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jaxi-the-dragonborn · 6 months ago

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how would you guys feel if I pushed out some donate to adopt adopts? I really really need to get parts for my car so I was thinking a donation of any amount = adopt and over 50$ would get you a full body as well??

#My poor car’s brake rotors are warped #So I kinda need those to be replaced #So how does that sound #The parts I’m looking at would equal like ~400$#I’m doing the labor myself

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hplonesomeart · 7 days ago

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I’m getting so antsy about finishing this—Oh how I long for the day I’ll be able to share the full thing in motion. Alas that day never comes because I keep making it increasingly more complicated for myself to get done lol. Maybe give it another month

#GRAGARAGRAGAR clawing at my walls screaming shouting begging for some divine spirit to make me work faster #I work on this thing minimum three hours every single day #every. single. day. this TV is the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing I see before bed #do you even realize how far I’ll go for him? how many days I labor away just so I can appease him?#like I swear if Puzzles rejects me after this I’m done for /j #I DO ALL THIS FOR HIM AND WHAT DOES HE DO FOR ME!??#he gives me the happy and the creative drive yipeee could never hate him :3 #our dynamic is complex you couldn’t understand it /j #he’s driving me to the brink of insanity this is my love letter to Puzzles #see not even my tags make sense anymore it’s like i’m writing a scrambled riddle I don’t even know lol #anyways I’m so damn proud of all the scenes I’ve finished. I desperately wish I could share them #how immensely fulfilled I feel by working on this #I see something come to life and I feel energized. I feel like doing more. What’s better is there’s no pressure on when to finish :)#I really feel like I’m putting myself first after a long while of worrying over others. Finally this is made for me #(oh yea and the rest of Puzzle fans lol)#I love every ounce of this project and I hope you will too #hplonesome art #update #animation screenshots #WIP puzzle animation #mr. puzzles smg4 animation update

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1moreoffkeyanthem · 8 months ago

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Ya know what I’m just gonna go ahead and say that I’m headcanoning Toolshed as ambidextrous. Not necessarily Stan, but Toolshed.

#is this bc I myself am equally bad with both hands and am putting together a raised garden bed? yes #don’t worry we’re going slow and I’m not being forced to do manual labor #my mom just gave me a list of things I CAN do if I’m feeling strong enough and need a distraction #anyway enough about the personal lore it just made me think of Toolshed #south park #lmm voice: look at my son #Toolshed #TFBW #headcanons

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lolacouldnotcareless · 1 month ago

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i’ve been unemployed for not even two weeks yet, been sick for the past week and spent five of those nailed to my bed because i have the constitution of a victorian maiden, and i’ve already had enough

#i’m bored!!!!! out of my mind!!!!!!!!!#bored bored bored!!!!!!#i do in fact dream of labor. of doing anything at all really #of leaving the house to do something really #my sanity is holding to one (1) string: a bread baking class this thursday #would love to go on a walk but guess who is still sick!!!!!!!!!!!#i’m going to shoot myself that’s it that’s what will get me -> being overly dramatic don’t worry

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whentherewerebicycles · 2 years ago

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in my dream job era

#I could not love it more #it’s just the perfect blend #of types of work #today I was in back to back meetings but all of them were useful and engaging and energizing #tomorrow more meetings #where I get to do a lot of asking questions and thinking with people to identify issues and articulate priorities #and solve problems #and then like most of the rest of the week will just be like #doing sustained thinking & strategizing & research #to figure out how to flesh out and implement the ideas we generated #it’s just perfect!!!!!!!!#the thing I have learned about myself professionally is like #I just love and thrive on and NEED a ton of people contact #especially the kind where you’re working on a project together #but I also really need quiet no interruptions thinking time where I can shut off email/teams/whatever #and just like #synthesize… reflect… research… consolidate… experiment… reflect some more #anyway every time I see that meme that’s like ‘I have no dream job I do not dream of labor’#I’m like CANNOT relate #I was a creature made to work #but like #work that is deeply fulfilling and values aligned and pushes you to constantly be learning #etc etc etc #anyway… THRIVING #what a relief after 10 months of being like maybe I’ll never use my brain again

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seventh-district · 1 year ago

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it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!

#Seven.txt #my face #i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post #i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this #hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom #anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨#the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good #so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh #and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans #we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good #okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more-#-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee #now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :)#man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually #uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life #its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete #even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it!#if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it #fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good #in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that #i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies #like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out…#anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!!#after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again #but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is #so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go-#Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo!#i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!)#anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part #for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)

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zippityzap · 9 months ago

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i absolutely do not have the time to do it but i’d love one day to redo the Sonic themed tarot deck i made. I had great concepts but my art has improved quite a bit since i made it

alternatively it would also be a great zine/collaboration idea; 78 or so artists are assigned a card each and draw their own Sonic version of it

#although maybe it’s a bit redundant with the official Amy’s fortune card deck being released soon #i have that preordered and i’m looking forward to it arriving #actually have you guys ever tried to buy tarot decks? they’re pretty expensive #which is completely understandable: having drawn just the major arcana myself i know it’s a huge creative labor that deserves compensation #it does end up being an expensive thing to have a collection of. the one tarot i do own i got heavily discounted at £8

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touchmycoat · 2 years ago

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Coworker: so how are you going to compile all the tests?

Me: what do you mean?

Coworker: I mean like, do you have all the tests?

Me: sure, I know what tests we’ve done.

Coworker: and you’re going to put them on a list?

Me: yeah.

Coworker: nice, that’s what I thought.

Me: ??????

#personal #the context is #we’re supposed to be on the same level in the same team #working on the same stuff at the same rate #but she definitely does not #she cannot spearhead any creative problem-solving #which is 80% of the work we do #and even the gruntwork sometimes doesn’t get done in a timely manner #*I* did all these tests #I ran them and the manager asked for a centralized list #I was like sure in the chat #and cue this conversation four hours later #all my emotional labor is spent on my reactions to her fjbdjsndn #on one hand I’m so fucking mad on mad on mad cause she always does this #chime in at the very end of me handling everything with a ‘nice’#butting in for a little bit of the credit that she does not deserve #on the other hand I’m like be patient #she means no harm #and on a big ethical scale I am not interested in demanding labor from her #BUT IM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND HATE EXPLAINING MYSELF ON SUCH A RUDIMENTARY LEVEL #literaly what else would compile mean #She’s only asking bc she has no idea what’s going on at ALL #and every time she asks she just reminds me how far behind she is #ugh anyways #work is exhausting enough as it is without her #actually it might be 50% her

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comfycozycrossfox · 1 year ago

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i don’t think i’ll ever fully understand how typical friendship is supposed to work

#what’s the normal level of codependency #is my random questions about mental illness and trauma weird or just like normal bonding #is my expectation for how often i want to talk too high #what are you generally just not supposed to share with people #i know that the answer to all of this is generally that these are rules you make up together #it’s based on the individual relationship #how do i start that conversation so i know?#how bizarre is it to say ‘hey can we review/set boundaries’#what do i do if they think that that’s weird? or somehow emotional labor? just off myself???#i’m SO autistic i just. like i #my friends are relationships are more important to me than anything else #i don’t want to accidentally annoy or bother people fucking ever #and i just want the FUCKING RULESSS #welcome to redd’s autism hour

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professionaljester · 1 month ago

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coming home from work like: I should kill myself

#abc shut it #vent #UGH it’s so hard to see a future for myself at all #all i’m good for is physical labor and doing things for others and even then i can’t do it right #i can’t do anything right

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russersprouts · 4 months ago

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I dunno I’m just saying it doesn’t seem normal to be so stressed about work that you regularly have anxiety attacks at night in bed thinking about how much customers and your coworkers hate you

#I do not dream of labor #but I have nowhere else to go #I don’t have any monetizable skills so I’m stuck in minimum wage forever until I kill myself (soon 🤞)

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opiotes-thoughtvomit · 9 months ago

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*jake kohn voice* what the hell is all this therapy for if I can’t STOP BEING MENTALLY ILL

#I’m fr this time if I’m not asleep by 1:30 im killing myself I am not doing hard labor tomorrow on 3 hours of sleep.

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17timesananus · 10 months ago

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guys. She made me. ME. a handblown glass weed jar. With a perfect little cork. And beautiful swatches of blue. Me. She made me this. ME. just because. She wanted to. ME?????

#chit chats #oh fuck it boys #how is this real #I really have no words #it’s beautiful #and I know she was careful and spent time on it and thought of me and wanted to make me something #like that’s my love language. point blank #you made me something? you used your labor to create something for me?#I’m done I’m cooked #like I don’t even know what to do with myself #and I was also thinking about making her this vest I saw #and now I’m like oh fucking yeah I am #like you’ve opened up a door and now I am going to bring you trinkets like a Raven

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cool-and-caustic · 10 months ago

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Whenever I start wallowing or self victimizing I imagine my grandmas or mom using that Mom of Color Voice™ like ‘get up and keep going you have shit to do’ and that helps so much. Not explaining it well but if you know you know. Also idk how to say this without it sounding fucked up (I swear I don’t mean this like I’m finding inspiration in other ppl suffering 😭) but thinking about ppl who are suffering way more than I am and still have hope it’s like. Okay if they have hope and push through I literally HAVE to have hope too. Like you are required to keep going and being the best version of yourself you can be and doing what you can to help others. Idk it’s actually very comforting?

#whenever I start wallowing unnecessarily I feel like a little emo cishet white teenage boy #and sometimes that enough to snap me out of it lol but #idk I don’t mean this in like a ‘omg this disabled child did backbreaking labor to pay their medical bills how motivational’ kind of way #I just see other ppl pushing through and I’m like.... yeah okay they are doing it I can most definitely do it too #and also like... I don’t want to see other ppl suffering more than me having more hope than me #doing all the heavy lifting? I want to help and have hope too? not just for myself

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fleshprisonbabe · 11 months ago

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do i call out from work for a personal day bc im losing my mind or do i power cope and go in

#it a short shift that i work mostly alone #but i don’t have social battery today #i can’t imagine having to do the labor of smiling and nodding and eye contact and #yeah i think i’m calling out #i literally work tomorrow too so idk i’ll just be like hehe i was sick ;((#feel better now :))#i get so stressed calling out bc the awkwardness of letting down committeemen t #they bank on people like me who care more than needed bc wtf #you’re allowed to call out from things obviously not everytime but like??#would they rather i no show and then act like what happened was so bad i was pulled away from my phone #im communicating i can’t come sorry ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#this is all to make myself feel better #i am calling out #yapping

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jinwoosbabyboo · 13 days ago

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Just read your telling the LADS Men you're pregnant hcs and AAAA I loved it so muchhh. the boys r so silly. SOOO May I request LADS men when reader goes into labour when they're away? Sorry I just love chaos 🤭

The Baby is Coming!

Giving your lads man a call when you're going into labor while he's not with you. A/N: Hey nonnie I bet you thought I forgot about this request huh? I didn't sorry I took so long to finish it. Love you 🩵

Zayne

Calling Zaynes' office

Zayne: Dr. Zayne speaking Tara: It’s coming Zayne: What’s coming?

Fumbling noises from you snatching the phone from Tara

MC: Your big headed child Zayne my water just broke

Loud clattering noises on Zaynes' end

Zayne: I’m on my way home now MC: Tara is bringing me to the hospital just stay there Zayne: Right right … I'll report to labor and delivery MC: *groans in pain* Zayne: How bad is the pain MC: I’ll punch you in the nuts so you can experience it firsthand Zayne: I’ll let that one slide because I know it’s the contractions talking

Rafayel

MC: The twins are coming Rafayel: WHAT!? MC: YEA! Rafayel: They’re 3 weeks early MC: No shit sherlock *groans in pain* Rafayel: Tell them I said stop hurting mommy MC: Mommy is gonna curb stomp daddy if he isn’t here within the next 5 minutes Rafayel: Don’t worry your savior is on the way MC: You’re not funny hurry up Rafayel: Can’t you just cross your legs? MC: Nvm I’ll drive myself Rafayel: Okay okay I’m sorry I’m just freaking out MC: I have not one but two crotch goblins trying to rip me in half I need you to lock in or so help me God I will fry you up and serve you with a side of fries and extra tartar sauce you hear me? Rafayel: Yes ma’am

Xavier

Xavier: I have everything ready to read to your tummy tonight MC: You’ll be reading to our son instead Xavier: What do you mean? MC: My water broke while I was at Philos Xavier: Why are you there? MC: I was picking out the flowers I want in my hospital room *groans in pain* Xavier: I’m coming don't worry MC: You coming is what caused all of this but it's fine Jeremiah is driving me to the hospital now Xavier: ……does he drive better than me? MC: Xav please don’t piss me off right now……. Xavier: Right heading there now MC: Make sure you bring the baby bag Xavier: I have it ... unlike Jeremiah MC: NOT NOW!

Sylus

Sylus: I'm getting a distress call from Mephisto what's wrong? MC: The baby is coming Sylus: Is this another case of Braxton Hicks? MC: No its a case of amniotic fluid all over the damn kitchen floor Sylus: I'm on my way don’t move MC: *groaning in pain* I can barely do anything right now Sylus: Remember the breathing techniques MC: This is all your fault Sylus: I know Princess you can squeeze my hand as hard as you want MC: I’m gonna break it Sylus: Good luck with that MC: What did you just say? Sylus: I said I’m sure of that

Caleb

MC: Hey dumbass your big headed child is trying to tear me in two Caleb: Aww are they kicking too hard? MC: Caleb….. Caleb: Don’t tell me MC: Yes my water broke Caleb: Okay don’t worry I’m on my way stay on the phone with me MC: Gideon is already driving me to the hospital meet us there Caleb: ….. MC: You there? Caleb: Is he driving safe? MC: CALEB! Caleb: Right on my way! Uh real quick did you grab the baby bag? MC: Yes Caleb: Do you remember the breathing techniques? MC: Yes Caleb: Did you- MC: STOP WITH THE TWENTY ONE QUESTIONS BEFORE I HANG UP Caleb: Alright I'm done but just so you know you can scream at me all you want I don't mind MC: *Hangs up*

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