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I thought he said he was going to stop dragging that corpse around
#I don't know why Spotify thought this warranted of push notification but#we're here now#I wish we weren't#but we are#soooooo#I guess he's never going to let this one go#panic at the disco#it's still alive.... I guess
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sometimes I think of all the on-the-surface warm, well-meaning but deeply ineffectual advice and attention john gives harrow through harrow the ninth (make some soup and get some sleep! get a hobby! don't be so hard on yourself! self care harrow! as long as I need take no actual responsibility in this relationship whatsoever I would have loved to be your dad!) set up against the stark truth that with his other hand he has been staging her attempted horrific murder again and again and again like a living nightmare on the logic that it will 'put her down or fix her'. and then I find that I wish there is a hell. a special hell where twitch streamers turned necromantic death emperors go
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#john gaius#harrow the ninth#this is why I don't buy john as misunderstood and initially well-meaning AT ALL#this is a pattern you see with him again and again and again -- right down to his interpersonal relationships#(and indeed it's in the more grounded interpersonal relationships you can most clearly see him as he is I think#the fantasy death empire of a thousand years doesn't register quite as viscerally because it's like. heightened; not quite real#but the emotional violence and manipulation that surrounds him? oh boy that is EXTREMELY real and scarily well-observed)#there's a premeditation to so much of what he does (contracts with planets that only end 'in the event of the emperor's death' anyone?#yeah john we get it you're hilarious and I wish you weren't)#the greatest trick john ever pulled was making anyone think he's just a lil guy. what does he know he's only god#when you first read the book the complete callousness of the other adults is so horrible that john seems like an oasis of care#(though you start to get this uneasy feeling when that care never seems to translate to like... relief or soothing or resolution)#and it makes it feel almost obscene when you find out what's actually going on#it's the mercy & augustine enabler hour but at least they're completely honest in their cruelty there#while john is -- well he sure is being john huh#this is just me being angry with him btw philosophically I don't think this is how the story will or should end#(with john slam dunked right into hell that is)#it's just... harrow is so vulnerable. and what he does to her is so insidious and fucked up#john is very deeply human. unfortunately the capacity to quite simply suck so much is deeply human too
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Just a little sketchbook drawing I spiced up a bit digitally.
I crave interactions between these two.
#hi this is En I do this#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#drv3#kokichi ouma#tsumugi shirogane#danganronpa fanart#I wish Tsumugi was written as a bit more... active character#instead the 'she was the best candidate for the plottwist provided we weren't thinking about her in that moment' way#still laughing how when Nev saw her for the first time they said she's either gonna die first or be a twist villain#En's art
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ngl Matangi in Moana 2 was kinda gay. like just a little gay. i mean my girl is a "crazy cat bat lady", calls Moana "babe" twice in her song (the way i audibly gasped in the theater when i heard it lol), and is like sooooo queer coded i love it sm. she just gives off the vibes of sapphic-coded older woman who's played as suave and confident and makes the mc just go "haguphuk" and we all know if this was old disney they would've leaned so hard into that. but i could not have been the only one to keep catching Matangi poking her buttons, the hand on her chin in one scene, just being a total fucking vibe like please i know what you are. that whole scene felt real gay and don't think im leaving Moana out of this one. she is gay, i don't make the rules. i'm stickin with this hc no one can stop me from making Matangi the cool lesbian aunt and NO ONE will stop me from turning Moana gay (Auli'i Cravalho knows what she's doing)
ok im gonna be so real for a second i was simping HARD over Moana's character design in this movie.... like even more than baby me was dying during the first one... like this girl is just- oh my gosh. baby-gay me from 8 years ago would have actually DIED if she'd seen this Moana. it's almost embarrassing how down bad i was during that movie like she's so fucking pretty i wasn't ready for her design. like girls are just too much sometimes, i cant cope .
also side tangent but the lazy ass rewrite of Moana 2 from its planned version as a Disney+ series into a freaking MOVIE was just- so painfully obvious. like they didn't even try reworking it. the structure of the whole movie is painfully episodic and it was just so blatantly shoved into movie format without any care for the integrity of basic movie versus tv structure, so the char dev and pacing was just so rough. like what were the writers even thinkingggg. pretty disappointing but that's ok i have the fandom to make me feel better (moana fan art save me....)
#auli'i cravalho the woman that you are#auli'i cravalho#i love her so much you guys dont even get it#she was so fucking good in this#the writing just did her dirty#moana 2#matangi#moana#moana will always be gay in my mind#her#(lets be fr Moana was so many people's gay awakenings)#(mine included..)#no way she isnt even a little fruity#disney you cowards#i wish we could've seen more Matangi!!#she was lowkey a vibe#idk what the bats were about but i feel like her character would've been cool if she had more screentime#i have many gripes with the direction they took the movie in but yk what most of the songs and designs weren't too bad#obv the vocals ATE#long ass post but i have a lot to say
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this girlboss girlfailure is the love of my life and i just want her to be happy, if she doesn't get to go to the sea, i'm destroying the whole internet
#clenches teeth i wish we weren't cousins so i could romance her#tabitha scarlet#scarlet hollow#black tabby games#my art
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Out of context dub scenes I found buried in my files
#dcmk#detective conan#conan edogawa#ran mouri#kogoro mouri#sonoko suzuki#the new dub could never#and if i remember correctly a lot of the jokes in the mountain lodge weren't from the original japanese ep#bc the scene itself was supposed to be serious#also I love the sass the VAs portray in the eng dub#as much as i love the sub i still kinda wish we still had this dub#out of context detco dub
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DAY 3: RHETORIC - You – against the atom, the charm and the spin. Where the whole world failed – matter failed to bend to human will; human will failed to get out of bed and tie its laces – you alone, single-handedly, will rebuild the dreams of the working class. You are The Last Communist.
#disco elysium#rhetoric#de rhetoric#disco elysium skills#skilltober#skilltober 2024#de skills#voliart#RHETTY MY GOLDMOUTH GUY!!!#well i couldn't figure out the golden mouth but hey golden eyes are still pretty cool i think :3#if i weren't doing pretty quotes for descriptions i ABSOLUTELY would have written LIKE TO SLAP HIS BALD HEAD. REBLOG TO SLAP HIS BALD HEAD.#dude i think youre fantastic. we LOVE a good wordsmith babey :3 guy who wants you to have a goddamn opinion for the love of god hfkjg#body wraps back around him!! i think its really funny that logic and ency both got text boxes in their skilltober art pages#but for this one (Y'KNOW. THE GUY IN CHARGE OF TALKING) i didn't give him ANY WORDS hkgjg SORRY TORI I LOVE YOU THOUGH HJGKJG#aight!! tomorrow/today's the melty thespian who i have NEVER been able to draw in a way ive liked so WISH ME LUCK LMAO <3333
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While rereading mdzs I am once again shocked by how talked about the "you were the only mistake he ever made" line from Lan Xichen to Wei Wuxian is and how heated it gets some people because honestly... I don't think he actually even believes that.
Stay with me. Look at the actual line. (I Included 2 translations for comparison's sake)
Firstly, yes he is mad at Wei Wuxian in this scene. But his biggest moment of anger was actually before this. By this point he's realized that Wei Wuxian forgot what happened after nightless city (and therefore ISN'T stringing along his baby brother on purpose) so he has in fact calmed down a bit.
Secondly, notice that he starts by talking about how his uncle felt. This is not Lan Xichen making a value statement about what he thinks. When he says Lan Wangji was proper and righteous he is talking about him being a model lan, he's talking about their family and clan's perspective of Wangji. Indeed, in their eyes, Wei Wuxian is the only time Lan Wangji was ever not the textbook perfect Lan.
Thirdly, what is Lan Xichen trying to say here? What is he mad at Wei Wuxian for? It's that he doesn't know Lan Wangji is in love with him. His anger is eased by realizing Wei Wuxian doesn't remember the very blatant confessions lwj made in the cave after nightless city, or Lan Wangji fighting his own clan elders for Wei Wuxian, and so had no way of knowing the whipmarks on Lan Wangji's back were related to him. But he is still mad, he still thinks Wei Wuxian should have been able to figure it out. So what does he highlight?
The fact that the only thing Lan Wangji, perfect model-Lan righteous Lan Wangji, ever defies his clan for is Wei Wuxian.
And Wei Wuxian has seen him do this! Even if he doesn't remember this one instance. Because Lan Wangji has been doing that the whole story through. Wei Wuxian has watched Lan Wangji blatantly stand against the entire cultivation world for him, and here Lan Xichen is highlighting just how unusual that is, how much Wei Wuxian must mean to Lan Wangji that he's willing to do that. The important part of the sentence here is not "mistake" it's "only."
Lan Xichen here isn't trying to say that he disapproves of Wei Wuxian, or telling him to stay away from his brother. Remember, the thing that made him mad in the first place was Wei Wuxian saying that he and Lan Wangji slept in seperate rooms. He thought they were together! He's mad because they're not!
At no point does Lan Xichen say he individually considers Lan Wangji's feelings for Wei Wuxian a mistake. If he ever did, it's clear he accepted them regardless long ago. Mistake or not, what he wants is for his little brother to be happy.
#mdzs#mdzs meta#lan xichen#For the record even IF he really did think of wwx as a mistake I think he's owed a moment of pettiness!#he's wrong but when i see people cite it as a major reason they dislike him i'm like... everyone in this novel is a war criminal#but frankly that's not so relevant because looking at the text... he doesn't think that!#he's consistently pro wangxian the whole story through. this speech is literally the catalyst to wwx confessing his feelings to lwj!!#frankly for a shovel talk – which it basically is– this whole thing is MILD. there weren't even any death threats!#also!! it drive me up the all when people mistake the intentional xiyao wangxian parralels in this scene as a personal dig on lxc#Yes! Xiyao and wangxian are foils! everyone seeing wwx as a stain on hanguang-jun's reputation but the venerated triad as an honorable bond#only for wangxian to end up happy and lan xichen with both his sworn brothers dead... that's the themes baby!!! can't trust reputations!!#but then people get mad like 'wow how DARE he say that when HE liked jgy!' that's the point!! miss mxtx did that on purpose!#Also lan xichen is VERY aware at this point just how much jgy lied to him! It's not like he's still in his a-yao is innocent era#He is LITERALLY a hostage! He is processing all of this as we speak!#he's less 'YOU are a mistake and i wish wangji didn't love you! unlike me who has never trusted anyone i shouldn't'#and more 'my entire life is falling apart right now and my little brother is the only one in my family who might still get a happy ending-#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU???'
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absolutely blows my mind that we got megan thee stallion's Hiss, kendrick lamar's 4-part assassination of drake AND hbomberguy's plagiarism video* all in the first half of 2024 .... what does the latter half of this year have in store? (watch this post either age beautifully or like milk 2 days before the expiry date)
*i know it was the Dec 2023 when hbomb's video came out, but I usual count whatever happens at the end of the year as a herald for the next
#megan thee stallion#kendrick lamar#hbomberguy#2024 has truly been the year of the callout#i only wish the tumblr version weren't of the scumfucking terf transphobe variety#can 2024 be the year we fix that shit please?#bbl drizzy#drake#nicki minaj#james somerton
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Did Jessica say anything about Creloise at the meet and greet??? Does she know how extraordinarily gay those two came across this season?!?
Nothing extra at the meet and greet that wasn't already covered during the panels (well, at least, nothing I'll repeat here, wasn't sure it was info that should be shared, ya know?).
But yes she is well aware of how much chemistry they had! I recorded the audio of her answer at the con panel which I think I'm good to share seeing as it was an open panel - I missed recording the question and the very start of the answer but it was specifically about Creloise:
" - So yeah, I would have liked to have seen that. I mean, it was never a conversation, actually, we just ended up, um, that sort of came from it *laughs*. But I do remember the show runner - *gets distracted from the noise of the Fallout panel next door for a bit, then continues* um, they did say that they sort of had to cut some of the ends of the scenes because we just looked like we had too much chemistry, and were like *laughs* But, yeah, that would have been cool."
#she was VERY careful answering that#wish I had got the whole thing but I didn't think to record the sound#we weren't meant to take videos even tho I'm sure people were#I got most of it tho#creloise#she really clearly loves them tho#she ADORES Cressida and only wants good things for her future#reply#critter rambles
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Part of my experience with abuse is hoping I get a kid like me so I can know how easy it can be to love them, how easy it is to not treat them how I was treated, and breaking that cycle. It was only hard for them to love me as a child because they didn't love me in the first place. They wished for me to know the hate they had, and I refuse to carry their water for them like that. It was never hard to love me.
#mental health#mental health recovery#abuse#abuse tw#even if i never become a dad i know what it's like to love strangers as though they were my flesh#and i wouldn't wish them the hate that i experienced#treating myself like a stranger in some ways helped me realize i never deserved any of it#anyway. if you were treated this way: you weren't hard to love as a child#even the most 'out of control' chuldren are not impossible to love#aand the effort to love them is worth it every time#because loving and respecting people is worth it even when it's not always easy#like i'm not saying parenting is easy. but the easy part ought to be the love part#maybe that's the first easy thing you should do before having children i think#because as a hastag abused kid: we can tell when you hate us. we can feel the searing hatred#we can tell when you wouldn't care if we died. and it sticks with you#and you become an ANTI-role model to us#i am well into my life as an adult and my abusers from childhood are STILL my anti-role models because of how awful they were
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I LOVE ONE CONSENT KING
#IF GMMTV DOESN'T GIVE ME AN AOUBOOM MAIN SERIES IN 2025 IM GONNA COMMIT GRAND SCALE LARCENY AND ARSON TO COPE#I LOVE THEM AS TAN AND FANG SO MUCH THEY ARE SO DAMN SWEET#not me thinking they would be the second to last ones to get together but then actually being the first ones tho ✋😭#and like don't get me wrong i love them and i can't wait to see their boyfriend era#but also i do wish bl shows weren't in such a rush to get their pairings together#like i promise you it's okay if they don't kiss or get together by episode 5#you can spend a little more time on the build up and focus a bit more on the development of feelings#but anyway. I LOVE THEM. THEY'RE ADORABLE. I NEED MORE#we are#we are the series#tanfang#m: txt
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Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep - Radiant Garden
#kingdom hearts birth by sleep#khbbs#radiant garden#scenery#my gif#if only i could mod the game just to be able to roam freely with the camera because this world is so vast and beautiful#so many of these rooms are huge and i really wish i could zoom out and view them from a distance to just get a full sense of scope#also imagine my disappointment when we got to see this world remade in kh3 cutscenes but weren't given the opportunity to explore it
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yesterday i saw something worth writing, but i'm not a poet
yesterday i drove through the village & someone set their old tv outside. broken, abandoned, alone on the curb with a ripped piece of a paper (smudged and stained)- duct-taped, pinned beneath an empty bottle of gin: 'free! parts still good' the sunlight caught in the shards of broken glass and the cigarette butts discarded on the sidewalk
#free write#poem#???#i think#i just remembered this happened and i told mom that i saw the tv and was like 'man that's a poem waiting to be written.#but i'm not the writer for it'#anyway this was an attempt#wish we weren't going so fast i would have loved to have grabbed a pic#my writing
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thinking about making a pack au where they actually stick closer to hyenas than whatever the fuck they did in that episode
bc uh he-LLO? hyenas are like... one of the BIG popular matriarchal animals and we just acted like xander was all scary now? pshh. I mean he was hyenas are scary but buffy is absolutely highest rank top dog here no wayyy he'd be all scary to her since they're already y'know a "pack" of sorts. like I'm pretty sure he'd still defer to her. plus willow! her making friends with buffy first and just generally being a girl he'd rank below her as well (though I do wonder where his stance with giles would be)
and I get that xander already sorta had a new clan with the other possessed kids but even then why was HE at the top of that hierarchy?? in fact it was so barely structured at all I'm only assuming xander was a high rank bc he's just one of our mains. and the shot of them all walking ofc where he was front and center I can read basic filmmaking choices lol
but also hyenas have FRIENDS! they have cliques and groups within their own clan. isn't that so cool? why did they just disregard xander's friendship with the scoobies? I think the fact xander had friends and quite loyal ones is like important? I mean okay I suppose it's all he's in this clan now he's cut ties with the scoobies, but to me at least I think that's kinda boring haha. though actually even if xander had the support of the scoobies, with how that clan were already a group before xander and not with xander at all, he'd actually probably be like real goddamn low anyways instead of more equal like it was shown
look I really have no idea about any of this I've just been looking up hyena facts for the past hour bc I thought it was neat. I simply think they should've done more with this instead of oo look xander's all feral and evil when they literally chose hyena to be their animal. like ooookay then whateverrrr lame
#they should've just done wolves or smth why the hell did they pick hyenas if they weren't even gonna play with their more unique structure#btw PACK? not CLAN? guys seriously re see above they just wanted to be different while still riding off of wolf girls#buffy IS the leader. highest of the high. top rank here. she's the alpha female since that is apparently what they're called lol#I just don't see why xander would Act like he did in that episode if we we're going off of hyenas and not some other predator#even if we go off the idea he broke ties with the scoobs as outsider females I think both wils and buff r still doing better than him#ANYWAYS. that's my two cents this episode was silly and I wish they'd had more fun playing with the animal they chose#someone with more spotted hyena knowledge should talk to me I'd LOVE to learn more I think these animals are so fucking cool#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#alright I did a little more googling and interesting! xander and wil might outdo buffy in the whole friendship department#so I THINK their clan WOULD have a far more level playing field simply because of how close everyone is. neat neat neat!#but buffy could still kick their asses be fr
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I am aware that this man is an absolute bitch but have you considered that he is my absolute bitch??
@asiandramanet november bingo: blending
Gao Han as Liu Cheng Feng | Wonderland of Love (2023)
#wonderland of love#le you yuan#乐游原#cdrama#cdramaedit#cdramasource#asiandramasource#userdramas#asiandramanet#lextag#userxlh#userstorge#*gifs#*bingos#i had to include the dramatic zoom it's very funny to me idk#the caption is exactly what i said to lex when describing this set btw#that's my stupid bitch war criminal#do i wish the war crimes weren't bc of his obsession with ying but we can't have shit in this house so
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