#I would kill to have that journal
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When you fell through earth’s DAMN atmosphere and didn’t burn up somehow
(Seriously tho. Ow.)
#reliving my 9 year old best life drawing one of my faves#I wish I still had the shitty fan fiction I wrote about him when I was a kid#I would kill to have that journal#it was tiny and black and i drew a chaos emerald on the front of it#one was super angsty#and the other one was me writing about how someone found him outside and nursed him back to health. btw the someone was 9 year old me.#it was baby’s first self insert fanfiction#I was so proud of it. I wish I had that too irjrjrjejejrj#anyways#enjoy my cringe. 9 year old me was hilarious and I appreciate her.#my art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sega#sonic#the sonic movie 3#shadow
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I like how people just lie in websites. I also like how they say something and then not elaborate. But by far my fave is when they say something exists but it doesnt
#sorry for being the vaguest ive ever been websites really will just say that Walt disney made ads for coca cola in the 1920#s and not provide any sort of proof it ever existed. the linked source? an seo bullshit listical that says NOTHING about anything. im going#to kill someone#i could rant for longer simply its just. my god man these things are not legible to be used as references#WHY WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE 'it wasnt til the 40s that someone found the potential in animation and advertising'#AND THEN SAY NOTHING ABOUT IT AT ALL IN THE REST OF YOUR ARTICLE. KYS#chixtalks#sorry. i have my demons#my other choice is to read fucked up pdfs of journals. and its so much more preferable
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"Is Amphibia gay like The Owl House?" It is gay, but certainly not like The Owl House.
#you will rip the sashanne subtext from my cold dead hands#i just need you to imagine sasha as a boy for a moment. i know this fandom is good at that so it should be easy#a person attracted to women constantly fighting for the main girl's love. picking her up in a heart-themed carriage#trying to kill the people that come between them#having multiple breakdowns over her rejection of them#eventually deciding to become better in order to ''deserve her'' (they say this explicitly)#they were trying to impress her and convince her to stay by their side since the beginning#now they became a better person and they do things like holding her by her waist and dance with her#to fight a canon lesbian couple (''they're not the only ones who are in sync!'')#and get some killer lines by the girl they've been trying to get since day one such as ''look at what you and I have now''#while staring into her huge heart eyes#this goes beyond shipping y'all. sashanne isn't even my personal favorite. it's not my fault it's canon#/hj#why do i ask you to imagine sasha as a boy you ask. well. what WOULD you assume of him of she were a boy#what would most people assume of that behavior#the moment sasha was revealed as canonically queer it recontextualized everything#i wholeheartedly believe the subtext is meant to be ambiguous on purpose (and i wouldn't have it any other way)#there's also ''sasha. sasha waybright. my hero. my villain. my savior. my downfall'' but we don't talk about that#marcy is also out there calling them both ''my love'' in her private journal but that's a whole other can of worms#that lowkey leads me to believe she might be aromantic and insanely platonically in love with her friends#(it makes sense in my head)#imagine the show's popularity (and discourse) if sashanne were explicitly canon tho 😭 just imagine it#my posts#amphibia
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udai and akaashi facetiming over why akaashi thought it was absolutely necessary to strike out an overly-indulgent exposition scene but udai gets distracted bc why tf is akaashi. who drinks caffeinated beverages like water. who pays no heed to how well his meal of choice corresponds to the time of day/night. who he swore was deathly allergic to non-processed convenient store and non-fast food. is so obviously and so carefully meal prepping well-balanced and objectively healthy meals in cutesy matching tupper sets.
#akaashi keiji#tenma udai#y’all i swear they haven’t really been on my mind lately but#my drafts have a lot of me Contemplating them so apparently past me had some Feelings#isaspeaks#wait i forgot to tag#bokuto koutarou#i think this was inspired by my shenanigans as a college tutor editing student papers#i was thinking about becoming an editor for like .5 secs but i think i saw i would have to take a journalism class and said Fuck No#anyways. acts of service being the love language of akaashi ‘made me so happy to be directly praised’ keiji literally kills me#bokuaka
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BSD Locations- Yokohama Visit 2024 - Part 5

The final part of the Yokohama Pilgrimage!
The previous parts:
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

24. Harbor View Park (S1EP9)
It's so close to France Yama. It was really windy and a pleasant area to relax after a long day. You can see a wonderful view of the entire city from here!! The sun was setting around the time I visited so it was kind of perfect :')

25. Harbor View Police Station (S1EP9)
Only a few minutes from the Harbor View Park. It so happens that a black car also passed by as I was taking a picture, such a great coincidence XD

26. Motomachi Park Telephone Booth
A nice old-fashioned telephone booth!! I'm not sure it is still operating though...There were some beautiful western styled architectural buildings on the way here.
It was getting so dark at this point that I was worried I wouldn't be able to find this telephone booth, but thankfully I did! (It was only like 16:45 or something 😭)

27. Motomachi Park (S3EP26)
The park featured in the 15!anime adaptation. Honestly this place was kinda difficult to find (i think I literally passed by a cemetery??). It was so deserted and I'm the kind of person who gets spooked when alone and loses sense of direction when it starts getting dark lmao. I tried to match the angle of the anime but the design of the park was slightly different.
How was Dazai even jumping over that pillar thing? It was so big, it would take a lot of effort to climb on top of one, much less jump from one pillar to another 😭

When I was leaving the park, I saw a cute kitty too!! Somehow, I felt like my trip was really complete lol. I really wish I had some cat food (I want more cat friends!!!! 😭)

28. The Sky Garden Yokohama Landmark Tower (OP2)
The final place on my list and one I was dying with excitement to visit!! S2 opening is so iconic and my favourite BSD opening, so I tried to search for a building with the same view hahaha. The ticket costs 1,000 yen, but I got it for 900 yen by booking in advance on Klook! The view was absolutely stunning!!!! I would definitely recommend coming here for the night view! 💕
The Cosmos Clock 21 changes colors every 15 minutes and it's so pretty!! They have a cafe and they have some books too! You can just sit and relax while gazing out towards the beautiful Yokohama timeline! :)


Speaking of which, they even had the BSD Anthology collection in a section labelled, "Books based on Yokohama" XD
I picked a random one and there was a chapter in which Kunikida was sick? I'm not sure if the anthology series is being translated anywhere but I sure as hell do not remember any chapter like this?? There was even one where Fukuzawa was feeding cats or something and I'm so intrigued, I will consider getting a copy if I ever find it in stores.
It seems that they have days when they plan fireworks at the Yokohama harbor. I saw it on a free pamphlet i collected from the subway station. It's called Yokohama Sparkling Twilight!! I've added the link for any of your fanfic requirements lol. Imagine how cool it would be to see the fireworks from here thoo!? 😩💖
Yokohama Museum of Art was the last place on my list. It's actually located close to the Landmark tower, but it was getting really cold and my legs were killing me so I had to call it a day lol :')

Final Thoughts
Looking back now, I find it crazy to think I planned to visit all these places on foot in one single day (and managed to pull it off???) If I had started a little bit earlier, I suppose I could have squeezed in a few more places, because it gets dark so quickly in winter, but the exhaustion would have got me before that hahaha. I think I walked 30,000 steps that day, the most I have ever walked in my life ig 😂 But it was totally worth it!! I felt so happy to see all the places featured in the anime, and it's just amazing how much work the anime team put into the smallest details. It's just so wholesome and fun to connect the places to the anime versions.
I think it would be better to do such a pilgrimage in summer instead. The BSD anime page on twitter had also made some posts about some of the locations, which i forgot to share. I'll add them to part 1, to the other references I listed.
I'm not sure if it's because I love the series so much, that made me romanticize the place a bit, but Yokohama really was such a lovely place. It was such a charming and peaceful city and when I walked around the harbour I found myself thinking how I wouldn't mind living here hahaha. If I ever get the chance to visit again, I would like to relax a bit, without having to worry about moving along to the next destination XD
And that's the end of my Yokohama Pilgrimage!! Thank you for taking time to read this! Honestly I'm so honoured if anyone even bothered to go through these posts and I did not expect this to have five parts hahahaha but I hope you enjoyed hearing my silly commentary!! ❤️

#bungou stray dogs#bsd anime#bsd yokohama#the end#i had a lot of fun with this series#in the beginning i wanted to create nice graphics and compile everything in a collage#but that would probably take me months to edit and work has been killing me lately#and also i wanted to say a lot of things lmaoo i was way to excited#i would have liked to journal the whole experience but that too isn't gonna happen is it#there were also some other bsd events i attended the past year which would have been fun to share#anyway im rambling#thank you once again for reading!!!
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And yet, if it be true, what terrible things there are in the world, and what an awful thing if that man, that monster, be really in London! I fear to think. I have this moment, whilst writing, had a wire from Jonathan, saying that he leaves by the 6:25 to-night from Launceston and will be here at 10:18, so that I shall have no fear to-night. Will you, therefore, instead of lunching with us, please come to breakfast at eight o'clock, if this be not too early for you?
Mina goes from "if he's in London" -> "I fear to think" -> "Jonathan will be home tonight so I won't fear tonight." It seems like she's worried for him being in the same place as Dracula for the night. Not necessarily because she thinks the Count will hunt him down, though that's always a possibility if he were to spot Jonathan somewhere this time. But at least for Jonathan seeing him and having another fit without her there to take care of him.
So of course Jonathan coming back to her tonight will ease those fears. But also, she's ready for them both to talk with Van Helsing over breakfast tomorrow, which she definitely would not spring on him with no warning. So she is planning on greeting him home and then having the conversation tonight. I want to see it so badly...
#dracula daily#mina murray#jonathan harker#i wonder if having it late-ish at night is gonna make it worse or better#like there's no GOOD time but maybe it's easier to accept at night? or maybe it's even scarier#and how does she even open the topic? it's not like it's gonna be#mina over dinner: my dear i would like to tell you a spooky story. this is real it happened to someone i know very well-#....i suspect she began by reminding him of her promises re: the journal. then explained she worried for him and opened it for him.#(placing it unsealed on the table) (waiting. being gentle and gradual) reminding him she agreed not to tell him unless he needed to know.#but he needs to know... because it's real. all of it. and what he saw the other day is real too.#god is there any way to break the news about lucy without filling him with guilt? i don't think so. i mean mina doesn't have confirmation#that she's a vampire yet. but can certainly put together that she was killed by one at the least
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thinking about ch0mpkin's evil evbo post (evilbo, if you will) and going "How can I align this with My Interests (the axes)" and the answer is Very easily actually
#thoughts in tags.....#when the cookie crumbles#pciv#pvp civilization#you know. evbo leaving behind everything he knows for his friend and going along with The Plan#constantly telling himself its for the greater good its for the greater good#but the longer he goes on the worse it gets#and both tabi and clown force him to stop diagetically monologuing somehow because otherwise he'll blow their cover#so he just gets quieter and quieter and withdraws more and more#to the point where even tabi is thinking like “damn maybe i Should've killed him in sword civ...” but he's here now#another thing is i think evbo would 100% buy and sneak another video journal machine out and when tabi finds out she Flips Her Lid#clown is less concerned because he wasn't With them so he doesn't know like tabi does that he spends So Much Time On This Shit#not knowing that (like minute said) video journaling is the biggest reason evbo is able to take in so much new info and maintain himself#and if they straight up take it away from him he's going to get Even Worse#i think clown doesn't see it as much of an issue despite tabi's major objections because he'd literally be talking about their plan On Air#and that tape goes somewhere and is Seen by someone (plus if someone else sees their cover is gone cuz video journals are sword only)#but in his eyes that means the only people who will ever see it are the diamond swords in their ivory tower who can't leave anyways#so why worry? if anything it shows them what they're (the axes) doing to their (the swords) little golden boy and they can't stop it#another thing i thought about is that they would definitely hold killing evbo over his head like. Constantly#and evbo's fear of dying isn't the same because he never died to tabi's axe so he doesn't know zam is waiting for him (which is also funny)#so instead it takes a spin of tabi saying “ill kill you and let you respawn in sword civ and you'll stay there with your regrets”#because even if zam Wasn't still waiting for him he kinda ditched the diamond swords so uh... kinda lost your sense of kinship there#a-NOTHER point of interest: guardfriend#since guards can access all civilizations they'd definitely want to take advantage of his connections and relation with evbo#especially since unless evbo spills the beans he most likely wouldn't know the eternal sword was taken and tabi is the one who took it#let alone that she (and clown by extension‚ but to throw off suspicion he doesn't show up around guard) is a natural born axr#so they can defo use what trust those two have to get places easier#but if he ends up getting in the way... [makes a chopping gesture across my throat]#could even do it in Front of evbo as an example of what happens to those who stand between them and their mission#holy shit this is the first time ive ever hit 30 tags. wtf
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making my way through clair obscur trying to figure out WHO IS WHO and WHY IS THI S HAPPENING
#clair obscur: expedition 33#spoilers in the tags#general idea is Family Drama TM of course but how does it all fit togetherrrrrrrrr#and then there was the monster that said it could see the one that oversees from the sky#IS EVERYONE HERE A CONSTRUCT AND A REFLECTION OF THE PAINTRES'S GRIVING MIND?? Th paintress IS right there sitting and crying at the monoli#a painting come to life??wait wait#the nevrons and stuff are suggested to be human souls so the paintress is creating her own little world using the people#what i don't know is why the specific year countdown but i guess we'll see#but WHO is the one that died or is dying??#Was it one of the children was it the Mother was it Renoir WHO WAS IT#Renoir's journal made me think that he was talkign about a possible wife that was grieving and pushing him away despite him grieving too so#so it sounded kinda like they were grieving a dead child#i thought at first that Renoir was trying to keep the paintress alive#but i found the boy that said his sister is killing everything and the paintress said she was trying to do it for him to preserve what thyd#created together#And then theres Visages/Real Verso? who might also be the young vanishing man? And also Gustave/Maelle parallel too so it would make sense#Is renoir the original Gustave?? I did think they looked very similar but#id the one who is dead is Brother TM#i also refuse to watch maelle's dream on youtube for clues whetever i was able to glance thats what i get until ive finished the game#alas i just have to keep going to put things together ill figure it out ill figure it out#or not alive exacly but keep her occupied giving her everything she needs to make her creations (im thinking the tailor and Sirène parallel#Alicia/Maelle got burned badly but doesn't remember yet n Renoir doesn't want maelle to be there and remember who#she really is cause that'd...what? remind the paintress of what happened irl? Is she so deep in her grief that she's not aware she's mourni#but if thats the case why would Renoir kill gustave and not her? I also thought of the possibility of the Paintress being maelle#with maelle being her Lumièresona so to speak lol and the part of her that's trying to remember and move forward but also#maelle is Alice but we've already seen alice but the Alice we've seen might have been just a vision because of the greyness i dunno
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show of hands. place your bets now
#captain’s log (journaling)#poll#I've been banned from messaging my ex until/unless they message me first about the breakup#because i heard about catastrophic weather eventsin their area#and i messaged them to ask if they were ok bc the exact same weather event killed so many people near my hometown#and got ignored 👍#my best friend was disappointed in me for messaging them#and he's right i shouldn't#(ex is definitely not dead#their current bf is fine and would have said if they fucking died)#anyway#my personal guess is going in the comments as to not influence the poll.#vote before viewing comments please thank you
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How I look talking about my star wars angst :3


#self insert talk#jane journals#SORRY DISCUSSING INQUISITOR AU STUFF W MY PARTNER#hey how funny is it that when anakin turns to the dark side and attacks the jedi temple#the only reason brea doesnt try to fight him is she didnt KNOW#and if she HAD known she would still see him as the boy from tatooine. her best friend. and she'd be blinded by her love for him#she would have tried to reason with him. to get him back but he wouldnt listen#HOWEVER...there'd be a shred within him of anakin left so instead of killing her he'd just wound her#then begins the Inquisitor training :]#since kep got away. i think anakin would tell brea that he was killed during the raid as part of her torture#to break her spirit and get her to turn to the darkside faster#I LOVE PAIN AND SUFFERING!!!!
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I’ve been rewatching Gilmore Girls, and in the dark depths of seasons 6 and 7, I have been unable to refrain from going on some rants to my sister. Thankfully, she finds this more amusing than annoying, but yesterday she was just like, “I’m fascinated by why you do this.”
And I’m like, “What do you mean? I have FEELINGS. They need to go somewhere!”
And she basically told me that it’s very weird for her to imagine wanting or needing to go on rants about media. She said that yes, while she’s reading or watching she might yell at the characters or whatever, but once she’s done it’s just kind of like…it never existed. She can’t imagine thinking about it more.
And my fangirl brain went ?!?!
What does she MEAN she doesn’t think about media after she consumes it? What does she MEAN she has no drive to discuss it with other people? What does she MEAN she doesn’t think about that character’s dumb choice and need to rant about it to someone?
Unfathomable
#as if I needed any more proof that my sister and I are practically different species#Somehow we’ve managed to cohabitate for most of our lives without feeling the need to kill each other#but it’s a miracle?#Fandom life#I really blew her mind when I said I would probably have to literally sit down and write a rant about it in my journal#just so I wouldn’t overly annoy anyone with my thoughts#they have to go somewhere!
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A weirdly specific plot element in many of my (obviously yet unpublished) Good Omens fanfics

#tbh it works for both the stories where they're paired up and ones where michael becomes an almost maternal figure to muriel#because in both michael is a fierce protector who would kill and die for muriel#the latter includes the cover my heart universe which the published prologue does not suggest at all 🤣#i simply have daydreamed the plot years upon years into the future and like four sister stories#is this a subtle reference to michael being a huge bitch?... maybe 🤣#she's a bitch but she'll use her teeth to keep those she loves safe#when you snuggle up to her you know no danger could ever touch you#she's honestly so soft towards muriel#good omens#good omens fandom#good omens michael#good omens muriel#good omens fanfiction#diary pages#writing journal#good omens memes#michael x muriel#cover my heart with your feathers#lgd and lamb dynamic#michael is a lioness but a great pyrenees is close enough i'd say
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Am i allowed to joke about the au ra tax (they look weird enough to be tricky to send in for comms unless the artist is somewhat familiar with what they are, i.e. drawn like tiefling) and are pretty likely contenders for extra detail fees because of their scales (in my case, also paying a pretty penny for custom mods that would never be a thing if i played any other race)
☝️I emphasize Joke About because i do this happily because i care Honey a normal amount, but i am curious if other au ra players who comm art for their wol share the same experience 😂
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i don’t know if this is a hot take or not but the rr/b skew more neutral than evil to me
#at least when they’re just on their own and not actively following the orders of grown-ass lunatics#they could objectively be doing worse#but the way they’re written they’re just really obviously kids with no actual guidance trying to have fun#the most actively evil thing they’ve done is pay lip service to destroying the power/puff girls sometimes#and then just never really. attempt it?#and i’m comparing this to the ppnkg who actually Are evil#arguably Also because of the way they’re raised but still#their actions lean more actively dangerously malicious than an annoying child with powers spiting you because you happened to buy a soda#all of this to say i just don’t buy when people refer to them as irredeemable or naturally immoral or anything#i think they’re naturally *mischevious* but as far as them maturing/the possibility of being rehabilitated#realistically they could truly go either way#this isn’t really a response to any particular takes i’ve seen though i’m just rambling#bubble journal#i know a lot of people don’t like that about them and want them to be more threatening#i personally like it a lot though i mean it’s definitely how I would’ve written characters like them i think#and i think making them shittier would just turn them into full ppnkg clones#and it would also make less sense for the girls to even let them keep living if they were full-on horrible constantly#like . kill them!?!?!!?!?!? are you nuts!!!?!!!!!!?!?#that’s like an av3ngers level threat you’re letting run around town
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I havent cut my hair in likeee five months?? And its the longest i've ever let it get since 2020 (cause I keep cutting it) I wonder how long will this last
#it looks nice#its a bit wavy now cause im finally letting it fall past my shoulders and my waves are coming back#i used to have like loose curls at the end of my hair but I killed them by having a pixie for over five years lol#i wonder if i let it grow enough would they come back#ari talks#journaling in tumblr cause this is my public diary yay
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I hope they make me one of the foreign commentators next year 😌 I'll be giving live updates on the field in English, French and Dutch.
#this is a joke but also i would slay so hard#i have a degree in radio journalism#do i know anything about sports? not at all#but I'd kill it#isac#isac 2024
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