#I’ll reassure you
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Sometimes… sometimes I wonder how someone can look at another person, hear that they’re struggling, and then somehow make it about themselves. Subtle enough that it’s not “who cares, let’s talk about me” but direct enough that the other person has to swallow down anger and frustration as to not escalate the situation
#I’m not feeling great. we all know this yes okay#how does me sharing that my elbow hurts lead to you asking if I can even go to the concert with you if I’m feeling so shitty#what does these two things have to do with each other#also how is that the priority? I paid for my own ticket. I’m not costing anyone else money if I don’t go#also when did I ever say I’m not going??? when did I even as much as hint at it??#because I am going. we’re still going. me being on sick leave isn’t changing that#I need things to look forward to as well. therapist’s order actually#but like. sure. how does my acute stress and burnout affect YOU. and your plans#even if you wrap it in ‘I’m worried about you’ vibes I can still see what you mean#if YOU don’t wanna go that’s fine. just say so. I’ll go without you#if it’s because you’re worried I’ll abandon you just say that#I’ll reassure you#am I rambling because I’m sensitive? yes#misha rants
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thinking so hard about jily in their 6th year friendship era where they’re both crushing hard but under the impression the other isn’t. james tries very hard to Friendship™ his way through this and lily’s like. stealing his glasses and going to all his quidditch practices and inviting him to her and remus’s study sessions for awesome Friendship™ reasons
#jily#james potter#lily evans#because james has been reassuring her for months he doesn’t feel that way anymore and now they can be besties#and she’s like fine i’ll tolerate you (she wants that cookie so effing bad)#the marauders
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you are still responsible for your behavior! hope this helps ✨️💖💞
i didnt say i wasnt! hope this helps 🫶🫶🫶
#personally in that post i was referring to telling someone before committing to be with me that i have bpd and i will be very clingy#and need reassurance constantly. and if they cant handle that they should leave now bc i have bpd and will continue to have it#and when i was clingy and asked for reassurance (shocker!) they told me i was exhausting and annoying and unloveable 🫶#disorders dont necessarily make actions ok. its an explanation. it doesnt make any wrong you’ve done suddenly a-ok#but i can see how it could come across that way in that post.#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder#like i explained to you!! how i would be!! just cut me out in the beginning it wouldve been so much easier#also with bpd. emotional dysregulation is like the thing of all time. i literally cannot control my emotions#ofc if i hurt anyone i’ll apologize and try to make it right bc i was the one who hurt them#but also what did you expect i told you im insane and emotionally unstable 💀#zinniask
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listening to against the kitchen floor and WOW this is EXTREMELY stancest. specifically post-canon and from ford’s guilty pov. goddamn
#stancest#you should know that i’m sorry for being careless with you#lord knows i owe you more than i’m pretty sure i ever could give anybody#so i could hold your hand but keep you at arm’s length#i swear i’m really trying#it just don’t come natural to me to think that you’d want me for me#oh i’m sorry i promise i’m doing my best#i just haven’t learned hiw to be human as you are yet#i still don’t know who you are#i only know i’m still lonely#that morbid sorr where even company can’t cure me#AND THE MORE YOU REASSURE. THE LESS I TRUST.#I KEEP A LOCKET WITH A PICTURE OF THE BACK OF MY HEAD!!!!#I’VE LIVED MORE LIVES THAN ENOUGH I HAVEN’T DIED QUITE AS MUCH#DID I HAVE ANY OF THAT GRAVITY MAYBE YOU’RE QUICKSAND BECAUSE I REALLY COULDN’T TELL HOW DEEP MY FOOTPRINTS WENT#I’M CATATONIC IN YOUR ARMS CEYING HOW DID I CAUSE SO MUCH HARM…#I’M DOWN POUNDING MY HEAD AGAINST THE KITCHEN FLOOR APOLOGIZING FOR MY LIFE AND EVER ENTERINF YOURS#I KNOW *YOU’VE GOT SCARS OF YOUR OWN*#I SWEAR I’M SO FUCKING SORRY I’M NOT A GOOD PERSON I’M BARELY A PERSON AT ALL BUT SOMEDAY I’LL BE PERFECT AND I’LL MAKE UP FOR IT ALL.
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hopefully not violating terms but id like to ask going forward that you not censor words with special characters like you did, since it can make peoples blocked words/tags lists not catch it and thats less than ideal^tm
assuming you came from a place of good intentions but would like this kept in mind if an option
Hey! I’ll answer this one because it’s not actually about the topic.
I always used special characters when using that word as I don’t even want these blog posts to show up as a result when people are searching up the word on tumblr, or even have any of my blog posts linked to the topic. But I can now see why that would be an issue when people just don’t want to see anything about it at all and have the word blocked; apologies for that!
Regardless, I hope that is the last time I ever need to mention that topic on this blog so hopefully it’s the last time I ever mention it at all. So it should not happen again!
#thank you for letting me know but yeah regardless it should be the last time I ever feel a need to address this topic#so hopefully it’s never mentioned again#and I have several asks mentioning this but I don’t want to discuss them in reply posts so I’ll just say it here#unfortunately these asks weren’t trying to make sure I wasn’t secretly a shipper they were trying to debate why I should ship it#that’s all I’ll say; I would have answered if they were the former as I’d want to reassure people I don’t ship it or have any ‘secret’ alts
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Everyday I’m disappointed when I remember we never got Dean carrying Sam. Either Bridal or piggy back but still- Imagine Sam being injured, unconscious or really out of it and Dean just says “fuck it” and picks Sam up and carry hims? Like I know this all comes down to if Jensen even could but I think he could have carried Jared Piggy Back Style- if this moment from VanCon2016 is anything to by…
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#jensen ackles#jared padalecki#j2#padackles#weirdcest#wincest#samdean#deansam#really wish we got an episode where Sam got knocked out#and the monster or whatever is still after them and Dean knows dragging a unconscious Sam would be hard so he decides it’s easier to#carry him and so he picks Sam up even if his back legs and arms protest because Sam is not light and just- makes his getaway with Sam in hia#arms and even better if halfway through Sam kinda wakes up to feeling Dean’s arms around his knees and upper body with his head laying on#Dean’s shoulder- and he processes that they are moving but still to out of it to really do anything#so he snuggles closer to Dean and Dean reassurs him ‘Is okay’ ‘Were almost out of here’ ‘I’ll get you fixed up’ and is just really sweet
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Hi! I was hoping you might be able to help me since you watch a lot of the interviews and stuff with FK.
How much like The Heart Killers novel is the show going to be? Did the author get to read the script and go off of that or was it just the basic plot? I seem to remember them talking about it but I can't find it and I'm genuinely worried.
Hello anon.
So, I’m pretty confident in saying that the THK novel is based on the full screenplay/script rather than vice versa (or just basic plot).
P’Jojo and P’Aof discussed with their friends when they reacted to the pilot trailer - where they mentioned they actually received the idea of the plot (or maybe even a bare script?) 2 years ago. At that time, the plot was more serious 🧐. And both were not keen to pursue it. But within 2 yrs and beyond, they have revise the screenplay to the point where we are at.
After that, they (GMMTV) approached the author to adopt it into a novel (I guess for business and consumerism purposes? To sell as merch). She mentioned in this tweet as well as explain more during the recent BookExpo official launch - where she initially declined to do the adaptation of the screenplay to novel. However, when she received the script and saw Khaotung was one of the main character, she immediately accepted it.
So, if anything - we will need to wonder how much we are seeing on screen will be in the novel (and how much did the author changed/diverted from the screenplay- cause we all know sometimes it may not be exactly the same).
As for how much of the novel we will be seeing on screen? - my guess it’s going to be pretty close but how much we are explicitly going to see them….🫣🫣🫣 (well, I guess there is a reason why the show will be on IQiYI).
I’m going to assume you are asking about the NC scenes (specifically the BDSM, rope-play etc.) because the basic plot of Kant/Style getting close to the brothers to get information won’t change per se - there are already Thai fans on Twitter who spoiled it a little bit that the book is spicy (and I mean SPICY - there is flogging, pain play etc) - I think the word this specific Thai fan said “I need to go bath myself in holy water” 😂 (this fan has kindly been doing English translation for inter-fans and put it up on Wattpad to read). Plus, I’m sure I saw a flogger on Kant’s chest during that unholy scene in the official trailer….
Also, I took a sneak peek of the prologue the fan translated - pretty much Kant description was a dead ringer of our lovely First 🤣 (185cm, dark brown large sparkling eyes)…so, safe to say - the author definitely used the boys and script as the based of her novel adaptation.
04/11/2024
#hope this helps#not sure if it is reassuring you anon#I am just going to take whatever Jojo and the boys give us and enjoy the ride#20th Nov 2024 can’t come soon enough#I will be sleep deprived and won’t be able to do much coherent thought after the show cause it will be 2am my time when I airs lol#but I’ll enjoy it nevertheless#asked and answered#the heart killers#firstkhao#kantbison#stylefadel#jojo Tichakorn
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sometimes i can’t believe i was posting wips every single wednesday and sunday for literal months like who even was that person
#and now i can’t even write a paragraph without taking a month break#or monthS should i say#god why aren’t the words so easy anymore 😫😖#this writers block thing is doing my absolute head in#i get so excited to still be tagged#and then i’m all ☹️ cos i have no words to share back#i have so many wips so may ideas but i am so scattered#i miss writing soooo much#and instead of actually writing#i just think about it#and never get any words down#also we’re like a third of the way thru the new season and that is scaring me#i feel like by the time i can write again or finish a fic i’ll have missed the boat#and everyone will have moved on#or already written the same idea but better#and it’ll be like hey! what’s the point#anyway i’ll try to be reassured by the fact everyone stayed active during an 18 month hiatus#and the more fics the merrier#also feels like i’m trying to make up for lost time#for all the years the show aired and i wasn’t apart of the fandom#i want to enjoy and savour all the moments of the new season with you all#and get out of my own head#but that won’t be tonight 🥲#🌀 hours#don’t mind me being a sook lol#emphasis on the sunday scaries tonight#literally how is it monday again already im going insane 😵💫#d stuff
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i just feel like i gotta reiterate rq how much i love all my followers with “scary” mental illness symptoms, all my cluster b followers with “evil” disorders or whatever other bullshit people call them because i love you. so fucking much like idk if it’s just the autistic sense of justice but i am so fr when i say i love you. all of you. every single one of you. the ones who are getting better but still struggle and the ones who don’t have the energy to get better and the ones who made bad choices in the past and are working to correct them now so it never happens again and the ones who are undiagnosed and the ones who are diagnosed and the ones who had their symptoms used against them and the ones who struggle to find their place and the queer ones and the disabled ones and all the other ones i didn’t name
idk. i just think there needs to be more outward love for cluster b folk. not just “did you know these guys aren’t actually all inherently evil” but more of “you are worthy of love no matter what” because it’s true tbh. and i hope this page can be forever safe for my cluster b followers. i love you a lot. mwah smooch ty for existing
#rambling#idk how to to express my thoughts but like#there’s not enough genuine love for cluster b folk#like i don’t see “i love you ____ i love you ____” posts for them like others#i’m also very tired#but i mean everything i said#you don’t have to be a saint to be worthy of love and attention#I’LL give you love and attention if you can’t get it in a healthy way from anyone else#and i mean that i am so fr#i will boost ur ego i will praise you i will reassure you#dm me or get in my inbox and i will love on you
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i very much enjoy making the actual devil, the literal king of hell, the biggest fucking crybaby ever. like i want this man to burst into tears every time someone says something nice to him (and so that’s exactly what i’m gonna do, sorry it’s the law)
#do you want to know#dywtk#mine#fanfic writing#hazbin fanfic#lucifer is the softest motherfucker in hell and i’ll die on that hill#he can take insults but compliments? no#this man BAWLS when someone gives him even the tiniest reassurance that he’s not the worst thing in existence#very convenient for alastor tbh#what do you mean all i have to do is say ‘you’re pretty’ and he’ll cry#oops now he’s crying#nice
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Your writing is always great, I need you to write something to either making us optimistic about the future of the club or to make us realize how much in deep shit we actually are please 😭
Babe, just browse through my La Liga 2022/2023 tag and mourn with me. 💕
#funnily enough I’d say this: we’ve been in deep shit since FOREVER.#the way Barcelona works (ie deep issues within structure and management) goes back DECADES.#we are spectacularly mismanaged and unprofessional on top of having a victim hood complex.#the environment - whether mediatic or politic - surrounding the club is an utter and disfunctional nightmare.#in every club’s environnement there has existed corruption and favouring friends in positions you want them in#but it is especially the case for this club.#needless to say I am not saying all of fcb’s issues stem solely from itself and no exterior factors have ever influenced it.#a historically left wing club / figure head for a region/independentism movement / opposing centralism which controls the league/refs etc.#however as culers we tend to majorly - and rightfully - highlight the latest part without ever daring to question our precious multimil club#both factors (internal and external) have to be taken into account to understand ‘the deep shit’.#that said now. as I’ve said this *is not new*. we’ve had those issues for DECADES and yet this club became what it is today.#we’ve reached highest of highs and lowest of lows while dealing with aforementioned factors.#so my very tired take this evening is to chill out; nothing we can do but watch unfold.#perhaps once again La Masia youngsters and lucky choices of coach will drag us up. perhaps new political president conflict still battling#over cruyff’s heritage or against it will bring forth a good one; perhaps not.#overall a very Chill to us all.#we’re facing greatness and decadence and been on both sides of the coin; and there’s reassurance in knowing in both case we still did great.#this club has been rotting since mid 50s and you just have to roll with it and wait for the cycles to come and go.#anon ask#sorry it doesn’t make much sense rn I’ll talk about it more later. or NOT
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#^farmer’s market goat :)#vent post#I feel bad posting vent posts so I try to have good pictures/screenshots for them skskskd#disclaimer that I’m okay but also this is above tumblr’s pay grade. I just need to yell into the void about it#health stuff is taking a sudden downward turn and I’m stressed about it#I’m fine#but we’re considering getting genetic testing to check for vascular Ehlers Danlos#which is. concerning.#that’s the one you don’t want#‘half of people with this condition will live to at least 48’ reassuring. thanks.#like. I’m FINE right now but kind of having a little existential mortality crisis over having to consider it as a possibility#it might be nothing or something else. we’re just talking possibilities. but I don’t like that we’re seriously discussing vEDS#idk. hopefully in a few months I come back with an update and it’s nothing/something else#I’m not gonna just keel over but it’s not a fun time as you get older#again. I’m fine right now. it’s probably just my anxiety. but I need SOME sort of outlet#and on tumblr nobody’s pressured to respond. I don’t really want a vent discussion or anything#just need to get it out and move on with making appointments and pushing fluids#but everything is okay right now. I’ll make appointments. I’ll discuss medications and testing. I’ll make lifestyle changes where I can.#it’ll be fine
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i still miss you, i don’t know what else to say anymore. those words repeat throughout my head on loop all day. i miss you. i have nothing to say anymore, i have no desire to speak to anyone else. for nearly two years all i can think about is how much i miss you and how i wish you would just comeback and talk to me again. i just want to know you’re okay, i just want to know what happened. i want to apologize, i want to cry, i want to love you, i want you. there is nothing else i can say. i just miss you.
#i keep lying to myself by saying i’m moving on but at most it just lasts a few days#i’ll wait for you… i’ve waited so long already#and if we never speak again than that’s a fate worse than death and i can’t accept it#the thought alone makes me feel like i’m suffocating#i hope you are still alive#i never even got to tell you how much i liked you…#all i wanted was for you to tell me you liked me#all i wanted was reassurance#and you abandoned me instead when i needed you most#all that alone would make someone hate you but i can’t and i never could#i just don’t understand#how can you say all those things then leave me#is the depth of my longing scaring you off? am i coming across as creepy?#i don’t mean to…#i feel like a broke record#but there is nothing else to say…#i miss you freddy
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#no one’s gonna pick date but god that’d be a funny option#he’d be supportive but also would be so caught off guard and so uneducated on the topic he’d say just. the stupidest shit#and you KNOW kiryu would just say it out of the fucking blue. date would probably drop a glass or something behind the counter. whiplash#anyway honestly it’s always been hard for me to pick between haruka and daigo- haruka obviously is the number one most important person to#him and if he’s gonna be that vulnerable with anyone it’s most likely gonna be her#HOWEVER. if he (miraculously) picked up on daigo never having an interest in women and having at least one close male companion that was a#liiiiitttttle too close to be Just a companion#then daigo has an advantage because. i mean. it’d guarantee the person he’d admitting this too wouldn’t judge him for it#and would have- amusingly enough- more experience in the area than kiryu himself thus the possibility for advice/reassurance#which is such an interesting conceptual conversation that I started writing it. maybe one day I’ll finish it……….#I think the only way he’d come out ti majima first would be completely on accident / incidentally#like. getting drunk with him and laughing about whatever havin a good time and after a waitress or whoever hits on kiryu majima says like#‘you know- I’ve known you for like 30 years and I don’t think I’ve ever seen you return the favor when a gal flirts with ya- so what kinda#gals ARE you into–‘ ‘I don’t think I’ve ever really been into any women. ………. ah.’#anyway that’s just one thought#anyway have fun with this#kiryu#kazuma kiryu#yakuza#rambling#polls
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#sure wish lack of sleep wasn’t such a trigger for SI#I’d be able to get so much more done if it wasn’t#instead I’m fighting with myself just to be able to do basic tasks#🙃#I’m going to be fine I know that#it’s just that I’m tired and stressed and my brains first line of defense has always been thinking about taking myself out unfortunately#this is the point where it’s hard to not have anyone to talk to#because that’s one of the first things you’re supposed to do when you feel this way- reach out to someone#but if there’s no one to reach out to then what?#I need some specific reassurance right now#and it won’t happen so I’ll just try to hope listening to an audiobook helps and suck it up and go make dinner#tomorrow will be different#not necessarily better stress wise but different nonetheless
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Are you sound of mind
As much as I ever am blehhhhhhhh blehhhhhhhh
#rian’s slay compilation#my grandma’s dementia hasn’t been too hot lately#you and I should go to the nearest Joann fabrics once I come back. need to buy fabric for my capri sun satchel#also you should give me big hug and reassure me of the important role I hold in your life platonically. but like written down maybe.#I’ll make everyone do them at my going away party#oh also um next time you take a nap on me could it be like… beside me? I don’t wanna like cuddle cuddle but I’d like to nap alongside you.#i get sleepy too#like. leg on top of the other maybe? or one arm wrapped around back. side hug
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