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deactivateddsstuff · 3 months ago

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No! Please I can be that person I want to be that person! Why can’t you see me as that role? I can be any role I put my mind to…especially if it’s something you want. You are the key to my happiness…I swear by it…I will keep my purity for you because I know you’re the only one for me…but it’s hard because I desired the same…even if it’s too late I still want you…please run to me…you have my heart too…how can I be happy without you…my inner most mind and heart cries out for you…I love you…I can I be that person…please…I can fill that void…please…you’re in my mind and thoughts every minute…I worry about you…is there hope…how can I remain pure…when…at the least…I’ll try to better…like I said…even though it is painfully suffering to be without you…I will take it day by day…

#it hurts so much #im gonna break #but I feel like you’re giving me hope…#and I’ll cling on to it for dear life…#god why did things have to be this way #is it true whatever will be will be…#will time heal…#I’ll keep pure…#even if my mind breaks…and heart aches…#I’ll be here…maybe not the same…but here…#I’ll work on myself..#I’m hurting…

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doctorsiren · 2 months ago

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The books reveal that Ford is actually a secret partier

(Available as a print on my Etsy Shop)

(wips under cut)

#doctorsiren #gravity falls #the book of bill #billford #journal 3 #stanford pines #bill cipher #jheselbraum the unswerving #gravity falls fanart #digital art #my art #procreate #RAHH MY LOVE FOR MAKING MIDCENTURY-STYLE ART AT TIMES CAME IN SUPER HANDY #I think I surprised myself here 😳#(also don’t take this as shipping him and Jhes 😭💀 that’s his space fish mom 😁)#in the book of bill. obviously he and bill get drunk that time #and then in the 3rd journal #it says that after Jhes told him he had the face of the man who would defeat bill (meaning stanley lmao)#he ‘was so excited’ that he and Jhes ‘spent the entire night partying and drinking cosmic sand’#it’s funny bc Jhes is described as speaking with a steely resolve and is very calm #so it’s silly to me to picture her partying haha #I might make this one a print as well bc I really love how it looks #I’ll print it out tomorrow and decide if it’ll work well enough :) if it does I’ll put it on my shop #😭 the bill…his thumb is backwards BUT THATS NOT MY FAULT THATS LITERALLY HOW IT IS IN THE BOOK OF BILL PAGE THAT I REFERENCEDTHIS FROM WAHH #he can do whatever he wants ig

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stuckinapril · 10 months ago

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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ducktracy · 4 months ago

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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

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aria-greenhoodie · 3 months ago

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I fucking HATE them.

Click for Quality!

#they make me want to kill things with my teeth and hands #also more of my human bill design you will see more of him #I’m probably gonna get the book of bill tomorrow so I’ll soon start being abnormal about its contents too #aria draws #digital art #digital drawing #fanart #gravity falls #bill cipher #stanford pines #human bill cipher #billford #bill x ford #I love toxic (soon to be old man) yaoi #I need to eat drywall I need to slam my head into a wall #nest time I’m at work I’m crawling into that trash compactor just to relieve myself of the illness #they’re in my fucking head I need to kill them both #toxic yaoi #yayyyyy

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arcanegifs · 3 months ago

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300 likes on this post and i will post another gifset of caitlyn’s boobas 😌

#i have in fact not gifed all her 🧁🧁 scenes oops #thats right everyone yall have to work hard for caitlyn’s big naturals #i dont think it’ll reach 300 soon anyways #i’ll be mostly away for a few days but stuff are queued so the blog isnt ded #good luck arcane tumblr #and if it doesnt reach 300 likes...... well.... i'll just have it all for myself :)))))#500 ppl liked the first 🧁🧁 gifset so i think this is doable lmao #personal tag #arcane

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hollytree33 · 5 months ago

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“Not much farther now.”

Wanted to try my hand at a mock screenshot study of Shivana! This is of the night before she reached the Temple of Sacred Ashes, before a much longer journey begins (she did not dress for the weather)

#might make a little series of these as I feel like working on them #yes she did lug that hart all the way from the free marches to the conclave #they are inseparable your honor #if anything he lugged her #been thinking a lot about her leaving for the first time since she became a part of clan Lavellan #how it was the first time she was really alone her whole life #and how she’s never going back home again but she doesn’t know that yet #anyway!#my art #shivana lavellan #dragon age #dai #dragon age inquisition #dragon age fanart #lavellan #I love harts because they have little bunny rabbit noses #you could say #it endeers me to them #I’ll see myself out

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fizzytoo · 1 month ago

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#cw pregnancy #ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #postcard: gen4 #art’s a style influencer. in my head he works for a successful magazine in sanmy #as of right now he’s doing whatever he can remotely but he’ll have to go back to his place eventually #which is something they haven’t really talked about #he wants to be able to relocate to the del sol branch (which to me is like a 45min drive from chestnut ridge)#changed art’s tattoos. i’ll probably change them again bc i realized how don’t like the red as much. so mind your business if he gets #different tattoos again 🫵🏽😡#i’ve also been thinking if art is short for something. if i’m playing and he’s doing something i don’t want him to i find myself calling him #out his government name 😭 which is arthur to me #sim: karlee kamealoha #art by bonneblah

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caycanteven · 9 months ago

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He likes what he sees. 🫵

Husbone appreciation in the midst of my busyness.

#my art #sans #sans au #undertale au #caycantdoodle #underfell sans #fell sans #Red #underfell #husbone #my beloved #I wanna snuggle him so much #give him kisses #just a wee sketch #haven’t been able to draw anything for myself lately #I’m working hard on commissions #I’m having fun tho dw #miss y’all sm lovelies 🫶❤️ promise I’ll do good stuff soon #wanna do redraws of headcannon designs

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angelcake10023 · 2 months ago

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Older Tang Reference Sheet for the Expedition AU ❤️

Since I’ve been teasing it in other drawings I thought I’d finish up and post his ref for you all lol

This is him 15 years after the events of the Curious MK plot, bringing us to about 41 years old and the start of the main series

For those who have been asking about the “cracks” on his face, they aren’t cracks per se but lightning-like scars he’s gained from occasionally overusing his powers. Just a fun little headcanon I threw in there as well as a few others : 3

#curious mk #curious george au #expedition au #lmk #lmk au #lmk tang #lmk fanart #my art #reference sheet #character sheet #lego monkie kid #lmk freenoodles #I rushed his hair on the side and back so I’m noticing they’re not completely right #but they get the idea a cross #to make it clear again this is him during the new canon of the show #so like the pilot and onward and such #I’m also working on older MK cause I couldn’t help myself #I’ll come back to Pigsy don’t worry

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shhroomer · 1 month ago

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I love this orange airpod

#GRRR THE CUTENESS AGGRESSION I HAVE FOR HIM #I love kenny sm you guys you dont understand…………#I would die for him but that would be unnecessary considering the whole immortality thing #AND APPARENTLY OCTOBER IS KENNY'S FAVORITE MONTH TOO??? SO IN A WAY THIS IS A GIFT FOR HIM!!!!! (im insane)#he’s my favorite boy ever im so happy i finished this #one more to go!!#also the different hair lengths is not a mistake i just think hed rock every single hair length #THE URGE TO GIVE HIM THE PURPLE EYES TOO..... i restrained myself the blue eyes felt too right on him #oh but his mysterion/princess kenny is 100% having purple eyes though dont ask me how that works #can you also guess who gave him the pink band aid (hint: its karen)#did I mention that I love kenny #the things I have to say about him would be so long the tags would turn into an essay so I’ll just stop it here #kenny mccormick #south park #south park fanart #sp kenny #shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park #artists on tumblr

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sqwdkllr · 9 months ago

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Thinking of them again

Better version <-

#Philza #missasinfonia #pissa #wip #rough designs #its for a comic #well #multiple comics and stuff like that #<3 #feel like the designs are missing something but I’ll work on it as I go #fought myself to post this or not BUT SCREW IT WE BALL #my doodle

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sweetandglovelyart · 2 months ago

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Another Kirby OC Ask Game!

Thought I’d make another one of these since everyone liked the first one so much! Here are some more Kirby OC asks. You can send a number or an emoji, whichever is easier.

1. 🎶: What is a song that you associate with your OC, and why do you associate it with them?

2. 🗣️: Does your OC speak more than one language? If they do, what languages do they speak and how did they learn them?

3. 🪐: Has your OC ever left their home planet? If so, what other planets have they visited?

4. 💖: Has your OC met Kirby? If they have, what is their relationship with him like?

5. 📚: What kinds of books would your OC like to read? Do they have a favorite genre?

6. 💼: Does your OC have a job? If they do, what is their job and do they enjoy it?

7. 🧙‍♂️: If your OC had armor and a weapon themed after them for Super Kirby Clash, which of the roles (Sword Hero, Hammer Lord, Doctor Healmore, or Beam Mage) would the armor and weapon be for and what would it look like?

8. 🦄: Is your OC the only one of their kind, or are there others like them?

9. 🪞: Does your OC have a mirror counterpart? If so, what is their mirror counterpart like?

10. 🫂: Is your OC a forgiving person, or do they tend to hold grudges?

11. 🐾: If there was a Forgotten Land copy ability upgrade themed after your OC, which ability would it be for? What would the hat for it look like and how would it upgrade the base ability?

12. 😢: Is your OC open with their emotions, or do they tend to keep their feelings bottled up inside?

13. 😱: What is one thing that your OC is afraid of, and why are they afraid of it?

14. 💍: Does your OC wear any jewelry? If so, is there any significant meaning behind their jewelry?

15. 🫶: Are there any canon characters that your OC ships/that your OC thinks would be a good couple? If so, has your OC ever tried to play matchmaker and set these characters up?

16. 📺: If the anime got a reboot or if there was another Kirby TV show, do you have any ideas for episodes that your OC could appear in? What would the plot be and what role would your OC play?

17. 🪦: Has your OC lost any family members/friends/anyone else that they were close to?

18. 🎬: Are there any characters from any cartoons/TV shows/movies/games/other media that remind you of your OC or that helped inspire you to make your OC? If so, what qualities do they share with your OC?

19. 💫: What is your OC’s favorite place to visit on Popstar?

20. 🥀: What is your OC’s favorite kind of flower/plant?

21. ⏳: How old is your OC? If they don’t have a specific numerical age, feel free to just give an age range instead (child, teen, young adult, older adult, etc.)

22. 👻: Has your OC ever been possessed or mind controlled? If yes, how did it happen?

23. 👊: What would a boss fight against your OC look like? What attacks would they use and why would they be fighting Kirby?

24. 😴: If your OC could pick one of the Star Allies Dream Friends to go on an adventure with them, who would they pick and why?

25. ⭐️: If your OC could pick a final weapon from any game to use (such as the Star Rod, Crystal Gun, Triple Star Cane, etc.) which one would they choose and why?

#text post #ask games #Kirby #Kirby OC #I made another one of these I hope everyone likes it #feel free to send me more asks for my OCs if I get any tonight I’ll answer them tomorrow #I’d really appreciate the distraction I have to fly for a work trip tomorrow and I’m a nervous flyer lmao #please send me asks so I have something to do to distract myself on the plane

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stuckinapril · 10 months ago

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I will entrench myself in literature this year no matter what the fuck it takes

#forgot how euphoric it felt to just be seen by a piece of writing #I’m excusing myself for last year bc I was having the busiest semester of my life & then traveled shortly after #so I didn’t make reading a priority #but no more. i have to consume more this year. it makes me feel so good whenever I’m down in the dumps #it’ll be hard in tandem w all the other shit I’m juggling but I’ll make it work #I’ll make it a priority for my mental health lol #just like I have to pop my vitamin pills every day I have to READ MORE to STAY SANE #teen me consumed so many books & i wanna go back to that. full on literature girl for 2024 #p

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alitteraladhdmess · 1 year ago

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sometimes