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Hey I just think that if I were on the open prairie with a saddle blanket and a pot of coffee staring up at the unadulterated night sky with my dog I’d be healed
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Luffy week day 4:
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#luffy week 2024#luffy week#one piece#monkey d luffy#sabo#they’re brothers your honor#they make me so ill#I saw a lot of ace and luffy stuff today so drawing this was healing :)#wish I’d figured out a way to see sabo’s face as well but oh well#dressrosa luffy is so goofy i teared up while drawing luffy’s crying face and then zoomed out and laughed
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It’s disability pride month, you know what that means, you are now legally obligated to make all of your favorite characters disabled
#i’ll go first#the whole galligang has autism#narvin is also deaf and heals slower than other time lords because he lacks regeneration energy (I mean I think I’d count that itself as a#disability on gallifrey)#also the eighth doctor has chronic migraines and a dissociative disorder#thank you for coming to my ted talk#there are probably more characters but I just got home from work and am tired#disability#disability pride#disabled headcanon#there’s also my ocs one of which is partially blind and an amputee#and another who is nonverbal#although they both are time lords so the first one gets his leg and sight back through regeneration#but I’ve decided his regeneration energy is also a bit fucked (he was born on a slightly broken loom) so he gets the leg back over a few#regenerations instead of just one
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#I know there’s way more#but these were the first ones I thought of#if you vote ‘something else’ it still has to be a trainer class#out of these options I’d either be a nurse or tv reporter#fight me and afterwards I’m either gonna heal you or interview you about that battle you just lost LMAO#poll#polls#tumblr polls#tag game#pkmn smash or pass#pokemon smash or pass#smash or pass#pokemon#pkmn#pkmn poll#pokemon poll
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I can’t stop thinking about Loop. Imagine doing everything, anything, to get out of a traumatic situation but the price is you. Your body is gone, your name is gone, your family doesn’t recognize you, you feel like most of your memories of them are gone too anyway. Suddenly you’re denied your identity. It’s like YOU never existed… and someone else took your place. You, whose biggest fears are forgetting and being forgotten in turn. You, who’s hesitant to change and now you’re forced to. You can’t even really blame anyone else because you did get your wish, right?
It’s explained clearly in the game, but the implications of it just hit me extra hard sometimes. Siffrin is as much of a study of Loop as Loop is of Siffrin. They share(d) their fears too so mal du pays words essentially becoming the truth to Loop is just… 🪨🪨🪨🙁🙁🙁💥💥💥💥
What do you do when all you have is ripped from you, all your worst fears come true, and youre forced to just… come to terms with it?
#isat spoilers#isat loop#2hats spoilers#shaking you by the shoulders#i love siffrin and loop so much#’’wkb’’ consider: i am new and also stupid#yes ive KNOWN but i didint really GET it yk? like how horrifying losing you self is#they make me die#postgame loop makes it hit extra hard bc ppl are partially defined by their experiences#the longer siffrin and loop exist as separate the more they diverge#that must be TERRIFYING. to an extent to both of them#of course they’ll always have many similarities as they started as the same person but like#loop is just despair au siffrin#<- specifying postgame fics that explore loops identity bc canon had them fade out#which i love btw delightful angst i love everyones takes on loop#in stars and time#isat#i think genuinely in Loop’s shoes as someone who’s also hesitant to change: if I didn’t cry 24/7#i’d be clinging into who i was and still want to be in some ways. but as i’d heal i’d probably want to be distinct#like im me and always will be me but i want what i experienced to not be a footnote. i dont want to be a mirror#’’i am who that family loved but im also someone new’’ yk? its so hard to battle with those two opposites of ’’im []’’ & ’’im not YOUR []’
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Sketches from my shift last night, I’m haunted by the idea of a giant Lego teen
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#lincoln li wilson#scary marlowe#normal oak swallows garcia#taylor swift dndads#6’3 Lego teen is terrifying to picture I’d also have a crisis if I were to experience that#ALSO the ‘cool scar’ Lincoln got from a glass shard the previous ep would’ve needed to be deep as hell or huge#like I buy it healing into a cool scar but as someone with a scar on their face when Matt said that I pictured SO much blood#not dab worthy it’s like hold something to your head or you get blood everywhere level#circulation makes injuries on the face/head just seem crazy#dndads spoilers#my artwork
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Always Keep Simming - This is what you get for messing with a mad Scientist, Stella..
That escalated quickly? 😂 Aileen was not a sim to mess with, not anymore, as Stella had to learn the hard way. She was not the little sweet angel that admired her big sister and would overlook her wrongdoings anymore (context: She forgave her sister - and her boyfriend- for sleeping with her boyfriend four times! It was at the fifth time in her own bed that she’d had enough)… Not anymore, never again!
So here’s what happened: The watcher watched (lol genius) curiously how Aileen would interact with her sister. They hadn’t seen each other since that day Stella left to live in Del Sol Valley with her lover. Years and years and three kids and a divorce later (he cheated on her 👀), she was seen at the twins birthday party. Aileen smiled at Stella at first and the watcher was actually hopeful. But, unfortunately, seeing Aileen, beautiful, successful and happy as she was, nagged at Stella’s self esteem. She lashed out and began insulting her little sister. She actually went so far as to try to take her leadership of their family club down (!!). Aileen’s mother had passed on the role of the leadership to her, as it was tradition in this legacy. Aileen was furious and heartbroken. She dismissed her sister from the club, which Stella took very badly… so she started a fight. Aileen won and before her sister could leave, she gave her a little taste of what it meant to mess with a mad scientist and disrupt her peace. 😈 Never again.
#alwayskeepsimmingsave#ngl I was kinda hoping Stella would go on a healing journey and come to her senses#she had a wonderful childhood with Rhys as her adoptive father#but her biological father was never interested in her#it left her feeling unworthy of love and she was jealous of Aileen because Rhys was her biological father#lots of baggage and I’d have loved to give her the chance to become part of the fam again#we’ll see she divorced the Hecking guy on her own#she’s very toxic though so I want to protect Aileen’s mental health you know#ts4#simblr#sims 4 screenshots#ts4 stories#sims 4 legacy#sims 4 gameplay#sims4 stories#ts4 story#ts4 simblr#the sims legacy#sims4#sims 4 screenies#the sims 4#ts4 legacy
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young revolutionaries in love 💞
#ah i remember the days when i’d watch videos on how hamilton was bi#this musical still has a gorilla death grip on me#this is a bit embarrassing but healing for 14 yo me??#my art#art#digital art#lams#hamilton#alexander hamilton#john laurens#laurens#hamilton x laurens#hamilton musical#musical#lin manuel miranda#anthony ramos
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What’s your favorite snack? Since you don’t have a sweet tooth
If I hear anything about tea and crumpets, I’m coming after you 😤
can’t stand the mouthfeel of a crumpet, and I’ve always been more of a coffee person, so it’s no wonder I’m seen as a traitor to my kind
ive been shamed for my snacking habits without remorse
mostly I graze on fruits and veggies, like a rabbit
i snack a lot (it’s a stress thing) but fervently avoid processed snack foods unless it’s a special occasion or other such dire circumstances. when im on vacation in a different country i am a bottomless pit of processed snacks. but at home im a saint.
my most favouritest thing is those frozen bags of berries you get for to make smoothies except I don’t make a smoothie. i just shovel the frozen fruit directly into my mouth and cut out the middle man . that’s my favourite . I love the icy crunch.
beyond that i eat a lot of cured meats and a LOT of yoghurt . and it’s no secret im a cheese fiend. and pickles are great, im always craving pickles. and olives. and a lot of avocados. like, daily.
#if i had to pick a favourite processed snack there are these jalepeno crisps that i cave in immediately when they’re in my proximity#i love any spicy snack. i love anything spicy.#once upon a time i would eat jalepenos from the jar… ridiculous.#sci speaks#there was also a time I’d always keep cheesy singles in the fridge because i inexplicably craved them.#the reassuring plasticy texture of a cheesy single.. she heals me#I stopped doing it because i got a pack of singles that tasted terrible and never craved it again.#I’m all the cheesy single i need
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'The text clearly says Nesta is abusive because Feyre heard her voice—‘
Listen if the narrative says something remotely close to Nesta making Feyre feel bad it's not that hard to latch on and make the worst of it as if it’s impossible to question the narrative itself. Which is what we're SAYING. Reading feyre act like that is unserious to us not everyone and that’s fine because we know what it's like to have siblings who we'll trash talk to but also idk maybe go follow them to the end of a magical fairy wall should they happen to be abducted? Kinda like Nesta did? And still not act like the trash talking traumatized us like that? So stop quoting the story as if that’s not what we’re actively criticizing?
And then SJM contradicts herself when she tried to push this idea that Feyre ‘wasn’t perfect either’ and that ‘both’ were shitty to each other but then she also tries to not uncover her poor outlining from the first book where she made the sisters ‘the wicked sisters’ by throwing in measly lines about Feyre hearing Nesta’s voice. So unreal to me. I’m sorry go ahead and be upset about it but I will never take it seriously.
Like in an alternate universe how stupid would it be for there to be a some measly line thrown in about how much it affected Nesta that Feyre thinks she's evil because she acts like their shitty mom. And so therefore Feyre is abusive. That’s all it would take, one line to be published on ink and paper by SJM, for it to be true and verified. Yea no, I’m sorry we are allowed to question things that don’t make sense to us.
Even if I chose to follow the text so religiously then I’d still make my peace with the whole mess since the sisters ‘made up’ because no Nesta wasn't as 'abusive' and even SJM herself tried to sell off as.
#I will never not hate how sjm wrote her story#anti acosf#sjm constantly forcing down my throat how Nesta is so bad#go ahead and take at face value if you like but not me#atrocious failure of a sister dynamic#nesta was so so so much more than that#pro nesta archeron#Nesta deserved better than this entire story#anti sjm#but this woman and her heavy author bias#that woman did not go into the story well imo#and I’d let it go but to label her stories for mental healing#yea no
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“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you
tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!
i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyy”
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol#I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds…#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart#I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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they for real just had wander call himself worthless with no objection or indication that he’s wrong and it never got brought up again and that’s just how he sees himself apparently probably likely not
#actually illegal#out of everything that got lost with the cancellation of this show the thing that im the absolute most angry at is the wander character-#-exploration and the huge challenge he would’ve undergone in s3#just:./…. he has his moments where hes confident and even vain and i love those moments cuz it shows that you can be as beautiful and-#-helpful as he is while also loving yourself a whole lot and putting yourself first.#but to think that aside from that he just sees himself as a tool for others that shouldn’t exist if he’s not of service to anybody . Yeeoech#and the way the episode the helper is immediately after this which is just an episode of wander freaking out bc nobody needs him that day#so he can’t do anything#i really hope it’s apparent i’d die for wander in a heartbeat he heals me#wander over yonder
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Tbh this account’s become my “let’s rant about random shit” place but I have another thing to bitch about lol yall who keep whining about people creating “good ending” AUs where Anya keeps the baby are annoying. Her keeping the baby doesn’t make it a bad ending. That’s like a real thing that many victims do? And we don’t even know what her choice would have been, so her keeping or getting rid of the baby are both totally valid portrayals of her character. IMO both are interesting ways to explore her character more since both have equal amounts of weight to them as choices. Godddd please just have some nuisance in a game that opens itself up to heavy interpretation.
#ok but like obvs she would never raise it with Jimmy though I saw a so called ending like that#that’s crazy lmaoooooo keep that rat away from her and the rest of the crew#again I think too many of yall are projecting your own feelings of the situation onto how you think Anya should act#like yeah I’d personally not keep the baby but that doesn’t mean I see keeping it as bad right?#it’s a personal choice#mouthwashing#idk how I feel about the aus where she ends up co parenting with Curly though I kind of both like and dislike them#like I enjoy the healing aspect of them but I also feel like they wouldn’t wanna see each other for a while after?#but also they might because it’s one of those only you understand this kind of trauma kind of thing#idk lol just feed me more Anya art now pls I’ll take it all thanks#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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I know this might be an unpopular take but I think I’d prefer it if Jay didn’t get his memories immediately, or even not at all
I want him to grow as an individual character & immediately giving him his memories back quickly won’t work for that.
And honestly, Jay has retroactive amnesia which means he forgot past memories and his amnesia could be post-traumatic amnesia or dissociative amnesia which can take years to heal and even then, he won’t remember everything. I’m also pretty sure his amnesia qualifies as a disability because memory impairment is a disability but i’m not 100% sure on that
I think i’m just really tired of the trope where a character gets an injury/disability but magically resolves it and its never brought up again. I really really hope that outcome does not occur. Like it’s seriously weird to me
If Jay does get his memories back I hope it’s not everything and some of his memories are still missing to him
Basically, what i’m trying to say is I want his amnesia to have lasting consequences if Ninjago does go the ‘he remembers things’ route
I also hope it’s not magical, I hope it’s gradual. No amnesiac gets all their memories in one sitting, thats unrealistic but I can see ninjago going this route
#if his amnesia/memory loss heals magically#istg i will scream#might write fanfics out of spite#you guys do not know the amount of times in media where a character heals from disability#its literally too much times#ninjago#lego ninjago#jay walker#jay ninjago#ninjago jay#speaking of jay#where are his parents??? why are they never mentioned??#did the merge make them disappear…#i think i’d die if that happened tbh
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Names are so vital. So important and held to who a person is and gods Claude who has known Jericho through being far closer to Simon than himself now; through Jericho and the taking of his FACE through having to take in the mind of bloody fucking Martin. If names bring power, what sort of humanity does it draw out of a person when they’ve seen you try on a good couple. Maybe I’m just in my own head about this but truly, there are versions and layers of learning and change to the Jericho we know now, and after a certain point? If we move past his childhood? Claude has been there for nearly all of them besides the tubs. When he lost Kassie there was someone else and this one hasn’t LEFT through his learning and hasn’t died through him stumbling into the world and overall at his side. He has truly been one of the people closest to him. One of the closest you could get, at the very least, when you wear the face of a tormentor and feel your gut twisted by their own memories of their hatred of you or how you her them, and you can’t remember a world without that hurt. I’m never going to heal from these two I swear it.
(also the taking of Martin’s face is destructive to my mental health rip someone please save me it ruins me every time I remember it, n WONDER he had brother issues dude)
#city of blank#like seriously tho imagine being Claude and watching this man you died for break down#as he has to relive memories of his own torment THROUGH THE ASSAILANTS LENS. Like wtf dude I’d lose it#Claude is sat there at his side. Likely still helping coax him into showers as he’s growing skin.#Likely helping him find ways to stay clean and get up in the morning. Claude knows how to clean up without the energy for a shower#we’ve all been sad like that before. He gets that. He knows that. And fuck I hate how his apathy likely trained him for this#for helping someone take little steps into a world that has never welcomed him and actively hurt him#to teach him humanity and whatever he would let himself be taught. To grow into himself and not just into Martin’s skin.#AND THEN he watched him heal from being blown up and was there in the jungle shit and likely as Jericho’s red blank space came in like that#like. He has seen SO MANY VERSIONS of this man and stuck around for each one#i fucking love him. Symbol of bloody loyalty. Through thick and fucking thin. He has supported Jericho since the dawn of his second life#and he’ll continue to do so in as much time as the world will give him. No matter if it costs him an arm and a leg#or his family. Or normalcy. Because he doesn’t want normal he wants jericho. And that man is always pulled away from normal#by the very same world that has told him since birth that “normal” isn’t achievable for him#im actually distraught over them like im gonna sob i blame 66 this shit is too good#root rambles#jericlaude#claude cob#jericho cob#kinda long mb
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One of the slightly frustrating things about the entire Tech situation is that if Tech comes back, “Plan 99” would immediately skyrocket into being one of my top ten favorite episodes. I thought it was an incredible episode when if first aired, and I still think that now, but thinking that is entirely conditional on it being a fakeout—not a death that gets reversed later, but a fakeout specifically. It doesn’t read as a death to me. As a departure and a separation, sure, but not as a death. And if a temporary separation is what it is then, well, I think it’s pretty remarkable as both a fakeout and an episode.
But only if that’s what it is. That I’m none too keen on this particular character dying and his death being treated like that aside, and not to be a broken record, but it doesn’t really work as a main character death. At all. As a main character death it’s staggeringly bad, and bad in a unique way that never gets better or less weird as we move through season three.
So even though I’m basically ride or die on the Tech Lives train at this point, Tech isn’t back yet, so I can’t really like “Plan 99.” But I don’t hate it yet, either. It’s sort of floating off in this nether space until I know one way or another for sure what I think of it. And that’s frustrating because I’d like do be able to do one or the other.
#tangentially tech lives#I would actually like to like this episode so#I’d like it to be deeply moving rather than just depressing AF#reason 20000 tech should come back#and to clarify part of the reason I would end up coming back around to really liking plan 99 if Tech comes back#is because I would see it as coming around to subvert a few tropes#subverting the genuinely harmful bury your disabled tropes#and subverting the expectation that the best thing a clone can do is die for his people#we just went through and entire season where what the batch NEEDED was Tech#not just get shit done but to#you know#heal and be whole#Omega and Hunter are okay but the group ends the series still broken BECAUSE Tech’s not there#so how’s about we let this guy live for his people instead#make him coming back have more impact than ‘dying’ did#(not hard to do since that had little to no narrative impact in the first place)#and make living the most important choice he could make#I would love plan 99 if it turns out it was setting something like that up#right now though it remains in the ‘I dunno’ void
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