#I’m out here fighting for my life
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Idk probably none of y’all have kids but if you do pls try to be nice to their teachers. They’re probably doing their best.
#I’m out here fighting for my life#and doing everything I can to stay on top of everything I need to take care of#and everyone#and I’ve got a parent pissed off that I didn’t immediately inform her of what happened.#bestie I’m sorry but I had a meeting during the entirety of planning and 19 other kids and kids from my class and two others until 4#I contacted her by 4:30#I’m literally doing everything I can#and like. I think she’s probably right and I’m agreeing with her. but I’m one person. and I’m trying my best.#my people pleasing heart can’t handle this#just my ramblings#teacher sadie#can’t even wear mascara bc I’m back in my ✨sometimes cries during and after work✨ era#I wish that my response to overwhelm was like…. firey intensity or literally anything other than Oops Time To Cry.#that would be great
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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me
close ups under the cut!
gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins
#my post#my art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#oh boy here we go#zedaph#tangotek#bdoubleo100#bdubs#rendog#falsesymmetry#stressmonster101#iskall85#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM#i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect#don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs#i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months#i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins#it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try#was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL#but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy#anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone#POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T
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KOBD for the soul
#my art#thorns and thrones au#transformers#fighting for my life out here I can’t handle it knowing that there were never two bots who were meant for each other more than THEM 🥺🥺🥺#these have got to be the softest most mushiest things I’ve ever drawn AUG HH#Young Love to Devotion to Married for all ETERNITY#I didn’t add Wildbreak to these and for that I know I should be JAILED but dw I’m still thinking about that stupidly cute baby#KOBD is each other’s world while Wildbreak is their universe ❤️💙🧡#kobd#tfa knockout#tfa breakdown#transformers animated#maccadam
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hey hi hello my lovely fellow goblins and fiends and friends — this feels kind of weird to do, but y’all have been so relentlessly awesome and supportive of my art and i figure it can’t hurt to ask. lately i’ve been experiencing a massive slump on my professional instagram account — needlef0x — and it is impacting my business.
i have been speaking up consistently about palestine in my stories and have a fundraiser ongoing over there and i think it’s causing the algorithm to further suppress and hide my posts from folks. i have a bigger audience (in numbers) than ever, and yet faaaar less interaction and reach than ever.
so! i’m just posting this to say! if you like my artwork and want to support me in a different way, following along on my tattoo instagram and liking/commenting/sharing/interacting with posts and stories in general would be super helpful. i am a full-time self-employed artist just doing my best to stay afloat while it feels like every social media platform wants artists/small biz folks/creatives to fail.
i know my tattoos aren’t the fanart y’all follow me here for, nor are they (generally) fandom-related, but they *are* what keeps food in my stomach and a roof over my head! so any/all support is so so deeply appreciated. thanks y’all ♡ back to regular programming now
#it used to be so much easier to reach an audience#now i’m fighting for my life out here lmao#as someone who has shared their art on the internet in some fashion since they were fourteen#i’ve been in the game for over half of my lifetime#and it is worse now than ever imo
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Being on tumblr right now feels a lot like trying to live a normal life during the zombie apocalypse. Reblog a couple posts, write a meta, lean out the window and shoot 27 spam bot accounts with a sawed-off shotgun, laugh at a meme, etc.
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if you think about it Albatross is actually scary as hell,,,imagine being on the battlefield fighting for your life and you hear a mf LAUGHING
#enas.txt#bungou stray dogs#bsd stormbringer#bsd albatross#Chuuya asking Albatross why he’s in such a good mood and Albatross is just like I’m so happy to see u dude#and Chuuya’s like okay….#even he was weirded out tf#no but seriously imagine being the enemy#and you hear laughter#like fam I’m out here fighting for my life idk if I’m even gonna see tmr and is that CHUCKLING I hear across the way??#hell nah I’m going home#we fighting some FREAKS and I’m not about that
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Round 2.5 - Cnidaria - Polypodiozoa
(Sources - 1, 2)
Polypodiozoa is a class of Cnidarians that contains one order: Polypodiidea, one family: Polypodiidae, one Genus: Polypodium, and one species: Polypodium hydriforme. Perhaps other species exist, but P. hydriforme is the only one known.
Polypodium parasitizes the eggs of sturgeon and similar fishes (Acipenseridae and Polyodontidae). It is one of few animals that lives inside the cells of other animals. Polypodium possesses nematocysts and a cnidarian body plan but has an unusual life cycle. It spends most of its life inside the oocytes of acipenseriform fishes. In infected oocytes, Polypodium develops from a binucleate cell into an inside-out planuliform larva and then into an elongate inside-out stolon; the epidermal cell layer is located internal to the body and the gastrodermis is located externally. The embryo, larva and stolon are surrounded by a protective polyploid cell, which also functions in digestion. Just prior to the host’s spawning, Polypodium everts to the normal position of cell layers, revealing tentacles scattered along the stolon. During eversion, the yolk of the host oocyte fills the gastral cavities of the parasite, supplying the future free-living stage with nutrients. The parasitic phase of its life cycle usually takes several years. Finally, upon emerging from the host egg in fresh water, the free-living stolon fragments into individual medusoid-like organisms [images 1 and 2] that go on to multiply by means of longitudinal fission. In summer they form endodermal sexual organs: "female" ones showing ovaria and gonoducts, and "male" ones with simpler organization.
Not much is known about the evolution of Polypodium and how it came to be. Freshwater-living is rare for cnidarians, but not unheard of, as some hydrozoans are also freshwater. The Myxosporeans and Malacosporeans, fellow parasitic cnidarians, also have freshwater representatives.
#more egregarius Wikipedia copypasting I’m fighting for my life out here#I’m not sure how to simplify this further#jellyfish tomorrow though!#*egregious#why did it autocorrect to egregarious#cnidaria#animal polls#round 2.5
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Hey! I feel like you should know that your art is being actively fed Into ai, like there's an entire bot thingy with the main purpose of mimicking your artsyle on some weird site 😬
https://pixai.art/model/1717601251902205889
ik and I already looked into it...... like I have no clue how to even begin to report or do anything abt it bc clearly the site is made specifically to bar actual artists from repremanding anyone. Looked through the whole TOS and help sections of the site months ago and there's nothing helpful in it at all... I've just done my best to ignore it bc like it makes me feel sooo fucking bad knowing that I'm literally helpless against it.
Def no hard feelings bc ik u just wanted to let me know, and if anyone KNOWS any ways to actually get this taken down I would be so grateful (preferrably that isn't super involved and won't require big boy stuff like lawyers and stuff bc I ain't got time for that), and once again no hard feelings but in the future I would prefer this isn't brought up to me w/o active solutions bc once again it just makes me feel frustrated and helpless all over again 😭
#ask#this big ass text lmfao...#thanks again and like again no hate#but truly to my knowledge the site is made so real artists can't do jack shit abt it#I can try to glaze my shit or whatever but I’m team ipad and there are so many loops to jump through#maybe i'll try harder idk I’m just a tired scientist fighting for my life out here lmfao#not mad#also I never talked abt it in public bc ik I have a platform and the last thing I wanna do is give it attn#I think talking abt it on here instead of twt though should be fine..
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You know you have issues when you see a man commit actual crimes without remorse and you’re like but i still want him
#explaining my taste in men is embarrassing#I’m out here fighting for my life defending these men stg#Eric Draven#Billy Russo#frank abigail#adam barrett#soldier boy#ghostface#cooper abbott
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the other day i walked around the golden lake w my love and the sun was setting hot and orange and we watched a brown duck preening through the weeds, ducking her head under the dark water. the cool lake swallowed up my tired feet to the ankles and we counted the dog walkers with their curly panting doodles and their handsome german shepherds and their whip smart little terriers and we admired the careful construction of a sand castle whose moat held determinedly against the lapping of the waves. we could feel in our chests the persistent thunderous thumping of celebratory music at the finish line of the lakeside 5k, welcoming each gasping runner across its bounds. and i felt like crying. i felt like curling into myself and crying. we walked through the swamp of the bird sanctuary afterwards and listened to the woods sing and croak and groan and then we went and got ube and yuzu gelato and devoured it suntired and sweating on the couch in our living room. and i was so overcome w a deep and true unshakeable happiness and a sort of confused grief that i wanted to sob and sob and sob.
#i am so happy for the first time in my entire life#a consistent and true joyfulness#i am in love w my life#i want to stick around to see it#and i mean that w my entire being for the first time in my whole life#and to say that means confronting the first 24 years of my life where that wasn’t true#where i was miserable and heartbroken and unkind and dishonest and cruel#and i didn’t want to be alive#even when i was doing well i still didn’t want to be alive#for 24 years.#i had no fucking idea being alive could be so easy. i had no idea.#i want to hold myself and tell them i want to wrap myself up and say it will be BETTER#it will be so so far from perfect but it will be so so good you just have to hold on#i am so happy but i am mourning#i don’t know how to articulate it at all i just feel#happy but grieving#i LOVE this new city we live in i LOVE it here#i like my job enough to stand it for enough hours a week to get by#i have the time and the energy to throw myself into hobbies like knitting and cooking#i watch one or two good movies a week#i eat delicious food i’ve made and from restaurants we want to try#i’m IN LOVE. with my girlfriend in a way that’s so overwhelming and unlike anything i’ve ever felt that words don’t do it justice#i have friends who are gentle and patient with me when it’s hard for me to reach out#i am fighting agoraphobia tooth and fucking nail and i’m seeing the world and experiencing it#i laugh every day!!!! every single day!!!!#i have a goofy wonderful dog and an incredibly sweet cat#i talk to my baby brother all the time and he tells me he loves me and he’s graduating college soon and i’m so fucking proud#i wish i would’ve known how good it would all become#i wish i could’ve known#personal
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In the process of 1.5 hours, so much drama was revealed to me that I’m cancelling my next trip back to my hometown next year.
#Sigh……..#I cut off more than half of the people I knew here and it’s still this messed up??#I need to lie down#But I literally can’t until another full 23 hours from now#Why did I do this to myself#Liveblog count (Lia’s Holiday Trip Home Sunday Edition):#Friendships ended: 1#Friendships repaired: 1 - these guys were salty at each other since June jfc#Flights cancelled: 2#Hours of sleep: 5#Update 2 ->#Therapy sessions given: 1#Therapy sessions received: 1#Update 3 ->#This one was actually pretty relaxing#Hours spent yapping: 9#Update 4 ->#No energy to get into it. But I feel like I needed to go to a self help session or something after that#Update 5 (pure venting) ->#These people want to be involved in my life more so badly but they are only willing to do it on their terms and not mine#You don’t get to have that for free anymore!!#“There was no time to talk” BULLSHIT. There was plenty of time! I even brought up the topic first during lunch!!#To keep acting like this doesn’t exist and only want to talk about it when I’m exhausted and trying to sleep#You picked a time where you know I don’t have the energy to fight back because you’re too scared you’ll say the wrong thing#And I’ll cut you out of my life again
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something that’s missing from a lot of discussion on GSC, both positive and negative, is the context in which those games released. and i say this as someone who has no nostalgia for GSC and did not play them until adulthood, and who was very unaware of gen 2’s existence as a young kid.
when GSC released, the only other mainline games were RGBY. “generations” weren’t… a concept yet. through digging around and talking to folk just slightly older than me, i’ve learned that players back then would sometimes call RBY “colors” or “chromatics” while GSC would be “minerals” or “metallics” or other such variants. they were not calling it “gen 2.”
this is important because pokemon discourse and critique is always very echo chamber-y - we all, myself included, tend to judge pokemon game quality based on how they compare to other pokemon games, instead of the lens of general game design. so people judge gen 2 based on their preconceived notion of what a new pokemon generation is supposed to be, when generations weren’t even a thing and GSC was more intended to be a… RBY expansion pass? for lack of a better term.
stadium 2 being left out of the conversation is also immensely frustrating for me, though to some extent, i get it. the only ways to play stadium 2 properly with the transfer pak are to own a ton of old and increasingly expensive hardware that have dying batteries you have to replace, or to wrangle together an N64 emulator with transfer pak support. i understand that both options are not feasible for a lot of people for a variety of reasons. and it’s not like nintendo does a good job of reminding you about the stadium games properly either - the virtual console releases of RGBY/GSC on 3DS came without them, and the stadium releases on switch without RGBY/GSC, literally putting out a shell of a video game and forever burning the legacy of the stadium games as half finished rental gauntlets with minigames into younger generations’ minds instead of postgame & difficulty proto-DLC before the likes of the emerald battle frontier could fit on gameboy cartridges.
and of course none of us can teleport back to the 90s/early 2000s if we weren’t there for that, or in my case, a bit too young to get it - especially increasingly younger generations who are only going to hear discussion on johto through poketubers and have much less conception of what that era of time looked like. but i think knowing about that time at least a little bit is crucial in understanding GSC as games.
i’m not sure what the point of this post is, i just really love johto and the modern conversation about games this important to me is frankly demoralizing, and i wish i could convey what i love about them without hearing the same parroted talking points that don’t even hold up. constantly. all the time.
#ayano was here#ayano.txt#it’s not that i don’t have critique for GSC either#i do!#but god. i’m fighting for my life out here
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Tired of seeing fic on ao3 claiming to be based off dune the book series when it’s very obvious that the writer has only seen dune the movie(s).
Yes, it matters. Yes, these are very different works. You’re probably doing this for visibility; I don’t care. Archive Of Our Own is a fucking archive, stop labeling your works with a tag you know is factually incorrect. It makes it impossible for me to filter for fics I want to read.
#ao3#dune#dune books#dune messiah#written because I’ve seen so many fics claiming to be based off the book who have no idea who Alia is#like girl! that’s my girl!!!#if your fic doesn’t contain Alia The Murderous Toddler then I don’t want it in my house in my home in my life#also the fight between feyd and paul went so differently in the books vs the movie. like it’s barely even an obstacle for Paul in the books#the differences are subtle in fic but really obvious if you’re expecting to see one thing and then all of a sudden it’s something else#(did I just describe all of fic? yes. but I hope y’all know what I mean. we are working off of different canon baselines)#seriously Alia is 15 pounds soaking wet three year old child. and she kills the baron . for fun…#also the fremen are not prudes. most people get this. but really neither is the rest of the empire??? I mean the harkonens obviously were.#.like that.. but also I get the feeling that no one else really cared#I’m only on the second book so I could be wrong. but from here it seems like the dune universe has a very fluid understanding of gender and#and sexuality. and polyamory. and drug use.#shout out to face changers gotta be one of my favorite genders btw#anyway. ugh.#long rant is long
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Tummy decided to hate me again tonight. Time to pull out the old reliable heating pad and comfort scenarios
#op#oughgh#if anyone has anything cute they wanna share now is your time#I’m fighting for my life out here
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[eyk lore] New York is a giant off-kilter sitcom and everyone is assigned a recurring bit
I don’t like mine
#how did I wind up in this situation#I’m fighting for my life out here to not steal the valor of a group I’m not a part of#self#doodle#I live and work in a very Jewish area#I’m white and I have a name from the Hebrew Bible#I know why it happens but come on man
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there should be an award for not telling people they’re being a bitch when they’re being a bitch and it should go to Me based on this week alone
#both parents two teachers and a woman i babysit for 🫶#that’s a whopper folks#fighting for my life out here#the amount of ‘you’re right i’m sorry’s i’ve said this week when in fact they’re wrong and i’m Not
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