#I’m just in a rambling mood lol
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Okay. Hear me out.
No I didn’t get my WT stuff completed on that day, however I have since completed it (yay!) and have been working with the other mods to finish the final event posts.
In the background I have been writing some oc-to-vember stuff that I’d like to post at some point. I understand that a lot of these things should be posted the day of, I just severely lack focus at the moment - I either ‘lock in’ or stare at an empty word doc.
I’ve also been recovering from a surgery that I had just over a week ago (top surgery), but I am feeling great aside from the expected/usual post-surgery discomfort. I tell you what: I do feel closer to my whumpees because of it, hahah!
Funny story from the experience: I met my surgeon before I went into theatre. In those few minutes, he came in, drew some lines for the incisions, asked me a couple of questions, and then left saying ‘Okay, bye bye, see you later.’ Fun fact: I did not see him later. Not even after the surgery. At this point I’m not 100% sure he exists, but he did such a good job I’ll let it slide XD
I also went through the whole ‘huh this anaesthesia doesn’t seem to be working’ thought process before suddenly waking up, and the surgery being over. The first words out of my mouth were literally “huh, that was quick.”
So yeah. Sorry for the rambling, this is just where I’m at, at the moment. I’d love to share some of my writing with you, and then get back to posting more prompts!
Much love x
I know I’m behind on my WT prompts posting, but I’ve found a really good OC-tober list that I want to do.
So I’m going to set myself a goal: if I get my WT stuff completed/queued today, then I’ll do an OC-to-vember! (OC-tober… in November XD)
Just want to try something different as well as have the excuse to flesh out my characters.
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#/hj#usually I’ll probably be like “….do you want me to cook something for you?”#Bc making stuff for people is how I show love most of the time#The other half is making fun of them /affectionately#but I’d just listen to them#If they wanted comments on how to live they can ask#But they didn’t so I’m just doin my part by lending my ears#🫶#anyway#rey rambles#meme#lmao#lol#memes#dumb shit#funny#relatable memes#funny memes#best memes#tumblr memes#dank memes#humor#haha#joke#friend#friendship#best friends#comforting#moods#friend memes
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Fun and slightly depressing fact: before the UF reboot came along I was in a creative slump for most of this year and was a hot minute away from giving up on fic writing entirely bc I had just about lost passion for it. Amazing that the fic I nearly gave up on forever was the thing that dragged me back into hell huh?
#it also stirred my passion for art back up too#tbh I think I may have been lowkey depressed the first half of this year idk why#I think I’m finally out of it tho UF had really caused a turnaround in my mood lately#the act of creating things always makes me happy#thus here I am thriving instead of just surviving lol#Jen rambles#was just thinkin bout stuff don’t mind me
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Brain: Maybe if you reread Breath of the Sky that would help with inspiration for it. :)
Me, who reads slower than freaking molasses: ARE YOU INSANE
#honestly it’s not a BAD idea but…#There’s a reason I don’t read a lot lovelies#It’s because it takes a crap ton of time and effort on my part and I just want to WRITE#Imagining scenarios and typing them up is so much fasterrrrr#Wow I’m in a whiny mood today lol#random rambles
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a couple wips and pieces done over the course of this year that will never be completed but felt cute enough to post … yes i draw a lot of leaf she just never makes it outta procreate to tumblr 😭 here are my reasons for leaving them in wip hell:
1. this was half of the piece, other half had hilbert and cheren looking at the girls. hilbert looked really good but i couldn’t get the perspective of cheren to work. was meant to show the reunion of hilda and cheren after the bw -> bw2 timeskip!
2 & 6. kantrio alola trip!! orginally drew blues body for anatomy practice and because of that the pose came out looking too stiff? the 2nd half of the piece had red in it but literally couldn’t get his face to work no matter how hard i tried lol. 6 was just for fun the concept of instagram in the pokemon world makes me giggle. LOVE how i rendered leaf so RIP
3. just a fun leaf drawing!!! just hated the piece next to it! still love how leaf looks there tho! outfit was based off avril lavignes ‘he wasn’t’ mv and dialogue from blues route 22 battle in frlg!
4. my adult design of clem, my fan daughter of red! originally was going to make into a nicer piece but i accidentally merged all the sketch layers together and that demotivated me LOL this happens way too often but still want to redraw clems design bc i really love the pose & outfit!!!
5. based off a part of my very long kanto au! looks fine? just didn’t love the blue piece next to it and always get kinda shy to share my blue x leaf work.
#long post sorry in a yapping mood lol#uploading art that’s anything older than a month old (which ALL of these are) makes me stressed cause I can see the improvement i could do#to ALL of them😭😭😭 i geuss that means ive improved … or i’m just too harsh on myself!!! probs both#wip#ramblings
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my social battery is smashed into pieces 😞
#birdie rambles#my sister insulted my charcuterie board and now i’m in a bad mood lol#and my hands are so raw from washing them and everything is too loud :((#i literally just want to curl up in my bed and not talk to anyone for the rest of the day
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Let’s see:
1. The curtain of light is mentioned only in a Bran chapter
2. The very first chapter of the first book is about an Other killing a brother of the Night’s Watch that looks like a Stark
3. Sam and Jon spend the entire series fighting wights and Others
4. all the mythology about the living dead is set in the North -thank you Old Nan-
5. Bran the Builder built a gigantic wall and a geotermal castle to stop them
But
Platinum Barbie has dragons! She’s the solution! I have connected the dots!… 🥴
part of why it’s so annoying is exactly that - the ice part of the song centers in the north, this apocalypse that’s spiraling out of control and no one cares to fight it except a few people. meanwhile, the fire part is clearly centered around dani and…her dragons are spiraling out of control and dani more and more turns a blind eye. you have so much of the northern magic in bran’s chapters, so much rich, interesting writing and information including the stupid curtain but all of that in the end is about…dani apparently. and we ignore that bran shares a name with bran the builder. we ignore that the kings of winter were doing fine for thousands of years until the targs showed up and periodically set the continent on fire every 50 years over the iron throne. we ignore that the valyrians were slavers who fell bc of a slave uprising & are still venerated by the targs & dani. we ignore that the long night happened before and *didn’t need a dragon to stop it.* ignore the CONTINENTAL WALL and ICE ZOMBIE DEFENDED CASTLE that stopped it the first time. ignore that dragons refuse to fly north of the wall.
all for…what? WHAT??? if dani is important to the endgame, let’s see the proof! “but i love her” IS NOT PROOF. I love theon’s lil flop ass, i don’t think he’s gonna single handedly defeat the long night based off a single line in arianne martell’s chapter or something. and like, i go back and forth on jonsa bc i go back and forth on everything in the endgame bc we’re two dense ass books away from it, but i will say is that the d and j/d fans loved to shout down every other reading of the text, which didn’t lead to a lot of great theories. while since i started poking around with the jonsas, even finding i have different opinions in major characters and their trajectories, the theories are *talked about*. i love stumpy’s reread bc it breaks down every theory, even ones that aren’t likely, or she doesn’t agree with, and imo that’s how a series as dense as this should be analyzed. we’re not all going to analyze it the same way but can we not pull nonsense out of our ass at least 😭😭
#anti targ restoration#anti targaryen#sorry for rambling i’m sick and it’s putting me in a hater ass mood i’ll be more normal in a couple of days lol#the meta i have read over the years…just some goofy shit#replies#minitafan
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good morning gay people in my phone. its november 1st which means its basically the first day of christmas for me
#my halloween party is tomorrow tho so i will be back in the spooky mood then#sorry the holiday joy and whimsy just run through my veins not my fault#I will hold off on decorating until later in the month tho the cost of electricity is too high for that LOL#my holiday playlist will be ON when I’m working today#ramblings
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Omg wait that therapist thing is so real. I used to bribe myself to get up so i could have time to do my dailies on genshin! I didn't know that i was doing that!
Also you have me interested in that anime. i've been sober from anime for a year now, you might make me break it TvT.
Oooh so real!!! My therapist and I were gonna choose Genshin but we decided that since it’s too hard to play Genshin and est breakfast (plus I get easily distracted from the task of only doing dailies) that it’d be a lot smarter for me to just limit myself to 1 anime episode with breakfast so I time myself from taking too long eating and so I get to get serotonin hands free so I can focus on peeling my kiwis instead of getting upset over causing my team to die from fruit juices on my screen messing up my gameplay LMAO especially since I get up at 7 and need enough time to get dressed, have breakfast, check my client schedule for the day, pack lunch (if I don’t have enough time to buy it), check I have enough ppe for the day, brush my teeth, do my hair and makeup and do my daily RAT test all before leaving the house with enough time to get to my first client of the day at 11. The life of a at home care worker 💔 I’ve considered adding morning prayer as well (I work for a Christian organisation but I’m a kemetic pagan) but it’s just too much work right now while I’m still getting used to being up early 😭 (plus if I have team meetings like today we do a prayer at the start of that anyways so I just extend it to my deities and add extra bits in honour of them to make up for the fact that most of my devotion is offering my services to my deities since it’s acts of service LOL))
Anyways all that aside, I definitely recommend oshi no ko!! I’ve only seen the first episode so I can’t comment on the series entirely but I chose it because I’ve been meaning to watch it forever and it just got s2 announced so my therapist said to start it sooner rather than later so I don’t feel overwhelmed trying to speedrun it all after S2 comes out! The artstyle is so gorgeous tho and as a singer myself, the comments it makes on the industry is so correct even from the perspective of an Australian jazz singer LOL the first episode is about 83 mins tho so if you want to start it I recommend sitting down and doing it in one sitting if possible!
#si0 rambles#I’m in a yapping mood sorry for the ramble 😭😭#pls keep me updated if you do I’d love a new friend in the fandom!!#you just need to be fine with me watching the show at snails pace with one episode a day LOL
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have a big hug and some hot chocolate!
you’re amazing :)
Thank you so much anon :D
#answers from the floor#anon#feeling better today#though really if I’m being honest#I think my depression did a collision course with my cold and made it like ten times worse then it would have been otherwise#that’s me theory anyway since now that I’m in a better mood I feel better#but that’s just a theory#and I’m rambling so I’ll stop lol#thanks anon
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I have started to accept I am a bit more (re a lot more) psychologically unstable than I thought for a long time and man…. I’m tired of it
#I was in a relatively good mood today#work hasn’t been too bad and I get two days off starting tomorrow#(it’s rare for me to get consecutive days so I’m excited!)#plus my time off request for a weekend in may got approved and I’m super excited for the plans that are happening on that weekend#and then my roommate messaged me bitching about my cat and now I’m spiraling#hate everything hate myself anxiety levels skyrocketed feeling the intense need to upend/annihilate my entire life and start from scratch#questioning anyone who has ever said they care about me etc etc etc and it’s like wow! because of one vague text message!#this is not a normal response haha! and now that I’m aware of that#I’ve become a lot more intensely aware that these insane mood drops actually happen quite frequently for me#issue is to do anything about this I need to see a psychologist (which I’m trying to work on anyways)#but the only diagnosis I have is for adhd and idk how to go into psychiatric care like#PLEASE PUT ME ON MEDS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PUT ME ON DRUGS AND I DONT MEAN LIKE 10 MILIGRAMS OF PROZAC TYPE SHIT#GIVE ME MOOD STABILIZERS OR AN ANTIPSYCHOTIC OR SOMETHING I AM BEGGINGGGGG I CANT FUNCTION LIKE THIS ANYMORE#I’m also mildly concerned (being afab) that if I go in pursing certain diagnoses I’ll get slapped with a bpd diagnosis#(and obviously I don’t mean that in the sense of bpd bad or I could NEVER have bpd or anything like that)#(I just mean I really don’t think I have bpd and I don’t want to be approached from the angle of needing treatment for that cuz I don’t#think it will help. if I have ANY cluster b disorder it’s def aspd lol. lmao.)#but. yeahhhhhhhhh. I’m tired of this and I’m tired of having no treatment and being in medicated#I’m tired of pretending I can function like this forever cuz obviously I can’t lol#and eventually (probably soon) it’s gonna burn me out and I’m gonna crash so hard and uh. bad things are gonna happen 😭#kaz rambles
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Having a fandom post get semi popular:
#ramblings#if my post doesn’t say exactly what you want it to say go make your own post Jfc#mostly folks are fine but sometimes… sometimes ppl are just so annoying#I’m sure this post has been done before but I just was in a mood and needed it to exist immediately lol
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I have two very angsty Elemental one shots in the works as well as a smut with no plot…where is the FLUFF lmao
#my brain is just in no mood for wholesome goodness rn lol#instead I’m just going “what if they died…and fucked’#elemental#pixar#not pixar au related#lady luxo rambles
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In case anyone is wondering, this is what it feels like to see all of the PJO show thoughts as someone who has no interest in watching it:
#I lost interest months ago#but I still see stuff and I’m just like eh I still don’t care to watch it#for multiple reasons#aceo rambles#not tagging it for the show cause it’s just me being silly#I also started reading the book again lol#cause I wanted to…and I watched someone react to some of the musical songs I#and it got me in the mood
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god I could go for a crematorium-ish romance right now. but like not the ones I’ve already read something new. I’ve reread my bias so many times I wanna see a different guy stepping on rakes and getting kicked down flights of stairs and wailing sobbing throwing himself to the ground groveling for forgiveness. and being hit by a car
#my ramblings#[romance fan] I’m in the mood for blood#maybe I should hunt down that series that I never read bc it looked like the li was too scummy#I rember skipping ahead on a whim and he was getting stabbed by an ex#lol. deserved probably. I support women.#anyway I can’t figure out if there’s a mangaupdates tag that encompasses the crematorium dynamic#I’ve check a couple series but doesn’t seem it#then again it might be too specific and it’s technically covered under ‘regret’#listen I just think it’s really entertaining when characters have to grovel and then afterwards they’re super docile and clingy#and they end up in the hospital in the process#oh yeah there was that one manga where that guy got so stressed and sad about the consequences of his actions#that he ended up hospital#that is so funny#mbalb#orlbs
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haven’t even written any of it but my current wip is making me Feel Things
#birdie rambles#nonsims#i already feel connected to the story and the characters 🧍🏻#i like to make pinterest boards and write down ideas and just let it stew in my brain for a little while#it helps tbh#but ugh just the dynamics between the characters 😭😭#idk idk i’m just happy that i’m in the writing mood for once in my life#ignore me lol#i just needed to gush about it for a sec#maybe i will attempt to make some of the characters in cas tomorrow 👀
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