#I wish I could communicate better
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I always feel like there's posts I could make, things I could say, etc. But I also never know quite how to say them (for example, I'm struggling with that right now). I'll try and make some posts getting my thoughts out now, but I don't know if it'll work.
#my thoughts#I wish I could communicate better#but I'm very bad at it#I never make the first move#because I'm too afraid#asd#autism#neurodivergent
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Why do the standards of human health differ for women? They know that having sex you don’t want every day to survive isn’t healthy. They know that cultures where women’s bodies are highly controlled aren’t healthy. They know that a woman changing her appearance through surgery doesn’t come from good mental health.
They know how degrading and painful all of this shit is. They know that this causes pain. If someone imagines a man being put into these positions, they would sense the inherent horror of it. It’s just that they think women deserve it, that this is woman’s position in society. It’s too normal, the suffering women are put through, for people to recognize its wrongness. But it’s also so normal that I ask, how can you not recognize it?
Why do you view women’s pain differently? Are women not human enough for our pain to matter? Why are you being intentionally obtuse, denying the truth you know deep down?
Patriarchy demands that you deny truth. Feminism reveals truth. Within feminism, there is nothing to hide.
#My first post…I want to use this as an outlet to share my thoughts#I wish I could put things into better words…I always feel like it isn’t enough#But there is so much to say and I hope I can contribute#radical feminism#radical feminist community#radblr#radical feminist safe#radical feminist do touch#radical feminist do interact#There is nothing to obfuscate
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I don’t know why I bite
#I’ve thought about making this everyday since I saw that one isle of dogs clip#in the bottom scene is when amari realizes everything he did#a scream ripping from his throat while hes trying to rip off his skin and scrub off any blood coating his skin#its the only way he could ever feel clean again#god please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me not again not again not again#nene i said id make a new amari post but i ended up ruining his life again sorry#i wish the sizing was a bit better between both pictures but if i stare at this any longer im gonna rip my eyes out#mysims#sims 4 edit#ts4 edit#the sims community#oc: amari
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sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful
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#;M;#oauhh#that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that#sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly#it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones#and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that#Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return#or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can#and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one#and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him#but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other#they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well#they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like#they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there#and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense#if it came to that#anwered#anonymous
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I feel like I've seen most of what interests me in FiMFiction for the time being, so I read through some good ol' reliable Stardew Valley fanfics last night, only to realize.
Haley x Female Farmer is basically Rarijack. Rarijack adjacent.
#personal#delete later#not art#unfortunate that i'm really not into the BIG popular ships in stardew#like. i downloaded talkohlooey's character sprites for my sdv because the men just look so much better#with talkohlooey sebastian actually looks like a cute guy i'd wanna date. default seb looks like a very very specific white boy.#like. the mod of an anime community discord server.#he looks like every white anime fan i knew in high school who very intentionally tried to look and dress more asian#so unfortunately i'm not really into any of the male bachelors. They are All White.#I went after Alex at first but he's a white bread jock.#So I'm really not interested in ships with Shane or Elliot or Sebastian which make up 2/3 of the romance fics#I do think Harvey is cute he has a lot of personality and he's a sweetheart#stardew expanded has victor AND olivia which is such a fucking win. Asians fuck yeah#I usually pursue Penny. Fluttershy vibes lmao#hopefully chocolatier has some dateable men who Aren't White.#Really can't recommend Talkohlooey's sprites more. Fantastic art style AND character design direction to boot. They made Emily Not#Terrifying Looking which is incredible.#still wish you could date the milfs though who said that#i said it. i'm fessing up. why did concernedape put all these women in unfulfilling marriages with mediocre/crappy men#what are you getting at.
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selfshippers who aren’t comfortable sharing i love you ! be as possessive as you would like as long as you’re not hurting or harassing anyone; your f/o is yours and they know just how much you love them. you understand your relationship better than anyone, and if not sharing is what’s right for you, you shouldn’t feel guilty about taking comfort in that.
selfshippers who are comfortable sharing i love you ! you have so much love in your hearts and it’s a beautiful thing that youre open to forging friendships with others who have the same interests. i have so much respect for you and your f/o would just adore your kindness. keep doing what you’re doing and keep making this community a wonderful place to be.
bottom line , you are all wonderful and your selfship is valid no matter what <3
unless , of course, youre a proshipper ; go away i don’t support u .
#f/o#self ship#to be honest i fall into the first category unfortunately . but in a very niceys way i promise#not in a jealousy way really but in a I Get Sad And Feel Invalid way yk#i wish i could be better about that. sigh#self ship positivity#f/o positivity#selfshipping#selfshipper#self shipping community#self ship community#selfship community#f/o community#f/o comfort#f/o prompts#f/o x self insert#f/o x s/i#oc x canon
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The Thai Communal Wardrobe item #69
Dirty Laundry ep 5:
Only Friends ep 6:
#dirty laundry#dirty laundry the series#only friends the series#ofts#the thai communal wardrobe#these eps aired 7.5 months apart#I wish I could get a better pic of pond/judo in dirty laundry#but that's the best it gets seen
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Parallels between Jamie and Arthur
The relationship between what happened to Jamie with The Chelonia cult and Arthur's situation with the band seems to me to be quite similar.
Jamie came from a family that was quite dysfunctional, his mother had died and his father treated him badly and constantly despised him, so he needed to find a place where he was validated and felt accepted. To do this, he joined The Chelonia cult, where they told him what to think, what to say, what to do, and they took his money for the supposed "donations." Jamie knew that they were manipulating him and that everything about the cult was a lie, but he still stayed there because it was the only place where he felt accepted and where people treated him well.
Like Jamie, Arthur did not have a structured family and was alone since he was little until Dutch and Hosea adopted him and he began to be part of the band. Dutch made sure that Arthur had the same ideals as him and at all times he told him how to do things and what was the correct way to think and act. Arthur had his own way of seeing things and he didn't always agree with what Dutch said and did but he always gave in and in the end he ended up doing what Dutch wanted even though it wasn't what he wanted, partly because of Dutch's manipulation and the need for validation and because he felt like he owed him his life. He always saw Dutch deteriorating more and more but he never left the band, first because it wasn't that easy but mostly because it was the only family he had and the only people who had accepted him and that was the only life he knew.
"They're using you, they're telling you what you want to hear" In the end, Dutch used emotional manipulation to control people, especially Arthur, spontaneously giving him validation and calling him son so that in the end he would do the things Dutch wanted.
I love how Jamie asks him "and what do you know about that, Arthur?" I would say quite a bit, taking into account the dynamics of the Van der Linde gang and Arthur's relationship with Dutch.
#plus the donations in the band... it also seems similar to the cult to me#those donations help the rest of the camp yes#but they always invest money first in Dutch and then the rest#like when you improve the camp#the first store to be improved is Dutch#Dutch uses the money to buy things he doesn't need but are luxuries he wants#I bet the clothes he wears are pretty expensive too#in the end a lot of the gang's money just goes to Dutch#also Dutch never donates money#maybe all Arthur was telling Jamie was what he thought about his situation...#or maybe I'm thinking too much#ugh I wish I could structure this better but I'm horrible at putting things into words#red dead redemption community#red dead fandom#red dead redemption 2#rdr2 community#rdr2#rdr2 arthur#arthur morgan
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sorry for disappearing from tumblr for 3 months without saying anything but im back now :> hiiiiiii :> ill ramble a bit abt why i was gone in the tags. anyway yay hi guys :> good evening :> hows everyone doing :>
#i really do feel bad... i was originally just taking a few days off to catch up on assignments#but i got convinced the internet was poisoning my brain m i got super scared of coming back online for some reason i couldnt really identif#then i realized it was one of my classic attempts to self isolate to solve all my problems when all it actually was is self sabatoge.#many such cases!#so much has happened but also literally nothing has happened at all. crazy#youd think all that time not on tumblr would have made me more productive but it didnt. i just napped and wallowed.#i wish i could come back with more art or something but i lowkey got nothing. but im working on several things yay!! look forward to it#on the bright side i think i recognize the impulse a bit better now and im trying to stop shutting myself off from any kind of community#u know how it is when its almost ur birthday and u realize that time keeps passing and if u keep living the way u are -#- ur never going to be happy? yeah.#so im probly going to be a bit chattier online or at least try to be. im trying to live my life less afraid of everything in many ways#angel.txt
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Bro the Soviety Union development and government is so dang interesting
#i know it says soviety. im not retyping it#im just doing an essay on the purge of 37 and I just so wish the history of the soviet union was taught better in us schools.#and like. not always interesting in a good way.#but im reading a crusty old book from 1972 about it and i feel like if we just taught kids better about why economic systems function#the way they do and how they have worked historically and the nuances of that and how people at the time within the nation and#its territories viewed it. we could actually have some very productive discussion about communism and capitalism and corporatism.#and i could do some more learning about the development of capitalism. but every time someone goes “communism bad” and ridicules kids#or “socialism bad” without explaining ANYTHING ABOUT THE HISTORY#makes me mad man. it makes me mad. do you actually want people to know or do you just wanna be right. u are not helping.#i know im guilty of this too in other areas but it just boils me blood. anyway rant over
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i wanted to give you some support to counteract the weird asks. and that is to say that... your comics and art hurt me in the best way. you really are *the* trigun artist for me. you give the characters such humanity and softness. i think you're the reason trigun occupies my brain so much, and why i'm reading through trimax.
your characterization is perfect. and it's wolfwood who i'm really a sucker for. the desire to protect him, knowing how unfair his life has been, maybe even knowing what happens to him as well. he has his gruff and blunt personality but its the way he's truly a sweetheart deep down, with those he loves, and not only that, but he would continue to protect others, before himself, despite everything.
...i really love how you do angst. neither of these idiots (affectionate) would admit to anything being wrong with them, and yet you manage to beautifully portray the weights they carry. if not through tension in their relationship, then physically (scars and memories; or dark circles under eyes. "can't talk about it" might be one of my favorite works of yours) um... basically, i hope you keep up the good work, and keep making things that you love and are passionate about. don't let the opinions of others stop you. the world needs your art and your voice. i love reading your tags and everything you do. ...and i hope you are taking care of yourself, irl. you are loved. <3 thank you.
T___T THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOUR KIND WORDS WAHHH... i didn't mind the previous asks at all, but it really means a lot to see this kind of support and i'm happy to know my art can push that desire to read maximum!!! sincerely, one of my top goals is to just push for that, so thank you for including that detail <3
and wolfwood is absolutely my favorite character so i'm happy to know my characterization for him is good... that sentence of him continuing to protect others first instead of himself is just, :") yeah,. for his entire life basically, he's taken care of other people and if not for the eom, he could've had a gentler life of doing just that, taking care of others without the bloodshed. he is such a sweet character, it's forever painful remembering what he's endured.
and gahh thank you so much for enjoying my work and for reading my comics in general..!!! vw is the rep ever for unspoken love so i have a lot of fun exploring the different avenues that could lead to, many parts of it tends to be sad and bittersweet, but only because they love the other so much.
genuinely, thank you for all of this!! i will keep making art for as long as i can, for myself and for everyone who's willing to stop by. this kind of support is always incredibly encouraging, i really don't know how to express it properly in words, but just know i read them over like 20 times before i can even reply bc i need to digest it and explode with joy dgmkdsmgg BUT THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO SEND THIS AND FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! have this small doodle of two very exhausted guys, they are getting thru the horrors together
#asks#THANK YOU !!! this ask is very sweet... I REALLY WISH THERE WERE BETTER WAYS i could communicate#How grateful i am to receive this stuff... words can only do so much
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Side note, if you have read only one of the books, just select the "has read" option. It's honestly not a big deal, though. I just included reading/not reading the books because I thought it would be interesting to see if that impacts anything at all.
Also also, for those of you who have Alistair marry Anora, but also have your Warden become his mistress, please just pick the mistress Warden choice. I only get to put 12 answers here, I am so sorry 😞
#this is just for fun and I wish I could just see the Dragon Age keep stats for all players' loaded world states#want to make some more dragon age world state related polls... which won't be as convoluted as this one lol#I know not a lot of people read the books so this probably won't be very telling but that's okay#also I hope this doesn't come off as me judging anyone who hasn't read the books because honestly I don't care either way#if you read them great! if not also great! I just want to see how y'all feel about Alistair's endings#I know it's not exactly fair to compare the mistress/queen cousland results with the rest of them#since only romancers would pick those but both non-romancers and romancers can pick the other endings#anyways pls vote so I can get a good amount of results to get a better feel of the community#even though I know this is not formal in any way lol#and yes I combined the drunk and executed choices#wasn't trying to be biased here but again only 12 answers and honestly can't imagine many let him be executed if Loghain lives#but that is also a biased assumption oops#honestly loving all of the dragon age polls right now#to be transparent I am 100% biased and I do believe that the books could sway peoples opinions... just not sure which way#dragon age poll#dragon age#alistair theirin#dragon age origins#dao
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I am....
- a sentient robot created by a small country for war. The urge to kill remains in my code, though I know better now. But I cannot deny my programming.
- an alien abandoned on this planet as a prank. A cruel joke. I always wonder why I am so different, but it's because I am not of this world.
- trapped in the wrong year. A time traveler. Reborn in the wrong time. In a future world unfamiliar to me. I wish I could go back..
- a living corpse. Rotting as I walk, nothing inside of my head, brain melting from years of decay. I wonder if I'll ever live again but I know I never truly did.
- violent and full of hate.
#true cringe community#tcc fandom#tcc tumblr#tccblr#tc community#female incel#idek what this is#im going to kill myself#i hate being alive#i wish i was never born#i wish life was better#i wish i could die#i wish i was brave enough to pull the trigger#writing
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jeff's "age pills" storyline was so weird. we all know what really happened there, dude.
#i hate gi jeff with a burning passion#i love it for its insight into jeff's psyche#but i will always wish it was done differently#if i could write and direct any episode it would probably be that honestly#gi jeff#jeff winger#community tv#like genuinely so much about it bothers me and i could've done it better#just saying
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If I try hard and want it bad enough I should be able to just get past and ignore my disability, that’s how it works, right?
#venting in the tags#I don’t expect to be cured or anything but I wish I could learn to manage it better#I hate just barely being able to keep myself alive let alone cleaning my apartment or dealing with bureaucratic stuff or socializing#or perhaps even fulfilling community activities#that’s what I want the most#but I’m so FUCKING tired all the time#I hate it#I feel so stupid for letting myself get infected with covid (no one else is stupid about it. just me)#long covid#disability#disabled#my post#personal
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