway

He kicks his shoes off and goes to find you on the couch

 practically JUMPS into your lap and showers you in gifts and kisses

And with the biggest puppy dog eyes ever just 

“Baby boy? You okay? Did something happen today??”

You have to laugh and smile at him because “yes and no”

“What's wrong???”

“I wanted you to hold me because I was lonely and you weren’t home”

oh

oH

OH OKAY

He just gets this dumb smile on his face and just 

Hold on lemme just--

When you answered his question, you could see the tension in his shoulders relax. He was still your usual Yu, you could tell he was worried about you in his smile. He paused for a moment, processing what you just said when his smile broke out even wider. “If you wanted to cuddle, you could have just said something, babe!”

You laughed and wrapped your arms around him, pulling him closer. He settled on your legs, resting his arms on your shoulders. “Yeah, but this way I got (insert comfort object here) out of it. And a pouty Yu.”

He exaggerated his pouting for a moment, only to start laughing. He kissed your forehead, then your nose, and finally your lips, almost unable to keep kissing you because of how much he was smiling. You hugged him close, resting your head on his shoulder. “Even if I’m a pain sometimes, I love you, Yu.”

Noya chuckled and kissed your temple. “You’re a pain in the ass, but you’re my pain in the ass, so I guess I’ll put up with you.”

“Hey!”

“Shit, was that my out-loud voice? I meant I love you too, darling brilliant amazing boyfriend of mine.”

[neocatharsis]

Ten on his new Represent capsule, grappling with creativity, and evading genre lines.

As Ten Lee - a vocalist and dancer in K-pop groups NCT (with whom he debuted in 2016) and Super M, and Chinese group WayV - is musing over his proclivity for partnering music or visual styles in a way that others deem strange, he veers off on a tangent. “Anything can be matched… except juice and coffee,” he says, suddenly. “Those two should never be.” Ten is infamously anti-fruit. It stems from a mistaken process of association in childhood where “I had the image of a spider and the image of fruit mixed up,” he laughs awkwardly, “so now whenever I put fruit in my mouth, I think there’s spiders in my mouth.”

Random abstractions such as this pepper his rapid-fire conversation, like small fireworks fizzing through the dark. Excitable, enthused and sharply alert, if Ten’s energy was visible it would be a shimmering mantle of gold and silver dust. As a dancer, he moves with a sinuous, controlled power that can shift from elegant to explosive on a single beat. As a visual artist, the Bangkok-born, multilingual 25-year-old recently added the title of designer to his growing list of achievements, launching an already sold out collaboration with the bespoke merch platform Represent.

Aptly, he named his collaboration “What is ??? THE ANSWERS”, for although being a chameleonic artist is one of Ten’s greatest strengths, the personality traits that enable this created within him question marks around how he saw himself fitting into the world. “People ask me, ‘What kind of music do you like?’ And I say, ‘I like R&B but hope it sounds rock’. And they’re like, ‘That doesn’t make sense’.” It was troubling to Ten that people began telling him who he was and how he should be, instead of accepting him as is.

In a recent Instagram Live, the myriad of Ten’s contrasts tumble forthwith. He’s the doting cat-dad. His inner emo, who loves rock music, shows off dried roses, with the stern, black, geometric lines of the large tattoo on his inner right arm sometimes visible. But he’s also delicate in a way, with his butterfly tattoo and hair lightly permed, who names daisies as his other favourite flower, and plays Fousheé’s breathy TikTok hit, 'Deep End'.

“Have you seen the image where I have my name in a cross in lots of different languages?” He pulls the image up on his phone. The design sits on his Represent long sleeve tee. “I was thinking [about this], like, what you’re saying... Ten has this luvvie flower side and a very ‘rawwrr!’ side. I’m always like, ‘Ten, what kind of person are you?’ I do ask myself that, too, because everything I like is so different [to the other].” He could have conceded, and reined himself in. He’s pushed back instead. “I thought, ‘I can be anything I want, I can be this in the morning and this at night. I can be any person I want to be’. And that’s what makes me comfortable and happy.”

On his Instagram, Polaroids feature scrawled messages, like “Don’t tell me what to do!” and “Whatever! I’ll do it my way”. The designs of his collaboration seek to challenge being boxed in by other people’s standards, thus limiting ourselves. The recurring symbol of a cross tipped with arrows is a nod to the Chinese letter for 10, but doubles as a plus sign. He’s added it to his Instagram, writing “TEN_+•10” in his bio. “A plus sign can mean that you’re adding on and growing.” He points to another version of the arrow-cross, one with short diagonal dashes between its points that symbolise light. It means, he says, “that I’m radiating. I’m burning, I’m active, I’m doubling myself.” He touches his forearm, where crowning his geometric tattoo is a blazing sun. “I have this, like, if you want to be the light, you have to burn. I relate to that.”

This isn’t to say Ten’s self-exploration is complete. While celebrating his strengths, the artwork also portrays parts of himself not yet conquered. He admits to being a chronic overthinker: “Even very small things that happen to me, I rethink a thousand times, and I get stressed out because of the things I do. Like, the main theme [here] is me overthinking but trying to find an answer even though it doesn’t have any answer.” Fittingly, spiral shapes dominate his designs, looming large amongst bright, bold shapes that evoke 80s Pop Art and graffiti, though Ten shies away from defining himself as “fully an artist, I’m not in the position to say things like that yet.”

“I’m still learning and trying new things. You learn by getting different elements from different people and I’m in that stage now.” He enjoys wandering the infinite halls of Instagram and Pinterest where he screenshots art that he likes, lost in the images, often for hours. He explains that he’s mostly influenced by whatever his current visual obsession is. “I’m interested in tattoos lately so my paintings look like tattoo designs. I’m that person who, when they see stuff, it goes into my brain and instantly comes out from my hands,” he laughs.

Ten’s introduction to art and design was through his mother, who believed music, art and sport were more important in a child’s development than traditional academia. “She didn’t care if I got an A* or not, just don’t get an F or a D,” he grins. Like any kid forced to do something, Ten railed against spending his weekends at art school. He attended but he didn’t draw. He befriended his teacher and other pupils and, as they worked, he chatted. “I was a very talkative kid! When I came to SM Entertainment (in 2013), I had a lot of my own time because my parents were in Thailand and I was alone. I had to absorb all the new culture and adapt to a new environment.’” When he felt surrounded by “negative energy”, he began drawing, enamoured with the space and freedom it offered because in art, as he often says, “there’s no right answer.”

There is, however, sometimes a middle ground. His goal was to make the Represent collection accessible to his diverse fanbase. “I wanted to make things that people can easily wear because it was my first project to make something with clothes and it’s a collab. If you go too far out, no one will get it. If you go too far back, people won’t reach for it. So finding the middle ground is important but that’s the hardest thing to do. If it’s my own project, I’ll be like, ‘I’m the president of this brand, I’m gonna make all the weird clothes that I can imagine!’”

He sought second opinions to ensure his designs landed the way he hoped. “I have a lot of good friends around me - my choreographer, (SHINee and Super M member) Taemin hyung, my manager. I randomly ask people I’m comfortable with and have known for a long time, like Mark (Lee, of NCT and Super M). Mark has the same kind of perspective as me, but I’m a person who is arrghhh!” He waves his hands in the air. “And he’s very calm. I need a person who is opposite of me because when I’m in a mood, I talk nonsense - ‘I wanna do this, I wanna do that, I wanna make this!’ - and Mark’s like,’Bro, calm down’,” he says in a rather uncanny impression of the Canadian-Korean.

Ten works fast when he’s drawing. He has to. He describes his personality as someone who can't wait until the next day to do something. “I’m very impatient,” he smiles. “If I’m going to paint or draw, I’m going to finish it in, like, two hours. I can’t sit down for three hours.” When inspiration hits him, it’s off the back of deep contemplation, sometimes about the mundane - “Like, why do the cats come to me when they’re hungry only? Is it selfish or instinct? - at other times, something affecting him emotionally.

But whereas his job as a singer and dancer sees him project his energy outwards, art offers the opposite. He’s often alone in his room when he works. As is for many artists, the right mood is fundamental. “When I’m in a good mood, I can’t draw,” he half-sighs. It’s also a multi-sensory process. “Smell or the temperature of the room, that really helps me draw. I light three or four candles. And when I draw, it’s kind of heavy, the feeling,” he explains. “It feels like you’re sinking into something, into yourself, and everything seems so small. Everything narrows down into me, my pencil, the paper.”

The more work he does in different creative mediums, the less Ten’s desire is to keep them separate. His art, dance and music influence each other, whether it’s customising his own collaboration pieces, a choreography video in an art gallery or dancing underwater with a film crew. When someone tells him that something won’t work or match up well, he refuses to let the idea go until he’s attempted it.

“I’ve had that since I was young. I think everything is possible. If you don’t try, you don’t know. When people say it’s impossible, like dancing in water for three minutes, I’m like, then let’s make it possible. You don’t need to walk a straight line [in life], you can walk this way,” Ten says, pointing along an invisible line before switching sharply in direction. “Then go back on track, go that way, come back. No one should tell you to walk in a line, I don’t see the point of that.”

© Clash Magazine

[skzfairies]

ateez reaction to yuri’s tik tok

hongjoong

dead ass CACKLED when he saw her username

“my little emo child 🥰”

mans is saying that like he isnt only one inch taller than her 💀💀

after he thought about yuri owning her OWN tik tok by HERSELF he was like .... oh no

this is not a good idea 😀

he PLEADED her to not make any thirst traps... mission failed

how can you expect yuri who is hot as hell to not make any thirst traps 🙄🙄

hes kinda stressed that yuri will post some dumb shot without thinking about it and end up getting herself in trouble😀

he’s gotta put some faith in yuri....

no but no manager is moderating the acc so like...what’s stopping her from literally making any tik toks she wants? no one 🤞

seonghwa

he was so excited !!

he immediately offered to record her tik toks for her :((

he also helped her pick out a profile picture!

both of them litterally spent hours going through yuri’s camera roll to find a perfect selfie 🤞

he asked if he could feature in some of her tik toks and yuri absolutely MELTED BECAUSE YES OFC YOU CAN SEONGHWA <3

he looks so proud when he records yuri dancing or making a random tik tok w one of the members :(

laughs when she gets embarrassed when he walks in or the other members walk in when he’s recording her 😭

a proud mom 🤞

yunho

literally sending her audios to make thirst traps to as soon as he overheard hongjoong and jongho telling her not to make one 😭

asks if he can make a thirst trap w her

which got turned down very quickly 😭😭

BUT SHE HAS SO MANY TIK TOKS OF BITH OF THEM IN HER DRAFTS

because as soon as she opening it yunho literally dragged her into his room and they made tik toks till like ... three am

she ended up falling asleep on yunho’s bed with her phone on her face... which mingi totally didn’t record...and tottaly didn’t post onto her tik tok 😀

but yunho is vry happy and vry excited because yuri’s gonna be a tik tok star 😍

yeosang

did he tease her ?

absolutely

sarcastic yeosang unleashed 🙄🙄

“oh...yuri you have a tik tok now? congrats!🥰🥰”

he was being TOO nice

“i’m gonna have more likes than your tik toks, go cry about it yeo.”

if her tik toks do end up beating yeosangs she will actually write a handwritten apology with tears on it 😀

but he’s secretly excited for her

she showed him some of her drafts and he was laughing so hard 😭😭

yeosang’s yuri’s #1 fan i know that’s right ‼️

san

HE WAS SO EXCITED FOR HER

he will use her tik tok for punishments tho 😀

“if you lose then you have to make an aegyo tik tok”

SOMEONE SAVE HER

SHES GONNA CRY IF SHE ENDS UP HAVING TO DO THAT FOR A PUNISHMENT

she didn’t loose the game tho 💪💪

she literally chugged two monsters before they played it so like ... all her senses were literally heightened 😀

but he shows her cute dances and he’s like .... do you wanna do it w me 👀👀

she will act like she doesn’t want to but she loves making tik toks with her boys :((

mingi

the one that convinced her to do it

he literally told her she should have her own tik tok account for MONTHS now and he’s like

“you finally listened to my big brain idea 💪”

after hongjoong was like “no thirst traps 😡”

he was in the next room going “doathirsttrapdoarhirsttrapdoathirsrtrap”

type of dude to call yuri mommy and get himself hit

he told her that he would record her thirst trap since she was too scared to ask seonghwa but she turned him down she was like .... i’m just gonna do this myself

because mingi would just make her more embarrassed 💔💔

definitely had the password to her account and is not afraid to use it to his advantage 💔

wooyoung

he lowkey forgot that she was opening one up

BUT ITS OKAY BECAUSE HE GAVE HER A HUG IN APOLOGY <333

he hypes her up sm when he walks in on her filming a tik tok and she’s like like ... i wanna disappear rn 😀

he makes sure she doesnt use the same sound like 282929282 times tho 💪💪 he’s a real one ‼️‼️‼️

but he was so excited to see her tik toks and hes her biggest hype man !!!!

jongho

he came up with the username 🥰🥰

okay ... sort of

one day she was deciding to be .... really weird okay

she had her classic strapped combat boots on right ?

like these

literally he favorite purchase ever she wears them every chance she gets and the boys are suprised that she hasn’t hurt herself on them yet <//3

THEY’RE SO CUTE THO

ANYWAYS

jongho always calls her twinkle toes whenever she wears them 😭

and he was teasing her...as usual...so her natural response is to bark at him....right 😀

“help, the emo girl is barking at me!!”

he’s not bullying her i promise it’s all out of love he loves her and the emo style okay <33

so for the rest of the day he called her ‘emo girl’ 😭

is that an upgrade from twinkle toes? who knows

BUT ANYWAYS

he made sure to tell everyone that he was the one who came up with the username and he should get all the credit 🙄

yuri was like...you bullied me??? no??? (/j)

he also told her to not make thirst traps 💔

because he would be embarrassed...and that she would embarrass herself

but he definitely will hype her up when does post one ‼️‼️‼️

because yuri is sexy and hot and he is whipped 🙄🙄🙄

[shortprince-cos]

More Truths Than Dares

Summary: After "The Double Closet Incident" as Patton so calls it, Patton and Janus have a talk at their friends' sleepover.

Ship: Moceit (Patton x Janus)

Warnings: Smoking, claustrophobia mention, truth or dare. Tell me if I need to add anything else!

Note: This is a direct sequel to "In A Closet"! You can read this without reading that, but it'll probably be confusing!

{Previous}

{Masterlist} (I KNOW I NEED TO FIX IT BUT IM A PROCRASTINATOR FIGHT ME)

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"Oh, I didn't know he was invited."

All Patton had done was walk in the door. He hadn't even said hi, or hugged Roman yet, he just walked in the door, and Janus was already on his back for just existing in his presence.

It was going to be a long night.

"Yes? He's my best friend, you know!" Roman defended as he brought Patton to sit on the couch with him and Logan.

"Wow, rude." Logan said.

Roman made a series of offended noises. "You're my boyfriend! So obviously Patton is my best friend!"

As the two quickly dissolved into playful banter, Patton stood to go put his overnight bag in Roman's room, hearing Janus whisper something to Remus and Virgil as he walked by.

Just ignore it, he thought, not really in the mood to argue today. Especially not after what Patton had dubbed ‘The Double Closet Incident’.

It was disastrous. Not only did Patton get locked in a closet with Janus, who has claustrophobia, he discovered that he may have a thing for men. Who knew?

Roman. Roman probably knew, especially after he had adopted Patton into their little friend group. And if being gay was a contest, Roman would be the judge.

But...it was normal to feel that way, right? It wasn't weird to feel embarrassed when someone got up in your personal space, was it? It wasn't abnormal to blush when someone said kind words to you, or odd to imagine yourself in different scenarios with someone you saw on a daily basis and they were-

Wait, what was he doing again?

Patton sighed as he set down his bag by Roman's bed. Those were thoughts for another day. He was supposed to be having fun at his best friend's sleepover, after all!

Patton put on a happy face and went back to the living room to join the others, finding that Roman and Remus were wrestling over something, Logan and Janus were debating, and Virgil was scrolling on his phone. Yep, it was going to be a long night.

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After breaking up Roman and Remus' tussle, watching a couple of movies, and other various shenanigans, Remus decided to gather everyone up in his room to play truth or dare.

If Patton learned anything from watching the others' turns, it was to always choose truth when Remus picks you.

"Double D, Truth or Dare?" Remus asked excitedly, even though he already knew what Janus would say.

"Dare."

Remus grinned like a shark. "I dare you and Patton to stay in my closet for one hour together."

Both Janus and Patton went pale.

"I...lied. I meant truth." Janus quickly said, hoping that Remus would let up.

"Nope! Too late! Now, you and Patton have to get in there, have hate sex or something, and come out in an hour!"

"Uh- we can't!" Patton exclaimed suddenly, and then all eyes were on him.

"What, are you afraid of the dark or something?" Remus teased.

"Um- no- well, kinda- but no. I- uh- have claustrophobia."

Janus looked shocked, to say the least. Thankfully, everyone was still looking at Patton.

"Yeah, small spaces are absolute torture to be in, and I would prefer it if none of us did stuff that involves small spaces, because then I'll worry about them!" Patton rambled quickly, trying to get all attention on him.

Remus rolled his eyes. "Ugh, fine. But you guys still need to do something together."

Patton blushed a bit, and Janus sighed, looking relieved.

Eventually, Remus gave up, and just dared Janus to eat shaving cream.

The rest of the night went smoother, and Patton ended up telling a lot of weird secrets, but not very important ones.

Eventually, everyone was asleep in either Roman's room, or Remus' room. Everyone except Patton, who couldn't get his brain to turn off.

Patton reluctantly got out of his sleeping bag, and made his way to the front door, maybe some fresh air would clear his mind.

Turns out, he wasn't the only one who had that idea, because as he stepped outside, he found the one and only Janus on the porch, smoking a cigarette.

Before Patton could turn back around, Janus saw him, and nodded his head in acknowledgment. Well, no going back now.

Patton silently sat down in the wooden rocking chair next to where Janus was standing, staring off into space a little before speaking up.

"You-you know that smoking is bad for you, right?"

Janus' lips curled up in a small smile as he chuckled. "I'm aware. Don't worry your pretty head, I only do it when I'm stressed."

Patton decided to ignore the way being called pretty by Janus felt and focused on the other part of that statement. "What are you stressed about?"

Janus blew out a puff of smoke, and suddenly Patton was very distracted by his lips.

"You. You're...different than how I thought you'd be." Janus said solemnly, drawing in another breath.

"Is...is that a bad thing?" Patton asked quietly, looking down to the floor.

Janus glanced at Patton with an indecipherable look on his face. "To be honest? I don't know. On one hand, you're actually a decent person."

"Thank you?"

"And on the other," Janus continued. "I've treated you like s**t for no reason other than spite."

"...It's okay-"

"It's not." Janus interrupted.

They sat in silence for awhile, trying to figure out if the other still wanted them here or not.

"Why did you think I was a bad person?" Patton asked quietly.

Janus huffed. "It's complicated."

"I mean...we got all night."

"...true." Janus sighed. "I think it's because ‘nice’ people don't usually want anything to do with me, and when they do, it's usually for the wrong reasons." He explained. "So when you started talking to me...I don't know, you reminded me of all the wrong people."

Patton's heart broke. He reminded Janus of some probably terrible memories, and had probably been hurting him just by being around him! No wonder Janus frowned whenever Patton walked in a room!

"Janus, I'm so so sorry, I never knew-"

"What are you sorry for?"

"I- That I remind you of some terrible people in your life-"

"Patton," Janus rest a hand on Patton's shoulder, making him blush. "You don't have any control over who you remind me of. Please, don't apologize for that."

"Well- then you can't apologize for being reminded of those people either!" Patton argued.

"I didn't say that, I said I was sorry for treating you terribly!"

"Well, then, I guess you're forgiven!" Patton retorted.

Janus looked at him in shock, as if Patton had just said a bunch of profanities, before quickly looking back to stare off into the distance again. His cheeks were red, but Patton convinced himself that he was probably cold out here.

"You're...too forgiving." Janus mumbled softly, as if he was talking to himself.

"I think that's a good thing." Patton replied.

Janus huffed. "...Thank you." He said, looking at Patton with a small smile on his face. "For everything."

Patton blushed. "Y-Yeah. No problem."

Janus looked at him with a disagreeing look on his face, but let it go.

They settled into comfortable silence as Janus threw his cigarette away and Patton almost fell asleep.

The second time Patton had to force his head up, Janus huffed.

"You should probably get to sleep."

As if on cue, Patton yawned. "So should you." He said sleepily, rubbing his eyes.

Janus chuckled. "Fine. I'll go back to bed if you do."

"Okay, fine. You have a deal."

Janus had that stupid, self-satisfied smirk on his face that he usually wore that made Patton feel fuzzy inside.

"Good," He smirked. "See you in the morning."

"Yeah. See ya."

Janus ventured into the house, Patton following a few moments later.

Patton felt like he was getting into dangerous territory with Janus, but instead of feeling concerned, he felt more excited than ever.

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