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Ethics Town: Ship's Theseus thoughts<3:
the title is making me so excited I love the ship of Theseus
DAVID AULTTTT
holy fuck brain transplants ?? I love fictional unethical science experiments<33
diversity win! the man about to commit medical atrocities is gay! š³ļøāš
HE KNOWS ??? whaugh ??? ? ???? ?????
oh God.
#ethics town#i love this podcast so much oh my god#I needddd to understand how the physics of this story works#Is it just a sentient philosophy textbook?#Is there another layer to the people controlling the story?#Will the characters be able to interact with the audience at all?#I mean so far they've only really seemed concerned with not being real people/having no control over their actions#(which is fair)#but I cannot wait until they realise that if it's a storyā someone must be listening#I wonder if they'll realise they stop existing when the book closesā the credits roll#I wonder if they'll think it's worse#ethics town podcast#ethics town spoilers
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Perceptive kid, I wonder just how much they pretend not to overhear.
#ignooore that a5 bonnie doesnt get the nice resolved versions of their discussions with sif.. i still think they can navigate it eventually#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#the dialogue in this kicked my asssss. trying to balance loop's evasiveness and layered meaning...#to spell it out: it's not that loop is actually *that* worried they'll hurt bonnie. it's that they think siffrin is being a fucking idiot#and being extremely sloppy in their protection of their party by trusting them to not be a loose cannon. THEY simply wouldn't#be that irresponsible if it were them!!! hmph!!! ... because they care. and because they maybe Are a little worried.#they don't want that responsibility. they gave that all up. stop making them responsible again. stop stop stop#and as for the other half of the meaning here: get called out idiot. not on purpose of course. bonnie doesn't know (yet).#but it's a brisk reminder of the hypocrisy (since even if loop makes sly reference to their identity to sif all the time... one must wonder#how often it actually sinks in that that's true....? it must be hard to get your head around when you refuse to admit that your habits and#demeanor have changed so drastically since then. like wtf thats not what i would do! clearly a different guy ! faker !! and yet...)#but yeah idk i think about loop and bonnie's relationship a lot. the one party member i dont think loop could ever bring themselves to be#mean to. because cmon. thats a kid. but still... the emotional distance probably stings even worse than usual.#and once bonnie finds out.... ! well. that emotional distance probably stings. even worse. than usual.
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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The Hawthorne twins suffered more than Jesus
#mel's musings#dahlia hawthorne#iris hawthorne#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11#aa#thinking about. how at one point they were the daughters of the fey clan's MAIN FAMILY#meaning one of them was in line to become master at some point#(i waffle on which one it was bc there's no clear answer in canon but if anyone else has thoughts do feel free to share)#imagine being in that position. and then discovering you have no spiritual powers#and everyone (including your own mother) starts treating you like shit for it. and you're too young to really understand why#and then your mom gets shown up by her younger sister which only makes things WORSE for all of you#and then said younger sister makes a mistake and disappears with no explanation#and your dad takes you away from everything you've ever known. and your mom is so broken and angry that she doesn't even fight it#nor make any effort to reunite with either of you again. and at this point. in a world that hates you and has cast you aside time and again#all you have is each other. no fucking wonder they went off the rails after that#they are both so desperate for love and agency over their own lives that they'll do ANYTHING to get there#and the collateral damage is an afterthought. GODDDD they make me so unwell i love them so so much
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i love responding to "what's your name" with "you may call me *something*" and to "what's your pronouns" with "you may use whatever you want"
i am giving you a permission to call me something. you will never know if it's my actual name probably. but you may use that.
#part of me wonders if it's even still correct to call myself Nada#it's a good enough name and i am okay with it#but um... that's not really mine anymore?#well. it is. but i wonder if i should use our joint name#then again i WOULD be uncomfortable with Damian or especially Adam#so yeah. i don't think that's my name but it's a fine enough neutral enough name#i can probably spin it as Nameless still having no name really#and as Nada is ''nothing'' it would still fit Damian#also ''my name is literally nothing'' is what makes me actually comfortable using Nada#that's simply not a name to me#i think that if anyone calls me Damian instead of Zero i will switch to full paranoia mode#Adam is even worse. do not address him. he's not there. you aren't supposed to know#most of us are much more comfortable being referred to by titles - especially Shadow#if you call Shadow by their birth name they'll probably blow up in anger
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The stigma around taking medication is weird as a person who takes medications cause you'll have someone who knows you take meds tell you why they don't want to take any and it's deeply rooted in ableism and also makes you wonder... do they think these things about me because I take medication?
It's just like when someone explains to you, a glasses wearer, why they don't want to wear glasses. It's always offensive and comes from their self-pride and vanity issues
#it's the whole prideful attitude of ''well /I/ don't need medication'' with the subtext that you're worse than they are#''I don't want glasses cause they'll make me look ugly'' has been said to me a lifelong glasses wearer too many times#followed by ''I don't think YOU'RE ugly with glasses though'' with the implication that they're better looking than you because#they couldn't POSSIBLY afford to sacrifice their looks by having glasses#oh and let's not forget the ''why don't you wear contacts?'' question which again. implies you look uglier with glasses#em rambles#ableism#and we wonder why we as a society have imposter syndrome when we actually do get diagnosed or develop conditions because#you only NEED medication/glasses/mobility aids/stim toys/etc. when you reach a certain unidentifiable degree of the condition#when in reality it's as simple as: would this tool make my life easier?#and if the answer is yes than you should take advantage of it. why is grinning and bearing every fucking thing you struggle with the#socially acceptable thing to do#why are we EXPECTED to suffer and seen as weaker if we make our lives easier#*then
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Woke up with stupid ass J*hn S*wyer on the brainš
#wonder what the devs are gonna do to completely change his lore now too#its gonna happen at some point#i can feel it in my bones#we're one lore streamā¢ away from being like ''š„ŗ actually he hates the way he is... he wants to stop being a k*ller... he gets no joy out#of it. his stinky awful mom and Hands wont let him quit thoughš so he stays like this- waiting for someone to come along and fix him...''#and its gonna be like yeah? uh huh? that's where we're going with lore now? alright. <- not actually alright lmao#i do think we're gonna get a victim at some point that he has a special place in his heart for like what they were trying to do with m*ria..#these devs are very cliche so i could see either of these things happening tbh#maybe they'll surprise me and they'll make him worse lmao doubt it but ya know#i wonder if we'll ever get another lore streamā¢š¤#i kind of want one but also kind of dont unless they fix how they do it lmao#stevie.txt#text#t*xas ch*insaw m*ssacre game
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every time i think the "staff can do no wrong and any form of complaining or expressing literally anything other than "yaaay love it <3" with no further comments is bashing and literally evil we should never say anything that could even potentially be interpreted as mildly critical ever because ~some artist who worked hard on this is probably reading the forums and might feel bad if we ever express anything but praise~ also we must be constantly positive at all times unless we're passive-aggressively shaming someone for having an extremely polite and apologetically worded criticism and if you ask the staff for literally anything you had better be prepared to preface it with 3 paragraphs of apologizing for breathing air" attitude is bad on tumblr, i take one look at the forums, and holy fucking hell is it SO much worse on site
#i go for years at a time without ever bothering to look at fr forums#and then every time i do i remember why i stopped#it feels like a goddamned cult on there and every time i dip my toes i come out feeling slimy and sick#as if i just spent an hour being aggressively gaslit by my extremely manipulative grandmother#what the fuck is wrong with everyone#i'm glad i decided to keep this creepy fucking fandom at arm's length and mostly just lurk years ago#that place is not a healthy environment for anyone to be in#flight rising#legitimately the single worst fandom i've ever had the misfortune of being adjacent to#and in such a creepy and insidious way too#they'll call you an entitled whiny baby to your face and then convince you it's your fault and you're a horrible person for feeling offende#it feels like being neck deep in the absolute worst kind of preformative sj spaces#you know the ones where everyone interacts primarily via callout posts and there's discourse over if crossdressing is cultural appropriatio#that kind of toxic sj space type energy#but somehow combined with like this weird feeling of being in a mormon church in a deep south town#where all the ānice grandmasā will try to put poison in your food if they find out you're gay or voted blue even one time#and it's somehow gotten SO much worse since the last time i looked on there#they've got people literally apologizing for existing what the fuck how is this normal to any of you people#this is so far beyond toxic positivity it's like. crossbred with passive-aggression and shaming and metastatized into something new entirel#it's terrifying. i hope flight rising never shuts down just so that whatever the fuck this is can stay semi-contained.#pro tip: the more a fandom is universally convinced it's Wonderful and Welcoming the faster you should run the other way#actually good fandoms don't have to constantly reassure themselves and everyone that they're great and perfect and toxicity-free#nor do they react with immediate borderline violence to the slightest suggestion there might be anything wrong with the fandom culture#anything wrong other than āpeople like you who think there's something wrong with our perfect communityā anyway#on that note also any fandom that insistently calls itself a ācommunityā just. yeah. no.#get out while you still can.#fandoms work on corporate logic if they're trying to convince you they're your family or friend that's not just a red flag#that's a whole damn red fabric store
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woohoo spiraling out of control right now (what else is new really I've been fucked up and spiraling for weeks now) and trying to figure out reasons not to delete my tumblr and discord and myself along the way
but you know. talking about myself on my blog automatically means I'm attention seeking and fishing for pity right? should just shut up and stick to the news eh, it's all I'm good for :D
anyway if you need me I'll be in the corner reliving the past, coming to terms with reality, and trying to convince myself I'm not the problem despite every indication to the contrary āļøļø
#sterechats :)#09:58 pm - this is a bad idea but scheduling it anyway#what's the worst that can happen really? everyone leaves again? nobody talks to me again?#probably gonna delete this in the morning so. meh. not like it matters not like I matter :D#10:29 pm - wow it feels like my head is on fire#like my brain is actually burning and I can't do a damn thing about it#I should be happy right now! the devils are winning! my favorite guys are scoring!#but no! I'm barely keeping it together around my family and praying I don't wake up tomorrow <3#11:00 pm - I need to get out of here#I need to get out of here out of here out of here I can't stay here any more this is killing me#everyone hates me and I need to chew my arms open maybe then everything will make sense#why am I even writing these tags what does it matter#I was so much more in control of myself when I was sh-ing#maybe I should get back to that maybe it'll help I don't know anymore#I just want my friends back but they hate me hahahaha#11:24 pm - wonder how many people are gonna block me after this one#how many people will finally be fed up and leave for good#everyone leaves and I should be used to this by now#here's a truck stop instead of saint peter's (yeah yeah yeah yeah)#11:41 pm - it's friday afternoon/there goes antigone to be buried alive#in the next world I want to be something useful/like a staple gun/or in love#I would fall off a cliff for you/a thousand times and call it a good day#maybe I'm just incapable of being human! maybe that's it!#maybe I'm not even human at all... but something worse instead...#1:22 am - moving the posting of this back from 3 to 6 am#not that that matters and not that I matter but I don't think I'll sleep#and I don't want this to post when I'm awake#I know I'm just going to get unfollowed and blocked and left behind as always#because happiness and good things and friendships just aren't things I get to have really#I just wish people would stop lying and telling me they're different and they'll stay when they're not different and won't stay
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tl;dr a recount of my adventures today with my very affectionate friends/partner
so this morning while we were listening to a presentation i held out my hand for my girlfriend to hold and she held it and alternated also holding onto my entire arm itself, laying her head on my shoulder, et cetera. walked with her and my other friend to our next class where i received several hugs from both, also cool with me iām very huggable and itās an easy thing to do. i go to my next class and one of my friends sits beside me and holds my hand/arm, and iām good with this because iām steadily learning how to navigate things with my non dominant hand only since my friends hold my other one hostage a lot. then he asked if i was down for hugs and i was like sure! weāre sitting in chairs though. he ends up scooting his chair over and holding me, nearly back to front, while sitting for twenty minutes. now this is fine too, i can still move for the most part, but for those who have been spooned before sometimes the positioning can fuck up your back, and i already have some general shoulder pain throughout my life. so now my back and all kind of hurts and i get a reprieve next block and end up getting depressed anyway so the next block i have one of my other friends and she hugs me a lot too cool whatever and then the NEXT block itās an alternation between one of the earlier mentioned friends hugging me, my girlfriend holding my hand/arm or asking me to play with her hair, her just holding me in general in her lap (like head in her lap half suspended in air and to her balanceās mercy) and my other friend there did this too. also during this block my girlfriend bit my arm (like gnawed on it moreso) and this is the second time someoneās done that (other person being the other friend there, while my girlfriend was cuddling me on another occasion) and then from there both my friend and girlfriend kept biting my arm and it wasnāt really painful it just kinda pinched but like whatever you know iāve got a job here. anyway more hugs then we left and then after school club happens and me and one of my earlier friends but different from the aforementioned one kept hugging me, having me sit in her lap vise versa, also accidentally tumbled together to the floor, and she ended up causing me to hit my knee badly but like thatās fine whatever feels normal now.Ā
anyway, being the teddy bear of the friend group is a difficult task but if this (various pains in my back and neck) is what it takes to feel necessary then by God iāll do it ^_^
#nightmare.personal#also the friend from the morning hug rotation and the arm gnawing/lap hugging situation#made a comment in follow up to a joke they made saying one day they'll figure out if they're attracted to me actually or not#anyway. i made comments about my mental health i wish i could hide away so i think my service physically makes up for it at least#if you're wondering if this is healthy... yeah mostly?#i don't tell people false boundaries anymore that fucks everyone up#it's kind of hard to explain the whole. i don't mind this i actually like this but i also need this because it's my purpose as a human#and therefore means you have to love me and keep me around#because people think then they need to stop enabling it and that's the opposite#it's just really complicated. but jesus christ my back hurts#i never thought i would be a PDA person but i think this is something unfathomably worse#i have no idea what's going on her and by God it's only confusing more people as to who i'm dating and whether i'm bi or not
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after more scream-laughing and pleading, thinking he's going to toss her in the shallow end of the lake he finally puts her down and somewhere in the midst of turning around and checking her surroundings her face hardened. that wasn't joe coming to join them, that was... freakin' billy? river's went off, unnoticed the way branches were breaking behind them a second ago and proceeded to go sit by the bed of flowers to pick a few of them. all the life drained from her face because what the hell was he doing here? he never showed up for any birthday's before? he heartlessly never cared at all for his little brother since the day he left five years ago. and what was he wearing? he looked unrecognizable. he's that full of himself, he'd wear something like that to joe's birthday? like he just stepped off a red carpet? it is like a full blown stranger stalking. especially when thinking of her own outfit, a deep purple skirt with a belt, a white tank top and a pair of brown cowboy boots with purple gems decorating them. and then river's... jeans, a green short sleeve that makes his lime green eyes pop, jean jacket and a pair of tan boots underneath his dirt stained jeans. which is way more appropriate for where they live and cuter in her opinion, but billy made her feel out of place with just that alone. billy looked like someone who was letting fame go to his head and it created even less desire to go up and talk to him, even if she waved at him to let him know he wasn't getting by without being spotted.
"hidy, stranger." the brunette promptly turns, skirt spinning with the movement before walking over to where river sat in the bed of flowers. the irony of him being a true stranger as she placed river's hat back on top of his head, sitting down in front of him while he looked over to see who she was talking to. "who is that?" he questioned in a quiet voice, green hues flickering back on lucy gray. "that's you know who." lucy gray softly replied back and then river slowly nodded since he didn't want to show too much emotion, deciding he'll bring him up later and then she changes the subject to asking what he's doing with the flowers in his hands to he replies with 'making one of those flower crown things you make all the time' which has her softly laughing, smiling affectionately as her hands reach over to reposition his fingers for him and direct him how to thread the stems together.
standing outside the barn, leaning against the nearby fence, billy sticks his hands into the pockets of his dress pants and contemplates for a moment. heās returned to his hometown after being gone for five long years (no phone calls, no stopping by for holidays, not even a postcard) and a very arrogant part of him has been hoping, expecting everything to remain the same as it was on the day he packed up his bags and left. frozen in time. instead the opposite has happened ā everyoneās moved on, carried on without him. heās struck by a deep sense of alienation and even a hint of regret (like he shouldnāt have come here at all), finally realizing that thereās no way heāll be able to simply pick up right where he left off. the places are familiar, but the faces have changed and many hold a personal grudge against him. after all, the whole town knows that joeās been living at mrs. bairdās, his stepfatherās still drinking heavily and spending his weekly paychecks at the brothel two towns over, and people donāt like billyās selfish attitude one bit. not many can sympathize with him, figuring he should have at least come visit once in a blue moon, and so thereās really no one at the birthday party with whom he could just spark up a fun conversation. his own brother doesnāt want to talk to him, so what does he expect from virtual strangers?
and then, suddenly and seemingly out of nowhere, just as heās about to climb into his range rover, a familiar sound draws his attention. lucy gray. heād recognize this laugh anywhere. it sends a chill down his spine. they must have missed each other at the party. he glances toward the nearby trees, thinking he knows exactly where the sweet sound is coming from ā their spot. part of him is dreading the moment he lays eyes on her, but then a different part feels a strange kind of pulling. enchanted, he moves toward the forest, the deep, blue lake hidden just past the tree line, the old cabin where theyād hide from rain and thunderstorms. his glittery dress pants and elegant shoes werenāt necessarily made for long walks through woods, but he doesnāt really care, he just wants to say hello. look at her again, talk to her, see what sheās up to these days. heās halfway through, stepping over brambles and blackberry bushes, cursing quietly as they scratch the fabric of his pants. it ends up ripping, both his pants and the vines give way at the same time, and makes him miss new yorkā¦ the white tank top that heās wearing is great, lets his skin breathe in this sweltering heat, but also leaves his arms completely exposed to bug bites and tree branches. he hates this place. hates the judgmental people. doesnāt really hate his ungrateful little brother butā¦ ugh. fuck them all. heās just going to say hi to lucy gray and be on his merry way. they donāt want him here anyway.
he manages to make it through the woods, finding the dirt path that leads up to the cabin only to realizeā¦ is that a male voice that heās hearing? itās not billy taupe, but it sounds strangely familiar while also being so completely foreign. he must have met this man before, but ā it hits him like a freight train. pale blue eyes flickering down, finding the old dock and the lonely boat, andā¦ lucy gray with another man. jealousy pricks his heart against all rationality, deep down knowing that sheās no longer his girl, hasnāt been his in five years. besides, heās not in love with her. why would he care if sheās replaced him, too? still, he feels an overwhelming sense of loss. itās like going back to virginia. the sight of her so carefree, with someone else taking his place, brings a sharp, bitter sting of sadness while simultaneously filling him with rage. is he so easily replaceable? really? itās their spot. their secret place. and this manā¦ heās nothing like billy taupe. heās just likeā¦ what the fuck? thereās so many places that they could go to. why would she take him to their spot?
#joe: ur so mean to me and for what#and >:) oh it was too good for her to not notice him dnksdk she had to bc she couldnt miss his outfit that makes her#think hes even more full of himself#'f all of them' HES SO MEAN#and YES !!!!! I HAVE TO GET THIS LAPTOP THERE TO THE COMPUTER SHOP BC OUR LAPTOPS ARE FR TWINNING#AND THIS SHIT- IM TIRED OF IT NOT BEING ABLE TO HANDLE NOT BEING PLUGGED UP#APPLE ONCE AGAIN BEING A DIRTY B**** its crazy how we both need our batteries replaced#i wonder how long it takes for them to do it???? UGH AND IT GIVES ME ANXIETY BC IM AFRAID THEY'LL TEAR MY LAPTOP UP#like. they wont. but i just have irrational anxiety and ughhh it needs to fr go tho or it might end up tearing it up worse in the long run#its been like this for 2 yrs??? now? holy crap#been on charge since 3am last night#its now 12pm and shit it just on 51%#thats so baddd
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Yesterday I went for a routine checkup with my obgyn and the first thing she did was say to me 'have I told you you have a large thyroid?"
Anyways now I gotta make an appointment with a primary doctor to see what all that's about
#was worried but the ob assured its not major#I did a lil research on google and my theory for why my thyroid is large is because its underactive#because I fit all the symptoms of it especially the difficulty concentrating and memory issues part#like I've always had that however its gotten way worse to the point it causes frustration#like I'll be doing something and forget it very soon after but this happens so fucking frequently now that its concerning#and I've been wondering whats wrong with me but I thought it was just my mental issues getting worse cause Im 25 now#and bad shit has not stopped happening to me since 2019#but to think maybe my issues are actually medical instead#anyways after research it seems my worse case scenario is caner (but Google literally always says that so its highly unlikely)#but best case scenario is Im put on medication for the rest of my life#but I won't know for certain whats going to happen til I see a doctor. they'll definitely want me to get bloodwork done#and maybe they'll do a neck ultrasound to make sure whatever is going on isn't a tumor (cancerous or not)#I'll find the email my insurance company sent about primarydoctors in my area pick the closest and call on Monday to set up an appointment#sam's rants about life
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so the ideal time for me to get any surgery would be this coming December but unfortunately there is no way in hell I'll be able to
#was thinking about it ;;;;#but like getting top surgery will be a HUGE HUGE hit for me as far as my job goes bc i do#so much manual labor#and even worse i have to constantly be raising my arms to do my job#but I'll be off from this job for like 2 months come december so that would be the BEST POSSIBLE TIME#bc that is likely the MOST time I'll get for recovery ever#and its just :( not going to happen :(((#i do wonder if there are things i can do to keep my job but still get the time off for surgery#there probably are#bc like. technically gender affirming surgery is/can be classified as 'life saving'#so like. they'll probably let me get it. especially considering my past with mental health etc#but the problem is i need the health insurance from my job so i NEED to still have the job for that#and idk what kind of time frame they have for that#plus idk that they'll give me any type of pay during the time off :(#things to look into ig#shh ac
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Despite Danny's best efforts, no matter how much time past, Amity Park refused to see Phantom as a hero.
Sure, there were pockets of support, particularly among teens, but most of the town blames Phantom for the property damage, saying if he didn't fight the ghosts then it wouldn't be so bad, to that time he got mind controlled by Freakshow and "attacked" the mayor. It wears him down. It wears Tucker and Sam down. Jazz can only try to support them all.
Then one day, a member of the Justice League visits. Someone minor, and kinda a jerk... maybe a Wonder Twin? Zan? Whatever. They don't investigate; they don't look deeper. They listen to the town folks and declare the ghost hunters, Red Huntress and the Fentons, to be the official heroes of the town.
Worse? Danny Phantom is officially considered a villain to the Justice League. Tuck hacks into the Watchtower and confirms that they have a file (a heavily inaccurate file) about how to defeat Phantom.
Danny doesn't think he can do this anymore.
A few weeks later, a young villain escapes into Amity and demands (begs) that Danny help them escape from the hero after them. No idea who, I can't find a lot of info on teen villains in DC, so let's fudge some ages and make it Kyd Wyckyd from the Teen Titans cartoon. Danny agrees, because to hell with the Justice Losers, and they defeat the hero, becoming friends in the process. Kyd confesses that they became a villain after being ostracized bc of how they look, and they've been trying to avoid villain organizations because HIVE was abusive, but it's really hard to be a villain alone bc of all the heroes.
Sam gets an idea. Tucker agrees with the idea. Jazz is just happy they'll end up making friends.
The next day, the Teen Villain Alliance is formed, ready to assist with any teenage illegal shenanigans their allies might get into.
Some notes:
It's created to be a healthier option for teen "villains" to connect with others and support each other.
It's more important that this is for Teens rather than Villains. They're tired of adult villains taking advantage of them. The TVA would rather ally with a teen vigilante than with an adult villain.
Again, no idea who the teen villains are, but Klarion is definitely here. He leaves the Light for the chaos of the TVA. Maybe Ember is there too?
Timeline wise, this is around when Tim is still Robin, but Damien has arrived at Wayne Manor.
This is because, when it comes time to try to infiltrate the TVA, they'll have a convenient child-assassin who has none of the monitors of a teen hero that Phantom immediately picks up on.
Damien, who at this point has been abandoned by his mother, dismissed and scolded by his father, and has had no success at carving his own place in the family, jumps at the chance. He is then surrounded by peers who don't insult him or try to change his behavior (too much; jazz is trying to help him find healthier methods of expressing himself). He... might not want to continue being a spy.
Danny, Sam, Tuck, and Jazz are the founding members.
Danny reinvents himself as the High Prince of the Infinite, Prince Phantom Dark. He got kingship from fighting Pariah Dark, but since he's still alive, he's only a prince. He steals the last name Dark as an intimidation tatic against those in the know; only Danny would have the balls to claim family with Pariah.
Sam works as a powerless villain, but she might no be powerless? Either way, Danny gives her a bunch of repurposed Fenton tech, and she buys the rest with her parents credit card. She does NOT care if that's traced back to the Mansons. She would choose something goth, maybe something spider related or even bat?
I love Pharaoh Tucker, so I think he should get magic powers? Since pharaohs of old were considered the balance between the real and the divine. He's still a tech guy, now he's a tech and magic guy.
Jazz isn't really a villain, more of a team mom who's planning on using everyone's psyche's as her thesis paper. You know what, that's her callsign, she's Psyche. Sometimes she flirts with Nightwing.
#dc x dp#villain!everlasting trio#dcxdp#villain danny phantom#teen villain alliance#c: danny fenton#c: sam manson#c: tucker foley#c: jazz fenton#c: kyd wyckyd#c: klarion the witch boy#c: batfamily#c: damien wayne#they don't have an agenda like most villain team ups#they're there to support each other commit crimes and play pranks on the justice losers#dp x dc#dp crossover#dc crossover
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Mourning online friends is a form of pain and grief I wouldn't wish on anyone.
#I'm just kinda going through it right now#i think the worse is just. not knowing what happened/ what is happening to them#it's just one day they are here and the next they disappear#and you just have to sit here and deal with it because there is no word#no clue#just you facing that goddamn screen wondering what the hell happened and why is it happening#it's like ripping a part of yourself and you can just wait and hope that one day they'll log in again and text you back or post an update#and every year you log in and you see that the last message sent came from your side of the screen#and every year you scroll a bit further to find the last trace of their presence#and every year you wonder what happened and you think 'if I had known'#because if you had known you would have taken the measures#you would have asked for a phone number or a discord username or anything to keep up with them#you would have cherished that time spend together even more#you would have stayed up all night to talk with them and you'd be tired and sleepy the next day but who would care? not you#because you would have enjoyed that time with them to the fullest you could#but instead you sit in your room in front of the eternal stillness of your screen#and even year later you cry and mourn the loss of someone you never saw yet cherished more than you'd think#anyway#personal
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Actually it's a bit concerning I've seen multiple people who used to be active and imo important members of the community (people who had been there since the beginning) void their pals and plan to leave. it makes me wonder what's happening in the server, I'm not a booster or anyone important so I don't see behind the scenes but I'm starting to worry that maybe somethings wrong. (Don't post off anon)
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#saltpost#ongoing situation#community commentary#i should not comment on this one. based on anons i have received and general messages I've exchanged about those leaving i could not be#unbiased in my commentary. i'll give some thoughts though.#i would like to give those who are leaving a chance to voice why all the same. if any of the people voiding their pals would like to speak#either on or off of anon i would like your perspective.#my biased thoughts: as a booster i think this entire situation started with the PA leaving. they were close with much of the friend group -#now leaving. it was made worse by the recent approval arguments over the 7-11 pal as well as the accusation of dekudogging.#that friend group is deeply interlinked after all. i wonder if they'll start their own community in the aftermath of this?#they did have intriguing stories for their characters. i think it would make an interesting species or RP premise.
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