#I’m okay just venting !
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Maybe if I drink more coffee that will make today better
#hhahahahaaaaa#I’m going to explode#I’m okay just venting#more#this is what I did before I was in therapy#oh I remember this well#posting yelling into the void#it’s kinda chaotic#I appologize#this is why consistent therapy is good friends#even if you don’t think you need it#also I’m#not out of therapy#my therapist is just on vacation#well deserved#uh o these tags are getting scary#if you got this far#I guess#hi
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i don’t mind suspending my disbelief for leverage’s person-sized ventilation shafts bc that’s pretty standard for the genre, but that doesn’t mean i won’t laugh a bit at some of the egregiously large vents. particularly in the crowning acheivement job (lev: red s2 finale) because - well just look at this lol! harry and parker, two adults, can kneel side by side in those vents. parker can sit upright.
that museum was made for vent crawling purposes. that’s just an extra room in the museum they forgot to decorate. the leverageverse has a thief union that successfully lobbied for a better working environment. these vents double as a playground for museum-goers’ children. i was crying with laughter thinking about this and harry’s vent crisis was NOT helping me remember that there was a serious heist thing going on lol, i love this show.
#leverage redemption#leverage#parker leverage#harry wilson#harry wilson leverage#parker#wren speaks#leverageposting#the sun roofs (or are they just lights?) really get me lmao#ALL of the person-sized vents are unrealistically large so this is not criticism! this is a generic convention!#vents are not human-sized and clean or remotely safe enough to reliably crawl through irl#but basically every building in every crime drama has comfortably person-sized vents#usually for knee crawling not even people lying on their stomach bc that’s difficult to move and looks sillier#and that thin layer of the ceiling under the vent is usually surprisingly built well enough to support a persons weight#and there’s no fans or rats or dust or bugs or that foil tube stuff i forgot the word for#and it’s often oddly well-lit. and that’s okay! it’s fiction! we’re having fun!#sewers tend to be unrealistically large + accessible + well-lit etc in fiction too.#anyway my point is i’m not saying this as criticism! just a neutral obserativion of something i found funny!
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Constantly torn between my desire to convert and the crushing weight of knowing that I won’t be able to exist in the wider fandom spaces that I love without being constantly reminded that Jews are always guilty until proven innocent post-Oct 7.
#Jk the bleak realization has already set in!#I just. God I just know I’m gonna have to process a whole new cultural trauma and it’s gonna suck because post October 7 it’s inescapable#Like I’ll see a popular creator I look up to for T/ADC stuff suddenly post that fucking chant out of nowhere & I have to choose between#Leaving bc that person obviously doesn’t look for Jewish perspectives bc of bias or staying and marinating in my disillusionment#I mean I’m already feeling the disillusionment no point not going through with it#Sorry I’m not trying to be a nihilist I’m just venting bc I’m really done#Jewish Convert#Prospective Convert#Jumblr#Vent#My Post#Leftist Antisemitism#Okay to reblog#I mean not sure why you would but you can if you want
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Also, just a side note, when people say things like, “Good art, but I hate this ship,” or “they would NEVER be romantic,” it’s actually insulting the art!!!
What an artist chooses to depict is PART OF THE ART ITSELF. That’s why I get so angry when folks HAVE to share their opinions on why they hate what you drew (while praising HOW you drew it).
Basically, you’re telling an artist, “Your idea is shit and I hate it! But nice lines though.”
#feeling salty today#and it’s not even 7 o’clock#i’m okay i’m just at a venting point#school has been annoying so this is what i’m complaining about#it’s actually not that important
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Being the captain means always being the one everyone turns to.
#trafalgar law#one piece#my art#ITS LATE SUMMER DEPRESSION HOURS LADS#WE’RE STRUGGLING OUT HERE#(to be clear we’re fine I just cried a lot today)#anyway vent art put all that pain on law make him suffer#(he’s already suffering)#(it’s okay just refer to yesterday’s hug drawing i think that one happens after this)#(…sure I only gave him the amber lead scars in one of them…)#(…maybe they only appear when he’s stressed/upset)#(work with me here)#anyway vent art works I just got a text the seminar I’m teaching was pushed back two weeks
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Having a mental breakdown at 12pm while 3 your friends talk in a discord server about skibidi toilet animatronics was a life changing experience, I am truly a changed man.
#smooshednetwork#shitpost#this isnt a vent I just thought it was funny#don’t ask if im okay I’m fine now
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Sometimes every year is one of those years where you need to look in the mirror and say “I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me” because one day there will be feasting and dancing. Maybe it’s not next year, but you need to keep making it so you can find out when it is.
#been a real shitty week#this past year of my life was a waste apparently#I’m a little heartbroken and life feels so incredibly bleak right now but I know it’ll get better one day#I Have more blind hope now then ever before#the mountain goats#vent kinda#I think things will be okay I just think it’ll take some work to get there#and I think the mountain goats will be my top artist
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feeling very grateful for the cute barista today who clearly clocked a) my fontaines d.c. tote, and b) the fact i was stuck on a spectacularly bad date, and proceeded to play me an entire playlist of fontaines d.c. and sneak me extra vegan marshmallows with my hot chocolate
#an absolute GEM 💗#we need more people in the world like this#they restored my faith in humanity 🙏#unlike my date#who was… well. i’ve been on worse ones i guess#but he monologued at me for a two and a half hours#and on the rare times i actually managed to get a word in edge ways or voice an opinion#he just twisted it round to suit what he’d been saying#it REALLY annoyed me#the entire thing annoyed me actually#i am so sick and tired of going on dates with straight white men who feel the need to explain everything to you#as if you’re not a person with a mind and experiences of your own#also wtf is the point on going on a date with someone when you aren’t remotely interested in getting to know them???#the man asked me maybe two questions total the entire afternoon#i could write his entire fucking biography#also at the end he said how cool and mysterious i was#and i’m like ????#i’m only mysterious because you’d prefer me to be that than an actual person who you could have had a proper conversation with#*breathes out slowly*#phew okay i was angrier about this than i thought lol#the older i get the less tolerance i have for shit like this 🫠#anyway yeah sorry#vent over 😅#i’m just so annoyed because i have SUCH limited energy atm with my pain and fatigue etc and i just wasted it on him ffs#but then again#the cute barista and the fontaines d.c. and the marshmallows were most definitely not a waste of my energy#they totally saved my day honestly 🙏#fontaines d.c.#lulu posts
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sum vent arts from the past while that i think are pretty enough to share here
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“Which person would you respect more? A man strumming the guitar in a bar for 200 a night, working a second job to keep himself fed. Or a man who’s playing the guitar that same night, same town who’s sold out a whole stadium?”
“Well that depends. Which one is your step son?”
“That has nothing to do-“
“Yes it does. Which one is your step kid who’s working his ass off to get paid for the thing he loves and is still slaving away trying to make a better life for himself? Which one is in desperate need for a support system that understands and supports his skill and values his hard work? Which one do you have the power to demotivate at your hearts content? Would you go to his performance at the club and yell BOOOO YOURE NOT AS GOOD AS ‘PERSON B’!!! YOU WILL NEVER GET PAID ENOUGH BECAUSE YOURE NOT GOOD!! YOU’RE NOTHING!! And that man still goes to the club. Still plays so hard and for so long he makes himself sick. Still pays his bills and consistently works to better his own life. And sits through your screaming and petulant passive aggressive comments during his entire set and then goes home to hear you say it all over again at dinner? Works while you lie and belittle him on the phone with your friends and real children while he’s in the room? And when he finally goes to bed, he gets up at 6 am to start working and you get up at 9 and start all over again? Which would YOU respect more?”
now spitting mad, “THE ONE SELLING STADIUMS!!!”
“….okay.”
#vent post#idk man it seems like you’re the problem here…. especially if you think telling me I’m not good enough at my profession to deserve you um.#*your respect#let me check#uhhhh oh okay yeah all I said was ‘Id like it if you told me before you just randomly change the channel from something I was watching pls’#‘we both deserve more respect than that kind of relationship will give us’
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i just finished rewatching gravity falls for the first time since i was dipper and mabel’s age, and somehow i only remembered AFTER it was all said and done that today is their birthday. poetic. i’m in emotional shambles.
i hope everything works out. i hope my twin brother and i stay close forever. this show gives me a lot of hope and determination and i hope i never lose that, or my childlike sense of wonder and whimsy. you know, the important stuff. i’ve also decided just now that i’m going to stop being self-conscious about getting sappy. i love this show with all of my heart and it’s been my dream for a long time now to someday create something that can inspire sincerity in others as much as gravity falls has inspired me to always strive for authenticity. that was a long run-on sentence but i hope it makes sense.
thank you alex hirsch for creating the perfect show!
#gear diary#gravity falls#i posted it privately because i don’t like to vent publicly but i’m laughing at the …. strong contrast#between this post and the gravity falls related post i wrote up yesterday. yikes#being a twin is so hard sometimes. at times it is more painful than anything#but i have to remember that no matter what. i was gifted the greatest gift of my life at birth. my best friend#and even if it’s all downhill from there i will just have to enjoy the grass stains and rock-induced bruises#because he’s my brother but he’s also half of me. because i say so and i make it so#i love you simon even though your name doesn’t match your personality at all and you irk me daily 💚#okay that’s enough oversharing for one night. good night
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₊‧° 𝓣𝓸𝓭𝓪𝔂, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓖♡𝓭 °‧₊
𝒯𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌… 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌𝓈?
#jirai kei#landmine kei#jirai onna#dark girly kei#my.jpg#j fashion#tw vent in tags#went to the mall to take some photos today#I’m in a weird mood today#I just want the day to be over#my bf is out of town and my anxiety has gotten so bad that im just hoping I fall asleep soon#im so overwhelmed#im so stressed#for no reason even#like nothing is wrong everything is okay today was good#so why am I crying???#I think I’m just permanently stressed and anxious now I think I broke myself or something#but he’ll be back on Friday#so I just have to try to breathe real deep and go to bed#I hope my cats snuggle with me they aren’t in the bedroom right now#usually Loki would be here by now /:
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being the ugly friend is really humbling
#sigh#vent#rant#i need to rant#one time i was out with friends#they all hugged that one guy in my grade#so I did too#and we danced together and stuff#but then later he went: were you there the whole time??#i was mortified#he humiliated me in front of my friends#just because you don’t think I’m attractive doesn’t mean you have to ignore my existence lol#i hate it here#liesmultixxx talks 🩵#sad post#thinking thoughts#i am ugly#story of my life#why are they like this#why are people so cruel#i just want to be loved#i want to be pretty#I don’t think anyone will ever desire me#and that’s okay#but you don’t have to be so NASTY#jesus christ#little story time#saw a tt and it reminded me of this wonderful experience#another traumatic thing that happened in my life#the list is getting longer and longer
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sometimes I’m like
damn it makes sense that nobody who knows me actually likes me???? Because like—I am violently transgender/queer, plus I’ve been to rehab. (I live in a small Catholic village in the Midwestern USA)
but then I open tumblr and see everyone loves House for the exact same things???? so basically i think I should move to New Jersey and be a doctor
#REHAB AND MENTAL HEALTH CARE IS GOOD#people just demonize it#which is dumb#house md#gregory house#hate crimes md#dr house#hugh laurie#gregorian household#hilson#greg house#also obvs being queer is cool as hell#just I live in catholic village#lucas rants#Lucas vents#lowkey#I’m in therapy it’s okay#mouse bites
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Current mood.
#I was supposed to post gardening Jose today but the file just disappeared from my pc so sucks to suck i guess#save me emotional support pathetic hispanic man save me#he'll peacefully garden another day i just don't feel in a happy gardening mood yet#anyways birthday boy in 3 days can't wait to stare at his new portrait furniture in my overcrowded room#he's just standing in it like his default sprite but at least they didn't forget him#okay I’m done ranting now don’t worry I’m going to therapy in a few days so I won’t need to vent in the tags anymore#identity v#idv#jose baden#idv first officer#idv jose baden
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anyway i can’t kms cuz i’m seeing ethel cain and reverend kristin michael hayter in august :)
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