#🍮 <- he is lonely :(

[itsnotmourn]

YIPPEE THEIR REFS AND FOOD SONAS !!!

kinda criminal that carmen’s bangles/bracelets weren’t present but i will take it

[saiabolical]

(shouting to be heard over the sound of Fig's dooking) DO YOU THINK HE LIKES HAVING FRIENDS NOW

[yanderecandystore]

I love the yandere monster story, can I make a wish for some yandere monster boy naga who is looking for a mate to carry his eggs and live the rest of his life together forever?

I don't condone yandere shit irl, but if you bang a naga man someday I'll give you a pass and a cookie, you mad lad. Not proofread enough lmao, also sorry but I really don't know how to type s e x.

Tw/Tags: straight up NSFW/+18 scene (written by someone who struggles to imagine sex- So we don't guarantee quality) // not very descriptive genitals, if at all // the usual yandereness + breeding kink; possessive behavior; manipulation; suffocation; implied oviposition but not really cause I'm dumb // you're a literal desert mailman💀 I'm sorry // brief mentions of troubled family life/past trauma // language barrier // self-conscious reader // willing yet slightly scared reader.

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Writing in the sand [Yandere!Male!Naga x AFAB!Messenger!Reader - One shot]

Being a messenger was actually a lot more dangerous than it seemed at first, how many times have you and your camel met with bandits, scammers, difficult terrain, awful weather, people who would tell you the wrong direction for shits and giggles?? MANY times, but did you ever consider quitting and going back to the tea shop of your very judgmental parents or worse- To accept the offer of personal servant to that weird queen from the faraway lands who wouldn't shut up about how much better her kingdom was?? NO!

I mean a little bit. Just a little bit. Occasionally, I mean her kingdom was really pretty, though constant snow sounds like a pain in the ass, and giving up the freedom you currently have for either a strict monarch or your family was NOT something you were planning to do, ever!

The first time you got off the borders to send messages for far away people was the day you truly felt alive for once! The desert itself was your greatest rival and yet you faced it head down after that day- Sure, you were unprepared at first and there's still plenty to learn out there but it was EXCITING!!

You fought (ran away as quickly as you could) many groups trying to get a coin out of your body, or your life! Or your camel!! King Mustard wasn't the same after the "giant scorpion with that group of thieves" incident that happened, the worst part is that it happened twice though the people were different at least. Your personal theory is that the scorpion WAS the same from before, and that it has been following you through your journeys and it probably was looking for revenge!!

You told that story to so many people that now it's hard to go someplace without repeating yourself, it's weird how even though you're never at one place for too long, most people know you! You're, humbly speaking, sort of a big deal in the great drylands- Not known for your bravery but mostly for your constant running mouth and your adapted technique in how to extract cactus juice safely from a cactus with 70% success of no cactus drunkenness! (100% Needle-safe not included).

Stopping in a town was obviously the safest place for you and your camel, but was also probably one of the most rewarding parts of your trips, of course because you always need to have plenty of resources out there in the sand but also because… Well, as much as you loved every second of exploration and travel, you were admittedly a very lonely person.

It's not something you like to tell others, as you have already experienced people doubting your capability of being a messenger if you get so "emotional" over being far away from people ("I told you so!" Yeah, thanks mum.). It was a time you could feel at least safe and… Sometimes welcomed.

But it wasn't always a lonely trip, after all, King Mustard was here! Him with his big personality was always the heart of the party! Everyday was fun with him, even if he couldn't speak to you… However, that doesn't mean you haven't found great comfort in your travels, you probably haven't noticed this yourself yet, but [y/n]...

You are a very dear person.

Every person you've helped along the way in your trips, just by coincidence finding them, and landing them a hand in the hot and harsh reality of the desert thinks of you dearly. You have friends! It's just that you don't see them very often… If at all. The desert has a funny way of getting people closer, people who struggle to survive in its environment, and yet it also drifts them away- The wind blows in every direction separating every small particle of sand, and maybe one day they'll meet again, or maybe not. Cruel was it, with its breathtaking beauty and extremely cold personality for someone so hot and merciless.

You often associate the desert with its forgotten god. You tend to talk about it as a person rather than just an environment of harsh conditions, you always remember to talk to it, hoping it would listen in a way. You were pretty much by yourself out there, but thinking that someone was listening to your travels made you feel safer, perhaps not as tormented as the blazing Sun would leave you to believe. You were being watched, and protected, you just knew it!

The proof of it came from one of the greatest encounters you ever had during your travels.

It was really hot that day, King Mustard seemed really tired and you were melting under the blazing heat- You two needed shelter and fast! And suddenly, as if the gods listened to your prayers!-(But quickly threw you two middle fingers)- An immense sandstorm was approaching!! For someone as cautious as you, you couldn't understand where the hell it came from!! It was so sudden and just- There was no indication of it!! At all!!

You got knocked out, and when you woke up- You were… Somewhere strange, like an underground oasis of sorts, hidden in the desert there was a cave of luscious greenery and drinkable water, it was magical how big the place was!! You thought you had died and went straight to Paradise!!

At least, you thought so when you saw a very large and handsome man staring back at you, smiling gently. He had tanned skin and a REALLY long, almost platinum hair! He looked so gorgeous with his green cat eyes that you almost forgot to breathe!

You asked the man if he was an angel, and he responded to you in a language you didn't understand. You were 100% certain that the man was really an angel and yet when he revealed the lower part of his body your face dropped immediately, terror slightly setting in. He was half snake, half a giant snake at that! His tail seemed endless, those dark scales were so pretty yet so terrifying! The gold markings seemed very regal and holy in nature but the endless darkness almost seemed to eat it all up! Like a demon!

You freaked out at first, but when you looked at his eyes, his gentle face- His expression of concern, those big bright eyes, you noticed he really didn't seem to have any ill intent towards you, perhaps you were misjudging him for something he was not. After breathing in and out, you calmed down, never taking your eyes from him, you felt comforted as you realized this creature was the one who saved you out there! And who saved your camel!! He was still really scared of your snake buddy, but you made sure to soothe him.

Long story short, you became friends with a human-snake guy who seemed genuinely very cool! It's a shame you didn't understand a word he said… You suspect that maybe he speaks in a very ancient language and perhaps this means he was REALLY old!! And yet, he seemed just about your age, and you got to hangout with him during your free time.

Poor thing, he seemed trapped down here (though to be fair, it is a fabulous prison to be in-) and he really wanted to catch up with times! So you made it your duty to help him understand the new world, you have no idea why he is here and how long did he live here separated from the rest of the world, but now that you knew how to get there and how to get out- You made it your mission to teach him everything you knew about the modern world.

And although the language barrier was massive, you two somehow got to learn something very special about each other- He shared with you his name, "Rakaski", and you got to teach him yours.

~"[y/n]"~ His accent was heavy, and yet you felt something flutter inside you whenever you heard him call your name. You remember him repeating your name over and over again as if he wanted to memorize how to say it.

After hearing his name, you made sure to research it, trying to find something that could lead you to know what language he was talking in- But no books nor people seemed to know how to speak it, except for one book you found, a fairytale book that was so old that it was a nightmare trying to understand the vernacular! But it didn't seem like a very "old" old kind of book, it was probably made after the language had changed, there were a lot of words that you didn't recognize.

The book never explained the name's meaning really, but it was always used as a common word- And given the context of the story you read, it seemed to mean either "falling" or "god"? Well, you're not very sure, since the book was confusing as hell, and your interpretation of the story was very mixed- Was it about a desert deity or a man that kept tripping over in the sand?! Seriously, why did it have to be so confusing!?

In the end, you still didn't understand the book and neither did you find out anything about Rakaski's name. At least you know it was older than your home kingdom, which was pretty cool.

Either way, the lack of communication never stopped you from coming down that hidden paradise to talk to your best friend every opportunity you could! King Mustard can be very squeamish whenever you guys try to get down there, he really disliked going there and you assumed it was because he was claustrophobic, which you already knew he was. So, today you'll leave him in the shade and get down by yourself, you don't want to stress the poor thing.

"M-Mustard! King Mustard Junior The Third, stop pushing me around!! You know you're a lot heavier than me! Seriously, this isn't funny!!" Ah, King Mustard, for a camel you're really just a scaredy cat! You push him away gently as you can, he keeps positioning himself in front of the hole you want to jump in.

"Hey stop!! If you don't want to come then fine, but let me get in! Please! I'll be back soon!" The massive animal was starting to get a little too agitated, and you knew better than to try to force your way.

"Mustard, seriously you're starting to scare me, you know I'll be back soon, please let me get down." You don't know if it was the deep magical connection of friendship that made him understand you and realize that he scared you, or if he suddenly felt disinterested in playing with you right now.

Taking by how the camel sassily walked away you're starting to think it was the second option- Of was he genuinely insulted by your stubbornness? Who knows.

"Sigh… You always get like this when we pass by." Though you can't really blame him, you know he still distrusts Rakaski, but come on it's been a year! And Rakaski has never hurt any of you two! Sure, he was a bit intimidating at first but he had a good heart, you just knew that.

Compared to the men back in your hometown? Rakaski was a saint, you were sure of it.

You had slid through the sandy hole and into the luscious underground with ease, you started to call for him, but before you could even yell out "Ra" you saw him not so far away, seemingly very occupied.

"Awn, guess you're decorating! Have I come at a bad time?" You walked to him and joked despite being aware he wouldn't understand you.

The way his face lit up and turned to face you was just so precious, he seemed very excited!

~"[y/n]!! [y/n]!! It's really good to see you again!! I was already worried you would never come."~ He talked just like you, committing the same mistake of talking as if the other would understand- You had no clue what he said, but as he coiled around you and his arms squeezed you oh so dearly you understood exactly what he meant.

"Yeah, yeah- Missed you too-" You never knew how to deal with anything social, period, and being flustered at someone who wasn't even human was not a first but it never got easier. But with him, at least, you feel like you don't need to pretend that you don't feel slightly flustered by his attention. Gods know you're a very easy target for large and very well built men.

After he let you go, you realized he was just building a new nest for him, so you decided to help him as well. It was already pretty much done when you got in, but you felt like he deserved a "fancy" bed so you helped him decorate with flowers and some of the trinkets you bought for him, he just loved human trinkets!

And by the gods, you knew you were currently in Spring, but these flowers?! They were just so damn pretty, it's a real shame that your traveling is mostly done in sand, occasionally though you have to go to the East to deliver important letters and gifts and you just kinda love that place! Every time you go, they're experiencing a different season, and it all changes so much, it's beautiful!!

"Oooh!! Maybe I should bring you flowers from one of the neighboring kingdoms, it'll be a way to show you the world since you can't leave…" You think out loud, and of course, he looks at you a little confused- And yet he repeats the word you said.

"Flowers?" He repeats it as if he didn't understand what you said, yet liked how you said it.

"Yes! Flowers!-" You say pointing to the flowers in his nest and surrounding you two, he quickly understands it, it seems.

~"Oh! Flowers! Oh, that's what it's called to you? Great heaven's, humans are always changing, aren't they?"~ He starts to laugh, you… Sort of don't understand the joke, but perhaps "flowers" just sounds funny to him.

He patted your head as he laughed, as if trying to congratulate you on making him laugh (I mean, getting this man to laugh was a challenge, you bet even without the language barrier).....

Although, it felt more like a "reward" sort of situation… As if he was rewarding you for… Being so entertaining, you suppose! Still, that's probably just all in your head, besides you know well when someone is being condescending to you, you're sure of it! Years inside your family's house has made you a pro in spotting bad apples from far away. I mean, you like to think you do, to be fair Rakaski was a little difficult to read, and sometimes he did things that you probably weren't sure of what they meant.

But then again, he was a very old half snake dude trapped inside a cave somewhere along the rock formations spread all over an unforgiving desert, his social life was probably a lot worse than yours, and who's to say that his antics aren't based on his own culture? Perhaps snake people like to coil around each other to show affection, even if it's really hard to breathe like this.

Things weren't so complicated between you two, however, as you guys have invented a form of simple and more direct communication through pointing to objects and scribbling on paper. You had thought about using sign language, so you learned a couple of words and tried to use with him-

"So- This means that- Hm..?"

But before you could teach him he already was talking to you through hand signs you didn't understand, he was very well adapted and you only knew a few like "hello", "you", "me" and "see you soon"- Which would be the most used one for you two.

"Huh, you always impress me, maybe you should be the one teaching me-" You bowed down, genuinely impressed with what you saw, and he seemed very content with himself as he smugly pretended to wave and throw kisses to a nonexistent audience. His ego was always a bit inflated, wasn't it?

You decided to cut your visit short and return back to King Mustard as you didn't want to leave him waiting for too long. It's funny how neither him nor Rakaski liked each other despite sharing a diva personality. As you waved your goodbye, Rakaski decided to give you one last big hug.

A hug that didn't seem to end at all. His body wrapping around you and leaving you to feel surrounded by darkness. This usually happened so it didn't come as any surprise. You tried to tickle him as that usually worked.

"Come on now, you know I'll be back soon!" You laughed as you tried to provoke him, his belly was so sensitive that you could see him contracting and trying to avoid giggling.

But he didn't let you go. Your attempt only made him restrict you further, the snake body trapping your hands with its weight.

You were well aware of Rakaski's animalistic tendencies, for example he was cold blooded and constantly held you to try to gain some height, like he is doing now.

You know that when he yawns his jaw unhinges and opens so inhumanly wide that you have to close your eyes so you won't have any more nightmares about it.

You know he is nocturnal so he is constantly feeling a little too sleepy whenever you two hangout, as you often come to see him during the day (which was something you did for safety, though you sometimes worry he is having trouble sleeping because of you-).

And you also know that snakes tend to suffocate their prey with their body before eating them whole.

While trying not to judge him as a human eating monster you still feel very, very terrified of the slight chance he might be hungry and has forgotten you're not food. The more you struggle the tighter it gets, and it doesn't help that his skin is so cold, it makes your nerves flare up as you can hear him growling with what you hope is not hunger.

"RAKASKI-!!" You yell, you couldn't help it, you were starting to feel dazed. While closing your eyes you felt his lower body shift and relax, you felt arms hugging you a lot more gently than the suffocating sensation from before. If it wasn't for his lazy eyes and the internal chuckling you can feel in his chest you would say he was actually hungry for you. He was just trying to scare you.

"Sigh, you'll be the death of me- Seriously you scared me to death!" You tried to push him off you, but he basically threw his entire body weight on you as you fell to the ground with your back on the soft yet not very ideally comfortable grass.

"Shhhh~!" He nuzzles on you while hugging your stomach. Normally he would have let you go now after petting your head or pretending to bite your neck just for funsies- But today he is very much not letting you go, at all.

Okay, you really didn't want to address the situation, you weren't planning on ever talking about it of course but- By the gods, you knew better than to assume his playful smile was just his usual silly self.

Oh, who were you kidding, you knew it from the moment you came in and saw the nest he was making, it's not like you haven't noticed his chest rising and falling as if he was struggling to breathe just by talking with you. You wanted to leave because you noticed that perhaps you took the wrong month to visit him.

It was mating season, wasn't it? Why now? Why today?! And why WERE YOU ACTUALLY CONSIDERING IT?!!!

"Okay I think I need to think about this a little more- I mean you're clearly not thinking straight right, I'm not even a snake lady, man!" You try to push him off you as you avoid eye contact, the worst part is that he was fairly attractive for someone's who's lower body was just one huge snake tail.

He wouldn't budge, he only shifted his head to look at your face, even if you were avoiding him you could feel his smirk creeping around the corner of your vision, you wouldn't be surprised if he knew what you also knew.

I mean, it wasn't a secret you liked him was it? You thought you didn't mind him noticing this but this sudden desire just feels like it's happening all too fast and you're worried it might be just a one time thing, that he is acting like this out of instinct not out of actual desire towards you. And well you never really did this before, I mean not with someone like him, at all! But you had experiences with people before.

Bad experiences. The ones that would leave someone worried for years that they're not good enough to anyone. Were you being cautious or were you just being self-conscious? Were you scared of him not liking you when this high of his diminished? Maybe you just weren't sure if this was a good idea.

"I don't know if I'm really ready for this." You confess, looking back at him- Hoping to find your answer.

And he looked back at you with a sad expression, did he understand what you said? Did he understand what you meant at least? He looked so concerned and genuinely "awake" despite his current very urgent instincts. He held your hand and kissed it for reassurance, you didn't notice you were crying until your vision was blurry and your chest was aching.

"Sorry.." You tried to wipe them yourself, you don't know why you're apologizing. Rakaski didn't seem to take it well, he was about to say something before shaking his head vigorously and wiping your tears himself. He came closer to look you in the eyes, stop staring elsewhere, you won't find comfort anywhere else but those eyes.

He decides to come off of you and give you some space despite his initial reluctance, the gentle and almost warm presence of reassurance leaving with him- And before he could give you space you decided to make the first move yourself.

You kissed him, hoping perhaps he would understand the gesture, and he did! He hugged you and kissed you back returning your neediness… Though coming in with a lot more desperation than you thought. Not seconds after forcing his tongue in despite your unisseanes.

I mean, it 's good! He isn't being horrific at it is just that you have underestimated how badly he seemed to want this. And although you're just as interested in this as he is, you're worried you may not hold to the same durability as he has.

Today was the day. Today had to be day, and he wouldn't have it any other way. To wait longer would be torture and you best believe this man was patient. He wasn't expecting you to almost reject him at first of course, oh you almost gave the immortal a heart attack!

He shouldn't have been so pushy, he knows that, but having your soft lips on his was so worth it that he couldn't help himself as he pinned you down again, ah… It's a shame the nest is so far away, this is not a very classy way to do things.

Then again, ripping off your clothes with no regards was probably not very refined either, humans needed a lot more courting than he was aware of- But it was fine! You were doing just great, you were being so good to him, he wishes he could praise you in your own language so you could understand him.

~"You're so lovely for something so fragile, thank you for accepting me- You have no idea how long I've spent being trapped here knowing damn well there's not a single other like me out there."~ He would praise you in his own tongue in frantic breaths while kissing your neck and nibbling in your ear, while his lower body made sure to lock you in place, you were a little scared, weren't you?

~"I'm genuinely sorry for having to put you in this position but I can't take it anymore- But I know you want this as well, I know you do!"~ He usually was very talkative, but there was something in his voice that sounded shaky, desperate, and his hands were too confused on where and what to grab that you noticed he seemed just as inexperienced as you were.

Well, at least you thought so before he spread your legs and started to rock back and forth in your lower region- It's not exactly that he is inexperienced, but he is very much off his mind right now- His movements aren't uncertain, they're just frantic for any release. Not that he won't tend to you as well, he just really needs this right now. But you'll understand, you always do. You always treat him so well, despite the monster he has become.

~"It'll hurt, and I'm not sure if it's only a little. I promise to make it worth it later to you."~

You were struggling to keep up with his weird and off putting rhythm- He was just so ready for this, it's been on his mind ever since he found you unconscious inside his natural prison, but he knew better than to be selfish to someone he'll have to share a nest with.

~"It'll be great don't worry, I'll make sure you'll be well taken care of. It'll be incredible, my treasure."~

You shivered when he went from humping your lower region to undressing kissing it almost as passionately as he did your mouth- He should probably move a little slower considering he changes activities way too quickly but hey it felt better than the awkward dry humping.

It wasn't bad, but it lacked a bit of finesse- Not like his careful and calculated attention to your privates right now-

"Humans need a lot more work than I remember, but does that mean we can make it last longer? Would you want that, treasure? [y/n]?" Rakaski was playing with it almost as if he never looked at something like a naked human before, but it was a lie- He was absolutely just trying to tease you with every poke and flick.

He ran his finger down slowly before reaching an opening and pulling it inside, at least one to feel you inside. It's lovely that you arch your back to the littlest of things, and although he doesn't understand your words, moans are hardly hard to misinterpret.

"Slower then? I guess I was being too unprepared, I'll be honest that it's more fun than I expected. If this is the work I have to do every time then I'll gladly accept." Human courting was fascinating to him, though now he understands why, he can't just expect you to take it all in with a little help- And helping someone never tasted so sweet.

You were feeling embarrassed by his stare as he licked you out and further tried to spread you- Trying to ease the inevitable soreness that would come but damn, did he have to look at you like that?! It made you feel a little dirty, a little too embarrassed to entertain his idea, for someone who seemed so eager to shove it in without any foreplay he was really taking his time now!

You grabbed his hair carefully, you didn't really notice what you were doing and to be honest you weren't sure how to continue with this but Rakaski looked at you in awe… His smugness was replaced with a look of pure adoration- His pupils wide and round as he expects you to guide him.

It gave you a bit more confidence knowing he trusted you to hold his head and sort of help him find the right pacing.

You don't remember for how long it went, you just remember that it ended with you on top of him, going at your own pace. He held your hips not stopping you to go as fast or as slow as you wanted but rather because he felt very uncomfortable NOT holding every centimeter of you. He needed to grab into something and your sweet flesh was exactly that.

You woke up in his nest, feeling a little disoriented, memories of what happened a little foggy, but you were sure it wasn't a dream considering the soreness in your thighs- It was hard moving.

You sighed, feeling weirdly satisfied- Well, that's not the right word, more like… Well, genuinely happy.

You tried around, and you saw Rakaski curled up into a ball, sleeping so peacefully and yet with that little mischievous smirk in his face you just knew he was dreaming about it.

You turned your body to face him, deciding to close your eyes and sleep a little more.

Until you remembered you left your camel outside.

"HOLY GODS, KING MUSTARD!!" You jumped up, trying to run as quickly as you could towards the entrance- But you couldn't even leave the nest when Rakaski wrapped his tail on you and pulled you closer.

"WAIT! It 's my camel!! I forgot I left him-"

"Stay." He said in a very half awake voice.

"You can talk…?"

"Stay." Rakaski wrapped himself around you, as he buried his face in your neck. You weren't sure if he was understanding what you said, or if he only understood the meaning of that one word.

"Rakaski, I'm just going to check on him, I'll be back soon, I promise-" You pushed his chest away. You shouldn't have done that.

Rakaski tightened his grip around your body.

"Stay. [y/n]. You're not supposed to walk so soon. Stay still, no mother should walk so early after mating…" He still sounds so sleepy, so innocent, but his half opened gaze was not… friendly.

"Rak- AH!-" Tighter, and tighter, and more tighter. He knows damn well that whenever you get to that camel you're leaving him for gods know how long, but as he stated before, soon to be mothers shouldn't walk around in the dead of night especially since he knows humans don't deal well with the coldness of the desert during this hour.

It's better to stay here and let him take care of you while you're now waiting for his kids, even if you aren't aware of it. He isn't sure how long hybrids take to be born, but he wasn't to be there for you every step of the way.

"Shhhh…. Go back to sleep, stop struggling, it is not good for you…" He kissed you goodnight as he suffocated you back to sleep.

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[taeskooksbin]

🧁 TAESKOOKSBIN'S MASTERLIST

★ info :: [ focused on taekook mainly ]

𖤐 tags :: [ smut — 🎀 ; fluff — 🫶🏻 ; angst — 🎧 ]

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𐙚 KIM TAEHYUNG

I'm not the only one 🎧

kim taehyung, your love interest has been cheating on you for so long and despite knowing it all, you're still somewhat not able to leave him, why?

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Love me again 🎧

where kim taehyung who still hasn't moved on from his ex-girlfriend writes a song about her.

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✶ SERIES .

Beguile 🎧 | 🎀 | 🫶🏻

at the age of twenty, least to say, Fiorella Milan's love life is bland, well boring actually. She waited her whole life for just one relationship but it never came, however everything would change when a certain man enters her life, but there are two problems ;

first, that he is her tutor

second, that he has a girlfriend.

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Keep it online 🎧 | 🎀 | 🫶🏻

growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?

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𐙚 JEON JUNGKOOK

Wish you were sober 🎧

jeon jungkook has always been your best friend, supporting you throughout everything, even boyfriends or love interests, but what if he is the reason why you're holding back in the first place?

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✶ SERIES .

Keep it online 🎧 | 🎀 | 🫶🏻

growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?

[i23kazu]

YING <3333

HI BB ILYSM AND ONCE AGAIN I'M SO PROUD OF YOU AND YOUR MILESTONE 🍮🍮🍮✨✨✨

hehe 🎁 (w/ the character zhongli, romantic relationship and royal!au please <33)

PRINCE CHARMING

– zhongli enjoys being your knight in shining armor... honestly, i love thinking about the stereotypical things princes in cartoons do 😭 – example: when you're sick, he's at your window. on a tree branch. supported by some rock pillar he formed. – or when you're lonely because your parents couldn't let you go out because of some stupid diplomatic dinner, he'd be at your doorstep, bearing flowers he plucked straight from his castle's gardens <3 – zhongli serenading you while you look at him from your balcony.... and of course your emotions are a mix of i-want-to-marry-him-rn and oh-archons-what-the-f***

– ALSO HE CAN DEFINITELY COOK he infiltrates your castle kitchens every now and then to make something for you its very cute

wahh hi loqua!!! thank u so much 😽😽 you’ve been such a wonderful mutual and i really enjoy your presence on my dash hehe <3 hope this was okay (sorry that it’s a little short 😭) and have a wonderful day bb ❤️

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Ask game? Hoo boy!

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Powdered cream puffs

Raisin cookies? Yuck! But I guess it'll do

Christmas miracle

Jack-in-a-box

Pumpkin pie dolls

Squids or kids?

THE KRAKE- awweee!!

Hot coca and mints!

Too hot!

Too cold!

An angel

Dancing on hellfire

Chocolate tears

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👀 oh wow hfhfh. I'm actually going to combine a couple of these but that's a lot of interesting prompts, thank you! ^^

CW: platonic vore in a couple of prompts! All safe!

NSFW do NOT interact

Powdered cream puffs.

Niki is making a large order of powdered cream puffs for a friend's wedding.

Her friend, a tiny named Wilbur, is staying over for the week, and makes the process a bit more difficult.

Niki honestly can't tell if he's trying to help or sabotage her, but it's much harder to bake with a chaotic tiny running around the kitchen.

To keep him out of trouble, she eventually noms him. He simmers down after that, getting comfortable in her storage stomach to take a nap, so she figures he was just looking for attention.

She finishes the order with plenty of time, and makes sure to save one of the cream puffs for her tiny friend.

Raisin cookies? Yuck! But I guess it'll do

Ranboo and Tubbo have a pest problem. They're pretty sure it's a mouse, or something along those lines.

They buy a humane cage trap, and instead of baiting it with cheese or peanut butter, they use the raisin cookies they've been avoiding eating for a month.

Tommy is a borrower, and he's been doing a pretty good job avoiding the humans on his own. He's confused about this new contraption they've set out though.

Apparently it's a place to keep their cookies. They're raisin cookies, which Tommy thinks are gross, but he's hungry and they're an easy meal.

While the humans are gone, he takes a cookie, activates the trap, and finds himself locked in a cage. Before he can escape, he hears the sound of a door. They're back.

Christmas Miracle

Wilbur and Techno are twins that live alone. They have each other, but still it gets a little lonely.

On Christmas, Wilbur makes a wish on a star. He wishes that there was somebody who could watch over them.

The next morning, he and Techno discover that the angel on top of their tree has come to life.

Jack-in-the-box

Tommy is a little confused when he's gifted a Jack-in-the-box for his birthday. He's pretty sure these are supposed to be for children... And he's turning 17.

Still, he doesn't want to be rude, so he slowly turns the music handle. The box pops open, but nothing comes out. He peeks inside.

Sitting there, arms crossed stubbornly over his chest, is a man who introduces himself as Jack Manifold.

He's a Jack in a box, and he does not want to be.

Pumpkin pie dolls

Tubbo is not particularly good at baking. He's tried to learn from Niki, but he's never managed to make anything very tasty.

However, he is pretty good at magic. When he finds a spell to make a treat called 'pumpkin pie dolls,' he's thrilled!

He gets the ingredients, and casts the spell. It works its magic, and five little dolls made from pumpkin pie appear- and then the spell keeps going.

The dolls solidify until they look far more like people than pie. And then they're sitting up and moving around, and Tubbo has no clue where he went wrong.

He's not going to eat them, of course, they're tiny people. That is, until one of them, Tommy, informs him that it's perfectly safe for them, and they probably taste a bit like pumpkin pie.

Tubbo reluctantly tries, swallowing Tommy and hoping he's right. The other boy does taste like pumpkin pie- and he seems to be just fine, laughing from Tubbo's stomach.

The other four are interested as well, and they all have slightly differing flavors of pumpkin.

Tubbo had gained five bizarre nommable friends.

Squids or kids?

Techno is once again facing off against his greatest rival- Squid Kid!

A rare new enchantment has just been released to the market. It's meant to increase potato yield by up to 14%! But there's only one, and he and Squid are locked in a bidding war.

As the bids grow higher and higher, their arguments dissolve from just words into a full out brawl- and Techno knocks Squid Kid into one of the other floating enchantments for sale.

There's a puff of smoke, and then suddenly sitting in Squid's place is a child!

Squid still has his memories, and yells at Techno, but he's not used to being so small, and can barely walk.

Since it was Techno's fault he ended up like this, he demands the piglin fix it. Techno agrees.

Now, the two rivals have to work together to fix the enchantment.

THE KRAKE- awww!

Phil, Wilbur and Techno are sailors, adventurers.

One day, while messing around with some ancient texts, one of them accidentally summons the Kraken.

They watch in horror as the sea bubbles and tentacles rise from the depths- only to stop in shock as what looks like an adorable toddler pops his head above the waves.

The Kraken is a toddler still... Unfortunately, he's a toddler with enough power to overthrow nations, and he doesn't quite understand that their boat is not a toy...

Too hot! Too cold!

Phil is an elytrian from the end. Techno is a piglin from the nether. They come from two very extreme lands with very extreme temperatures.

Despite being best friends, there's one thing the two can never agree on: the thermostat.

Technoblade is always freezing, used to the fiery temperatures of the Nether. Meanwhile, Philza is always burning up, more accustomed to the chill of the End.

Thus, their house becomes one of the strangest places in the neighborhood, having two AC units. One half of the house is kept boiling hot, even in the summer, while the other side causes even the most northern adjusted human to shiver, whether winter or summer.

An angel dancing on hellfire

Skeppy is an angel who gets bored of floating around in the celestial plane and watching over dumb humans.

Ever the prankster, he decides to sneak into the one place an angel isn't supposed to go: hell.

To his embarrassment, and a little bit of fear, he's quickly caught by a massive demon, who scolds him for being in hell.

Despite his intimidating appearance, the demon, whose name is Bad, is a very sweet guy.

Skeppy is dumped out of hell with a warning from the demon to be more careful. He decides he's going to make it his mission to prank this interesting demon, and he quickly sneaks back inside.

Chocolate tears

Wilbur really really didn't mean for this to happen.

He'd been experimenting with potions to make the burgers in his and Ranboo's shop taste even better.

He'd had a handful of them in his arms, and had accidentally ran into the tall half enderman, splashing them all over him.

To his complete shock, the teen began to shrink, turning into chocolate. Wilbur quickly picked him up, looking around to make sure nobody else had seen.

Ranboo was shocked, a couple of tears just as chocolate as he was slipping down his face.

Wilbur frantically started looking for a cure, knowing he had to fix this before someone else found the poor kid.

[jomnki]

hey! are you stalking me? are you for tons of oversharing from a stranger on the internet? well do i have the perfect list for you my buddy. maybe ill give you my address next ohh boy, wouldn't that be funny. i just like listing and sorting things.

☄️constant fixation

🌞love

☀️past love

🌤️obsessed on one character specifically (blorboised)

🌠nostalgic

☁️enjoys casually

🌩️made ocs for

-(tip: a lone ☀️ means a long gone interest i no longer feel much for)

-(repeats in different lists means that the interest has a comic/show adaptation that ive consumed and like a lot!)

creator based content

scp universe 🌞

aphmaus mystreet and other rp series ☀️☁️🌩️🌠

nijisanji vtubers ☀️

tma ☁️

hermitcraft ☁️

games/franchises

pokemon (mainline and sideline games) ☄️🌞🌩️🌠

omori 🌞

ace attorney series 🌞🌤️

fe3h (just the one game) 🌞🌤️

sonic (lore>games) ☀️🌤️🌩️☁️🌠

danganronpa ☀️🌤️☁️

fnaf ☀️🌤️🌩️🌠

persona 3-5 ☀️☁️

animal jam 🌞🌩️🌠

furby ☁️

minecraft ☁️🌩️

digimon ☁️

yakuza series ☁️

animal crossing ☁️

strawdew valley ☁️

cookie run kingdom ☁️

legend of zelda ☁️🌤️

deltarune ☁️

undertale ☀️🌠

moshi monsters ☀️🌤️🌠

faith ☁️

cotl ☁️

inscription ☁️

hypnospace outlaw ☁️

shows/ their respective comics

case closed 🌞🌠

(fei ren zai) 非人哉 🌞

开心超人联盟 (happy heroes) ☀️☁️🌠

take my brother away (快吧我哥带走）🌞🌠

saiki kusuo 🌞

mob psycho 100 ☁️

card captor sakura ☁️

trigun ☁️

barakamon ☁️

chainsaw man ☁️

nozaki sensai ☁️

toh ☁️

kaguya sama love is war ☁️

miraculous ladybug ☁️

recovery of an mmo junkie ☁️

spy x family ☁️

tawog ☁️

peepoodo ☁️

gintama ☁️

full metal alchemist ☁️

hunter x hunter ☁️🌞

hetalia (sorry) 🌠

su ☀️🌠

fairy tail ☀️🌠

mha ☀️

ouran highschool host club 🌠

comics

oh holy! 🌞

junji ito's works 🌞

(快吧我哥带走) 🌞🌠slice of life stuff with a pair of siblings who are normal

lookism ☁️

youtsuba&! ☁️

(硬核一中) ☁️ manhua about these two fail boys and their classmates, i camt find a english translation of this so i might do it myself at some stage

(头条都是他) 🌞 slice of life drama comedy with an idol group of assholes

(非人哉) 🌞 4-koma comedy based on chinese mythological beings and deities but haunted by capitalism i guess

(小心被梦魔吃掉哦) ☁️ uhm.

(别对我表白) ☁️ a guy accidentally gets his friend in a car accident after running away from a confession.

omniscient reader ☁️ office worker's hyperfixation comes true. he girlbosses his way out.

(她们的故事) ☁️ girl likes girl they kiss

kings maker ☁️ i fucking hate the monarchy

karasu gaoka don't be shy!! ☁️ vigilante gang leaders rivalry that isn't gay at all

fanmade creations i like

rusty pectorior ☁️ fanfic centered on notyx and psyborg, felt like i was watching an entire show

in which sunny can't name things ☁️ textfic based post true ending omori. they're just being silly and goofy.

stuff im kind of interested in learning more about

splatoon

unrelated general hobbies and likes

🍰drawing, sculpting, animating, writing- just making stuff in general

🎾i love seeing people be unapologetically cringe. i love your sans au where he's god go you.

🥩 kidcore, horror, primary colours, horror, sunflowers, retro, soft sunshine

🐙 paleontology, anthropology, history, biology, learning about as much stuff as i can and being annoying about it

🍨thrifted items, collecting, trinkets, wonky toys with the felt and plastic, plushies of many shapes and sizes preferably not full of fur, erasers, stickers, magnets, badges, keychains

🥞sorting things out by different categories, the rough texture of a washed hung out and dried towel, rain, cold weather, the blanket ive used for ages, organising belongings, playlist of animation memes and songs i play while i run around pretending in my head that im super awesome, running around without said playlist, going through old stuff

🍄the video game grinding, hoarding and organising in games, strategy games, bullet hells, rpgs

🍮 my boy, dogs n cats n rats, reptiles, birds, t-rex, dragons, animals I love animals

🍩 burgers, small bits of shredded chicken, apples, round grapes, cold cereal with plain cereal and granola, fruit juice, red roasted beef noodles

🥑 whatever music i can imagine my funny oh cees move to

✖️ hot weather die die die, the feeling of hair tickling my face, smell of my own sweat, nose itchy sneezy makes me want to kill, oily textures, my nails against the plaster wall, the plaster wall itself, the feeling of certain pens against paper, not having something to chew on, running around when i trip on something invisible and give myself the third bruise that week, hair going karen mode, remembering names and numbers,

the blorbos (not ordered)

dimitri fire emblem. i love depressed traumatised men that can kill me.

herlock strangler

cait sith meow

kiibo drv3 is my son in law

i desire bowser carnally.

yoshi is my other son in law.

the dogs from sanrio. all of them

the dawg. you know the one.

[hakutaichou]

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[JPXEN] Mails Comparison: 2021 Valentine’s Day, Children’s Day

[JP] Go See Him: Daily Life, Tanabata Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival

[JP] The Annual Saturday: If You can talk to The Gifts, What is your reply to him? (Victor, Lucien, Kiro, Gavin), Miracle Finder! Hidden Message

[JP] Tanabata Memories: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

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[JP] 2021 New Year: Wish Messages, New Year’s Cards

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- CEO Victor -

“The most serious man, the one who paid monthly dues of the unit. But he didn't want to pay for all the property damage caused by Gavin and Shaw”

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[JP] Mini House Gifts: Thanksgiving, Christmas, White Day, Children’s Day, June Edition

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[JP] Special Event R Karmas: 2021 Lunar New Year

[JP] Event Enchantment: White Day

[JP] Event Phone Calls: 2021 White Day

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- Prof. Lucien -

“The emotionless scientist from his own research center who stayed in the unit just to observe his colorful butterfly”

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[JP] Mini House Gifts: Thanksgiving, Christmas, White Day, Children’s Day, June Edition

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[CN] Main Story: Chapter 33-3

[JP] Special Event R Karmas: 2021 Lunar New Year

[JP] Event Enchantment: White Day

[JP] Event Phone Calls: 2021 White Day

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- Captain Gavin -

“The fearless lone wolf in the unit, always coming with a new evol criminal case”

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[CN] Main Story - Season 1: Chapter 33-3

[CN] Main Story - Season 1: Chapter 37

[JP] Miracle Finder Channel (Live Broadcast): here

[JP] Phone Calls: Petal Avenue (Momentos)

[JP] Mini House Gifts: Thanksgiving, Christmas, White Day, Children’s Day, June Edition

[JP] 2020 Birthday Prologue

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[JP] Event Enchantment: White Day

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“The best hacker and the brightness sunshine, not just in the unit, but in THE WORLD”

P.S Don’t ask him why sometimes his hair turned into silver.

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[JP] Mini House Gifts: Thanksgiving, Christmas, White Day, Children’s Day, June Edition

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[JP] Special Event R Karmas: 2021 Lunar New Year

[JP] Event Enchantment: White Day

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“The brat who likes music and going in-out STF like field trip, visit the unit just for tease MC or steal two types of cola”

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[JP] Special Event R Karmas: 2021 Lunar New Year

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[changbeanie]

Aww you guys are so sweet!! Thanks for the nice comments guys💕 Yeah yall will be the first ones to hear my covers!! I hate being annoying and asking for advice. But I want your opinions. There's this guy in 2 of my periods and He always eats his lunch by himself. I don't have a lot friends either and I eat with like a book club thats nice but they don't talk to me. Should I try to sit with him at lunch? He always looks really lonely and I know the feeling but Idk how to. Im shy af -🍮anon

AYEEEE oh omfg, yes go sit with him ( YO YOU GAVE ME A FANFIC IDEA HSDHCDHC) i mean its never bad to just go and make friends, maybe you’ll make his day if you go and sit next to him and just strike a convo, it’s okay im shy and awkward too but IT’LL WORK OUTTT

[yanderecandystore]

Tatsumi 🍡🦊 Sanshoku dango [Yandere!Kitsune - OC Bio]:

(TW: mentions of: anxiety, depression, self-hatred, abusive family, cheating, attempted murder, suicidal thoughts)

He/Him. Cis and pansexual.

A 348 years old male kitsune, a ball of flirtatious fun who hides his true fears under his careful disguise. Tatsumi it's of japanese descent- He doesn't like talking much about where he was born, but he does say he is from somewhere in Honshu. He is afraid that giving too much detail could lead to people finding out that he is not human at all.

Tatsumi is known through other yokais and other supernatural beings as the flirty fox boy who can be found at late night parties trying to convince someone to sleep with him. Although being quite well-known in his own community, not many people can say they truly know him- As he tends to hide most of his upbringing and internal conflicts.

He has been trying to avoid letting people get to know him on a personal level, which has proven to be quite the unhealthiest of tactics. Maybe if he found someone who he could trust, he could open up a little more. He used to have a very close friend that he used to rely on, she was a kitsune too in fact- But they had fallen out after he heard that his friend did something that he didn't find easy to forgive.

His friend had entered a serious relationship with a human, yet ended up cheating on them due to the hunger that his kind is used to feeling. His friend needed to drain someone's energy, yet she ended losing her mind to the lust and started having an affair, which Tatsumi completely disapproved of, yet still tried to help his friend get back on her feet.

They don't talk much anymore, and it shows how much that impacts Tatsumi since he started getting out of his home less and less. It took a long time for him to accept that he just lost a century old friendship- And that's not even to mention how he already feels constantly lonely and in need to talk with someone.

Tatsumi has issues such as these due to the fact he grew up without a family, and started to develop an internal self-hatred towards his kitsune origins. At birth, his mother couldn't find a way to explain why her son had fox ears and nine small tails- And so she tried drowning him in the nearby river when she was able to move again.

However her attempts of getting rid of him all failed due to her inability to hate him, yes she didn't want him to look like this, she didn't want him to be this, but he was still her son and she couldn't simply kill him.

Tatsumi's childhood was a lonely and sad one until he found a way to escape his parents who were actively harming him mentally despite his supernatural condition not being his fault.

He never came back, even after hearing that apparently they did miss him a lot more than he expected, and even after they got to figure out why their son was a lust fox demon, he thought it was too late for them to restart as a family. Years passed by so quickly, taking away their lives and leaving behind only the memories of their past together- It wasn't pleasant memories, but it was something at least.

With his family neglect and constant need to refill his energy, he found himself feeling lost and unable to relate to his peers. They wanted to live forever while he constantly thought about stopping himself from draining someone else's energy, for eternally, basically.

Even with so many issues in his life, Tatsumi manages to bring joy to others, he tries his best to be a good listener and a friend before a lover.

[Bio may get updated]

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[yanderecandystore]

Trying to escape my family issues rn :< So if I make ask for some yandere Wan Shi Tong HCs? Idk - Cold Anon

I'm so sorry you're dealing with that Cold :(

I hope things get better for you, hold on just a bit, okay? Maybe find your happy place by doing the things you enjoy, that's mostly how I deal with it.

Would a cookie owl make things a bit better?

I won't open requests for ATLA because I feel extremely awkward about the idea of writing for them, even if I aged them up I would feel very awful about it.

So I don't want to write for any of the main cast/other characters with the same age as the main cast.

But owl spirit man can get this-

TW/Tags: I'm sorry for taking so long, but I couldn't help but end up feeling very stressed this past month // mentions of gaslight // owl behavior very briefly described

🍭꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍮꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍰꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍮꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖🍭

Who (I'm funny) [Yandere!Wan Shi Tong x GN!Reader - Headcanons]:

So- I don't know about y'all, but I prefer to leave some of the context ambiguous or up to the reader. I like presenting a couple of backstories and let y'all choose the ones y'all prefer- So let's start with that!

You could be a simple lonely anthropologist searching for the legend that is the mysterious library in the desert. You tried your hardest to search for it on your own, and despite the terrible trials that destiny may have put in your way, your efforts have been delightfully rewarded at the moment you finally found the library- Or at least part of what was left, the tallest tower that was still above the sand.

Maybe you were a sand bender, a mercenary who found the great tower and considered entering it with a couple of tribe members, hoping to find something worth taking from it.

Or maybe- You were accompanied by the friend group of the Avatar in a search for said mystical library, maybe you were just as invested in absorbing the knowledge as Professor Zei, maybe you two were associates- Or maybe you were just another bender going on a journey with the Avatar to save the world, it's really up to you.

Sadly, I suppose your story has a bitter ending boo, after all, whatever the situation you had found yourself in, there is no way he would simply let you leave.

You didn't offer him any worthwhile knowledge that he could obtain, yet he was kind enough to let you roam around the library without having to exchange anything for it. How odd, if you were with someone else, surely they would have to share something, even if what you shared was lackluster- Could he really be kind enough to leave you be, even after he stated that your kind isn't welcomed anymore?

Whenever you were accompanied by a group of people or not, your story would end the same sad way: You would be the first one who would be catched by Wan Shi Tong as your companions leave you behind- Unable to come back to rescue you as the entire library started to sink.

Let's say you were with the Avatar, I don't think Aang would leave you behind like that, at least not willingly. If Wan can grab you before anyone else, then I doubt he would need to grab the others, surely all he would do is kill them in the spot- He had planned something else for you, but even after getting separated by your group, you would still try to run away and find somewhere you could hide.

Although let's be honest, this bird asshole has lived here for longer than you have ever lived in this life- Surely it's only a matter of time before he finds you, but it would also be horrible for you to lose hope like that- Giving up would just mean he won, and you can't let that happen.

It could go way worse though, he could have successfully killed your companions, leaving you to witness the massacre.

Fighting is futile, resisting is futile, hiding is also futile. He knows where you are, you can run as much as you wish but eventually you would have to come to terms with how that's a waste of energy and time. Your life span is short, and playing games with him will only waste more of that precious time.

I think Wan Shi Tong would be very straight forward: You are a prisoner now, you are part of his collection, he won't kill you and stuff you in the wall but you are not allowed to leave at all, his foxes will make sure you won't be able to go far. The knowledge you were supposed to share with him has been substituted by- Well, yourself! You're an experiment, an whole experience he would like to analyze further, considering how that would be your way of paying him for "breaking his trust".

Basically: he is keeping you a prisoner as a way to punish you for either trying to steal something from him, or trying to use his knowledge against others. Also- Even if you were a well-mannered guest who just came here to learn a thing or two, Wan would still blame you (and your whole group) for being untrustworthy. Which means that he lied and manipulated the narrative to make it sound like you were the one being rude and a traitor of his good faith.

Wan is not above being manipulative and gaslighting, I doubt he would need to lay a claw on you if he wanted to cause some pain- Real pain comes from being unable to trust your own judgement.

He is certain he knows more than you, yet I highly doubt he knows how human relationships work, his judgment may be clean and unbiased but it doesn't mean he is 100% right- His attempt at closing the library from humans has only led to many, many humans getting their cities and villages destroyed. I doubt he would understand that being near a giant scary owl with a oddly smooth voice is quite frightening, or that you find his presence unwelcomed, or that you find him doing a 180 just to keep his eyes on you being pure nightmare full (even if other owls do that- Hell! You would have preferred if he was just like any normal sized cute owl-), etc.

If you have ever considered touching him, even for a little- I do think he would…. Appreciate it. He would get very taken back by it, almost as if you did something unthinkable, but I do think he would love some small hands playing with his fathers.

Be direct with him, and he will be direct with you, he will respect your right for privacy for the most part- And I bet his foxes will bring everything that a little captive like you could need to live a comfortable controlled life.

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