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have a big hug and some hot chocolate!
you’re amazing :)
Thank you so much anon :D
#answers from the floor#anon#feeling better today#though really if I’m being honest#I think my depression did a collision course with my cold and made it like ten times worse then it would have been otherwise#that’s me theory anyway since now that I’m in a better mood I feel better#but that’s just a theory#and I’m rambling so I’ll stop lol#thanks anon
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Goodbye little ones <3
#mcyt#qsmp#qsmp eggs#my art#I’m not gonna tag them all but all the eggies are here - though no longer eggies#I tried making them unique while also in complete shadow so hopefully they’re all identifiable lol#(you can also look at the color of the shadow for a hint)#anyways I know not all the eggs are gone atm but if I'm being honest I don't see a world in which only a few stick around#which certainly hurts to say the least#I'd like to be optimistic but this really feels like the end - a goodbye in many regards#It's been a wonderful ride to say the least and I hope the magic that made this server so special isn't lost
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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Disliking a ship everyone loves is something else 😭
#anti-Mkulia#anti-gwourtney#anti-lesharold#I never liked leshawna being paired with Harold and knowing he’s kinda based off of napoleon dynamite…#and it’s based off of the relationship his older brother gets into towards the end of the movie like….nah#too stereotypical plus I ship her with a Gwen anyways sooooo#and I never liked mkuila because I just don’t like either one of them if I’m being honest#I’ll take prillie over Mkulia any damn day of the week#plus and I really hate to say this but the fandom plays a role in why I don't like mkuila either#I've seen people say and seen it with my own eyes of people getting threatened because they don't like said paring#that's with any fandom though and I've experienced it first hand trust me
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HE JUST WANNA PLAY TOYS!!!! DON’T IGNORE HIM…
lowkey this meme gave off Bucky and Walter’s vibes so I obviously had to draw them… the original below the cut will kinda explain everything
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#tbh I’m not REALLY proud of this but like… I’m at least proud that I can draw Bucky & Walter.#Walter was a bit difficult though if I’m being honest 😭😭 I feel like I could’ve done more although it was just a meme…#☆ (it’s time to make history!)#shipwrecked 64#shipwrecked64#bucky beaver#walter walrus
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Well I just had the most honest conversation of my marriage and it was actually terrible and who knows what’s going to happen now
#it needed to be done#but it was still really hard#and I cried so much#we both cried#endings are hard#everything is hard#who knows what happens next#I’m glad everything is out there though#we’re on the same page now at least#being honest sucks#and I’m actually terrible at it#lying and pretending come so much easier to me#how sad is that#text post
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Got onto the werewolf train recently and I have something to say to tv and film producers. Let your werewolf character be more. Wolfy. For my peace of mind
#like I see what they’re trying to do with the more humanoid-esque design but it’s not hitting the mark for me#and get creative with it too!! make your own werewolf rules and deviate from the ‘standard’ design a bit#kinda want to make a werewolf character now..#the great thing about werewolves/vampires/etc is that they’re literally mythical creatures#obviously theres the general stuff about full moons and bloodlust and whatnot#but theres Little things you can absolutely twist to your liking#idk I just really like werewolves I’m gonna be honest#shapeshifting creatures in general as well#lots of narrative possibilities with them and many nuances#anyways my point is that let your characters be covered in blood and guts once in a while while also being a lot more wolfy and shit#tumblr artists really did get the memo though you guys are doing great with them werewolf designs#werewolf#werewolves#rb with your werewolf media you have a bone to pick with if you want
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In this hell world of syncs and scrums, this is why I do it. This is why we come together as a community and do radio stuff. Music is genuinely everything, isn’t it?
#If this seems cheesy scroll on; rotting in a work call 😭 I need something to keep me going#Radio stuff#music#I would tell you to listen to the band that messaged me but if I’m being honest their best stuff is yet unreleased!!#I cannot wait for that second EP. First one is still really good though — worth a listen#Now LICE. HOLY fuck I’ve been listening to their new album all week. Favourite album.#You bet you’ll see it on a song-to-go soon#Radio#live session#We’re no KEXP (GOD I wish we were) but we do what we can!
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as much as a i understand and respect ace kiryu truthers, i really feel like kiryu is the type to really take the idea to heart that sex is something vulnerable and meaningful and thus reserved for someone completely trusted and special to him– someone who feels right. after years and years he’s still never legitimately voluntarily slept with someone, always tries to turn women away or is at least apathetic when they try to get physical with him, never feels that deep and specific bond with a woman– nothing compared to some of his bonds with other men throughout his life. and maybe, hopefully, one day it’ll hit him that there’s a pretty big, glaring reason why no women have ever felt “right” to him.
#I’ve become a pretty devout gay kiryu trigger at this point#it just. makes the most narrative sense / is the most narratively interesting / explains So Much#kiryu#yakuza#kazuma kiryu#honest to god though it’s. the most realistic way of explaining why he jumps to the assumption that he must date or kiss a woman or whatever#as soon as possible with little to no room to actually fall for one#with yumi he’s literally in the classic comp het situation of ‘well someone told me I’m in love with her so I guess I’m in love with her’#no deeper thought no proof of falling for her etc#sayama’s more convincing and they start out actually building a dynamic that could end up being romantic maybe- but then they fucking jump#the gun and have kiryu randomly kiss her like something he saw in a movie instead of. you know. talking about things first. or anything.#partly because they’re in a life or death situation and are essentially pushed together via traumabonding#and that’s Extreme when it comes to the end of kiwami 2. honestly that makeout scene was just. really weird and uncomfortable. for multiple#reasons. I mean for one he says something like ‘I’m sure she (haruka)’ll understand’ in between the making out in reference to him not#even trying to get further from the bomb or anything#and just lowkey choosing to kill himself (disturbingly similarly to nishiki mind you) like uh kiryu did you forget that haruka. literally#lost her mother in an extremely similar situation. in front of her. and nearly lost you at the same time. kiryu’s personality is Not one to#just shrug off something like that- either he was purposefully choosing to kill himself because he felt like a failure and that haruka would#genuinely be better off without him Or the writing there was INSANELY out of character as to make him seem more focused on the supposed#Romeo and Juliet tragic romance situation than saving his daughter the grief of losing EVERYONE CLOSE TO HER and reliving the worst night of#her fucking Life#god if anything the ending of yk2 just screams ‘this relationship would not work out under normal circumstances and both of them are just#clinging onto whatever’s closest out of desperation and need for any kind of emotional catharsis available’#if you can compare a pairing to romeo and juliet . it’s probably not#a pairing that’s meant to be#sorry im going off on a huge tangent about how weird the ending of yk2 was to me uhhh anyway I could write a video essay on why kiryu being#gay is the most realistic and interesting interpretation of him possible . send tweet
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#my tumblr is abandoned by my silly D:#it makes me a little sad :(#…#not a little#it’s fine though#I’m just scared he doesn’t wanna do anything with me anymore#im scared we’ll lose that close connection#I love being so close to him and making him feel good and recently I’ve felt like absolute garbage every time I want the same#I’m nervous he’s scared of me or doesn’t like it anymore :(#I don’t know what ai’d really do to be honest#I’d*
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I am visiting extended family and experiencing a spectrum of shrimp emotions both positive and negative. Positive because I love them and love spending time with them. Negative for reasons I feel so self conscious about I can’t bring myself to explain them outside of the tags even in my anonymous personal blog. I can’t sleep even though I’m exhausted. every night I’m pacing from anxiety as I try to figure out which parts of me to be honest about and which to conceal for the sake of not? Deeply hurting the people I care about? Even though I haven’t done anything wrong so if they are hurt that’s not on me.
#this post is primarily about whether I confess that I categorically and completely do not believe in the divinity of Jesus#And maybe telling them to stop trying to make my Jewish faith about the guy because that is offensive along multiple axes#So far I’ve been evading things and giving noncommittal answers to their questions but I feel so… dishonest#Not that I owe them honesty. Their questions are not appropriate#But I feel like I’m not being honest and respecting MYSELF by not owning my own deeply held beliefs#And I have no reason not to tell them except fear that they’ll be upset. Even though that reaction would be on them and not on me!#Once I start my PhD in the fall my stipend will allow me to be financially independent. I am exceedingly privileged in that regard#So there’s no financial risk to me if I alienate them to the point of cutting me off. Not that I think that’s remotely likely.#My own immediate family have been really supportive. My mom especially (my brother less so but he’s trying and I think he’ll get there)#But also. Jesus is so important to them that the one thing I could see myself getting cut off from at least extended family over is this#I’m so frustrated with them and honestly hurt by all the Christian supercessionist bullshit they’ve foisted on me this week#Trying to contort my faith into some validation of theirs. Completely steamrollering and erasing all the beautiful and unique aspects of#Judaism in the process. Trying to explain my own religion to me even though I’ve studied it for YEARS#There are some things they’ve said that are so offensively wrong it hurts#They mean well but honestly it makes it feel even worse#I feel bad but… it’s gotten to the point that I viscerally hate any mention of Jesus#Used to feel neutral about him. Could talk about him positively in the name of interfaith understanding#But the more my family tries to force him on me the more I loathe the idea of him#vent#personal#religion#religion tw#sorry I know this is potentially sensitive subject matter for people#Christian antisemitism
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ANGST time for Hotch.
Rossi and Gideon were originally suppose to arrest him, but because of circumstances they chose to let him help them as their own Indic!
So yeah, they grew attach to their arachkid so when that big time happened, they just couldn’t being as professional as they supposed to be.
Hotch got severely injured during his fight (probably against Peter Lewis because he chose chemicals too drugs his victims in the show). The city is on fire because of chemicals so yeah his burned scars is a chemical ones.
#aaron hotchner#david rossi#jason gideon#criminal minds#criminal minds art#criminal minds fanart#SpiderHotch in his early days#Rossi and Gideon really said fuck off his gonna help us#Yeah vigilantism was kinda a crime but because Hotch helps them more than they though they just grew to like him#Hotch hated the hospital journey more than the pain itself#ASTVxCM#Gideon and Rossi stayed with him during his hospital journey#Jess Haley and Jack (newborn) came too#Jess is done with his bullshit#Haley just sighs#One of the worst meet the family type of way if I’m being honest#Derek not here because he’s still in Chicago#Vahineri’s_art
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was I the only one that thought season 2 of green eggs and ham was a total let down oooorrrr
#like I’m sorry but that season infuriated me#gave me the trope I hate most#the male character being a punching bag and being seen as in the wrong with ANYTHING#F-CK OFF WITH THAT#pretending season 2 never existed is the only way to feel better about it#erasing that baby from existing even though he’s the cutest thing imaginable cause I sorry little dude you’re cuteness isn’t enough to save#you from bad writing#r.i.p guy jr#you have a stupid f-cking name too(/j)#I’m soooo disappointed in the butter battle sh-t cause that was my favorite short as a kid#how was it butchered soooo bad#r.i.p Michellee you deserved better as well#Sam’s mom SUCKS#I’m sorry I kinda felt bad for her but that was quickly squished near the end#f-ck that woman honestly#Sam feels really dumb to me in this season too idk how to explain it but he just feels…..dumber#the visuals aren’t that impressive in season 2 either at least not from what I remember#the spy stuff was too much if I’m honest it clouded what the 1 season was even about and what made it so good#green eggs and ham#geah#critical#rant#my stuffy stuff#text#kinda hateful
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They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now
#rambling#the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵💫#and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was#absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba#well I watched it first but you know#like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all#a Nazi#and second#the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman#it’s……. 🗿#still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord#Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️#happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph-#Gojo would never sjjsaj#my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️#I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again#the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga#like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of#conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro#who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk#idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol#gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol#it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh#like gege tried but lmfao#this is so funny to me#at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly#Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and#I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s#always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors#the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿
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After being on a bit of a Whipped Cream Cookie binge today, honestly I hope he shows up in Kingdom, if only so it can expand on his character (mostly because I get the feeling Ovenbreak won’t)
I dunno, from what I can gather, really the only notable traits about him are that he does ballet, has some odd connection to Millennial Tree Cookie and possibly the Sugar Swan (though it could also just be swans in general), he seems a relatively calm and serene guy, and as I learned today looking at his quotes, he likes the forest, but dislikes the sea, finding it frightening. If I’m being honest, that last part is the most interesting to me, partially because I didn’t know it, but also partially because it gives him some more character
I want more depth to Whipped Cream than just “graceful dancer”, like I want him to have some character, if I’m explaining myself correctly
Thankfully, given the fact that Whipped Cream has these currently unexplained connections to Millennial Tree (and possibly the Sugar Swan), and we still haven’t gotten Millennial Tree’s story in Kingdom yet, and that Whipped Cream doesn’t really clash with the Kingdom aesthetic, I feel like there’s a fair chance of him showing up
#I dunno I just need more depth to him#again I was going through darkwhip again and I think the ship’s neat#and something I thought about: with Dark Choco I can think of conflicts that Whipped Cream might be able to help him through#but I can’t really think of any conflicts that Dark Choco can help Whipped Cream with#that’s what made me think about this#also if I’m being honest I feel like Ovenbreak will just continue to tease WC’s connection to MT#but never actually do anything with it#Kingdom might actually do something with it though#I dunno just something I just wanted to say#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cookie run ovenbreak#whipped cream cookie#random stuff#rant#I guess
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wrong number is so good. it's such a unique idea and i love how it's turning out. and i know this is unrelated but i love love hazelnut yet hate nutella on toast 😭😭 but since hoon likes it, i like it too 🤾♀️ also for like future chapters and stuff, will it be written or will it just be all texts?
oh gosh, thank you for saying that! it’s my first time ever formatting/writing in this smau style so im glad someone out there enjoys reading it :’)
that is kinda funny and hoon knows best 😌
I’ll be honest with you when i say i drafted 9 chapters in a few days before getting preoccupied with my day job, but now that i take a look at my initial outline, I’m going to have a few written chapters <3
#being honest when I say half of this is outlined and half I’m just saying screw it let’s write#AHHHH#i really am glad you like it though#thank you for taking the time to send me such a sweet message <33#anonymous#ask
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