#I’m bad at competing
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wish my brain was studied whenever I play multiplayers
#gaming#gamers#text#playstation#ps5#psn#especially apex … the way that game is perfectly addictive enough to keep you coming back for more but also keeps you wanting to quit 4eva#I’m bad at competing#sometimes bad at losing but generally just wanting everyone to be nice/have fun lol#toxic players genuinely ruin my day/gaming experience#got so fed up earlier after one complaint from another teammate I just left 🫡#then another time I defended myself cos some guy got annoyed I ran off .. cos yall stole all the loot I was going for!?!#sweaty as hell#apex#apex legends#idk if finding a team/clan would help either#everytime I come back most things have changed at least twice since I last played#can’t keep up but am annoyingly determined to try#it’s the type of gameplay + guns I can’t get used to … some maps too
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The news has reached me that there are canon female custodes, and that the reactions have been mmm well, mixed. I don’t play custodes on tabletop but i do love the faction, and i think it’s an interesting and harmless little addition to the setting. Somewhere in the mists of time some custodes put his genhanced transhuman mind to work and asked himself “What if instead of just taking boy babies for the Full Genome Restructuring Into An Exalted Demigod…what if we took all the babies.” Now we have the Golden Roughly Twenty Thousand, double the protection for the Emperor😌
#my stuff#wh40k#warhammer 40k#also a lot of ppl were bitching about how this disrespects the sisters of silence#like first of all SoS are exclusively 1:1billion mutants with the blank gene you can’t just grab anyone#and they’re already sharing recruit pool with the Culexus Temple#but also don’t pretend you suddenly care about SoS or SoB when you’re just trying to pit bad bitches against each other#there’s no in-universe reason custodes can’t be women and you will not die because of it#like i’m willing to swallow all-male marines bc it’s explicitly a monastic (all male) knight inspired order#but for custodes it’s just grabbing babies to uplift into heroic champions to guard the emperor#no one with eyes can tell me seeing the stormcast lady kick the shit out of skaven didn’t do something for you#same deal with female custodes. their competency is not in question and it’s also kinda hot as a bonus
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This is SUCH a cunty outfit I’m sorry. I think Till might have to kill Luka to beat this look 😭
The rings?? The open back?? The plunging neckline?? Luka’s taking it and I hate to say that.
#the belt alone is so insane#the tank top and cargo pants just can’t compete i fear#urak hates till so bad i’m actually crying about it#alien stage#alnst#alien stage luka#alnst luka#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#ivanttakethis talks too much
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I feel like I have read all the good fanfics on ao3 for ghostsoap 😭😭 in times like this I hate being so picky with what I read and all the other fanfics that catch my attention are not finished and I refuse to read until they are done because I’m not patient at all so I’m left with nothing 😭😭😭 and finding good fics is so difficult on ao3 like I usually get what I read from recommendations, snooping into my fav authors bookmarks and pure luck
Anyway if someone has good fanfics please lmk I’m open to anything but recently I’ve been craving some mission focused fic or something like that with found family (I’m a sucker for gaz price ghost soap laswell ale and rudy together) and a happy ending because the I absolutely adore angst as long as there’s a happy ending 😭😭😭😭
#cod modern warfare#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghostsoap#soapghost#kyle gaz garrick#john price#kate laswell#alejandro vargas#rodolfo parra#fanfic#I just need an interesting fic I’m not asking for much please#except it needs a happy ending#lots of fluff and angst#a lovely major character injury#a fluffy hospital scene#banter over comms#found family#badass fights#john price being a dad#soap being competent and a demolition menace#I NEED A FIC WHERE SOAP IS DOING SOMETHING DEMOLITION RELATED AND IS BADASS#not a want but a need#and ofc gaz and soap being little shits together#my man ghost being a scary but caring friend to all the 141 + vaqueros#ghost down bad for soap#soap down bad for ghost#MY MOTHER KATE LASWELL MOTHERING#did I mention fluff?#and angst
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Finnick and morphling girl after dragging Peeta through the games:💀💀
Katniss after dragging Peeta through the games:😏👩🍼
#I know he was a lot more competent in the books you don’t have to tell me about it#I just think it’s funny how many bad situations he gets himself into#I like to imagine Katniss during the second games watching him do something stupid and going “oh yeah I’m going to have his children”#thg#the hunger games#thg catching fire#peeta mellark#finnick odair#katniss everdeen#everlark#the morphlings#uh yeah everlark#katniss x peeta#catching fire#thg mockingjay#better than the movies
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Echo is such a deeply good person and my heart is literally bursting thinking about it
#the bad batch#tbb echo#echo bad batch#i have so many feelings#he’s just so kind and loyal#he’s headstrong and stubborn#he cares so much#and he’s competent#also he’s precious#I’m just gonna wax poetic about echo
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sometimes you have bad mental health days and then sometimes you decide to rewatch Voltron: Legendary Defenders
#I know it gets bad later down the line. I was there. I was in the trenches since season 2#but god I forgot how fun the first season is#I’m trying not to get too attached because I can’t go through the heartbreak of watching this show go downhill again#it’s kinda like the frog in the pot thing#Voltron#Vld#sophi rambles#also dw guys im doing much better now#Anyways Hunk is my favorite character he’s so funny and they do him so dirty all of the time#STOP REDUCING HIM TO A FAT JOKE. MY BOY IS ON HIS WAY TO GETTING A PHD#HES JUST AS COMPETENT AS EVERYONE ELSE#Growing up is relating less and less to lance and more and more to hunk#Anyways I have a whole idea for a rewrite if anyone cares#Also also hot take Keith isn’t even that emo he’s just autistic and everyone keeps misreading him
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((my very distraught Avanine recap))
When people have a connection like this, ain’t a thing you can do to stop it! Even Ava couldn’t stop that.
Ava, sweetie, I am so, so sorry. It’s too la—. Janine and Gregory has happened!
Ava wears purple a lot and that color represents part of the LGBTQ+ community so I’m gonna tentatively say she is a part of the rainbow!
Janine has a cardboard cutout of Allen Iverson, who Ava dated. She didn’t get a cardboard cutout of any other 76er (I mean Allen is the most famous Sixer of all time) but she doesn’t have one of Andre who Ava is/was dating. I feel she got this post Ava revealing this. She pays attention.
Janine brought her cousin to her party for Ava — obviously to be a distraction and to keep her out of her hair for the night. Is it because she knew she’d maybe be distracted by Ava and didn’t want that to happen? Ava saying “we’re like sisters”…so we’ve gone from friends-acquaintances and now “sisters”. We took a L, Avanites.
((now for the real))
Ava noticed Janine and Gregory’s chemistry while she was dancing with the cousin and physically attempted to position her body between that and was extremely vexed about it! And before she did that, she gave such a glaring stare to Janine when she noticed something was happening beside her. Her hyper-awareness & sensors for Janine is unmatched! [Ava gave Gregory a livid look]. And to say, Ava was very much preoccupied with Janine’s cousin and paying zero attention to Janine until this happened.
It was kinda funny seeing how unbothered Janine and Gregory were with Ava shooting eye lasers their way! And then it crushed my feelings because the ball was rolling from that moment onward.
So Ava obviously HAS feelings for Janine and it hasn’t stopped. So they want us to know that (or to remember if some forgot or thinks that Ava has stopped liking Janine just because we all witnessed the snail-paced progression of her and Gregory eventually becoming a thing).
Ava is probably going to be unbearable towards Janine and Gregory come next season now that they’re together unless Ava amps it up higher and flirts harder with Janine out of frustration OR they’ll have her the complete opposite, which would be awesome, and make her sad and despondent and lovesick with the new couple and she’ll be less picky towards them both which will shock Janine because she’s expecting Ava to tease her more than before.
WRITERS, what are y’all doing to us?!?! They wanted us to know Ava has feelings (still has) for Janine because why would y’all have Ava be so visibly bothered with Janine’s moment with Gregory?? (Then they zoomed in on Ava realizing what’s going on). Why have Janine dance right beside Ava too when this happened? But then have Janine bring her boy cousin specifically for Ava AND make Ava declare “we’re like sisters”? Unless this “sisters” statement was purely under the guise of Ava just being instantly excited for an attractive guy and it was sheer surface-level. Conflicting, testing, twisting and unreadable Ava+Janine story arc.
Ava seemed so dejected. Like the rug was pulled from underneath her. And while it’s very charismatic to see her unravel when it comes to Janine because she’s longing for something with her and is that attached and interested, I’m also sad for her because it’s yet something else that’s disappointed her as far as relationships are concerned. It doesn’t seem like she’s had much success with relationships.
I get it…Avanites will simply have to suffer till the end of Abbott time with their unrequited love! I feel queasy lol!
I think I set myself up way too high with my Avanine delusions and now look at me…I’m all undone about them being done (when it is clear they weren’t ever). I blame all the Tumblr Avanites for pushing me here - jk! Y’all are awesome! We’re awesome!
All is fair in the world of delusions.
#avanine#avanites#abbott elementary#janine teagues#ava coleman#quinta brunson#janelle james#the writers are playing with us#making this seem like a love triangle#help#run-ons because my thoughts came quick#ava looked at gregory like dang imma have to compete with this next level of y’all#i don’t know how i’ll act next season with janine being gregory’s girl#i feel bad for ava#let me go re-read some fanfics#and find new ones of avanine#i’m torn w/ gregory+janine or ava+janine#she’s jelly gregory stole her woman
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flirting by making everything a competition paired with me being bad at like everything
#🔪 - mello talks too much#”you are so fucked i am so good at this”#*loses every sort of activity*#mini golf bowling any sort of video game any sort of sport any sort of thing u have to like compete#i’m bad at#LAMOAOAA#A
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Got my first meeting with a psychiatrist in over a year since the last one demanded details about trauma when I was visibly sweating and shaking! Let’s hope today goes much better and that I have the prefrontal cortex online enough to leave if necessary instead of tolerating that kind of thing again
#note to everyone: if you say ‘I experienced xyz’ to a medical professional#on your FIRST VISIT#they are NOT supposed to require further and further details before moving the conversation along#they should take you at your word and realize that’s not the important part#the important part is hearing what symptoms you have had for how long and how they impact your daily life#so they can help you#NO ONE needs the details unless you choose to share them on your own time#and if someone is pressing you for things you’re not ready to talk about#LEAVE!!!! get up and LEAVE#i know that now#personal#this isn’t about sleep I’ve been going downhill in certain areas for weeks and haven’t gotten the boat to turn around#so I’m asking to start back on meds BEFORE things get really bad#i was planning to wait for the fall#but I’m struggling so much and I shouldn’t have to be#so. SSRI and asking about nonstimulant ADHD meds it is#the good thing is that while my self worth and competency and anxiety are in the toilet again#Im at least not feeling depressed and I’m not having all the sleep trouble I used to or the void feeling#my PTSD symptom improvement is still there it’s just anxiety and ADHD kicking my ASS
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Dick and huntress crack down on a meth lab and dick bemoans criminals constant need to quip back at them. Dick and huntress walk out with the job done and bitch at each other (Outsiders Vol.3 #12)
#dick grayson#nightwing#helena bertinelli#outsiders#Roy Harper#dick and Roy#bitchy dick#competent dick#I’m glad his contempt for criminals talking back has lasted the test of time#I’m convinced it’s because he’s a little embarrassed at how he used to talk as Robin#and fed up because he was 100 times funnier than these guys on a bad day#dc#THE WAY HE CAUGHT THE BITTLE AND JUST PLUCKED THE RAG OUT#their interaction make me miss an old friend of mine#may she burn in hell eternal 💕
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He doesn’t think about these things too hard
He doesn’t think that hard
#I don’t know what to expect after ‘you are here to compete in my compition’ he is just like this#also hi I’m new here#hfjone#one hfj#hfjone liam#hfjone airy#object shows#osc#gijinka? idk I’m bad at tagging I think :p
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I like the mm1/powered up characters a normal amount (lying)
#my art :)#please don’t tag as ship#trying to redesign charas while also not looking at refs#becuz I’m just epic like that#gutsman gathers all his little siblings for the Titanic Noogie™️#soon he’ll be powerful enough to noogie all of them…#except fireman I guess lol#the human!time man is so bad I was just trying to test how he’d look with afropuffs#timeman asks light to add platform soles to his feet to make him taller but he still can’t compete with oilman#this is canon now#he can’t reach anything in the chronos institute‼️flashman keeps putting stuff up high to mess with him‼️‼️#fireman is a sad cowboy cuz I never draw him </3#megaman#mega man#timeman#oilman#gutsman#elecman#cutman#iceman#rock mm#roll megaman#rockman#copy robot#Megaman?#idk how to tag these characters names some people spell it with spaces and others don’t aoughhhh#digital art#Megaman 1#mm1#megaman powered up
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ExFed has scheduled me for 6 days a week when I am supposed to be 5. If they don’t fix it, they will learn that I don’t give a shit about this job and will call out on my 6th day until they fire me.
#just got off and saw the schedule and I’m kind of pissed about it#the level of competency seems pretty damn low so far#the actual work isn’t bad though#personal
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I think the reason “Ride the Cyclone and Cats are kind of the same musical” bothers me so much is because that argument almost always uses the “the Jellicle Ball is a competition and everyone who sings a song wants to be the Choice” interpretation of Cats which, while I 100% accept it as one of many valid interpretations, is a reading of the show I dislike with a passion
#cats the musical#it makes me feel Bad Religion Feelings#usually thinking about the Everlasting Cat and the Jellicles as a religious group makes me happy#but this interpretation of what the Jellicle Choice *is* and *means* just makes me uncomfortable#I kind of think it has a hint of suicidal ideation#like ‘I’m willing to throw away the rest of my life for a new life that I will then also be throwing away just to be The Choice’#it’s like they want to be the choice simply *to be the choice*#they don’t need any motivation they just want to be picked as The Best Cat#no matter what they might lose in the process#but that is also based on *my* interpretation that most cats don’t keep any memories#gay little ramblings#the man over there#this warrants that tag cause I basically only see people outside the fandom make this comparison#the Jellicle Choice in my mind is a guarantee that you’ll be reborn *specifically* as a Jellicle - but all cats are reborn 9 times#they just might not be a member of the Jellicle Clowder in their next life#it’s a reassurance that there will be people who are there for you on the other side#that why I only see Griz and Gus as ‘competing’ (though I really don’t see it as a competition at all)#Grizabella doesn’t have anyone now and Gus might not have anyone much longer#for everyone else it feels like they want to be the choice Just Because#and that feels a bit cult-y#‘we want the religious reward because we’re supposed to want it’#and as much as I love the ‘the Jellicles are a death cult’ jokes (I don’t)#I really feels like it has uncomfortable implications for the Jellicle as a family#as a community
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https://www.tumblr.com/hotvampireadjacent/731711141796085760
Is Kaiju Tegu ok? People get so bad with Tegu care
I’ve never cared for tegu so I don’t have enough information to comment on if something is or is not safe for them other than “please don’t leave groceries where your reptiles can reach them because reptiles don’t always choose edible to reptiles items” since that’s just a general rule of keeping any animal free-roaming in your home.
I haven’t kept up with that blog since they decided to tone police me in a very rude and condescending comment so I don’t really have much to say on the person or the lizard here.
#From what I remember about them they seemed competent with animal care though#so since I don’t know enough about the species I’m going to assume the best#regardless of my personal distaste for them due to old beef that wasn’t that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things#I don’t think it was their intention but saying this sort of thing to someone with a cluster b comes off#well#not great#because as it turns out I do have difficulty not engaging or having exaggerated responses#because I have don’t ignore and have an exaggerated response to things disorder (paraphrased)#so anyway while I don’t want any further drama with this person and am not going to assume they’re bad at animals I know very little about#I am still quite cross about this despite it being over a year ago lol#It sounds like a petty grudge to most people I’m sure but I really don’t care what other people think about#my feelings towards a person#especially when they aren’t feelings I voice unprompted
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