#I’m actually dying inside
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marvelomadness06 · 2 years ago
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I’m on a No-Fic ban till after my GCSEs and it’s making me want to drown myself in a lake.
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j0celynh0rr0r · 5 months ago
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Is it?
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lilas · 1 year ago
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extremely attracted to him rn
BONUS:
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unhealthy-obessions · 6 months ago
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Fun fact:Jest knew he was going to die!! <3
Everyone knew that if they went through the door the prophecy might come true. Cath went through to save Mary Ann but she told Jest to stay, so it wouldn’t come to pass. Just in case the sister’s rambling wasn’t just stuff and nonsense.
And yet he followed after her to help her, to keep her safe, to protect her. He knew what would happen and yet he followed afterwards. If he didn’t know, he guessed at it. He knew or had an idea of what would happen when he stepped through the door.
He knowingly died for her before he was ever killed. He really was dead all along.
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swordmaid · 2 months ago
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thinking about how profound it must’ve been for shri’iia when she first received scratch’s ball (woman who has never gotten anything for free in her life ever)
#shri’iia’s relationship with scratch and owlbear cub is that she has only gotten those two for a day and a half and if anything happens to#them she’s gonna kill everyone and herself (she means it)#which is so funny to me bc I usually go for the intimidate options with scratch like she just makes him heel or drop the ball immediately#so she just seems like she doesn’t like the dog but inside she’s like ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 sobbing pissing herself the dog is so cute#shri’iia watching scratch roll on his back like a wiggling worm and she looks like she’s smiling menacingly and plotting#bc the lack of eyebrows + eye tattoo that looks like devil horns + insanely bright red eyes makes her look sinister#but she’s actually dying inside bc she finds him so cute. she will forgive how he drools on her and everything#also post oath breaking when she’s knee deep in denial I do imagine that he tries to console her w how dogs can sense ur distress and all#that. that’s why she gets attached to him 😭 she hasn’t had anyone console her before 😭#owlbear cub too… sobs she does love her babies but she’s doesn’t express it often she just doesn’t know how#but I do hc that those two are always bound to curl up w shri’iia when she’s in her trance. like when she’s laying down they’re like it’s#free real estate. then this 5 ft woman gets covered by a massive dog and her owlbear cub 🥰🥰#must be so sad for her to find out after the game that the owlbear cub and scratch left#she’s like im NOT upset btw 😭 tears running down her face astarion is like darling what mascara do u use mine isnt that dramatic#then epilogue when she sees them again and she has to give them up to shadowheart 💔💔💔💔#she’s like. clenched fist im so fucking happy for you I’m so serious
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xchoxix · 1 year ago
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GUYS GUYS GUYS WAKE YOUR ASSES UP NOW
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I KNOW YALL SEE THAT CAUSE I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE
ION WANNA ASUME ANYTHING BUT BAE.. WHY YOU HOLDING HER HAND AND WHY SHE HAS HER HEAD TURNED🤨🤨🤨
OUUU GIRL QUIT PLAYIN WITH US RIGHT NOW
IF YOUR HAPPY IM HAPPY, BUT NOT REALLY CAUSE ITS NOT ME BUT STILL GIRL YOU DO YOU AND KEEP DOING YOU🙏🙏😭
I HOPE YALL TREAT EACHOTHER GOOD😭😭
WE LOVE YOU TISH🫶🫶
Im dying on then inside🫶
@s0lam3y @mal-urameshi @neptoons1998 @pocketsizedpanther @imjusthere2readbruv @imnotb
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floral-hex · 10 months ago
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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shima-draws · 1 year ago
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Currently feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, hope you all are faring better than me lol
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wolfsbaneandthistle · 11 months ago
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Omg hi Ms. Hán! Could you please explain the meaning behind your color palette? Your pants have an orange hue so why do you only have a little patch of blue- hello? Hello? Did you hang up on me-
Hán Huì Qún is one of the two medical officers on The Little Bird, as well as one of the two humans onboard. Hán is from Beijing, working as an emergency physician there for most of her life. She wound up volunteering for a deep-space exploration program, and now she’s living quite a ways from home. She received her xenobiology training on the space station The Lord Acknowledged before being hired for The Little Bird.
She’s very good friends with her fellow medic Ankiusk, and her and Cereza know each other fairly well. Despite this, Hán tries to keep some distance with the crew. She doesn’t want her to get attached and let that interfere with her work.
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And her alternative outfits! She tends towards pants and short-sleeved shirts, preferring to have a lot of mobility as well as have her hands free. Outside of work she doesn’t wear much purple, preferring tans with some blue.
Hán’s medical notes on herself and the original color tests I did her under the cut
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Hán writes all of her own medical notes for the entire crew of The Little Bird. These are meant to be quick notes made during the very first checkup, and she would likely rely on making entirely new notes for consecutive checkups. In canon she’d write these notes in Mandarin, and if they’d ever be translated into English it’d be done by T-132 sometime after the story.
Hán did get a little lazy writing notes on herself, but since no one else is actually supposed to read these ‘quick notes’ it doesn’t matter.
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Colors! I was working on Hán before I even starting with Cereza, so I was figuring out what I wanted the base or “””””neutral””””” color for The Little Bird’s crew to be (it’s purple)
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lavenderjewels · 1 year ago
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saw a comment about how Gojo’s afterlife could’ve actually been a product of his imagination that was his acceptance of death—I never even considered it, although now it feels like an obvious option on the table. Haibara mentioning him butting into Nanami’s death is the only thing I can see going against that, but Gojo knows of their past that affected Nanami his entire life, so it doesn’t debunk it. When Jogo was dying, he spoke of reincarnation with Hanami and Dagon, and that too was vague in how real it was (at least for Hanami and Dagon being there), but was likely Jogo himself accepting his and their ends. A surprisingly similar end to Gojo’s. That interpretation does make everything 10 times sadder though.
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theclaravoyant · 1 year ago
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what if Crowley gets ascended and they wipe his memory and he introduces himself to Aziraphale who is dying inside because he knows Crowley would never have done this if there was literally any other real choice . But Angel!Crowley is all peppy and cute like “hi! I’m Rory. Aurora if you want to be formal about it. Blurgh. Haha! Who are you? 😇”
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comixandco · 11 months ago
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concept: take your kid to work day but you work for The Company
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asadgirlwithaprettymind · 6 months ago
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“the thought of death consumes me, but I am afraid of dying” -m.h
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cloud-makers-make-pollution · 5 months ago
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still not done =D
the empty chairs and empty tables one made me realise that I could have done the full thing of do you hear the people sing instead of a crappy acronym so I may do that one again at some point
my favourites are probably I dreamed a dream and lovely ladies just cause the colours look nice
@pilferingapples I followed your advice for the one day more one thank you so so much for that :D
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shrine2mylife · 9 months ago
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When Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz III said “the kids aren’t alright” he wasn’t kidding. This kid is not alright at all actually.
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simplyghosting · 1 year ago
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~Sometimes I feel I’ve got to *duh duh*~
(bass boost)
RUN AWAY
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