#I wish I could sleep

[killanyone4you]

i have a thought of you for every star in the sky ♥︎

[arcaneyouth]

:(

[spider3y3]

No work for lorri!!!! (they call out for the first time ever) (they’re scared)

[savetheghost]

im really tired

[compostboy]

Severe "I am baby" hours my god

[lennydark]

General health update. So I have been having a hard time getting back into writing, and I have been going to the doctor about it and good news is we have found out the issue. I've got insomnia and I have been sleeping maybe 1 hour a night for...basically the last three years. Bad part of this: I have an adverse reaction to all sleep medication we have tried so far. So new plan - I gotta exercise every night until I am sleepy, in the past I ran 3-10 miles every night and then went home and slept great, so I gotta do that again, but that was...gods 4-5 years ago and I have gained a lot of weight (I'm talking 60 pounds here I'm now 200lbs) so not gonna jump into that again right away, but going to try and do a 30 minute job every night starting on 10/16/23 why not start now? - Because one of the sleep medications I was taking was making me cough and have mild cold symptoms so I am letting myself recover from that first.

[arsenicisaddictive]

It’s like one night someone came and tore me apart and I never worked out how to fit back together again

It’s like losing yourself overnight and then never being able to find yourself again

[enchantedsunflowerkat]

nightmares are so fun it’s like yesss give me yet another reason to procrastinate going to bed :(

[adorabledrugl0rd]

When was the last time that you woke up and actually felt awake and rested for more than half of the day? I'm asking for... Ehm... Research?

Yeah, let's say research (╸w╺)

I got put under for surgery a few months ago and I woke up feeling great cuz I was drugged up lol

Aside from that, probably when I was like 11 tbh

Insomnia and Generalized Anxiety Disorder is a bitch

[propheciesanddreams]

Oh the thoughts I have. I wish I could share them all. They’re beautiful really but then again that’s because you are.

[rotten-dan]

Gonna check hats tomorrow

[bpdfox]

Haven't been able to sleep again ugh. Happy fucking 3 am

[lemememeringue]

just found out the nortriptyline I'm on for migraines really shouldn't be taken w the buspirone I'm on for anxiety 🙃🙃

[scrollonso]

fuck this

[kitkam7]

Its almost 1 o'clock in the morning, I have to get up at 4 because I have to take the train at 5 so that I can get to classes at 7...

I STILL CANNOT SLEEP. Tell me WHY? if I've been in bed since 9 o'clock WHY HAVEN'T I SLEPT IN THE WHOLE NIGHT?

Like, every time I think I'm about to fall sleep a new thought comes around, f.e:

What has Bruno mars's life been lately?

When day of the week it's gonna be my birthday?

What was the name of that actress in that one movie I saw randomly one day again?

Am I sure "this" is my favourite song?

Why is Benedicto cucumber called so many names yet everyone knows it's him?

And so on...

Well, I just wanted to vent because...why not I guess?

Good night.

[testing-tranquility]

you were so fucking full of life like I just don’t fucking understand