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#and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive
rapidhighway
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I didn’t go to sculpture again……
#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness
#I can’t make myself go there it’s hell idk why I’m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick
#and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up
#I’m not going to pass if I don’t start going there…….
#and I cannot handle repeating a semester
#I live in fear
#and it doesn’t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful
#banging head on the table
#I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever
#god even if I go there I’m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically I’ll at the
#slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it
#everyone’s done it already
#I will literally cry if anyone talks to me
#the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me
#and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive
#but if I never go I won’t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money
#pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just can’t do it I’ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but
#I couldn’t do that either I’m just in panic mode instantly
#so yeah I’m just venting not asking ppl for solutions 😶✌️ I just don’t want to text my friend again bc I’ve been putting way too much on
#them
#they do practically everything for me anyway bc I can’t do shit by myself
#uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE
#I’m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever
#ugh I know I’m making things worse by not coming
#but I can’t make myself I just cant I’m gonna have an anxiety attack ✌️
#no one look at me
#I being sensitive and vulnerable here
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