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I fucking hate medication side effects like I’m taking half a 25mg pill for now the third night in a row it shouldn’t make me dizzy as fuck I’m not even taking that much of it it’ll really be upsetting when I graduate up to the full one and it still doesn’t make me that drowsy
#and if I get more brain fog on top of the migraine brain fog I’ve dealt with for since October#I’ll start killing#it’s a migraine preventative and anticonvulsant#if this doesn’t work and I try something else I can get a monthly injection#I’m currently having um#30 migraine days a month#so I need something to work#otherwise I’ll be getting my sorry medicated ass on disability#cause I can’t work#or talk without stumbling over my words and saying stupid shit instead of the right word that I can’t think of#if I wasn’t young I’d think I had dementia
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cut out the middleman and just draw reigen as the Wall of Flesh from terraria
yeah ok I’ll bite. Close enough welcome back wall of flesh!!!!!
#tw horror#tw body horror#tw gore#tw. Um. What the hell else#tw flesh#I GUESS??#btw the implication that mob did this isn’t intentional HE DIDNT GUYS DONT WORRY#Ok well do worry. Because Reigen is. Compromised. But mobs fine#probably.#idk. I’m tempted to “flesh” this idea out (BADUM-TSH)#Anyway.#mp100#cowardly draws#reigen arataka#mob psycho 100#arataka reigen#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo#ask to tag#I used to watch terraria lets plays all the time as a kid bc I didn’t have the game#except now it’s too complicated for my little brain (guy who has 84 mods downloaded onto Minecraft currently)
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There’s something about s1 and pre-s1 je that just gets me, y’know? Part of it might just be that I want to chew on those power dynamics, sure. But there’s also the juxtaposition of what Jon knows and what we know. Best if it’s from Jon’s PoV I think, where the biggest concerns are whether this is why he got the archivist job and how he can hide this relationship from his coworkers. Where the weight of their future looms large, impossible to ignore yet somehow background noise. And maybe there’ll be that moment when Jon makes a little observation or Elias says one of those little in-jokes and you get a glimpse of everything that waits for them both. Their inevitable fate waiting for both of them.
#jonelias#i’m gonna be honest so much of this is like. vibes. idk#i hope this makes some sense tho#there’s something about their s1 and pre-s1 dynamic that i’m WEAK for#i had more things to say but i forgot them. um. i’m taking je writing requests i guess?????#idk these two have a deathgrip on my brain right now even though jon//sasha is my most belovedest ever#(don’t wanna bother my fellow js enjoyers by putting a non js post in their tags lol. also not maintagging)#(currently working n a beach. this is irrelevant to the post but i’m happy about the beach i’m on#and i wanted to say something about that. anyway goodnight)
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Made this alchemy themed hat using a pattern by picnicpalace on ig!! Im sick of Etsy but don’t know where else to list stuff so im just doing it myself! Dm me to buy this bad boy for $100 including shipping :)
#or if u have a good alternative 2 Etsy I could try out lmkkkk I’m sick of their asses#also if there’s anything currently on my Etsy that u want dm me 2 but it directly from me n I’ll give u a lil discount!#jestercore#goblincore#corvidcore#my art#my wares#um yeah 👍
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So what are your Fate yuri rarepairs?
Thank you so much for asking!!! I treat fate women like immensely complicate barbie dolls i can roll around in my mind until they slot together in ways that make the deeply ill recovering catholic lesbian in me squeal so you may or may not notice some general themes, I’ll be including hcs and fic ideas in here because my brainrot is terrible rn so have fun with this:
Dobrynya Nikitich x Morgan Le Fay
Now this is largely due to the fact that i noticed similarities in them (white haired mothers that are more than they seem and definitely not who they seem with fucked up daughters that have pink hair and pent up rage) and admittedly I’m not in Tungsuka sanctuary so I don’t have a vantage point on Dobrynya’s personality like at all outside of adorable fanart but they seem like they’d be cute. They’re one of those couples that would largely only exist in au’s where Dobrynya runs the daycare that Morgan drops Baobhan at or something. And the entire story is just Baobhan being terrorized while Dobrynya and Morgan make out in the background.
Okita Souji x Nitocris
That moment when you (living vessel for your brother’s vengeance who immediately committed suicide upon fulfilling your goal due to perceiving the cold embrace of death as warmer than the cruel clutches of your fellow man) come across another girl (a hollow mockery of a human being born and bred to slaughter without a care who relates better to broken bones, sinew, and blood than she does to living beings and can kill her friends at a simple order)and link up (have intense homoerotic discussions about death dying and purpose) over tea and wine (cups of literal blood) and fuck nasty (memento memori style)
Olga Marie Animusphere x Ereshkigal
If you haven’t read Afterlife by nd7878 and you have any form of attachment to Olga or Ereshkigal or see the similarities between the two please read it, it’s amazing and I love it so much it fulfills my Olga Marie cravings very well. Anyways i think these two are cute, like super cute like insanely cute and I’d like to imagine Olga would bring out the more forward and irritable side of Ereshkigal and the two would clash in a way that’s still friendly. I dunno she’d make eresh more lively and make Olga feel more loved. I really love afterlife, please read it.
Jeanne D’ Arc x Barghest
I just think the idea of a woman who already sees herself as an offering, offering herself up to a worthy warrior who desperately wishes to stop destroying things she loves to be incredibly interesting. Especially because in my mind Jeanne would probably have little issue with letting Barghest eat her regularly as long as she recovers decently enough. They’re interesting i have fic ideas for them i think Jeanne would enjoy being devoured gruesomely. The knowledge of having a set place for your body to go rather than being burned and desecrated just to be tossed into the river and washed away. I am far too invested in Jeanne D’ Arc. A part of me thinks she would enjoy having something resembling a proper corpse since she was torched to ash and thrown into a river rather than properly being laid to rest. I have vivid images of their entire routine can you tell u have been plagued by yuri visions for far too long?
Baobhan Sith x Galatea
You know how popular girls in hs always have that one girl that isn’t popular or important or really much of anything to a majority of the student body that they don’t play about? Yeah that’s Galatea to her. They hit it off over sculpting because Baobhan has a general affinity for art that includes her love of fashion and eventually they become friends which is incredibly strange to Baobhan because she is deeply unused to being cared for and loved by anyone that isn’t her mother and even then the way she goes about it is very much not like her mother (it’s okay Morgan you tried sweetie). I just think it would be nice to see Galatea slowly help Baobhan build a healthy relationship with love, loving and being loved. They’d be cute. I also think Galatea would find having her blood sucked to be an interesting experience considering she probably finds the fact she has blood to be quite novel.
Merlin (Prototype) x Morgan Le Fay
With benefits. I don’t know what to call their relationship so they’re just with benefits. Morgan would just vent out her frustration on her while Merlin just takes it because why the hell not, being half-succubus has its perks. Additionally, she’d rely on Merlin to have a few moments of complete thoughtlessness and freedom from the stress and general fuckery of Faerie Britain by just allowing herself to fall for the effects of her beauty. Honestly it’s more so method of relaxation for Morgan then a genuine relationship but I think it’s interesting. They probably have insane conversations about the world that usually end in Morgan forcing her to shut up because she says something she doesn’t want to hear but isn’t untrue. Occasionally in moments of weakness Merlin will ask Morgan if she wants her to take her away to Avalon and leave this place for the faeries she hates so much, and Morgan will always refuse dispute herself.
#there are more#many more#by my brain is currently knee deep in Jeanne/Barghest bloody yuri so I can’t think of them#I hope you enjoyed these as much as I enjoy being plagued by visions of them#fgo#fate grand order#baobhan sith#barghest#morgan le fay#dobrynya nikitich#jeanne d'arc#okita souji#nitocris#galatea#um are there more#olga marie animusphere#omg I’m so sorry for forgetting you pookie#I have delivered the Yuri#merlin (prototype)
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Hiii, I’m currently revamping some of our old pride animal designs :-] i’ll post the LGBTNRD soon! Lots of animals to draw
#i finished this guy but I guess it would be more interesting to post as a set#Call it Gen 2 I guess lol#or Gen 5 to be more accurate#No the canvases wont be similar sizes so. sorry#anyway this is Aro Axolotl :-]#nextbis Lesbian Frog. but if you guys want to see Lesbian Snake i can do that first and Frog in the future#After that is Bisexual Cat (unless you want a squirrel)#Gay Dikdik. Transgender Otter. Rainbow Giraffe. and then Nonbinary Cat#And lastly the Disability Pride Zebra yayyy#sorry if this means that requests might not come back for a while#we just have a big backlog of pride animals to go through now!#the most we’ll probably consider is if its a flag we haven’t done yet or if its too popular of a demand to make a new animal#as for the Lesbian flags i’m really excited to start because. um. the current designs are using the old flag and i dont like that#Started with the aro axolotl bc it was one of the most popular designs we ever had#ebonytailsart#pride animals#also the LGBTNRD is a joke . please
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gotten by the d gray man manga, which i caught up to for the first time since i last read it in 2016, and its cast of angry stupid gay people. perhaps i am writing fanfiction again. or perhaps i am looking for a job, who is to say
#the#gelmo#i believe that’s my yapping tag#me when i keep up with the times#unfortunately in classic emo fashion. elmo sorry#i have arrived terribly late to the party. my characters of choice are also um. well#i’ve been a link and allen kinda guy since the start…… although i think allen and kansa have smth compelling too#really at this point i think link allen and kanda all together. ‘you’re stupid. i like that in a man’ type beat#we will see#i also do need to make money….. <3 <3 < 3#i also need to stop being sick which i currently am#etc etc#got a little gap before i fly back for a short term job in philly in the fall#so i’m going to yap like a motherfucker!!!!!#yahoo#missing you all
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#out of fox#so um.#I’m safe#but I think I’m starting to collapse into another level of nervous breakdown#I am currently without my medications because.#I can’t fucking do anything I guess#so I’m sort of. falling apart haha#working on getting medicated#but it’s slow going and I’m doing Bad in the meantime#I’m sorry if I start getting weird and emotional and crazy#I think something changed in my brain after having COVID#because I’m especially useless these days#L + no bitches + concussive brain damage + long Covid cognitive decline#+ prolonged substance abuse + burnout#lmao look at the state of my brain dawg im gonna have dementia at 45
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#I am so like ???? at my current living situation lol?#straight up ask my partner to tickle me#no#um ok can you like trace your hand on my arms or my back#barely does for a few seconds#can we cuddle#no you can lay near me#like???? how does this bitch live?#don’t get into relationships and be financially dependent kids#I’m bout to start having sessions again and being more open on here because like this is some insane shit#personal#ignore me#I’m just like#how#I’ve explained by the fucking skin of my teeth repeatedly that I need physical touch and interaction and that is my love language and#that being tickled is more important to me than literally anything like fuck food fuck sex fuck everything that isnt being tickled AHDHFJGJ#I didn’t explain it that intensely but like#yeah#ranting in the tags#goodbye#somehow we got here and three years have gone by and I’m like ?? what did I just spend my time doing lmfao#yucky real life things
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i need new friends
#not even in a ‘my current friends suck’ way cos they don’t#but i need new energy in my life. in the ppl i spend time with#i’m in an echo chamber of emotionally stunted haters and i’m too socially entwined w my best friend and it feels. Um. how you say. not good#also all my close ppl have burned me to varying degrees in the last few months so that’s the other thing… i’m kinda mad at everyone#but i can’t fucking talk to any of them cos in every situation me expressing my feelings makes the problem worse (::::(:(: story of my life
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#so um. hi. happy 2024 everyone#i haven’t posted / rbed anything in about a year and a half#no specific reason i guess? idk?#but i’ve still been on here all the damn time#anyway i’m going to try to start using this the way i used to so my likes are less clogged#i’m doing okay. i have gerbils now (wheat and rye; the bread brothers)#i’ve racked up about 625 hrs in splat3#i’m still trying to find a new job but i’m at peace with the current one#that’s the important stuff i think. okay#about me i guess
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Have a great day/night. That's all, no anon either because I ain't no coward.
thank you! you too!
#it’s currently day and i’m about to have music school#and um. be so normal. during it. because nothing has happened to me#…..#………..#cramswering
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can anybody help a g*rl out and drop the bit tour merch prices??
#silv’s back on her bs#bears in trees#because currently my plan is to buy All of it and idk. I don’t think that’s my best plan.#also they accept cash right bc I do Not have a us card#also is it weird if I pull up w like. A 100 bill. Would that be too weird bc that’s the only us bill I have. And I’m too scared to go to#the bank and get it converted#which would probably be better and safer#but um anyways#i am probably over sharing and none of that was necessary um#anyways anyone whose already been to their concert already I am so jealous of you and please please please let me know
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been watching this jumanji movie (that does NOT have my friends alan and sarah and peter and judy in it. btw.) and like. why is every character like fine and even likeable but what’s his name played by chris rock is the most irritating man on the planet. am i supposed to like this asshole. am i supposed to forgive him by the end of the movie after i’m sure he’ll have like saved the others lives and realized he’s being a dick or whatever. i won’t. this is asshole behavior being exhibited rn and i can barely stand him tbh.
#like um so let me get this straight. you’re mad at your ex best friend because he did your homework but accidentally used a line from his ow#own assignment and you got caught for plagiarism. when you plagiarized. so you could play football.#would it not have been easier to write your own essay and ask him to edit it.#and you’re also mad because you think he’s annoying and this is his fault and you are perfect. is that right do i have the situation right.#i fucking hate him a little actually currently.#whatever i’m reading
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Oh I forgot to post this! I posted it elsewhere but not on Tumblr. I made Klee from felt! She took a couple days but it was fun. I’m working on some slimes right now. I have most of their bodies done, it’s just the details I need to finish up.
Here’s her back & side btw. I even added her little Dodoco ❤️
#not sure if I’m going to make any more characters b/c a lot of them are complicated#I think I decided that YaoYao didn’t seem too difficult#but if I do that I kind of also want to make Baizhu and Qiqi#to have a whole set#since YaoYao is Qiqi’s buddy. and I love Qiqi she’s just so adorable#poor kid she tries her best. i’m proud of her!#in other felt videogame news I am also working on Prompto from FFXV. his head is all I need to finish#also Ferdinand from FE 3H and Pandreo from FE Engage#um if anyone has any ideas for more felt videogame characters I’d love to hear them#all of them will be under consideration first just b/c I’ve only been doing this a few months so some may be too hard for me rn#I’m currently considering making Leon from RE and Sean from RDR2 though#I WANT to make Sylvain from FE 3H but I’m scared he seems complicated#how do I convey the layers in the armor?? it’ll all just be a gray blob!!#animals and creatures are easier that people characters but I have made like 3 people so far#so I can do it. just some. especially characters in fantasy settings like genshin and FE are more complex in their design#genshin impact#felt friends#genshin impact klee
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me constantly humming under my breath at all times for the last week: when this boy meets wooorld boy meeets woorld
#love this show love this show so much currently vibrating with excitement just thinking about it#do neurotypical people ever feel like this. this could literally drive me insane (in a good way)#you know what I’m pinning this. I’ll unpin it when the madness ceases and I am capable of enjoying things a normal amount again#boy meets world#claire.txt#um april 24 update might have to unpin this. been spending too much time watching 7 year old until dawn playthroughs recently#still watching an abnormal amount of bmw but it no longer consumes all of my thoughts
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