#I’m outtttttt

[bloodibambiidoll]

I little ramble/announcement:

When I'm in a better headspace I will still be reading Stranger Things fics again eventually. But, I’m done writing for this fandom. I feel like it's just been proven to me over and over again that this is a negative, generally unsupportive, entitled, competitive space. I often wish I stayed a reader. I miss when I didn't know about all the drama. I’m not going to put my time and creativity into something just to put it out into such a toxic space. It’s not worth it to me.

I truly wish I could just get the entire ST fandom in a room and give us all the Mean Girls gym scene treatment. Like "who here has felt personally victimized by this fandom?" Because I bet it would be just like that scene, everyone would raise their hands. I have been belittled, bullied, called racist and homophobic slurs. I've had insults thrown at me that I haven't heard since l was in highschool. I've watched my friends be treated the same way. I've watched the fandom divide and then divide again. The cliquey bullshit, the pointing fingers, the accusations of "copying". It's all so fucking pointless, if I'm being honest. We are all here for the same reason more or less. We all love the same characters.

This fandom has completely forgotten what FANDOM is about. Community, creativity, a safe space to share your art and your love for something with people who love it too. I wish so badly that we could all go back to that. To when it felt like an actual safe space, an actual community. But I just want to say thank you to anyone who's ever taken the time to read my work, become my friend, or even just been kind to me on this app. I'm thankful for each and every one of you.

I've always said I wouldn't let people chase me off or ruin my love for this fandom but at this point, I'm done. I'll still be around, l'm NOT deleting my blog, I still love Eddie and Steve very much but I absolutely need to take a step back from them before my love for them is ruined entirely. I am multifandom now and I will still be writing but for other characters. So if you don't want to see that I understand if you decide to unfollow me. I won’t hold it against you. I wasn’t even going to make a post, because honestly? No one is entitled to an explanation from me but I felt that the people who have actually been kind and made being here worth while deserved to know.

-Xoxodolly

[tranquilitybasehotelcasino]

are you allowed to do irl escape rooms by yourself like do you have to organize a big party or do they just let you do one. i want to play one so fucking bad but if i had to do it with any other people i would start killing them

[the-woild-is-y-erster]

may have to go afk for a while if talking to my mom goes shit, we’ll find out🥰but in case i disappear for a while it’s because i don’t have access to tumblr

[touchlikethesun]

things from my tween years i did not think i’d still be enjoying in the year of our lord 2023: dan and phil, supernatural, harry potter, percy jackson, bangtan, merlin, attack on titan, the DTCU (david tennant cinematic universe) (honestly i did expect this one…)

[skullrock]

i feel so frozen and overwhelmed with my life idk what to do. girl help. help girl

[crossbackpoke-check]

[brunetterightsactivist]

Trying to breathe and accept and also save my thoughts so I can debrief with my coworker friend tomorrow lol cuz posting bad things about real people online is low vibrational but venting to people irl is not only high vibrational but actually necessary to align your chakras. It’s true

[fieldmarshal-egg]

why is theres so much sonic fanart 💀 wrdeo

HEY WTF

Rude

MT BOY

[hallohartje]

Once again realizing I’m becoming the guy who doesn’t text back because… there’s too many people to text and I forgor

[digiditto]

the dangerous thing about giving me a glitter pen at work is that I WILL use it on everything. I’m signing all your documents in purple sparkles. I’m writing annotations and notes in glittery font. and you can’t take this away from me. you’ve given me the tools and if you ask why this form is filled out in iridescent shimmer, well, look in the mirror pal. the glitter pen was your first mistake

[anachronistic-falsehood]

QQUACKITY

[mybrotherstolemyquesadilla]

it’s graduation dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[hyperactively-me]

HEAR ME OUT. HEAR. ME. OUTTTTTTT. cockwarming king!simon while he reads out loud to you. OKAY BYE.

this is pure filth. pure filth! 

warnings: smut

The lull of Simon’s voice in your ear is pure torture. 

He was leaning back against the headboard of your massive shared bed, a book whipped out in front of him. You were both reading the same book, set on discussing it in both of your free time. This whole week had been so busy that you both hadn’t really had time to settle down and discuss it. So, in true Simon fashion, he decided that he wanted to spend some time…unwinding…with you. Who were you to refuse him, especially when he asked you so nicely.

Now here you were, forehead resting on Simon’s shoulder, trying your damn hardest to not think about the way his cock was settled inside you, stretching you open on him so nicely. 

The air in the room was thick with tension, a palpable mix of anticipation and pure desire. Everytime you moved even slightly, Simon had squeezed the flesh of your ass in warning. 

“Stay still, love,” his voice echoed out, hard and stern. 

Simon’s free hand traced lazy circles on your bare back, sending shivers down your spine. His other hand held the book, his eyes fixed on the pages as he read out loud for you to stay up to date with the story. 

It was impossible to focus on any of the words he was saying, especially when all you wanted him to do was to fuck you, give your body any sort of attention—

“Simon—”

“Shhh. Don’t interrupt me while I’m reading. You’re gonna miss the important parts, darlin’.” 

He continues reading as though nothing happened, although his free hand comes up to tighten on your ass. Simon doesn’t seem bothered at all as you squeeze his cock, wetness dripping around his cock. 

You whimper, the sound built up from your throat sounding breathy.

He suddenly thrusts up inside of you, making you moan and your legs tremble. 

The book in front of him was merely a prop, a thin disguise for the real game he had in mind. His voice, initially focused on the words in the book, now took on a more playful tone as he commented on the storyline, occasionally deviating into light teasing.

“Are you paying attention, love?” he says, his breath warm against your ear.

“‘M trying to, Si,” you whine out, frustration building up in your chest. You feel absolutely wrecked, pushed to the edge without him even moving inside you. 

He chuckles, rubbing the flesh of your hip. “Just behave.” 

“I can’t any longer,” you nearly cry, pussy aching with desire. His cock just feels so good, stretching you out so perfectly. “Please, Si, I need you—” 

The moment you rock your hips forward, Simon drops the book, hissing through his teeth. Both of his hands grab your waist with a firm grip, and in one fluid motion, he flips you over onto your back, hovering above you. 

“Spoiled princess,” he grunts, pulling almost all of the way out before slamming into you.

You shoot him a mock glare for a second, but the moment he slams into you, you’re seeing stars.

“Such a spoiled princess you are,” he continues. “Rebellious even when you have my cock stuffed inside you, whining for my cock like this.”

You whimper as his fingers press into your clit the way you like, causing you to arch your back into him.

You're in for it now.

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(masterlist)

[marshmallord]

she was fujoing outtttttt i’m crying

[every-single-day]

Outsiders 6/2 Recap Yap!

Probably spoilers

- I quite literally cannot get over how INSANE the sound design and lighting design are. Like, I can’t even express my thoughts about it. I wish they could have gotten 5 of each of those Tony’s. Absolutely insane.

- idk if this is how it normally plays out, but Brody didn’t catch two-bit’s keys in Grease Got a Hold and started hitting the floor in anger I was crying

- I was not prepared for how FUNNY this show is !!!!! Every single joke lands and my god there are so many

- LIGHTING DESIGN IN GREAT EXPECTATIONS HNNNNNNNNNNG

- Pony and Johnny’s Danny Zuko ass walks when they go to sit with Cherri and Marcia took me OUTTTTTTT

- “I’m quite an artistic person actually.”

- WHY DID THEY VILLAINIZE DARRY SO HARD???? I know I just asked for Darry angst BUT I DIDN’T MEAN IT LIKE THAT

- Darry still my favorite character idc

- it would be easier to count the actual similarities between the book and the musical than it would be to count the differences atp but y’know I’m not really mad about them. Adam Rapp ate.

- the only change I don’t like is that Pony doesn’t miss his curfew because he and Johnny fell asleep in the lot :( I feel like that’s a pretty essential scene for understanding the depth of their friendship / Johnny’s mental state

- Brody’s mic got FUCKED after the fountain scene he didn’t have full sound until his last 3 words in Run Run Brother

- THE FIGHT CHOREO?!?!?!?

- I see what Jason meant now when he said they changed everything to match the language of the rumble. Wow.

- they really went in on the whole “everything is Ponyboy’s fault” thing damn let my baby breathe

- the way it goes AHHHHH FIRE PONY JOHNNY DALLY NOOOOOO 🔥🔥 and then very abruptly to “Well I woke up this morning 😁” is kinda jarring ngl

- no Curtis brothers reunion 😠

- the applause after the rumble was CRAZY. 30 seconds of cheering and clapping in pitch black darkness.

- Cherri went to visit Johnny in the hospital??? The musical really saves her character I love that for her

- Joshua fucking Boone. I sat there unmoving (was I breathing?) for a solid 5 minutes after Little Brother. I didn’t know what to do.

- I didn’t cry???? Like at all???? I think I was, and lowkey still am, in a state of shock

- YO SODA IS SO FUNNY

- met the whole cast at SD 😀 (except Emma, Sky, and Renni they were out)

- I LOVE YOU BRENT COMER

- Brent’s sharpie ran out of ink and the lady next to me offered to give him hers and he went “😏 i meannnnn I’m not gonna say NO”

- told Jason Schmidt he changed my life when he dropped “chilling in the dressing room” and he started dying laughing and said it changed his life too

- I MADE JASON SCHMIDT LAUGH

- KWP’s teeth are so perfect but he actually terrifies me

- Josh and Rj are so so sweet

- I was the only person in my section who knew Rj (at least by name) and he was so honored and started asking about my day and stuff 😭 then I ran into him again after SD and we talked more and took a super cute pic ugh I love him

- Joshua Boone and I had a spiritual “only black people in the room” connection and when I tell yall we had a MOMENT !!!! I love that man

- I literally saw Brodington Grantifer. With my own two eyes. 10 feet away from me. We made eye contact for half a second. (And then he got manhandled because people are shit and don’t understand how to respect boundaries.)

I probably have more thoughts but those can be posted later when/if I remember them

[novaeverse]

Im going another evil Durge run because evil evil haha. Anyway.

I went murderhobo, so much to the point that I didn’t even get a goblin or tiefling party.

I’m in act 2, AND ASTARION PROPOSITIONED ME A SECOND TIME???? Like I dunno if this happens normally if you don’t get it in act 1, but it surprised the shit outta me. Not only that but I got this line:

Astarion: Ah, you need a bit of enticing, let me see. How about this one: When I’m with you, I feel practically alive, yet I crave only to die again with you.

I KNOW he doesn’t say the bolded part at the tiefling party, so maybe the game thinks I did the goblin party? And that’s what he says? Maybe??

Idk but that line… I’m freaking outtttttt