#I’m clinging on for dear life
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Reason #248 why I haven’t written anything in forever:
Also, I’m playing Nightbringer - and having to start over and invest in cards so I can keep up with the lessons is a real time-sink for someone who doesn’t have much of anything for free time to speak of. The kid doesn’t even let me play THAT as much as I should, never mind the OG game on top of it.
#I’m clinging on for dear life#i love her more than life itself#but she’s a goddamn menace#girl just give me an hour plz#I wanna write dumb fanfiction#also sleep would be great#motherhood#adulting#survival mode#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me fanfiction#fanfiction#between the realms#obey me cayrie#cayrie
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dean is the type of guy to take you out on a movie date except the movie is a surprise and you think you're about to watch something romantic but he actually got u tickets for the most disgusting vomit inducing gory horror movie of the decade just to mess with you if you're squeamish.... and he thinks it's hilarious
first date with this cute guy and he buys you a big bucket of warm, buttery popcorn and some choc tops, and you’ve got your 3D glasses on, and you turn to him because you just can’t help but wonder—and he hums when you start with a “hey dean?” that ventures towards the inevitable question; “what movie are we watching?”
“don’t you worry, honey bunny.” he grins easily, reaches out for the cool bottle of lemonade besides your seat, in the cup holder furthest from him; “i picked out something that’ll be fun for the both of us.” it’s strange, considering he has his own drink, and there’s only one straw in yours, but all you’re thinking about is how lucky you are that such a considerate guy likes you. <3
you settle down when the lights dim and the excited murmur in the cinema quells to a nervous sort of silence. anticipation, maybe. dean reaches out to squeeze your hand when the film starts, and you’re glad he chooses not to let it go when the title flashes across the screen in big red letters.
EVIL DEAD RISE
#truly nothing better than when a cute guy wants to watch /spoiler/ someone’s limbs being shredded off by a cheese grater with you 🩷🩷#and whereas you’re clinging to him for dear life because ‘oh my god is that her brain?????’#he’s just like ‘haha lol intestines look kinda funny when they’re not in your body. :3 wait… d’ya think they’re still INtestines???’#‘i’m going to shove this bottle in your body if you don’t shut up.’#dean#ring ring
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He’s so silly 😇😇😇 also I wish my art programme (Flipaclip) had better features (a blending tool)….Also ignore my awful cursive 😋😋
#clinging onto Kim’s arm for dear life. I love him#GAH I cant draw I cant even think I’m crying#disco elysium#harry du bois#harrier du bois#kim kitsuragi#harrykim#kimharry
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I don’t care if he is the King of Hell, he is smol :>
This. I have never heard anything more correct in my life.
I mean.
Look at him.
Look at how smol!
#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#i love luci#tumblr sexyman#apple daddy#duck lord#short king#lucifer#lucifer morningstar#so smol#itty bitty#this specific shot will never not be absolutely hilarious to me#LOOK AT HOW TINYYYY#GRRR!#I could squish his wittle cheeks#(even tho I think he’s like an inch taller than me#maybe the same height#I’m like right around the 5’1-5’2 mark#so u know#I am CLINGING to the cast approximating he’s around 5’2 for DEAR LIFE!#do you KNOW how fantastic it is to think that me and this GOOBER are the same size?
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saw a picture of this post last night and thought of kim so i made this in a tiredness driven haze
#enjoy#i was clinging to consciousness for dear life#i’m committed to my craft#the craft of thinking about kim kitsuragi#i tried posting it yesterday but it wouldn’t let me so here it is now#disco elyisum#disco elysium memes#kim kitsuragi#sunrise parabellum
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can we start making technology with buttons again pretty please
#tablet.talks#do companies think we just don’t get joy and whimsy out of clicking buttons and switching switches?#do they know how much people love keyboards??? do they know how much people love computer mice?? dO THEY NOT KNOW THE WHIMSY OF IT ALL#i’m clinging onto dear life with my ‘old’ tech bc i just actually cant stand the new designs of anything#how do you see people building custom keyboards and decorating their headphones and go ‘ok take it all away now’#‘its for watching stuff! bigger screens’ i still hate it xoxo
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sometimes i feel guilty for not really contributing to fandom much anymore (at least like… the canon side of things). season 2 rly changed me and i’ve been playing in my little sandbox ever since 😭
#i know it’s silly to feel guilty but i also can’t help it#and my AU is my ultimate safe space rn so i’m clinging onto it for dear life
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Matpat retired, Ghosts is over, MCU is falling apart, Winds of Winter probably never coming, exams approaching… life threw me onto the pavement and sent five steamrollers to go over me
#I am CLINGING to Shane Ryan and Steven for dear life at this point#I’m trying to think of things to look forward to and it’s getting more and more difficult#does this mean I’m an adult now#sorry for the sad post y’all I just needed to express my feels somewhere#matpat#bbc ghosts
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No, that’s not a raccoon freshly flung from a trash can, it’s my beautiful, haunted, unwelcome detective girlfriend Clementine Maidstone.
#hfth#hfth spoilers#hfth s4#clinging to her for dear life#that meme that’s like. I don’t know what any of this is and I’m fucking scared
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Omg that seven minutes in heaven fic was so good!😩 if ur not already working on it, i’d love a sequel to that with eddie doing something to please the reader. If that’s already being written…
I would love eddie and the reader getting high and eddie touches reader’s boobs before she gives him a bj and he fingers her? Idk do whatever u feel like doing tbh but i just figured i’d give u some ideas bc ur requests were open! Thank u! :)
thank you so much!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
that’s actually crazy, did u hack my drafts or something??¿¿?
little sneak peek at p2 bc it’s like you read my mind😭
#don’t you worry#he was always going to be able to fulfill his wish🙏🏼#hope it suffices#i’m gonna try n write some more tonight but this cold is still clinging on for dear life
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i feel like i’ve made tumblr user gregmarriage, my whole personality, but i honestly don’t know who the hell i am otherwise
#god forbid if i ever did change my url i don’t know what it would even be#i AM gregmarriage#i’m too attached bruh#like my succ hyperfixation ebbs and flows#it’s been like two (!!!) years nearly and it’s not fully faded away#like just when i think it’s dead it’s back with a vengeance#but like even if i ever lost the hyperfixation i’d still love her dearly#it’s just my brain won’t let go and it’s clinging on for dear life#and isn’t open to the idea of something new#but maybe it’s time?#god actually sickens me to think about it#idk my biggest problem is i need a hyperfixation but half the time my brain won’t even let me engage with succ#so finding a new one that i can engage with is like next to impossible#my brain is mush#feed it to a baby#it would be more fucking useful#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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“Nobody told me I’d be seeing UV breasts when I signed up for this shift” — sentences I didn’t think I’d be saying yet here we are
#for a show that was 90% bare flesh there was a lot of eye strain#there was one lady on the pole who nearly gave me a heart attack#listen my last shift had someone slice their face open so.#I did walk out thinking ‘hm maybe I SHOULD get back into drag’#I admit the only times I’ve been on a pole myself I was clinging for dear sweet life#‘just keep your core tight and let go!’ ‘mmmmmmNO’#I jumped and had to cover my eyes when she did a split drop#when the fire sticks came out I was just on the edge of my seat with terror#ended up having to open the doors early anyways bc there’s no ventilation and the smoke filled the theatre so fast people were coughing#very very badly. yet the alarms didn’t off?? comforting! :’)#bless some of the performers tho it’s such a health and safety nightmare and I’m also trying to stop people taking pics and running around#picking up glasses and bottles and trash. some of them were quite sweet and I was clearly spread too thin#the fire really did just put me on edge omg. I smell like fuel and I wasn’t even close to the stage lol#at intermission one of them (trying to sell me his tassels) said ‘well I hope you enjoy the 2nd act better!’#I enjoyed act 1 fine. fear + arrousal don’t often mix in my life. it’s just the accidents form I was worried about not the 15 bare bums#did stop for chips waiting for the bus. to clear out the smoke in my lungs lol
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me with my sims a year ago: yessssss feel those pregnancy symptoms! Hahahahha it’s for the STORY, the GAME!
me now: oh my god im so sorry I ever wanted that for you… oh dear. oh no. pls forgive me 😔
#me clinging to my one wfh day a week to dear life bc it means I can set up shop by the toilet and not wear a bra#can’t wait til I’m just the cute kinda expecting and not the suffering kind#pregnancy tw#listen I don’t have Twitter now to share my inane thoughts with
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i’m so deeply in mourning right now, i quite literally can’t cope with this deep sadness i’m feeling right now
#god oh god#i really didn’t think i would grow so attached to this show#what i thought would be a difficult and painful process ended up being the greatest most entlightening experience of my life#i bet i could scroll back and find the posts i made complaining about my feelings and my anxiety about the whole situation#i walked into this fearing i would leave without making any impression and i’ve been truly blessed with the experience of a lifetime#i’ve been so incredibly blessed i can’t believe how lucky i am#and now i’m left feeling so profoundly sad and heartbroken that it’s over#i’ve been clinging on to this show for dear life these last three weeks#and now that it’s over idk what to do with myself#like i’m starting a new show this week and it’s not even giving me time to mourn the loss of this show#i’m so so so sad
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actively hilarious how bad the internet is at responding to ocd reassurance-seeking
#best possible response i’ve seen is ‘ignore the other people things may or may not be fine’#prime directive ass condition#I JUST DO THE GENIUS THING AND TRY TO FIND *OTHER* PEOPLE SEEKING OUT REASSURANCE THEYRE ACTUALLY GAY AND GET MY ENDORPHINS SECONDHAND LOLLL#not really. but just the endorphins part. doesn’t make me feel better still do it bc something something seeking out commonality#when my brains screaming at me that i’m a liar clinging to a shrinking demographic or some crap lol#i can argue all i want with myself but the infinite unknowability of the cosmos and mankinds beautiful capacity to defy the labels i actuall#actually like very much why thank you will always get in my way. who the hell knows i could have a stroke tomorrow#no use arguing with an unknowable predestined future right haha#emphasis on unknowable. the whole point id that one CANT know. assurance is for stupid babies real women cling to their conceptual coffins#amidst the churning chaos screaming for dear life and ENJOY it#AKA NOT DOING SO HOT TONIGHT LOL
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No! Please I can be that person I want to be that person! Why can’t you see me as that role? I can be any role I put my mind to…especially if it’s something you want. You are the key to my happiness…I swear by it…I will keep my purity for you because I know you’re the only one for me…but it’s hard because I desired the same…even if it’s too late I still want you…please run to me…you have my heart too…how can I be happy without you…my inner most mind and heart cries out for you…I love you…I can I be that person…please…I can fill that void…please…you’re in my mind and thoughts every minute…I worry about you…is there hope…how can I remain pure…when…at the least…I’ll try to better…like I said…even though it is painfully suffering to be without you…I will take it day by day…
#it hurts so much#im gonna break#but I feel like you’re giving me hope…#and I’ll cling on to it for dear life…#god why did things have to be this way#is it true whatever will be will be…#will time heal…#I’ll keep pure…#even if my mind breaks…and heart aches…#I’ll be here…maybe not the same…but here…#I’ll work on myself..#I’m hurting…
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