#I wish I was a nail girl

[spikyseasponge]

[doubledyke]

i know it's probably a bad idea to date someone based on a shared hyperfixation but i really wanna date someone based on a shared hyperfixation

[dayurno]

most touching bit that has been going on recently is people including kevjean when they say there are ship wars being fought on jean's holy name as if kevjean is ever even remotely comparable to jerejean (famous) and jeanee (canon)..... there are five kevjean fans and two are me. i dont think we can compete let alone compare but i love the enthusiasm

[naramdil]

pink lemonade chrome nails for this month 💗💛💝

[wishingstarinajar]

Trying out nail polish for the first time since my childhood and why didn't anybody tell me it takes over an hour for it to completely dry without a polish dryer?

There are only so few times I can reapply and play the waiting-guessing game again without accidentally feking up the polish. Plz, have mercy!

At least it isn't nail gel... that would have been a way worse wait without a UV nail lamp.

[nerdie-faerie]

Currently unpacking all my shit into my new flat. And it's never more apparent that I have both, a shopping and hoarding problem, until I have to once again move and confront my problems

[topicaltropic]

oops! all wips

[sskk-manifesto]

Ep 5!!!

[amandaxraee]

👻

[faaun]

my arms keep burning and turning red i keep smiling at polaroid photos of my friends i bought a set of pans so i wouldn't have to steal theirs. when i asked 2 ethicists why the way she treated me was so bad (tell me logically why i should let her go) i really meant tell me why i deserve better. tell me why what she did matters in the context of how you know me. will you tell me why do i deserve better than to suffer for a beautiful person?

[thedeadthree]

A FALLEN STAR FELL FROM YOUR HEART. ✧

i had the truly highest honor for my first commission to be from my sweetest friend jess @leviiackrman for my darling mistress of mists the lady iovanna dayne! ✧ jess, i know i said this a million times before and in the email but you truly are a treasure! your attention to detail, and thoughtfulness is the loveliest thing! the hand gesture! her haunting violet eyes and the purples and amethyst notes in her style and the background! the mists in the background! her hair and the dress and the rings, and she included her crown! you must be a wizard because you captured her exactly from my mind! you all must commission her she's truly a treasure!

[artemisia-stars]

i just wanna be a cool spooky mysterious girl with my wild curly red hair and my long skirts and coolness and lesbian aura

[braixen]

everyone who wants a nine inch nails girlfriend thinks it’s going be closer or sunspots 24/7 but don’t appreciate her at her wish or starfuckers, inc. or hurt. you know what i mean

[yoohyeon]

Me internally while my aunt is annoying the fuck out of me

[flareguncalamity]

i’m sure someone on here has said this before, but i think cis tiktok really took “feminine in a masculine way” and ran with it without realizing that the appeal of being feminine in a masculine way to genderqueer people, especially afab genderqueer people, isn’t just looking hot or whatever. it’s specifically the discordance of being perceived as masculine and performing femininity.

Like, you see cis women on tiktok with the caption “trying to be feminine in a masculine way!” and then they’ll wear these super femmey suits with their hair back and like. that’s cool i guess? i’m glad you feel confident. but the angst that genderqueer people feel over wanting to be feminine in a masculine way is derived from how this feeling almost seems like an impossible goal. like, femininity is standard for women, so when people perceive you as a woman and you dress feminine there’s no perceived deviance at all. you’re just dressing and acting like how a woman should, according to the audience of people who see you on the street. The part you feel that you lack when you say ‘in a masculine way’ is the part where your femininity gets to be nonstandard.

there’s almost a kind of grossness to when cis men in particular do femininity. it ranges at times from “haha ironic comedy, isn’t it so WEIRD and WACKY when men wear skirts???” gross to something almost demonic (like how men wearing makeup were treated at the height of the satanic panic). there’s like, falseness. like the femininity is separate from you somehow, as a facade, and that there’s some kind of clash between the femininity and the person underneath. and i’m not saying those are good things- the opposite, it’s really, really bad that we treat gender deviance this way. but the longing for this experience as an afab genderqueer person is the longing to exist in a role that is non-normative without sacrificing the things we love about femininity, and to be able to be feminine without having that related back to some quintessential nature of your gender as determined by broader society. I honestly feel like Natalie Wynn described this really well when she said that for her, as a woman, there’s no “de-dragging” where the womanhood falls away from her and she ceases to be feminine in a way that a drag queen might after a performance is over. I think what genderqueer people want when they want to be feminine in a masculine way is to have that ability, to have their femininity be a costume that they can take off at will.

anyways all this to say that i don’t think cosplaying as modcloth-workwear girlboss is going to help me achieve my gender euphoria goal of old church ladies sneering at me in derision every time i wear a dress. although honestly that is a great idea for a drag queen character

[moe-broey]

Boots :)

Another Started As A Test Subject and now they're literally the only thing I ever fucking wear. Idk how well it shows in the pics but they are badly cracked and have been worn into the ground but like. Shoe comfy :(

Also the wings are a new addition! The inner ones slap against each other. Doesn't really bother me personally though so I'm keeping them as is 😅 Oh, and the laces are paracord!