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So, I just remembered randomly that Thomas and the magic railroad exists, and upon recalling my utter childhood confusion as to what the heck a "railroad" was, was compelled to create this as tribute to my ignorance. Also, young me cried about them giving Thomas an American accent for some reason, little me realllllly didn't enjoy that, again, no idea whyyyyy

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I have nothing funny to post, just an overwhelming urge to do amateur self-rhinoplasty á la velocity Vs concrete. I'm losing it. I can't I just.

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i miss having friends to play games with so baddlyyyyy :') like, why is friendship the most important thing to me, yet i got the "sucks at keeping friends wanting to be my friend and talk to me and give me lil kisses when i'm poorly" curse?

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Potchari Paradise:

A feeder/romance simulator (early plans and ideas!)

So, I'm currently working on planning a feeder/romance simulator game! It's still very much in the early stages, and I'm still blocking out the largest body type (working backwards), but I have some progress to share!

So, the concept logo and title:

And the blocking out of the kinda max size:

So, what sets my idea apart? Feeder Sims aren't exactly unheard of in the space, after all.

Well, hand crafted everything (from character models to textures), a cohesive (hopefully) artstyle, and, of course, jiggle physics!

More news to come 💕✨

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*scrolling tumblr* hmmm. i agree with the sentiment of this post, but the phrasing feels off to me. it doesn’t really have that Reblog factor, you know? *scrolls* oh good, a post that just says “i jerk off till my penis scrweam” . i better reblog this

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A lil update on the 3D head sculpt I'm currently making!

I'm still learning to actually do this, and I have never attempted to sculpt in blender, so please bare that in mind! obviously, still very much a WIP, but definitely less horrifying than she was without skin and refinements!

Advice is, obviously, super appreciated!

Next steps: hair, and giving her a jaw! then I'll detail the ears and replace the placeholder eyebrows, and do actual texturing!

Edit: Progress update!!

She now has eyebrows, skin textures and the beginnings of hair! Honestly, I'm really excited about how it's turning out so far! 💕

Edit: a little more progress with blocking out the hair and temp eye colour!

Mostly just to kinda show my vision 💕✨

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I was sad, so I'm learning how to sculpt a human!

Obviously, it's my first time, and I have a lot of tweaks to make (weird jaw, cronchy nose sideview), buttttt, so far, I like her!

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So, this is, like, absolutely me crashing out a lil, but thankfully my lil blog is kinda teeny tiny, just as I like it, so it's not like many people will see this! Even if they do; hi :)

So, let's talk about the goals I had, vs my reality! See, what I wanted was like a super plush, chunky body, because I'm a lil feedist gremlin who genuinely just idolises larger bodies, and big women are just so gorgeous, I can't even really put it into words! What I got was 7 years of perpetual trying to gain, eating a ton, weighing myself and, oops, I've lost 40lbs (that is not an exaggeration btw, I'm currently 64.7 kg, or around 140lbs give or take).

So, that's an interesting thing, huh? Seems like some kind of sign from the universe, me thinks. See, the universe has seemingly deemed that I cannot have a single nice thing! Self love? Nope, how about crippling self loathing! I arrange to have talking therapy with a therapist? Nope! You get CBT. I want to be pretty? Nope! You get ugly, idiot! Family? Nope! Friends? A few, which is lovely, but aaa!

It's just a lot. It's a lot all the time. I never get a break, and I'm just tired. Obviously, no tags because this is basically just over sharing, self indulgent and maudlin, but... Idk, like, goddamn it, give me one thing universe!!! Aaaaaaaa

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"Oh, where are you from?"

Tumblr? The internet? Idk, kinda f*cked up to remind me that I exist in the physical world honestly.

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283,000 likes………giant meteor strike the earth rn holy shit. oh my god.

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I can't sleep 😭 the only POSSIBLE cure would be a biiiiig woman sitting on my face until I pass out. The ONLY cure.

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Yes, hello, I am very normal and also very not weird and normal around fat women, yes. Oh, t-the blood dripping from my left nostril? I... I look like I'm having a heart attack y-your say? That... No... I'm being very, so very, umm...

˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ <----- (me being very normal and good and even more normaler than I was before and not frothing at the mouth or stuttering or crawling around looking like a feral rabbid creature) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

(just to clarify, for anyone in the audience who may inadvertently misread this, I am rabbidly ATTRACTED to big waoomens, this is very, very pro big wamnans, just incase anyone was confused) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

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Made to comfort you through any storm

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Just a lil thing i'm making ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊

I wanted to make something kinda interesting, so enjoy a kinda painted looking TARDIS ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

idk, it isn't quite finished yet, but hopefully it's kinda cool? cool is... probably the wrong word, idk (˶' ꒳ '˶)

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you could fatten her. you should fatten her.

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Happy Dashcon 2 Eve, you can only reblog this today!