#I wish I didn't
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if I had a nickel for every time Hilda became teary eyed because a close family member was forced to chose between staying with her, or returning to live with their parents in the magical otherworld they're native to, and came THIS close to leaving her only to come around at the last minute, condemning themselves to potentially never see their parents again because the life they've built with Hilda is more important to them, their bond is unbreakable and their love eternal, and they'd move mountains to make her happy, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
#yeah im never gonna shut up about johanna and twig actually#the silent understanding#johanna sits on the couch late at night#watching the shadow on the wall#unsure if she's fooling herself or if someone is watching#twig hops up next to her and curls up against her side#she pets his soft fur and looks into his eyes#he headbuts her gently#she nuzzles his forehead#i'm sorry#thank you#i understand you#i wish i didn't#she says#two souls that can never speak to one another but understand eachother fully#two seperate beings with compeltey different ways of expereincing the world#but at their core they're just children who can never go home#hilda#hilda the series#hilad netflix#netflix hilda#hilda spoilers#hilda season 3 spoilers#hilda johanna#johanna hilda#hilda twig#twig hilda#meme#shitpost#textpost
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remember when seungmin dropped this and everyone died (I'm still recovering btw)
#stray kids#seungmin#I was cleaning my gallery and found this photo and#I wish I didn't#now I need to remember how to move on once again 馃様馃様
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i just realized i'm no longer friends with the girl i learned the peter and ned handshake with
just like peter and ned aren't friends anymore
#the difference is that i remember what she did#i wish i didn't#peter parker#ned leeds#spiderman#marvel mcu#mcu
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I hate this show because this line would be good in a show that was actually doing this but this show is not doing anything resembling this and I hate everything.
#no tags here#negative#criticism#i hate them so much#i really do#i wish i didn't#but they're just so unpleasant#i mean i guess they should date each other just to keep other people from having to date them#but like none of this makes sense with the rest of the way arc acts or talks about him#and none of it makes sense#i hate iiiit#where is my darling side couple
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Joe... Joe Joe Joe
#i may have... kept up w the season#i wish i didn't#fuck canon (as usual) we're still thristing over him 馃棧馃攰#joe kessler#the boys#the boys spoilers#the boys season 4#jeffrey dean morgan
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Shameless self plug here
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Ideas rolling in my head. When to write them how to write them I want to write too many things to write so many ideas need to post I want validation I want to write I can鈥檛 write I have ideas I want to write I want to write i want to write
#so like what if I just wrote the epilogue of black sweatshirt just skipped to the end hahaha#though I am so excited for Reigen and Serizawa and mystery third person adventures and shenanigans in the main story#also why do i need so much validation on my writing and art#i wish I didn't#i grew up with gold stars and job well dones being my addiction#sometimes I wish I could ride the flow better
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Man, this leech skin feels nostalgic.
I felt I needed to say this so I could lay my teenage self to rest, this fandom definitely fucked me up.
It's nice to be 22 and realize what was it that went wrong. Anyways, have the dumbos:
#scifell#undertale#undertale fandom#remember when we thought thegreatrouge was normal?#man#I wish I didn't#I think I can finally move on from this now
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Watching her do fine without me while im falling apart without her
#everything hurts#i cant do this#i love her so much#i wish i didn't#kms#bittersweettragic#sapphic yearning#unrequited love#wlw longing#wlw yearning#sapphic longing#queer community#unrequited feelings#unrequited pining
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Every day I tell myself "all I have to do is make it through today" and I'm realizing that I don't know how I feel about the fact that I feel like I have to tell myself that every single day.
#a lot of times it's because I hate my job and I'm miserable#I literally cried in the car on the way home today because I got so stressed during my shift#never work at a movie theater kids it's awful#I wish I didn't#I wish I could have a real job because I fucking went to college I got my fucking dgree#and yet this was the best I could do because I've never had a job in my life so no one would give me the time of day#I feel humiliated every single day I walk into the building#I feel like such a failure and an embarrassment#and that's not to say everyone who works at the theatre ahould feel that way that's now what I'm saying#but that's how I personally feel about myself and the situation that I am in#and we're entering the busiest week of the year so it sucks even more than usual#but also I'm just so tired from this year it's been a really bad one for me and my family#just abysmal in every way#so I have to remind myself I have to make it through the day every day right now#but you know what it's fine I have a chapter done and ready to go on Christmas and it's been almlst 4 years in the making#so in that case I have a present for some of you and I'm really excited about it#it's gonna be a sad Christmas for us because everyone in my family is broke but I hope you guys all have a better holiday than I will#and as someone who adores Christmas like it's my favorite day of the year type adore I'm just really down in the dumps right now#just feeling very sad#but anyway sorry rant over I have to go to bed#I don't get saturday's off and those are my lingest shifts so 馃檭#I get christmas eve and christmas ofd tough 馃槉#but not the day after 馃檭#anyway bedtime for me sorry to rant guys#abby's self deprecation hour#abby after dark
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#i used to love you arson#no#i still do#i wish i didn't#arsoncore#i fucking miss you so much#and i hate you#for not growing and changing#and ruining what we had instead#now theres no chance for us ever again#not that you'd really want it#you let yourself hate me#even though i never blamed you once#it was all for nothing i guess#it makes me so sad
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Did you know Scipio Moorhead was likely the artist to have created The Portrait of Phillis Wheatley in the form of a drawing, which was subsequently engraved and published by Archibald Archibald Bell on the frontispiece of 'Poems of Various Subjects, Religious and Moral'.
Fun bonus fact: I wanna go to bed
#but i made a promise#'promise'#idk if it was actually a promise#i wish i didn't#wish i said no#I'm gonna build a time machine and go back there to beat the shit out of her#:(#using my 5 mins for this#should get back to it#whatever#i should probably be freaking out right?#i am#a little bit freaking out#but not really#down stress#god they never tell you how hard it is to be chill huh?#i dont wanna quit#i wanna prove i can do this#the problem is I probably cannot do it the way i think#theres gotta be another way to do this#but its a little too late for that#manifesting so hard#praying 馃檹#i wanna be disappeared in a big black pond of goo that looks like galaxy slime#i wanna decompose and let mushrooms take me.#but if i had one wish i#it would probs be to have better memory#a genie could use that against me#idk how. my five minutes are up. i wasnt aware there was a tag limit. thats mean.#whatever its probablt a good sign that its cutting me off. i need to do my work. if you read this far plz send me your good vibes
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some people have a heavily disabling neurological disorder called misophonia which triggers their fight or flight response when confronted with specific sounds (mostly repetitive ones, and often mouth sounds)
brains are so stupid they'll be like hey, hey!! you're in danger of death I gotta turn on survival mode and you're like oh shit is there a huge hippopotamus attacking me or something? and your brain will be like no no no it's so much worse. there's someone chewing food next to you
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I wonder all the time why I'm here. Why I bother. But the answer is that nothing in life has a reason. Not beyond what we give it. Nothing in life matters. Except when we think it does. Whatever, fuck, I'm stuck here in this life and there isn't even a reason to be here. I just have to ride it out until I happen to die, maybe of old age. And so...it goes on and on and on and on and on and.. and for what. For nothing. But we continue.
#personal#mental health#i guess#i...#im tired#existing sucks#i wish i didn't#but i don't get to make that choice do i?#my life never has been and never will be my own#oh well#this is how it is
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why does opening instagram make me feel physically sick
#it's so exhausting and for what. i hate instagram so much. and yet if i want to have an online presence as a photographer i need it#i wish i didn't#notes 馃珫
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angels can be transgender but in the sense of like. hey i wish i had a body. hey i wish i wasn't made of light i wish i had flesh and blood. like you. i wish i had skin, i wish i had eyes. i wish i could tan. i wish i could get a tattoo. i wish i could be marked by the things that affected me, instead of being immortal and pure and unblemished. i wish i could show it. i wish i didn't have to go into battle and come out without a scratch, i wish i could fall and i wish i could scrape my knee. oh shit
#pig originals#idk its always like damn. i wish i could bare some of myself outwardly i wish i didn't look like this i wish i could see myself.#dya think an angel's ever looked in a mirror#reblogs back on + blinkies because im tired of getting the same 2 tags#angelposting
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