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just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi · 19 days ago

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I love all my online friends you guys enrich my life so much

#it feels very gentle and soft here right now #for obvious reasons #but I appreciate it so much #it helps #helps correct the angry little brain voices #I’m okay I promise #but it just wanted to say how much all these posts help #Christians WISH they had the gentle love and encouragement of the queer community

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mars-ipan · 17 days ago

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Mars, you have a lot more patience than I would at this point gdhfkjgdsfg. If you'll allow me to choose violence for a second:

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Hi anon! Did you know you can engage with other people without interpreting every word they use in the worst way possible, making a million assumptions about their background and prescribing opinions to them they've explicitly told you they don't have?

I don't even disagree with all of those rebuttals, but if you want people to engage in discussions with you you have to treat them like human beings, not your opposition in a court case. What are you expecting to get back when you act like this? About nonexistent fingers in his ass guy?

You should at least have got off anon and owned what you said- unless you're using anon to block evade, in which case you should consider respecting people's boundaries.

:D waow…. feeling very cared for in this chili’s tonight

#ask #lyre #as for my patience: yeah i am a bit more patient than i’d like to be #but anons like that are enrichment to me lmao #i try not to feed the trolls but there’s smth very satisfying in showing someone that they have failed to get under your skin #it was how i dealt with troublemakers/bullying in school as a kid ^_^#in one of my art classes (8th grade i think? so like 12-13yo) there was a kid who just refused to follow any directions #and would also try to distract and annoy everyone else #it pissed me off. so i decided i would literally just pretend he didn’t exist #he would get my attention and i wouldn’t respond. he’d try to startle me #wouldn’t even flinch. i got to the point where i could look Through him #it pissed him off so bad. i think i lowkey crave returning to the level of power i felt in that moment #anyways i employ a similar strategy with these types of anons. i’m trying to have Less patience with people but i’m not an angry person?#i don’t experience anger at individuals very often #i DO however have a strong competitive spirit and a trickster’s sense of humor #(yes i was raised on looney tunes can you tell)#so i laugh whenever ppl try to get under my skin like that because. heheheheee they’re madddddd they’re soooo angry #and it must piss them off sooooo bad that their words don’t make me feel bad :(( poor thang #this is probably a character flaw of mine in excess. but right now it’s funny #and hey if someone is gonna refuse to treat me with respect i think i’ve earned a few potshots right

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a-small-writer-in-a-big-world · 9 months ago

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So things have gotten bad again.

I’m not getting into any details but I don’t write anymore, I’ve barely sat down to write in last couple weeks which is pretty reminiscent of the last time I completely stopped writing for other reasons. And while I know there’s no pressure for me to get stuff done and post things it still sucks having a blog here and not doing anything with it, and to know people are waiting for something.

Probably going to take another break. Going to figure out if writing is still worth it or not and possibly figure out what I’m going to do with this blog if I choose to completely stop writing again.

Hope you guys understand, I’ll see you guys in a couple days or so

#sorry #I’m not in the best mood #things aren’t great #and I’m just overall very bitter and angry right now

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asterias-corner · 1 year ago

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lil psa, because some people need to hear this.

self harm scars, no matter how bad- If they’re fully healed? They do not need to be fucking covered or require a trigger warning for your comfort, end of discussion. I don’t give a shit if they are wide, or long, or fucking red- scars can heal differently and change colors in different temperatures. I have scars, and I’m not going to cover up because you can’t handle seeing HEALED scars wider than a hair strand.

#I’m fucking angry right now #Saw a post #Sharing my opinion as someone who has very not romanticized scars #My scars don’t require a censor just because your chronically online ass can’t handle seeing it #Self harm scars #Self harm recovery #Tw self harm #Onyx rants⭐️

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fakeoutbf · 6 months ago

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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety

#walk with me #this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere #the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad #count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them #in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other #it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time #idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too #so we’ve been more properly friends lately #and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to #gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it #and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention #(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all #weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone #so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever #and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more #and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted #they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture #and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek #i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on #bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other #flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc #i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed #but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers #and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend #delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something

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beartes22 · 2 days ago

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Super angry at arc 3 of arcane btw. They rushed to close everything up and it shows

#the characters are so empty #like legit the only one with normal character development is jinx. like. the only one o get where she comes from is JINX.#Also Ekko. loved what they did for him there. everyone gets desolation and he gets a slice of life romance with the (doomed) childhood crush #no one is doing it like him #but also. they don’t even MENTION isha. like. I get it. she died. it’s devastating. but?#what the fuck you go onto the next thing?? WHAT THE FUCK #and I won’t even touch Viktor ‘’’I’m gonna build a place to heal people’ to ‘everyone is a hive mind machine now’ like WHAT #ngl I thought the fandom would be like Jayce I stand by my cancelled wife and all #BUT THE CANON WENT AND JUST….DEPRIVED VIKTOR OF CARE AND HUMANITY? HE IS JUST A WEAPON AND A CALAMITY NOW I GUESS??#Like yeah….he was doomed from the start with the sickness and the canon and all but? there’s doomed by the narrative and there’s like…#WE WILL PUT HOLES THROUGH YOU AND LACK OF CARE AMD COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING UNTIL YOU FUCKING GET YOUR DOOM #GET WITHTHE NARRATIVE VIKTOR YOUARE EVIL #‘no I am just healing people from shimmer which is very bad and harmful and painful’‘#NO VIKTOR YOU ARE EVIL SEE? THAT WHY I KILLED YOU BC YOUARE EVIL #existence became so painful to him he went and said no there’s not fixing this. I am throwing my emotions in the waste bin and go machine’#WHY DOESNT HE GETS TO BE ANGRY AND BETRAYED? LIKE AT LEATS SILCO GOT TO BE RIGTEOUS #WHY IS THIS SHIT AGAIN THEY TRY TO KILL YOU BC YOU ARE EVIL AND THEY TURN YOU INTO EVIL BC WHATS LEFT BUT THEN THEY WERE RIGHT TO DO IT??#LIKE. no. I’m sorry but no. fuck that I’m out.#FUCK THIS SHIT I AM WO ANGRY #VIKTOR?? VIKTOR IS THE BIG BAD? THE THING THAT UNIFIES ZAUN AND PILTOBER? FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.

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camgoloud · 8 months ago

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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting

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ovaryacted · 1 month ago

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My post still not popping up in the tags damn near an hour after I hit post and a reupload is insane to me. I actually really do hate this site with a burning passion cause why does this continue to happen to me every time I post a fic longer than 1.5k words. Like alright man. I’m tired of contacting support on this when they tell me the same shit. I just need this site to work for once.

#I worked so hard on that fic #and I’m so proud of it #I’m just fucking angry my tags aren’t working for some reason #it’s very frustrating when you put your energy & time into something #and the platform you’re using for visibility just fucks you over #annoyed and sad #but it’s okay #tumblr stays praying on my downfall #it won’t stop me #but it’s really pissing me off right now

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monkee-mobile · 2 months ago

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Don’t you know that Tork is a wifebeater?

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#guys i’m sorry i don’t need this right now #i’m done being ‘funny’ and trying to make it lighthearted #yes. i know. i have very conflicted feelings about peter and ive been really upset abo it it especially this week #i have had a horrible start to the school year. can we not get really heated about the monkees right now PLEASE #i am sorry to be rude this is just like the fiftieth anon ask i’ve got in the last few days and idk what i did wrong #and people seem to be really mad. we all know peter was not the saint right? i’ve said it like fifty times. i made the whole post about it #i deleted the post that seemed to get people angry where i talked abott it my dislike of torksmith #people treat peter like he’s so innocent. i know that he was not. i distance myself from real life peter. are you happy?#i am tired #please stop spamming me with asks whoever you are

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woweeitsnekogal1 · 2 months ago

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I just had my first true internet experience. I was looking through someone’s blog and I saw they had reblogged a photo and I was like oh that’s a funny lil meme I love those mean girls memes where they replace the text-

Wait a fucking minute. I made that, I made that last year for a post by @wellwaterhysteria that read “hairy men. large hairy men. big big large hairy men. agree.” And now someone has STOLEN it from me. I spent much longer than I should’ve in photoshop making this just for it to be sTOLEN. Wow. Really makes you think 😞

#the gasp i gusped when i saw it #and i went to my boyfriend to lament #but he wanted to sleep not listen to me complain about the internet #i’m not actually angry #i was just so surprised that someone thought my fake screenshot was good enough to steal #very flattered right now #would be absolutely pissed if i was an artist tho

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itspileofgoodthings · 7 months ago

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Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her #like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’#she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel #she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love #and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy #so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless #like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now #because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it #just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11 #and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want #so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different #but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy #and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change #like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground #and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does #and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts #wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way #and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her #because she WILL find a way to win #but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL #it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is #because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say #ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her #and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy #of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants #and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands #like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time #and she feels every blow!#whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just #this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!

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ghosts-and-blue-sweaters · 1 year ago

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Sometimes I see such horrible takes on Ghostbur that I have to go very still, and stare at the post, and take in every detail of it, and then I take a deep breath and keep scrolling and I cannot scream or do anything I just have to try and forget but I won’t.

#I am so angry right now #I don’t even… how #how do people come to THAT conclusion out of all the things...#it’s not a matter of me and OP having different opinions it’s a matter of THEIR IDEA LITERALLY IS NOT CANON AT ALL #AND ACTUALLY VERY MUCH GOES AGAINST CANON #AND OP ACTS LIKE IT IS CANON #AND ALL THESE OTHER PEOPLE THINK IT IS CANON #SIMPLY- *SCREAMS*#sorry I’m SORRY #just. Ghostbur fills me up with so many emotions man #I get protective #I made this post earlier and had to draft it until I calmed down 😭#Ghostbur #ghostposting #my post

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 3 months ago

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good lord my brain is running laps and i just wanna knock it out and get some goddamn sleep