#I’ll do it… sometime
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practicing self care (projecting my stims on my blorbos)
greyscale vers below the cut!
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#writing these tags like. an hour before posting. it’s 1 am rn#i do that little kieran pokemon hip tap sometimes so bonnie gets to do it too#they’re a kid!! they have a lot of energy!!!!!#i realize these are the first proper drawings of isa and mira ive posted here#i’ve drawn them before but they’re from like. May. and i’ve improved since then#so i don’t. really feel like posting those#idk. maybe one day i’ll say fuck it and drop that doodle page
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can you. Can you draw scrap baby. And molten Freddy. OMG NO YOU SHOULD TOTALLY DO MILLIE FROM THE BOOKS OMG!!! That would be lit. You know what else would be lit. More circus baby 🥺🙏
I have actually drawn scrap baby before!!
#ask reply#I’ll definitely draw the other characters soon too#FNAF JUST HAS a lot of characters#so it’ll probably take me years even to make art of them all#but I’ll definitely try 🔥🔥#MOLTEN Freddy I could do very soon though#again I’ve been meaning to draw more book characters#I think after ‘into the pit’ drops I can have more wiggle room#Charlie Emily though from the fourth closet I should do#she’s like the other protagonist along side the mikes and Vanessas#ID DRAW SCRAP BABY more#but she also got like a lot of detail going on BAHA#so I can only draw her sometimes#least baby herself is easy enough to draw#ALSO huge day for you but more circus baby is coming
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So I have this idea where Azriel keeps getting sent away on missions for long periods of time and it’s really affecting you and Az with how much you miss each other.
Az gets told he’ll be sent away on another mission — this time for a couple of weeks and at the same time you’d be ✨ ovulating ✨
So Azriel gets in touch with some people he knows and tells you he has a gift for you a day before he’s due to leave for the mission.
“It’s something we will both benefit from,” he’d say.
So when you open the box and find a replica of his cock, you’re both excited and confused. It’s the same length and width and shade as his.
And Azriel tells you that he had it enchanted. So when he’s away on missions and you’re both feeling needy, you can fuck yourself with this cock and Azriel will feel everything as if you’re there with him.
He’ll be able to feel your fingers as you hold it, feel how soaked and tight your cunt is when you fuck yourself with it — when you cum on it.
He’ll feel it all so strongly that it’ll be as if he’s actually fucking you.
So when Azriel finally leaves for the mission, it’s late one night and he’s finally getting ready to sleep when he feels his cock tighten, the sensation of fingernails running up his shaft and a wet mouth suckling on his tip.
His eyes flutter closed, knowing you’re at home in the Night Court, and this is you telling him you want to play.
#I’m soooo writing this#I have a draft done for Kinktober#and then I’ll do a proper fix sometime after#azriel#azriel smut
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no thoughts head empty just silly and young russingon sketch
#silm art#silmarillion#russingon#i’ve sketched it with coloured pencils can you believe it guys#i think i haven’t touched it in YEARS#anyway#hi it’s me drawing maedhros again#he’s my comfort character#tolkien#maedhros#fingon#art#fanart#i’ll do full art sometime soon i promise#ilaneya
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Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too
#elden ring#elden ring varre#white mask varre#varre#white faced varre#tarnished#tarnished oc#varre x tarnished#tw; blood#suggestive#no jokes or humor this time sorry#just Varre being Varre#I know I usually stick to humor stuff but this clawed through my brain like an eldritch horror#I actually hate 5/11 Varre faces I drew here but I did my best#sometimes homeboy is gonna look like a lil gremlin and there’s nothing I can do about it#but also those other 6 /11 faces are the best I’ve ever done so I’ll take it#never been more clear to me how I unconsciously push myself to do harder things#like we got crazy hand angles with defined knuckles and fingernails#we got the upward angle face that doesn’t look like shit#we got form fitting lighting that is passable#semi accurate fabric physics#did I not give a fuck about the BG#yes#but I’m here for Varre sex appeal not rendering bricks#also misericorde magically changes scale throughout the whole comic#lmao oops#most detailed environmental lighting I’ve done too#Christ the lengths I go to for deranged fictional men#at the very least I feel like the dialogue isn’t ooc#me fighting for my life to make sure Varre looks like the same damn character between each panel
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Something other about his eyes
Bonus! Based on this quick thing I did this afternoon and the idea took a bit more shape and turned into that thing from above uEK
#not too much effort on the colors with this one#o would’ve left it just with lineart but at the end I thought it would look nicer with some rough shadows#shadowing. you know what I meant.#his plant markings being extremely faint on his eyes when they aren’t glowing is very true to me also#I think itd be awesome if Vash’s eyes would just look like that when he isn’t masking#or they could be a bit more lax but still look like they are staring far far away into the void#or into your souls if you so happen to make eye contact with him. like woowoo over here#he is probably listening for one of his sisters who is not so close to him. maybe even Kni? who knows it’s up to interpretation#Vash’s hair can be such a nightmare also. I do not think of physics when drawing him whatsoever#I give him the Mickey Mouse ears treatment sometimes and some other I actually respect the fact that his hair will always be swept#to the right. if you haven’t noticed that yet. I think it’s way more noticeable on the 2d art#which is a nice touch! considering that’s the direction I’m which his haircut was when they were kids. isn’t that fun#anyways weird Vash for me once again and I’ll share a little with you. ah I’ll get to the requests later btw!#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#vash saverem#ah extra note. this is meant to be pre plant revelation. I think Vash would already know about what WW is there for since very early on#but about the plant thing he was still a little doubtful since he wouldn’t think Kni would disclose that information so easily.#so seeing that Nick has a very keen eye and is very observant kind of ticks him off even though he is just the same. so maybe that’s why#it ticks him in the first place. headcanons everywhere in this household
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I’m not usually a multi shipper but god DAMN y’all weren’t kidding about svsss
#I love bingqiu but sometimes liushen just hits different idk#like liu Qingge mourning for 5 years. fighting losing battle after losing battle just to get his body back.#taking in a disciple despite never doing so before just because it was Shen qingqiu who suggested him#it’s…I’m starting to wonder if they were part of mxtx’s inspiration for wangxian#svsss#also zhuzhi lang is a sweetheart#shipping sqq with Yue qingyuan is too sad for me tho. qijiu fix-it or nothing at all#bingqiu#liushen#zhushen#cumplane#I’ll even ship for shits and giggles idc
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Do you want sloppy iPad baby sitting render
#forgot I can do stuff with this. it’s not made to sit very well I think if I make another (which would be a Sanford btw)#I might segment into 3 pieces ? not sure. made the base model something I could use for other grunts easier but I may have to remake it#if I did something like that#anyway toss bone to the dogs maybe I’ll make him spin again sometime but this was just fast#madcom#render#my art#2bdamned#madness combat
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Nick and Pearls
#still trying to figure out how I wanna draw Phoenix.. specifically his eyes it’s hard for me to get em right#I couldn’t stop imagining Phoenix carrying Pearl on his shoulders during the investigation.. she was too worried abt maya that she#couldnt sleep!! I think its sweet she wanted to help with the investigation and tagged along#i think I do better with the investigation parts since its more like putting clues together.. but I suck at the trials cuz its hard to#keep up with their train of thought like. sometimes I’ll KNOW how to answer but idk what the right piece of evidence is#and the penalties make it nerve wracking but I wanna see it get put together#like ‘how can I prove the suicide note is forged’ oh maybe I can use Celeste’s photo since she signed it.. that way u can#compare the handwriting on the note right#WRONG u present the suicide note. I got fucking dinged for that sigh#ace attorney#aa#Phoenix wright#pearl fey#art#doodles
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today, my coworkers’ refusal to see me as a man put one of our patients in a position where they felt unsafe for the third time. i’ve been at this job for less than two months total. i don’t even care about getting misgendered anymore, i just want the people we’re supposed to be taking care of to feel comfortable around me.
i work at a hospital where we have to supervise our patients in a lot of vulnerable situations. there are safeguarding rules in place for certain things that male employees aren’t allowed to be present for when it comes to female patients. and yet, the people training me and telling me what to do have repeatedly put me in situations where i’ve been forced to do things that the female patients aren’t comfortable with me doing. and because they have repeatedly failed to teach me the rules for doing my job as a man, i have no way of knowing when i’m crossing one of those lines unless one of the patients tells me.
i’ve had to watch a victim of SA stare at me in abject terror as my coworkers asked her to strip naked with me still in the room. it took several minutes for her to even be able to speak enough to ask if i could leave the room. i found out after that she broke down crying the moment i walked out. my biggest regret is that i didn’t realize what was happening fast enough to leave before she ever had to say something, because she shouldn’t have had to say it. i never should’ve been allowed in the room in the first place, because that’s not something male employees are supposed to be present for. but i didn’t know that yet, because i was training and i thought surely, they wouldn’t train me to do something that directly violated their own safeguarding rules. that moment was the first time, and it’s haunted me ever since, but it wasn’t the last time. not only did it happen for the third time today — it almost happened for the fourth, and would have if someone hadn’t spoken up to say they should pick someone else. i care for these people so deeply, it’s why i took this job, and i’m so tired of hearing the fear in their voices when they have to ask me not to do something i never should’ve been told to do.
i’m very used to the personal discomfort of being misgendered. i willingly deal with it a lot at work as well as in other situations, not because i’m in the closet (at this point in my medical transition that would be impossible), but because it’s such a frequent occurrence with my coworkers that we would never get anything done if i took the time to correct them every time. but to see it get to the point of causing such visceral discomfort in other people? people i’m supposed to be taking care of and keeping safe? that’s something else entirely, and i’m fucking exhausted.
and after all of that, some of them still look at me like i have two heads when they tell me what to do and i say “i can’t do that, only female employees can” because i’m learning now. clearly i’m already seen as a man by our patients, but my coworkers would still rather put them in an unsafe situation than just train me as a man.
#to be clear it’s four different things they’ve asked me to do that im not supposed to#as soon as i find out about one rule they ask me to violate a different one that i didn’t know about#i will never ever forget that girl’s face and i’ll never stop being angry for her#for all three of them but especially her#i hate my coworkers for a million different reasons#the patients are the only reason i didn’t quit this job after the first day#i just want to do right by them and sometimes it feels like i’m the only one working there who does#it kills me because the patients who know im trans have been so great about it too#most of them know nothing about trans people but they’re so willing to learn and so respectful and we’ve had such great conversations#they’re getting fucked over by someone else’s transphobia when they themselves don’t have a single transphobic bone in their bodies#i hate this place because i care about the people in it too much to stand by the way it treats them and it’s killing me#transandrophobia#transandromisia#transmisandry#virilmisia#virilphobia#anti transmasculinity#transmascphobia
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THE WILLIAMS ❤️❤️❤️🤤🤤
They look so good on your style OMGG ❤️❤️
I’m glad yall liked the Williams comic!!!
#ask reply#honestly the reaction to that comic was way more than I expected#but I’m so glad it hit well with yall#especially shout out to the DSAF fans#you guys really just keep yalls hype up and high and we’re so nice#very good vibes all around#I’ll hopefully draw some of these Williams again sometime#game William I definitely could do more with#and in general I’d like to make more jokes around the books but we’ll see#AGAIN TYSM FOR ALL THE LOVE on that comic 💜
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this year as a lando fan while it’s had its highs (it been great to witness everything he’s achieved) it’s been an absolute struggle more so than any other year, i’ve feel myself becoming less and less attached to the sport and to do so in the year he got his maiden win and was “fighting” for wdc feels so shitty. and the fact is it’s got absolutely nothing to do with lando himself, i will continue to support him no matter what, but the discourse surrounding him, people trying to minimise every achievement he got, the bombardment of hate towards him has been nothing less than disgusting, psychotic and heartbreaking. i used to come on this site and go through landos tag to see if id missed anything he’d been up to and it was something that brought joy to my day, however now i can’t scroll through the lando tag without seeing hate directed his way by people, (who are not only losing a few braincells with their inability to correctly anti tag), who just think it’s fun to wish injury and death on people and dont seem to understand the irony in a lot of their posts. not forgetting the insane lando hate anon, while yes i enjoyed laughing at, would flood lando fans inbox’s with hate anytime he so much as breathed. anytime i go on twitter i see more hate for lando from other drivers fan accounts than i see positive things about their drivers. the anti lando hate train that some people think is cool to be on isn’t. and it just shows how rotten of a person you are if no matter what your supposed favourite driver does the first words out of your mouth are about lando norris and reason 626174 of why you hate him. it’s very telling when people who claim they aren’t fans are more obsessed with talking about him than those who are, i beg you all seek help and get a hobby because this type of behaviour isn’t healthy both for yourself and for others around you to witness.
#idk i’ve been feeling removed for a while now#like yes i’ll always watch the race because i want to see him compete and do what he loves#but the discourse around everything is so draining that sometimes i just can’t stand to be around it#anyways happy 2 week break from hell#this also ended up being a lot longer than i originally thought it would be but i just wanted to get it all off my chest#lando norris they will never make me hate you but they will make me hate the sport and the toxicity#anyway lando girlies (gn) i am so happy the majority of us seem to have our heads screwed on and don’t make hatered our entire personality
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Compiled some expression stuff from my sketchbook
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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me first, thank you <3)
#deersart#my art#hermitcraft#impulsesv#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#trafficblr#I’ve been in a weird- idk art block I guess#and I’m in that period between hyperfixations#and it’s those tiny ones I wish would last longer#and sometimes when that happens I just don’t feel like sharing the art I did for it AKFJAJFJSJF like i could but just don’t feel like it#it’s my blog so#maybe one day#did a fun style swap the other day that was pretty fun I suppose even though the media don’t have a lot in common#(they do infact have a lot in common)#so maybe I’ll post that idk#but yeah#dont repost my shit.#i saw my art on Pinterest#knock that shit off#haven’t drawn the hermits in awhile so it’s a treat
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I present to you: “I have not been feeling my art at all for the last year, so I am going to draw a bunch of Twilight’s until I start liking what I am looking at.” Finally finished.
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This lovely Twilight is a redesign by @rare-apples. She is so very pretty and I love her so I had to include her <3
Thea Sullivan from @bixels and @tulliok’s Grand Galloping 20’s au! Once again, I am obsessed, so I had to include <3
In a similar vein to Thea- this is Penumbra, a character based on my Twilight from an old mlp rewrite/au that spiraled into kind of being its own thing.
These two are my personal favorites from the lineup. They really popped off with pirate Twi’s design and edgy Twilight has won my heart
I like these as well. Retro Twilight was a bit of painting practice and the sombra eye look is just iconic
#twilight sparkle#my little pony friendship is magic#my little pony#mlp fanart#mlp g4#mlp fim#crow.art#this was fun- and I had to cut out quite a few other designs I wanted to draw cause I wanted to just fill the canvas#so maybe I’ll do this again sometime <3
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𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝙾𝙽𝙻𝚈 | 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚅𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝙻𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝, 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝
#sometimes you just have to dick around and make incredibly meta vc edits just for the lols#thank u to i-want-my-iwtv for giving me this idea 🥹#i’ll probably do a series with different designs bc idk how i feel about this one#but it was fun for a first try!!#my edit#my edits#the vampire lestat#tvl#lestat de lioncourt
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A major annoying thing about being in a male dominated stem field (chemistry for me) is you basically work w guys 99% of the time & they ALL think you have a crush on them if you’re even fleetingly nice. And so far I’ve refused to water down my personality to compensate for it but it’s so annoying knowing I’m inadvertently feeding into someone’s unchecked ego
#My approach is I’ll treat my guy friends like I do my girl friends#And I guess I have a flirtatious personality from the jump so people get the wrong idea#But idk sometimes I’m literally just friendly and some dumbass guy is like yeah she wants me carnally#Getting confessed to by one of my classmates last spring while taking some of the hardest courses of my life was so traumatic#Then being hit up by his friend right after 😭😭#Please tell me what I did to make u think I was into you enough for you to be this bold so I can never do it again#This happens to me at parties too and guys get too touchy#Why does it have to be this serious#This is why I’m so glad to be avoiding guys rn like straight cis men are literally the bane of my existence#SO bitter ab these people they’ve ruined guy friendships for me forever#So many suppressed feelings ab this too I should journal about it probably
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