#I’m just an anxious mess

[starrylevi]

Sighing at the thought of Levi jumping in to help you whenever you’re anxious or scared to speak up for yourself. “Excuse me. That wasn’t her correct order.” He’ll politely say to the waiter as pink tints your cheeks. Or when someone cuts in front of you in line and he knows you’re not going to say anything so he’ll purposely roll on their heel. When they turn around to see who stepped on them they see Levi with an expressionless stare. “She was first.” Is all he’ll say. Sometimes you’ll try to stop him from doing anything. “It’s okay, Levi, we can get something somewhere else.” You tell him softly, not wanting to make a scene. “No. He doesn’t have the right to be an asshole, especially when you were being kind about it.” You sigh. “I know but-“. “No, they don’t get to talk to you like that.” He cuts you off because he won’t let anyone disrespect you in his presence. However, he knows you hate confrontation and anything like this gives you a lot of anxiety so he tries to comfort you by taking your hand and putting in his lap so he can softly stroke the inside of your palm. “I’m speaking to the manager and then we’ll go, okay?” He’ll say softly to you and you’ll nod in response, internally calming down as his fingers start to trace the patterns on your palm. He’ll pick up your hand and place a soft kiss on your knuckles to continue to reassure you ❤️

[bearscones]

Between the journey of Eyjafjalla getting closure from her parents’ death, the sheep, and Bison becoming more independent, the most eye-opening thing is that Snowsant is Swire’s sugar baby.

[beckkii]

i love how everyone just agrees that pre big shot spamton was definitely a little sweaty ball of anxiety. because have one look at current spamton and tell me he was once mentally stable (he was not)

[theswedishpajas]

The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄

[sapphirewolf100]

Not me actually, legitimately crying because of how sweet and kind Lord of the Lost was when I met them 😭😭

[coffee-mouse]

[i-hate-yuo]

Death has been calling me lately and fuck it I’m at his door step about to ring the doorbell

[mavlotov]

zero exaggeration

[werederg]

Poking holes in my newest patch that it definitely didn’t take me like a year to finally finish painting.

It’s a band name! Guess what it is!

[segretecose]

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[shreddeddescent]

I’m actually reading over my own shit back and asking myself IS big mama a groomer?

No I don’t think she is. That’s not her deal. She’s nice, maybe she’s too nice, and obviously far too rich, but she’s genuinely helping, she’s genuinely good at it. The issue is she’s absolutely got an agenda that no one’s paying attention to. Too much going on to notice. Big mama doesn’t actually do things for free so what’s the real cost? These kids are too traumatized to notice it. Maybe Slash notices it.

It just might really LOOK like she’s a groomer cuz of how much money she has, cuz of how weird her mannerisms are, how overly willing she is to dote on these poor fucking kids even if they can’t pay for her services. She’s clearly rich so that’s too weird. But she found them cuz april knew her, cuz April’s got sooome kind of in with the hidden city, not that she knows it.

That doesn’t mean spending time in her hotel is good for them. That doesn’t mean bad things won’t still happen to them. That doesn’t mean they should trust her fully.

But she’s really good at helping them unpack it all. And they have sooooo much to unpack.

[skyward-floored]

Now I’m all worried because ao3 won’t let me set my stuff to users only on mobile and I won’t be able to get on a laptop for another week

[elephantlovemedleys]

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[no1ryomafan]

I love how compared to other introverts or just socially awkward people I actually have adapted enough I can talk to anyone regardless if I think I’ll like them or not and I’m genuinely good about reaching out to people yet the one big thing I struggle with is actually telling people about myself because I’m not joking too many fucking interactions I have can be describe as “oh I like niche things (refuses to elaborate)” and the saddest part is this is not a irl thing this also applies to 1 on 1 online dms💀

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Me: oh good I finished my job tasks for the week and made some good progress on my capstone-

Brain: hey remember that PhilosophyTube video about abuse

Me: yeah I think Abigail made some rly good points-

Brain: yeah yeah yeah ANYWAY u need to hold still and be so quiet and make no messes. just in case.

Me: In case of what?? Nobody is home.

Brain: JUST IN CASE. in case somebody gets mad at you.

Me: but literally nobody is home?????

Brain: Doesn’t matter. someone Will Be Soon. ur dad probably. go hide in ur room hurry hurry it’s late and he’s probably stressed-

Me: it’s not even 3pm and I do not live with my dad what the actual fuck are u talking about

Brain: JUST IN CASE!!!!!!

[lewmagoo]

starting my new job tomorrow, ahhhh 🫣