#I’m mourning rn
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Romantic breakups suck, but I think platonic breakups hurt just as bad. You lose a person you thought would be around forever. What’s worse is if neither of you did anything wrong. Circumstances just wouldn’t allow it anymore. You stand at the end of your journey together, side by side, and all you can say is “Thank you for everything. I hope the future treats you kindly.”
#honeybee rambles#Kinda a vent post?#I’m mourning rn#I’ll be fine I’m just dealing with the thick of it
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You know that audio trending a while back going “Huey, Dewey, and Louie? Nononono, their names were supposed to be Jet, Turbo, and Rebel!” And then then one of them is like “I could have been Turbo???? I coULD HAVE BEEN TURBO??!?”
That’s me. Right now. Like literally just right now when I found out we could have had a
CARRIER-BASED
SWEPT-WING
NAVAL VARIANT OF THE
F-22 RAPTOR
J U S T L O O K A T H E R
The US CONGRESS literally went “hey, you should totally do that like we just made that Naval Advanced Tactical Fighter (NAFT) program for you in 1988 so you should def do it.” And in order to make it more appealing, they told the Air Force to evaluate the carrier-based stealth bomber as a potential replacement for their F-111, basically saying the Navy and Air Force would share development costs in theory as both branches could employ both variants or some shit because having an aircraft be multi-role is super appealing.
So thus the NATF-22 was created and very shortly thereafter crumbled up and thrown into the trash by an Admiral Richard Dunleavy as if it were nothing because it was (and I’m using a mocking tone of voice here) too expensive.
And for the record, I see no difference in how the rest of fighter jet history played out, we ended up with a multi-role fighter just as expensive. Like don’t get me wrong, I love the F-35 and it’s quirks like it’s not its fault it was brought up in a society with so much attention on it. The media outreach and coverage in todays world is unprecedented, like no aircraft has been scrutinized or so intensely studied and watched before her.
BUT WE COULD HAVE HAD A TOMCAT RAPTOR DUDE COME ONE
I imagine this program would have been Iceman’s BABY. He may not have been nearly high enough up in the chain at the time to have any knowledge of it let alone say in the matter, but you just know that when he found out what they could have had he was DEVASTATED. Full on, “WE COULD HAVE HAD A TOMCAT?!?!” moment right there. He mourned. He was inconsolable he straight up mourned his Rapcat. Or is it Tomtor?
And when the F-35 program rolled around you know he ain’t letting that happen again, with or without swept wings. He’s getting his F-35C.
#yes I know it’s from duck tales#and yes I know aircraft being too expensive is an issue rn but like#I think ‘too expensive’ is a lame excuse like come on#i have every right to be upset about this btw#just leave me to pout in my corner#not me projecting onto ice#EVERYTHING we build is ‘too expensive’#just a little thing I wrote#*sigh* they don’t know what it could have had#rant#aviation rant#top gun#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#top gun iceman#f-22 raptor#NAFT-22#I’m mourning rn#f-14 tomcat#f-14 tomcat my beloved#I like planes#WE COULD HAVE HAD A RAPCAT#TOMTOR?#F-35#aviation
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the whiplash of spending the last two years seeing everyone talk about s4 mike being a mini eddie and following in eddie’s footsteps and being inspired by him (which are all true and real) just to be shot point blank by st5 pics of mike with short hair and a dorky little outfit and dustin with eddie’s haircut and outfit and rings instead. i’m fine i swear
#i’m fine and really normal and i’m so fine and normal and okay and normal and fine#ik we have seen those initial pics of s5 dustin for a while so it’s not bc of today’s drop tht im going insane#but oh my GOD. IM SO UNWELL#DUSTIN AND EDDIE……….#if we get more of dustin mourning him onscreen it’s all over for me#LIKEEEEEE??!!$&&#i just cannot fully articulate my feelings rn it’s just screaming#somebody fuckign help me#/astro posts#st5
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Out of my element here but
Appreciation post for those orv fans that dissect the story, analyze scenes, share their theories and perspectives here on Tumblr
It’s really cool to see how orv looks from your guys’s perspectives and realizing what some scenes meant
Heck, I believed Kdj’s narrative during the webnovel until the fandom woke me up and handed me depression word soup :)
Personally I can’t really put into words what I think and feel- being able to come across posts where it’s put into words just makes my day
Seeing the orv fandom share endless commentaries of the story, their reactions, alternate universe takes, theories and fanart- it all makes it feel like orv never really ended
But yeah, thank you
(Sorry if the post looked long, I didn’t like how the sentences touched, it looked too squished)
#this might be more like trauma bonding#being in denial that the story ended the way it did#like fanning a dying flame to keep it alive#this could be mourning or something#but it may not be that deep#I’m probably just emotional rn#so please excuse me for the word vomit and the involuntary cringe this might’ve caused#orv#kim dokja#omniscient reader's viewpoint#yoo joonghyuk#orv kdj#orv yjh#kdj orv#yjh#kdj#im probably taking this down it’s making myself cringe but know I’m still thankful for you all#and for being part of this shared experience that is called orv
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There is no pain like going back to a fic and discovering it’s been deleted or privated
#I’m like in mourning rn#this person has like a monopoly on my fav merthur fics#merthur#bbc merlin#AO3
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Still not over the pain. I’m literally unable to consume agathario content without thinking about what was done to them. I can’t enjoy it as much as I did because I just see the wasted potential but also the finale is so fresh and it still hurts like hell. I feel like eventually I’ll be able to separate how they ended from what they could have been but it’s hard right now. I just wish we could’ve gotten to see their full potential
#not saying I don’t love the ship anymore because I do#I’ve never loved a ship more than I love these two#I’m just mourning everything that could’ve been rn#agathario#agatha all along#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#agatha all along spoilers#rio vidal#aaa spoilers#aubrey plaza#kathryn hahn
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I’m gonna need someone to hire Misha to play a villain again STAT
#that isn’t the only thing I’m mourning rn obvs#I loved the whole show#but we didn’t get enough villain Harvey!!!!
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i am both an apple defender and an apple hater
i contain multitudes ok
#this post sponsored by the fact i’m rewatching ever after high rn with my sister#also mourning the monster high crossover movie (i will for the rest of my life)#jae’s thoughts#ever after high#apple white
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I just, I hate when writers do this to characters in their last seasons! This will be the lasting taste in everyone’s mouth, bitter and unsettling!
I’ve seen gorgeous thoughts, thinkpieces, and idea about five over the last seasons exploring his complexities and the tragedy of his character with the hope for him and his family. And now anything from now on will have the asterisk of “fuck season 4” or worse, defending it. Like thanks for all those years of development, I’m glad it means nothing!!
Why stain a character in this way? It happened to Allison last season but at least the show didn’t end with her like that. It’s so frustrating!! They massacred my son!!
#tua spoilers#tua season 4#tua season 4 spoilers#the umbrella academy spoilers#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#number five#I’m actually in mourning rn
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YIPPEE THEIR REFS AND FOOD SONAS !!!
kinda criminal that carmen’s bangles/bracelets weren’t present but i will take it
#this is public patreon btw#can someone yell at apple to included a cooked steak emoji so i can cutely pair them up as food#🍮 <- he is lonely :(#🥩 <- this is associated with bob btw#🍷 <- and this is skidad i think? (?)#i’m using the rose rn but i want them to be food TOGETHER#and the other red foods don’t speak carmen to me idk#🌹🍮 <- that is a tall lady and her slightly pathetic husband your honour#[ mourn's mourns ]#spooky month carmen#spooky month richard#spooky month
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I am having thoughts about the most insane and down bad ghostsoap fic ever that it’s pushing me to finally finish up the malevolent artist au
#go to bed moth#ghostsoap#ghoap#malevolent artist au#like I feel bad that I don’t really care about that au rn but the show has gone downhill in such a way idk what to really do#like idk I’m still mourning the actual media while just using the characters in my aus
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Shout out to mappa for giving one LESS reason to live by cancelling my gay ice skating movie
#i’m in mourning#I’ve only been waiting 4 years I can’t image how you og fans are taking this#12 year old me just burst into tears and fell to their knees#mappa count your days#corny asf but this show genuinely changed my life#I feel like this cancelation signifies me growing into adulthood#ok enough of that I’m gonna go daydream about the universe where this movie came out#yuri on ice#yoi#yuri katsuki#yuuri katsuki#viktor nikiforov#victor nikiforov#mappa#fuck mappa#I’m so sad rn you have no idea#this is basically a vent post at this point#OVER FUCKING ICE SKATERS
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despite the fact that ive grown away from writing (even though i do want to come back and it’s originally why I came back to the platform), im glad that so many of you have stuck around and enjoyed seeing me for me. i feel very very grateful for that 💕
#tldr if moots want to hit me up on discord or add me to little groups I’d love that 💕 I don’t have a lot to commit other than love rn lol#I’ve been very in my feelings about it lately. I’m been doing a bit of mourning the fact that a hobby I love feels unattainable for my#brain to participate in and also mourning friends and group support I’ve lost since I’m on indefinite hiatus#I’m trying to not harp on what I’ve lost. maybe I’ll get all the good parts again whenever I’m not exhausted all the time. or maybe not#but I’m glad I have a little community of wonderful people here that enjoys me as a person over me as a writer#wurm.txt
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alina nation. have we thought of this yet
#like maybe yellowjackets vibes yknow#alina starkov#shadow and bone#we aren’t allowed to mourn let’s go time to make moves guys#quick someone smarter than me write a think piece#I’m in literal physical pain rn so I can’t do it
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something about them being reunited in the same line for nico’s 400th game … just something in my eye you know ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
#babies in the first pic 🥹🥹#nico hischier#jesper bratt#1363 !!!!!#nj devils#new jersey devils#i’ll have something sappy for nicos 400th later#i’m mourning the ot loss rn </3
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THE LESBIAN LEO PFP IS REAL ASF
Lesbianed…. Was going to draw more pichures eventually but my tablet is broken 🤕
#art#assassin's creed#fanart#digital art#drawing#leonardo da vinci assassin’s creed#lea#I’m in mourning so hard rn I want to DRAW!!!!#I yearn to draw ezioleo yuri#genderbend#<- have to tag but a lesbian’s touch is much deeper than that#assassin’s creed 2#ac2#assassin’s creed brotherhood#second design is based off of Leo’s concept design for brotherhood#also I would normal post this on my alt bc it’s a sketch but ^^#anon#not actually anon but#my art#I also haven’t drawn Leo in a bit also#also it took my a while to post this because I get really nervous posting art 🤕
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