#I’m just so fucking angry

[area51-escapee]

I really, really hate the fact that people are using minorities within the U.S. to try and guilt people into voting for Biden. I hate that when you criticize him or just state you won’t vote for him people always want to come back with “oh so you hate minorities? You hate transgender people? You think kids belong in cages?????”. Don’t you fucking dare use the suffering of actual people to try and garner support for that man, you don’t get to just ignore that immigrants are still being detained at the border, that he decided to continue with the fucking wall, that immigrants, even U.S. born Latinos are still being treated as fucking criminals. You don’t get to ignore that he’s done nothing to protect the transgender community from absolutely vile transphobic laws, you don’t get to ignore the suffering of these communities until it’s suddenly convenient for you. Police brutality has only gotten worse, nobody can afford to fucking live, Covid is still killing and disabling people every fucking day, you can’t just ignore these things because Biden is president. Nobody thinks Trump is going to be “better”, but we recognize that Biden is fucking wretched both domestically and internationally, we recognize that things are already so fucking bad it’s going to be real hard to make anything worse, sometimes it feels like the only thing that’ll end up changing if Trump wins the election is that you fuckers will suddenly speak up about all these issues again just because you can blame it solely on Trump now.

[stormbxrnbaby]

I really gotta divest from HOTD altogether like not just the show’s misogynoir but the fandom’s as well. It’s like I can’t even be mad about the way they push rhaena, baela and laena to the side because it’s exactly what the writers have done. It’s just so fucking disheartening to watch how the fandom continues to discard them in little ways. To the point where aegon, a canon rapist, has more fan engagement then all three of the black women of the show combined. It’s not even just the greens like the blacks will invent OCs that are daughters of daemon to create romantic storylines and ships that are basically just white versions of baela and rhaena and it just sucks. I’m so fucking tired of seeing black women treated as an afterthought and to see it manifest itself in a fandom space I thought I would find comfort in is so shit like I love ASOIAF so much and it’s universe just for this new show to amplify everything I hate about black women being used as tokenism who are less important to their white peers or worse, their props. It’s tainted the world for me and I can’t enjoy the show without being aware of it and disheartened by it like fuck! Not even fantasy worlds full of dragons and blood magic are a safe form of escapism.

[corset]

I hate when I have my autistic freakouts and I start crying and it’s so embarrassing but what’s even worse is how my family treats me when it happens in front of them!! Like oh the stupid autistic Thing is having its little meltdowns again let’s awkwardly pretend like nothing is happening and offer no sympathy or solutions because we just want it to stop acting Like That and if we just act like it isn’t there maybe it will shut up and stop inconveniencing and embarrassing us and making us uncomfortable. Woe is us.

[sydneyofalltrades]

I was fourteen. You were fifteen, and I worshipped you. And I loved you. And I protected you. And cared about you. Lost sleep for you, put my life on hold for you, broke my parents’ trust in me for YOU.

And now you’re just tossing it aside and claiming I broke you. 11 months ago, I was your world. I was the one you were destined to marry, the one who swore to always live and protect. I left you for my own well-being and you twist the story to make me abusive. Talking down on you. Making you bottle up your trauma. When you were the one always making me feel like I had to appease you to live.

So thank you, for two years of hell. For two years of trying. For two years of heartache. Because you ruined me, and you’re not taking the goddamn blame.

[playhousemassacrez]

Posting on here cuz the FNaF subreddit is a fucking dickhead:

Things I don’t like in the FNaF lore:

- Vanny and Vanessa being the same person

- William in the Charlie books (he looks like a crack head)

- Freddy not having any lore and everyone else who’s not an animatronic does

- Elizabeth’s hair being ginger

- FNaF fans or not, downvoting you for having a FUCKING OPINION ABOUT SHIT

Look, I’m done with the FNaF subreddit. I just wrote them a fuck you letter just a minute ago

I’m just fucking done with their shit

So if you need me, I will be using sites such as here and Deviantart

[nikkiruncks]

August 16, 1995 - While on videochat with Donna and Eric

Betsy: If I have to watch the ‘Kel Kel’ and ‘Ry Ry’ show one more time, I’m committing murder.

Donna: Look, I know you aren’t crazy about those two, but Kelly’s your best friend. Shouldn’t you be happy for her?

Betsy: Didn’t you and Uncle Eric make Uncle Hyde and Aunt Jackie feel like shit for hooking up after my dad left her? And come to think about it, where was that attitude when dad cheated on aunt Jackie with Laurie?

Eric: Yeah, she’s got us there.

[mikerunnerboi]

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[cherierer]

god how fucking evil do you have to be to make the death of children that woke up that day and put their shoes on and went to school and talked to their friends and were just little human beings about political transphobia that will absolutely result in the death of children denied access to life saving care i genuinely cannot wrap my mind around how fucking awful and disgusting and just unredeemable these fucking politicians and far right dick bags are

[bayseil]

My hatred for them might just do me in

[edandstede]

they were going to get married. we were going to see them struggle with the inn, and grow together, and overcome new obstacles. we were going to see how the crew’s journey came to a close, where the revenge ended up, what happened with their plans for prince ricky. we were going to see them fight for each other one last time. we got a happy ending in case this very thing happened, but we didn’t get THE happy ending - the one david jenkins has had in mind the whole time. ed and stede weren’t finished, the crew weren’t finished, their stories hadn’t truly concluded and i am so sad.

[lycandrophile]

today, my coworkers’ refusal to see me as a man put one of our patients in a position where they felt unsafe for the third time. i’ve been at this job for less than two months total. i don’t even care about getting misgendered anymore, i just want the people we’re supposed to be taking care of to feel comfortable around me.

i work at a hospital where we have to supervise our patients in a lot of vulnerable situations. there are safeguarding rules in place for certain things that male employees aren’t allowed to be present for when it comes to female patients. and yet, the people training me and telling me what to do have repeatedly put me in situations where i’ve been forced to do things that the female patients aren’t comfortable with me doing. and because they have repeatedly failed to teach me the rules for doing my job as a man, i have no way of knowing when i’m crossing one of those lines unless one of the patients tells me.

i’ve had to watch a victim of SA stare at me in abject terror as my coworkers asked her to strip naked with me still in the room. it took several minutes for her to even be able to speak enough to ask if i could leave the room. i found out after that she broke down crying the moment i walked out. my biggest regret is that i didn’t realize what was happening fast enough to leave before she ever had to say something, because she shouldn’t have had to say it. i never should’ve been allowed in the room in the first place, because that’s not something male employees are supposed to be present for. but i didn’t know that yet, because i was training and i thought surely, they wouldn’t train me to do something that directly violated their own safeguarding rules. that moment was the first time, and it’s haunted me ever since, but it wasn’t the last time. not only did it happen for the third time today — it almost happened for the fourth, and would have if someone hadn’t spoken up to say they should pick someone else. i care for these people so deeply, it’s why i took this job, and i’m so tired of hearing the fear in their voices when they have to ask me not to do something i never should’ve been told to do.

i’m very used to the personal discomfort of being misgendered. i willingly deal with it a lot at work as well as in other situations, not because i’m in the closet (at this point in my medical transition that would be impossible), but because it’s such a frequent occurrence with my coworkers that we would never get anything done if i took the time to correct them every time. but to see it get to the point of causing such visceral discomfort in other people? people i’m supposed to be taking care of and keeping safe? that’s something else entirely, and i’m fucking exhausted.

and after all of that, some of them still look at me like i have two heads when they tell me what to do and i say “i can’t do that, only female employees can” because i’m learning now. clearly i’m already seen as a man by our patients, but my coworkers would still rather put them in an unsafe situation than just train me as a man.

[marisatomay]

“you don’t owe anyone anything” actually you owe everyone everything!!! you OWE your table server and your coworkers and the elderly person you pass on the street and the dog on its walk and the child toddling along in the park and the driver trying to merge next to you and the pregnant person standing on public transport KINDNESS in return for theirs!! the connections we build are what give life meaning!!!

[angy-grrr]

spoilers for chapter 429

idk if you guys remember but ochako does have parallels with All Might, specifically as the side who saves. It’s not that he feels the same for them both or something like that, they serve to represent the type of heroism he naturally goes to; his friend is not his love interest, from his perspective she’s out there having a crisis over not being able to save her, and Izuku reminds her that she is a hero bc she is his hero -she saved him multiple times, and she should be able to feel like a proper hero.

This conversation is not about the nature of their relationship, is about heroism; Izuku relates to a conflict between being a hero who saves and failing to save someone, and doesn’t want to see Ochako ending spiraling because she couldn’t also fulfill that role as expected. She’s his hero not because he loves her romantically -he’s a nerd I’m sure he would be way more nervous and blushing if he was confessing anything he thought was romantic- but because she’s able to go and do what All Might does to Izuku, save him physically and emotionally.

He knows she hides her feelings in order to not be a burden, yet he doesn’t talk about his own feelings outside of his guilt in heroics -what does he feel about losing OFA? About his own failures? About the people he personally lost? He can’t talk for others and claim Ochako is everyone’s hero, but he can speak for himself, and that’s his personal perspective -she is a hero to him, she’s his hero. And then the class appears to make sure she’s able to get support and understand she’s not alone, and she’s important to them too.

but Izuku doesn’t get support. Izuku cries a little and talks a little about himself, but he doesn’t get supported. If this was meant to be romantic, I don’t understand why he would hold back what’s inside of him.

the end of the chapter reveals that boy is going to be helped by that woman who regretfully ignored Tenko, and they both witness it and are happy about it while hearing izuku inspired that change, and iida wonders what’s up with them -this is the conclusion to their relationship. In their hearts these two are saviors who struggle to be heroes who save others, and they are happy there are appearing more people who want to be heroes like them. Heroes who save. Save like All Might.

That grandma for example, interpreting the narrative as what I think is intended, would be that boy’s All Might; she’s his hero.

Izuku and Ochako are heroes who save, and Deku is here to remind her at least she did save him many times, that she is still a hero because she is his hero. I don’t believe is meant to be interpreted as romantic, not that Izuku sees that phrase as it neither -after all, he said he does want to be like All Might and feels good to imitate him, but he doesn’t love him.

Ochako’s All Might hair moment, the parallels with Toshinori telling him he can be a hero, the trying to save from black suffocating quirks, the we can do it and do your best…

Do I need to remind you heroes arent a romantic thing for Izuku Midoriya?

[mickeym4ndy]

can we please stop with the ‘Mickey is objectively a bad person’ shit PLEASE.

I get it comes from a place of holding him accountable for his actions which is fair but going straight to “he’s a bad person” just completely disregards so much of his growth and development, and the nuances of the show.

I get Mickey fans got a reputation in the past for excusing everything he does and yea that’s annoying. But to counteract that by saying “he’s objectively terrible!” is so one dimensional and also completely goes against everything that shameless is about.

the point of shameless isn’t that all of these people are terrible, it’s to show the effect living in poverty has on a person and the lengths that are necessary to go to survive in that life, and the mistakes that ultimately causes people to make along the way.

no shameless character is perfect. that’s the point. even some of the worst things that characters have done have been because they are victims of their circumstances and situations. they are nuanced complex characters that can’t be put into boxes of good and bad

they’ve all done things to hurt other people and themselves. but the point is is that most of them have good within them, but all the factors against them make it harder to let that out.

“He’s a bad person” is a lazy reading of the show that completely lacks nuance in my opinion

[witaliswritesstuff]

Also - it’s infuriating to hear people say that they know a lot of leftist theory only to then try to convince you that you can vote with your money.

I thought we agreed that big companies don’t care? We just agreed that my decision to not buy a product from a big corporation won’t change the fact that they’re a big corporation and that they have more money then they’d ever need. We just talked about the fact that it’s an issue on such a big scale that simple refusing to buy [insert a thing] won’t solve it. We just agreed that if I need [insert a product], but I can’t craft it and I’m not wealthy enough buy a more sustainable version I still should buy it even if it’s from a shitty corporation.

If we’re on the same page there, please explain to me why the situation would be different with animal products?

Every time this happens I’m so confused, because I can’t tell if they’re just lying to me or lying to themselves.

Why are most people in eco spaces so privileged that they ostracise people who are the most affected by the climate change? You’re pushing away people who are affected the most only to then feed your ego by talking about how much you are about impoverished people in Africa or Asia. It’s disgusting that I’ve met so many people who do that. I am on the thin line between getting by and poverty, and to make the matters worse I’m disabled - which means that I’m completely useless and unwanted. Or at least that means that I’ treated as if I’m useless and unwanted.

I know that thinking on a big scale is important but for fucks sake think about your own community for a second before role-playing as a hero of the planet.

Veganism Rant

Disclaimer: it’s just a rat of a tired autistic punk who was active in XRY for a while. I’m not hating on people who genuinely just don’t like animal products or just don’t feel good morally whe eating meat etc. It’s just about political veganism (I’m not sure what else to call it) and veganism in activist spaces.

I genuinely HATE how most of eco activists see veganism.

I understand if you think that it’s morally bad to eat meat. I understand if you don’t want to eat it. But saying or behaving like it’s a morally superior practice - that’s absolute bullshit.

Vegans who try to guilt trip people into becoming vegan/vegetarian are not morally superior - but somehow they think they are. They’re not morally superior for advocating for eliminating meat from everyone’s diet. They’re just assholes and I’m tired of pretending that they aren’t.

They’re not making the world better by saying that all consumption of animal products is bad.

Often the vegan alternatives are just as bad for the environment as animal products. And I just can’t understand why are they focusing on the meat and animal products? Those aren’t the problem. The real problem is the industrialisation of the process of production. Animal products aren’t bad - the overwhelming number of animals and the inhumane conditions they live in are the problem.

There are so many people who can’t or just don’t want to resign from eating animal products. I can’t stop eating animal products encaustic I’m an autistic person with a long history of eating disorders and very bad sensory issues. If I stopped eating animal products I’d have to survive on fruit juice, pickles and rice waffles. And I don’t want to resign from animal products because I don’t want to resign from my culture. I don’t want to resin from the classic dishes from my country and traditional regional products.

And the most infuriating thing is that when I try nicely discuss this stuff they either ignore me or don’t listen to my arguments at all. I really want to be active in XRY but it’s impossible when everyone is making me feel like the most despicable human being on Mother Earth because I can’t/won’t switch to veganism/vegetarianism

I swear to gods - if another vegan/vege/eco activist tells me I should go vegan/vege I’ll start biting and stealing knees (/hj)

[royaltea000]

I cannot stress how many times this fancam of hetamyu Prussia plays in my head daily I need to be neutered immediately