#I was so happy-shocked!!! still am!
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i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸
#i'm not coming back but :') hello#i forgot i even had tumblr still on my phone djdkdkdkdk#i just opened it for the first time in ??? 5 months or smth i think idk for sure#life is weird :')#remember when i said i wanna drop out every day of my life :') bc i suck at design#welp i won an award for my design thesis :')#jsjdjdkdkdkdj#turns out having friends kinda changes your life 🫂#having friends at school has actually :') made me a happier more normal person lol#i haven't been miserable?? i haven't wanted to kms ... i have been so happy and yes school was shitty but i wanted to go and try hard bc#my friends motivated me to stay and try and that's crazy :') idk#felt really loved and like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life 🫨 like woah ppl like me and wanna be my friend? me??#:') i'm really happy... isn't that weird#i used to want to kms every other day hsjdndkdkdks lol 😭#now i'm like 😭 every day i look forward to waking up bc i'm happy and i have ppl who love me and i wanna see them again and i wanna spend#time with them again and play games with them again :')#literally stayed up till ??? 4 am yesterday talking to one of them like#😭#god jm djjdkdkdkd idk :')#my life is good...#???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS#wild af#even winning the award was such a shock like 🥲 damn . who ? me?#ppl from like :') this big design thing in toronto we're praising it too like djdjdodjdkdj#:') it's kinda crazy.. i was super !#man.. i cant believe how 5 months ago i was gonna kms 🥸👆 and now i'm like erm actually maybe we do need to live#:') anyway#i hope ppl on here are doing good 🫨🔨#it is sad to not be here as much but also 👋😌 i'm happy to be free at the same time so ✨
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WDYM MY FIC GOT 130 KUDOS
My honest reaction:
#writing#blue lock#rinsagi#isarin#IM SHOCKED#That’s so many people#I didn’t expect shit#but here I am now#plus I still have an ongoing fic too#I WILL GET IT DONE#I’m just busy#but so happy and thankful#rinsagi nation#I’ll rise again
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Ooooo you wanna give me a box of cookie sooo bad dont you you know you wanna
damn its like ive spent my life on this website or something
#happy birthday to me :)#not really planning on doing anything to celebrate lmao and yet birthday insomnia STILL snipes me right at 12 AM#stag#kitscribbles#I got me some tattoos!! They are so scrungly :3#they are my 1/3 sonas from when i was a little child trying to pick apart my personality freudian-style#like legit i was shocked to learn about the id ego and superego. that was wild. for a moment i was scared i reincarnated from that guy#god i hope not. guy was interesting but crazy#these guys dont really represent that anyway. they're just me :) picked apart into 3 in various ways that i can represent with color#Now part of me forever uwu#i can barely afford them but life is for living and im doing pretty alright#anyways. 22!! only 4 more years before the military isnt looking to enlist me anymore#*raises a can of ourple fanta* to a long future enriched by the little things. And a few really big things#i think ill redraw them later with more careful details
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Friends, my time has come.
I mean, it's a shame there's no option for "you sold me a computer infested with demons and basically your idea of tech support is 'Wow, sucks to be you'" but I made do with what I had. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#georgette#computer issues#computer problems#ohhh dell you did not want to give me a survey about how happy i am with my ~*~dell experience~*~#i told it like it is#ooo but maybe i'll win the laptop!!!!!#maybe it'll you know explode in my face or something super fun like that????? 🤞😖🤞😂#aislynn's cause of death: dell computer#i would not be surprised#i'm more shocked i haven't had an actual literal health crisis over this past half a year of hell#of course i'm also constantly sick these days so maybe that's speaking too soon I DUNNO#ironically though georgette is doing a little better right now but that can change if i breathe her way you know?#but i still gave them my opinion straight to the face#i have truly suffered with this#as melodramatic as that sounds to say#my computer is my way to access the world#not just for entertainment but to help my elderly family members#i'm extremely hampered without it and not being able to know if it was going to crash in the middle of paying a bill or something#has been super stressful#i don't know if i'll ever be able to vid or make GIFs again#i don't know if she'll ever tolerate vegas#it's just a shame because on paper she should be an absolute beast#and instead she can crash with one tab open watching a youtube video#ageless aislynn
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juggling two job offers and trying to negotiate for a bigger salary has me feeling like i need a kevin day on my shoulder telling me i should refuse to be paid anything less than what i’m worth. save me corporate weapon kevi day save me
#dont get me wrong im very happy to be in a position to pick at all! and i liked both companies very much#BUT IT IS STRESSFUL…!!#i dont like telling people no….#im not a corporate weapon im a lackadaisical friend-maker with people pleasing issues#but im like omg am i being too cold…. am i being too ambitious…#i guess the good thing about working in tech is that theres more room for negotiation still but ah! ach. you know.#well i guess we will wait and see#save me kevi… kevi save me…#txt#kevin#but also i was talking to my friend and she was like soooo shocked id even have the gall to negotiate#so at least that made me feel better like omg we really are in this protestant work method shit for life… lets free ourselves sister#they dont really care abt us
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WAIT OMG YOU GOT THE KITTY????
I DID I DID I DID SHES SO LOVELY AND ADORABLE AND
#im soooo happy. if you couldn’t tell#💌love letters#meowtuals#still a little bit shocked bc i first visited the animal shelter just to visit on friday and that’s when i met her#and then i Thought we (me and my mom) were taking my dad to visit again on saturday but it turns out WE WERE BRINGING HER HOME???#kinda crazy bc. ive been asking for a cat for longer than i can remember. and it only took one visit for my parents to decide to adopt one#so boy am i glad i went to go see them
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22 today and happy to be alive
#my fourth birthday that I’ve spent sober and I will never stop being grateful for that#my life was fucking over four years ago and I am somehow still alive#and I am so fucking happy to be alive and 22??? like turning 22 was not in the game plan. I am in shock fr#wow#birthday girl grateful asf❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#sober talks
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Fanart for @mwebber's NAYQ!Seb
The outfit descriptions have been stuck in my brain, so I drew them!
#the bee boxers especially!!! hehe did you guys notice *what* bees I drew?#im actually shocked at the plaid i drew i thought it'd would be trash but somehow its pretty okay?? pretty uggy tho...#ive realized that in order to draw seb's hair you really just gotta go it: fuck it we ball and rly not deliberate too much#hope you guys like!! im pretty happy with these :) and it was fun to draw for a fic i rly like reading!!#not turning into an art acct but#ive not been able to draw consistently in months bcs of burnout so now i am drawing as much seb for as long as my brain will permit#and im still very touched by everyone's compliments on renaissance seb so !! pls take my humble contribution#i wanted to draw smth from chp 4 but i spent [undisclosed] hours straight drawing these and now my hand and head hurt LOL#also having a big revelation abt drawing fanart#it was fun to draw these bcs i basically just tried to build off what already existed in the fic#so if can you notice specific references to scenes from the fic i will be pleased :)#sebastian vettel#sv5#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#f1 art#martian#sebmark#we do a little bit of f1#new tag?:#catie.art.#*scheduling this post bcs now i must sleep for like 12 hrs as it is currently uhhhh almost 5 am
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Jannik’s match point won against Nole in the single’s match (aka upset #1)
#my vid#jannik sinner#nole djokovic#Davis cup#Malaga 2023#match point#this was so so sexy of him#i am still in shock#the way we all lost it#I can’t describe the energy there#the Davis cup energy#the football like chants#the voice lost#the befriending the next Italian fan and praising the golden boy together#big ass grown up men dancing and jumping and sniffing jannik’s towel like a fangirl at a concert#so fucking happy#thanks jannik#also you fucking deserved that
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Ugh I have a friend who is mostly really cool and good to hang out with and stuff but sometimes they have to Win the Sadness Olympics. If you mention something shitty that happened an even shittier thing happened to them. If you had a sore knee they dislocated their hip. If you were having money trouble they were about to be evicted. And like half the time they end up contradicting themself in the next day or two and just like to lie about stuff that doesn't matter for some reason?? And it doesn't affect me at all I usually just give a generic platitude and tell them I'm there for them if they need to vent and then distance myself for a few days if they get too weird about it but sometimes it just drives me nuts
#personal#vent#it's not a big deal i know it's a thing that happens in ADHD especially a lot#but sometimes it does just really make me want to scream#like ok you win!!! you are the most sick and sad and oppressed!!! are you happy now?? still no?? i am so shocked /s#anyway hey how's it goin
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not to be mentally ill but today when i went for a walk in a nature reserve i was climbing a hill and it was cold but so so sunny and everything looked beautiful and i saw so many cool things and i stood there and was like damn what's this feeling in my chest and why am i smiling so much?? my guy,, it's called fucking happiness. i was just present and content in the moment and couldn't contain myself so kept doing the silly arm shake thing i do and grinning at everything and then was like woah what's this feeling. fuckin, happiness dude.
#think the arm shake thing might be stimming (??) i referred to it as pogging and was informed that i've been using that word incorrectly#but yeah stimming ig#the arm shakes!! we all know them...#anyway do you ever get the feeling that other people experience happiness differently to you?#idk last week i was v depressed and now ive had a couple days in a row where ive been giggling with people and ive been cuddled and kissed#and today i took myself off on a walk and i was so so happy and then as i was walking back to my car#i had the gut wrenching feeling that i needed to text my parents that i'd been outside and had a good day and saw multiple cool animals#and that i loved them. because i suddenly got really worried that i would die on the way home and no one would know i'd been really happy??#even though id literally sent my bestie loads of photos and texts and a literal voice note while staring at a robin lol#anyway and then i was floored by the realisation that i carely deeply about whether i died or not#because i was pmsing last week and that is a terrible time for me and i end up being kind of passively suicidal ig#so to have such a big change in the space of a week was a huge shock#these tags are sooo incoherent and span so many emotions#i promise i've had a really lovely day. i just am anxious all the time and depressed sometimes#in a way that is harder to predict now my periods have stopped.#im realising this is the kind of stuff that should probably go in my diary but i've got this far with the tags that i can't be asked.#if anyone is still reading#you do not have to respond to this or like it in any way. i promise lol
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LIN MANUEL MIRANDA IS A RECURRING CHARACTER ON HOUSE MD???
#i hate this fucking show its everything to me its nothing to me im surprised it still shocks me#what the freak... not even hating on lmm hes everywhere i havent gotten to his intro yet#fucking tiktok was making thirstrap edits or whtvr and he appeared i thought it was a trol i googled#i shed a tear its 6 am i haven't slept oh gee#ur telling me my boy my guy my brobro kutner dies and then i get lmm jumpscared#in bidens america#obama took my boy biden is torturing me with lin this is the liberal agenda save me donald trump#l speaks#shut up l#spooky liveblogs (kind of)#house md#just finished s5e11 i hope to god cuddy gets to have the girls baby#just finished my period im emotionally vulnerable i cant take it i want her to be happy i need it so bad
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happy speak now tv (song) release day to them
#EYE am NOT the kind of GIRL who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion..........#but YOU are NOT the kind of BOY who should be MARRYING THE WRONG GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also happy speak now tv release day to that anon who was like im always shocked youre a swiftie bc youre nice and funny#i still think about that so often. top 10 messages ive ever gotten#personal
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guys, Poland is most likely getting rid of the far-right nationalist government, after 8 years we may have a normal country again 🥹🥹🥹🥹🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱🇵🇱
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I got my gcse results today and I got a bagel and the sun was shining and things are good!
#i did walk home feeling light and free as i had hoped!#i was just so pleaseddd#i got a 7 in bio#a 7 in chemistry but i was two marks off an 8 so my teacher told me that i could get it looked it at again and maybe get an 8#an 8 in physics but two marks off a 9 so i could possibly do the same thing for physics as well#not sure about it though because i am still really pleased with those grades but also to get a 9 in physics would be absolutely fantastic#an 8 in history!!#a 9 in english lit and a 9 in english lang!#a 9 in maths!!?#my maths teacher actually gave me a hug about it!#an 8 in chinese!!#and 8 in greek! which is shocking considering my mock was barely a 4 and i struggled so much with it#and 9s in spanish and geography#spanish was expected#geography not so much considering how i straight up made things up in my exams but hey i'm happy#gcses#gcses 2023#darkeyedghost
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i reaaaaally love how much this game loves the slums. i love how much they’re bathed in sunlight. i love that they’re seen as beautiful. i love that the sun lamps were a plot element for a moment but they’re tiny from underneath, they were only ever to make shinra feel better. i love that you help round up cats. i love the kids dancing on the roof. i love the food trucks. i love that this game is about cloud being pulled in by the people around him but by the community too. you have to be a part of the world!! you have to be a part of the community!! and that community is beautiful and will care about you given the chance!! wagh
#pers#i think cyberpunk falls too often into a type of just straight up exploitation of like poverty and suffering#and this shockingly…doesn’t?? it’s great down here!! yeah things are complicated and things suck but there is joy and real happiness#i was so expecting the slums to just constantly be dark bc of the plate above them#and the ‘constantly dark under city’ is such a cyberpunk classic#so the first time i stepped out into the sun i was so shocked. and i STILL am EVERY time#anyways time to go do some random side quests wahoo!#ff7 lb
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