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i just wanna be a cool spooky mysterious girl with my wild curly red hair and my long skirts and coolness and lesbian aura
#im the least mysterious person ever#im so socially awkward#just awkward in general#sure im kinda quiet around most ppl but the second im comfortable im the loudest girl ever#wish i didnt have anxiety and i could dress cool but im scared so im mostly dressed basic 😔#no shade to basic fashion i love it i just wanna dress spooky#how to stop biting nails?
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shouto accidentally gets drunk while out with you and some other friends and he's sitting there in the heat of the bar, watching you smile bright and laugh wholeheartedly with your hair a little messy and your eyeliner smudged a bit—and he gets suddenly and completely overwhelmed with the desire to kiss you.
which is exactly what he does when you manage to get him home. it's kind of awkward because he doesn't kiss many people and he's also drunk and gangly and looming over you, but you let him crowd you against his front door until the both of you nearly run out of breath.
and you push him away gently with a quiet laugh, telling him, "okay, slow your roll, loverboy. how about we do this when you're sober, huh?" because you're not sure if he means it and you don't want to get your hopes up for something he won't even remember tomorrow.
but he absolutely does remember it, and now he can't look at you without feeling that unfamiliar white-hot strike of desire lighting up his body.
#oh woof.#like. shouto's whole life flashes before his eyes LOL#i have this thought that he doesnt realize he's into you until he's INTO you#and then all of a sudden he is and it's everywhere#he's like. oh wow what is this feeling i think i need to swallow you whole.#LMAOOOO#DONT MIND ME BEING SO PREDICTABLE AND WRITING HANDSOME AWKWARD MAN WHO IS A CLUMSY KISSER#my bread and butter tbh !!!!!!#turns out i just had todoroki thoughts in general while i was out LOL#not strictly about touya LOL#✿ willow writes#✿ thoughts: shouto
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day 1421
#uh just a heads up if you expand the tags to see all there's. a lot. very long#amphibian#frog#poison dart frog#based on my most popular frog to date (day 651)#inspired by everyone pointing out what they think it looks like#here's a fun secret fact the original guy is actually a phantasmal poison dart frog (Epipedobates tricolor)#(according to the original artists title of the drawing)#not Anthony's poison arrow frog (Epipedobates anthonyi)#i feel too awkward to really point it out though because they look the exact same. i cannot tell if there is a difference#im half convinced the same frog was just discovered and named twice#its very curious btw if you go on the (english) wikipedia page for either species it doesn't mention the other#while hereptiles.info (no idea if this is a trustworthy site) lists both names as common names for the same frog (incorrectly??)#while inaturalist lists them as two different frogs. curiously with tricolor having wayyyyy fewer photos#ok anyway that's my rant i went on a whole journey trying to figure out if these are the same frog or not and i have no answer#i did some more 'research' and i am more confused. some sources seem to imply they are now considered the same species ( e. tricolor)#i think my conclusion is i am willing to agree the drawing looks more like e. anthonyi. it seems like tricolor is generally less vibrant re#and the white is darker and more green?#i feel like thumblr should stop me from typing more in the tags at this point this is a whole essay#at this point i am failry convinced this is specifically the Santa Isabel frog. isthat the real subspecies or morph or whatever#or just the name pet sites are using to sell it??#i even found some sources (frog selling websites) refering to it as “Epipedobates Anthonyi 'Santa Isabel' Phantasmal Poison Dart Frog” lol#Anyways if you read this far hi. species are confusing. i am not a frog scientist#the first few tags are like an hour old now i just kept trying to figure it out and adding more tags
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i'm such a fan of their new outfits and so many of the new voice lines they have are SOOOO cute i'm gonna cry ... all the new non-event dialogue from ingo is so good too and i can't wait to see emmet's
#pokemon#submas#ingo#emmet#i got into on my first pull..... just gotta wait for emmet to come home now. please. please. please. plea#MY DOLLYSSS they're so cute i've been spinning ingo around and around till he's dizzy. i can't wait to get emmet#the event has been making me siiick#but yeah. emmet's pointing at his eyes there because he knows where to look for a smile on his brother LOL#and in general i'm so glad they're giving ingo the god given right of an awkward demeanour
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playing around with signatures for the mk1 cast (人*´∀`) (aka how can i combine mk and idol hell together)
left to right:
Kitana - Mileena - Tanya - Sindel - Rain
Shang Tsung - Quan Chi - Shao - Reiko - Li Mei
Ashrah - Havik - Nitara - Syzoth - Baraka
Liu Kang - Raiden - Kung Lao - Johnny Cage - Kenshi
Bihan - Kuai Liang - Tomas - Geras - Ermac
#also kinda handwriting hcs i guess?#For ermac's they can't decide on a signature cuz there's just so many people so it ended up as a kinda awkward scribble#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1 2023#kitana#mileena#tanya mk#sindel#rain mk#shang tsung#quan chi#general shao#mk reiko#li mei#ashrah#havik#nitara#syzoth#reptile mk#baraka#liu kang#raiden mk#kung lao#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#bi han#kuai liang#tomas vrbada#geras
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Daera and Viserys presenting baby Rhaenyra to their father Baelon.
a doodle to accompany this Hedaera snippet
#my art#oc: hedaera targaryen#fic: hedaera-verse#viserys i targaryen#hotd#house of the dragon#house of the dragon oc#hotd oc#fire and blood#fyeahhotdocs#fyeahgotocs#Vizzy is just aggressively ignoring Daera's hostility and the general awkwardness resulting from it
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the way tattoo is so rough around the edges and has no idea what to do when faced with aran's overflowing emotions and tears (even the fake ones) but whatever gentleness he possess, even if it might not look like much to others, he's always willing to give
#GOD HOW I WISH THEY GAVE US MORE OF THESE TWO AND THEIR COHABITATION#AND ALSO OF TATTOO IN GENERAL#im just constantly rotating him in my mind like a microwave he's sooooo#like he's such a survival of the fittest and a screw them over before they screw you over kinda guy#all he knows of love is bleeding under someone fist to protect the few people he can allow himself to care about#because he can't have weaknesses or he won't survive#but he's also the one who invents and fixes things#who picks up trash and turns it into something different (maybe still trash maybe not)#he has these moments of extremely awkward and yet deep gentleness#and he thinks rosé proposing to jack was 'kinda cute'#he is teaching aran to survive and that aran /is/ capable to survive by himself#while aran is bringing out this softeness buried within him#AND I JUST NEED ARAN TO PROPOSE TO HIM BECAUSE THAT MAN WANTS TO BE ROMANCED AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE#idk what im saying ;;;;;;#jack and joker#jack & joker#tattooaran#tattooarun#m: txt
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current hermitcraft star trek AU thoughts: meet some of the crew of the USS Taney (named for a storied US coast guard cutter, for those curious):
chief petty officer joe hills, maintenance chief. it’s my AU and one of the principle characters can be an enlisted sailor instead of a commissioned officer if I want to dammit. spends a LOT of time in jeffries tubes doing essential maintenance and is responsible for a lot if enlisted engineering staff. a betazoid who joined starfleet to see the stars but gets admittedly VERY STRESSED OUT on account of not being great at human social mores, thank god for military formality am I right. well-liked and respected amongst the crew, especially other enlisted sailors but also with commissioned officers. straight-up refuses to use his betazoid abilities for any actual work though because he’s convinced he constantly misinterprets people’s minds. whether or not this is true is… questionable… but he’s maintenance chief not a councilor or something so no one ever actually has real opportunity to call him out on this. well, mostly nobody. except maybe for…
ensign cleo, a former borg drone that was taken prisoner and separated from the hivemind. starfleet has no records of her homeworld or original race and what do you know, she doesn’t know either! thanks, borg, she hates it. took to sarcasm like a duck to water. ended up on the taney because in the early days joe was somehow the person who broke through to her and command is still wary she might regress, even given that she has since passed accelerated academy classes and earned a commission. a security officer and cybersecurity expert (for a given definition of “expert”, given the source of the information). very good at covering insecurities by being Mean. literally everyone who works with her is aware though so literally everyone knows she is Deeply Loyal to the taney’s crew. which is why people keep trying to “helpfully” run interference against starfleet intelligence for her, to her great annoyance, because she actually kind of likes…
commander etho, a vulcan intelligence officer. has had a storied career, meaning people who don’t know much about the intelligence community hate that he’s around, people who do idolize him, and people who know him know he’s just kind of awkward. extremely competent, sure, but awkward. frequently in communication with, traveling on, and otherwise involved with the taney, largely because the taney keeps on somehow tripping over things that should be state secrets and he’s best equipped to clean it up (case in point: cleo). sometimes etho thinks the only way the ship could be more cursed is if they named it enterprise. then he reminds himself that’s an illogical superstition. despite the fact he technically now has a desk job the aforementioned storied career makes him a very competent actual field commander as well, which means he ends up involved in operations whenever he’s on board.
these are the guys I have ideas for so far. still need to think of like. a captain for the ship. most of the senior staff. I just have ideas for this au you know,
#hermitcraft#joe hills#zombiecleo#ethoslab#i am not OVERLY familiar with 7 of 9 or hugh yet so if cleo breaks canon somehow here#whoops. Oh well. it’s my au and ‘former Borg’ makes the best analogue to ‘zombie’ i think that’s possible in the st universe#also joe the betazoid chief petty officer has been the one constant of this au concept I’ve had for MONTHS#like I said. It’s my party and I can make my guy an enlisted sailor if I want to.#ALTHOUGH GIVEN HIS IRL LIFE IT TECHNICALLY MAKES WAY MORE SENSE TO GIVE HIM A COMMISSION#OH WELL.#also etho the deeply awkward Vulcan is the most recent addition here and I love it#absolutely uses Vulcan stoicism to cover for when he’s just sort of awkwardly uncertain#this does not work on cleo naturally.#uhhh. anyway if yall have additional ideas pls let me know#I may or may not use them but it’s fun to imagine#also I love the idea of these three (none of them human all of them anxious) trying to solve problems#somehow cleo is the best at human social norms and joe can READ MINDS CHIEF HILLS /REALLY./#(etho in the corner politely not mentioning Vulcans can also read minds technically it’s just touch telepathy instead of general)
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Prologue: Page 11
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Working up to the official meeting!
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#super mario bros#smb#luigi#shy guy#general guy#mario and the phantom#prologue luigi in the darklands#ngl there have been some shots i just do not like how ive drawn luigi#where he feels awkward or misporportioned#but im trying not to get hung up on it and just keep drawing#but oh man#sometimes#on a happier note i am so happy with the coloring and lighting : D#my art
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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso
#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die#their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me#cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy#but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room#and then generally ignore each other on the podium#and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward#but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them#not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention#and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on#stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#we do a little bit of f1#*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night#*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused#2011 italian gp
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Guys I have done it- It took me a while to cook up but-
HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!! 💝💝💘💘💓💓✨✨🍫🍫
I unfortunately couldn’t finish it yesterday cuz I had a hair appointment to attend too 💇♀️💇♀️✨✨
But other than that I made these two guys:
Btw I think I got a new headcannon (kinda-)! When Peppino is feeling anxious, annoyed, stressed, etc: his mustache is down and just looks flat or stretched. When he’s either happy or around Gus and genuinely feels safe: his mustache curves like shown here 💞💞☝️☝️
Hehe, these two love each other so much 💗💗
But don’t think that’s all!! I I did this for fluff….
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But I also made something spicy..
(Tw(?): It’s that one shirtless Peppino sprite- 💀)
Look at your own risk-
(I can’t do backgrounds FOR SHIT but I love how this came out it took me HOURS-)
*clears throat* Happy Valentine’s Day guys 💕💕
#Pizza Tower#Happy Valentine’s Day 💝💝#For that second drawing I had no idea where to place Gus. It looks awkward af- 😭💀#It’s fine tho- I do generally like it I think it looks good-#THAT PEPPINO RIZZ#The first pic I think is adorable. Let them be together and happy and sweet and cuddly and just in general lovey dovey OKAY?#It’s mushy but I like mushy stuff it’s cute 😤💓#I think I’m getting more comfortable stuff like this under the cut- I don’t think you guys mind right?….RIGHT- 👀💧#Still. Hope you guys had a good day yesterday 🫶🫶 Cuz sure as hell it was a mix of feelings for me-#Peppino x Gustavo#Pepstavo#Peppino#Gustavo#SPICY#Fluff
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i think a lot about how Leo didn't use his cabin on the Argo II, and instead just always slept in the engine room or on deck (or let's be real, probably in the walls once or twice). And how Nico and Reyna never even got cabins on the Argo II, since they were unexpected passengers and so probably had to just sleep in the sickbay (if they slept at all, which they probably insisted they didn't need to - or fell asleep in odd spots around the ship) and so were forced to be roommates for a little bit before their quest, or shared a room with someone else on the ship.
#pjo#riordanverse#leo valdez#nico di angelo#reyna ramírez-arellano#there are so many options#Nico and Reyna being forced to be awkward roommates for all of like two days before their quest#just staring at each other silently from across the sickbay#Nico refusing to sleep in the sickbay in general and insisting he doesn't need sleep (he conks out in the crow's nest all the time)#(cause there's no way he's not constantly tired even more than usual while he's recovering)#or maybe he crashes in Hazel's room - or Leo's if he knows Leo doesn't use his room anyways#maybe Reyna crashes in Jason's room cause they used to be best friends before Jason got yoinked#and he feels bad about it and is trying to make it up to her and for just a little bit they can pretend it's the old days#(and Reyna is allowed to bunk with Jason cause she gives Coach a withering glare that makes him back down from complaining)#(she's just tired and sad and could actually really use a hug from her best friend actually)#etc etc. many options here
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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me
#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can#even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for#but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it#but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot#even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to#or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human#and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have#if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person#but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless#maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean#it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it#and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things#but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me#that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor#and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know#i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness#and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk#talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo#and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else#even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get#in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao#anyway whatever 😔
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This part has provided and honestly confirmed an insight that's been implied occasionally, but never openly stated as much as this moment.
Arcanists are less durable.
It's mentioned a handful of times how it's important for combat between arcanists to be quick and efficient. While they can be physically strong even beyond human standards, their limits are far shorter in comparison. They're far more prone to taking physical and mental damage quicker with their quick healing/recovery to make up for it, but not change just how fragile they are.
This is very insightful too as to why arcanists would be more inclined to fight using arcanum instead of physically as much as possible. Their arcanum gives them an upper hand where their physical stamina is lacking.
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 lore discussion#uluru games#arcanists are so mentally and physically weak like an actual mage in DnD y'all#i still think that spathodea jumped too conclusions on ezra's intentions and it's really rough to see how raw and real that is#for a topic about building friendships between two people with clearly problematic topic on oppression and prejudice hanging over them#they're just kids. and spathodea has the weight of keeping one of the few remaining arcane cultures alive on her shoulders#it's a lot of pressure and the fear of humans erasing or taking it must not feel good to her and that blinds her from ezra's kind intention#it's also tough to swallow seeing this is a really sensitive topic and an honestly well written expression to just how painful and awkward#it is because ezra needs to acknowledge just how bad it is and even if he's not participating in the system's oppression#he has to carry the weight of generations of it and take responsibility in order to make sure that change starts happening#they're kids. God they're fukin KIDS#i have many feelings about this man. this event is so good wtf
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both doc ock and the spot being alchemax scientists in the spiderverse movies. like is this universe's alchemax just evil autism inc.
#alchemax scientists just consistantly characterized by social awkwardness general nerdiness and being silly little guyyss#olivia octavius#doc ock#the spot#jonathan ohnn#atsv#itsv#across the spiderverse#into the spider verse#spiderman into the spiderverse#the spot atsv#alchemax
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Legit obsessed with this moment
Everyone else is injured, tired, covered in blood, their clothes are ripped, and Lucifer's perfectly fine, uninjured, not stained, not tired ass "YOOOO that was a tough battle, I bet everyone is hungry. What do people eat? Pancakes? I can make pancakes WHO WANTS PANCAKES??"
And Charlie's suffering from second hand embarrassment like "Dad... read the room..."
Lucifer sweetie darling I love you A for effort but F for execution
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#lucifer#charlie morningstar#OR MAYBE IM WRONG#FOR ALL I KNOW#THIS MAN WAS CRAVING PANCAKES#AND HE'S LIVED SO LONG BY HIMSELF#THAT HE'S JUST USED TO INDULGING HIS WHIMS AS THEY HAPPEN#BUT HE'S POLITE SO OF COURSE HE'S GONNA OFFER TO EVERYONE ELSE TOO#but I prefer to believe the former#he read the room#and somehow the solution he came to was#pancake time#look I know he's grown awkward and whatnot but uhh#for real that situation in general was gonna be real awkward for any topic change#and you can see from his expressions building up to this he knows it's gonna be awkward#and he just decides to bite the bullet#he wants pancakes dammit
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