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just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi · 2 months ago

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I love all my online friends you guys enrich my life so much

#it feels very gentle and soft here right now #for obvious reasons #but I appreciate it so much #it helps #helps correct the angry little brain voices #I’m okay I promise #but it just wanted to say how much all these posts help #Christians WISH they had the gentle love and encouragement of the queer community

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mars-ipan · 2 months ago

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Mars, you have a lot more patience than I would at this point gdhfkjgdsfg. If you'll allow me to choose violence for a second:

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Hi anon! Did you know you can engage with other people without interpreting every word they use in the worst way possible, making a million assumptions about their background and prescribing opinions to them they've explicitly told you they don't have?

I don't even disagree with all of those rebuttals, but if you want people to engage in discussions with you you have to treat them like human beings, not your opposition in a court case. What are you expecting to get back when you act like this? About nonexistent fingers in his ass guy?

You should at least have got off anon and owned what you said- unless you're using anon to block evade, in which case you should consider respecting people's boundaries.

:D waow…. feeling very cared for in this chili’s tonight

#ask #lyre #as for my patience: yeah i am a bit more patient than i’d like to be #but anons like that are enrichment to me lmao #i try not to feed the trolls but there’s smth very satisfying in showing someone that they have failed to get under your skin #it was how i dealt with troublemakers/bullying in school as a kid ^_^#in one of my art classes (8th grade i think? so like 12-13yo) there was a kid who just refused to follow any directions #and would also try to distract and annoy everyone else #it pissed me off. so i decided i would literally just pretend he didn’t exist #he would get my attention and i wouldn’t respond. he’d try to startle me #wouldn’t even flinch. i got to the point where i could look Through him #it pissed him off so bad. i think i lowkey crave returning to the level of power i felt in that moment #anyways i employ a similar strategy with these types of anons. i’m trying to have Less patience with people but i’m not an angry person?#i don’t experience anger at individuals very often #i DO however have a strong competitive spirit and a trickster’s sense of humor #(yes i was raised on looney tunes can you tell)#so i laugh whenever ppl try to get under my skin like that because. heheheheee they’re madddddd they’re soooo angry #and it must piss them off sooooo bad that their words don’t make me feel bad :(( poor thang #this is probably a character flaw of mine in excess. but right now it’s funny #and hey if someone is gonna refuse to treat me with respect i think i’ve earned a few potshots right

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asterias-corner · 1 year ago

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lil psa, because some people need to hear this.

self harm scars, no matter how bad- If they’re fully healed? They do not need to be fucking covered or require a trigger warning for your comfort, end of discussion. I don’t give a shit if they are wide, or long, or fucking red- scars can heal differently and change colors in different temperatures. I have scars, and I’m not going to cover up because you can’t handle seeing HEALED scars wider than a hair strand.

#I’m fucking angry right now #Saw a post #Sharing my opinion as someone who has very not romanticized scars #My scars don’t require a censor just because your chronically online ass can’t handle seeing it #Self harm scars #Self harm recovery #Tw self harm #Onyx rants⭐️

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camgoloud · 9 months ago

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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting

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beartes22 · 2 months ago

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Super angry at arc 3 of arcane btw. They rushed to close everything up and it shows

#the characters are so empty #like legit the only one with normal character development is jinx. like. the only one o get where she comes from is JINX.#Also Ekko. loved what they did for him there. everyone gets desolation and he gets a slice of life romance with the (doomed) childhood crush #no one is doing it like him #but also. they don’t even MENTION isha. like. I get it. she died. it’s devastating. but?#what the fuck you go onto the next thing?? WHAT THE FUCK #and I won’t even touch Viktor ‘’’I’m gonna build a place to heal people’ to ‘everyone is a hive mind machine now’ like WHAT #ngl I thought the fandom would be like Jayce I stand by my cancelled wife and all #BUT THE CANON WENT AND JUST….DEPRIVED VIKTOR OF CARE AND HUMANITY? HE IS JUST A WEAPON AND A CALAMITY NOW I GUESS??#Like yeah….he was doomed from the start with the sickness and the canon and all but? there’s doomed by the narrative and there’s like…#WE WILL PUT HOLES THROUGH YOU AND LACK OF CARE AMD COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING UNTIL YOU FUCKING GET YOUR DOOM #GET WITHTHE NARRATIVE VIKTOR YOUARE EVIL #‘no I am just healing people from shimmer which is very bad and harmful and painful’‘#NO VIKTOR YOU ARE EVIL SEE? THAT WHY I KILLED YOU BC YOUARE EVIL #existence became so painful to him he went and said no there’s not fixing this. I am throwing my emotions in the waste bin and go machine’#WHY DOESNT HE GETS TO BE ANGRY AND BETRAYED? LIKE AT LEATS SILCO GOT TO BE RIGTEOUS #WHY IS THIS SHIT AGAIN THEY TRY TO KILL YOU BC YOU ARE EVIL AND THEY TURN YOU INTO EVIL BC WHATS LEFT BUT THEN THEY WERE RIGHT TO DO IT??#LIKE. no. I’m sorry but no. fuck that I’m out.#FUCK THIS SHIT I AM WO ANGRY #VIKTOR?? VIKTOR IS THE BIG BAD? THE THING THAT UNIFIES ZAUN AND PILTOBER? FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.

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monkee-mobile · 4 months ago

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Don’t you know that Tork is a wifebeater?

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#guys i’m sorry i don’t need this right now #i’m done being ‘funny’ and trying to make it lighthearted #yes. i know. i have very conflicted feelings about peter and ive been really upset abo it it especially this week #i have had a horrible start to the school year. can we not get really heated about the monkees right now PLEASE #i am sorry to be rude this is just like the fiftieth anon ask i’ve got in the last few days and idk what i did wrong #and people seem to be really mad. we all know peter was not the saint right? i’ve said it like fifty times. i made the whole post about it #i deleted the post that seemed to get people angry where i talked abott it my dislike of torksmith #people treat peter like he’s so innocent. i know that he was not. i distance myself from real life peter. are you happy?#i am tired #please stop spamming me with asks whoever you are

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woweeitsnekogal1 · 4 months ago

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I just had my first true internet experience. I was looking through someone’s blog and I saw they had reblogged a photo and I was like oh that’s a funny lil meme I love those mean girls memes where they replace the text-

Wait a fucking minute. I made that, I made that last year for a post by @wellwaterhysteria that read “hairy men. large hairy men. big big large hairy men. agree.” And now someone has STOLEN it from me. I spent much longer than I should’ve in photoshop making this just for it to be sTOLEN. Wow. Really makes you think 😞

#the gasp i gusped when i saw it #and i went to my boyfriend to lament #but he wanted to sleep not listen to me complain about the internet #i’m not actually angry #i was just so surprised that someone thought my fake screenshot was good enough to steal #very flattered right now #would be absolutely pissed if i was an artist tho

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itspileofgoodthings · 9 months ago

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Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her #like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’#she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel #she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love #and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy #so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless #like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now #because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it #just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11 #and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want #so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different #but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy #and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change #like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground #and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does #and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts #wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way #and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her #because she WILL find a way to win #but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL #it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is #because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say #ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her #and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy #of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants #and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands #like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time #and she feels every blow!#whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just #this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!

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ghosts-and-blue-sweaters · 1 year ago

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Sometimes I see such horrible takes on Ghostbur that I have to go very still, and stare at the post, and take in every detail of it, and then I take a deep breath and keep scrolling and I cannot scream or do anything I just have to try and forget but I won’t.

#I am so angry right now #I don’t even… how #how do people come to THAT conclusion out of all the things...#it’s not a matter of me and OP having different opinions it’s a matter of THEIR IDEA LITERALLY IS NOT CANON AT ALL #AND ACTUALLY VERY MUCH GOES AGAINST CANON #AND OP ACTS LIKE IT IS CANON #AND ALL THESE OTHER PEOPLE THINK IT IS CANON #SIMPLY- *SCREAMS*#sorry I’m SORRY #just. Ghostbur fills me up with so many emotions man #I get protective #I made this post earlier and had to draft it until I calmed down 😭#Ghostbur #ghostposting #my post

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 5 months ago

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good lord my brain is running laps and i just wanna knock it out and get some goddamn sleep

#apparently just bc I figured it out my brain still isn’t gonna chill out #now i’m stuck between do i communicate and embarrass myself #in hopes that it calms down the fears that i’m already aware are probably irrational #or do i do my best to ignore it and hope my brain chills out on its own soon #and that in the meantime i don’t do my go-to moves when i overthink something #which are running away or getting mean #(not like. mean mean. but snarky. and a little harsh and irritable)#bc no one has done anything wrong!#myself included so far!#my brain just will not let go of this stupid fear #and it’s the same fucking fear that has haunted me on and off through every era of my life #i WILL NOT isolate myself or push people away that’s wildly counterproductive #and honestly i find it mind boggling that that’s even a response bc IT MAKES NO SENSE #anyway everything is changing and it’s fucking me up big time #there’s too many things changing all at once and tbh i’m fucking terrified #and this just happened to be the thing that finally pushed me into ‘cant fucking deal with this’ territory #and nothing has even changed! it’s all in my head right now!!!#it’s so fucking frustrating to know something intellectually but your emotions are off doing their own shit #‘you can’t think away emotions’ I CAN FUCKING TRY #it comes down to fear and anger at that fear and anger at change #i’m so angry and there’s nowhere to direct that anger #being angry at a concept or the very passage of time is just so unsatisfying and annoying #*change as a #personal #i’d say sorry for the vent posts but i can’t afford therapy so #and this is the next best thing

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floral-hex · 2 years ago

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I’m fucking disabled

#I had this conversation with my therapist last week. I’ll give you the secret HIPAA breaking rundown #I HATE calling myself disabled #I don’t know why. there’s no shame in it. it’s just ya know it’s just what I am #but I still can’t get it into my head that yes I’m kinda fucking disabled #because here I am sitting on this creaky futon unable to understand anything anyone is saying to me bc my hearing is so bad #it’s a bad hearing day! it happens! some days are good! today is very much not so good!#so I told my therapist I’m way cool with telling people I have mental health issues #but when it comes to hearing it’s ‘oh no I’m not REALLY disabled. I just uhhhhh can’t uhhh fuckin hear sometimes 🤷🏻‍♂️ that’s normal right?’#and he’s like no my sweet boy you are disabled you need to own that shit #okay… he didn’t say it like that but this is my flashback please let me have this #let me be a sweetie boy in my own mind #he said it’s usually the reverse: people don’t like to admit mental health issues but will mention physical disabilities #I just… I spent 30 something years with great hearing and then it all just got taken from me out of the blue and no one knows why #and I hate that. I’m so angry. I’m so fucking angry and scared and alone #and I hate admitting that yes I am disabled. like really disabled. it feels like defeat.#and it shouldn’t. like I said it’s just kinda what I am now. It’s like saying I breathe or I’m allergic to birds. it just is me.#sorry I’m just having a rough day #I got about an hour of sleep and now I’m holding down the fort while a home inspector and the new buyer look through the house #and I can’t talk to either of them. I can’t understand them talking to each other. it’s isolating.#I have therapy later and I’m hoping I’ll be able to communicate and hear during it. I really just need someone to talk to #I miss talking to people in person. I can still do that it just can take a bit of work and I hate subjecting people to putting up with me #I feel so needy. I just want some human connection. I want to know I can still make this work.#gosh this is whiny. sorry about that. just needed a quick vent to get me through the next few hours #anyway I love you. probably. maybe… ehhh #you can ignore this #text

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salsflore · 1 year ago

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GFHHGJ... texted my classmate for help with something and shes already being so irritating!!! and i can’t bring myself to look forward to tomorrow

#i feel so insanely angry about everything right now. my mood was just fine a while ago #i don’t know what to do i want to be physical with something but i know that probably wouldnt help #eating the same food tolerating the same awful behavior taking the same tests sitting with people i don’t know or like getting overwhelmed #in a noisy class being told to [ shut up & let me finish talking ] having those stairs having to come home late no free time stupid drama #constant bickering and passive aggressiveness I’M SO SICK !!! and the realization of having to go back to that routine is so #it makes me feel genuinely very angry and awful i don’t know what to do with my hands #so much hatred i don’t know what to do with . .#cw negative #cw vent

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yourbleedingh3art · 2 years ago

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I said You dumb cunts don’t make a lick of sense I hope you burn to death in a fire. And get revived. But I hope it hurts when you’re burning

#That was not nice of me to say but I was very angry and I expressed myself this way.#Trying to decide if I should apologize or not #Like what the fuck why am I an angry fucking asshole when I’m around my family they push buttons I forgot even fucking existed and I have to #regulate my emotions so so so so so so hard in order to not go ape shit and start fucking screaming at the top of my lungs and literally #destroying physical property #blog post #Deep breath #I’m high strung and tense right now #I just need to chill out a bit

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kavehater · 1 month ago

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I’ve been teaching my sister how to play Genshin for some of the past hours today and I hope she quits bc now I feel really guilty about it I don’t want her to waste all her time on it and Im thinking abt why she even wanted to start the game and now I feel even more horrible bc of some reasons that I kinda feel guilty explaining

#dora daily #idk how to tell her maybe she should focus on other things and games #I don’t know I’m overthinking bc everything rn is such a mess and my heart hurt so bad earlier and I felt like throwing up and stuff idk #what to do #everything is somehow going worse and worse it feels like it’s snowballing out of control but it’s because why is everyone so mean to me #like all I have ever wanted is just to be seen but I’m always invisible to everyone and people OFTEN tell me they forget abt me so many #times that it’s more often they forget me than remember #why am I so forgettable and why do I get replaced like idk what’s wrong with me #what’s so horrible abt my personality I don’t understand like is it the way I think ? I think it’s the way I think #but I can’t change how my brain is wired or how it functions I just don’t know how to fix it #I swear I’ve tried everything for years and years I’ve spent since my very early years trying to find out what’s wrong with me and why #it’s so hard for ppl to like me I’ve tried to change everything it doesn’t work and only six months ago I found out why people don’t like me #just by trial and error #it’s my brain and the way I think it’s just all wrong idk how I’m meant to think but it’s not meant to be like this #my personality is all wrong my likes are all wrong my thinking and everything is all wrong and I’m stuck like this unless I somehow do #some surgery on my brain to fix how I think I’ll be like this forever #I wish I could just fold myself up into a little version of myself and just put it away to take up the least amount of space in this world #I’ll never belong in this world and I don’t want to be here anymore #shoot I can barely even see the text on my keyboard bc I just can’t stop crying #I always said my parents should’ve never gotten married they were never a match my mum should’ve gotten an abortion when she found out like #she never even liked my dad anyways #fuck how do I stop crying my mum is gonna be here soon and she’s gonna start laughing at me like she usually does when I tear up I’m #straight up bawling LOL imagine she sees that I’ll be made a mockery more than I already am this is so humiliating and pathetic. why do I #care sm now I’ve never wanted to be alive but now I’m so sad because I really don’t want to be here anymore but I don’t know what to do #my head hurts now maybe I should go to sleep maybe it’ll help me forget about this at least for a while longer #I’m just so sad I have to manually ask ppl to care about me I’m so tired I have to do this with everyone #I’m not even angry anymore I’m just so sad I’m sad that others get that care like it’s second nature but with me I have to ask and beg forit #oh ik if my mum sees I’ll just tell her I’ve been itching my eyes if she asks why they’re red LOL #It’s okay if nobodyll ever like me like I like them right ? I don’t have to get liked back as long as I give love to others right ? then I #won’t be useless like my mum says I am at least I can have a tiny bit of use even though my love means absolutely nothing I bet it’s okay iv

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supergraphicultramoderngirl · 4 months ago

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told my mom earlier that i’ve been intentionally filling up my time socially because i’m scared of having alone time bc the past few times i’ve given myself alone time i end up constantly thinking about being single and my whole shitty break up and i get really sad and angry to the point where i don’t want to leave my couch to eat or piss and she was like “that was a month ago now you’ll be fine you need to rest” and like objectively i know she’s right but also. i was also right.

#like genuinely i’m happy with where my life is at in terms of my career/school is going well #and i have my friends back in town which has been lovely #but like. for a solid three months i did not think i would be single right now. and by god i do not miss my shitty ex #but small things will continue to remind me of him even though i don’t want to think about him #and i am also constantly white elephanting myself by being like ‘oh you haven’t thought about him today! nice!’ and then thinking about him #but even then when i say thinking about him it’s more just being angry at what he did or missing being physically affectionate with someone #and that doesn’t have to be him #but oh my god do i miss being physically affectionate with someone. holy shit.#i did not understand the appeal of kissing before but by god do i now. and i have NO ONE to do it with #all of my best friends are in long term committed monogamous relationships. literally all of them #and i’ve already disastrously fucked up the dating a friend of a friend thing so i doubt anyone will want to recommend anyone to me now #the two guys i had the idea of trying to flirt with are both entirely unavailable #so i quite literally have zero prospects and no idea of where to find new ones bc the day i get on a dating app is the day that hell freezes #and i just feel so fucking lonely dude 🙃🙃#and i also feel very behind because all of my close friends are in committed relationships and i’ve never experienced that #even tho i want to so badly #i just. idk #anyway vent over #mari is irrelevant

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seddair · 6 months ago

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#came across a post where op said they were tired of waiting for b*ddie and they don’t understand why it hasn’t happened yet #and i feel like these people are sooo close to getting it but refuse to grasp it because that would mean they wasted their time for+#something that isn’t coming and never was supposed to #‘why hasn’t it happened yet??’ because they don’t want to make it happen hope this helps!#because as i’ve said before they absolutely could suddenly pivot and make it happen sometime down the line (which would require buy that+#i’m fairly certain they don’t have)#but it’s been very clear for a while that it isn’t currently in the works or being planned #it’s not a slowburn because there’s nothing burning! the oven isn’t even on!#i am astounded that people can sit here and delude themselves into believing that there’s this grand plan in place to make b*ddie canon #when we have seen how tim operates for years and know he doesn’t plan things out like this #hell bi buck literally wasn’t going to happen until he couldn’t get lucy back on the show!#if you’re sitting around and watching the show just waiting for b*ddie to happen then i suggest you bow out sooner rather than later #(like i was going to after season 6! i saw the writing on the wall and was ready to dip. bi buck drew me back in.)#never say never but it clearly isn’t the cards right now and likely never will be #also something random but related to the above that i’ve been thinking about #i’m a little surprise b*ddie shippers weren’t more angry about 7x04 #because uh… they were kinda (ship) baited a little lol #the whole episode sort of built it up that buck was jealous of tommy because of his closeness to eddie #but it’s revealed at the end that it’s the direct opposite lol #maybe that’s why so many have been in denial about it being tommy’s attention that buck wanted because otherwise they’d have to admit they+#were baited lmao #because at first even i was a little unsure if tommy’s attention was the only one he wanted (and i was pretty sure going in that tommy was+#the one buck was crushing on)#but both tim and oliver made it pretty clear that it was about tommy and not eddie after the fact #so lmao #anyway #ignore me

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