#I wish I could sleep

[foldingfittedsheets]

Took the trash out at work which is a pretty long walk along the back of the building. Got back inside and my vision was buzzing in the way it does when I’m at my limit.

It’s 10am. I just spent my whole energy budget taking the trash out.

Can’t wait to clock out at 8pm.

[the-oilers-cowgirl]

A weighted blanket isn't enough anymore, I need someone to hit me with a Samsung Smart Fridge.

[is-it-funny-because-its-true]

i'm so fucking tired

[the-fae-in-your-walls]

Yes, another one.

Congratulations! You've lived to see another stupid meme edit of the ever pervasive Ad.

So too, unfortunately, have I.

Rejoice and weep.

[killanyone4you]

i'm so sleepy i keep almost nodding off at my desk 😭

[spider3y3]

No work for lorri!!!! (they call out for the first time ever) (they’re scared)

[savetheghost]

im really tired

[lennydark]

General health update. So I have been having a hard time getting back into writing, and I have been going to the doctor about it and good news is we have found out the issue. I've got insomnia and I have been sleeping maybe 1 hour a night for...basically the last three years. Bad part of this: I have an adverse reaction to all sleep medication we have tried so far. So new plan - I gotta exercise every night until I am sleepy, in the past I ran 3-10 miles every night and then went home and slept great, so I gotta do that again, but that was...gods 4-5 years ago and I have gained a lot of weight (I'm talking 60 pounds here I'm now 200lbs) so not gonna jump into that again right away, but going to try and do a 30 minute job every night starting on 10/16/23 why not start now? - Because one of the sleep medications I was taking was making me cough and have mild cold symptoms so I am letting myself recover from that first.

[arsenicisaddictive]

It’s like one night someone came and tore me apart and I never worked out how to fit back together again

It’s like losing yourself overnight and then never being able to find yourself again

[enchantedsunflowerkat]

nightmares are so fun it’s like yesss give me yet another reason to procrastinate going to bed :(

[adorabledrugl0rd]

When was the last time that you woke up and actually felt awake and rested for more than half of the day? I'm asking for... Ehm... Research?

Yeah, let's say research (╸w╺)

I got put under for surgery a few months ago and I woke up feeling great cuz I was drugged up lol

Aside from that, probably when I was like 11 tbh

Insomnia and Generalized Anxiety Disorder is a bitch

[rotten-dan]

Gonna check hats tomorrow

[bpdfox]

Haven't been able to sleep again ugh. Happy fucking 3 am

[gh0st-k1ngs]

Mood

yeah as soon as I wake up no longer fatigued for the first time in my life I'll be set

[killanyone4you]

i have a thought of you for every star in the sky ♥︎

[narnia-and-the-north]

That post that's like "don't pay attention to your feelings past 9:30 PM, you're not yourself then" but the feelings I have then are the same feelings I have throughout the entire day girl. They're just louder