#I’m gonna literally start crying
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i want gojo to slap me so hard across the face and then moan when I do the same to him. i need there to be marks. i need to feel it in my teeth. i need us BOTH moaning regardless of who’s getting slapped. need to see the way a masochistic, insane smile creeps up on his features as the sting sets into his cheek. god.
#tw: slapping#I’m gonna literally start crying#I’m gonna fucking shake and scream and sob#this is fucking crazy#i can picture it too#one hand around my neck#fucking me into the mattress#punctuating his ‘affections’ with slaps#GOS IM GONNA JUMP PFF A BRIDGE
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top ten reasons to live: this !!!!!
#BIG BROTHER/SISTER OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD MOMENT ‼️‼️‼️#once i have enough space in my mind to redraw this it’s OVER for you#literally sobbing crying he may not be good with like baby babies but toddler babies? so older brother…. it’s almost as if… he’s gonna be-#(taken out back and shot like a horse)#please this is so adorable i’m gonna DIE. bro how did pavitr not fall in ANY sort of love here is beyond me bruh.#unless…. (the aro flag starts becoming more visible over a low quality jpeg of pavitr)#but no seriously i would hand my life over. my soul.#miles is just such a sweet and caring guy like omg. he’s literally LOVE ITSELF.#miles morales#spiderman#spider man#across the spiderverse#across the spider verse#atsv#spiderman atsv#m&m posts#reblogs on again
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season 6 bakudeku is LETHAL
#was literally crying#i just finished episode 23#i’m gonna start season 7 tonight if i can find it#the site i’m using doesn’t have it#zad watches#zad watches mha#mha#bnha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bakudeku#bkdk
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villain and violent, infant and innocent.
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#they’re literally my sons#i’ll be posting the other one shortly after i finish it#can’t cope with this. they were so little once.#if i start hysterically crying just take me out back and shoot me#art#more low effort drawings :) and the effort is just gonna keep decreasing as i’m in school#like minds#murderous intent#drawing#fanart#like minds 2006#nigel colbie#alex forbes#digital art#artist of tumblr#nigel colbie fanart#alex forbes fanart#like minds fanart#tom sturridge#eddie redmayne#adrienne lenker#like minds art#forbie
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Hey can we talk about how Dawn literally gave Amanda her first estrogen pill
#trick question! we can talk about it but not without crying#it literally makes me cry#I couldn’t get the whole caption in one screenshot but please read it#also like I was thinking#if Amanda was only there for like 4 weeks and her and Dawn STILL became this close#that’s so crazy I love them#and they love each other#and their polycule means everything to me#anyways regardless of anything this is the most wholesome pure wonderful friendship#like their love runs so deep regardless of any shipping or romance or whatever#they love each other so much they are bff soulmates#and Dawn and AJ gave her her first pills oh I’m gonna start crying again#drag race#rpdr#RuPaul’s drag race#drag race 16#rpdr 16#RuPaul’s drag race 16#Dawn#up until dawn#amandawn#Amanda Tori meating#AJ Jordan#ajjordanphotos
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@riote @mossytrashcan HELP ME HELP MEEEEEE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HE GON GET ME
#SCREAMING CRYING NOT THE GOOD KIND#BRO I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING#AGGH#SLIDING DOWN A WALL HUGGING MY KNESS AND ROCKING BACK AND FORTH#MY LIFE IS RUINED#IT WAS NICE ONWOING Y’ALL I’M GONNA GO DIE NOW#gotta go into witnes protection or something#CALL THE FEDS#WAIT NO HE’S PART AGHHHH
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#i literally feel VIOLENTLY ill at the fact the hospital handled my mum’s passing so badly that her funeral is exactly ONE MONTH after it#i’ll forever be furious and angry and hurt and traumatised by the way they handled it#like A MONTH#it should not be happening this long after#and it’s her birthday on sunday so maybe i’m just feeling ten times worse because of that#but it’s not fair#it’s never gonna be fair#why the FUCK did she get taken from me like this#and then having to be the only one who knew about her funeral plans bc she only told me#and then everybody including my dad tells me how strong i am#IM NOT STRONG!!?!!?!??!?#i’m a girl who needs her mama. i’m just a girl who is so lost and confused and needs her mama#i literally want 2 die#tw death#i turned my tv off and immediately started crying bc i felt like the worst person in the world#did i not love her enough#should i have been better to get#*her#idk i just want her to know i adored her#and i need to hear her voice and get a hug#one of the last things she said to me was ‘i love you more’ well i love you most so how about that#tw grief#i am never getting over losing her#please . feel free to let me rant i just feel like i can’t talk to my dad or family bc like idk .#i always talked to my mum about my emotions and well! that can’t happen anymore lmfao 😭#i just need a place to vent the HELL out of my feelings bc i am not going back to therapy
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I got new headphones and my first instinct was to play thermodynamic lawyer full blast 💥
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Um yeah guess what I’ve rescued yet another newborn kitten.. the fourth !!!!!! in less than a year !!!!
#apparently there are lots of stray cats in my neighborhoods or people who just don’t get their cats fixed //:#found this one near my house and I’m not posting any pictures of it yet because they can be upsetting#it was on the brink of dying yall I started crying it hurt my heart so baddd. no way was I just gonna leave it there#it was so frail and thin. it’s eyes were literally glued shut from an infection#obviously we cleaned it up and have been feeding it kitten milk and putting antibiotic ointment on it’s eyes#it’s doing much better and feels fuller :’))#kittens are so much work and energy but it’s so worth it to help them and see them get better#the other 3 kittens I’ve rescued are now very happy healthy and mischievous cats with owners who Love them#my sister being one of them :)#txt post#nonsims
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Crying about mao mao and how I’m never going to see that incredibly traumatised cat again
#WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THE TAGS BUTTON#WHY DO THEY KEEP CHANGING EVERYTHING#BUT I STILL CANT USE DOUBLE QUOTATIONS MARKS IN MY TAGS#Sorry that was quite unrelated#mao mao was such a good show#the mc literally lived through life having the goofiest time and it was bc he had extreme daddy issues#actually the whole show was so freaking goofy but at the same time the main characters had like the darkest backstories and were mega coping#as a found family#and I loved them so much#why did the capitalists take this from us#not allowed nice things istg#i’m gonna start crying#mao mao heroes of pure heart#mmhoph#mao mao
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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pretty privilege is real because i did my make up just a lil bit and wore a dress n all the sudden everyone was smiling at me
#umm not that i’m complaining i feel like a bunny princess now ^-^#and and and this one lady kept referring to me as bonita i was like ><#‘hola bonita’ I WILL START CRYING RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW#and the lady i went to talk to was so sweet to me too she gave me mom vibes n she was like i just know ur gna do great things#IM GONNA CRY#maybe going out isn’t so bad my social anxiety is literally just my biggest opp
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#am tryin not to cry about this right now. I wonder when it’ll be over#this specifically. the trauma from my parents from being the savior the mediator and I’ve been communicating and trying so hard#and it’s been months and we still need to go to therapy and like everything’s ‘fine’ like I’m gonna be moving to dorms in the fall but#my sis will be stuck here for 4 more years#I don’t wanna start a fight and try and become her legal guardian and like she literally has a plan to run away if stuff gets worse#so like everything’s ‘fine’ a stalemate really and it’s all good if I don’t think about it too hard and it’s whatever sorry#I just want to heal already#(that’s not even touching the trauma having a chronic illness gives and how that’ll never go away lol) and other things#vent sorry#just look at the pic and feel things
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it’s kind of wild that you don’t realize how depressed you were until you start feeling better
#does this make sense to anyone else#i’m like currently coming out of a funk#even my therapist told me the past 6 months is the most depressed she’s ever seen me (i’ve been seeing her weekly for 3+ years)#and literally these past like 2-3 weeks since i put my resignation in at my old job#i have had so much energy and motivation#today i walked both dogs and went on a walk with baby girl after daycare#i went to the local nursery and bought mums & pumpkins#i brought out the interior fall decor from storage and put it around the house#like obv i have extra time bc i have some time off before i start my new job#but like!!!! i haven’t *wanted* to do anything for so long#like i was just completely apathetic#i’m gonna cry thinking about it#but it feels so good to feel like i’m turning a corner#hi if you read this far ilysm i am kissing you on the mouth
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I didn’t go to sculpture again……
#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness#I can’t make myself go there it’s hell idk why I’m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick#and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up#I’m not going to pass if I don’t start going there…….#and I cannot handle repeating a semester#I live in fear#and it doesn’t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful#banging head on the table#I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever#god even if I go there I’m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically I’ll at the#slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it#everyone’s done it already#I will literally cry if anyone talks to me#the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me#and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive#but if I never go I won’t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money#pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just can’t do it I’ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but#I couldn’t do that either I’m just in panic mode instantly#so yeah I’m just venting not asking ppl for solutions 😶✌️ I just don’t want to text my friend again bc I’ve been putting way too much on#them#they do practically everything for me anyway bc I can’t do shit by myself#uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE#I’m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever#ugh I know I’m making things worse by not coming#but I can’t make myself I just cant I’m gonna have an anxiety attack ✌️#no one look at me#I being sensitive and vulnerable here
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We are bulletproof the eternal just came up on shuffle and now I wanna die 😭
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