#I wish I didn't
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if I had a nickel for every time Hilda became teary eyed because a close family member was forced to chose between staying with her, or returning to live with their parents in the magical otherworld they're native to, and came THIS close to leaving her only to come around at the last minute, condemning themselves to potentially never see their parents again because the life they've built with Hilda is more important to them, their bond is unbreakable and their love eternal, and they'd move mountains to make her happy, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
#yeah im never gonna shut up about johanna and twig actually#the silent understanding#johanna sits on the couch late at night#watching the shadow on the wall#unsure if she's fooling herself or if someone is watching#twig hops up next to her and curls up against her side#she pets his soft fur and looks into his eyes#he headbuts her gently#she nuzzles his forehead#i'm sorry#thank you#i understand you#i wish i didn't#she says#two souls that can never speak to one another but understand eachother fully#two seperate beings with compeltey different ways of expereincing the world#but at their core they're just children who can never go home#hilda#hilda the series#hilad netflix#netflix hilda#hilda spoilers#hilda season 3 spoilers#hilda johanna#johanna hilda#hilda twig#twig hilda#meme#shitpost#textpost
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remember when seungmin dropped this and everyone died (I'm still recovering btw)
#stray kids#seungmin#I was cleaning my gallery and found this photo and#I wish I didn't#now I need to remember how to move on once again 馃様馃様
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i just realized i'm no longer friends with the girl i learned the peter and ned handshake with
just like peter and ned aren't friends anymore
#the difference is that i remember what she did#i wish i didn't#peter parker#ned leeds#spiderman#marvel mcu#mcu
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Joe... Joe Joe Joe
#i may have... kept up w the season#i wish i didn't#fuck canon (as usual) we're still thristing over him 馃棧馃攰#joe kessler#the boys#the boys spoilers#the boys season 4#jeffrey dean morgan
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Shameless self plug here
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"i never should have said a goddamn thing,
i should have kept my fucking mouth shut,
and then it would have stayed,
it probably would have stayed
i know it would have stayed
i know it would have stayed the same "
#personal#sleepy#eeepy#indie music#free throw#hey ken#pop punk#?#heartbreak#oversleeping#not sleeping#fuck#d#i hate u#i wish i didn't#Spotify
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Omg its great to see you back!! You helped jump-start my passion for art maybe 4-5 years ago now (I've been here since the be more chill days) and I'm really happy to see your blog back up and running!!! Best of luck with college <3
that is??? so sweet??? thank you sm! college kills but we're doing decent
#seriously though#i wish i didn't#but like i'm already here might as well finish it#i have like three semesters left until i graduate#ask
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Man, this leech skin feels nostalgic.
I felt I needed to say this so I could lay my teenage self to rest, this fandom definitely fucked me up.
It's nice to be 22 and realize what was it that went wrong. Anyways, have the dumbos:
#scifell#undertale#undertale fandom#remember when we thought thegreatrouge was normal?#man#I wish I didn't#I think I can finally move on from this now
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Watching her do fine without me while im falling apart without her
#everything hurts#i cant do this#i love her so much#i wish i didn't#kms#bittersweettragic#sapphic yearning#unrequited love#wlw longing#wlw yearning#sapphic longing#queer community#unrequited feelings#unrequited pining
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Every day I tell myself "all I have to do is make it through today" and I'm realizing that I don't know how I feel about the fact that I feel like I have to tell myself that every single day.
#a lot of times it's because I hate my job and I'm miserable#I literally cried in the car on the way home today because I got so stressed during my shift#never work at a movie theater kids it's awful#I wish I didn't#I wish I could have a real job because I fucking went to college I got my fucking dgree#and yet this was the best I could do because I've never had a job in my life so no one would give me the time of day#I feel humiliated every single day I walk into the building#I feel like such a failure and an embarrassment#and that's not to say everyone who works at the theatre ahould feel that way that's now what I'm saying#but that's how I personally feel about myself and the situation that I am in#and we're entering the busiest week of the year so it sucks even more than usual#but also I'm just so tired from this year it's been a really bad one for me and my family#just abysmal in every way#so I have to remind myself I have to make it through the day every day right now#but you know what it's fine I have a chapter done and ready to go on Christmas and it's been almlst 4 years in the making#so in that case I have a present for some of you and I'm really excited about it#it's gonna be a sad Christmas for us because everyone in my family is broke but I hope you guys all have a better holiday than I will#and as someone who adores Christmas like it's my favorite day of the year type adore I'm just really down in the dumps right now#just feeling very sad#but anyway sorry rant over I have to go to bed#I don't get saturday's off and those are my lingest shifts so 馃檭#I get christmas eve and christmas ofd tough 馃槉#but not the day after 馃檭#anyway bedtime for me sorry to rant guys#abby's self deprecation hour#abby after dark
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#i used to love you arson#no#i still do#i wish i didn't#arsoncore#i fucking miss you so much#and i hate you#for not growing and changing#and ruining what we had instead#now theres no chance for us ever again#not that you'd really want it#you let yourself hate me#even though i never blamed you once#it was all for nothing i guess#it makes me so sad
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Did you know Scipio Moorhead was likely the artist to have created The Portrait of Phillis Wheatley in the form of a drawing, which was subsequently engraved and published by Archibald Archibald Bell on the frontispiece of 'Poems of Various Subjects, Religious and Moral'.
Fun bonus fact: I wanna go to bed
#but i made a promise#'promise'#idk if it was actually a promise#i wish i didn't#wish i said no#I'm gonna build a time machine and go back there to beat the shit out of her#:(#using my 5 mins for this#should get back to it#whatever#i should probably be freaking out right?#i am#a little bit freaking out#but not really#down stress#god they never tell you how hard it is to be chill huh?#i dont wanna quit#i wanna prove i can do this#the problem is I probably cannot do it the way i think#theres gotta be another way to do this#but its a little too late for that#manifesting so hard#praying 馃檹#i wanna be disappeared in a big black pond of goo that looks like galaxy slime#i wanna decompose and let mushrooms take me.#but if i had one wish i#it would probs be to have better memory#a genie could use that against me#idk how. my five minutes are up. i wasnt aware there was a tag limit. thats mean.#whatever its probablt a good sign that its cutting me off. i need to do my work. if you read this far plz send me your good vibes
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you guys remember cumslutscootaloo
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You leave
You leave
You never come back
I wish I could hold you
Make you stay
But even I might leave
And never look back.
-oama
#i wish i could say this better#i wish i could tell you how my heart feels heavy and there's a lump in my throat#i wish i could tell you i wish these times never end#but i can see the end so soon and in a blink it will be upon us#and i don't want to wave goodbye with a smile on my face and turn around to an empty flat#i don't want to see it devoid of our time#i don't want to give this up for another chapter#i see the end i see the end#i wish i didn't
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Your crimes are not forgoten... <o> <o> you know who you are...
doodling sans while on an undertale kick
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I wonder all the time why I'm here. Why I bother. But the answer is that nothing in life has a reason. Not beyond what we give it. Nothing in life matters. Except when we think it does. Whatever, fuck, I'm stuck here in this life and there isn't even a reason to be here. I just have to ride it out until I happen to die, maybe of old age. And so...it goes on and on and on and on and on and.. and for what. For nothing. But we continue.
#personal#mental health#i guess#i...#im tired#existing sucks#i wish i didn't#but i don't get to make that choice do i?#my life never has been and never will be my own#oh well#this is how it is
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